hey! also just wanted to touch on that this is just my personal experience and everyone's journey to recovery is different! Insta - @juliannasrabbitfood @juliannazalescik
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@bratz_babyyy41373 жыл бұрын
Honestly, food, eating, fitness community on youtube started my ED
@ruri02073 жыл бұрын
Same 😞
@ashleykali5103 жыл бұрын
me too, intermittent fasting was what got me, it's so hard to get out of
@juliannazalescik93373 жыл бұрын
Honestly yes I feel this still
@juliannazalescik93373 жыл бұрын
@@ashleykali510 I did intermittent fasting again to try to control my food/hunger. Literally messes up ur bodies natural hunger cues :(
@guardiansanimalrescuestate72893 жыл бұрын
And yet here u are.
@natiikdc13124 жыл бұрын
the thing you said about wanting to look like kendall when you were 11... literally same. For the modeling part, I am also pretty tall and my first diet was CRAZY. Lost 3kg in 4 days for a casting and still didn’t get the gig. That’s what got my ED started.
@juliannazalescik93374 жыл бұрын
GIRL I FELT THAT IN MY SOUUUUL. It was some unattainable dream to look like Kendall. Whenever other models y’all about their weight now I have to take a step out of the room.
@ellie040264 жыл бұрын
Yeah I definitely shouldn’t watch this. Thank you for including the trigger warning, it’s for the best.
@JeanWu4 жыл бұрын
aww... I really related to this on so many levels, the food tracking, labeling foods as good or bad, never eating with others or getting something different, and YES the addiction to the feeling... and just the fear that certain foods like bagels can bring, which is so hard for others w/o ED's to understand, so so proud of you for recovering girl.
@puriincat3 жыл бұрын
My ED started bc some girl told me starving myself was fun and easy to get out of so I tried it like an idiot and now I can’t stop😍🤟🏽
@Farah.tics2310 күн бұрын
So understandable I’m sorry
@rottenblossom88624 жыл бұрын
just so you know, raynauds is caused by a lot of things - hypothyroidism, it can occur by itself as just an autoimmune disease, it can occur as a symtom of other autoimmune diseases.. etc. (i have raynauds and anorexia and hypothyroidism and didnt develop raynauds until i developed it for completely different reasons despite me being cold previously due to malnutrition from my ED)
@CelestialPossum3 жыл бұрын
It’s also very common with lupus, or you can just have it on it’s own. :)
@glencop88424 жыл бұрын
Girl you are so strong, i wish you the best, keep fighting :) :)
@juliannazalescik93374 жыл бұрын
thank you!
@celenescrazyworld20123 жыл бұрын
Great video, I’m happy that you got better and are doing good. I liked the part where you said talking about it was a major factor of changing your life for the better. I never had an ED, but I did have depression for a long time and talking about it to my Mom and letting my fam know how I felt really helped me out so much. It’s crazy how sometimes we just need someone to listen to us. It felt like a burden was lifted from my shoulders and I remember feeling like a true human for the first time in a while and not just a lump of sadness wasting air. I hope more and more people can get the courage to talk about their problems💗
@lexiesawyer76573 жыл бұрын
I relate loll i’m no where near recovery but I constantly compare myself to victoria’s secret models measurements because i’m 5 10’ so i feel like i have to be 116 or else im huge. It’s helpful to see another tall girl’s ed story 🥺❤️i wish you luck, you’re amazing
@markspark7347 Жыл бұрын
I’m sorry you had to go through that and I’m even more sorry that this happens to so many other girls and guys alike. I wish you strength
@miahernandez71184 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing girl !! Truly and inspiration for me to get through the same thing that you went through and you’re so beautiful inside and out and once again thank you sm
@juliannazalescik93374 жыл бұрын
omg thank you
@snowonthebeach18503 жыл бұрын
Omggg this is so random but I just wanted to say ur hair is so pretty!!!😍
@yuvald73654 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story ! I actually have an eating disorder i stared to eat like 500 calories a few weeks ago but me and my family had a family dinner this Friday and then they noticed that I have an eating disorder they just really expect from me to eat 3 meals a day , to eat normal but I can’t I feel bad when I eat 3 meals I have this huge fear to gain weight I want to lose weight so I stopped eating that much but like I feel like I’m stuck cause they always check what I eat and they really expect me to eat 1200 and more but I really can’t I can barley eat 800 I got used to eat I’m not hungry and I’m not even underweight yet or something I really don’t know that to do anyway be strong I’m glad that u recovered .
