Thank you for this beautiful video, and for sharing so generously your deep experience. This is very helpful. I’m so glad your work has been fruitful! This inspires me to continue my own healing work with courage.

Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

Sober, realistic, didactic, focused, interesting. No annoying music in the start, no cuts and fast forwards, no partnerships, no requests for likes or subscriptions. Is this real? Thank you so much! This is a good channel to follow.

Was nice to see a person with your level of mindfulness explaining the trip. It was very clear. One of the nicest I’ve heard.

I’m not sure if it’s your calming voice, or just your thorough and realistic explanation that had me intrigued. This is new to me and I’ve found myself “skipping” to the interesting parts on other videos. Thank you. This was like a breath of fresh air and extremely relatable in it’s entirety.

This was so my experience. Aya does like a divine surgery in the emotional, mental, energy, and physical body. You did so well explaining how the medicine navigates the psyche.

Omg your experience resonated so much with me, 😢 I cried listening to you because my Ayahuasca experience was similar to yours

The first minutes of you explaining how it feels hit me so hard, its perfectly explained!

This has been the best I have heard someone talk about this experience. So thank you.

Thank you for sharing, that bit about being infant is actually really helpful to hear someone else put words to. I also had a very good experience that kick started a lot of healing in so many places. I think you give good advice, do it when its time.

My favorite story regarding this topic thus far! Appreciate you

I really resonated with your video and found it to be so helpful as someone who had been considering this for some time now. I especially connected when you mentioned IFS which has been a huge part of my own personal and professional journey as both a consumer of therapy and a psychotherapist myself. I’m grateful that this video landed in my feed and I have subscribed for more. Thank you ~

This was really moving. Thank you so much for sharing this experience.

This is wonderful, we should be more open to such experiences in society.

I related so much, your ability to put these thing into words is a rare talent

What an amazing description of your experience. Thank you❤

Thank you for sharing Janusz. The part about the infant part was impactful for me.

My journey is on my birthday this September. I feel such a connection to your feelings on being alone. I hope that my experience is similar to yours. It sounds perfect to what I know I need to heal my child self. At first I was nervous for this but I meditated on it and I feel completely at peace now. I am ready. ❤ thank u for sharing your journey.

Wow! ❤ This is the most in depth, expressive, and helpful Ayhawaska experience I've ever heard, and I can also relate very much with a couple things you said about the alone feelings. 😮 I heard this call before I even knew it existed. Dreamt about an experience since childhood, but am waiting until I am fully detoxed off current medication. Thank you from depth of my heart for sharing this. ❤ Love and peace to you always

Thank you for sharing 🙏 I had a very similar experience about crying into the pillow - sue helped me free my pain and not feel ashamed for meeting vulnerable ❤️🙏

I had a beautiful experience in so many ways - the purging was just a purification of entry. I communed with the beautiful trees around me that influenced me for years to follow. I saw a neon pink web connecting all the stars. It truly is a medicine - shamans blended it, of course. It was 2003. The depth of the heart and soul is endless. It took me 2 years to fully grasp it all. Thank you ~ just found your channel. Your journey was incredible… 🍃🕊️🦋🕊️🍃

thank you for this I'm now sure I'm going to take this journey with my love in the upcoming month

I'm so grateful for this video. Thank you for creating it.

What a thorough breakdown of all the emotional patterns and journey. 🙏🏻

Thank you for sharing this. Especially the part about asking for gentleness and that being responded to. I feel very nervous, but it is time. Three weeks from tomorrow. Oh boy.

Wow! You connected with your true self (your 26:57 divinity) which is pure love and light and healed yourself of the trauma of the past 💕🌹

What an unbelievable experience! Thank you so much for being willing to sharing this.❤🙏🏼

So beautiful, so moving. I so deeply relate. Thank you for sharing.

wow... your video popped up just like that and I saw it full... this just blowed my mind... thank you so much for this video...

Great video. Thanks for sharing. I did Ayahuasca for the first time this month...and this is helping me unravel the downloads

Thank you for being brave and sharing your story ❤

I’m hearing the call. This was so well articulated. Thank you. - Some guy from New Zealand.

Thank you for sharing with so much gentleness and awareness.

Great point about the mind and getting out of the head into feel or body embodiment to deal with it. The story about love being painful, infinite love & letting go can feel like that.

Love the way you describe your experience. Mine was little more tense .

WOW!!! This was my favorite story about ayahuasca. Sounds so beautiful!! I am going on a journey in May and I will look forward to experiencing some connections like this. Thank you for your gentle way of telling your story :)

This was great and very helpful. Thank you for putting this together.

