"because I wasn't invited" gotta love the honesty

I missed the old happy confident mere and it was sad went she went through that stage a while ago when she was a bit down but I love how she's bounced back and she happy again!!

This reminds of those Disney channel crossover episodes where stars from other Disney tv shows would show up 😂

Props to you though, I seriously wouldn't know how to act around people I'm not usually with >< I'm glad Teala and Sierra was there with you,

i love how genuine alisha was when she told mere how happy she was so happy to see her

I can relate. I struggle to socialize with a big group of people that I'm usually not around with so I get scared to go out. Then I go back and forth in my head too. Then people misunderstand me that I'm a stuck up or I'm too cool for them. Its silly I know but that's what people literally think! Being an introvert is a struggle.

I can totally relate to Mere being shy and introvert. I think it was great that she decided to go.

“WHEN HE STARTED SNAPCHATTING MY FRIENDS I WAS LIKE I GTG” I SNORTED I REMEMBER THIS AH GOTTA LOVE THE MEREBEAR FANDOM💀

I’m an introvert too. I’m so proud of you that you overcame the anxiety and went. I know how hard it is to break out of your comfort zone. When I’m invited to group things I never want to go cause I think people don’t like me and are judging me too

hi cuties

I'm an introvert too and I completely relate to everything you said about being in a big group setting. I start to overthink so much that I get mad that I'm stopping myself from having a fun time.

Super relatable to hear you share about the introversion/how it can be hard to do things in a big group like this! Would love to hear more about it and how you deal with it, because it's definitely something I struggle with too!

WHO ELSE IS OBSESSED WITH THE BIG BEAR VLOGS

my preteen self is going crazy with all these faces in one video lol!!

really really love your take on stepping out of your comfort zone! it's probably not something most people would share especially when in the sort of setting. I also really love how you cast your anxieties on the Lord. Love that so much, thanks for sharing. This was encouraging! -Glory

Honestly that text conversation with Teala just shows how nice of a person she is. I'll never understand why people hate on her 👀

"when he started snapchatting my fans" I BUSTED A LUNG-

I’m so unbelievably proud of you, living a life free of fear. Genuine and authentic! Praying for you Meredith to continue to love Spirit led and bold!

You’re just the realest ever and it’s so appreciated ❤️ It’s comforting to hear of someone so bright and positive that has the same social anxiety thoughts/fears that I do!

I needed this so much. I just started college and I feel the exact same way. Having to be around new people that I'm not 100% comfortable with. Thank you so so so much for sharing your fears and making a very real vlog in all the "perfect" vlogmas-vlogs! Also, I love how you are open about your faith and your relationship with God. Thank you so much, I needed this

Aww you can tell Adelaine really watches your videos, that was thoughtful

That comment of yours: " I just give this to the Lord, to take away all of this anxiety", your faith toched my heart! The Lord really has taken all of your anxieties away, your story gives me hope and faith to keep trusting that He can cast away our fear! Thank you for sharing your faith and your thoughts dear Mere! ❤️ Big big hug!

I literally feel the same way every time I have to go to a "different" environment but honestly you inspire me to go out of my comfort zone with your series, so thank you so much

I really like how independent you seem and that you stick out from the crowd. You’re so true to yourself and know yourself and how to make yourself grow in different ways. ❤️

i love that you were really honest about how you feel💓💓 it takes time to get that anxiety away but time is everything

1:35 THE BACKGROUND AUDIO SOMEONES BEEN ON TIK TOK

I totally relate to you, I feel so out of place whenever I'm around a group of people I know but I don't know that much, I also feel insecure about what they think about me, thank you for sharing this with us Mere, you're the best, love you and your vlogs, you're a truly inspiration for me 💕

Thank you so much for being so real about the energy it takes for an introvert to go into social situations like this. Seriously one of the realest most genuine things I’ve heard on KZfaq. Keep it up!

I love this no fear series!! It’s so relatable! I also struggle in social situations sometimes and am insecure that people don’t like me! Thanks for being so honest and showing us the real you! 😊❤️

i literally relate to you so much mere!!!! i’m SO proud of you for taking such a great leap of faith while trusting in God. you’re literally so inspiring to me and i’m so thankful i watched this. i love you! you’re amazingly genuine ♥️

Wow! I love this little sit down of yours Mere, i’m so glad & happy you went and stepped out of your comfort zone! ❤️ I can relate to you so much!! I understand how you might think how people may judge you from your past year, but i genuinely think you’re personality and heart is so pure i can’t see people doing that! You’re the realest youtuber ever, i’ve been watching you since my high school days (now finished with college) and you’ve came so far i’m so proud of you! Always wishing the best for you Mere✨💖

I’m an introvert too! Going out in large groups is so hard, I’m always worried I’ll say the wrong things or won’t have enough to talk about. I’m glad you mentioned that about yourself. I feel like it also makes change really hard and I like to just have the same routine and know everything that’s going to happen and something like this would be extremely hard. So good for you that you were able to do this.

