My Testimony | Fatherlessness, Abuse & CPTSD

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Cait Taylor

Cait Taylor

5 ай бұрын

In this first episode I share my testimony and discuss my childhood -- growing up without my dad, living in an abusive home, and how I ended up becoming a Christian at 17 years old. Trigger warning: The episode covers sensitive topics such as physical abuse, suicide, and mental health challenges.
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@rebeccamcconnell7830
@rebeccamcconnell7830 3 ай бұрын
You have such a beautiful testimony! The Lord has blessed and encouraged me through your story. Your strength and courage to open your soul is truly amazing. Your deep wounds and the healing you have experienced is exactly what we broken people need to hear. The Lord is the One who can truly give us the hope and the help that is so desperately needed. He has come to save, and to heal, and to love. We need only accept the gift of Salvation that He offers then we will find true hope and purpose in this fleeting life on earth. There will be much opposition to you because the world hates Jesus and His children, but "greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world." Please continue to have the courage to share because people need the Lord!
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 3 ай бұрын
I love this comment, Rebecca! Thank you for taking the time to hear my story. You're so right about the opposition, it's amazing what the enemy will throw your way once you're walking with the Lord and sharing the Good News. I appreciate the reminder that He that is in me is greater! I needed that encouragement this week. Thank you 🤍
@user-vu1iy5ny8k
@user-vu1iy5ny8k 2 ай бұрын
​@@CaitTaylorSister how are you i Hope you are fine we are Running Christan Channel
@rickstevens2941
@rickstevens2941 2 ай бұрын
!!! W O W !!! So Powerfull !!! Preatch it Sista !!! 👌🏻💣💥💣👌🏻
@bettybet6367
@bettybet6367 2 ай бұрын
Wow, Cait. I'm so glad that I got to hear your story. I'm glad you explained CPTSD. I have suffered that as well. Thank you for sharing with that someone out there that can relate. My story is different than yours, but has similar elements. There are no accidents, true. God picked this video at this exact moment in my life to let me know he loves me too. Thank you! ❤
@MC-mk6gs
@MC-mk6gs 29 күн бұрын
I have left and got to go to court due to him lying and the narcissistic cop
@Mariposazul777
@Mariposazul777 Ай бұрын
I am a Latin woman in South America, I am a Clinical Psychologist and I want to thank you for being brave and share your story and encourage us with your testimony. Please dont stop because you never know who is hearing the message through you honey. And go ahead, that your healing is a process but sure in Jesus Christ. Muchas bendiciones y un abrazo mujer valiente ❤
@jennifermora35
@jennifermora35 23 күн бұрын
Igual para mi!!! ❤️ DIOS LA PUSO EN MI FEED... Que belleza de mujer, que valiente hija de nuestro papá perfecto!
@Lizbeth36961
@Lizbeth36961 17 күн бұрын
Hola Mariposaz777, en qué país se encuentra?
@lhvp5332
@lhvp5332 Күн бұрын
Thank you. ❤ you are a blessing. You are not the only one who experienced this.
@Beckisha22
@Beckisha22 Ай бұрын
I love how slow she speaks, she articulates herself so well , she narrates the story so well , making you feel like you were also there . Thank you , Cait Taylor .
@JoaoVitor-vr1po
@JoaoVitor-vr1po 4 күн бұрын
Is good who is learning English
@keramidasnicolas2079
@keramidasnicolas2079 Ай бұрын
_"He cares too much to leave even one of us that has wandered off."_ He even abandons 99 sheep to find just one that was lost. ✝
@francinesaitta7941
@francinesaitta7941 5 ай бұрын
You are precious. We met last summer st Debra's Summer Garden Bible study. I thought Debra had invited Cinderella. You are so beautiful and now I know why. You are God's Princess . I hope we get to see you again and I look forward to your next podcast. Love, Francine Saitta.
