To myself as a reminder and for anyone struggling with anxiety and depression and suicidal thoughts. Please remember You are here on purpose for a purpose God created you and out you on this earth for a reason , God wants you to shine your beautifulll light to those around you and shine it bright. The devil has no hold , Isaiah 54:17 I think says no weapon formed against you shall prosper , the devil will try to say that you aren't worth it and you're not loved and not beautifulll but not only did Jesus die because he loved you but he created you in his beautifulll image xx

LOVE this, this is so POWERFUL

Okay even though I haven't finished watching the whole video I just wanted to say that I relate to a lot of what elodie was saying in the beginning of the video because I also come from a Christian family, me and my family did go to church for a while but we stop going when I was about 10, even though I did believe God I didn't read my Bible, I did pray, I did really have a strong relationship with God and honestly I am not going to lie for a very long time I was very distant for a really long time but I will say after discovering your channel and really taking a look at how my life is and figuring out what I could do better in my life, I really want to build a better relationship with God, so this video was definitely an eye opener for me

I went to church when I was younger too. But I didn't have a relationship with God, and I didn't understand what it meant to follow JESUS. Even when I gave my life to Christ in 12, I still had my struggles, but the 2020 pandemic really gave me time to reflect on my life and my relationship with Jesus. I haven't been baptized yet, but I pray one day I will.

I'm currently studying RS A levels. We are doing at Augustine (Ethics) and the existence of God with philosophy so hearing and learning what other people/theorists think is hard. I loved the video ❤️

omg i teared up watching this, God is so good. love this🤎

I am SO SO SO proud of you for sharing this, I can’t imagine how difficult it must have been. But God is definitely smiling down on you sis❤️❤️❤️❤️

GIRL oh my goodness this is powerful. so proud that you felt ready to share this with us, God bless you💕 💕

I haven't even finished it and it's so touching and I honestly relate to alot of things you are talking about so it is quite emotional for me. It's really reminded me of all the things Gods done for me that I've forgotten about. I'm so proud of you for making this video and just seeing how far you've come. ❤

Watching this in 2023 in South Africa! I'm proud of you for the courage to post this video and be this vulnerable. I'm proud of you ❤️

Your testimony made me cry 😭 I understand you completely God meets you were you are wow I’m so teary! God bless you sister 💜

Thank you for sharing this. He met you in that dark place. He is so faithful and his love for us is so big and wide. This video really reminded me of these truths, its something I have been struggling with. Thank you

The song See a Victory really loudly sounds strongly your testimony You take what the enemy meant for evil and you turn it for good

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Girll i'M SO PROUD of youuu!! You didd ittt:)) This was so powerful and so inspiriational and shows how much God has donee throughh you. Girl I'm not going to lie, I have been watching your channel (old and new) from the start and I never would have known you went throughh that. And really its just so amazing how Godd brought youuu out of that darkness. This testimony is reaching to hundreds and thousands of people and I can tell you we have all definitely got something from this. Well done Elodie and I ask that God continues to bless you and pour that wisdom and peacee we all desiree. Love youu xx

So very well said! Thank you for sharing your testimony on YT! It's such an encouragement for those of us going through similar things.

Thank you so much for sharing your testimony and being so vulnerable! I am so happy that you are now at a place where you feel peace and contentment in Christ. I don't think you truly realise how much of an impact you are creating with your channel because you are doing great things and I am so excited for where God is going to take you next with this channel and in your personal life❤💕

Amazing testimony ❤️ mine was similar, and though I’ve been saved for a bit now, this has definitely helped me and drew me back a bit. God bless you Elodie

God IS GOOD!! ALL GLORY TO HIM🙌❤️ Ur testimony is soo interesting, got to say I totally got what u mean; stopped believing in God coz I didn't want to ig lol, and then there was a shift and a desire for his Word and praying that I can't really explain it in detail!! (there was a message from God thru my mom) But praise God, we're saved 🙌❤️

I feel this whole video! Since I lost my grandparents at 14 I’ve been suffering from depression for the last 20 years and I just felt like I was empty and blaming myself for them leaving me and other family members that have past away and any friends that I was close to . I thought it was my fault that since I was getting close to people they’d pass or leave me strong sense of abandonment. I didn’t like myself and was running away from my demons until this lockdown it forced myself to love myself and my body since I’ve had bad body dysmorphia and struggles with eating. I use to work 80 hours a week working in care cause I didn’t like to be with my own thoughts for too long. I work in care and it’s mad how I can look after other people more than I can look after myself it’s crazy but now I’m more happier since I got rid of toxic friends and family members. Never let anyone dull your sparkle...

Can't wait to finish it🤪🤪

You are a very intelligent young woman. Good intellect. I am so happy that you found the unconditional love of the Father! Hallelujah!!!!’✝️💟✝️

Lovely testimony. Very honest and transparent. God bless you as this blesses many🙏🏾

May God bless you & continue to be with you. Thankful to have people that are bold enough to tell their story no matter what.🥺🙏🏾❤️

i havent watched you in a year and this brought me back.

Please can we actually be friends. Forget about me being a “fan”. I really think we would get along. You’re like the sister I never had ❤️🕊

This is not irrelevant at all Elodie!!! I know what you mean by having Christian parents and growing up in church. I too has a distorted view of who God is until 2020...love you, you’re so articulate😅❤️🙏🏾✨

Thank you so much for posting this video❤️🙌🏾 a beautiful reminder of God’s love

I’m happy you are here still !!

This is so amazing, I can definitely relate to your story! Thank you so much for being strong and sharing ! I already feel closer to you 🥰🥰all the way from Milwaukee Wisconsin US 😇💖

God is Good 💯

Finallyyy

absolutely loved this sis, God bless u so much ❤️

God Bless you He is our strength ❤️🥳🥳🥳💪🏾🔥

Similar story here love ❤️ thx for sharing!

I'm very proud of you bro❤️❤️

This was so touching 🥺❤❤

Ily Elodie🥺❤️❤️

Love you!

amazing!!!

i can relate, I"m a hopeless romantic who is better at loving guys than myself

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wow we are so similar:) your story had me crying in my bed lol i could really relate. thank you for sharing this

I want you to know that this video was beautiful and some of the things that you have talked about that it was relating to me a little bit because it was a time and place so I did not believe that God was there for me or just me how are skewed version of what God is just a quiet AW Tozer was talking about if you knew what he is he able to be an author and he goes by the name of AW Tozer so it kind a looks like that you had an executed version on God And that you don’t need to get validation from people only get validation of spirit now according to Isaiah 4319 was talking about that you need to find your own way that you need to find your own path that you are in need and when Jesus said it it was saying that you need to have faith you need to have hope in him without him all things is worthless like that wilderness like the dry rivers without him we won’t have Jesus like a Rustygate the true version of Isaiah 4319