Matthew (November 2023)

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Matthew (November 2023)

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@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

Thank you Mark for having me back again! Thank you to anyone that has ever watched any of my interviews. Whether you were pulling for me, laughing at me, somewhat confused, totally inspired or thinking I’m just plain stupid and ugly… I appreciate you all regardless. I hope this one plants a positive and curious seed in the mind of the alcoholic or addict that still suffers out there. I’ll be back :) much love to all ♥️

@mymarisol858 8 ай бұрын

I only wish you happiness and success and i m rooting for you. Its a struggle and a process. We do recover.

@dameanvil 8 ай бұрын

Nice outfit

@michelleflack-webb8442 8 ай бұрын

Happy Holidays and thank you for your share this morning … allll the way from over here on the other coast/PSU💙🤍

@JenDoe1 8 ай бұрын

Congratulations on your sobriety, Matthew! Love the outfit, the hair…the personality! I’m in recovery too (1 year, 2 months FREE from IV opiates, last one being fentanyl). It took me so long to finally get it. I have also spent the last 25 years on Roxys/Oxycontin, H and other opes. I’m really hoping that now, I’ve got it and won’t find a new rock bottom. Speaking of the steps, every time I got to step 4, I relapsed. I wonder what that means. Not currently working a program however I’m fully serene and haven’t had a craving! Congrats to you, you rock! Keep going!

@mylifecap 8 ай бұрын

❤❤❤

@MyNordstromwishlist 8 ай бұрын

Guess what. You keep learning. I had 20 years sobriety. Then got leukemia. Cancer wasn’t the cause but I then relapsed on my addiction. Then I got sober. Then I got cancer again. Had a bone marrow transplant. Sober and cancer free now. I keep learning.

@justinnoceda2115 2 ай бұрын

Jesus Christ God bless you

@alex_jermaine 22 күн бұрын

God Bless you

@Halifax1101 6 күн бұрын

Thank you for your honesty, I hope you are clean and sober … and healthy today🥰

@nellreid390 8 ай бұрын

Don't normally comment, but Matthew thank you so much for coming back and just talking and sharing all this with us. I've been following you from day one and never know what to expect from each video. I'm so happy you're doing so well and enjoying life again. We're all rooting for you.

@sandraoyervides6465 8 ай бұрын

Thank you, Jesus❤

@LordBonesaw 8 ай бұрын

@@sandraoyervides6465Go away with that toxic religion

@SuzanneDeniseB 8 ай бұрын

Right?

@alienautopsy9326 8 ай бұрын

You know you’re past everyone’s opinions of you when you can wear a tiger body suit with confidence. Congratulations on your recovery Matthew.

@Beautybybllc 8 ай бұрын

😂 no fr

@daveybeuy 8 ай бұрын

That Tiger "body suit " is GUCCI

@Thritingismysport 8 ай бұрын

It’s a jogging suit from Gucci, not a bodysuit

@alienautopsy9326 8 ай бұрын

It’s a Gucci jogging suit

@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

I definitely can’t afford Gucci, the brand is “G Style USA”

@Gram820 8 ай бұрын

What Matthew said at the end about taking responsibility for his actions and not blaming others was simple yet powerful. How many of us go through life never learning to do this. It's not easy!!

@terriblue68 8 ай бұрын

I lived my entire life playing the victim. A Santa sack FULL of resentments. How I'd be wronged, don't you know. Wow wake up call. I had to own my part in it all. Some things which were not my fault as a child, but I had NO idea I played a part in any of it 😂😂😂 disease of perception also. I'm quick to apologize today if I wrong someone. Being accountable wasn't something I participated in. So grateful today. ❤😊

@cinndot 8 ай бұрын

Please pray for a friend who lost her 23 year old son 6 months ago to fentanyl. She is going back to work tomorrow as a school psychologist for Jr. High students. It's a very stressful job. She also has a 21 year old son and a 12 year old son.