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 5 ай бұрын
Francine, this is such a lovely compliment. You are so kind, thank you! I remember meeting you, I hope to make it to Debra's study again this year and to get to know you all better. Thank you for taking the time to watch my story. 🤍 - Cait
@live.the.revival
@live.the.revival 22 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing this!! I was in a physically abusive relationship similar to the position your mum was in, but thank GOD He gave me the strength to leave when my baby was just 6 weeks old. Leaving wasn’t easy, I was stalked afterwards, nowhere felt safe. But the police were amazing and kept us safe! The courts let us down time and time again, but we have been safe for five years now, praise God! It took me four and a half years to forgive him. Now I pray for his salvation (while also praying he never comes back in to our lives)
@Karen-bv9di
@Karen-bv9di 9 күн бұрын
Cait, I needed to hear your testimony. I had found my father who committed suicide which caused horrible ptsd, among other very dysfunctional things in my childhood. Just recently I have been battling with panic and anxiety disorders from my past that were debilitating. Jesus saved me from myself so many years ago with a book that was circulating around called " Power For Living." He led me to you this morning, and I thank you for your story which we all need to hear, for so many of us can relate to your trauma. " I can do all things in Christ who strengthens me." Are words I live by when I am feeling anxious and " For God did not give us a spirit of fear, but of Power, Love, and of Sound Mind." Thank you for giving your gift which is your testimony to us all! ❤️🙏 Karen
@micheleallen1402
@micheleallen1402 Сағат бұрын
Such a beautiful beautiful testimony. What a precious girl you are. I am so sorry for what you endured as a child. My heart hurts for you. I hope its ok I share mine: I was born and raised in New Holstein, WI in a very good home. But deep inside of me there was an aching and hunger for more of God. When I was 17 I was shown in the Bible that “Ye must be born again”. I was told to say a “sinners prayer” I sincerely repented and cried rivers of heartfelt genuine tears. I was told I was “born again” But after a while I experienced feelings of the frustration and guilt of not being able to live for God. I could not seem to grow in God like the Bible talked about and continued to revert back to a sinful lifestyle. I felt utterly defeated Bc I could not stay faithful to God, His Word or His commandments. 2 years later I walked into an Apostolic Church and just like Apollos in Acts 18 I needed to be shown a more perfect and excellent way: The Gospel is the Death, Burial and Resurrection of Jesus Christ: (I Corinthians 15: 1-4). I learned to rightly divide the word of truth: The 4 Gospels: Matthew, Mark, Luke and John witness Jesus’ earthly ministry: He healed the sick, raised the dead, cast out demons and performed many miracles. In John 3, Nicodemus came to Jesus. They talked ABOUT being born again (JOHN 3:3-5 Except a man be born of the water and of the Spirit he cannot enter the kingdom of heaven) but no one was ACTUALLY born again in the 4 gospels. Before Calvary they were still under the law so it was not possible to be born again bc Jesus had not yet been glorified (John 7:37-39). This is why the thief on the cross was able to be in paradise...he was still under the dispensation of the law. It isn’t until the day of Pentecost, in Acts you witness people actually BEING born of the water by being baptized by immersion ONLY in the name of Jesus and BEING filled with the Holy Ghost with the evidence of speaking in tongues. Those years between the ages of 17-20 I was living on a repentance experience...leaving Jesus hanging there on the cross, so to speak. (Matthew 28:19, Mark 16:16, Acts 2:14-41, Acts 8:37-38, Acts 10:47-48) tells me I was not obeying the command to be buried with him in the waters of baptism and I had not received the Holy Ghost so thus was not resurrected to walk in newness of life. Therefore, could not live a victorious Christian life. It wasn’t until I was 19 that I was truly transformed and had the most amazing born again experience ever! I was born of the water as I went down in the name of Jesus (biblically not one person was baptized in Father, Son and Holy Ghost.) And I was born of the Spirit when I came up out of the water speaking g in tongues! It was the most powerful, glorious and wonderful, transformation experience I ever had. That was 39 years ago and I am so thankful to say from that point on I was then able to live an overcoming joy filled life bc from that point on I was truly born again. I will never go back to what I used to be!
@michaelcannon128
@michaelcannon128 5 ай бұрын
You Are Very Courageous To Share Your Past. My Prayer Is That You Receive All That The Lord God Has For You.❤🙏🏾❤️
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much! 🙏🏼
@michaelcannon128
@michaelcannon128 5 ай бұрын
You Are Welcome Sister🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾
@tulkali91
@tulkali91 Ай бұрын
😮 I was baptized today after being saved few yrs ago. I truly appreciate this testimony 🙏 I feel like your words are so close to my heart, I went through a lot of similar traumas and struggles and I definitely hit my rock bottom before I listened to God's call home. Thank you for sharing and congratulations on your courage and boldness to speak up for the Lord ❤
@kathrynpekrul4796
@kathrynpekrul4796 3 ай бұрын
Oh my word, sweet girl, what a beautiful testimony. Thank you so much for sharing, thank you for spreading God‘s love, and you are an absolute natural at doing a podcast. I can’t wait to hear more.
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 3 ай бұрын
Thank you, Kathryn! This is so kind. I definitely don't feel like a natural at this yet 😂 but I'm committed to continuing with whatever words God puts on my heart to share. 🥰 Thank you for your encouragement and taking the time to tune in!
@RoyMelendez07
@RoyMelendez07 7 күн бұрын
You are a living testimony of what God can do in someone’s life and how His love and mercy can transform lives. So proud of you. I’m sure God is very proud of how you have allowed Him to work in you after all your hardship growing up. God bless you so much.
@elizabethtovar3603
@elizabethtovar3603 3 ай бұрын
You are not alone. I’m amazed with how many details we share... another country away, a generation away. Thank you, I needed to hear your testimony... Psalm ‘thou my mother and father forsake me, you, o’Lord, never will’.
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 3 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry that you can relate but so glad the video reached you, Elizabeth ❤️‍🩹 I love that psalm too.
