Darling, have you heard or read anything from Dr. Terry Wahls? She herself has MS and its a wonderful book ... she has lots of information on youtube with TED. Wishing you so much health and happiness darling, i really really do xxxx

Speaking as a neurologist, please make sure you have been tested for a disease called neuromyelitis optica. This is a rare disease that is often mistaken for MS and has a different treatment approach, so it's an important distinction. It frequently presents with optic neuritis. I'm the type of viewer who never comments, but I would feel completely remiss if I didn't mention this. Best of luck in your journey. You should be applauded for your positive attitude!

"He never gave me anything in my life...apart from MS" this really broke my heart, stay strong! 💕

Nicola, thank you for using your social media platform to reach millions of people impacted by Multiple Sclerosis. Your bravery in sharing will help others feel less alone. From one MS Neurologist to one person living with the condition, thank you!

I got diagnosed at the age of 19... Today I'm a doctor! Not letting the disease define me. :) Thank you for sharing!!!

Love you xx

My mom has MS and is living a very happy, healthy life. She has bad days, but instead of calling them bad, we call them Plan B days. I know how difficult it can be to feel like you're a burden in some ways on your family or to feel like your not the mother you want to be. As someone who is the child of a beautiful woman who has MS, I just want you to know that you're incredible. And your strength is astounding. And so inspiring. And it's okay to be physically tired sometimes, that doesn't make you weak. Your grace is astounding to us. ❤️

For people who don't know what MS is. Basically, there is a fatty tissue called Myelin which protects and insulates the nerve cells and allows them to conduct impulses quickly to parts of the body. MS is when this myelin breaks down, therefore, nerve cells can't conduct impulses effectively meaning the nervous system can't communicate properly and function well. Hope that helped.

Thank you so much to everyone for all your comment. I am reading them all. I'm not replying as there are so many and I'm. It sure I could do them all justice. Reading is good for the brain which is good as I have done a lot over the last few days with all the comments 😂Please continue to post and I will continue to read them all. It's amazing how many people have their own shit going on and I'm so pleased we are all sharing our stories. Xx

So sad to hear the line "he never gave me anything in life except MS" 😔😔

I was diagnosed with MS last year so I know how you feel. You're an inspiration. ❤️

I am 22 and was diagnosed with relapsing remitting multiple schlerosis at 19. When I found out I really thought I was going to die from this. I thought I was going to be in a wheelchair and was never going to be able to walk or swim or do anything. I was so upset because I didnt know what it was. For a very common disease, a lot of people dont know what it is. Ive experienced MRI scans, lumber punctures, double vision, numbness and tingling from my chest down to the point where I could hardly walk. I was in and out of hospital for weeks and off work for months. I get clumsy with my hands and my brain get jumbly and I cant find the words for things but I manage. I take medication and I rest when my body tells me to and I try keep active and eat well. Sometimes I forget I have MS and then I do something and my body tells me that I need to slow down. I havent had a relapse in two years but I do experience a lot of fatique on a weekly basis. Despite all that you just have to live your life to the full

Never commented before. Just wanted to let you know I got MS to. Diagnosed at age 18 - my world crashed. But decided to grab myself all together. Graduated from university, got a job even though everyday I'm exhaused. A year ago my boyfried (who I was with for 8 years) broke up with me because he coudn't take it. Anyway what I wanted to tell is is that I always wanted to become a makeup artist but gave up on it because my hands are sometimes clumsy... Now I'm 26, today quited job. But you inspired me to try again. Tears fall down from my eyes but these are good ones.

You weren't crying because you felt sorry for yourself. You were crying because of the stress of telling the whole world. Thanks for sharing.. I'm sure you have been encouraging to many people,

You are very brave, and strong. I just want you to know that I believe in you. My Mom has MS. She got diagnosed in her early 20s, and I've seen her go through the trails that it has caused her. She never gave up though, and is still fighting. She is in her 60s now and doing well. I just want you to know that you can get through this. You are beautiful, inspiring, and a fighter. ❤️ this is actually the first video of yours that I've seen, but you are already an inspiration. :) I believe in you❤️

I was diagnosed when I was 20, now I'm in medical school, with hopes of being a doctor. This disease can be crazy, but it doesn't define me. Thank you for sharing your story! ❤❤❤

'He gave me nothing my whole life, apart from MS' this is so sad, you strong beautiful talented woman xx

I have MS too...going to be 59 this year and I wake every morning thankful I can get out of bed on my own. Everyday is a good day...keep paying attention to your triggers...maybe one day when your my age they will have found a cure!

