VLOG: Processing New Betrayal + Grief, Sewing Projects, Baking + Sharing my Heart

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@MichelJanse Жыл бұрын

This video was filmed on August 21 + 22, before additional information came out about my ex. on this day I was unaware of my ex's full past, and was only learning of the additional affairs he had during our marriage. currently, I am still processing and learning a lot of shocking and heavy information about him and his actions. Thank you for allowing me the time and space to seek out answers and information myself before sharing it publicly. I do plan to film a statement this week, after I make sure to learn all the facts so I can be cautious to respect the other girls he has affected.

@whitneyreynolds7457 Жыл бұрын

I am so glad you are feeling better. At the same time, I am sorry you continue to have new hurts from your past. Just know those of us who watch you support you 100%. Take your time, do what you need to do to take care of yourself. We will be here for you when you are ready!!!

@elecops9825 Жыл бұрын

I'm glad you're taking the time for yourself, and for all the people involved. I just wanted to let you know that hate comments are spreading about you, all the ones I've seen are concerned that you are earning Adsense from videos featuring Brook. Just wanted to make you aware of this.

@MM-if7zq Жыл бұрын

@@elecops9825 good for her if she is!!! That's the least she deserves!! ❤️

@humanperson3168 Жыл бұрын

You are an amazing and beautiful woman, he is a complete A---- YOU ARE SO A STRONG woman AND I ENVY YOU MICHEL, KEEP ON BEING YOU AND PLEASE NEVER CHANGE, YOU HAVE AN EVEN MORE AMAZING LIFE NOW, THANK HIM FOR MAKING YOUR LIFE THAT MUCH MORE AMAZING WITHOUT HIS SLIMEY SELF MUCH LOVE FROM CANADA 🇨🇦 ❤️

@robininlow3044 Жыл бұрын

I am honestly so impressed with the maturity you've shown through this entire situation. Even though what you have shared is curated and we don't know everything, what you've chosen to share has been so thoughtful and intentional. I honestly don't know if I could/would have been as grace-ful and intentional at your age as you are. Thank you for allowing us to see the pain of this process (which I'm SO sorry you're still dealing with), but also being such a positive example throughout it. I think a lot of us would feel that you'd be totally justified in putting your ex "on blast" or showing more of how deeply this has hurt you, but you've very carefully chosen the higher road, and that is really, truly commendable. (But please don't read that as "you always have to seem like you have it together", because you're human and this whole thing sucks and you're allowed to feel that way too).

@trisha250 Жыл бұрын

He’s taken enough from you. I don’t want him to get to steal your future, your joy, or your newfound confidence. These new facts don't change anything-they simply confirm the horrible character you already suspected to be true. And it doesn't change who you are one tiny little bit. And you are very, very loved. ❤

@jodieono1784 Жыл бұрын

Thank you for beautifully writing what I am feeling as well. Sending so much love to Michel ❤️

@jackierolnicki8105 Жыл бұрын

So so well said ❤️

@clairedavis5268 Жыл бұрын

agreed

@rammie4342 Жыл бұрын

My thoughts exactly. She has just as bright a future (house hunting, lovely new partner) ahead of her today as she did yesterday, when she didn't know some extra details to confirm she was right in leaving him.

@trisha250 Жыл бұрын

@@rammie4342 Exactly. I love how you worded this. ❤

@leannesmith1207 Жыл бұрын

Thinking of you. You are NOT stupid. You were NOT wrong for being a kind, trusting person who sees the good in people. It is NOT your fault when someone else chooses to abuse you- and it IS a choice, no matter what their background is. That's great you are in touch with your anger now. Very important. Feel it to the core, and it might help to find a healthy way of expressing it in whatever way you find helpful.

@pslay9324 Жыл бұрын

how beautifully put. I agree. Kind people don't have devious intentions and therefore would not have a clue that one would be living a lie. I believe in Karma. 💜💜💜💜💜

@leannesmith1207 Жыл бұрын

@@pslay9324 exactly

@aksez2u Жыл бұрын

If you know someone is cheating, TELL their partner! The LAST thing they need is to feel embarrassed and stupid later because it went on for so long behind their backs. All of his guys friends who knew what he was up to are culpable for keeping his ugly secret.