@boba_milk7087
@boba_milk7087 Ай бұрын
Cait. My name is Tabitha, and I 100% KNOW the HOLY SPIRIT led me to your page tonight. I have been personally struggling spiritually, and under extreme spiritual attack today. The first episode I watched was exactly the message I needed to hear. It was the recent one about Jesus in the wilderness and Satan’s attack on him. I was actually searching my bible app, and have no explanation why I ended up on your page. Well, not a worldly explanation. lol. I literally was begging God to show me why I was under such an attack, and what to do. I have heard your message before, but God used you to remind me. Satan is scared. I have authority in Jesus Christ name. He has no hold on me that I don’t allow him to have! I smiled when you gave me our homework because…. I had already made notes as to what negatives thoughts/lies he attacks me with, and to look up and memorize the scriptures/truth to fight back with against Satan. I was in emotional agony today. I too feel very alone most of the time, and have most of my life. I just want you to know, you touched me tonight. God is using you, and when Satan tells lies and says…you aren’t making a difference… when he tells you…you can’t reach people, when he tells you…you’re just trying to do this or that just for some kind of acknowledgment (I felt God wanted me to put that in there.) …. YOU LITERALLY YELL IN HIS FACE. TELL HIM HE IS A COWARD. TELL HIM AND HIS DEMONS ARE ON NOTICE! Bless you lady! I know this can NOT be easy being so vulnerable, and exposed. God is using you to make a difference and bring those hurting and with no where to turn. He is using you to guide them to him, to his love, and to the salvation he has for all of us. Bless you sweetheart! Big hugs and loves from me to you!
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor Ай бұрын
Tabitha, your message has blessed me. Thank you for taking the time to watch my content and to write such an encouraging note. So glad you found my channel and happy to have you be part of this little community! 🩷
@jennifermora35
@jennifermora35 23 күн бұрын
The same happened to me, the holy spirit is one, and our father loves us eagerly! Thabk you sister for your heart, for your testimony that encourages us all!! ❤️ God may strengthen you as you continue to bless others.
@mysticalk7192
@mysticalk7192 3 күн бұрын
Cait 😢 your testimony fills my eyes with tear. It brings back memories of my own... And also a moment of reflection to how far ive come. Thank you for being vulnerable and for sharing your testimony. Keep being you and keep pursuing Jesus ❤ Society say 'yolo' (you only live once) 📌Belivers we live Twice!! 🙌
@AngieTreasures
@AngieTreasures 2 күн бұрын
Because only God can.But God..But God❣️ I’ve prayed for many years and believe God brought another sister in Christ into my life to help understand the unseen battle and realms. Praising Jesus ❣️Thank you for taking time to share🙏
@SDRicky
@SDRicky 2 ай бұрын
I had seen many girls ,but your story really pierced through my heart , thankfully you have found the lord , no matter what happens in future , always stay in the path of lord. There is no one like Jesus , never will be . May god bless you and your family.
@victorial8764
@victorial8764 2 ай бұрын
The whole Texas clan of young women and their books, podcasts, and yt videos. This woman gives me so much more peace! God brought me to the right video. ❤
@aaiem7p
@aaiem7p 3 ай бұрын
. Probably one of the best and saddest parts of your story is the realization that some people really go through a lot and need help, while others make up a similar story to abuse the kindness and generosity of people who would want to help
@user-hn9ci8br3f
@user-hn9ci8br3f 8 күн бұрын
My story is so similar only we moved to Australia in 1999 . Eventually same mum got divorced while my father was in Ireland. I too am just getting to know Jesus and also forgive even my grandparents and ex for not letting me see my son . Im going to church tomorrow morning for first time as i prayed last night that all i want is a close relationship with the father in heaven. I can relate so much to your testimony even though im a guy who was a young boy when i too seen my mom getting beaten by my father you have given me hope and faith to keep going . God bless you 🙏
@GabrielleLaferriere
@GabrielleLaferriere Ай бұрын
Love your testimony I was born with TOF I had 2 open heart surgery. I was severely bullied in public schools. Was more bullied on the bus and my next door neighbor who even bullied me as well. I grew up in church my whole life. I got saved when I was 5 years old. I was baptized when I was 7 years old. I had the same issue with my life I felt un wanted and un love. I had trust issues with people and still do. I am 25 years old now over the years I lost so many friends ships and I even had to get another heart surgery. I am runner now did 12 5k races 1 10k race. It's been difficult bc I have struggled with speech and Dyslexic, I still can't be friends who are my age bc I am afraid that they will be mean to me or say something un true. I have 2 older brothers who are both married now. I am still single. I never had any boyfriends ever bc for me is hard for other people to understand me and what I believe in. Thank you for telling your testimony story. It means lot to me. I an trying to tell others about my testimony story. It's not been easy for me Bc I can't tell them my story about Zofran I wasn't a loud to talk about on Facebook or any where. That's the drug that gave heart problems. And more people have this issues I am trying to stand up for people, rise up.
@bengumz7320
@bengumz7320 Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. I'm sorry you had (and still have) such difficulty in your life. You were born with TOF? Tracheo Esophageal Fistula?? I was too. Many surgeries when I was born, lots of scars all over, made me look and feel very different growing up and I got teased a lot too. I am also a runner, even though TOFs are not usually supposed to be able to. Anyway, just wanted to wish you well --- I don't run across many TOFs. Hope you find strength, joy, peace, and companionship in Christ. That's something I'm working on. Take care!!
