You know it’s serious when there’s no music

That child who lost his sister and mother has one of the strongest moral compasses I’ve ever seen.

"A person hasn't killed himself yet, it is not severe enough for us to undertake action ma'am." Is the moral of this story.

@TDM_Heyzeus Thank you for making this video! It was just sent to me, and I am grateful that even after time has passed, this tragedy has not been forgotten. Thank you, thank you, thank you. -Dominic Pizarro

Despite all I know about the story, I'd never seen that first clip. My initial suspicions were that he was having some kind of mental episode when he drove that day, your research definitely backs that up. 12:55 I think I actually asked him to take that video down at the time because of the amount it bashed drakemoon which was my main sponsor. Wasn't just me who was upset at his hypocrisy. I know for a fact he definitely wasn't broke, he also was for sure into crypto. Had conversations about crypto with him. Wish the police had taken him that day. Thanks for making this, took me back.

This has to be one of the best Video documentary’s I’ve watched in a while

The amount of research and effort that went into this video is immense. I had no idea what happened to McSkillet and i must say it’s quite sad to hear about

I kinda miss him tbh Maybe because he is part of a time when CSGO was kinda magical and we all loved skins and trading... It was so much fun

Mental health is no joke bro. Take breaks when you need to, stay humble, and remember who your people are. Stay safe, dudes

Great video Zues, spot on. A very sad story but anything can tip you over the edge whether it be pressure, stress or anxiety, it can trigger a mental illness at any time, some people are different to others. I myself have witnissed it. My thoughts to everyone involved. Keep up the good work brother!.

I never realised this even happened until watching this. I quite playing CS around 2017 but remember frequently watching his content. What a completely preventable tragedy. Such a shame, but very good video nonetheless. Thanks for bringing it to my attention.

As someone who went through an year of serious depression I kid you not it’s unbelievable how different your mind thinks in that state. The mental clouding is INSANE! You literally will be shocked how negative and unreasonable your thinking becomes, you would try your hardest to pull yourself out of that hole you keep digging deeper into but you will fail. A friendly reminded to always seek help if you think you are losing yourself, dont make the mistake I did and lose so much time. Heck dont make the mistake McSkillet made and lose your life all together, seek help. Heal!

This will always be one of the darkest pages in CS history

excellent video and great research. i've never seen the intro video footage before.

Incredible video, I was part of the crowd who despised Mcskillet for his actions but this video changes a lot, this entire situation was so unfortunate, rip Mcskillet and the mother and daughter

oh my god I had no idea how dark this would become. Im new in the csgo community and McSkillet is a name I have herd. I assumed he was banned or something and I didnt know the full story. God dang Thank you for educating me Heyzeus my prayers go to The Pizarro family and Mcskillets too.

Damn hearing mcskillets voice again is actually pretty haunting.

I quit CSGO in 2017. This video felt like a bullet right in the heart.

2013 - 2016 CSGO was on a different level man... It's probably just nostalgia but the skins were such a cool and original consept back then and something about them was magical. The game is still great but has lost a lot of its charm

This is one of the first videos I've watched on CSGO trading and WOW i did NOT expect that to take such a dark turn

Can we just give props to heyzues for not monetizing or putting a sponsored intro on this video. Edit: I don't think that he shouldn't earn money for his hard work, this was a very well made video and yes he did wait two years. I think monetizing this video would have been completely fine. Not sure about a sponsor though unless it was going to a charity although even if he did I still wouldn't mind all that much.

This is just some of the saddest shit to happen in the cs community

the abrupt ending really hit the spot. Well said Zeus! my prayers go out to the families and anyone out there suffering with mental illness.

Wow I never knew the story ran this deep thank you this is genuinely amazing work

Oh boy i haven't heard of this guy in a while...

Oh woah ... Finally the full story of McSkillet, like we all knew about the car crash and that something wasn't alright but daamn .. this video clears everything out. It's really sad that he took 2 other lives with his. Everything that build up to this moment was not that well known. Really interesting video Heyzeus, love that i found your channel through out a Jake Lucky shout out, ever since i am watching you.

Jesus, Zeus. This is one hell of a good video. I'm looking forward to a future where more and more people will be aware of the importance that mental health has and the risks it poses, for both the individual and the collective. These kinds of videos spread that message. Definitely one of your best.

