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I saved a bunch of money on my vacation plans by switching to lucid dreaming.

“Relax keep your body completely still” My body: ITCHY

Me, ignoring the actual video and just reading the funny comments

My body tries to relax. My mind: should I smoke again?

Hey you.. yes you!.. everything happens for a reason, and you are exactly where you are supposed to be. I’m sending you virtual love & a hug!!.. likes/comments are virtual hugs back.. and I could really use a hug right about now🥺

Everybody in the comment section is either a stoner or a witch WTF lmao

I fell asleep.... And then I peed in my bed wtf.

Usually when I lucid dream, the second I realize I'm dreaming I wake up immediately and I can't control it

Imagine if he put ads in this video. Like you’re about to fall asleep and then some ad for tick tock comes on full volume. hIt Or mIsS, I gUeSs tHeY nEVer mISs HuuUUHhh?!

*”relax and clear your mind”* my ADHD: haha brain go *brrr*

If you realize that we are souls with bodies, NOT bodies with souls, it will help you understand that lucid dreaming is indeed a doorway to finding all the remarkable abilities that you have forgotten during your waking life.

I thought this was the song Lucid Dreams in a different form of 8d lmfaooo

We need a longer talk down in the beginning for the folks with adhd.

chile i just had sleep paralysis instead and now im crying

“And let any distractions be automatically removed from your mind” My adhd: 👁👄👁

This got me to astral project for like a couple seconds but I freaked out and dropped back into my body. However it goes to show patience and persistence can help you achieve what your heart desires. Thank you Christian.

Omg i thought i was almost astral projecting but my leg was just asleep the whole time

Im writing this from my astral quantum pc

After months of trying to astral project now after listening to this after we enter the 5th Demention I truly believe we have entered. I have tried every night meditating and I could never experience anything last night listening to this not even 7 min in I am starting to spin like crazy and I see other human spirits lots of them coming up waving at me like they are saying welcome all happy smiles jumping and I can see faces clear as day then I start to feel a pressure from my whole body like I was seriously trying to separate! I opened my eyes because I'm not gonna lie I was scared something was on top of me! I dont know why I wasn't able to do this months ago but I feel like we really have entered a 5th demention! It was so real and for me to be able to actually experience what I experienced in less then 7 min I truly believe I'm in the 5th demention!

I haven’t astral projected yet but ever since I’ve watched this video I’m able to vividly remember every dream

Almost had it till the second voice came nearly fell off the damn bed and heart fell to my feet!!!!thought someone was whispering in my ear..

Anyone feel themselves spinning. Like not actually but it feels like I'm spinning out of control. Its hard to explain but I was wondering if anyone else felt this. Is that astral projection of sleep paralysis or what?

I have listened to sooo many of these and this one is one of my favorites. I started listening to it every night and now it is really working. I love it!

i had an experience i’ll never forget listening to this. my bsf and i were listening together one night and she fell asleep but i reached an amazing vibration as if i was levitating! it was something i’ve never felt before. then next day it was my bsf dad who passed birthday. she was struggling with it and when i came to comfort her our connection was intense. she felt something as soon as i touched her. and as soon as i touched her i started having a weird feeling in my upper body. turns out her dad was using me as a vessel to talk to her!! i felt a pain in my chest and she said he died of a heart attack and he was calling her names only she knew. it felt like it happened only for maybe 45 minutes but it was actually 3hours. and all i knew abt him was that he had passed a few years ago. it was incredible. i also channeled her grandma and my grandpa for a little bit. i will never forget this!!! i love this meditation thank you so much for guiding me to that experience 💗

OMG, it worked! I’ve never experienced something like this before! I fell right to sleep. And started a dream, which began with me laying on the couch and slowly lifting out of my body. When I got out, my body was heavy and it was hard to move (so slow). But, by the end of the dream, I was able to willingly return back to my body and choose to wake up! I was in shock that this worked this way!

