To myself as a reminder and for anyone struggling with anxiety and depression and suicidal thoughts. Please remember You are here on purpose for a purpose God created you and out you on this earth for a reason , God wants you to shine your beautifulll light to those around you and shine it bright. The devil has no hold , Isaiah 54:17 I think says no weapon formed against you shall prosper , the devil will try to say that you aren't worth it and you're not loved and not beautifulll but not only did Jesus die because he loved you but he created you in his beautifulll image xx
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
AMENNNNNNN i absolutely love this
@rachellol1003 жыл бұрын
LOVE this, this is so POWERFUL
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
tysm!!
@owamistanley3 жыл бұрын
Okay even though I haven't finished watching the whole video I just wanted to say that I relate to a lot of what elodie was saying in the beginning of the video because I also come from a Christian family, me and my family did go to church for a while but we stop going when I was about 10, even though I did believe God I didn't read my Bible, I did pray, I did really have a strong relationship with God and honestly I am not going to lie for a very long time I was very distant for a really long time but I will say after discovering your channel and really taking a look at how my life is and figuring out what I could do better in my life, I really want to build a better relationship with God, so this video was definitely an eye opener for me
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
firstly, i’m so glad you could relate to this, sometimes it feels like we’re the only ones struggling with certain things. secondly, this makes me so incredibly happy that you’re now going on a journey to build a relationship with God for yourself. i pray God transforms your heart in ways you can’t even comprehend. He loves you so so much❤️
@aramideawowale48512 жыл бұрын
I went to church when I was younger too. But I didn't have a relationship with God, and I didn't understand what it meant to follow JESUS. Even when I gave my life to Christ in 12, I still had my struggles, but the 2020 pandemic really gave me time to reflect on my life and my relationship with Jesus. I haven't been baptized yet, but I pray one day I will.
@rokabutey64363 жыл бұрын
I'm currently studying RS A levels. We are doing at Augustine (Ethics) and the existence of God with philosophy so hearing and learning what other people/theorists think is hard. I loved the video ❤️
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
ahhh i feel youuu, definitely pray about it and allow God to guide you on the right track always❤️
@rokabutey64363 жыл бұрын
@@elodiechristina Thank you, I will
@jasalyssaaaa3 жыл бұрын
omg i teared up watching this, God is so good. love this🤎
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
ahh bless🥺🥺He really is, thank you sm🤎
@KamsiAjoku3 жыл бұрын
I am SO SO SO proud of you for sharing this, I can’t imagine how difficult it must have been. But God is definitely smiling down on you sis❤️❤️❤️❤️
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
ahhh tysm girl i really appreciate it🥺it was v difficult but God pulled me through it❤️❤️❤️
@lydiahoughton3 жыл бұрын
GIRL oh my goodness this is powerful. so proud that you felt ready to share this with us, God bless you💕 💕
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
ahhh thank you so much lydia! i appreciate you sm for the encouragement too💕💕💕
@naomii61953 жыл бұрын
I haven't even finished it and it's so touching and I honestly relate to alot of things you are talking about so it is quite emotional for me. It's really reminded me of all the things Gods done for me that I've forgotten about. I'm so proud of you for making this video and just seeing how far you've come. ❤
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
i’m so glad you can relate and continue to praise God for the goodness He’s done in your life! & thank you so so much girl this means a lot💘
@didintlekole4163 Жыл бұрын
Watching this in 2023 in South Africa! I'm proud of you for the courage to post this video and be this vulnerable. I'm proud of you ❤️
@nokuinreallife68293 жыл бұрын
Your testimony made me cry 😭 I understand you completely God meets you were you are wow I’m so teary! God bless you sister 💜
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
awww bless you🥺i’m so glad it touched you sis, God bless💕
@tanakamubheja82153 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this. He met you in that dark place. He is so faithful and his love for us is so big and wide. This video really reminded me of these truths, its something I have been struggling with. Thank you
@elizabeth45793 жыл бұрын
The song See a Victory really loudly sounds strongly your testimony You take what the enemy meant for evil and you turn it for good
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
ahhh i definitely need to listen to this song, thank you!
@racheall38723 жыл бұрын
loved this 🤎
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
thank you🥺🤎
@snazzyviolet86623 жыл бұрын
Girll i'M SO PROUD of youuu!! You didd ittt:)) This was so powerful and so inspiriational and shows how much God has donee throughh you. Girl I'm not going to lie, I have been watching your channel (old and new) from the start and I never would have known you went throughh that. And really its just so amazing how Godd brought youuu out of that darkness. This testimony is reaching to hundreds and thousands of people and I can tell you we have all definitely got something from this. Well done Elodie and I ask that God continues to bless you and pour that wisdom and peacee we all desiree. Love youu xx
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
thank you so much girl, you truly have been such a source of encouragement and Godly advice! God is so good and i receive what you said - may God continue to bless everyone that watches this channel, including you sis, love you sm💕
@snazzyviolet86623 жыл бұрын
@@elodiechristina Thank you so much too! You have really been an inspiration to all of us and God has really opened that door through you for us to have a community and build the body of Christ. Thank you so much for your care for us and contribution it will never go unnoticed. Love youuuu
@renaet.6483 жыл бұрын
So very well said! Thank you for sharing your testimony on YT! It's such an encouragement for those of us going through similar things.