I almost don't want to say "rip" but at the same time I watched every single one of his videos back in the day. It's kinda hard to find a balance between someone you like, and someone who did something horrendous.

can we take a second to admire the heart of dominic pizarro in this situation? theres absolutely no way in hell id be able to think that clear taking into consideration what he had to go through 22:05

Mental health is something everyone needs to be more sensitive and aware of. It's horrible that he took other people with him, and that he committed suicide the way he did, but if our health care system worked properly & held him until he got better - and people had tried to help him instead of being oblivious, he & all 3 of them would still be here.

It’s truly sickening how people in the community decide to “take sides” and only take 1 of 2 perspectives. Nobody deserves to commit suicide, and nobody deserves to be killed. Incredibly sad situation for all involved, and all the ignorance from the police was the main factor. Sad.

That comment you made in the last 10 seconds was hitting the nail on the head TDM, mental illnesses are not something that should be taken lightly nor dismissed. That video was emotional to watch towards the news footage but I had to finish watching it all, now I finally understand more and my opinion of him still stands. He was a good man and his head was in a seriously bad place at the time and in his right frame of mind he wouldn't harm anyone. It was a tragic event for everyone who knew him both online and personally so thank you for covering this and I hope it helps everyone to better understand him and that situation overall

Firstly, I had no idea he was that young. With that deep voice and the way he spoke, I figured he was at least mid 20's. No wonder he went off the rails like he did. What he did was absoluteIy horrific, no question, but I can't lie and say I didn't miss his videos for a long time after he was gone. I tried to get into turbomotionz but he wasn't for me. Luckily though, I found a fellow aussie who was real good at this 'making videos about skins' biz, and I haven't looked back.

This was actually really well made. Whenever it comes to mental illness, people don't understand that a person can completely change in the matter of days. McSkillet took his life out in anger. Etika took his life out in embarrassment after his actions were made public and was ridiculed. God knows the amount of times other KZfaqrs have been accused of career-cancelling allegations which easily could have taken them down the same route. Communities are hurt everywhere.

I had no idea these events took place. You had a great analysis of the entire story, and it saddens me what happened that time ago.

Great video Heyzeus, fantastic job. My heart goes out to the mother and her family.

That first clip of him leaving in the car, gave me some seriously uncomfortable chills down my back.

Dominic, the guy who lost his mom and sister in the accident, is just a hero of this story for me. It is unbelievable he was able to see the whole context of McSkillets life in such a hard moment like losing his close family members. He is a great example of what religion should be about. I am a Christian and it made me feel sad that most of the believers, and me as well, would not be able to act like Dominic. Huge respect

Best video I've seen in regards to covering the entire tragedy. TY! 💙🙏🏻💜

I remember watching the news and checking twitter, because I saw McSkillet trending. I always loved watching his videos and that. It was crazy to me, that a year after I moved from San Diego(I'm originally from SD), I find out he was also from there and that he did everything that led him to his demise. I feel like, this gave me some kind of closure of what was going through his mind at that time. I was randomly thinking of the dude, and somehow this video popped up on my feed(wasn't even watching a CSGO video or anything). But thank you for this video. This was very informative and shed some light to what happen to him.

Cops: Sorry Ma'am, we can't do anything until it's too late.

Things could've unfold differently if only the cops took him.

One of the best yt vids I've seen in a while. Good stuff 👏

I love watching random rabbit-hole videos about subjects I only barely associate with.

brought me memories sad memories

I used to watch all of his videos as soon as he'd release them. He was the reason I started playing csgo. McSkillet was in my eyes, someone who, like you said, just couldn't get the help they needed. He deserved better.

as someone living in france and out of touch with the news i was heartbroken to learn by my coworker that a "notorious csgo youtuber" as he stated passed away in a trafic accident. Mcskillet was really the last person i expected. I wish that he rest in peace as well as the mother and daughter he unfortunately dragged with him.

Respect for not having ads on these kind of videoes! May McSkillet and the mother & Daughter rest in peace

Damn, I really wish the cops did something to help him that day. He wouldn't have liked it but at least he and the two innocent people he killed would still be here today.

Fun facts: that adultlike voice is just a 15yo kid, lmao

Dominic is a strong man to forgive mckillet for what he did to his mother and sister. If it were me I would’ve been wishing for the worst and wanting to do the worst to the murderer. I hope Dominic and his family have a good fortunate future

Thank you for bringing light to this situation. I appreciate you doing something like this for somebody that people have vilified.

