I listened to your beautiful story. I'm a 64 year old Gay man who came out in 1974. We fought hard every day. Why? So that one day, life would be easier for young Gay people like you. Listening to your story, I felt like it was so worth the struggle. I will be an activist until the day I die. I love the work we did. I'm glad yours is a lighter coming of age story. Normal Gay adolescence (which we never had). Thank you for sharing your experience. Oh, and by the way, it's his loss.

My first gay experience was a triple whammy: I discovered love and sex and gayness all at the same time. In retrospect, that was insanely lucky. But it was also emotionally pulverizing. I grew up believing that gayness was so incredibly rare that it was statistically impossible that the feelings I had for other guys were caused by being gay. That's a ludicrous notion today, but this was well before the Internet so I had no clue how to learn what I needed to know. At 22, I took a part-time retail job. Soon afterward, the cutest guy I'd ever seen was hired to work alongside me. After weeks of VERY awkward but friendly conversations and equally awkward "out for drinks" events, we stopped into my place, supposedly for a late snack. The conversation got heavy, focusing on some sad events in his family. I comforted him, and felt intense comfort just from doing that. It got late and he asked if he could stay over. My brain melted. But I had only a twin bed, so I got out an air mattress & sleeping bag for myself and motioned that he should take the bed. Lights out. But we kept talking, and soon he asked if he could sleep in my arms. Of course my brain melted again, but I climbed onto the tiny bed with him and hugged him. Ten minutes later we were both feeling much better, albeit covered in sweat. We hadn't spoken _at_ _all_ except to repeat each other's names. It all suddenly made sense.

I like to fall asleep listening to your videos because your voice is so soothing, but when you up and talk about subjects such as these, my black ass be perkin' up like Scooby Doo sayin, "Hrm???"

Isn't it amazing . . . how just holding hands with someone . . just a touch . . . can be such an intense thrill !!

The cute giddy face you get when remember parts of the story was adorable haha

UPDATE: Thank you everyone for your sweet comments and the hateful closeted homophobes too. He has a boyfriend currently and is engaged 🙂 My first experience was absolutely thrilling. Will never forget it. I had a massive crush on a football / baseball player in highschool my senior year. He was so beautiful, charismatic and always spoke to everyone. He wasnt those typical show offs like at all. He always treated me so differently than the rest of his friends. Would aim so much attention only to me and he did these cute things that would make my heart melt almost instantly. Out of all his friends he only bought me a present for my birthday. The present was a beautiful necklace embellished with small amethysts (my birthstone) with a real shark tooth. I stil have this necklace with me. Anyways to cut things short, I would always attend his games and by that time we both knew how to drive. After his games would finish and everyone left...we both would wait until the whole stadium was clear. One rainy day he had a game, after it finished, We would walk all the way to the top together and just talk and laugh. Man, his hugs I swear..I would wish it lasted a lifetime. My first kiss was with him. I cant tell you how fast my heart would pound, and his touch would leave me wanting more. We would leave around midnight and walk each other to our cars where we just embraced one another and kissed again....I really miss him. Never got in contact with him after graduation but I do know he is probably playing professional sports at a university. Sad part is he doesnt have any social media, he never gave his number to anyone. I was so scared to ask for it and even express my feelings. But I always hold on to this necklace and it makes me smile because for once....I felt wanted

For an organization that used to ban gays, I had quite a few experiences in Boy Scouts. :P

