We did it! And just to think that this is just the surface of what really went on behind closed doors. It's scary. How lucky are we to have found this lifestyle! Vegan for the win. We are both very strong women! Xoxo thanks for your support beautiful

i love you

thank you xx

Ginger hey Ginger, thank you so much! that means a lot to me and makes me so happy :)! I can only imagine the pain you must be in. I was once there myself. As you saw, I was at my whits end with my eating disorder, I couldn't go on living like this and being in costant fear, like how you are feeling now. I decided in my head, for weeks that I was going to do this lifestyle with my entire heart and soul because I knew it was going to heal me. I know it's so hard thinking about all the calories, and I struggled with it too, but then I also decided to educate myself by reading all the books (I recommend in my videos) and forming an ethical attachment to it that it really made something just switch inside me. I knew it was going to heal me, I could just feel it. I've realised now that life really is all about choices. You can choose to continue being consumed by an eating disorder or you can become choose to become empowered by the thought of wanting to get better and take the chance on this! I promise, if you try it for just one week, you will feel incredible. The calories that you consume on this lifestyle are the RIGHT calories, they will nourish, nuture and heal your body, mind and spirit. Our body runs on carbs and sugar and once you start getting all the glucose to your cells, you will shine from the inside out. At first, eating so many calories still affected me and my ED mindset, but I kept pushing and as I was eating I would say positive mantras in my head to keep me on track - "I love myself, this food will heal me, this food is good for me, you will live a healthy and happy life eating this way". Everyday, it became easier and easier. I also kept reading books and watching documentaries about veganism/high carb lifestyle/animal cruelty along the way and I found that helped with my journey, as well as all the amazing people here on youtube in the high carb vegan community. That's one thing I learned too - YOU ARE NEVER ALONE on here. Everyone will help you on this journey. Even start your own youtube channel! I know you can do this, it is worth more than what anything number says on the scales, worth more than any negative thoughts in your mind, worth more than what any one else says! Kepp your head high, CHOOSE to make a change to your life, because in the end, you make the choice! I'm here for you if you need help and guidance... YOU CAN DO THIS!!!! lots of love to you xoxox

by the way I love this video and I think that you are so beautiful!!!

Julia Bernard i just saw this :) thats amazing, keep going on your journey! xox

Brooke Schweers Thanks Brooke, this lifestyle really does empower people!! WOOOOOOO xxx

Hazey Haze i totally agree! thank you so much xx

***** because a fish is an animal and animal fats and protein are bad for humans as they are acidic and cause health ailments. The ocean is also riddled with mercury.. and i get my b12 from injections once a month

Mantras and Mangos there's also nutritional yeast that contains B12, its awesome, you can use it like parmesan, as it has a cheesy kind of flavour

+Kuu child i'm so happy you found your way out of there and are happier now :) thank you so much x

Jons Conscious Life thank you! I truly believe that veganism is healing, because for our whole lives we are living unnaturally, and once we come in touch with doing what's natural to a human physiologically, biologically and spiritually then we heal and I totally agree, being vegan definitely contributes to the ability to. Express an elated state of mind. I've experienced some strange things especially when I'm on my yoga mat. It was incredible. Thanks for your comment

***** you're very welcome :)

YaYaJuke that's great. Your body is so happy! You rock too! :) :) :)

Eden Greenwood Thank you for taking the time to watch it... Ohh you should totally try going vegan, even if you give yourself a challenge, you will never wanna stop! xx

Donna Giamprini you're welcome, and thank you for watching. I wake up every day with more reasons to love this lifestyle :) lots of love to you x

thank you! and yes, i know, they are GOD SENT! xx

Doamazing yes, go us!! this lifestyle and our positive mindsets set us free.. i'm happy that you found this lifestyle too x

Thanks passion! Means a lot to me! Vegan for the win wooooo x

+Darren Gaudry Ⓥ aww thanks for watching this!! xxx

+Mantras and Mangos do u have a twitter

Love you too, gorgeous hehe x

Helena, what an amazing story! It just goes to show though, how strong you really are that you kept fighting! There will always be the ego and nagtive thinking trying to overtake us, but we just have to stay positive and continue loving ourselves.. So much love to you beautiful xoxo

+Nadia Gregoire

Tara Spring haha that's so awesome! yay! thank you xx

Peach Mango Moon yay! well, i'm glad you found me! thank yo, and WELCOME!! woo lets connect x

I hope those days are over for you too!!! Thanks for watching 😊

Dusty Connelly thank you so much for watching Dusty! xx

I will have to check them out! I hope you have overcome that pain, too. Thanks so much for watching, beautiful xx

Alexi B thank you! yes!!! vegan for the win always xx

Laura Booth this makes me happy xx

Plant Based Guerilla thank you :)

+Natalie Andrade That's amazing! Best documentaries to watch too! I recommend forks over knives! Another good one x

Thx for the tips!You're adorable!Have been watching all your videos since the 1st one :D love love love! I'm thinking about changing my food habits because it is so sad what we, human beings, do... :/ anyway, I'm from Brazil and already a fan :D

holistic pharmacist thank you so much gorgeous xx

thanks Joe!! :)

Thanks you :)

***** aww I love you too! Thank you so much xx

VeganStories Thank you

jared bass thank you :)

I love you more my beautiful best friend xxx

Yessenia Castro here's a link: store.veganessentials.com/vegan-compassion-organic-cotton-t-shirt-by-nonviolenceunitedorg---black-p2073.aspx

Veganessentials.com :)

Heba Mash You don't need to lose any more weight at all!!!!!

Thanks for watching! I will check it out soon :)