I was a big mcskillet fan back in the days, but ever since he "left" I haven't watched a lot of csgo skins videos. Great job on this video and nice to see someone overtaking the "king of skins" title!

Anomaly: "I Just Subbed to McSkillet 2 Weeks Ago, He Doesnt Upload Much Why?" -2018

I drove by this crash after work a couple years ago when it happened and I’ve been so invested in this story ever since, great write up

This brought back a lot of memories of high school, watching mcskillet and anomaly in classes instead of doing work. Good times

I remember this guy back in the day. The day after he died me and my boy in high school were literally speechless

You know its serious when theres no autotuned burping in the background

This video is so hard to watch. I remember crying the day I heard about this. We all wanted to be mad at mcskillet for taking the lives of others but we couldn’t. He was such an influential person in me and my friends lives and he was battling his own demons and felt like that was the only way out. Miss you buddy.

I want to become a therapist when I grow up, and hopefully I can help people like him. Mental health ain't no joke, it can be some damaging stuff.. poor guy. Keep up the great work, Zeus!

Fantastic video, I had almost forgotten about McSkillet but this video just goes to show that everyone should learn something from other peoples situations too, not just your own experiences.

He was one of my favorite cs go youtubers... I really miss his videos. And as a person with a mental illness myself, I felt very sorry for McSkillet back then despite other people wishing him to rot in hell, some just have no idea what impact a mental illness can have on your mind.

Thanks for making this. I started CS when it was BETA 1.. stopped before skins but I still kept up with CS news. I was angry that he killed 2 people. But now knowing what he was going through changes all of that. His famy tried to get him help and warned the police and they did nothing. RIP to three young lives taken too soon and their families

I’m Ngl I grew up loving mcskillet videos

Damn I didn’t realise he was only 18. He was pretty much still a kid

You cleared up so much hate with this video. You did a really good deed making this video mate. I hope you accomplish all your goals on KZfaq because you're a decent person.

A great breakdown of a harrowing career. Earned a new sub!

Great video man. I hope others can use this as an example and not make the same mistakes. Get help when you can and stay close to your loved ones yall.

Mental Health is something that is very serious and very sensitive, its an illness people don't choose to be mentally ill and its something that more people need to be aware of, it effects the way you think, the way you look at things, your actions, how you perceive the actions of others as well as many many more things, people think mental illness and depression is just someone being weak minded and sad but its not, mental illness can effect anyone someone having a perfectly normal life can become mentally ill just as easily as someone living the worst life possible. outside factors like bullying, rough life patches, losing your job, losing loved ones ect don't cause mental illnesses they just enhance them they make it worse they kick you while you are already down so its not fair to just judge someone on there actions without actually trying to understand the situation they are in first, my brother has suffered from mental illnesses since he was about 12-13 and we didn't know it at the start, he become paranoid, insecure and stressed, people at school figured out that something was wrong and instead of helping they bullied him, he put on weight, tried to avoid school as much as possible, gave up sports and barely left his room and we didn't know what to do none of us had experienced mental illness before so we didn't act accordingly because we didn't know what the right way to act was, he has attempted suicide 3 times and i wont get into details about that because its private and frankly hard to talk about but he said he had never contemplated it before and it had just gotten stuck in his head one day, for me it was the hardest time of my life so far and i learnt a lot from it, we know have a good support system around him and although hes not "cured" hes in better shape now then he was back then. if you see a friend or loved one having some problems or showing signs that something is wrong then talk to them, its really not that hard to ask if they are ok its only 3 words Are You Ok, sometimes people need someone to talk to and try to help them and if you don't know how to help someone there are helplines out there that will help you help someone, suicide helplines aren't just there to help the person in need they are also there for people who need the help to help someone in need, they take it very seriously and will listen and give advice to you even if you are not the one in need. if you are in need of help yourself just give them a call, seek help and talk to people about it and in most countries the helpline is toll free and it might just save your life. Huge respect for Dominic Pizarro, i wish more people thought the way he does the world would be a better place if they did.

Mc Skillet was just way to young for his success. He could not handle the stress when some things went wrong and when you are in a tough situation etc. That is exactly the sort of stuff you learn while studying for example. Just the ability to fight your way through problems and to never give up.