Ай бұрын
Your @CaitTaylor testimony is a genuine pearl to me 🥰. I watched several people speak intellectually about CPTSD, but you were the first believer on KZfaq to talk about your own experiences. I could relate when you said, "Hard for my nervous system to lean into that feeling of calm because it never felt that. Life was unstable, and that was the norm." and when you pulled the covers up to your head and refused to talk to with the lady that asked about the school. I was in my mother's womb when the war broke out in Serbian (Yugoslavia) in 1991, which lasted until 2000. Due to this and other unfortunate circumstances, my mother's stress level was on 9/10 constantly when she carried me out. When I was one day old and separated from my mother, the fighter planes were so loud that above the hospital, even adult people were petrified. My father was less abusive than your stepfather. He gave us financial stability, but I constantly feared his random anger rages. He didn't beat my mother so heavily, but there were multiple examples of physical abuse. He wanted to prank me by pulling the boat into deep water when I was four. I in that time wasn't able to swim, and I got scared to death and started to shout, "Take me out, take me out," but he laughed at me and splashed into my boat. After this, I was afraid of water for years. Besides this, my father practiced occultism regularly (fortune telling, communicating with spiritual powers with a pendulum, etc.) 😔 Fast-forward (there were other traumas, meanwhile), and I accepted God's call at age 18. I experienced God's goodness in multiple areas of my life; for example, I suffered from computer game addiction, but I struggled with intrusive thoughts and froze many times when I got in danger. I regularly suppressed my emotions and was angry with myself about why I behaved so strangely. I started to process my past deeply more than a year ago. I spoke with my brother about these topics and realized that I had CPTSD as well. Right now, I am going forward on the healing journey. I'm sorry these things happened to you. It is encouraging that you look at them from the Romans 8:28 perspective. ❤ In your video, you mentioned that you are participating in therapy. Can you share some details about how you are healing?
@juless5699
@juless5699 3 ай бұрын
This was such an encouraging testimony. I'm so sorry about all you have suffered early in your (still young) life. Your desire to point others to the love of our heavenly Father, through the sacrifice of His son Jesus, & the transforming power of the Holy Spirit...so beautiful ❤
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 3 ай бұрын
This is such a kind comment, thank you! I appreciate you taking the time to watch ☺️🙏🏼
@friendofGod99
@friendofGod99 Ай бұрын
Sharing this with us was undoubtably difficult for you. I felt like I was there with you and my blood pressure increased more than once. Thanks you for sharing with all of us and especially the pamphlet spelling out His gospel of love. You are old enough to be my granddaughter and I must say that I am very proud of you. God bless !!!
@user-cq4nr7si7v
@user-cq4nr7si7v Ай бұрын
I am so grateful for your story. It is similar to mine. The funniest part for me was when you said, "I needed the whole trinity to help me" because of how you felt. Thank you for your courage. Everything you say is true
@sammylg22
@sammylg22 3 күн бұрын
If I didn’t know your story and heard your other podcasts I still would’ve thought you were wise and strong in your faith, intelligent and an amazing woman of God who I would look up to. I just found your channel and thank you for sharing your story. I pray for your healing and celebrate what I imagine God has brought you through.
@shadyabrown-hall5955
@shadyabrown-hall5955 Ай бұрын
This is beautiful yet sad. I'm in tears. Look at what God has done in your life despite what you have been through. Love you sweet sister ❤
@hilarybrown2528
@hilarybrown2528 Ай бұрын
Your testimony will grow so much good fruit. Thank you. His pursuit is a love that refuses not to love. You are a beautiful daughter of a King! 🙏✝️🌷🙏
@jpellenz92
@jpellenz92 Ай бұрын
I'm sorry I could give you just one like, but I'm sure God will give you many more likes. That's such a beautiful testimony, God bless you Cait
@Follower_of_Christ498
@Follower_of_Christ498 3 ай бұрын
What an amazing testimony. You are going to help so many people. Your faith is obvious, you glow with the love of the Lord and focus on His living Word. May He shower your testimony with grace. God Bless you Cait.
@keniavallejos2867
@keniavallejos2867 19 күн бұрын
God is so Good 😊! I have a friend who has a similar testimony. She saw her whole life flash in a second once she met God. And understood so many things about her life. She got so many answers ❤
@chantalhounsom744
@chantalhounsom744 27 күн бұрын
Brave, brave young lady...I honour you for sharing this hope filled testimony! May you continue to flourish (and share) as God's precious daughter...🙏🧡🙏
@andrebotha6305
@andrebotha6305 Ай бұрын
Thank you for opening your heart to us,total strangers.
@kraxlee
@kraxlee 9 күн бұрын
You voice is very soothing and creates a calm in me. I'm an Entrepreneur so, life is always a rush. Your testimony had been tragic, yet, you tell it in such calmness that puts me at peace. I came from a loving Christian family and abuse is foreign to me even within my relatives. I'm planning to donate into you and learn more about you.
@andrewevans8456
@andrewevans8456 4 күн бұрын
Your testimony is very powerfull! You are a very special and beautiful young lady and God is using you to reach many people! You have such a soothing voice which is very calming and lovely to listen to. Keep strong in the faith beautiful sister in Christ!
@leenyloves
@leenyloves 2 ай бұрын
The KZfaq algorithm led me here and I'm so glad. What an incredible testimony and I pray it encourages someone who might have experienced something similar. God bless you and your walk, sis -in-Christ 🙌
@bellis7772
@bellis7772 2 ай бұрын
That would be me.