I listened to this for the first time last night and my lucid dream was almost a nightmare but with heroicness at the end... Im jumping back in to finish the battle tonight... wish me luck ✌😎

This is the only video on KZfaq that works for me. I’ll explain my projection. I struggled clearing my mind for about 8 minuets before my breathing slowed and became so in sync with my mind. After I wondered off into the topic of my job and slowly the stress from it disappeared. The next step was mentally understanding that the next step was projection and I needed to remain tranquil. After I was starting that my wrists (laying on my lap when laying down on my bed with my head on 1 pillow) started to feel as if someone was gently lifting them up. My wrists became numb and soon my legs and feet did the same. I experienced my body “tingling” as it felt lifted off of my bed and my mind was high above. I looked down at myself and realized the weirdest thing I wasn’t ready for. I realized that you can’t have life without death. And I have never felt overly scared of dying before I came to the realization that we as humans can only be alive if we die. It’s weird and I’m butchering grammar and punctuation but I’m typing as I awoke. This is amazing and I have taken no drugs. Make sure to go to the bathroom and drink a little water before you do it. Also I had a blanket over me and my room temp was 73 degrees.

Started listening and was about to float; then my neighbors decide to shoot fireworks🙇🏾‍♀️ I was so scared.

If you want to lucid dream easily set an alarm 4-6 hours after you fall asleep or do this if you haven’t slept in a while or are tired, then start counting from 100 to 1 and you should go into a lucid dream and can do what you want if you get to 1 start over but if you have done it a few times you may need to sleep for a while because you are too alert and awake

WOW this video is amazing. As I was imagining this, the guy started talking about how my body was sound asleep then my whole entire body fell into a coma like state. Vibrating everywhere and It was like I was imagining my arm lifting up. And next thing I know I astral projected!! I met my spirit guide Naomi . I thanked her for finally meeting me again as I did in the past when I asked her to help me with my marriage. she sent me clues in the real world that led me to find out my wife was cheating on me. ever since then, my Life has been sooo much better. I thank my spirit guide Naomi, and my spirit animal. Which is a wolf. I didn’t know what it meant back then. Until I found out I was being cheated on and realized having a wolf as a spirit animal meant there was a strong lack of trust somewhere In my life. Pieces all came together over time. Now when I astral projected last night.. that same wolf was bigger, stronger, taller, as if he had CONFIDENCE. As if that wolf represented me as a spiritual individual

For some reason when I read the title I saw “ Guided Missles Meditation.” I was very disappointed when there were no guided missiles in this video

CAN'T EVEN PUT INTO WORDS WHAT I JUST EXPERIENCED, LIKE A DREAM WITH ABSURD DETAIL, VIBRANT COLORS AND PERIPHERAL VISION. I PLAYED THIS VIDEO ON THE LAST PART OF MY SLEEP CYCLE. I FELL ASLEEP AT AROUND 9PM, WOKE UP AROUND 2:30-3:00AM AND PLAYED THIS VIDEO AND WAS LITERALLY THRUST INTO AN OUT OF BODY STATE. HONESTLY I WOULD WARN PEOPLE ABOUT ATTEMPTING THIS. BUT IF YOU DO I SUGGEST THAT WHEN YOU GET SCARED DO NOT FIGHT IT OR TRY TO WAKE UP BECAUSE IT COULD GET REAL NASTY JUST FOCUS ON STAYING CALM AND ASSURING YOUSELF THAT YOU ARE SAFE. GOOD LUCK AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY YOUR ONCE IN A LIFE TIME EXPERIENCE! Now about my dream, it started out with me slowly getting pulled from my body in a sleep paralysis type state, then when the video started going rapid (either that or It sped up in my head) I was pretty much ripped from my body altogether. Once I was fully dissociated I began looking around my room, frightened from the darkness and shadowy figures. However I've had some experience astral projecting on my own so I knew how to stay calm and that I needed to leave asap. So I quickly turned toward my window and leaped out, everything instantly burst into a beautiful array of color. I staired in awe as my body began to ascend(I struggled for a bit but quickly realized resistance was futile). Heavenly Blue sky and white clouds cascaded the horizon, looking down at the landscape was my childhood neighborhood but the buildings' architecture seemed to be from a fantastical land (maybe inspired by animal crossing lol). I had three different encounters after this that came in waves divided by periods of almost full consciousness where I could hear the recording. The first one being a sexual encounter that would have been too extreme if I didn't already have some expectations. The second encounter was an authoritive figure that talked real sturn to me and warned me about something I can't recall. All the while demonstrating his power over me by forcing my body to contort into a praying position by a wave of his arm (pretty scary at first but I knew it was something I had to respect), after that I remember the time period changing completely but me (being African American) feeling uncomfortable like I was unwelcomed. I also just recalled that during the first wave I discovered a magnificent white building but at the entrance was two giant globes that caught my attention and gave me the idea that If I approach them I could travel anywhere in the world 🌎 ! That's when I met the sturn figure, after that things seemed to get real virtual like I was playing a vr game. Even brighter colors, floating video game characters, all the while having the perspective of being a third person camera. The last encounter was in a small darklit purple room that looked like half bar half arcade located in the back of the 'game lobby'. It was occupied by a bunch of black women with long afros that immediately left the premises when I arrived, leaving me with one other black man who I began asking a bunch of questions because at that point my curiosity was overflowing. What's going on here?Is this my simulation/heaven? Who are you? How did you get here? He told me they were referred to as 'minutes' and he had no idea how they were created but he was a new recruit and they haven't even given him his gun yet, that's when I could no longer contain my excitement. I was like "omg I'm a new recruit to the universal time task force that protects the correct timeline by going in at different periods assassinating people!" As if this was the most original idea known to man(now I realize its from the Netflix series Umbrella Academy) but it made so much sense in that moment that I couldn't help myself, so I literally started clapping like a gay school boy in the middle of his sentence which he then mimicked sarcastically. Soon after he turned around as if someone was calling him, got up and left, and I woke up. It was around 4:15am. Each of the different 'episodes' where divided by me getting close enough to being awake that I could feel my body and hear the audio but I could allow the words to gently caress me back to sleep for more. An Amazing experience. Emotional and at times scary but quite the night indeed(going back to edit this i can say it made my entire day). PS. If you end up having a sexual experience just take it for what it is, don't fight it and DO NOT become attached, If get so enthralled you finish the climax will wake you up and on the off chance you remember what happened you'll be instantly addicted. And this goes for the whole experience in general: Just enjoy it and learn from your mistakes, you'll be surprised how much you learn about yourself. But do take caution and make sure you're focused on bettering your day to day life rather than seeking quick thrills. If you read all of this wow and thank you, Peace and Love!