I’m living for all of you guys uploading this vlog

I love how you made this "Big Bear Trip" so much more special with talking about how you actually feel. I'll glad you got out of your comfort zone, it's really inspiring for all of us

Your the sweetest I hate that you doubt people liking you.. I literally adore you and wish you would post more often love you mere your an angel♥️

I love how vulnerable you make yourself. It’s relatable

i’ve been watching you for years and i’m so proud of how much you’ve grown. i love this confident fearless mere♡

I love watching this Big Bear trip from ur prospective. It's also very calming. These Big Bear trips feel really behind the scenes into how each of you really is. I guessed why this is a No Fear ep bc I can relate. Go Meredith!

I know how you feel about being insecure, but I was so happy to see your vlog. You are jsut so kind and beautiful and i love your vlogs so much and you seem so real and honest!! And also i know how you feel about how you just assume people don't like you, i can relate so much. Stay strong Mere!

This is the first vid of yours i’ve seen in a GOOD while and I could relate to you fully about that social anxiety! You’ve made me feel more confident to go out more with this particular group of mine I normally dread going out with but you’ve given me a whole new perspective!!!

Girl wow. I am so much like you! When you said you couldn’t decide if you wanted to go on the trip because it might be draining for you since you’re an introvert, I FEEL THAT. I always worry about that too when I go on trips with a lot of people. Proud of you for facing that fear because I know exactly how you feel!

I wasn't expecting anything but fun in this vlog but it was so much more than that. Your doubts and fear as an introvert were so relatable. And seeing you get out of your comfort zone and trusting God 🙏 really inspired me so much. I was very doubtful about going on a trip but I think I might be a little less stressed now because of you. Thank you for that💗you are the sweetest 😇

This is actually the most on time I’ve ever been for a video! 3 seconds lol

But honestly props to you for doing something as scary as this anyway. Your awesome!!

Your hair, your skin, your personality and basically EVERYTHING is so raw and beautiful in the first few minutes. I'm so happy you're doing well ❤❤❤

I'm naturally an introvert too so hanging out in larger group settings is always difficult, but videos like this help me to realize that it's something you just have to get over or you'll miss out on a lot of fun and memorable moments.

The word for word what you said at the end of the vlog is how I feel around friends and coworkers it’s really tough to put myself in situations where I’m around a lot of people because I don’t know what they are thinking or saying about me. It's so easy to overthink situations and it’s almost like how you said you feel unwelcome and I noticed that I tend to separate myself just a little in big groups and then they think it’s me that doesn’t like them. I commend you on facing your fears I know that it’s a struggle every minute of the day, I struggle too, I will be sending hugs and prayers your way.

i'm so proud of you mere. you're such a ray of sunshine! i love you

I know how it is to be a introvert, I actually suffer from bad social anxiety too. I am glad in the end you felt happy you were there. It looked like a fun time too! ❤ God bless you sweet Meredith, I am loving your no fear videos and generally seeing you grow. You are a strong beautiful soul!

I love how you talked about you feeling out of place because I think it's definitely something I along with a lot of people deal with. I'm so happy that you went on the trip even though it was out of your comfort zone! love you mere

I love you honestly. I am literally you when it comes to being introverted! Your honesty in this video is so appreciated ❣️

I’ve been LOVING all these vlogs lately!! 😊

This is actually such a big deal! I’m introverted and anxious as well, and I am really inspired that you chose to be brave and go on the trip! Glad it worked out and you seem happy with going! :)

I've been subscribed to your channel for a long time but I didn't see any of your recent videos. Work, life and all that I'm rarely watching stuff anymore. I saw you on this trip from another youtuber and I jumped onto your channel. Loved this video!

when you talked about being an introvert and think people not liking/judging you i felt the same way. my mind goes into another dimension were i assume everyone has hatred over me and sometimes it consumes me and i get really depressed. it gets better a few days and also really bad.

I'm an introvert too but I love that you went to the wives glad that you're having fun with them 😃💖😸

Im glad u came ! Love u so much and i hope u stay strong cuz you are awesome and beautiful and im not saying this to make u feel better but i really mean that ! ❤️

I have same feeling that sometimes i feel no one like me and hates me but I get through it and I change my thoughts and now i feel so much better and confident i hope you get these feelings away like i did and you are a beautiful and wonderful person in the inside and outside i love you so much ❤️❤️❤️❤️

mere's secret santa gift to mia was super thoughtful and sweet but mia's style isn't girly anymore. it's more edgy and e-girl esque

I love your no fear series ,they inspire me so much especially this one bc I’m also kinda of introvert but want to push myself to get out of my comfort zone too 💪🏼

I’m so proud of you mere for stepping out of your comfort zone❤️🎄🥰 yay!!! I can’t wait to see everything you accomplish in the new year!

i honestly think you and Jeanine would be really good friends!