@generalrepair8731
@generalrepair8731 Ай бұрын
Cait Great content, I’ve watched quite a few of your videos. You get to the point and I like your approach on topics. I find your voice, soothing and calm and peaceful and I need that in a preacher. I’ve listened to your testimony today and it’s nice to see your personality is really nice considering what you’ve been through considering your personality is developing when you’re a child and you have to be an environment that’s toxic like that. May the Lord be with you. Blessings
@RnL111
@RnL111 5 ай бұрын
Am very happy to see you here Cait, I first saw you on tiktok like a year back and something about you kept me wanting to continue listening to you. I also noticed that you had stopped posting on tiktok but i have learnt about your mum's condition (thanks be to God that she is fine now). You have a beautiful heart, It is clearly seen through your videos. Am Mable, I am a Ugandan and I love you so much ❤
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 4 ай бұрын
Hi Mable! Thank you so much for still following along. I hope this podcast continues to be an encouragement to you 🤍
@rochellefrank
@rochellefrank 2 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I have lived a very similar life and pray your healing continues.❤
@ontherightpath333
@ontherightpath333 2 ай бұрын
At a loss for words but want to thank you for bringing us along on your journey. May God bless you and your ministry.
@danielbourland1698
@danielbourland1698 4 ай бұрын
I am 50yrs old. I can relate. My dad was a verbally an emotionally abusive drunk. He died 8yrs ago. I am glad he is dead, but I still have periodic nightmares about him. And even though I am a Christian, I have never had a close relationship with God, and I have tried. I am glad youj are in a better place now. Thank you
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 4 ай бұрын
I'm sorry to hear this was your experience with your dad, Daniel. You deserved so much better. I pray that God would reveal Himself to you as your true, Heavenly Father as you seek Him. Maybe this letter that was given to me would resonate with you too: www.fathersloveletter.com/ 🙏🏼 - Cait
@elizabethtovar3603
@elizabethtovar3603 3 ай бұрын
“Though my mother and father forsake me, you, O’Lord, never will”... Psalms
@stevestone74
@stevestone74 2 ай бұрын
What a great word picture of the love and grace of God! Thank you for sharing Cait and be blessed.
@2027Judah
@2027Judah Ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I will share this video with my wife. She is very moved by testimonies. God bless
@CarmenChayilChan-gj4mj
@CarmenChayilChan-gj4mj 2 ай бұрын
Wow!! This is such a powerful testimony! Thanks for sharing!! I was so touched and teared up! God loves and heals you from all your traumas! 8.28! Amen!❤
@judithhermosillo1268
@judithhermosillo1268 Ай бұрын
Thank you for your testimony I really enjoyed it and I was that mom who put my kids through something similar, thank you 🙏 we are human and we as parents don’t even know either what we do sometimes. I’m sorry 😞 you had to go through all that but you are saved and strong and you now have the greatest gift, our father in heaven.
@kymkatraci8235
@kymkatraci8235 2 ай бұрын
Dear sister , i truely have been encouraged by the beautiful work of God in your life ! Thankyou for sharing !
@bellis7772
@bellis7772 2 ай бұрын
Dear Cait. I am crying. Wow...! There are a lot of parallels in our stories, a lot! I too grew up without knowing my father, him getting a new family, and the deep feeling of rejection from it that became ingrained in me. The knowledge and longing for God throughout my childhood. The eating disorder. Crying all throughout a church service that my friend brought me along for. Even down to the quote that you ended the video with, Psalm 40:2, it was one of the first verses I memorized when I got saved two years ago. It was like hearing somebody else tell me my story, and it made me look at areas of my life that are still somewhat covered in shame (the fatherlessness) in a new way, in a way that softens my heart towards it. Thank you for sharing your testimony!❤ As you can probably hear it had a big impact on me. And thank you Jesus for bringing me here; your love, consideration and timing never seize to astound me!!🙏❤️🙏
@Miha_3030
@Miha_3030 5 ай бұрын
I’m crying listening to this 😭 sending love Cait! ❤ looking forward to your next podcast 🙏
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 5 ай бұрын
🥺 Thank you for taking the time to watch, it means so much. See you on 31/1 for ep2! 🥰🤍
@James-qz5ny
@James-qz5ny Ай бұрын
Thank you so much Cait God Bless you and the world with people leading others to the light, Amen.
@ryanlong382
@ryanlong382 Ай бұрын
I grew up in a very similar environment. I had to "go to battle" for my mother more than once (only once I was old enough to stand up to him). I can relate to how you must have felt even though you had it much worse than I did. I know how difficult it is to heal from that. I'm so glad you chose to grow from it. Thank God. Isaiah 54: 13-14 👍
@amandabriggs6527
@amandabriggs6527 2 ай бұрын
Good job my beautiful Sister! May God bless you, guide you, and keep you safe. I am SO PROUD of you and thank God for using you to share your personal testimony and encourage other women! All glory be to God! 🙏💜🙏
@Lifeeternalpodcast
@Lifeeternalpodcast 25 күн бұрын
Powerful testimony, Cait! Thank you for being brave enough to share your story. Thank You, Lord for saving her and strengthening her to share this with us!
@vettenutt0534
@vettenutt0534 2 ай бұрын
What an amazing, sad and touching story, this must have been hard to share Cait, I'll pray better sleep for you, I love the paper pamphlet and it's so awesome how he reaches us.