In reading some of the comments, l see that the Dolby voices ( two voices ) freaks some people out but l rather like it... the more l use this meditation , the more I've noticed that my mind sometimes wanders to what I am mindful of or stressed about like work etc. The secondary voice track keeps the "wander lust" side of my brain occupied. For this reason l find the Dolby effect very helpful 💤💤💤

I watch this every night, at this point my mind guides the guided speaker.

This was awesome i was able to astral project and then i was flying around my house but then i needed to go to the bathroom so I went #2 in the bathroom while astral projecting but when I woke up I had pooped my pants 😫

I nearly lucid dreamed but I got too scared because my body started feeling...too solid? If that makes sense and it was so scary. I’m scared I won’t be able to wake up :/

The stereophonic overlapping gets progressively better as it moves along, so that the listener anticipates the next words & thoughts. I fell back asleep to that so good job! Creative approach. Edit: I did wake up remembering dreams: Judy Garland (my date) and Keith Richards (playing "matador" with him) in a restaurant, and another section outdoors with huge oranges that I was stuffing in my pack.

i cant tell if the comments are real or if people are like "yea i just left my body this works great" (trolling)

wow this works like a charm for me, felt this force pulling out of my body while my body was asleep, then could start travelling around my house, i could open my door without reaching for it& i looked outside the window & saw outside how beautiful! i woke myself up it became too exhausting! as i woke up my eyes opened but i couldn’t move my body yet.. so freaky but cool :)

Hi guys, this is pretty legit. My friend is going through a tough time atm and I suggested she meditate. She didn't realize this was a lucid dream kind of guided meditation and she had an out of body experience not just once, twice, but three time within 30 mins this morning and she told me it felt like hours. I woke up to her messages, it's new to her and she was very scared. She saw her self sleeping, and her mother who was far away from her. This definitely worked for her and she didnt really plan to or wanted to lucid dream in the first place but it did work on her.

omg it always freaks me out and wakes me up when two voices start playing at once... don't do that..

when multiple voices started speaking at once it scared me so badly I had to stop, time to try again!

Thanks. I've been able to do it on my own since 14 but this navigation takes the wheel and allows me to glide into it with less effort.

I NEVER comment but this was crazy and definitely affective! I have tried to astral project, but always get pulled back. This nearly had me projecting right away....until I gasped for air. I’m excited to keep trying!