@yuvald73654 жыл бұрын
To it * not to eat *
@juliannazalescik93374 жыл бұрын
I’m wishing u the best on ur journey. And u already made a big step by realizing that your low amount of eating is dangerous. I seriously recommend talking to a specialized therapist who is trained in ED’s. That was seriously what changed my mindset
@yuvald73654 жыл бұрын
Julianna Zalescik thank you so much I actually really want to I just need to have the courage to tell my parents that I feel bad and that I need help sos it’s pretty hard I always tell them that everything is fine haha
@AnitaVargas4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing ❤️ I wish you all the best. (Plus I love your collage wall!)
@juliannazalescik93374 жыл бұрын
That wall was SO much work! Unfortunately it’s gone now due to home renovations :(
@saroabd44373 жыл бұрын
You’re so pretty! You look so much like Leighton Meester 😍
@feduprecovery4464 жыл бұрын
Thank you for Sharing your Story, Great Video. Recovery is a journey
@juliannazalescik93374 жыл бұрын
thank you! :)
@41IAmJustMe42IPrayToGOD Жыл бұрын
Congrats on your signing. I wish you great success!
@simranramana44203 жыл бұрын
U r absolutely gorgeous!!! Wish I looked half as good as u ...u r very brave...wish u a beautiful life ahead
@whonataly94684 жыл бұрын
i am recovering and you are so strong and gorg ✨✨
@juliannazalescik93374 жыл бұрын
Thank u babe 💗💗
@kellyhocking63163 жыл бұрын
I have been through the same journey as u . But came through it I have my own page where I share my journey in recovery from anorexia, eating disorder and bulimi anxiety and depression . I still struggle but I am physically fully recovered . Well done for starting your journey I know how difficult it is to share 💞💞
@juliannazalescik93373 жыл бұрын
Kelly Hocking thank u and sending u love!! 💕💗
@sulbamt76222 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story
@monke38983 жыл бұрын
i feel like i have serious issues cause. i dont have an ed. but when i was in 6th grade i starved myself and purged. after a bit i stopped and started binging instead, and then the cycle repeats. i also stopped purging cause i noticed it was dmging my curly hair.
@fry10323 жыл бұрын
That is an Ed look up the defi of it .that’s an abnormal eating pattern and relationship with food. Also depending on how you purged sounds like bulimia
@yuvald73653 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry if it’s a personal question but did u lose your happiness when you had ur Ed cause I really feel like shit even when things that has nothing to do w food happens or is it just me
@juliannazalescik93373 жыл бұрын
Hey no it’s not too personal! I was upset all the time and just a really angry person, and would start fights with my family for no reason.
@yuvald73653 жыл бұрын
Julianna Zalescik thanks for answering, needed to know that it’s not just me 😞
@farihaferdous57233 жыл бұрын
I can’t stop staring at your nails 😻😻😻
@Lara-gy5qz3 жыл бұрын
What. U have 260 Subscribers?? Girl I thought u have like 260k 😳💙
@orange_ruby4 жыл бұрын
Holy fuck...Raynaud's...I've noticed lately that I have that and I've been really wondering what it was. I just thought I had bad circulation and accepted it. At least now I know what's up.
@juliannazalescik93374 жыл бұрын
YES went to so many doctors before they realized what was happening 😂
@danielasandoval12962 жыл бұрын
Well, it has a happy end :'))
@danielhitt32324 жыл бұрын
People call me fat
@marcuswardshow Жыл бұрын
Anorexic or Underweight? Here’s What She Told Me | Marcus Ward Show kzfaq.info/get/bejne/gbOkbK91zbC7gpc.html
@Farah.tics2310 күн бұрын
I didn’t know about Raynaud’s syndrome
@ceexlee2 жыл бұрын
you look like ariana grande & blair waldorf (leighton meester) mixed together 😍😍😍😍😍😍
@neyisek69283 жыл бұрын
Your "fact" about raynaud's is wildly wrong. Just so viewers don't take it as true
@Slastukin673 жыл бұрын
Exactly! I have had Raynaud's since I was a small child, not even underweight. And it isn't considered to be an autoimmune disorder, it is a vascular condition. It is stimulated by cold and also vibration (like from a lawn mower or motorcycle).
Nah, she doesn’t. She looks more like Ariana Grande or Keira Knightley
@NoirL.A. Жыл бұрын
i'm just curious if you blame "the patriarchy" or let's just say straight males in general for your eating disorder? as in pressure to look a certain way in order to fit in with "the male gaze". whatever the hell that's supposed to mean.