@cbl336
@cbl336 2 ай бұрын
It takes a lot of courage to give such a transparent and heartfelt testimony. As others have commented, you're a natural and have articulated a message that mirrors many of our lives, and gives us hope, inspiration and faith that we can change. Our heavenly Father is always there for us, and for all to turn to Him. Thank you and God bless you 🙏
@bruceheid1647
@bruceheid1647 Ай бұрын
It takes a great deal of courage to share your testimony. Thank you for your courage. Many people will be saved by your courage to share.
@romaplaton5894
@romaplaton5894 Ай бұрын
I admire your courage and God blessed you and family so much. I pray that you will continue the works of God through this platform❤❤❤
@gonurseyourself__
@gonurseyourself__ Ай бұрын
God is so good 😭😭 thank you for sharing your powerful story, sister 🩷🩷🩷 you have such a calming voice & presence ☺️
@donnag.3611
@donnag.3611 11 күн бұрын
Thank you Cait for this beautiful testimony! It's so packed w/ both your heart & the Lord's heart for you!
@cjfeltz2470
@cjfeltz2470 13 күн бұрын
Such a beautiful and powerful testimony!! God's grace has been with you since the beginning!
@keramidasnicolas2079
@keramidasnicolas2079 Ай бұрын
_"Coincidences are just moments that God choses to be anonymous."_ I keep this one. Let me tell you, young lady, that you have great courage to share this testimony on the internet, whatever its usefulness for you or for others.
@MMirz932
@MMirz932 Ай бұрын
Thanks for having the strength and courage to share Cait. That was beautiful. It will help many ❤
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor Ай бұрын
Thank you so much 🤍
@lucjean5750
@lucjean5750 17 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for your testimony Cait! You are an angel!! 🙏
@jasminei18324
@jasminei18324 16 күн бұрын
This is a beautiful testimony, thank you so much for sharing!!!
@anotherfisherman5526
@anotherfisherman5526 2 ай бұрын
So sorry for what you went through. May God give you seven times of joy for every time of sadness, and place you in the company of a loving husband and children.
@zoeboness5510
@zoeboness5510 2 ай бұрын
Oh gosh this made me cry I am so sorry for what you went through, you are an incredible young woman praying for you ❤
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 2 ай бұрын
Thank you Zoe 🤍
@Smilealot62
@Smilealot62 Ай бұрын
Hug to you fellow New Zealander 💛 I was so touched by your testimony. Continue to shine ✨ for King Jesus Christ ✨ 💛
@Christine_Lawson
@Christine_Lawson Ай бұрын
Well done! You're doing so well you wouldn't know you've been through all this ❤ I just finished a 4 hour argument with God about why he let something happen to me today and I said he'll need to show me something seriously good to make it up to me and your video just came up on my feed (the one about the enemy where you said about the picture of the family). Great channel well done.
@shinigamialessandro
@shinigamialessandro Ай бұрын
you are a girl of disarming sweetness. she broke my heart. I wish you all the best because you deserve it. There is so much evil out there and we must fight it together. It's not easy, I know. especially when she touches us personally. but it can be healed, I have a similar story to yours and little by little with God and therapy I start to feel better. all my love
@joseangelalvarez74
@joseangelalvarez74 27 күн бұрын
Great testimony! Sorry to hear about all the trauma you went through and may God grant you healing!
@rose5566
@rose5566 2 ай бұрын
God bless you dear. 🙏 You have been through so much for such a young girl. Your faith in the Lord is what has saved you and your testimony is going to save others who are going through similar trauma ✨✨✨
@eefamily176
@eefamily176 Ай бұрын
You are such a strong girl. To share your story for the whole world and not to break in tears, you are an inspiration. God has made you strong, and believe me when I say your story will help 100 and 100 people. YOU are such a beautiful role model for young girls. ❤❤
@greenblood5640
@greenblood5640 20 күн бұрын
I can't believe such a beautiful girl had to go through all of that. May God bless and protect you every day.
@Leah1234580
@Leah1234580 Ай бұрын
Hi Cait, thank you for sharing! I have the same experience as you but in a different way. Cptsd is something I have too, I'm with father God too, and hearing your story really touches me and made me feel like I can relate. It soothes me that I'm not alone. I'm also suffering from eating disorders too. I hope this only makes us stronger by choice. God bless you xoxoxox
@scottmayhew2227
@scottmayhew2227 Ай бұрын
Your words are strong. II enjoy how well you put thing together. One thing that keeps my out of our churches is the deception and poor guidance of those who pretend to be the leaders, who are supposed to be on a righteous path and should be attempting to lead others in the same direction, but are not. I have always been spiritual, without even understanding what it was. I too had a terrible childhood, bot it turned me into a lost sheepdog. I did not realize the truth of God until my 50s. I truly enjoy your content.
@caroline_boneham
@caroline_boneham 3 ай бұрын
You are a blessing! These episodes are phenomenal. ♥️
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 3 ай бұрын
Wow thank you so much, Caroline 🥹 I so appreciate you taking the time to watch! 🤍
@debrajvaughn
@debrajvaughn 5 ай бұрын
Absolutely incredible. 😭♥️Thank you for sharing!! Praying that God uses this to encourage everyone who needs to hear it!🙏🙏🙏
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 5 ай бұрын
Thank you so much, Debra! Me too 🙏🏼🥹🤍
@jesseblake4573
@jesseblake4573 5 ай бұрын
Hi Cait!! thanks for sharing your testimony, as hard as it could be. i remember talking to you a lil bit on the gram few years back and bam an email. i pray god continues to use you and grows you in special ways to bring others close to him.