@aksez2u Жыл бұрын

@@pennytrue2741 Yes! It's not just the men for sure! People will say "It's not my business" or "I want to be loyal to my friend" or "I don't want to be the bad guy". I call BS!! You tell them!! That needs to be the cultural NORM so it is harder to cheat and the injured party doesn't feel ADDITIONALLY traumatized by OTHER people knowing behind their backs!

@tranquility9325 Жыл бұрын

I was married for 20 plus yrs, and he cheated the entire time. His sister acted like, oh come *on* how can you not know? Uh, bec ppl who cheat don't call you and say, hey honey guess who I'm doing tonight?! They also don't send you a vid of them doing someone else either. It's all done secretly. Please don't feel stupid. He's the one who should feel stupid. You are a total sweetheart and pure soul, and he messed that way up.

@Clovergirl7934 Жыл бұрын

Please don’t feel stupid. When you are a trusting, honest person you aren’t looking for evil in someone, especially a spouse. It’s like you were blind and suddenly the blinders were ripped off. You are left bewildered. Asking yourself how did I not see this? I was there and it took me a long, long time to trust myself again, much less anyone else. But I see clearly now and listen to my intuition. Don’t harden your heart with a new love and don’t deny yourself the love you deserve. He’s the loser….you’ll see.

@AlisInterrail Жыл бұрын

Thank you. I loved these words, they also helped me and I how many others❤️

@amymckenz Жыл бұрын

This was so well said. Thank you

@JENLUVSOTH Жыл бұрын

Physical testing is important as well since he's had many partners it seems. As a victim of coersion and carelessness I can attest there is more to emotional betrayal. We as woman, aren't built the same as men and their mistakes sometimes carries over to us in the most unfair ways and not all things that affect us deeply affect them in the same capacity. Sending love and healing.

@jaamesfn Жыл бұрын

Please get sexual health tests done, unfortunately its far too common for stupid cheating humans to not care enough for their nor their partners sexual health. You've got this.

@striketochill Жыл бұрын

I guess the silver lining to them not being intimate very often is that hopefully her odds of catching anything are drastically reduced.

@alteredcatscyprus Жыл бұрын

@@striketochill His guilt and shame kept him from being intimate with her. Yes, it’s a blessing.

@keleighmcallister962 Жыл бұрын

You probably don't feel this way now but the grace at which you have walked this path is really incredible.

@rebeccazahn5299 Жыл бұрын

None of what he did is a reflection on you. Thank you for sharing and helping others. Prayers for more healing.

@madisoned Жыл бұрын

People say "don't feel stupid" but it's impossible not to feel stupid when you've been betrayed. We feel stupid at ourselves for believing in the wrong person and believing in a future that doesn't exist. Whatever you're feeling, let it out

@gloryunderfoot700 Жыл бұрын

Your video sparked a good conversation between myself and my 18 yo daughter. Thank you.

@Bob-wr1mn Жыл бұрын

You were blind to this because you are sweet, loving, trustworthy trusting person. You are what is all good and you were with someone that is not worthy of your beautiful and loving true heart. When the additional pain has diminished you may feel just pity for the ex. You are so deserving of EVERYTHING YOUR HEART DESIRES! ❤️❤️❤️ Holli in Texas!

@karenbovenizer4291 Жыл бұрын

You deserve better. You are better off. I believe the gut is the seat of the soul. Always trust your gut. People who truly love you will never gaslight you.

@ashleyroy8184 Жыл бұрын

Sending you all of the peace and positivity that you bring us. I haven’t finished the video yet but I know how much we appreciate you sharing your stories and helping us grieve our own stories together. But you also owe us NOTHING and your privacy and mental health takes priority! 💗

@aleia4654 Жыл бұрын

Just commenting to be another person to say I’ve been there. You’re not stupid. Affording your spouse trust and the benefit of the doubt is what you’re supposed to do. You did your part and can lay your head down at night knowing just that. Whatever he did, whoever he is, it’s on him and it’s his problem. Give yourself the space and grace to feel angry, feel grief, feel the betrayal, and when you’re ready, rest in the knowledge that you can and will close the door on him. He can hardly do that with his own soul.