I actually felt my head tingle when it was supposed to it was really crazy

I started of seeing a white lite aura around my body. Then it started vibrating and turning into different colors around each other. Main color being green. I seen people I’ve never seen in my life. Lots of parts from the galaxy. I ended up in the back seat of a car looking up at trees. I heard voices (besides the narrator) can’t remember what they were saying to me. Then my thoughts kicked back in. I thought I had been under for at least an hour when I got back. Only to find that I’d only been gone under 20 minutes. I love doing this. I’m going back under. Gn everybody. 🙏☺️😊✌🏽

I turned my sleep paralysis into Astral with the help of this music. I mean I was already having out of body experiences like floating and levitating but out of my body but mainly it’s been negative cuz I was scared. I always try to pop back in my body but something or someone was preventing me and when I finally would get back in I would be in the paralysis state and had to fight that feeling of not being able to move or talk or anything. It was not good feelings. When I started to get better at floating out my body and getting back in I decided to listen this music while trying to sleep. The first time was surreal !!!!! I could not believe it. I mainly remember being out my body and floating in the colorful galaxy and for some reason any questions I had I right away knew the answer to it. That really got me in the loop. Cuz how did I know the answers and they were coming none stop one after another. It felt like everything and everything. I dunno how to explain myself.

I lucid dream majority of the time when I sleep, it’s actually an amazing experience especially when I’m dreaming about something that interests me. At times I’m so aware of the entire dream that I choose not to get up. Sometimes when I do wake up involuntarily, I go back to sleep and continue my dream where I left off. This video was great it help me fall asleep fastest

I did it! After years of attempts! Thank you, Christian!

Ive been practicing this for about a week and I havent had an OBE Yet but im finally beginning to feel something happening.My best advice to people starting out is To Relax, keep practicing and be patient with it!

YOOOOO CRAZIEST EXPERIENCE JUST HAPPENED TO ME IM LITERALLY SHAKING. OKAY SO I DID THIS MEDIATION AND A DIFFERENT BEFORE THIS ONE AND DURING THIS ONE I BASICALLY FELL ASLEEP FOR A LIL WHILE AND I WOKE UP IN A DREAM AND THAT DREAM WAS LIKE SO REALISTIC AND IT WAS OF MY TRYING TO ASTRAL PROJECT WHILE ON MY CHAIR I WAS ON MY BED BUT I FELT LIKE I WAS LEGIT ON MY CHAIR AND I FELT MYSELF GETTING PULLED OUT OF MY BODY AND I TURNED AROUND AND I SAW MYSELF IT WAS SUCH A CRAZY EXPERIENCE BUT THE WAY MY CHAIR WAS ANGLED I LIKE TRIED HOPING INTO MY CEILING TO GET OUT AND THEN BOOM BACK ON MY BED I WOKE UP AND THEN I WAS STUCK IN THIS LOOP WHERE I KEPT TRYING TO GET UP TO TELL MY MOM AND AUNTY WHAT JUST HAPPENED AND I COULDNT CUZ MY BODY WAS SO ASLEEP PLEASE TELL ME I ASTRAL PROJECTED BECAUSE I REALLY FEEL I DID AND IT WAS SUCH AN ODD YET AMAZING FEELING I HAVE SUCH A RUSH RIGHT NOW

I got super close with this one once so im trying it again. Lets gooo

Hey, I've discovered a new technique to getting into a lucid dream. This has (although I wasn't trying) worked twice for me, on 2 separate occasions. I came home from school, both times, and went to lie down with earphones in, listening to a guided meditation/hypnosis, while doing so, I just fell asleep coz I was tired, then both times I would wake up a few hours later, and then when I actually went to sleep for the night, I encountered two lucid dreams, it's like I just felt like I knew I was dreaming, and both dreams were very nice. I did also get sleep paralysis, but I guess that is because I got so excited during my dream and woke up too early. Give it a try tho

Who's here after Behind her eyes?

I feel like a good way to do this is right after waking up, waste no time and put your headphones on cause your body will still be mostly asleep/tired. Wayyyy easier

This is the only video that has ever worked for me. I remembered my dreams and then recognized I was in one and flew out to wake up.

This most definitely worked for me. This video got me the furthest on a astral projection. Thank you

These videos makes me sleep deep. You know, you relax and let go of stress. Thank you guys.