You are a Warrior!!! Blessings to you...you are a Gift!

That was really sad when she sad her biological dad only gave her ms :(. much love and hope send your way👩‍❤️‍👩

From a Breast Cancer warrior to a M.S. warrior, fight on love 😘✌❤

I just want you to know that my Mom had MS from when I was a baby...she was an awesome, brilliant and kind woman who rarely told anyone because she had decided that it would not rule her life and giving it words gave it power (not sure if I agreed with her but it was her choice). Symptoms came and went and came and went for more than 50 years. but she just kept on. She was active and vibrant until she died last year, one month before her 90th birthday. I can only say that I hope you live as long (or longer) and as well. All good things to you,

Im crying watching this. I have watched you for years. You made me fall in love with makeup. God bless you. You inspire so many. Im a mom of 4 so I know that feeling (orly a mom knows) when you can even afford to get sick because your kid need you. Thank you for sharing your story.

I somehow stumbled on your channel and I have been binge watching. I came across this video. Thank you for sharing your story. You are so right we all have struggles or a struggle. You are one very special lady. I totally enjoy watching your podcasts. Many blessings to you!

Nic, I have been watching you and Sam since 2010. I was diagnosed with MS after a bout of optic neuritis in my left eye (I went totally blind) in 2013, I was 23-years-old. I'm crying because I was so scared at first and I spent probably a solid month just watching you guys while I was getting diagnosed, (especially after getting a horrible lumbar puncture headache that I had to get a blood patch for) sitting in front of my mirror, with my laptop next to me, following along with your makeup tutorials, trying to figure out how to do my makeup half blind, in case I never got my sight back - I did get it back. You guys had so much to do with my recovery. I have been on three different meds - the first one was amazing but I can't take it anymore - and I have had one relapse - in the other eye - since my diagnosis. I don't know why this means so much to me, but I look up to you so much and I just wanted to say thank you for speaking out and showing people that MS is livable. Every word is EXACTLY how I feel and what I've thought and I can't stop crying! UGH, I love you so much for this (and for other things.) Here's to being positive, being sexy, having a real dumb immune system, and living the shit outta life. xoxoxo

My grandmother has MS and back in May we were celebrating her 80th birthday! You're so strong and inspirational to share your story with us!😘💗

My uncle had MS. He had the worst kind of it and everything happened so quickly. He was in the music business and such an amazing, funny, kind person. I totally feel for you and appreciate you telling us your story. Stay strong xx

I have MS too. I know the stuggle! I'm here if you need anything. We are not our disease, it doesn't define you, it's just a part of you.

Crying is not weakness. It takes a strong person to cry publicly and an even stronger person to share their lives with a bunch of strangers. Also, you only cried when talking about your family which to me means you're more concerned about how this will effect them rather than feeling sorry for yourself! Also, even if you were to be a single women without a partner or children it's okay to cry when talking about it... after all you are allowed to mourn the life you thought you were going to have.

I was diagnosed with MS last month. I'm having to be selective about who I tell so it doesn't affect my work. Thank you for this video, I feel less alone.

Powerful video. Thanks for being brave and sharing. My mom has had MS for 25 years. She's a beautiful strong woman like you. Every day is different but she lives a wonderful life at age 67. God bless you!

I completely understand you. Maybe I don't have the MS, but at my 23rd bday I was diagnosed with breast cancer. Luckily (however it sounds...) it's not dangerous, but, unluckily it very possible to develop into maligant/dangerous cancer. Another minus - it is so deep in my breast that removing this can damage my breast, so, when I decide to have a child, I might not be able to breastfed. What is more - I am in a group of huge risk of cervical cancer. I am just 23... Similarly to you - my breast is sometimes in such a big pain..But this pain reminds me to be happy, to enjoy every moment. I know that the only thing I can do is to eat healthy, workout, have a good sleep and avoid stress. I wish everybody who is sick to be happy and to believe in our future. I know that listening to out body, keeping a balance in our lives will save us. Bless you and your family!