@tinawalters5018 Жыл бұрын

Anger is one of the stages of grief. Feel it, own it, and let it heal you on the other side. DO NOT apologize for it. XOXO

@juligabehart Жыл бұрын

Greater is He who is in you! In Him, you will find your strength. You are a strong cookie and this will make you even stronger to listen to your instincts and the urgings God gives you. Praying for your heart and your future!

@sunflowersoul8461 Жыл бұрын

As someone who has fallen into relationship traps with narcissists, I will say you sharing your journey has helped me so much. I was never married or divorced, however I have a tendency of feeling inadequate or guilty if someone has betrayed me. I spent the majority of my 20’s feeling like I wasn’t good enough or capable of being in a healthy relationship. I always put my gut instincts on the back burner and now that I am 29, I’ve finally gotten to the point where I’ve learned how important it is to follow your gut, even if it’s scary. Someday when your ex grows up, he’s going to regret all the hurt he has put you through bc you’re such a beautiful and empathetic person, inside and out ❤️ thank you for being so open, it helps others to feel less alone in their own journey.

@firesidechatswithkristy677 Жыл бұрын

I called him a narcissist awhile back and I think my post was deleted. I don't know why people won't "call a spade a spade." When you call out behavior with a label, it is educating others!

@debdd7 Жыл бұрын

Narcissist never regret anything they do. It’s deliberate, gaslighting, and vengeful. I know that first hand!

@sunflowersoul8461 Жыл бұрын

@@debdd7 some of the most traumatic experiences I’m still working on recovering from, have been from dating a narcissist. They cause you to question your own reality and inflict self doubt and fear, it’s debilitating. They mirror who you want in a relationship at the beginning, just to suck you in so you become attached. The truth always comes to light thankfully, those who think they can get away with anything will soon discover they’ve been exposed and can no longer hide behind the false narrative they’ve faked to manipulate and discard.

@TLC7777 Жыл бұрын

My reply was deleted too. I called him a Narcissist. I feel 😭. That's the only time I got the courage to comment on anything... I am a Narc Survivor too...

@sunflowersoul8461 Жыл бұрын

@@firesidechatswithkristy677 I’m reluctant to label someone a narcissist, without actually speaking to them or knowing them first hand. With that being said… I started following Michels story only about a month ago, and watched her divorce videos. Then I watched her wedding video and was SHOOK. This guy was literally crying at the altar, and in the vlogs they did together after the fact, you can just sense something is off. He seemed really disingenuous and almost like he was just playing a part. I’m sorry, but calling yourself a man of God and then treating your wife like she is a fling right after you put a ring on it, is downright disrespectful and it seems like he definitely carries narcissistic traits. I don’t know for certain, but it’s for sure a possibility.

@IvyAquino Жыл бұрын

Sending you all the love, Michel. And praying for your peace of mind ❤

@RobertaStonequist Жыл бұрын

i literally cannot imagine what you must be going through and on top of that having been a year to the time that it started to be revealed. i’m so sorry that this happened, i just pray you receive all the space, love, care and whatever else to process, be honest and feel heard and supported. You have shared nothing but raw authenticity and kindness on here and I’m praying for you Michel 💛

@ilincaw Жыл бұрын

Michel so sorry you had to go through so much relationship wise. Wishing you all the best and hope you are feeling better. Hugs. ❤️🤗🥰

@SundayBestxo Жыл бұрын

❤️ can’t begin to imagine what you’re going through. Take as much time as you need. And remember you only have to share what feels safe + comfortable for you. You don’t owe it to anyone to share anything, especially before you have processed and healed in your own time. On a much lighter more, I love the tv cover you made and I’m inspired to make my own!

@amandaellis9656 Жыл бұрын

You’re an amazing person Michel! 💛 Sending positive vibes and prayers for your continued healing!

@sashajorgensen894 Жыл бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing this. It helps so many of us to know that we’re not alone in situations like this. I truly pray for you and your health and your happiness❤️

@meganbarto4138 Жыл бұрын

Sending you so much peace! I cant imagine but I'm sure its so hard and unsettling. Prayers to you! 🙏

@chrissylee325 Жыл бұрын

Your strength is so inspiring 🫶🏻

@anneliesesmith8983 Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry you are having to relive and deal with issues you had worked so hard to put behind you. Sending you lots of positivity and prayers as you work through this next phase of grieving.