@sorrycharlie4127 8 ай бұрын

I've seen a million Matthews he'll be right back just sitting on the bottom

@kayleighohler9999 8 ай бұрын

you sound insufferable, grow up already

@marylougeorge9890 8 ай бұрын

@@cinndot🙏❤️

@user-xr9rv9ch6f 8 ай бұрын

Going through heroin withdrawal currently and these help so much! Thank you ❤ first time commenting eyes on the prize

@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

♥️ get through it and get better 👍🏻

@user-xr9rv9ch6f 8 ай бұрын

@@MatthewAndrewDrake thank you my husband is going through it right by my side ❤️

@bekindpeas 8 ай бұрын

Sending u positive, hopeful, loving vibes. You're going to be ok. I got this! Fr, fr. You're not alone. ☮️☮️ ❤️🩷🤍🖤🤎💜💙🩵💚💛🧡

@RabittsGal 8 ай бұрын

Very PROUD of you!! ❤

@user-xr9rv9ch6f 8 ай бұрын

Thank you 😊 ❤

@drum2little 8 ай бұрын

Matthew, one of the greatest pieces of advice I got in the program was, “Just because it’s advertised, doesn’t mean I have to buy it”. It applies to just about everything that was in my way on my recovery journey.

@SuzanneDeniseB 8 ай бұрын

Same. 12 step never has worked for me. I found my way ! Im happy you are safe ..

@barbaratreuil6591 8 ай бұрын

AA does work. My son,45, has been sober one year after 25 years of serious addiction (heroin, crack, strong opiates all combined) He goes every day to a meeting. He has worked all steps. All of his friends are recovering addicts, 14 yrs, 23 yrs, 19 yrs. They are all married and stable, his age and are the best support system he could have. I thank God for this group and AA and the hope and future they given my son.

@lauriewalsh5558 8 ай бұрын

Your story is amazing! My husband and I met in rehab and have been together for 16 years. We are 2 and half years clean and sober. We were knuckleheads. Super proud of you‼️

@AppleJacksAlex 8 ай бұрын

proud of both of you ❤️

@lo3exf 5 ай бұрын

This comment just brings me pure joy of you guys doing it together and being successful, congrats and keep it up! Much love.

@JenDoe1 8 ай бұрын

Hi Mark, just want to say how much I enjoyed the video today! It’s a beautiful thing, to see someone in recovery. The odds are stacked against people in recovery so to hear stories such as Matthew’s inspire those of us in recovery to keep going and those who are in active addiction to find a way out. All the best to you.

@maureenbrennan7485 8 ай бұрын

It's so nice to see you walking the walk. Work on that humility by helping others. We (addicts) have really big egos and very low self esteem. They don't go hand in hand. Welcome home brother

@cindypericak3524 8 ай бұрын

Hi Matthew. You are doing so well now and I feel you will continue on the sober path. I’m in recovery too and owe my life to a 12-step program. Thank you for speaking so positively about the program and explaining the steps. I know you’ve made a difference in others’ lives today. Keep up the great work ❤

@we3kbb 8 ай бұрын

I’ve been following you from day one Matthew. I know it’s been a struggle but you’ve come out of this with an amazing story and with a healthy new perspective. You can do a lot of good if you stay out of your own way. Keep going! Happy for you.

@montananerd8244 8 ай бұрын

My uncle was a drunk for years. Tried and tried to quit, relapse after relapse. In his early 50s he finally made it, got active in & stayed involved in AA til his early 80s, retired out of his awful job and discovered a whole new passion, and he & my aunt became sci fi con vendors! The point is that it aint over til it's over. I was bemoaning the state of my life & realized I'm still younger than he was when he changed everything & made his life incredible. He and my aunt (who did Al Anon with the commitment as he did AA & I'm sure that is part of their success) are still happy & reasonably healthy, still sober...but my uncle was a "lost cause" for over half his life... It really is never too late to create a better life.

@constantlylearnandgrow3487 8 ай бұрын

Being in love is like a substition drug. I've seen many people fall into this trap and wake up a few months later, lost again. Seems like he still needs his high. Still appreciate your honesty, matthew and wish you much success on your path. i'm going it aswell.