This kinda freaked me out my mind and body felt separated and I got scared, then fell back asleep again and had a 13 hour sleep. Never slept that long in my life, had like 5 different crazy ass vivid dreams. Absolutely amazing, will listen to this every single night until it stops working. Thank you for this video

Be careful doing this!! Before you project, you should always find a way to protect your body first because when you leave your body, it will be vulnerable to other spirits, and you can get lostt!! Safe journeys 🫶🏼

I don't really want to lucid dream or astral project. I just love the way there are two voices on each side of my headphones. It makes me so happy and relaxed, I go right to sleep. ❤

As I was listening to this I DID fall asleep & was very aware that I was dreaming but also very aware of this mans voice but I thought he was a man in my dream talking to me so I was constantly trying to talk with him as well & ask him questions but he’d just ignore me & keep talking without even acknowledging that I spoke so I was beginning to think he was a little rude. I mean, I KNEW he knew I was there because he was talking TO me & giving me instructions but he just ignored me when I spoke.I DID, however, learn that his name was “Green”.

I went to heaven a few times & talked to GOD one on one. It was amazing he said something about feeling to pain & it was so quiet there. He was an exact carbon copy of me. I guess so I wouldn’t freak out if I saw him in his true form. I’ll definitely be doing this again

I always come back to ONLY this one. None of the others work anymore. 2 minutes in and I’m in lala land. 😮‍💨🥴 (going to start practicing moderation… I’m feeling like an addict)

This one actually put me into a state of conciousness between being awake and asleep. I wasn't dreaming though. But I could still hear and smell everything around me. When I wanted to move I had to force myself awake.

Tried to lucid dream for months and I haven't even experienced a dream for possibly 3 months... Excited for this! LETS BE AWAKE BUT NOT AWAKE!

When he starts to talk about awereness of beeing awake and beeing asleep i was starting to see a mirror and i remember that its not good to look at the mirror in lucid dreams cos that bring your biggest fears and i got up and turn on the lights:)

It worked right away! I found myself driving above Walt Whitman bridge and I knew I was safe to fly with my car and I can do anything because I’m just dreaming. Amazing! Thank you so much!

i felt my upper body moving up and i had to stop idk who i thought i was but i am not built for this 😭😭

I got into the hypnogonic state and just accepted the feelings i was feeling, all the tingles massive heat flushes and when i thought i was ready i tried to start lifting my 'hand' up as a way to get out but once i reached to my upper shoulder i felt a jolt and i was back in control of my body.. soo close i cant wait to try again

Wow i started to feel myself levitating upwards into blackness then panicked and opened my eyes to stop it. I will definitely be trying again 🙂

So this is the fourth night for me trying to lucid dream. I was kinda lying there doing nothing and then I suddenly felt my body rising up. Never had anything actually happen before so I must have gotten freaked out because I came back down. My eyelids tensed. I sat there for awhile again, trying to come back. I imagined myself moving my hands around and it felt like I was doing that. I wasn't seeing anything but something happened. After awhile, I decided to sit up and see what happens. I opened my eyes and my vision was cloudy, like a typical dream landscape you see in movies and TV shows. It was trippy and I thought I was in a lucid dream for a sec. But then I realized I wasn't. So now I'm here typing this. The vision thing went away.

every time I try this my eyes naturally open

I listened to it a few times and it was relaxing and I fell asleep. I was happy with that. Then last night I had sleep paralysis, it was terrifying. Never again!

that recording literally got me out. I was stuck, i'm not pressuring, just didnt experience anything out of body for a long time. Last night i have listened to this recording and at the exact moment when Your voice splitted i literally got out of body, but seconds later i returned because i freaked out, i was not expecting that. SO GOOD MEDITATION. Thank You!

My experience has been ... 1. Lucid dreams. 2 dreams about my self, and myself in multiple realitys. 3 learning to control and minipulate said dreams, states, surroundings . 4 wake and sleep going in and out of the same dreams / realitys . 5 dreams as others or threw the eyes of others ( projection) . After that a few times I stopped trying because it freaked me out . As did dreaming things exactly to the word and happening before it happened. Dejavu is a scary thing when you know you know , then you don't want to know ! Never once have I been awake happens when I sleep at night .

Is it recommended to do this while high? Lol

Before I begin this... I just want to say.. I love your voice.