@epicnessa2334 Жыл бұрын

Sending you lots of love and positivity. You’re strong and resilient - it may take time but you will heal.

@hopesprings4034 Жыл бұрын

You don’t have to put any pressure on yourself to be a role model! You just are - by not showing toxic positivity but balance in your content and life.

@annejia5382 Жыл бұрын

yaaaaaas

@amelie5285 Жыл бұрын

🙌

@cailynhoneycutt6364 Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. We’re all here for you. Sending so many hugs and prayers! You are so loved!

@DonnasWonderland Жыл бұрын

Oh sweet girl I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I do have to say a huge thank you to you for keeping it real though exactly what you said with so many ‘pretending’ out there I’m so greatful to you for sharing your truth. It must be so hard sending you lots of love and massive hugs xxx

@JustBeingJessie Жыл бұрын

You are so incredibly strong Michel 🤍 And your honesty and openness is truly inspiring, sending love 🤍

@ToxicWorldTalk Жыл бұрын

Never abandon yourself again! I feel you, much love! Thanks for sharing.

@warrendn613 Жыл бұрын

We love you Michel, you’ve got all of our support!

@gingersnaps5979 Жыл бұрын

Dang Michel, that had to be like a punch in the gut when you heard all this. Sorry you are having to relive all the grief and pain. God is with you, lean on him and your family. Let your feelings out and give yourself time. ♥️

@angelac2052 Жыл бұрын

Sorry to hear. I’ve been there and even though we move on there will always be that person that you were at that time carried inside of you…and that person can still be hurt even many years later. Good news is, you are in a better place than you were, and that pain will definitely be less and less as time goes on. Sending healing vibes🌺🌸

@romansynovle990 Жыл бұрын

You have helped me so much to save money and feel better. You always find a way to make me smile and for some reason ur videos always pop up when I need it most ❤️ I’m being genuine, nothing to peel

@DSTADAV Жыл бұрын

My daughter is going through this right now. It's just such an awful situation. The anger and betrayal are so hard but necessary. (And they have a child.) How are your parents doing? I wish I had other moms to discuss this with. Saying a prayer for you and your health - body, soul, and spirit.

@clairehawkes1112 Жыл бұрын

Sending you love and strength you will both get through this and she will be better for it . Make sure she is focused on herself and the baby and thinking about what she wants for her future! Goals to look forward to when she’s ready. She is lucky to have you many daughters don’t xx

@RaynellePatterson Жыл бұрын

Michel, never feel stupid. There are people out there that are extremely deceitful. They are great manipulators. Most of us look for the good and can't always see the bad(especially if it was hidden.) I'm glad you're in a different state with your family ❤️. Keeping you in my prayers

@whimsypeace6927 Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry! You are so strong. You are a survivor of emotional abuse, and I think God got you out at the right time and gave you Jordy, a safe place to process it all. You are doing amazing at processing it all, self advocating, keeping support. You are a strong warrior and spokesperson for other survivors.

@emilyrichelle8191 Жыл бұрын

As someone who is struggling thank you fo sharing the hard with the good. It’s so nice to see your happy moments but also so refreshing to see that I am not alone in struggling ❤️

@robynsutherland8108 Жыл бұрын

Sending you love and care- your story is helping so many girls and women, thank you for your courage 💛

@lilykhan7449 Жыл бұрын

sending you peace and strength as you process all of these new details. you are such a light Michel, and I admire the way you’ve handled these shifts with so much grace. praying for you 💛

@tarigeorge6122 Жыл бұрын

Our lives are very different. (Yet, I think all people are more alike than different) I am single, never married, and in my sixties. All that to say when you share your thought process it helps me to process my grief. So I want to say thank you and I am so sorry for what you are going through.

@ilovegot7igot725 Жыл бұрын

It just struck me... Those born in the sixties, will be in their sixties in this decade... 😁

@hsoderberg6505 Жыл бұрын

Just wanted to reach out & say hi as I'm also a never-married 67 yr old who follows Michel.

@tarigeorge6122 Жыл бұрын

@@hsoderberg6505 hello!