My experience goes a little like: In my 3rd year of secondary school I started talking to this guy, we'd never really spoken before and one day I was out for a walk and we just bumped into each other. But something just felt different at that moment. It's hard to describe but I'd never had a full conversation with this guy and then suddenly we're talking like we knew each other years. It turned out we had a ridiculous amount in common and over the next 3 months we were basically inseparable. I definitely had feelings for him, no doubt about it, but being young and insecure I convinced myself it was a new-friend infatuation (I don't know!?). One day we were texting and he asked me if I was straight and I freaked out and instantly replied yes, out of fear. He gave me a funny term he used to describe himself which basically labelled him as bisexual, it was hilarious how younger me flipped out in excitement. I remember a few days later he admitted he had feelings for me and apologized if he was making me uncomfortable. I remember getting so upset that he was apologizing for it and I told him it didn't bother me AT ALL! (As if that wasn't obvious enough). Though after that we talked less mainly because exams were coming. Then we drifted apart for a whole year only to start talking again. After I had this mad decision, I decided go up to him at lunch at start talking again. This time I was determined to admit my feelings. And I did. So began a 6 month relationship in secret and it was both the best and worst experience of my life. 3 years on and it's been the only gay relationship I've had. We were pretty innocent and it was mostly kissing and holding hands. (Awww!) I still talk to him now and then like we're still pals which makes me happy :) I'm off to college soon hopefully to finally meet more people like me and I really want to get into a proper relationship, since now that I'm out of school I don't have to hide it anymore! Funny how these experiences, no matter how small, can completely change your life!

These stories are so cute. I enjoy story time whether or not they are intimate.

I was 13, and at summer camp in Coeur D Alene, Idaho in 1990. I already knew I was gay, but had never done anything. We were in cabins for the summer but had a few hiking tent camping nights and one boy we will Call Mikey and I got really close. We were from the same hometown, liked all the same music and we're both on the more mature side of puberty at that age. So we had a lot in common, we talked about things before anything ever happened, we both told each other that we were gay and that we liked each other, but that we were scared because we knew everyone would make fun of us. So on our first hiking trip we knew we would be sharing a tent and the excitement both of us felt was so strong. That hike was probably one of the scariest things I had done up until that point and I didn't really even realize it because my mind was focused on the fact that he and I would be sleeping in the same tent. When we stopped that first night it was by some cliffs on a river, where we were all jumping off before the sun started going down, I remember having to pee and he followed me and we went pee, looking at each other of course and it was so intense, having never seen a boy my own age in that aspect, I was in complete excitement overload. After dinner we all hung around talking, telling scary stories and what ever else teen boys talk about and the counsellors announced it was time for bed. Well as you can imagine we both didn't waste any time getting settled into our tents and we had our tent set up, only a lantern on, and I had my first gay kiss. We had both kissed girls so we had a general idea of what to do, and it was so exhilarating. I was kissing Mikey, and he was kissing me. Things got way more in deoth, but this needs to be pg. So yeah, summer camp, 13, what a summer.

Has somebody said before that this guy is a mixture between mark & ethan, or i'm a visionary?

My first gay experience: Where is it?

1:13 "I was in boyscouts" this could either go two ways for your first gay experience. lol

Loved your story & how sweet you were about telling it. I'm a bi female & struggled horribly during my teens until I finally learned to accept myself for who I am. Wish my 1st experience had been as innocent as yours. You're awesome Andrew. xx

Me and my Best Friend were 13 and one night during a sleep over things happened. From 13 to 18 we messed around before school, in school( meet in the bathroom), after school, 4 or 5 times a day. It went on till he left for College and I joined the Navy at 18. We are still buddies and we still hookup if I visit my old hometown. He's married now, kids, but wife lost interest in sex after marriage and they're more like roommates now. At some point we may get together. His kids are growing up fast and I don't want to mess up their family dynamic. We see each other and it's like we are 13 again. He says I am the only Male he has ever been with and I know it as well. We were little horn dogs dude. Lots of Fun in my old tree house! Your a cutie too. Love your stories

How could anybody not love you, you are wonderful and you have helped me through another step of my gay coming out and I feel the gay family coming through to my heart. Love you

OMG I had a similar experience but with one of my best buddies in high school, we were like best friends and he came over to my house on a weekend, we actually slept in the same bed and give each other bjs and he just avoided me for a week after that incident. Idk listening to you talking about your story made me kinda sad. I really liked him.