First time trying this, I felt my “soul” for lack of better term leave my body and my heart jumped, and then it and t right back into my body

this is soo real this has changed my life forever, my experience was different i had accidentally fallen asleep and out of no where my eyes started to slowly open and then i realized that i was on the astral plane i had gotten to exited and ended up actually waking up

I can't stop moving having ADHD while trying to stay still is so frickin hard

Why did I think this is a calming and relaxing version of juice WRLD'S lucid dream

Perfect music, volume and tone of voice, very hypnotic and relaxing 😄😴😴

I kinda had a lucid dream and my dream self saw another of my self sleeping on a bench then the awake person realized they were dreaming but it didn’t fell like me

I had a few astral projection experiences but they are always either by accident or I get my astral arm out or my astral body out but I end up falling through my bed and spin around and or get stuck.

Omg I love this video! I’ve never TRULY indulged in lucid dreams etc, but thought I’d give this a try...I felt like my body was made of wood and had bright flashes midway in minds eye for around 30 seconds.....I must admit I did start to feel afraid so kinda stopped it there...Will try for longer next time! 😂✌🏻💕🙏🏼

I've experienced lucid dreams on and off my entire life. I'm mid 40s now. Here's my experience. I never prepare myself. Fact is, it just happens. Early to bed and early to rise is the best advice. Dont be frieghtened when you realize 'its a dream!" Just tell yourself, i accept this, so, now what.? I often have a feeling of flying, more like someone is carrying me. No one ever talks and i seldom see people. If i'm afraid or anxious i wake. Otherwise, i can experience time differently. I may feel i slept for days, but actually only an hour goes by. Its relaxing, mostly. And I wake refreshed. Its lucid when you control it, yes. But also, when it leads you. Still cant win lotto though or win any bet to save my life. Its not magic., its just sleeping and being aware. I always pray to wake, thats important.

i honestly feel COMPLETE RELAXATION like i’ve never felt before so i know it’s working but i have adhd which makes it really hard for me to sleep so ima hit my pen and see if it works brb i really hope it does

Fell asleep and I gained the high ground once more.

Yo my first luicid dream was last night listening to this one out of many...many videos I’ve tried I’ve tried for years to try and see how it really feels to experience this Only having a few little moments where I thought it was Tonight truly shocked me and gave me a feeling I’ve never thought I would have I wanna say I honestly down to heart appreciate this specific video 2 years of trying and finally the moment of a life time

Tried to do this last night, couldnt but now this morning i tried it and i didnt feel so anxious and actually relaxed and felt my body tingling

My first atral projection was a very violent experience, i made sure of it. I wanted to do it quickly and it worked on my first try.

The music, script, your voice and cadence are perfect and all contribute to my being able to finally sleep. Many years ago l was diagnosed with chronic pain as well as clinical insomnia....this video enables me to find peace most of the time when I'm up in the wee hours...Thank you so much Christian ! 🕊🌎🕊

I tried so many videos before because I really wanted to have astral projection experience, I finally succeeded with this video and promise will be the last time I do it. It was SCARY!!! the sensation was like something pulled me in I was trying to comeback and thought I was back but no it was a dream lol... oh my god well now I know the feeling similar to dream paralysis in the beginning. That was my experience

You have helped me with my Ascension process and I am forever grateful ❤️❤️ Namaste

I've been working on this and it gets scary when my hearing changes. The closest I got to OBE was when I felt my self move my hands while my physical hands did not. I'm not giving up 👍

This is the only guided AP meditation I feel comfortable with. Thank you so much for this. Still working on leaving my body entirely but I feel I'm getting closer!

Closest l have come to Lucid Dreaming and lve attempted many guided meditations. I'll be practicing this again tonight. Also l remember a few of my dreams. If not all of them. Very groove

I have bad memory loss issues from my past abuses so... Thank You for telling me I have a great strong memory over and over again. I have a hard time lying to myself as I forget my 6th thing in a day. One of the hardest parts for me is the endless repeating. People think I'm too much because one can't really learn if they can't remember. It's hard yet sadly it's just life no one is asked if they want to be born we are all just kidnapped into this life by our "parents." I'm not trying to astral travel I just want to dream and know I did so. I don't have dreams or goals. I have been blocking out painful things for the most part since I was born almost 50 years ago. It was bound to cause issues. Boy did it ever. At the time I had no idea I was even doing it. It was a survival tool. Now it's just hurtful. You if nothing else were heard and I appreciate that you said it. Life is not easy but growing old is most definitely not for the weak of heart. Don't undercut a old chick in a young whatever color listed of the rainbow and beautiful american newage nightmare just trying hard to remember a single time in history in which things just ever worked things have always been hard work and bloody knuckles and honestly I am way over that when it comes down to it. I'm not trying to brake the bank just brake even and be left to it.