Anyone get tingles and feel like they gonna cry when she said "every bolt, I would ride through it and every buck, I would sit" or when she said "keeping Casper was the best decision I ever made? Just me, okay, btw I've watched this, like 30 times You are such a good rider, Esme and I look up to you so much and want to be like you one day, I've been riding for four or five years now and I haven't even galloped yet! Anyone else want a horse sooooo badly but their parents wont let them?❤❤❤❤❤🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎❤❤❤❤❤ Edit: I wrote this comment over 2 and a half years ago, and I still do not have a horse but I am no longer angry/sad about that. Yes, sometimes it's hard to see so many people with gorgeous horses and ponies, but at the end of the day I'm just extremely grateful to even be able to ride twice a week. In those 2 years, I have now galloped, ridden/jumped without reins, faced my fears and rode a huge mare (I now love her to pieces), and done so many other amazing things in my riding journey. I know this is just one comment out of many, but I really appreciate all the kinds words of love and support from everyone. 1.4k likes is an insane amount, and thanks to all the 180+ poeple who stopped by to reply and share their story! ❤ Edit 2: I first wrote this comment when I was a 9 year old, horse obsessed little girl. Yes, it is cringey, but it also makes me smile because of how far I've come since then. I am now 14 and am going to start loaning my first pony next week, and am being given opportunities I have only dreamed of since I was 7. If you take the leaps and try your best, dreams really do come true.

*Im slowly wiping your tears of happiness and a great horse bond* 😅 Edit: OMG you like it!

I’ve just realised that her favourite pony was that grey called joey and now she has a dapple grey called joey 🥺❤️

The Joey spirit has carried on 😂

I’ve watched this video like 500 times but it never gets old Love you Esme!

Anybody else hear when she said “this grey here was called Joey and he was definitely one of my favorites” after she has her new horse, Joey!

Omg I'm crying on how casper has gained through the years he isn't the same horse as he was when you first got him he's like a different horse with so much spirit he's not even my horse and I'm so proud of him and mickeys just the same old mickey living and has no idea what's happening 😂❤️

I named my horse Esme coz she gave me inspiration and dedication to ride. ESME YOU ARE MY HERO 🦸‍♀️🐴(thanks to you I won 12 trophies in the show jumping in Australia)

doctor: you have 12 minutes to live me: watches this video

I'm glad you didn't sell Casper. Because you and him have learnt so much and he has taught you and you have taught him a lot of things, and if you got another horse you probably won't even be half the ride you are Well done Esme You have achieved so much on Mickey but even though you have outgrown him he still loves you and you still love him.

My heart melted when you talked about how he bucked and bolted it's so inspirational! ❤❤

Esme That was such a beautiful speech, I'm literally crying me head off

Anyone watching in 2019? Or is that just me? 🤔

You are my riding inspiration. I was thinking of quitting horseback riding but when I saw your videos I was like “damn I want to be as good as her” and I everyday look up for you and your tips

it is so funny as now Esme has a horse named Joey. The first grey pony she showed was named Joey.

Idk why I cried when she said “every buck i sat” those words that has rlly inspired me and I cried 🥺🥺

omg i may have cried on the caspar part, aww

I can’t stop watching her story because it is amazing how good and confident she is. The most amazing thing is she would not give up on her horses.

Why did this make my cry when it came to giving Casper away

This no joke, made me cry. I have wanted a horse for so long now, and, I have no words. "Every bolt, I would ride though it, and every buck, I would sit." This has been such an emotion journey, and I am glad I got to share it with you.

262 dislikes are people that wish they had such a strong ,powerfull bond with their horse🐎🐎🐎🖤🖤

I've watched this over and over again! I wish I could like this one thousand times!