Hi from Florida. I watched your video, thank you for sharing your experience with the sacred medicine. I am glad you had a great experience. AHO

Awesome experience ❤❤❤ thanks for sharing 😊I just found myself in your stories ❤❤❤

Beautiful Janusz ❤️ such a moving piece

Why do mind-games nullify the best intentions? I remember being stoned with my best friend back in my varsity dorm. We were comfortably lost in one of those deep, meaningful conversations students love to have, unpacking how we saw ourselves in the future. I went on a whole ramble, picturing where I would live, work, what I'd be listening to, reading on my balcony etc etc. It took a while. When I was finally done, my friend looked at me for a while and then simply asked.... "But who are you with?" I was totally blank. I hadn't even considered it. I'm still occasionally given pause by this memory when I'm comfortably alone. I try not to confuse it with being lonely or cobbling it to a phantom, self-soothing inner child. Just my two cents. Not to invalidate your deeply profound experience, of course. Great vid! 😁✌️

I adore how you experienced this beautiful healing journey. I have experienced similar in the ceremonies ive experienced as well. So beautiful. Everything/everyone is there for you but ultimately we go through it alone. It's not easy but beautiful nonetheless...that death amd rebirth. Man oh man....phewwwww...we are never the same after each ceremony. Old patterns deleted and to know we are so protected is beyond. Much love, brother.

This is such an informative and genuine talk, thank you for sharing 🙏

Thank you so much for sharing your experience.🙏

thank you for sharing your experience, i took about 7 years ago another type of ayahuasca made from another plants my own and it was so powerfull that it changed my life, it is so powerfull that people should be werry carefull.

Thank you so much for posting this. ❤

Thank you so much for sharing your experience in such a wonderful way

Woww thank you for sharing your story🙏🙏🙏🌟

Thanks for your video. Awesome. I haven’t done it yet but sooo keen. I do have depression anxiety ptsd adhd. I think it will help me or at least I hope so.

Wow your experience describes why I could never do the cry it out method with my infant son even though many people pressured me to do it. I intuitively felt the absolute terror and devastation he would feel crying into the dark and no one coming. I learned in my doula training program how His body after being a part of my body was designed to be regulated and comforted by the touch of my skin the sound of my heart beat, the sound of my voice, my smell, the chemicals being released in my body and simultaneously in his. I was the matrix he had lived inside of and been fully supported by for 9 months. I think this translates to when we are adults knowing how to hold ourselves in moments of sadness and fear. Pick up and hold our inner baby. 🙏🧡 thank you for having the courage to do this.

Thank U for sharing your experience Janusz!

EXCELLENT review God bless you I’m learning because of you

Great video, you described it very well. Thank you!

Aya was to me like they call it, a loving grand mother who in my first ceremony it treated me with some tough love but in subsecuent ceremonies it gave pointers to things I needed to research and after that I find my brain being able to absorb information like a sponge and process it more easily. I had an alcoholisim problem and I can't say that I dont have the cravings any more or that I haven't had al least one slip up, but I find it harder to allow myself to get wasted again knowing all that I know now. I'm still working on implementing my inner power to command the bad energy away in my day to day life but the journey continues.

Its a powerful experience. Like that one dream you had, youll never forget.

Great comprehensive detailed info. Thanks for sharing.

Thank you! I'm taking Aya next week and have felt very nervous, this video has begun to put my restless mind at ease 💞

Thank you for explaining your journey. I’ve never been on and off off that journey I would try it I’m not saying I’m going to do it anytime soon but like it I live in PA anyway, but I have done my shrooms and I’ve done LSD as a teenagers, but yeah, you know what a beautiful story. Thank you for sharing❤ people definitely need to be prepared and have an intention and have someone there with them like how you did it not all of us so thank you for explaining that and very helpful

Thanks for description of your depression and the root of it.

Super helpful thank you😊

Thank you for sharing your experience it was very interesting

In my late teens & 20s my friends and I would do shrooms, Isd, and ecstasy occasionally. Good times! All were positive, fun, spiritual experiences. But, it's been decades. I don't know anyone who knows anyone who can get psychedelics from. I live in LA & there's a Kush store three blocks from my house, but I can't function alone on weed. I wish they sold psilocybin gummies. I'm a little depressed & a little anxious on a regular basis. I'm not a big drinker and I hate taking pills. A bite or two of a chocolate bar, or a cup of mushroom tea everyday would be a godsent for me.

Thank you for that really authentic and helpful video - I’m off to Peru in June for my first experience with Aya so really excited and now feeling so much more relaxed and prepared

great walk thru of your experience. What has changed in your life since this experience? Is you life difference, more peace…etc. I am very interested and excited to here the in the after part.

Thank you for sharing!

Listening to (because I listened more than watched) this was mind blowing! I've not had this experience but what you about "this child needed to be heard..." is "dead on" on how I feel. I do want to experience this but feel as if I need to work up to it. Thank you so much for this video 😊

Thank you for sharing 🙏🏻. I'm taking my first Ayahuasca ceremony in New Braunfels Texas then later this year in Belize. I'm scared but yet I know Ayahuasca has been calling me🙏🏻

Boy, really needed to hear this today. Thanks for your genuine sharing.