I met you Nic a few weeks before Edie was born, you did my makeup for style me beautiful and I had just finished my cancer treatment. You were so kind and so supportive to me, I remember looking in your eyes (not as creepy as it sounds honestly 😂) and thinking how gorgeous and kind you are. You are really brave for sharing your story and your positivity will get you through. Your husband is just incredible too, what a good man. Xxxxx

MS is not the only thing your Dad gave you. Because all the horrible memories you have of him made you the person you are today, made you stronger. And you are an incredible, beautiful, strong and amazing woman. The strongest believe that you can have in your life, is believing that everything happens the way it is supposed to happen. Life has got its own rules. ❤️

Thank you for sharing - MS needs so much more awareness. I hope it can be stopped someday soon.

This was so emotional. I cried through out the whole video..😭 everybody has hardships throughout life but it's how you make it and the fact you was able to talk about it on media is so inspiring you would be very surprised how healthy this really could be to know you can't walk one day but having inspiration you can will make a whole difference in your life..make you stronger..make you walk again..figuratively speaking on your end....real life situation for others..i love this❤ don't let M.S. take over your life ..you need to inspire yourself to keep "walking" ❤❤❤

I'm 23 & have MS as well. This just made me love you so much more than I already did ... the respect I have for you is immense. My heart is with you, beautiful ❣️

Dear Nic, I am a silent viewer even though I have been watching your channel for a few years now. I want to tell you are a brave, strong and beautiful woman with a great sense of humour, a lovely personality and a big big heart. You inspire and cheer up thousands of people from all around the world every day and I want to thank you for all your brilliant work and I also want to thank you for sharing this very personal information with us. I think you must really feel it that after this video there is so much love going out to you and coming your way from all of us, your youtube family. I am very glad that you have found your way of living with this illness and I am especially glad that you have such a great family who always support you. You are amazing Nic and you will be fine, I am sure. Lots of love to you!!! xxx

Thats terrifying I'm so sorry to hear that ! ❤️❤️❤️ Be strong stay strong 🌼🙏

This is very helpful for all the people that have this ill. You are a great woman, Nic. Keep on doing what you do! Wish you all the best. xxx

My Mam has MS, she's the strongest and most independent woman I know. When she first relapsed we had no idea what was happening to her, no doctors would hear her out and they kept dismissing her. It was heartbreaking to see her so debilitated, I then had to take care of a mother that always takes care of me. I was actually extremely relieved when we found out she had MS and I know it sounds bad because it's a horrible disease, but I was so terrified it would be brain cancer and that my Mam would be taken away from me. It's not a death sentence, but it is extremely hard. She worries that she will pass it on to me, but I'm not worried. I'll just be as strong as her and as strong as you, stay strong you sweet MS warrior💕

you closed your video saying that the next video will be much more positive, but, to me what you've just filmed is the most positive message ever. you show your strength no matter what, you show hope and an enormous positivity. you work your ass off, you grow your beautiful children and clearly deeply love your husband and your family. thank you for sharing this moment with us, it was very powerful and beautiful

Thank you for making this video. I was diagnosed with relapsing remitting MS in November 2016 when I was 23. My son was 8 months old. It's so exhausting, but I just keep pushing through because that's all you can do. These videos help a lot. ❤️

Thank you, thank you for reminding us all to be kinder to each other- as we don’t know what others may be dealing with in their lives (which may appear to be perfect). I relate to your story on two levels, as someone also with what can be an invisible chronic illness but also as someone that may forget that others have things they are dealing with or just barely surviving with and to be kinder in general. Thank you.