@amyhendricks3627 Жыл бұрын

In my sixties as well. While I felt (for a while) that I had a "mom's perspective" that could possibly help, Michel has taught me so much more than I ever thought I could teach her...blessed to "receive her lessons" 🙂🙏❤️

@annikaa.3854 Жыл бұрын

You talking about still healing from past relationships while being in a new happy relationship was SO helpful for me! I feel the same but I also always feel guilty when I think things about my ex relationship through again and again - but you’re so right, it still takes time to process everything.. thank you so so much for opening up you literally made my day xx

@AnneliesVeldman Жыл бұрын

I'm sorry for the continued pain you have to go through with this situation. I hope your family and community are able to be there and support you during this time. Sending you so much love...

@kellyl.3059 Жыл бұрын

I am sending you hugs and well wishes! You have every right to feel the way you do. Your ex is the one who should feel guilty. I am sure Jordy understands that you are still hurt from your ex. I know how hurtful being betrayed can be. Take as much time as you need to process your feelings in a healthy manner. We are here to support you.

@jerijonessparks4643 Жыл бұрын

I can't even imagine. Been praying for you all week and will continue to. God is with you x.

@trailsofsunshine4347 Жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your honesty and real journey through grief healing. I’m fighting a similar battle post-breakup 3 months and it is still a struggle sometimes just to get through the night/day. Thank you for shedding a light on this. Not many ppl understand or can relate unless they’ve gone through a similar experience in which their lives were intertwined deeply with a loved one who ended up hurting them/the relationship… Praying for you, Michel. You have every right to feel what you are feeling…

@jillmarie4155 Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry to hear you are going thru this. Wishing you peace and happiness. Sending hugs.

@courtnayglatter7138 Жыл бұрын

We went through really hard breakups at the same time so I’ve always felt close to your experiences. You’re doing so amazing and it is great to see how far we both have come. Thank you for being so honest about still processing the hard things because same. Love your content, love you. 💗

@deanadick2700 Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for what you are going through, you have many people who love you, support you and are here for you.

@audreyboily9953 Жыл бұрын

I send you big hugs and Strength Michel. We love you so Much. Take care of you 💕

@justme17814 Жыл бұрын

You are a wonderful person. You bring in a lot of light and peace. Keep it up, you are a strong woman love and hugs

@elothegreat3011 Жыл бұрын

So proud of you for still sharing even when it feels silly or repetitive. You definitely help so many ladies. I know the feeling of being gaslighted and not trusting my instincts. But going thru a very similar situation for 6 years, I now trust my instincts more than ever. Definitely deal with your grief but always find the positive in it. You are such a better person for having gone thru so much. You are an awesome person. You make amazing content. And you are unstoppable. Love ya!

@zoeforde Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry you're going through this. I've experienced something similar but definitely not on this level and it really does take time to heal and those around us don't always see it. It's especially hard to do all of it publicly, I just wanted to say I love watching your videos and look up to you so much!

@basilandpoarch Жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry. I hope you take all of the time you need in whatever way you need. Your health and heart come first before all of this. Praying for you and wishing good, true, and wonderful things for you.

@m.i.n.d.y Жыл бұрын

Sending you all the love and none of the judgement. You can take whatever time & space you need. Life can be a nightmare sometimes, so I pray you find a light in this hard time 💛

@maryavanunnery8240 Жыл бұрын

Michel your story reminds me so much of the end of an engagement and how I found out things later that proved my gut was right too. It was so hard to share this experience because who could relate! You sharing helps me process and feel less alone with it. Thank you

@willdibugno2645 Жыл бұрын

Hey, you don’t feel bad. Life gives us these moments to teach us and make us much stronger and more aware. It isn’t your fault. We love and support you ❤

@maryrain2162 Жыл бұрын

Michel...you inspire so many people!!! I pray that through it all God gives you strength, wisdom & discernment. Take care of yourself...grief doesn't have any time frames. Love you, but GOD LOVES YOU MORE❣❣❣🙏🙏🙏

@lisaschreiber2893 Жыл бұрын

I’m glad you’re doing better with both your covid and your emotional growth from your loss. Know the very best thing you can do for your future self is stop in the moment and get yourself through this. Personally, I think even on your bad days you are doing fantastic. ❤️

@mooremindfulmoments6599 Жыл бұрын

I appreciate your vulnerability. I feel like you have displayed raw emotion and grief in an honest way! I think I too was like wow she’s healed so fast and been able to bounce back beautifully! But this vlog reminds me that grief comes in waves and I’m sorry you feel angry but I have to remind myself it’s an emotion that speaks truth just as much as sadness and joy

@omashearer6757 Жыл бұрын

Michel, all of this could crush a person! Remember those who know you, love you believe in you and will be there to help you pick up the pieces. Take your time to heal and process. Take care of you! The rest will work it self out. Praying for you.