Mere I been watching you for a long time now , and I really really love your personality and your so pretty, you have a lot to be grateful for and I just wished you can seee how awesome you are from the outside , out of all those girls you stand out the most .! I really enjoy watching your videos , god bless you continue to be awesome !

Woah love how honest you are and I totally relate to feeling insecure around people and being an introvert! 🙌🏼

So glad you pushed through your fears and went! Live your best life girl x

2 Timothy 1:7 "For the Lord has not given a spirit of fear and timidity but of power, love and self-discipline."

You’re the best for going out of your comfort zone, you are so strong and real!!

Aww it's okay Love, you were bullied pretty bad so I understand the whole, people thinking badly about you situation. I was bullied pretty badly as well and every time I'm in a place full of people I just think that everyone is judging me, because that's how it feels when you're bullied... But keep your head up love, know that you are amazing and beautiful inside and out. Happy Hollidays

love ya Meredith. I love your Big Bear vlog! While the other girls posted a cookie cutter perfect vlogmas vlog (which is fine...love the aesthetic too) yours is my favorite. I would never assume you are introverted. It's crazy how you and Teala are BFF because she is so extroverted !!

I love how sweet and honest you are and you’re connection with god makes me happy.

I love that you pushed yourself out of your comfort zone 💕 it’s not easy

Same I don't like large groups it freaks me out...but, if I had a friend going then I would probably try to go too. 👍👍👍

lmao take a shot every time one of them mentions the secret Santa budget... iS iT uNdEr $25

Have you ever connected with Jeanine amapola? It seems like her and you would really get along, you share the same strong connections with God and I feel like you two could lift each other up

You made me tear up! I love this. Always give it to God! 💕

Awesome vlog I think it’s awesome that you went! I struggle with anxiety and I have a really hard time doing things with groups of people even if I really want to. Right now I really want to join the ski team but don’t dare to and this has inspired me to rethink that decision. 💕 Lately I’ve been working hard on growing closer to god and reading my bible daily and I know he is with me every step of the way ♥️

I hope you know how loved you are meredith!! I can absolutely relate to feeling uncomfortable in group settings so I love how honest you are about that

Haha! So great to see you grow as a youtuber! Watching your Bizarvark episode right now! Keep up the good work!

Seeing her happy makes me feel happy. I hope for only the best for you in the upcoming year 💕🥰

Mere we are literally the same person. You are such a role model going through this with no fear. I appreciate you very much

I loved this video. I struggle similarly in social situations and big groups of people, but like you, I am trying to go out of my comfort zone so I can grow!

I'm watching everyone's vlogmas (from the big bear trip) just to see meredith! I love her so much she's literally my favorite youtuber!

i feel you mere. im an introvert too and honestly its really a struggle for me to socialize because im too paranoid with what people may think about me

Im sooo happy that you went to big bear and conquer your fear!!! Love you for who you are.

omg the movie theater room!!!! I would be in there for the whole weekend if I was you lol

Mere is so cute!! We love a girl stepping out of her comfort zone 🙌💕

I love you Mere, either you're the introvert type or not. I love you when you overthink and whenever u don't. 😊❤❤ Thanks for being so true 😘

I love to see you happy and having fun with the girls again

I love how close you teala and Sierra are. ❤️

I would be hella nervous to be around SO many girls.. There always gonna be judgy vibes lol

It was so thoughtful of you to link all of the other girls' youtube channels in alphabetical order, like not to offend anyone. You are the sweetest 😍

this is so random but i love Mer’s laugh 😂❤️ its so cute

Love how you’re able to challenge your fears! You inspire and motivate me a lot!❤️❤️

so cute I love it girl !! glad you went it looked so much fun !!

I love how you put all your trust in God because you have so much faith! ❤

mere's outfit to big bear is so freaking cute. like her style>>>>>

She got the perfect secret Santa. She’s so sweet.

Mere is Defenitly my favorite out of all these youtubers 🎀

Please stop thinking that people don't like you , believe me they do .. you have a funny and good personality it makes you welcomed everywhere .. when you stop thinking like that you will feel so normal and you will not give a shit for any one , cause you know yourself and you know that you are a good person so .. no one can judge you 💛

Lmao just watching all da angles😭