My first gay experience was when I was so young, I had around 7 or 8 years old, I didn't know anything about attraction, about love, about passion so it was all so confusing to me. This boy 1 year older than me, used to come to my house for a long time. we cuddled when we where alone seeing TV or just chilling at my room, it was so innocent and honest, I was the younger one so he always had the initiative. It was so weird to feel the comfort and happiness those simple cuddles brought to us, just because that feeling was so new, we couldn't quite understand it but we enjoyed it.

Andrew, this is such a cool story: here you are with your Ph.D. relating perfectly your emotional experience from high school years. This is so good for guys that age now to see and to realize that their gay feelings are perfectly normal for them and that they don't make an obstacle to their careers or lives.........thank, you, bro.............Ray

ahhh you're so gorgeous

Told myself I was straight my whole life until a year ago bad break up and a big client for my job I found out was gay, and one day while we were doing a project for him we kept making eyes at each other he asked my boss if he could take me to do small project at his house and boom! Anyway now we're together close to a year and he's best thing ever happened to me

I like these story times. You're an awesome person for being so understanding to the cute boy who was struggling with his sexuality. Great video Andrew!

I think it's so cute how the corners of your mouth curl up. It's like you smile so much that they automatically curl up as natural instinct. Anyways, great video👍🏾👍🏾

Definitely keep doing these revealing, personal storytimes. Feels like hanging out with a good friend.....good luck this week c patients!

You are quickly becoming one of my favorite KZfaqrs! I love the stories you tell and the adventures you go on. You are an incredible person!!!

I was a senior in h.s. in L.A. I was surprised to learn my h.s. didn't have a gay club. I soon found out the local junior college had a club and they allowed me to join as an honorary member, since I wasn't a student there and it worked out fine and I made a whole group of new friends. They had a dance one night and I went. I was sitting alone by the wall and in walks this tall muscular guy and I instantly said, "I have to have that guy!" We met, danced and then went back to his place and I spent the night. It too was my first gay experience, and it could've have been with a better guy. I was 18 and he was 30, but I had always associated with older people, and I was attracted to older men, so it all worked out. I was only living in California my senior year of HS and then I had to move back to Texas, so we dated during that time, and I flew back for visits, and then it just kind of ended. I had only recently come out and I was like a kid in a candy store with ants in my pants. So many men, so little time! Now I'm 60, so there's no more of that either! At keast I have my partner. We both are survivors of the AIDS epidemic in the 80's and have survived, literally and in our relationship for 35 years now, so I can't complain! 😆

You "pretended" to fall asleep? Oh you little devil you.

Tell us about your other experiences 🙊😂

My first two “gay” experiences occurred when I was 15. The first , I was molested by my girlfriends older brother. The second I was molested by a 68 year old, district court judge and minister who ended up eventually marrying my older brother and his wife and my sister and her first husband . I told no one as the rural town I lived in had only four streets, including the main. After several missteps, I had two wonderful boyfriends in a row, the second being the love of my life who eventually moved across the country to Florida with his ex. I was devastated. I saw him again a few years later, my feelings for him had not changed, I still loved him utterly and completely! He became a very successful model and escort! I miss him everyday.

Andrew, you are really good at story telling! I love how you look straight into camera. You know how to connect with your viewers. It feels like your talking directly to me :). My first experience was in a tent as well during a back yard sleep over at one of my friends in my neighborhood. We started playing a card game and the loser had to remove an article of clothing. Since we were in boxers and a tee shirt already, it didn't take long before one of us was completely naked. I had no idea my friend was into guys because he had a current girlfriend. Although we didn't do anything sexually other than some quick fondling, I know exactly what you meant when you said it was exhilarating. Unfortunately we never talked about it again or had another experience after that night. I thought he was just experimenting and decided it wasn't for him. We kind of drifted apart in high school but he always had girlfriends. Years later when we were both in college, I had heard that he had been outed and his family was not accepting. He ended up moving out of state.

love your saying "never stop learning". One thing I love about being a nutritionist is my continue education credits for my field. Science is new everyday and is always changing. I think what you are doing is great keep it up man.