@tola1983 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your testimony and being so vulnerable! I am so happy that you are now at a place where you feel peace and contentment in Christ. I don't think you truly realise how much of an impact you are creating with your channel because you are doing great things and I am so excited for where God is going to take you next with this channel and in your personal life❤💕
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
thank you so so so much, this means a lot, God really has done amazing things in my life and in turn i hope to reflect that on others. i pray God continues to bless you sis💕
@adunoluwaakinduyi53663 жыл бұрын
Amazing testimony ❤️ mine was similar, and though I’ve been saved for a bit now, this has definitely helped me and drew me back a bit. God bless you Elodie
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
ahhh i’m so glad to hear! may God continually transform your heart to dwell in all that Christ has for you❤️
@ntandokazionyeike8600 Жыл бұрын
God IS GOOD!! ALL GLORY TO HIM🙌❤️ Ur testimony is soo interesting, got to say I totally got what u mean; stopped believing in God coz I didn't want to ig lol, and then there was a shift and a desire for his Word and praying that I can't really explain it in detail!! (there was a message from God thru my mom) But praise God, we're saved 🙌❤️
@lucjo7892 жыл бұрын
I feel this whole video! Since I lost my grandparents at 14 I’ve been suffering from depression for the last 20 years and I just felt like I was empty and blaming myself for them leaving me and other family members that have past away and any friends that I was close to . I thought it was my fault that since I was getting close to people they’d pass or leave me strong sense of abandonment. I didn’t like myself and was running away from my demons until this lockdown it forced myself to love myself and my body since I’ve had bad body dysmorphia and struggles with eating. I use to work 80 hours a week working in care cause I didn’t like to be with my own thoughts for too long. I work in care and it’s mad how I can look after other people more than I can look after myself it’s crazy but now I’m more happier since I got rid of toxic friends and family members. Never let anyone dull your sparkle...
@leahflower99242 жыл бұрын
i have body dysmorphia too, over the years i don't care as much what i look like but in high school it consumed me i attached my self importance to my looks
@w.l45683 жыл бұрын
Can't wait to finish it🤪🤪
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
🙈🙈
@deenadee49462 жыл бұрын
You are a very intelligent young woman. Good intellect. I am so happy that you found the unconditional love of the Father! Hallelujah!!!!’✝️💟✝️
@jr4c3 жыл бұрын
Lovely testimony. Very honest and transparent. God bless you as this blesses many🙏🏾
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
ahh thank u :))) means a lot
@raem92643 жыл бұрын
May God bless you & continue to be with you. Thankful to have people that are bold enough to tell their story no matter what.🥺🙏🏾❤️
@mangoliys2 жыл бұрын
i havent watched you in a year and this brought me back.
@AskAboutJennyyXx3 жыл бұрын
Please can we actually be friends. Forget about me being a “fan”. I really think we would get along. You’re like the sister I never had ❤️🕊
@nami-nl5ms3 жыл бұрын
This is not irrelevant at all Elodie!!! I know what you mean by having Christian parents and growing up in church. I too has a distorted view of who God is until 2020...love you, you’re so articulate😅❤️🙏🏾✨
@washdaytalkz3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for posting this video❤️🙌🏾 a beautiful reminder of God’s love
@akeemhuggins49733 жыл бұрын
I’m happy you are here still !!
@RileySolen3 жыл бұрын
This is so amazing, I can definitely relate to your story! Thank you so much for being strong and sharing ! I already feel closer to you 🥰🥰all the way from Milwaukee Wisconsin US 😇💖
@rjnotts20633 жыл бұрын
God is Good 💯
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
He really is🙌🏽
@w.l45683 жыл бұрын
Finallyyy
@ifesjournal3 жыл бұрын
absolutely loved this sis, God bless u so much ❤️
@misswinni.e3 жыл бұрын
God Bless you He is our strength ❤️🥳🥳🥳💪🏾🔥
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
amennnn! God bless you too sis❤️❤️
@Jaydagranger3 жыл бұрын
Similar story here love ❤️ thx for sharing!
@themeaningoflifefromcraigs85233 жыл бұрын
I'm very proud of you bro❤️❤️
@doreenaddo17283 жыл бұрын
This was so touching 🥺❤❤
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
thank you🥺💕
@jasmine60633 жыл бұрын
Ily Elodie🥺❤️❤️
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
love u too🥺
@laurenfoster81183 жыл бұрын
Love you!
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
love u more🥰
@anna-juliacarvalho363 жыл бұрын
amazing!!!
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
tysm!!
@leahflower99242 жыл бұрын
i can relate, I"m a hopeless romantic who is better at loving guys than myself
@aleicia28663 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️
@estherodusami54033 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
🤍🤍🤍
@sophiacoleman11923 жыл бұрын
wow we are so similar:) your story had me crying in my bed lol i could really relate. thank you for sharing this
@elodiechristina3 жыл бұрын
awww i’m so glad you can relate and i pray God continues to help you grow and heal🥺
@robbieanson12182 жыл бұрын
I want you to know that this video was beautiful and some of the things that you have talked about that it was relating to me a little bit because it was a time and place so I did not believe that God was there for me or just me how are skewed version of what God is just a quiet AW Tozer was talking about if you knew what he is he able to be an author and he goes by the name of AW Tozer so it kind a looks like that you had an executed version on God And that you don’t need to get validation from people only get validation of spirit now according to Isaiah 4319 was talking about that you need to find your own way that you need to find your own path that you are in need and when Jesus said it it was saying that you need to have faith you need to have hope in him without him all things is worthless like that wilderness like the dry rivers without him we won’t have Jesus like a Rustygate the true version of Isaiah 4319