My dad is a shit. My dad also has MS. We don't speak because he is an awful human being. But I am so frightened of being diagnosed after watching him deteriorate. You stopped me from feeling so afraid. Thank you, thank you. You are so empowering. Such an incredible person. The MS does not define you in any way. ❤️

My mother has MS since 1998. She is still walking, talking, and living a perfectly normal life. I an honored that she has made it this far and that she met my son because i remember there were nights after she would take her medication and react horribly to it and i would think she isnt gonna make it. But here she is 19 years later babysitting my son. Stay positive and hopeful keep smyelin.

I'm devastated to hear this. I too have been experiencing problems and have an MRI (of my brain) scheduled this Friday, which will likely lead to more testing. I fear it is MS. This may seem odd given I've never met you or Sam, but you both are amazing people. I follow Pixiwoo and support Real Techniques not only because of your vast knowledge and adept skill, but because you are both genuine and kind...authentic. I love the video of you and your Mom (Mum)...and know where you both get your wonderful personality. My hats off to her for raising not only bright and well adjusted children, but also kind and compassionate. I too am a single mom and have a deep appreciation for the sacrifices she made to keep you safe, healthy and happy. I will keep you and Sam, brothers, Mom and children in my prayers. Stay strong and brave and I will try to do the same.

Thank you for being so brave, and sharing your story with us. It's so important to be vulnerable (in the moment of sharing) and share our stories. But I know you are extremely strong in how you cope, survive and THRIVE every day while dealing with the illness. I personally have chronic eczema on my body that is a daily challenge to manage, it doesn't sound like much but imagine constant nagging itch that you can't scratch, in the most inconvenient places (back of thighs, your elbows, your back, areas you need to sit or put in contact with other things at some point). But anyway. We all find ways to cope. So thank you and I stand with you in sharing stories xx

I have that same feeling. I have a brain tumor called prolactinoma that i've had for a couple of years and I am perfectly fine and living my life, but for some reason I start crying when I open up about it. I always wonder why I get so emotional about it because I'm not scared and I know it will be gone one day. Thank you for sharing! It's always makes me feel good when I hear other people's stories and see how they are surviving. Makes me feel less alone and more normal.

I think I understand your tears. I too was diagnosed with MS 10 years ago. My Father had a terrible progressive course with MS that took his life after a 10 year struggle. The day I was diagnosed I thought my life was over. I cried watching your video because while my disease is generally quiet in comparison to my Dads,I am reminded of the enormous loss I felt/feel with the disease. The mostly subtle physical effects are a daily reminder that I'm not in control of everything after all 😏 But-as you said,,life goes on,,,and it's a good life. We cry maybe for the loss of a free spirit that was taken with a diagnosis of something our firsthand experience with was pretty dreadful. And maybe we cry because we are thankful yet tentative that we won't repeat the course of our Fathers. I believe our lives are full of hope, love, and laughs. My tears sometimes surprise me, but overall,,,I'm not so afraid anymore about MS. Thank you for sharing your story.

You're such a strong and inspirational woman nic! My Nan has had MS for as long as I can remember and although it's slowed her down over the years she lives life to the full and doesn't let it get her down ☺️ she goes to a local MS therapy centre weekly and sits in an oxygen tank which really helps with her energy levels and general well being. Maybe if you haven't already it's worth seeing if there's a place like it near you xxx

Thank you sharing. Sending you much love. So many of us and our loved ones struggle with heavy things like this- it helps to know we are not alone. And it's a good reminder to have extra compassion and understanding for those around us because we don't know what they are walking with. ❤️

You're not crying because you feel sorry for yourself but because you have been strong for so long & you are entitled to that. Sometimes it is good to have a release. It is important to let it out. Your strength and positivity is truly inspiring. God bless! Xo

My childhood best friend was diagnosed with a very progressive and very aggressive form of MS by the time he was diagnosed he was told he had a couple of years left to live. he found this doctor in Chicago named Dr. Burt who has literslly cured many people of MS with stem cell replacement. My friend is jist at his 1 year mark since going to see Dr. Burt and has NO active MS. he is back at work full time he is back at the gym and he is leading a full life. he feels like he was granted a miracle and I agree. So when I see stories of MS I tell everyone find this doctor (He has videos all over KZfaq w/ his former patients) he may just be able to help all of those with MS