@cherrygirl64 8 ай бұрын

Absolutely in the honeymoon phase. Hes going to have to be hella strong if they break up especially if she dissapoints him.

@BeeKay4444 8 ай бұрын

This is totally the case here imo. Early days here and the codependency is common in recovery. It is a big part of why we are encouraged to not date/hookup for the first 12 months or so. It is so easy to replace one ‘high’ for another like ‘love’.

@kellyarnold1521 8 ай бұрын

That’s so dumb. If you have a connection you have one. I don’t want 12steppers telling me what to do with my life and relationships, it’s not your place.

@BeeKay4444 8 ай бұрын

@@kellyarnold1521 but it IS their place…..if you want to STAY sober/clean you have a higher probability as a SINGLE person so that your wellness is not contingent on anyone else’s. We are all grown and make our own choices obviously however getting and staying sober takes work and a lot of compromise. A romantic relationship only complicates matters.

@BeeKay4444 8 ай бұрын

@@kellyarnold1521 ‘12steppers’ is a program with the highest success rates. You are not ready to get sober apparently.

@PnutzGoddy19 8 ай бұрын

SO PROUD OF YOU, Matthew!!! You will stay sober & you will accomplish everything you want to do! You've come so far that sky's the limit. ❤

@AD-pg6ez 8 ай бұрын

Hi Matthew, I didn’t see your earlier interviews, so only know you from this latest video. I grew up with alcoholic parents, grandparents & other relatives … family disease. I’ve been to recovery for co-dependency. My son (also an only child) is currently struggling with addiction. You remind me of him and you give me hope. Thank you for sharing your journey! Keep coming back (AA mantra … or Tony Robbins 😉). Love & best wishes to you. ❤🙏🏻

@oldenoneinMT 8 ай бұрын

Matthew!!! I was so jacked to wake up, fire up the phone and see you. I have thought of you often and am so glad to see you at peace with yourself. Thank you for sharing your journey in an honest, authentic way. I was tempted to say "you got this" ... but life is fluid as are people. You've got the tools (I know, lol) to continue on your journey. I wish you strength, peace and love. Keep on keeping on ... more people need and benefit from you than you can imagine. Peace~

@leighsteed3749 8 ай бұрын

Matthew communicates the 12 steps beautifully. He'll help so many people find a path in recovery ❤

@brightdaysarehere 8 ай бұрын

Congratulations Matthew...stay strong brother🙏 I been drinking too frequently lately and needed to hear this

@roland1912 8 ай бұрын

Matthew, I don't know if you'll read this but, your story hit me deeply... reminds me of a Jack Kerouac book quote: "A pain stabbed my heart, as it did every time I saw a girl that I loved going the opposite direction in this too-big world." I'm so sorry for your loss and for that beautiful potential life path that was taken from you. It's hard enough to find honest and real connections with people in this fucked up world... I wish you the best.

@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

Ooo I saw it and that’s a good one! Thank you ❤

@lori3729 8 ай бұрын

TY Matthew for your rigorous honesty! Stay close to your maker and stay humble. We need you ! God bless you and your family.

@stephenstuckey 8 ай бұрын

Love this dude. Glad he made it. So many don't. His self awareness is inspiring.

@weirdmood8102 8 ай бұрын

Hate to be a Debbie-downer, but he is nowhere near " making it." He's definitely made some progress, but unfortunately, he's just left the proverbial starting line. It's awesome to see him finally break the " trying" curse and find some solid footing, but I've seen this exact attitude a bunch before, and it typically doesn't last long or end up well. I certainly don't wish anything bad for him, and I would love nothing more than to see him make an awesome life, but more often than not, this overconfidence leads to disappointment. He now " knows" so much.... in my experience, I had to realize I knew absolutely fuck all. I was scared constantly the first 6-12 months of my recovery. I was scared of who I was and scared because I was in the process of building a brand new human. I knew very little, and it truly had me questioning and weary or outright scared of a lot of life. For me, that's just what it took, though. I had to finally learn that I wasn't an effective human. I had to build one from scratch at 30 years old, and that, to me, was absolutely terrifying. That was 7 years ago. I'm certainly not afraid of life's possibilities anymore, but I still question my thoughts and actions at times. I guess I just want to constantly remind myself that for 30 years, my natural inclination was to do what was inherilantly unhealthy or bad for me , and I certainly don't ever want to be that person again. Either way, I would love nothing more than to be wrong about the kid. And Hopefully, next time we see him, he's in a much better place.