I so want to have this experience. Aya is calling my name. I have know idea where to begin. My journey starts here! Thank you and many blessings 😊❤🙏🏾🫶🏾

Thank you for sharing🙏🏽

Wow! What a journey. Thanks for sharing🌿💚

you are the guide ♥

Omg. Just finished listening to your explanation and experience with the medicine and cannot believe how much my experience lined up with yours 🙏 l got back home with mixed emotions and feelings about my own experience at Rythmia in CostaRica and now l have more clarity and understanding of what l experienced while in ceremony and why l felt the way l did especially the first night which was really intense for me. Love and light to you brother, l also am dealing with depression at the moment. Paul from 🇨🇦

Thank you for sharing 🙏🏾

I think you got lucky getting gentleness. I've researched people going through hell thus why I haven't done it yet. I've gone through hell most of my life it's hard for me to possibly go through more on purpose even though I know it could transform my life for the better.

Very good description. Thank you. I think it's time for me to do this for the first time. I would like to do this in the U.S. if possible, but I want to make sure the people are top quality. Are there any top notch retreats in the U.S. or do I need to go elsewhere? I know you can't tell me where to go and what to do, but I would appreciate any advice. I live in a rural area and don't know anyone I could talk to.

I can relate to this video very much. Thanks for your work on this. Full support from meditation, music channel friend in London🎹❤️🎹❤️

That’s really interesting. I think I might feel that “moving energy” very frequently, without any substances.

Merci pour les infos

Very powerful

Fantastic ❤

Im ready. I trust myself. I surrender.

Interesting experience, incredible how the descriptions are so different, personal and as the same way impactful. I recently had a ceremony experience but with Psilocybin. Similarly the guide used music, it was a personal,not group ceremony and the biggest and most impactful moment was at the beginning, the sensation of the music and feeling of moving through this mandala, no time or space sensation and a general feeling of scared and intense aloneness. I was laying down and thought how funny the mind tries to make sense and look for a familiar sensation or meaning, letting go was some what scary, I felt a voice inside me comforting me that I was not alone, but the general feeling I was moving was yes the feeling of being alone. At a certain point in the music a song I recognized came up and I needed to sit up, my guide covered me with a blanket, he later told me he was guided to do this, and I began singing the familiar mantra, and felt a powerful sensation very similar of what you described, not ego based, feeling of power within me, for me feminine divinity power and yes I truly believe, not wanting to name it to a general description but at kundalini movement of energy from my base chackra all energy alignment and up to my head, really amazing. This I was not told it could happen, it might be something just at my experience. After, the guide told me to open my eyes and the rest was more of sensations, as you said energy moving but very positive, just letting go. In a very nature setting with music and drums, experience. Again just sharing. That you for sharing yours!

What a beautiful person! Thank you

At first I just thought here is another dude with a spare $5K for their own health. But actually one of the chilled videos out there. Thanks for being so calm and wholistic with it.

I am so ready to do this.. I felt I wanted to cry.. But I haven't been crying for years.. I know it will be very intense, if I find the right, safe place with like minded people to go through this journey. My missing piece is to find a trusted group auch can lead me to the right tribe. Researching a lot but also my mistrust in anyone doesn't really help me to move on. Greetings from Cambodia, not sure how to sincerely to connect with you..

I liked this video a lot especially the part about loneliness and depression. Just a minor point, the word is "contraindicated", a word I learned in my medical studies.

Great video, super interesting.👍🏻👍🏻

Thank you!🙏🏼

Thank you so much. I'm going to go to my first ceremony next Sunday in the Netherlands.

Actually helpful, thanks

Thank you Janusz! Sharing in such detail this deep experience is so generous of you. I understand everyone has a unique experience, but this does take away a lot of stereotypes and prejudices that I have had. I am curious what you might say about its effects on your mediation practice. Is there a before and after? Also have you noticed any of the sensitivity to wholesome thoughts vs. critical thoughts declining over time?

I’ve listened to LOTS of experience shares, this is one of the very best. Good job bro and many thanks! I’m diving into ceremony next weekend, 🙏

I'm highly experienced with this medicine, but I'm very curious how your experience with it related to your meditational experiences. From your previous videos you seem to suggest that you've "attained the stream". Did this relate to your experience in the medicine at all? I would suspect that it would at least be easier for you than for someone who is very caught up in mind identification..

I will always be blown away by people who have the most profound experience of their lives when they enter an entirely different plane of existence via Mother Aya and come out of it using the term "woo-woo." I cant imagine referring to others who can tap into different realms using their third eye (the very eye Mother Aya is using to show you who you are, which is a soul having a human experience) without using plants as "woo-woo."

Amazing!

You HEARD the child bc you gave it a voice through this experience. You heard his voice through your revelation of his experience. Basically your conscience and subconscious revealed itself to you

Thank you❣️🙏😊

This was good.