Andrew, that was a great story and so similar to my first experience. I really enjoy watching your posts. You are an inspiration to all of us.

You are the 1 one person who helped me come out so i just wanted to say thank you

My first time was when I was 15, with my best friend. I had a girlfriend at the time, and had always dated girls, but there was someting about Mike that just drew me to him. we went everywhere together, and even used to switch clothes at school just to see if anyone would notice. Anyways my girlfriend was extremely jealous of the time ai was spending with Mike, and she told me it was like we were attatched at the hip, and told me that everyone thought we were butt buddies. Or gay. I of course told her I wasn't. I mean if I was, why would I be dating her? So, I decided to tell Mike about this. He insanely good looking by the way, and on the track team, also baseball team. So i told him that my girlfriend thought we were gay, on a sleep over at his house. So he says, there is one way to find out. He told me I should kiss him, and we would at least figure out if I was gay. Not him. I told him i was not going to kiss him, but totally wanted to after he suggested it. Then of course he had to double dog dare me. So, as much as I tried to resist it. I kissed him. And as soon as that kiss was over we just looked at each other, ad went "oh my god." I mean i had kissed plenty of girls, but kissing Mike was the best kiss ever! Well, the next thing I knew we were making out. And, by morning I had my first sexual experience. A kind of mutual thing if you know what I mean. After that, it was all about him, and my girlfriend broke it off with me because I had no time for her. I had fallen totally in love with Mike. This went on for over a year, until i had to move to another town. I was heart broken. I went on to be gay, and years later found him on facebook. Married with 3 kids.

Your vacation footage is great. Always have your audience wanting more. Really gives me something to think about. Thanks again. You’re the Best!

Your story brought up a lot of conflicted memories. I had a bad crush on a football player in high school. He was a senior, 2 years older than me and drop dead handsome. I saw him in the locker room twice and he was my definition of masculine. Furry and muscled. I had a bad case of hero worship. He was a nice guy and would say hi to everyone. I never got the chance to talk to him in high school. 2 years later I was in a class with him in college. Before class everyone would sit on a bench waiting for class to start and we would talk. Nothing deep but it was nice. In class he would always sit with a girl he was tight with in high School but he would always sit with me before class. I was a very shy guy by nature and he always drew me out into a conversation. After class we would walk to the parking lot together and he would always pull off his shirt before he got into his car. It was summer in Miami and always hot. I had so many fantasies about him but couldn't work up the nerve to really say something. I was really inexperienced but I knew I wanted to be with him. One day after class we were sitting on the bench talking and he tapped me on the knee and asked if I wanted to come over his place. I didn't know what to do. I ended up saying what for? I immediately regretted it. The conversation fizzled out. I kept thinking as we walked to the car please ask me again but he didn't. The class ended a couple of days later and while we continued to talk, before class he didn't ask me again. I ran into him twice after college but could never work up the nerve. It hurt for years. Being shy can suck. 30 years later and I still regret it and it still hurts. If you're not currently in a relationship you must find your guy. The regret and pain dims with time but it never really goes away. 30 years later and while successful financially and in my career I'm still single and carry and huge empty place in my soul for what I missed. Find him!

Aww that was so sweet and innocent. I couldn't stop smiling. Thanks for another great video :)

Adorable story. Glad you listened to yourself and were respectful of the other dude. Good luck with the rose growing! How are they so difficult to grow?

What a sweet story. Thanks for posting it. As an old guy, I really love hearing the experiences of young men who grew up in a more positive environment then I did, and who had less shame and self-hatred going on. I never yould have been able to do anything like that at 13.

I could listen to you all day. The way you talk is just amazing. Keep it up. 👍

My first gay experience was in a tent in my mom and dad's backyard with one of the neighbor Farm boys

Took me a while to do anything with another person, (guy or girl) and I was quite disgruntled with my current status. I knew I liked guys, but I also still enjoyed girls. (Had never heard of being bi before). Later that year, messed around a bit, tried both "properly" and confirmed the ol bisexual nature within. Worked out pretty dandy.