@craft_yplanning1012 Жыл бұрын

I couldn't imagine how all this betrayal feels even after feeling like it was over. He didn't deserve you and one day all of his actions will catch up to him. I'm glad you have a supportive partner and are surrounded by those you love for that extra support. Hugs

@ashleybergstrom8934 Жыл бұрын

I am so incredibly proud of you. So proud!!

@nancylanderson8012 Жыл бұрын

Wishing you peace, contentment, and closure. Many of us care. You will get through this and I know you know that.

@Darlenemariesamsel Жыл бұрын

Hi Michel, I am so sorry for what you are going through, I'm sending prayers your way. Love you💕🙏🏻

@stacey5741 Жыл бұрын

All my love, prayers and support to you Michel ❤You are completely the opposite from stupid. You truly are a sweet angel in all you do, say and act. We all love you 💗

@cindyhavranek8456 Жыл бұрын

I am so sorry you are having to go through this all over again!!! You are so strong and show so much courage and wisdom! Sending you a big hug sweet girl❤️❤️

@MissPepperss Жыл бұрын

I am glad you are sharing your feelings and experiences about being betrayed. When I was betrayed my ex actually made me believe that I was the one at fault, and that I shouldn't grieve anything and that I had nothing to heal about. He was a narcissist, and I only found out years later. These types of videos actually help me to become honest about what I went through, which I felt at the time I had to hide in shame cuz I was to blame for everything that happened according to my ex. So thank you for sharing!

@mariaandreinaguzmanapolina869 Жыл бұрын

You are so brave to continue sharing the ups and downs of such a complex and human journey! I just want to say thank you for your honesty and the vulnerability you are offering. You should be very proud of your strength because you are setting up a beautiful example that I can only hope one day I'll have the confidence to follow. Thank you!!

@lauriebrunk5446 Жыл бұрын

Oh boy. Unfortunately, I do know how you feel...so sorry that you have to go thru this. Facing this and putting it out there is good for the soul. You are an amazing person. I'm praying for you to have the strength you need to get thru the Covid again and all the new news. You've got this.

@themusicjunkie4life Жыл бұрын

Don’t feel stupid. I’m sorry for everything that you’ve gone through and of course take time to process and take care of yourself. I’m glad that you have family and friends and Jordy. Sending good vibes your way.

@stephanieshifrin4285 Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry to hear about was was uncovered. I'll never understand what people get out of being deceitful like that. It has nothing to so with you and everything to do with his ego. How sad for him. Keep being you and you can't lose ❤️

@trinc9015 Жыл бұрын

I want to say that I appreciate the openness and honesty , with the good and bad. It’s appreciated. Sending you prayers and hugs because betrayal of any kind is difficult . ❤️

@Ana-xq3yr Жыл бұрын

agreed. Sorry what he's put you and your family through. You didn't deserve to bear the brunt of his dysfunctions.

@louiseshaddix2341 Жыл бұрын

Ugh its so frustrating when they're still hurting you even months after it's all over and you've moved on etc. I'm so sorry Michel you are very much justified in your feelings and thank you for sharing with us ❤️

@elianauku Жыл бұрын

Hi Michel - glad you are recovering well! My one piece of advice as someone who has been dealing with Long Covid for 2.5 years (and vlogging about it on my channel!) is to rest for longer than you think is necessary, and definitely don’t exercise for a couple of weeks! Too many people have prolonged their illness (myself included) by overdoing it in the days/weeks following infection. Xoxo

@Katie-qg7xz Жыл бұрын

That's exactly what I was thinking. The studies that came out today showing how much even non- long Covid people are affected shows you just shouldn't play with this thing.

@loytoco Жыл бұрын

Maybe you did it already, but if you didn't check for Epstein Barr reactivation. It's important to check for the IgG EA (early antigen) to verify reactivation. Lots of studies out there. My "long covid" of a couple of years was actually Epstein Barr. It's nasty, be on top of it even with alternative treatment.