Your optimism shines through! I've been diagnosed with a chronic disease and it's a gutting at first but yes, it can be so much worse. Hugs to you and I'm so glad you have such a great support network x

You know tears don't only come from "feeling sorry for yourself". You seemed a bit nervous to basically announce it. Thank you for sharing such a personal detail of your life which doesn't define you! Your beautiful in every way that I can see. ❤

"I have MS and I have a life to live. I have a whole life to live." What an amazing perspective

So brave for sharing.... your dad may passed down the Gene but your mums strength will see you through 💖

You're amazing, this was so inspiring to watch. I personally do not suffer with MS but listening to you speak about how you got yourself out of a dark time and how you came to terms with it has really helped me when thinking about my own dark times and issues to cope with and accept. Thank you for sharing, very brave and powerful and you should be so proud of who you are and how far you have fought to be that person xxx

I did meet you on the IMATS in London about 2009 and never forgot how kind and lovely you were that day and how you took so much time talking to me and my friends. You are such a beautiful and powerful woman and I wish you all the best for your health and your life. Keep listening to your body very careful and take a rest if you feel like it, that is the most important thing to do: listening to what your body needs. The whole video I felt like giving you a hug 'cause it feels like I've been knowing you for such a long time.

You're just a beautiful beam of light. And this isn't some phoney KZfaq comment, either. You may not remember, but you replied to a comment I had left when you spoke about your previous mc; you don't know it but you pulled me out of a dark, dark place. I had just lost my first child and your words of encouragement helped me so much. Such a beautiful soul and praying for you and yours ❤️

My Husband has MS and I know the support system is a blessing. Be strong 💪 be positive and keep your beautiful smile

I’m so sorry that you have to go through this. Your positive attitude towards this so amazing and I’m sure people going through something similar will really appreciate this video as I do ❤️❤️❤️

Thank you for sharing this. A dear friend of mine was diagnosed years ago and she has managed to maintain a normal life, she is remarkable in her approach to this. You are doing it too, managing it, and as you say, we all have nasty stuff to deal with. So glad to know that you are maintaining a healthy life style, that is so important. Stay strong and enjoy life!

You are incredible!! This illness will not define you, Nicola Haste defines you, your personality, your children, husband, makeup days, nomakeup days, bad days, good days, holidays, parties, quiet nights in, movie days, days out, days in pjs, photos, memories, everything else makes your life, NOT your illness! We're all here to give you as much love and support you need X

I'm newly diagnosed as of two months ago; like you, optic neuritis in my left eye with permanent damage. MRI and lumbar puncture ordered, fortunately no illness but scared stiff! No warning, no family history, nothing and BANG, MS! I applaud you for sharing your story but please don't be scared because you can fight this. A girl like me needs a role model like you. I'm scared for my future too but if I dwell on it, I'll drown myself. We've got this! MS is a bitch of a disease but it doesn't deserve to steal your spirit, your smile and your beauty. Stay strong. And please keep sharing. You're amazing! P.S. Totally understand not wanting to tell people. I don't want a pity party because I live a relatively good life. Yes, I have shit days but I don't want people treating me differently. I'm a RRMSer too and I don't need nor want sympathy. I'm still me. And by the way, you're a proud PabMS; a person affected by MS. Embrace it gorgeous.

You are such an inspiration 💛 Keep staying strong and being the beautiful human being you are 💛🙏🏻💛🙏🏻💛🙏🏻💛🙏🏻💛🙏🏻

Such a strong and emotional video. My nan has MS and I may have it too, it is so comforting to see someone with such influence talking about it.

I have MS as well... I found this video to be very inspirational. I cried with you, and know how it feels to be completely helpless and at the mercy of your body. I was diagnosed in 2014. It's nice to feel like you aren't alone, so thank you for having the courage to make this video. MS does not define me, and I'm glad you feel that way too. I wish you the best, and know that 2.3 million of us are fighting this battle with you. XOXO

I don't think you're feeling sorry for yourself at all, to me it seems you're feeling vulnerable by putting something so personal in the public and that's a truly brave thing. I think you should be proud of embracing and pushing through that vulnerability to share your story. 💗

You are absolutely right, much of us are dealing with things that we don’t share and just filter from social media. So brave! Thanks for sharing. 💕✨

Sharing your story is very healing, for you and others. I loved what you said about listening to your body and resting when you need to. I don't have MS but I do have PTSD and that is exactly what I do in order to live my life. I love watching you and your sister. These tutorials are very relaxing when I need to turn off my mind 💙

You are one brave lady Nic. Thank you for sharing your story. Sending you my love.