I like your videos. I was feeling sad earlier, but now I've cheered up after watching a few of your videos. Thank you, and keep up the good work!

Your story is so beautiful, it melted my heart! And dude!! Your lips are beautiful!

the "pretending" to fall asleep was cute. i might try that 😂

Your experience is very very similar to me. He's a very very hot classmate and one night we decided to touch each other and we are seeing each other in our own places, cuddling very PG13. But when we are leaving his home to town, I tried to talk about it, maybe start a relationship. And he said he's straight and don't want to talk about it. But the weird thing is he get a hard on every time we meet. So I guess Straight Guys are really really fascinating. And after this experience, we have to go back to school after christmas holiday, but the awkward thing is the teacher is arranging the seats and put me next to him, so I just pretty much look after him like a boyfriend and one time I was sick and the next day when I'm back, he misses me a lot. Unfortunately, now he's studying aboard and never talked to me again. I can't say it's sad but still a not too good first experience.

Always exciting to listen to your stories!! Keep it up!!

Andrew, first of all, Happy New Year to you, your family, and your fans! 🥳😷 OK, forgive me but, I couldn't help smiling when you said you and your BSA tentmate heard someone and just "jerked away"! I also love your use of the term "spooning", a term I remember my grandparents using in the '40s & '50s. Now, being your own grandparents age, I thought I'd better check Wicki on its current usage. I smiled again trying to envision two young boys, in separate sleeping bags, having a go at doggie-style. Thanks for bringing back some great memories of my own scouting days, btw ...another reason to smile.

Concerning rose bushes, by Winter, just burlap your roses and they'll prove good in hibernation until the weather warms up. Oh and fertiliser made from fish shall help them to thrive. You can find it at Home Depot. Smells awful, but with enough water the smell subsides. Always make sure you water the roses once or twice a week.

"Sorry Mum, don't watch this Mum" at 7mins 30 when basically the whole story has been said anyways...funny as 😭

i've had almost no experience like that, it's soul crushing and so lonely, but when I did it was great and i never wanted it to end.

Great story, and I know its true because is not over dramatic, just concise and real. Thank you for sharing it

Cant get over how cute your mouth is =)

How about a video about your real first gay experience that went all the way?

Loved the quote “questionable places”. I LOL so hard. Great story. My first experience was with the son of one of my mom’s coworkers, but it was way more the PG-13.

I've been following you on Instagram for months and never knew you made KZfaq videos! !! This was my first one of yours and I love it. my first gay experience was at Boy Scouts too, it was crazy.

I guess I'm an exception. When I was 12 puberty hit and I realized I liked guys. It was 1978. It was a little bit of a surprise but I didn't hate myself for it. By 8th grade I had my first bf. He was awesome. He'd come over to my house and stay the night sometimes. I loved him and he did me too. Next year he had to move because his dad got a job in a different state. After 8th grade I just lived my life. I never shouted it out but I didn't stop being myself either. ❤

I’m 72 never thought I’d be 72 I still love everyone I’ve ever loved.

Hey, love the sit and talk videos and love the "adventure" videos. So keep them both coming. Love from Barcelona x

Too adorable. More first time experiences please Andrew

Mine was at Philmont in Cimarron, NM. One resting camp had a communal shower. It was a good distance from our tents and we had to take a buddy. I went with a guy that I didn't have a crush on but I thought he was ok looking. We walked in and there were barely walls for privacy. We both got naked to take our showers and we both "woke up" from seeing each other. After a few seconds of staring at each other, I ran for hills with my towel covering me. I was too excited, I didn't know what to do. The next 5 or 6 days in the trail were awkward as hell.

