You’re just so much a beautiful and amazing person, I saw you in the Netflix documentary Unrest, and I want to give my support to all the people who is suffering like you. You all are amazing people, so strong and beautiful inside and out. I pray for you from France and hope everything will be better.

Hello everyone wondering what happened to ren after this video, he is now a successful musician, his new channel is just titled ren and you can search it up and you’ll find it❤

Such an important message. Thank you 🙏

i went 22 years with multiple dr's telling me my issues had nothing to do with my tick bite. to make things worse, i lived less than one mile from dr jemsek (when he practiced in north carolina), but i had NO IDEA he was a lyme-literate dr until i saw the "under our skin" documentary. and of course the doctors that told me my tick bite had nothing to do with my problems did not tell me about dr jemsek - his office was across the street from my primary care doc. but by the time i found out/watched the documentary, jemsek was in washington dc and i had moved west. fortunately, into year 22, i found a dr. that treated me (and many others) and i am in remission. you, patrick plum and one of my lyme-literate doctor's previous patients motivated me to be relentless in my search for a lld and treatment options. so THANK YOU.

Thank you, Ren.

And it gets worse with time. 22 years sick now and the last 2 years have been evil. My life is just drifting by me whlle I lay deserted on the couch for whole days at a time, alone.

Praying for you, I saw you on the Netflix documentary Unrest Xx

I have me or lyme. I will know shortly probably which one. I want to die but i dont want to die. But i dont want to live like this. I cannot. Anymore...... But I will not throw in my towel yet... We are many and the knowledge about this is growing rapidly. I used to be afraid of spiders and snakes in exotic countries and I thought oh lovely here in sweden we habe nothing dangerous .. But tics are one of the most dangerous creatures in the world i have came to understand now... I first had lyme disease when i was 4 years old... Perhaps i never got cured.. who knows.. All I know is from the age of about 13-14 My health has gone down each year... more and more and more and more.... I worked and I did everything i was supposed to do.. Untill my brain couldnt take it any longer. I gor burnt out because I didnt listen to my body or my pem symptoms... I went into the bathroom all the time at work to cool my "fake fever" down.... I took breaks from work so much that I had no money.... And when the body stopped.. shortly thereafter I developped severe chronical derealisation(dissociation). Had it every waking moment for more than 5 years now... Time goes so fast... and my strength is lessening every day.. Now i am bed ridden everyday.. And im going inzane. I can barely talk. Laugh. cry.. I have a better day now thankfully that is why i can write this... I cannot take any input anymore.. lights.. sounds... people... heat.. cold.. touch.... And I am too weak to even hold my body parts together. So it takes energy to even lie down. I have to support all my body oarts with pillows and my back against the wall. I cannot shower without sitting down.. I cannot make any food.. I cannot eat anything because i am now sensitive towards everything and whatever I eat. I find myself in an inzanely painful food coma afterwards. Where I cannot breathe almost. And i cannot lie down.I have to sit up for many many hours or even a whole day. I cant evwn remember everything because my cognitive functions are so disabled.. I dont knlw what to do anymore..... I feel so alone.. so forgotten. so left out... I lost everything . and I never had the chance to live my dreams.... my life was starting to get good for the first tim ein my life when this hit me. and then i lost everything.. And perhaps worst of all. no one believes me. And I cannot scream to show them. Because I am too weak.. In glad I keep finding others.. I found you through the un.. what was it ? The netflix documentsry?? Yes... i have lost many words... my mind goes blank and i dont recognize words i have always known.. happens all the time. and more and more often ...

Me too. I wonder if you're still out there. I've been I'll since 1998 and my daughter became ill with it at age 15. Why? I thought I was dying at first until I didn't die. I've been laughed at by doctors. It's impossible to know how this feels until you get it. Take care. I hope you're still doing videos.

I hope you're doing okay man, stay strong and carry on with music and what you love x

Watching these. Makes me wonder... as my daughter had a tick when she was 3. She's 19 now. Suffering from anxiety depression and whatever else because we are all just guessing... but I wonder if ... can there be very few physical symptoms for that long then trauma when her grandfather commited suide and her best friend died from an accidental overdose. Can that kick up the psychological effects? Because the last year has been crazy intense. It's like she hears totally different words than what i am saying.... imagine the most horrendous inner voice... oh, right... of course, anyone reading this has heard hi ren.... anyway, this year--the weight loss stomach issues and her poor skin ...her poor skin. She takes 3 hours to mentally prepare to leave the house to go to work And if she can't do it she just rips herself apart. We have been really working on her grief lately. Because i just realized she has been stuffing that down and i know that is not useful for her physical state ( me , just her mom, we can't find a counselor or psychiatrist she can talk too) I have seen a difference the last few days. Like she was able to go visit a friend today. But we have to go through the crying and talking part first. Every.time. she says she's afraid she won't stop, and everyone thinks she's a lover because she is still grieving her friend... every day I have to remind her that no one has ever cried themselves to death. Letting the sad out actually has less odds of killing you than holding it in and you doing something to yourself... It's very heavy and it's every day. I am some grateful I finally notice and have a process to help her through a little. But again with the tick... "I just want to have energy " She says .... I didn't mean for this to be this long.... Or personal I don't think I even know who damn channel I am on. Stupid but I would almost be relieved if it's Lyme.. at least that is less nebulous. Maybe? I don't know I am very tired. Anyone who read to the end... I am sorry... but thanks.

Feeling you:) Hang in there. This is hell I know.

Dear Ren I realized that haven't posted anything from a long time...I will pray for you everyday in order to find a solution and keep the faith. I would like to help you Bro, send you a Big huge and the best energy.

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