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Lauren Rogers is our guest today for this epic two-part Mormon Stories interview. After suffering through a restrictive diet, harassment, and medical neglect on her Mormon mission to Chile, Lauren found herself permanently disabled as she made her way back home to the US.
In part two, Lauren also tells us about the same-sex attraction she repressed throughout her life as a devout Mormon and descendant of Brigham Young, eventually leading to an extremely fascinating exit from the church and a wildly eye-opening description of how she continues a healthy relationship with her husband.
It’s a gripping story from start to finish! Even Lauren’s shelf breaker and realizations about God might be a first-ever for Mormon Stories! We hope you’ll resonate with Lauren’s incredible, epic story!
Part 2 of Lauren's Mormon story can be found here: • Coming Out as Lesbian ...
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Show Notes:
-Lauren’s Tiktok: www.tiktok.com/@exmo_mom_?lan...
-Ted Lyon MS episode: www.mormonstories.org/podcast...
-Gospel topics essays: www.churchofjesuschrist.org/s...
-Matt Harris Mormon Stories episode: • Whiteness Theology and...
-Eldon Kartchner - www.mormonstories.org/podcast...
-Josh and Lolly Weed: www.mormonstories.org/podcast...
Time codes:
Part 1:
00:00 Introducing Lauren and the #MyMormonStory challenge
07:02 Descendent Brigham Young and orthodox household
11:45 First panic from gay feelings, having a gay older brother
20:40 Shame during teen years
25:45 Lauren’s testimony as a teen
28:49 Being called to Chile despite health concerns, what priesthood blessings mean
38:20 Effects of corrupt Chile baptisms, diet difficulty
42:41 Not voicing her sexual assaults or concerns to show faith
52:50 Lack of food and money on the mission
1:02:27 Teaching a lesbian couple
1:07:50 Pushing through sickness on mission
1:16:00 Mission presidents' incentive to keep missionaries in the field
1:18:30 Contracting mono without ability to rest
1:21:09 Mission pres interview, she repents
1:24:50 Coming home, reflecting on the neglect within missions
1:32:50 Wishing she would have advocated for herself but was fearful of shame
1:35:15 Lauren's diagnosis
1:39:35 "The reward for my faithful service was feeling like death all the time."
1:49:00 Difficulty dating, unable to understand sexuality
1:56:18 Carah's thoughts and clarification about sex before marriage
2:00:01 Engagement, humiliation about potential canceling wedding, feminist concerns with temple
2:04:10 Panic attack on wedding night, aversion
2:07:38 Discussion about female sexual arousal, mixed-orientation marriage
2:13:00 Seeking help from OBGYN for painful sex, told to have a baby
2:14:55 Lauren: "I'm just gay!"
2:16:30 Mixed orientation marriage
2:20:00 Mixed orientation marriage outside of religious context
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