I am still trying to figure my sexuality out. At 39 years old & in this age of so many people living by example, I didn't think that once I finally admitted to myself that I am not simply "curious" or "freaky" that I would feel different... I had also fooled myself into believing that since nearly everyone in my life have eventually asked about my sexuality that it wouldn't be a big deal to me or the ones I chose to trust... Suffice it to say that I was so terribly wrong that after one year I am still trembling, still mourning a few friendships that proved themselves fraudulent in light of my "confession" {because that is what it has felt like more often than not, like I am admitting to something wrong due to the reaction I never believed I will experience}. I can say that I now know what courage looks like, what a broken heart feels like, how terrible confusion can be on the spirit and how absolutely foolish it is to make any assumption of knowing how love will make you feel in any situation or instance. I know I am rambling, but I really feel this may be the only outlet I have left that I don't have to explain or justify myself, that sooner or later maybe someone who has been through what I am going through May read this one day and have just the right thing to say. I still don't really know what I am, I've always had fantasies, My first experience was with a pre-op trans woman who was wonderful in every sense and I miss her greatly - she brought the fantasy to reality which had me confront more than I ever thought I would have to about myself. Unfortunately we were meth users at the time and when I gave that up I had to give her up too, but now I know it's not just a sexual inclination. If anyone stopped to read this all the way, I'm more grateful than you can imagine. I don't want to be conflicted anymore... I want to stop trying to find enough courage to scrape up and to just start being brave.

I luv this video. You are so honest and humble yet you are gorgeous. That is hard to find! Keep being transparent! It is adorable

LOL you just got me thinking of my first gay experience,keep up the good work....You're RAD!!!

My first day at univ, we sat alphabetically in a large lecture hall: I was kneeling on my seat, turned aroiund talking to a guy sitting behind me, when the prof came in I turned to sit in my seat and the guy to my right was holding my hand, just there, in class, completely nonchalantly. He was adorable, sweet, masculine and protective of me. We started to become friends and study together. My room at home now had twin beds in an 'L' configuration, Fleck slept in the left bed, a night table between the heads of the bed. As we were falling asleep in respectiv beds, Fleck reached out and took my hand, put it on his pillow and kissed my hand: it was in credible intense, I was flushed, trembling, this had never happaned to me and I adored him. I took his hand now and put it on my bed and put my cheek on his hand and in a millisecond I had an organism...the intensity of the affection, gentle, warm, unambivalent, was the beginning of a 3 1/2 year non-sexual romance.

Loved the video Andrew! I bet that guy is kicking himself right about now.

Hearing all this is so adorable and amazing, yes yes yes. Such cute first gay experience stories

More stories!! (haven't even watched this yet but I know I want more stories from you. Any stories. As long as they are Andrew stories)

Is this really what I do all night... listen to stories of people’s gay experiences, and cry myself to sleep because I haven’t had mine.

Thank you for sharing. Great to hear your first experience. First time I kissed a guy I was so excited my teeth were chattering for ages before and after. All the best with your love life - you're super cute so be discerning :)

Super cute story. Just started watching your videos and enjoying them!

Loved hearing your story Andrew. Hope that you really thrive in Denver.

Such a cute story!

more gay story time!!!

I love you, Andrew! You take a life experience and share it so well....I feel as if I was in the other sleeping bag. Keep being real!

Loved the video! Would you please make a video/videos about your transformation physically. Like a , "how to get muscle" how long did it take you to get results and what was your defining moment to make you want to start lifting. :) Thanks!

Love your honesty,

my first experience was when I was playing spin the bottle with some friends and I had to kiss the new guy he was really cute so of course I kissed him but it was longer than I and everyone expected turned out that he was gay to and now me and him r going out this happend last year and now I'm fourteen he is the best boyfriend ever😁

Aw, the puppies don't click and cuddle? Another cool video, Andrew. Seriously great storytelling skills. Best wishes as you get started at work! June 1? I would be so cool to have an optometrist that was so easy on the eyes and made my heart flutter! ;)

All through my years of growing up I wished I had a cute romantic story of me and a crush! Even if it was just for a week or so idk. I love this story time thanks Andrew☺️

I just cant stop watching ur lips...