@judykhaleck8034 Жыл бұрын

Hi Michel, I’m so glad your taking a social media break. It’s so good for the soul and sit back and rewind and not think about the stuff that can be on your mind. If you ever want to have a youtube break or just take some time off of them we totally understand.

@elisabetemoreira6011 Жыл бұрын

Greetings from Portugal! Love your content! The best advice I can give you is "forget the past and enjoy the present".❤️

@ashekorienek4520 Жыл бұрын

I have been there myself and can certainly understand the feeling, but just remember his actions are not your fault in any way. I think it's very brave of you to be honest and open, and to help others heal, as well! Wishing you the best!

@kacee_is_bored Жыл бұрын

Michel, I cant even imagine the pain you have gone through in the past year. I wish i had something good to say but I don't. I'm so sorry, we are here for you ❤

@reemkhattar Жыл бұрын

This is heartbreaking Michel.. Sending you all the good you need in this time ♥️

@brigittegauthier5053 Жыл бұрын

You are strong. You are beautiful in every way. Wishing you loads of happiness.

@sallyniemzyk6964 Жыл бұрын

I hear you. I can empathize, as I have been in your place. Praying for healing for you and a greater understanding of who you are in the eyes of the Lord. Thank you for sharing, I know it will help others. Blessings to you Michel!

@all_american_breeds1723 Жыл бұрын

I identify so much with your anger and anxiety. Your feelings are valid, you are so so so strong for staying in motion but also processing your emotions. Grief and anger and all the messy feelings will take a long time to get through but there will be a time where your life is filled with so much joy and this will just be a crappy phase.

@llanasofiall Жыл бұрын

Stay strong! We love you

@kelseysmith3297 Жыл бұрын

Sending you care and hugs and all the good thoughts. Your solo travel vlogs inspired me to do it. My first time ever and I'm loving it! 😊🌻

@veryaeri Жыл бұрын

It really helps me to watch your journey because I had a similar experience in the past, but I was too young to realize that it was not my fault. Thank you always for sharing. Also, I would love to see more pieces on that tv canvas! Watching your vlogs makes me decorate my place too. Love, from Korea!!

@victorialee1239 Жыл бұрын

Pardon me saying but I cannot imagine the mental gymnastics that he put you through! You are justified in your feelings and you are justified in your experience. Props to you for being strong and picking yourself back up! You are a badass!

@priscillamayoussier2643 Жыл бұрын

Please know how much your supporters value you sharing the ups and downs of your journey. I began following your story in September 2021 right when I experienced my own devastating emotional betrayal. I never shared my experience with any friends or family, so in a strange way, I feel like your story has been the support system I needed. You're the best

@amberkeever8565 Жыл бұрын

My heart breaks for you. The difference in your energy from the start til you got that news was noticeable. I’m sorry you’re going through deep and hard things Michel. Sending you hugs and prayers from Arkansas 🫂

@nickyj.989 Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry your experiencing so many challenges! However you will be back and stronger! You are strong!! God has your back! He is your strength and refuge!! Sending love and blessings your way!

@amybennett1530 Жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry that you are going through this. It's very hard I've been there. Chin up and the best is yet to come.💚💜

@SuperSweetie78 Жыл бұрын

I think it's invaluable to share that even if you move forward, it will always hurt, it will always sting the level of betrayal you experienced. It is unreal what humans are capable of when it comes to inflicting pain on others. Wishing you healing, peace and a knowing it, what happened , will never be OK, but you will be.

@darcycollins1987 Жыл бұрын

You are so well spoken. Thank you for sharing your life. I think you’re beautiful and so loving. I pray your new relationship is blessed and Christ centered. ❤

@princessdaaahlingamor5798 Жыл бұрын

You’re gonna be an awesome mom someday: “kids, here is some painful stuff going on… that’s the honest truth…. Now let’s make some lemon bars.”

@meilingnelson7352 Жыл бұрын

Much love and prayers to you ! Pray for healing and restoration

@artbyduck-darlenegillet1935 Жыл бұрын

If you are not sure if you want add the scraps, just pin them on, and put it back up over the tv, and live with it for a while. See if you like it or not.