Thank you for sharing this. I know how hard it is to do. l was diagnosed with cancer while pregnant 5 years ago. Went through some horrific body surgery. Had zero confidence. While recuperating, I discovered Pixiwoo. You have been a life-line to me when I was very ill. I have been in remission for a couple of years but Pixiwoo has helped give me my confidence back. I'll never wear a bikini again but I'll have stunning make-up thanks to ye! Look after yourself. xx

My mother has stage four lung cancer, Ms, and Lupus. She's in bad shape now from the cancer especially and it's so hard to watch her go through this. I'm so thankful for you sharing this story. And I will forever keep you in my prayers. Many hugs to you 💙❤️💚

Thank you for sharing - I love that you are so strong to share this. You are so right that we all have struggles - thank you for being so honest and open x

optic neuritis is a clear precursor MS. if nothing else, you have raised awareness of reporting ANY visual acuity changes. and you have done so much more than that Nic. post lumbar spinal headache is one of the single worse conditions in terms of measurable physiological effects of pain. heart rate, BP etc. the key factor with MS is variability in prognosis. no one knows their timeline. it's a seize the day mentality to push forward not knowing how long remission periods last or time. you are incredible.

This made me cry and this is the first time I'm ever commenting on a video. I was diagnosed with MS three weeks ago, two weeks before my 21st birthday and I understand how hard it is. I have been crying for a month straight and grieving and i am just starting to digest this new part of my life. I now know that I need to focus on myself and listen to my body when it tells me to slow down. Thank you for this honest video, I see your heart through the screen and your light shines brighter than ever. You are so strong and you will do amazing through all of this, the ups and the downs. ❤️❤️❤️

It’s not horrible at all to watch, it’s inspiring as always you are inspiring, charismatic, and real ❤️

This is the bravest video and you have the best attitude that you possibly could do. I lost my dad five years ago to primary progressive MS and having watched him deteriorate, I can't even imagine how terrifying it would be to get the diagnosis, despite every case of MS being different. I hope with all my heart that you don't have further attacks and that the research and treatments continue to develop so that you can live life to the full with your family xxx

Hunny - thank you. I don't have MS but I have personally been bedridden the past couple of months after finding out about some medical issues of my own. Your strength gives me strength and made/makes me more motivated to get on with the good parts of life, instead of letting my mind roam to all of the dark thoughts of pity and worthlessness. Thank you.

Brilliant video! I was diagnosed with ALS (MND, a progressive neuromuscular degenerative disease) at 28 and when I first found out everything I looked up was so scary. It's terrifying, the hands we were dealt, but you have got to live everyday! Try everything. If I spent time feeling sorry for myself I would miss many wonderful things and that I think could be worse than the actual diagnosis. Thank you for sharing

aww you are so precious. I have come across so many people lately that have been so courageous in sharing emotional stories. You are very brave.

You are amazing! So brave to open up in such an honest way. Beautiful person inside and out, your strength will help so many people. Family and friends must be so proud by you. You and your sister have always been such an inspiration and this video has enhanced that. Your outlook and honesty is so engaging, uplifting and stunning. Wishing you lots of love and support. xxxxx