Way to prove the stereotype that boy scouts are gay. JK

Great StoryTime buddy :D! Would be cool to hear more stories from yeh -Philip & Shawn

Listening to him talk just makes me melt, literally

1:28 So I am confusion. Why is dis one Kansas, but dis one is not Arkansas. AMERICA EGGS PLAIN! EGGS PLAIN! WHAT DO YOU MEAN ARKAN-SAW!? I'm sorry I had to do it.

New Subscriber! I don't even know what lead me to your videos. Great job, and I look forward to watching you shirtless... sh*t, I mean, your adventures. I look forward to watching your adventures! 👍👍👍

I loooove rosebushes too! And climbing roses. But yeah, they are difficult. I have been struggling with Florida's summer

Nice story. Glad you took the positive out of the experience and went with it!

You sure are a handsome young man, I'm sure you can get any guy you want I really enjoy your videos, keep up the good work

Damn, now I regret not joining boy scouts.

Liked how genuine you were, and no drama. My first experience was nothing like that.

I grew up in a small town near Fayetteville, AR and have slowly related to alot of your stories. Thank you for posting these, it is nice to hear similar stories and have someone completely down to earth and humble that you can relate to. Now if only you were as tall as me... haha

Awwwww that story was cute ☺️☺️☺️☺️

My first experience was sophomore year 2015. I was invited to a party by my friend and me and her went to the party duh😂 I was in the bathroom and I heard something weird so I open the bedroom door and a guy was there drinking on his own... I went to sit with him and he looked at me and I recognised him .. he’s the kid that sits at the back on his own in biology.. I started to talk with him we was there talking for hours. I fell asleep on the bed and idk what he did but by the time I woke up He was still sat in the chair drinking. So I said “hey” and he called me lazy blah blah then he got up and lay next to me.. (by this time I didn’t know I was gay never thought about it) so i was there and they he got under the covers and started to drift of asleep so I got out and then he grabbed my hand and pulled me down and kissed me...

10k Subs! Been watching since less than 500 lol next stop 50k!

Beautifully presented. Thank you for sharing your story, I am sure you have helped many gay men accept themselves. You should be proud.

My first experience was 3 days ago, so we met and chatted together and then he came out to me and we kissed. He is adorable and so hype

Andrew, your a supper nice guy and have a heart of gold and while I have had some interesting experiences in my younger years, your sharing your experiences with us is great, you have a pure soul and tell really great stories. thank you, You Tube is so great for you guys to share stuff, shows us how small and common we all are. I love it.

Cute story Andrew! Loving your videos bud!

I knew I was attracted to other males from a very young age. But I was about 13 when my best friend at the time, he and his family moved to a house one door down from us. The place had this building that had been built like the Cadillac of chicken coops years before, including wood floors. Not sure the place ever saw chickens as it was mainly dusty. So we cleaned the place out thoroughly, fixed the shutters over the windows so they were secured from inside, and installed a lock inside so that we'd have a "club house. We drug sleeping bags and a few other things to make it our place. One day, Mike asked me if I wanted to play strip poker. I'd never played poker at all but of course said yes. Needless to say, I lost everything, at which point he stripped down and we began to fool around, pretending to be a man and a woman. Every afternoon after school we're rush to the club house and get naked and onto the spread out sleeping bag. Sadly, his father had accepted an job on the Louisiana coast in the oil patch, so late that fall they moved. By this time I knew I wanted men more than women, but it was not until college that I went further (heavy petting they'd call it). But at some point a close married female friend who was having an affair with a college guy my age asked me to spend the weekend with him so she could defuse her husband's suspicions. We went and spent the night at his grandparents house 30 miles away, where everyone was gone. We had a few drinks, smoked a joint, and he excused himself a moment, When he came back he was just in his underwear. Within 5 minutes he suggested we head to his bedroom. That evening I was initiated to the pleasures of oral and anal, my first time for both (but he seemed to be too knowledgeable for it to be his first time, especially performing anal on me). I was so surprised how easy anal came and how good it felt to have a man inside me. That night completely settled any question about my sexuality and I've identified as gay ever since. Just another story from the great state of Arkansas!