This video is an emotional roller coaster I went from love to hate to pity

Nice video! I like the research you've done on this documentary too!

So glad you made a video on this, feels like no one really properly covered this story or wanted to speak about it, despite it being one of the biggest and most tragic things to happen with CSGO. RIP

Mann huge respect for Dominic to be able to say something like that after having his family killed like that.

This video brought me back... I got goosebumps.

Its just crazy to think back on the days of being 13-14 and coming home everyday to watch another McSkillet video and then to see how his career and eventually his life panned out behind the scenes just goes to show you never know someone's true demons and what they're going through. Mental illness is a gift and a curse because it gives you a whole new perspective that those who don't have said illness can't see and it can either give you the biggest heart to where you just get people and understand their pain, or it can break you. Sadly for McSkillet it broke him.

Really appreciate this documentary and the big effort on your side, that's really high quality content! You somehow replaced the missing puzzle part in KZfaq's csgo skins industry for me personally!

You know it's serious when he mentioned tmartn and didn't make a cs lotto joke

damn, watching that first clip of him in his mclaren knowing what happened 20 min after is hard to watching. what a sad and catastrophic story. great video man!

It’s just so crazy, I remember my mom coming up to me and saying “a youtuber that makes videos on that game you play just died in a car crash” I was so surprised and when I saw the name mcskillet on ccn I just couldn’t believe my own eyes. My heart goes out to everyone affected by his actions

Excellent video, Heyzeus. I feel like McSkillet's content did a lot for the community and regardless of his actions outside of his youtube videos he should be remembered for how informative his videos were and the glamour he brought to a understated trading scene.

man if there is one cs content creator out there right now that deserves a million more subs, it is you. every single video you post is either extremely entertaining, educational, or just amazing and interesting to find out about things like this

Dominic God bless him. Lost his mom and sister. In his heart he has forgiveness. I'm a psychiatric nurse I can only imagine how manic his behaviors were. It's a shame the cops didn't take a more proactive approach. Prayers to the families

This video gave me a whole new view on this story great video man!

Damn. I feel like a lot of people either didn't want to cover this because of the subject, but damn, you did a really good job. I knew about McSkillet, but this clears everything up.

Bruh, I remember my mom coming into my room and asking was mcskillet the csgo guy I watched.. I said yeah and she dropped the bomb

fact-checked and well-spoken documentary that especially in this sad case always upkept a level of dignity and respect toward the involved parties. Thank you @TDM_Heyzeus

great video, didnt think i would sot through all of it but you did a great job and kept the audiences attention. you staged the video out nicely with good evidence. 10/10

Just discovered your channel yesterday (and started playing CS a week ago) You are amazing The way you cover the content is fascinating The content you choose to talk about is fascinating You are amazing - keep up the incredible work - Im sure you will explode soon - you deserve it! Much love from Israel :)

Damn, I’ve never known the full story. Thanks for shining a light on this

i watched all his vids back in the day and just randomly found out through your video :o... im speachless

This video is so heartbreaking, 2018 was the only year I didn't care about CS:GO so I kinda missed these news, and now with all the info and even before when rewatching his videos I miss him so much. Good highschool days being hyped about new mcskillet video... It's even more messed up when I realise he was the same age as me at the time, chilling stuff.

Just wanted to say great video man! Always enjoyed Mcskillets' videos, thoughts will always go out to all those lives lost.

thank you for this very eye opening video. putting a light on this makes me wonder why no one tried earlier. very unfortunate to have someone's name be so soiled for so long after his death. i hope he finds peace knowing that someone shared his full story.

Rip, he was going through something we didn’t know. It’s sad but that’s life. Rest In Peace mcskillet

When that audio clip played of that kid forgiving Mcskillet I got goosebumps. More people need to be like that

Amazing job, I remember this the day it happened. It’s all people on CS MM talked about. Really sad situation for all involved and you did a really good job explaining it.

I actually never got to hear the end of the story. It makes way more sence now, this video i feel like good closure. I would say one of your best videos, good work.

damn this video was waaay deeper then i first thought it would be.

hey, thank you so much for making this clear and conscious video. Mental health problems are much more serious than many people think. This is much more common than people realize. No matter how smart, rich or promising someone is. Thoughts and prayers for the other family and thoughts and prayers for McSckillet's familly. I loved watching his content. It was super abrupt when he 'suddenly' disappeared.