@yellowstonekv959 8 ай бұрын

So happy to hear Matthew is on the right path and wish him continued success. I love his positive vibes 👍💝 Once again, Mark has a hand in helping folks in their recovery. He is a blessing to so many!

@terriblue68 8 ай бұрын

Wow! Loved this interview Matthew. I am also a proud & grateful member of AA. The program saved my life. Hands down. I loved listening to your experiences with the program. That was SO similar to my experiences. Step 4 took me about 18 months to finish and it was perfect. The timing worked and my sponsor was fabulous with it all. I felt 80% lighter after my 4th, 5th & 6th. My whole outlook changed from that moment on. People are scared of Step 4. But without doing it, we stay VERY sick right. I made amends. Ate lots of crow 😂😂😂😂 and for those who don't understand addiction, will NEVER get it. So I never try to explain it away. I live as an anonymous member and just try to be a contributing member of society. No one needs to know who I am and where I've come from. So I have no problem staying under the radar today. Keep up the great work Matthew. Sending love & a big hug from New Brunswick Canada 🇨🇦 ❤😊 March 21, 2015, ODAAT

@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

♥️ thank you ♥️

@Jenny81797 8 ай бұрын

I’m so glad you’re doing so well. This interview gives me so much hope for your recovery 🙌

@tubamouse 7 ай бұрын

I love that you are being authentic and honest. Recovery is not a commercial or movie where the individual gets some treatment (or not) and just has a great life in a bed of roses after that. It is a struggle each and every day. You need to be vigilant and have heaps of support. Recovery is like life in that it is not linear or neat. It is messy and all over the place. You have done amazing. Congratulations. Keep up the good work. Well done.

@Sabrina-LosAngeles 8 ай бұрын

Such an inspiring story of never giving up and getting through the tough times and making it out on the other side with a desire to give this gift to others -AND finding ❤while at it - Congrats! Matthew and thank you for coming back and giving us an update.

@heatherh.197 8 ай бұрын

My husband has been in aa for 2.5 yrs. Matthew, please finish your steps. Over and over and over again. Then start your steps over. ❤ to you and blessing through your recovery.

@adventuredandy5906 8 ай бұрын

Was just thinking of Matthew the other day!! So so glad to hear he is still doing well, so happy for him 🙌🙌♥️

@nicolestargell8323 8 ай бұрын

With great power, comes great responsibility ! We all have this power. This page has the ability to change lives.

@tonib.7080 8 ай бұрын

Thanks for your talks, Matthew. Your progress and journey is inspiring. My husband, a recovering addict, works the program. He's an intelligent guy, too. He says his best thinking is what gets him into trouble. (maybe this is a slogan in aa, maybe you've heard it) For the program to work for him, he as to trust the program and not his own thinking - which is really hard for a smart person. Wishing you well from the great north :) I hope to see more talks from you.

@matt684 8 ай бұрын

Congrats Matthew. You sound like you are living life as it should be. Stay sober.

@dianeo2185 8 ай бұрын

Thank you. Your honesty and humility is so essential and you are an excellent example of how AA functions. A lot of people may now give it a chance.

@sheystolz1960 8 ай бұрын

I just woke up,looked at my phone and saw Matthew's thumbnail and was struck by his pic. He glowed. I just had to hear what he had to say. What a lovely soul.

@kathypatterson4630 8 ай бұрын

I am so proud of you, Matt. Keep working your steps and moving forward!