She’s talking about a grey called joey and now she has a grey called joey ahaha cute xx

She rode a grey called Joey and now she has a grey called Joey ! ❤️❤️

I’m jealous that you were able to start so young , and lived on a ranch

You are so lucky!!! I have barely have a backyard. My mum said that I can (finally!) start horse riding lessons. I’m ten, & I watch awesome people like you starting horse riding lessons so young! I’m saving up from chores and lemonade stands so I can start leasing/loaning a horse, but I doubt that until I get my own house, I can’t own a horse.😭🙂😅😭😭😭🐴🐴🦄

At 0:52 she says one of her favourite pony’s was called joey And now esme has her own joey 😂❤️

Old intro brings back so many memories when I started riding and watching her 🥰

OMG esme I was ligit crying 😢 watching that you journey is amazing to she be so proud of both of your boys xxxxxx

who else had small tears when she spoke about never selling casper? man i REALLY want a horse

The bond Esme has with all her horses makes me smile 😊

I can literally watch this thousand times

I love this story so much and I absolutely love how you never gave up on Casper. That takes a lot of guts. You have inspired me so much and I want you to know that! ❤️ I love your channel so much and you have accomplished so much!! Keep persevering !!❤️

Omg my eyes have lost all their tears! Xxxxxx

My fav bit is … “ every bolt I would ride through every buck I would sit !” LOVED IT !!

Who else started crying when she said "I didn't want him to think I'd given up on him" 😭😭😭🥺❤️❤️

Ok this is the 15 time I have watched this and I cried every time 🤪🤪😂

You mickey and Casper were meant to be ! ❤️

You and Casper are the perfect pair never give up on anything

It made me so happy that Casper is so good and that you never gave up on him because now he’s such a good horse

Yes, the tingles indeed! If only every horse owner was as patient and knowledgable as this young lady. Lord knows how many good, worthy horses have been tossed out and labeled, given up on and ended up at auction or worse. Esme, you're the best. Bless you for not giving up.

This is probably my favourite video on your channel This is such an inspirational video Love you Esme Xoxo

It’s amazing how she kept on going and kept Casper she is truly fearless

wow, this made me tear up, you've come so far Esme, and I'm very proud of your progress throughout your journey! I'm very happy that you didn't give up on Casper but instead helped him through his tough days, I'm a teen moving into adulthood as the years go by and honestly couldn't be prouder of you, Mickey, Casper and joey + Duke, I wish you the best through your horsey journey!

OMG such a cute video!! I love the idea (: Thank you for sharing your story, Esme!

im sooo proud of you!

I'm dreading the day mickey passes for Esme. Such a cool little pony

I really was going to give up my pony. He was very green and bucked me off every day. He even rested up on my and fell over and landed on my arm and broke it. But when u made that decision made me wanna keep persisting thank you !

Wish I could like this a billion times!! You are such an inspiration!!

I watched this hours ago but forgot to comment.Your channel has made me more confident around my horses.Thank you for making videos and making me more confident.

I love how you never gave up on Casper. I am only 9 and I have always wanted a horse. 🐎❤️

I am 28 years old and recently got back into riding as I finally have the life stability to do so. Your videos warm my heart beyond words. You are so kind and welcoming and I understand exactly how you feel about your horses, and it shines through so much in your videos. I can tell that they absolutely love you to pieces. I know a lot of your viewers are younger but I wanted to know that you inspire me as well. I wish you and your sweet wonderful equines all the best.

I never new they Casper would buck and throw you off you could not even tell.

This has just made me more confident in riding my horse she’s the same as Casper bucks spooks and bolts but I keep trying and she’s getting better x

I watch this over and over never getting older still crying love you esme casper mickey and joey

this esme's beautiful story of her horses:) i love it you wouldn't have been able to be the greatest equestrian without casper and mickey you guys are the best family

At 5:00 you can tell that they were going to be best friends because there’s a rainbow

It’s 2018 and you sure have improved so much. This video is so emotional and inspirational for me, it’s incredible. Seriously, thank you for everything you do here and when you ride, it’s impeccable.

You should really make another one of these starting from the beginning Esme! Then you could add Joey and everything about Casper and stuff!

It’s so weird to see Mickey being rode! You two look so happy!

Loved this! Made me cry!

The horse on 0:55 is sooooo beautiful, omg ♥

This is a great vid Casper has made so much progress through out the years

I actually cried your story is so beautiful and people should learn from you you always persevere and just never gave up and for some people thats hard to do but you did it and its just so heart warming xxx

The pony that gives you the most confidence, is very often the one that took the most to begin with.

YESSSS a new video. No lie, I binge watched 31 of your videos yesterday. I can’t wait to watch this after seeing your Instagram story!!😄❤️ edit: this is making me emotional.... help.