@8:12 that moment when you realize , the partner of your life is with you .. no matter what .. bless him 💔😢

hi nic. i too have m.s. my dad also has it. he has secondary progressive and i have the same as you. except that i have the type called "highly active RRMS" I average around 4-6 relapses a year. i was diagnosed when i was 20 so its been 12 years now. when i was diagnosed there were few treatments and i quickly went down hill due to a stressful job until i was bedbound. i stayed thay way for 2 years. in those 2 years i found this channel and watched it religiously. i know exactly how u feel. please dont be scared about the future. 4 years ago i was put on a treatment called tysabri. i NEVER had a relapse again. our old flare ups may heal but not fully or those lessions (scars) may completely heal but know that your life expectancy is exactly the same. we just dont have an immune system that works the way it should. instead of fighting off infections its attacking our brain and central nervous system. you have to have a good balance. which u seem to have. you must gove yourself time to rest. our body works 10x as hard than someone without ms. you will absolutely see your kids get married. my dad walked me down the isle. the treatments available now are incredible compared to when i first found out. also, our ms lays dormant when we get pregnant (they dont know why yet) and attacks after the birth. so when i had my first child 7 years ago i was bed bound again for a while. funny story, when i was stuck in bed watching your channel, i was trying to teach my husband how to do makeup on me 😂😂 if i couldn't do it, someone had to 😊 he still cant do it but was such a sport for trying. now i dont need any help. i can manage quite well. thank you and your sister for keeping me company and distracting me in one of the darkest moments of my life. we will both be bloody fantastic 😘 xoxo

Thanks for sharing. Nothing is more important than sharing your problems to know you are not alone & of course you are helping people that has the same problem or similar ones. Huge hugs dear.

Can't tell you how touched I am to hear your story. You are woman of courage and beauty, never forget how loved you are. I've been following your channel for years. As I've gotten older, it's crazy to see how things change. People get older, people pass away, and health seems to always be taken for granted. No one ever expects illness to happen. I think you're doing an amazing thing by showing people what real life is like - accepting problems and still living life fully and bravely. God bless you.

God bless you, you're an amazing and inspiring woman. I'm only 40 and have had cancer and was just diagnosed with fibromyalgia, I've no support system or family or significant other, so I'm doing this on my own. Never stop being the strong beautiful woman you are, we are all stronger than we think xoxo 😘❤️💜❤️

my husband died of lung cancer in Feb I'm now a widow at 32 it's shit, your so strong you will get through it

You are amazing! Sending love! 💜 Thank you for sharing. I love your outlook on life. I do not have ms, but I do have chronic health probs. And this video helped me. And I'm sure it helped you. And will help others. Thank you. 💜

I literally just wanted to give u a hug the whole way through this, u r So unbelievably strong xxx

My dad has MS and so does my Nan I have cared for them both for as long as I can remember. I've watched their good and bad times. My dad recently completed a half marathon despite his pain. It can be so hard to watch them suffer sometimes, but it makes me so proud to see them in their good times

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ "he never gave me anything in my life apart from MS" just broke me 💔💔💔💔💔

It's a testament to what a strong and inspirational woman you are that with all this going on you've raised a beautiful family and created a fantastic business. I feel honoured you've shared this with us and I'm honestly in awe of you. Stay strong, you're wonderful x

Thank you for sharing... I am sure it is not easy to do but you spoke a message that brings awareness. You are a very strong woman, with humility, faith, love, and family. That in itself is all we need, sometimes as individuals we need a moment alone to deal with things our own way. Nothing wrong with that... You and your sister have been my YT sisters for a very long time, and you will continue to be God willing. You have encouraged me to look into it b/c everything you have experienced I have experienced and it's been tuff especially the dizziness, eye sight issues, and fatigue. So time to go get it checked. Thank you again.

I cried watching this; not because I feel bad for you (you are NOT a victim, you *live* with MS, it doesn't own you), but because it is truly inspiring to see how strong and brave you are. I sympathize with you and truly wish you the best in your journey.

It's always a strange situation to tell people something like that! I reacted the same when I was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago. I cried for myself, I got it together, I started all the treatment - but when I had to tell people about that, I cried again even though I didn't feel sorry for myself, it was just so crazy to tell it to people I love. I saw how it made them feel. So all the best to you, I think you are brave and just a great woman!

Thank you for sharing your story, that is one of the most powerful things we can do. I'm sending you love, positive energy and lifting you up in prayer.

Wow, you are so brave, what an inspiration to all your followers. I’d say you faced an illness with determination and resolve to do the best you can to live your best life. I don’t see you feeling sorry for yourself, I see you dealing with your situation as a fighter.....fighting something very hard. You are absolutely AWESOME.