Thank you for sharing. I had 2 miscarriages before my 5 children and I had that same guttural cry as you did. It's an instinctual outpouring of grief and a broken heart. 💔

Sorry for your loss. Thank you so much for sharing your story. A couple years ago I was pregnant with twins and at 14 weeks we found out they had a fatal heart condition and they wouldn’t be able to live outside the womb. For weeks and weeks we saw different specialist and they all told us nothing could be done and that we should terminate the pregnancy because I “wouldn’t be getting anything at the end of it”. We were told that they would either pass away in my belly or shortly after they were born and that I was putting my life at risk for nothing. We told them no and that we were going to care for these babies as long as God allows us to and that he entrusted us with them even if it was for a short time. On April 13, 2020 I gave birth to my two little girls Nevaeh Grace and Briella Faith via c-section. My husband got to hold them for 30 min before they passed away in his arms. It was so amazing but also so sad to watch him talk to them and pray over them and just love on them. When you spoke about crying in the depths of your soul I totally felt that feeling again. But God is so faithful and 5 months after we lost the twins we surprisingly found out that we were pregnant again with a healthy baby girl. It’s still so painful to think about but I’m also so honored to be chosen to be their mom. Thanks again for sharing! God bless you and your family!

So sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing your story. I had three healthy babies prior to 2021. Never had an issue. I have a 5yo, 4yo, and 2yo. Then last year we had two unexpected second trimester losses back to back. We lost our son, Darcy, at 15 weeks (found out at 16 weeks). We then unexpectedly got pregnant a few weeks later with our daughter, Liesl. We lost her at 14 weeks (likely passed at 13 weeks). I never had any signs. I was still very sick and had all my normal pregnany symptoms. In both instances, I chose to be induced and delivered our sweet babies...Darcy on May 20th and Liesl on September 9th. Both were perfect little babies, and we all miss them terribly.

Thank you for sharing this! I had a miscarriage too last year, was my first pregnancy and I was so heartbroken. Now I praise the Lord that I am 21 weeks pregnant of our baby boy, praying everyday for him to be healthy and strong.

Praise God, thank you for sharing this. I lost my first baby and ending up having to have a D&C bc the baby wouldn't pass on their own. You are not alone. You are a strong woman that the Lord has a precious plan for.

The miscarriage description! It is a feeling you never forget

I wish I could hold your hand and we have this conversation!

Sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing. I had a miscarriage at 7 weeks with my first pregnancy. I am so thankful that I was also able to let nature take its course at home, which felt like the least traumatic option. It's hard to trust my body and the process after a miscarriage and I have had a lot of anxiety in my pregnancies. But God has blessed me with 3 beautiful children since then. Ultimately miscarriage has taught me that life is never guaranteed and to cherish the days we have with the people we love.

I had 4 miscarriages within a short span, 2 of them in the same year. One evening after my 4th miscarriage I went to sit at my desk and accepted that it wasnt Gods plan for more kids. And I thanked Him for the 2 boys I did have. And all of a sudden I heard a clear audiable voice in my head. He said " You will have more kids when your older" It was so clear I actually chuckled & responded "yeah I wont doubt it" Well I did have more kids. A few years later I got pregnant and had 4 more kids back to back, I have twins (prego 3 yrs straight)

I’m so sorry for your loss! I appreciate your transparency and heart to encourage other women. I lost a baby at 8 weeks along. It was my fourth pregnancy. My baby’s heartbeat was strong on the ultrasound but my body just couldn’t hold onto her. Praying for you as you continue to process this trauma. 💜

I’ve been following you for years and the journey you’ve been so wonderful to share with the world is so inspiring. The way the Lord has worked in your life is just so-REAL! All of those “but God” moments that you’ve shared aren’t phony, or made up! You’ve shared the good, the bad and the ugly and you’ve ALWAYS been so sure to highlight the silver linings! Because with God there are more than we can ever count! The spirit is alive and thriving in you, Shirley!

"I know my baby wasn't alive in me anymore...... But I felt the baby was safe!" Yep!

My heart broke for you while listening to your story ❤️ I can’t imagine how difficult this was for you & your husband, especially as newlyweds! I commented on your last video that I’d experienced a miscarriage last year, too. Your video really resonated with me and my experience. I know that despite the discomfort of sharing your story you will be a blessing to other mamas who are searching for comfort when they go through a miscarriage, too ❤️ There is so much comfort in knowing you aren’t alone. Your story will be a blessing & comfort to many ❤️

Thank you so much for being so open and raw with your heartbreaking experience. I will absolutely pray for you all during this continued time of healing as well as the new addition to the family 🤍

We have three beautiful children here on earth and four in heaven. It’s such a hard thing. I’m sorry you had to experience that loss.

My heart pounded so hard listening to your story! We went through our 5th passing past sept and I can relate everything you said physically and emotionally but come out of it knowing Gods hand was over every step of everything 💗

Thank you for this video.. I have been holding the pain inside since I miscarried back in June. It was a hard time and still is hard. Definitely walking through the valley right now but like you said, God is still good. Thank you for the encouragement and I pray blessings over your new baby and family.

I’m so sorry for your loss 💔 thank you so much for sharing your story 🙏

Thank you for your vulnerability and transparency 💕 it truly helps us feel less alone.

My miscarriage story is almost the exact same to yours. I lost my fourth baby in June 2020, (the day before my birthday), and it was truly a traumatic experience. Knowing my baby wasn’t alive inside of me, but not wanting to let go was so so hard. My husband was at the fire station when my body was letting go, and my mother-in-law came and got the kids. The cramping was unreal. I turned on some worship music and praised God through it even though it was such a painful time. I knew he would use it for His glory.