❤️Can we just Take a second to think how far Esme and Casper have came❤️

This video reminds me so much why I love this channel ❤ wake is such a kind caring person the dedication she puts into her horses is heartwarming :)

aww! At least you tried to get a pony! Even though you have two. Keep up the work Esme! Love you! From Liverpool, North West. Xx

It's great to see how much Casper has improved from when you first got him. He looks like such a fab horse. Well done for not giving up on him ☺️

The part when Esme sad when he buck I sat made me cry

My name is hannah and I can't be the only one that keeps rewatching this. You are the best youtuber EVER!

oh my goodness I never would have thought Casper would have bucked or bolted! you have done so well with him and have come so far! can't wait to see you in the future x

Who else cried like, the whole time! Love this esme!

Mickey and yours sweet relationship litterally has me tearing up

I loved your riding story. I'm glad you kept your horses and never gave up. Your determination will get you far in life! 😁

beautiful ❤ made me cry , but a good cry :')❤

I literally cried through this

My horse bucks me off so much i got scared to ride i wanted to quit riding but i watched this and i felt better so i rid again i love u esme and the 1 %who's reading this u are amazing

Pretty interesting story behind this beautiful horsey princess Esme,the begining is always the hardest,no guts no glory.

I'm speechless, I just love how much effort was put into this! You are one of the most inspiring riders ever, I'm now really excited about jumping 40cm (its not very high I know but I only started riding a year ago at an old riding school) I have finally got a horse to ride. She may not be much but she acts the same a mickey, that's why I love mickey so much! Please keep making videos like you do! I love you so much Esme!

That’s so heartwarming😭😭😭

You r amazing Esme. Thank you for posting every Friday

Honesty, I cried a lot during this video, you have come so far and I’m so glad you made this video to showcase it. You have worked incredibly hard to be where you are today and it has definitely payed off, as you now have 448k subs and you get to have wonderful opportunities. I have only been riding for 3 years, but when I do progress and get better, I want to be exactly like you

Oh my goodness, I’m crying 😭 this is beautiful, you’ve done so well with Casper 💖

Who else was crying? 💕😭

Hi esme I just want to say you have really inspired me to ride it was so hard when I first started I gave up but as soon as I saw your video it inspired me to ride again because of you I would not be who I am today I got my first horse about 2 weeks again keep doing what ur doing u are really inspiring loads xx

u raise my spirit esme for loving horses u are a great rider

5:01 Wow! A rainbow!! 🌈

You are lucky, because we don’t have enough room at our house plus our neighbourhood dose not allow farm animals. And how I ride is I lease and I DREAM of a horse for my own. (If I miss spelled something..............I suck at spelling XD)

She is literally living the dream two horses I'm jealous

Is anyone else watching in 2020!? Such a beautiful story!! Could watch again and again ❤️

This is definitely the best video of yours Esme.(I even watched it twice 😂)It is adorable. Your speech about persevering with Casper was so emotional it nearly had me in tears as I can relate to some of it with my pony and you’ve made me realise (as you said) there is a light at the end of the tunnel. Toby, Bruno, Willow, Mickey and Casper are all amazing. And you should be so proud of yourself and where you are today! Also those photos of you and Mickey are so cute. Your channel has grown so much and it is growing even more with every single video you make getting better and better. Keep up the awesome work and look forward for what the future may bring. Xxx ❤️

Omg I loveee you #earlysquad I cant put into words how much I love you and your videos

This made me cry good job for not giving up on Casper your so nice and brave

This is such an amazing story Esme! You have really inspired me to ride and I have not jumped yet but I will soon but I do know how to canter I am working on a perfect canter over poles keep up the good work love your vids! edit one: This is my update and I have jumped cantered and fallen off many times! but I guess it all apart of the experience but I just can not believe how much I have improved due to watched and learning from Esme! Esme, I just want to say I can not wait until your next in video and just how much your channel has grown! you might even reach 1M soon beacuse you are so close i love Duke, Micky Casper and of course joey. Sorry for just commenting this even though you posted this 5 years ago I will definitely do another edit!

Im not crying...I just have dust in my eyes...

I love this. I like when you said I had to hang on for dear life. And it made a little sad when you said your parents said you might want to sell Casper. Glad you didn’t

That bit about sitting through the bucks and how you said keeping him was the best decision of you’re life honestly made me cry x

I didn’t cry, I just started cutting onions when she talked about Casper