@amstergal 8 ай бұрын

Matthew, you are a great story teller and I can see how you enjoy poetry and lyrics and I bet you're a great writer. I don't know the right words but I want to tell you how much I want you to succeed. You're someone I feel I could easily sit and comfortably chat with for hours. I truly wish you all the best!

@kekebaseden41 8 ай бұрын

Takes so much strength and courage to be that open about your personal life, choices, good and bad! Ultimately, it's wonderful (and a privilege), this glimpse into your life, to observe the sense of obvious compassion and pride you're discovering for yourself (i know in making assumptions here - could be wrong :) as your real hard fought efforts are starting to pay off. Looking forward to next update! Take care.

@kekebaseden41 8 ай бұрын

Ps... I posted that before you started talking about loving and accepting yourself. Happy for you!

@jase9389 6 ай бұрын

I don't normally comment, but just wanted to thank you for keeping us updated with Matthew. It's great to see him on the right path and I didn't realize how much effort it takes to fight an addiction. I also thank the Angel for helping him, you are a true hero. Matthew, when the time is right, I am sure you will do great job of helping others. You have been given a gift, and I cant wait to hear the next update.

@vivyenne123 8 ай бұрын

Mathew... Thank you for sharing. You are an inspiration. I've watched you from the beginning. You've earned this well-being. Enjoy your good karma. All the best from Italy🇮🇹 Stay strong.

@morgenmachen2400 8 ай бұрын

Hey Matthew. I wanted to tell you that I'm proud of you. I think you're doing pretty good and I hope you keep going. Loving ourselves is such a hurdle, much harder than stopping drug use, IMO. I also wanted to apologize for some comment I'd made in the past. I don't remember what it was but it wasn't very nice which is certainly more of a reflection on me than it is on you. I've been clean almost 9 years but I still have a lot of work to do, so I hope you can understand and forgive me. PS. I like your outfit 😊 and great taste in music. Hope we see you again. Oh yeah also you remind me of a much younger Jeff Bridges here.

@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

Thank you for that! Can’t remember the comment either but it’s all good. I’ve been there and done that and understand completely ❤

@morgenmachen2400 8 ай бұрын

@@MatthewAndrewDrakethank YOU. I hope I can take a page from your quickness to forgive.

@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

@@morgenmachen2400 the realization is progress and trying is success

@MEL2theJ 8 ай бұрын

Great interview! Thank you again Matthew and Soft White Underbelly

@breadfan262 5 күн бұрын

I’ve enjoyed this story. I started watching maybe a year ago while in active addiction. In part, these SWU vids prompted me to get into recovery. I’m now 3 months clean and sober. 😊

@leneo1731 8 ай бұрын

Matthew, I am SO happy for you ❤️ You are such a likeable, intelligent, nice person and you deserve this new life SO much. I know it's not all pink and unicorns, it's a damn struggle at times. But you are over the worst, I truly believe that. I believe you are one of the few people who actually get out of addiction. If you find a job, studies or something that really interest you, your life will be so much better. For all people to thrive, we need something we are engaged in, at least for us people with addiction issues it's extremely important that we don't have to much time on our hands. We need to be engaged. Something exiting hopefully. I hope you find your things. Volunteering can be great. I wish you all the best, Matthew, lots of love from Norway ❤️

@Holio88 8 ай бұрын

Glad to see you back, Matthew! We love you bro and are rooting for you!!

@martacheetham845 8 ай бұрын

I really enjoyed your interview, Matthew. Thank you for sharing, which is a powerful gift that helps so many people. We teach the best through our own life experiences, both good and bad. The best of everything for you on your path forward!

@Mayor_Juana 8 ай бұрын

Love Matthew's attitude! Seems like a genuine man.