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 5 ай бұрын
Hi Jesse! I remember! ☺ I remember back then you said you might move to Tennessee, did you end up making the move? I hope all is well in your life. Thank you so much for taking the time to listen to my story. 🙏🏼
@jesseblake4573
@jesseblake4573 5 ай бұрын
yes absolutely! I didnt move in fact, i actually stayed where im at working some things out. @@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 5 ай бұрын
@@jesseblake4573I hope it all works out well for you! Keep in touch ☺️
@crystalmiller7112
@crystalmiller7112 Ай бұрын
What a sweet and courageous women you are! I’m so sorry you had to go through all of this, but these hard things can bring us so very close to God. So glad I found this podcast! I’m sure it will be an inspiration to me. God bless you richly! ❤
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor Ай бұрын
Thank you so much! I appreciate you following along ☺️🤍
@Nina-dm2vw
@Nina-dm2vw 2 ай бұрын
Wow Cait I see your voice being one that will resonate with so many. Incredible how you are going to be able to use your trauma for good and hopefully connect with and help others find the peace of God x
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 2 ай бұрын
Thank you so much! ☺️
@susanamartinez5293
@susanamartinez5293 Ай бұрын
You have an amazing testimony ❤ this just shows how important it is to act on something that God puts in your heart. There has been many times that God moves me to speak to people or bless them in many ways and sometimes I don’t🥹
@noahsdaddy020305
@noahsdaddy020305 Ай бұрын
I was blown away by your testimony. You are a true warrior for The Lord. In our war against evil, I'm so happy to know you are right there on the front line. Someday, I hope to be there too.
@hilarythompson1913
@hilarythompson1913 Ай бұрын
So lovely to hear your testimony. A very lovely way of putting it across. With Gods help you will be a great inspiration to others.
@sarahthompson7851
@sarahthompson7851 20 күн бұрын
Wow! What an amazing testimony! God bless you! Listening from Virginia usa 🇺🇸
@siulunlau1551
@siulunlau1551 Ай бұрын
Hi Cait, your life story certainly is a companion to those friends in the same circumstances and friends in the aftermath. Though I have come from a family of three sisters and my parents are caring about me a lot, I can feel the same like you even though you spoke in a calm voice. Your English ascent it reminds me of the good old days in school. I was not successful in exams and lagged behind for I was not anyway opened my heart to those books to understand them. You can imagine how anxious I was. The way you tell us your story I can put myself in your situations and can see the pictures and echong and even heart pumping for you and your mom. So you are not alone and friends like this are not alone. I am very encouraged and it is a revelation from God to you that Jesus the Shephard cannot forsake a lost sheep and many moments He seeks us just that we were too preoccupied that we were blind to his voice. The Shephard protects the sheep even to give his life. Though you your mom went through the turmoils over so many years in the same nightmare every moments, like David having to escape from the chasing of King Saul, the Lord had kept you and your mom at the time He knew that you asked about Him in your heart when you were a small child. And Heavenly Father misses you a lot. He gave you a love letter. By then you understand the fatherly love you can get from the Almighty God, Father. You encountered Him I should say. His love is the anchor and trust and faithfulness and never failed. Security and protection and provision and warmth and all kinds of goodness comes from Him. I shall not want. Your life history in same way broke you and molded you, pain and hard but there is a way every time so you can bear it and raise you up. Everything knitted to do good for the ones who love God. This vessel was broken, burnt, boiled, pressed like the grapes have to go through wine press before it can turn into wines. The new wine will come to fill you the new wine skin in the new capacity to host that new wine that no one can copy. You are the son of God but then you are a peculiar people, a kingly priest, no one can copy. Now, you have overcome life trauma. You learned to forgive, you possess the love of God in your heart and the voice of The Lord over the 27 years of life time experience. This peculiar vessel has the renewed, regenerated, upgraded, enlarged capacity to deliver people as YOU HAVE OVERCOME. In LOVE THERE IS NO FEAR, AMEN!
@thetxpopulist
@thetxpopulist 2 ай бұрын
Howdy Cait! The good Lord puts things I need to see on my KZfaq feed, and your testimony showed up today. What an incredible and beautiful testimony you have! Obedience to our calling is not always the easiest. I also come bearing witness that the Lord will turn a life of hopelessness around completely, and in the twinkle of an eye ✝️🕊️🙏🏼 The Holy Spirit put it on my heart to share this scripture with you: “He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress; My God, in Him I will trust.” Surely He shall deliver you from the snare of the fowler And from the perilous pestilence. He shall cover you with His feathers, And under His wings you shall take refuge; His truth shall be your shield and buckler. YOU shall not be afraid of the terror by night, Nor of the arrow that flies by day, Nor of the pestilence that walks in darkness, Nor of the destruction that lays waste at noonday.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭91‬:‭1‬-‭6‬ ‭NKJV‬‬ Thanks again for sharing, and have a fantastic week 😊
@julietreagus7043
@julietreagus7043 Ай бұрын
I am already encouraged....thankyou
@lindamartin3577
@lindamartin3577 15 күн бұрын
Thank you for your courage to share these painful memories. I am praising God with you for His love and for His work in your life. Truly, Jesus desires life abundant for each of us. He hears our cries. He is our Healer. He is everything good-love and light! Your testimony stirs me to give God thanks.