@deshb22 8 ай бұрын

Awesome job Matt. very lucky to have that "Angel." I went to rehab @the Pheonix House in Venice in 2018. I've managed to stay sober from heroin. I'm up in Northern Cali now really struggling I have a spinal cord injury from a car accident and have not worked for 3 years and am fighting for disability. My only vehicle won't pass. I'm staying clean but I am really struggling with pain from injury. I'm fearful for my future. Please pray for me friends

@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

I will pray for you ❤

@annedebthune3084 8 ай бұрын

Sending you prayers

@mxreese69r6 5 ай бұрын

YO!?? !!! Where You at deshb22 !!! Matthew saw your plea and responded let us know you're still Here and sober.. HOLD FAST

@bayoubabe6698 8 ай бұрын

Matthew, I’m so grateful to watch you and sharing your story. I needed to hear you today 🙏. I’ve been in and out of the rooms. Today I’m sober. Thank you for carrying the message. 🥰

@Brandilyn24 23 күн бұрын

Love this man's journey. I have watched all the episodes with him. His honesty is what is helpful to others, and I appreciate that he had the courage to be honest not only to us viewers but to himself.

@jamesjeffery640 4 ай бұрын

I have an almost identical history to this dude, but he speaks from a place of pride. He seems proud to have done all this shit, not remorseful. Strange.

@joedanker3267 8 ай бұрын

It's great to see someone pull their life together. I didn't think Matthew was ready for the fight that is getting off opiates after his first interview. He seemed to buy into the idea of 'functioning addict.' I did too once upon a time. But in retrospect I was just fooling myself into continuing my abuse and excusing my addiction. Yes, you might have a job, a relationship, financial security while using. But that won't last and you're probably living a double life. It will catch up to you eventually and wreck your life. You can't use opiates daily and expect your normal life to last very long.

@ShelliMT 7 ай бұрын

You really break down our steps beautifully. Staying sober and loving who you are and who you’ve been will set you free. Love this interview and know that we are all impulsive. Take it easy and live a great life.

@sarbatime9142 6 ай бұрын

how many of us going threw the same thing are drawn to your videos, love you man and dont even know you, good luck from all of us and good luck to everyone else dealing with this. We got this

@vlrissolo 8 ай бұрын

HONESTY... so refreshing ❤

@mariasotos3730 8 ай бұрын

You are absolutely fantastic!!!! What an inspiration!!! God bless you and your loved ones always!

@Sandalez 6 ай бұрын

Thank you for sharing!! And coming back and sharing updates. Your story is full of the difficult realities and the hope that prevails.

@tastefreezzmedia5099 8 ай бұрын

Matthew was my introduction to this channel 1st video “functioning addict” ive been growing with you Matthew.

@onepartyroule 8 ай бұрын

Well, here’s a friendly comment(!) You seem like a cool enough guy to me, and much respect to you for taking the steps you have to improve your physical/mental/spiritual health and being willing to talk so openly about it like this. All my best wishes to you man.

@diablobeach2308 8 ай бұрын

i have followed Mathew's story the whole way! i Thank you for being yourself. I hope your aspire to be the person you want to be!

@sarahB6470 8 ай бұрын

So glad to see this update, I’ve been waiting. Congratulations to Matthew on your continued progress. Well done! ❤️

@vanceritchey7248 8 ай бұрын

Man, really glad to see you doing well. Your path to where you are now has been really cool and interesting to watch. Love how honest and open and unabashedly yourself you are. You're a good and cool dude. I wish you the best man. I subscribed to your channel.

@Dannny_Mac 8 ай бұрын

I don’t believe it’s as complicated as people would have you believe. Either you had enough or you didn’t. I’m a alcoholic . When I had enough of that life I stopped drinking. I drank for over 40 years. I lost everything before I made the decision to stop. I live in a mobile home with my dog. If I had a chance to do it over again I’d choose a sober life with nothing as opposed to being a drunk with everything.

@janetlambe5521 8 ай бұрын

From one addict to another, I'm so happy for you Matthew!! This is what true recovery looks like. I've been 17 years clean and without working a 12-step program I never would have got here. Change is possible and I'm grateful everyday. Keep on being happy, joyous and free 🎉❤

@Hooks_and_books 3 ай бұрын

So proud of you! I love seeing you sober. I wish you all the best. Thank you for sharing your story with us.

@michaellajiness4189 8 ай бұрын

This is The Dude! Congratulations on your sobriety Matthew.

@sheepnomore8063 8 ай бұрын

So glad to see these positive changes. I hope you continue on your path of recovery and wish you and your girl the best! God bless.

@katkohlerschwartz7386 5 ай бұрын

These videos make a positive impact. Good for you, Mark! Best wishes, Matthew, on your recovery journey.

@billyjohnson9166 8 ай бұрын

Mark it’s nice to see people that are in recovery it shows people doing drugs that they too can get clean.

@ronie333 8 ай бұрын

You rock!! Congratulations and continued success. Wishing you all the best. Much love!💖

@cindytaylor4644 8 ай бұрын

Hi Mathew, I have seen your interviews ‘ your not in denial and your moving forward good luck with all you need to be successful in your life ‘

@eileengarcia7923 8 ай бұрын

Matthew, I have learned so much from you. We are all going through same scenarios in life but you are making progress and giving hope to those who see this video.

@kakmcloughlin1927 8 ай бұрын

Mark recently did a memorial video for those SWU souls who died and I was hoping my favorites didn't come up. I was really happy when you didn't appear. Your here to make a difference Matthew and you are!

@aquavita1 8 ай бұрын

"Live life on life's terms". That is well said! Simple but with a lot of meaning. I wish you to attain your dreams, Matthew. You are capable and you deserve it.

@karenfryberger4260 8 ай бұрын

It's an AA talking point.

@aquavita1 8 ай бұрын

@@karenfryberger4260 Oh, I didn't know. Still, I like this statement!

@R_Gibby 8 ай бұрын

Awesome interview and wish the best for Matt! You got this Matt have a Merry Christmas and Happy New Year! Stay strong ❤

@rebeccagardner5977 7 ай бұрын

God bless you and I feel the same. I've been sober 3yrs in May I'm so proud of you and myself. Keep doing 1 day at a time ❤

@lisamendelsund161 8 ай бұрын

There’s an untold story behind Mathew’s journey, as expressed through the dedication of his anonymous angel support team. For every success I’m guessing there have been tenfold loses. It takes a special human to stay the course. Kudos to all involved !

@MATTYBANDZ 8 ай бұрын

Aren’t you the angel ?

@stupka1111 8 ай бұрын

damn man, I'm glad you're alive and still trying. Don't stop.

@stephinwy 8 ай бұрын

Mark did not do this interview, Matt did this interview…I think Mark got maybe 2 questions in? Mark couldn’t even start the interview without Matt being like “wait, this is how it’s going to go”. I’m sorry, but narcissism is narcissism, it’s just not muted by chemicals now. Matt has learned the verbiage, he’s talking the talk, he says he listens before speaking, but he’s got every single characteristic of “I’m not a narcissist, just listen to me say these things about myself that are bad, but I’m so awesome it doesn’t matter!”. Think about it…that outfit alone says LOOK AT ME BUT DONT LOOK AT ME BECAUSE IM AWESOME!

@unknown-sx8sn 8 ай бұрын

I absolutely agree! I’m really surprised that the majority of people on here were so impressed with him while I was feeling exactly the same what you mentioned.

@tonykennedy8592 8 ай бұрын

Did you guys hear him complaining about Pat Ridge and Graceland (the tiktok rehab). Saying Pat was always looking for content for social media. While I don't doubt Pat being like that, I guarantee Matt left because he wasn't getting the attention that Pat said he would get.

@stephinwy 8 ай бұрын

@@unknown-sx8snI’m glad you understood what I was trying to convey. He reminds me of a mix of Kody Brown (Sister Wives) and the Tiger King guy.

@stephinwy 8 ай бұрын

@@tonykennedy8592absolutely I got that!!

@illsquillotb 4 ай бұрын

This is exactly what I needed to hear today. Addicts helping addicts. God bless

@josephbasler216 8 ай бұрын

What a difference, congrats m'dude! You have a similar attitude to the program that I do - which is to say: I don't love it, but know I need it! Cheers to willingness and resilience!