@frankg1963
@frankg1963 12 күн бұрын
Your testimony is powerful, I have share your video with my younger daughter that I believe the holy spirt has directed me to do so. Thank you Cait for sharing your wonderful stories, never give up your ministry, you are changing peoples lives !
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 12 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for the appreciation, Frank! It is such a blessing to me, truly. I pray my testimony resonates with your daughter and God would move in her life just as powerfully 🙏🏼
@shelbyartist9152
@shelbyartist9152 21 күн бұрын
Thank you for sharing your testimony! ❤
@charisedaniels1237
@charisedaniels1237 3 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing!!! The hardships we go through can become a blessing in our lives and the lives of others. God really is always there even when we feel alone. I look forward to future vids.
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 3 ай бұрын
So true, Charise. He is working all things together for good even in the hardest moments. Thank you for taking the time to hear my story and for following along! I appreciate you 🤍
@tinasumerton470
@tinasumerton470 Ай бұрын
May Our Heavenly Father bless you abundantly. Thank you for sharing your story that reaching the right person will also help them. Lots of love from me to you my darling
@maureenphilip3860
@maureenphilip3860 Ай бұрын
You are indeed a strong young woman,, if I were the one sharing my journey o would have broken down. May the good Lord perfect all that concerns you. You are loved 🤗❤
@guymerritt3574
@guymerritt3574 Ай бұрын
What an amazing testimony.. thank you for sharing it.. I can relate.. Keep allowing God to use you for it will help many..
@Bymartinadiallo
@Bymartinadiallo Ай бұрын
I just wholeheartedly thank the Lord for encountering you. I am so touched, and ngl very emotional after watching your testimony. Just thank you for sharing, this will impact so many souls 🫂🤍
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor Ай бұрын
🥺🥹🩷 thank you for taking the time to watch
@Bymartinadiallo
@Bymartinadiallo Ай бұрын
@@CaitTaylor thank you as well love!! 💓
@christopherr316
@christopherr316 5 ай бұрын
Speechless! It’s amazing, Cait! 🎉🤩✝️
@CaitTaylor
@CaitTaylor 5 ай бұрын
Thank you for taking the time to watch, Chris! ☺
@christopherr316
@christopherr316 5 ай бұрын
@@CaitTaylor Wouldn’t have missed it!
@louisebester1660
@louisebester1660 11 күн бұрын
Wow! You brought me joy and hope to deepen my relationship with God my Father. He is not angry with me. 🙏🙈
@katyst-cyr3107
@katyst-cyr3107 Ай бұрын
Thank you so much. Very encouraging and inspiring 💝🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
@AngelEnoch
@AngelEnoch 22 күн бұрын
Thank you for this. I was not wanted by my dad because he had a wife and other boys that I never to this day got to meet. My mom was depressed because my sister was into dark things and had gotten into drugs and had my niece at 19 years old from someone in his 40s. He caused my sister to ostracize us and my mom got depressed. I know now that GOD blacked out trauma for my protection back then and it’s a blur between 5 years old and middle school. My mom became depressed and drank alcohol and became abusive. My mom would wake me up in the middle of the night with a smack in the face and beat me to look for certain toys she deemed she was going to take away or clean my room and I remember falling asleep so tired because I had school that day and her smacking me awake again. I was bullied a ton in school and school was my escape from the abuse from home and home was my escape from being bullied in school. Video games were my only escape and didn’t know of GOD because I was abused if I didn’t worship or sing gospel songs so I didn’t wanna be a Christian that in high school I found a lot of hate in my heart and turned to paganism and recently found JESUS CHRIST thanks to all the prayers my mom prayed over me throughout my life RIP. I’m grateful we healed our relationship and was able to tell my mom I love her when she passed in my arms. She named me Enoch after the one who walked with GOD, so after she passed I realized she prayed over me her whole life and it must’ve been for a reason. I decided to turn from paganism to Christianity and it’s been such a beautiful journey.
@AngelEnoch
@AngelEnoch 22 күн бұрын
Sorry for such a long reply but you compelled me to testify of GOD’s beauty of healing and forgiveness. My mom and I were best friends through thick and thin and never gave up on each other. I have faith GOD has her in heaven and has her safe and that’s the most prized wish I could ever ask for
@riellegomez2838
@riellegomez2838 Ай бұрын
Ive never had a testimony make me cry so much ❤ Im happy you found God
@LawrenceOwusu-jl2mj
@LawrenceOwusu-jl2mj 25 күн бұрын
Thank you, our Heavenly Father. Thank you, our Heavenly Father. Yours O Lord is THE GREATNESS, THE POWER AND THE GLORY, THE VICTORY AND THE MAJESTY. YOURS IS THE KINGDOM, IN YOUR HANDS IS POWER AND MIGHT...AND STRENGTH TO ALL. Now therefore, our God WE THANK YOU AND PRAISE YOUR GLORIOUS NAME.
@loriboyd4420
@loriboyd4420 Ай бұрын
Amen Sister. Never stop leaning into our Lord
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