@landonleffler2106 8 ай бұрын

This guy was the first SWU I ever heard, was playing in the background. Was hooked on the channel since.

@sandylee9564 8 ай бұрын

It sounds like Matthew is immersed in his recovery. I've worked as a counselor in a State ran program and I learned eary on that "it" will happen to each person at different times. Thanks for sharing your story Metthew.

@Sonic-gy7kq 3 ай бұрын

I’m really proud of this dude. He’s grown and learned SO much since the first video.

@mat_from_ballarat 8 ай бұрын

Matthew's first interview is the one that got me into this channel. It's great to see him doing so well.

@alibaebee7675 8 ай бұрын

i appreciated matthews story bc i too was a "functional" heroin addict for 10 years. now with 3 years sober i realize the level of delusion i was living in 🙃 congrats on your recovery and to anyone out there who is struggling if a heroin addict like me can do it u can too. u deserve recovery and a life beyond your wildest dreams. #wedorecover

@SilverDramaQueen1 8 ай бұрын

Oh! I’m so grateful I watched this! We all need a little good news right now.

@jonathangothlin181 2 ай бұрын

I've felt strong for Matthew since the first interview cause he reminds me so much about myself in case of background, traits and views on life. If we had grown up together I'm sure we'd be friends. With that said it took me months to muster the courage to view this video since the previous two videos had me worried that Matthew wouldn't get the ending I was rooting for him to get. Fentanyl is a bitch and that road only ends with disaster. Matthew, I am so glad to see you are doing better, finding love and to see that you have humbled. The hard thing about White Soft Underbelly is that Mark's interviews get you really close and it is not sunshine stories so you know that the odds for a happy ending sometimes are slim. But it is also so beautiful with awerness, to put hopes and care for people you never met in a country far, far away. Thank you for showing that everyones story is worth telling and by reaching out and ask people about their story you can learn so much about others but also about yourself. Hat's off!

@backabeyond Ай бұрын

I just watched the previous interview and it's funny because he addressed one of my biggest issues with it, which apparently was an issue for many people. That's the fact that he was constantly blaming others and making excuses for why he would use again. Glad he's finally come around and grown from there. Just more fuel for hope.

@bigPauliee 23 күн бұрын

I feel the exact same way

@salinamartin8711 8 ай бұрын

Matthew, I think you are a lovely young man! I have dealt with generational addiction. I finally broke the chain and you are definitely doing your program. For those people who are negative what do you get from the ugliness! Loved ones of addict can love their addicted loved one, respect boundaries and yes in the program there are times for ammends. But there comes a point after ammends you all have to let go of the past and look forward to a future. You have to stop treating your love one as an addict and as a regular human.

@Skumpakrig1984 8 ай бұрын

Great with this follow-up! All the best to you!

@J0nesMark Ай бұрын

I binged all of Matt's interviews today, so good to see you doing well currently Matt. I was a bit disgruntled to hear about the relationship happening so fast, as that can be detrimental to recovery. However I hope it stays well and you and your girlfriend keep it up in recovery. God speed.

@nicksterp2805 8 ай бұрын

Dope tracksuit Matt! You're like a different person. It's like your soul is shining and really alive. You have done so much work on yourself. So happy for you and your relationship. The world is your oyster buddy. I remember watching your first interview and you were so narcissistic. Now you are so loving and humble

@noramay4954 8 ай бұрын

What you said Matthew, about being annoying to others and think about how much we annoy Ourselves... so real! I annoy, bother, beat myself up every day. So sorry if i do that to others. But i do want to be better to myself and others. And love and appreciate what i have

@MatthewAndrewDrake 8 ай бұрын

♥️

@conniepollock5879 8 ай бұрын

I am so over the moon for you Matthew! You have a beautiful heart , and a beautiful life ahead of you! You will help so many people with your story and your kindness. Please know how important and special you are!! Lots of love to you , be well❤❤