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My Voice One Year on Testosterone | packaged歌ってみた (cover)

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melancholiaah

melancholiaah

Күн бұрын

Today marks my one year anniversary on HRT in my transition! There has been lots of ups, some downs, but the thing that matters most is I have finally grown to be comfortable in myself and am coming to love who I am. Thank you all for the support up until this moment and onwards.
Much love
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@torrent
@torrent 3 жыл бұрын
As someone who has been subscribed to you since 2008, but only periodically checks in on your channel, this was quite the surprise to me. I will say this, you seem to be much happier now than you were just a couple years ago. Good luck and God speed
@curiouskurio
@curiouskurio 3 жыл бұрын
First off, congratulations on the transition! It must feel super satisfying to be at the 1 year mark of such a wonderful change! Can't wait to hear more of your future works onward from this point! Second, this song is definitely one of my favorite vocaloid songs that I loved playing in Project Diva f 2nd. I would play it nonstop, so hearing your cover of this song is definitely nostalgic to me about playing it so much
@jamestuckey8187
@jamestuckey8187 3 жыл бұрын
Dude, I'm so happy for you! I'm one of those folks that subbed for your Toad covers, but seeing how happy you are as your authentic self is even better than those were. Congratulations, and keep being awesome!
@Barquevious_Jackson
@Barquevious_Jackson 3 жыл бұрын
I subscribed because you could hit the High Piercing notes of Toad. We may not get that again but none the less I wish you the best of luck on your singing career and in life.
@Senayoshy
@Senayoshy 3 жыл бұрын
think thats the majority of people subbed here, for toad.
@evanm738
@evanm738 3 жыл бұрын
Could we see the the entry of buff toad?
@korsekil
@korsekil 3 жыл бұрын
Same, but I'm glad he's happy now.
@isavenewspapers8890
@isavenewspapers8890 2 жыл бұрын
Don't be in too low spirits! Keegan-goddamn-Michael Key is Toad in the actual Mario movie! Literally anyone can voice the little mushroom guy! (I know I can to at least some extent!) The sky is the limit! Nothing in life matters!
@allisonfedak7825
@allisonfedak7825 3 жыл бұрын
Shit dude, just seeing this makes me so proud! The fact that you're so much more confident in your own skin is so nice to see, especially with how you adapted your vocals. Seriously, the fact that you can duet with yourself and sound entirely different is huge. Big ups, bro. Also if you ever want to do Toad/Kermit duets, I can do a mean Toad.
@jjigae0
@jjigae0 3 жыл бұрын
AHHH CONGRATS!! THAT'S AMAZING IM SO GLAD EVERYTHING'S BEEN GOING WELL!! ALSO UR COVER WAS GREAT literally ur singing is just *chef's kiss*
@RoyalViper1
@RoyalViper1 3 жыл бұрын
ARE YOU KIDDING?! THIS SOUNDS AMAZINGGG I LOVE THIS SONGG!! YES KING SLAYYY 😭😭😭😭💙💚💙💚💙💚💙 you were amazing before and you’re even better now, I’m literally crying I’m-
@UsagiMimiChu
@UsagiMimiChu 3 жыл бұрын
I wonder if this made you re-learn how to sing in a new register of if it didn't affect, anyone can answer. Congratulations on a full year of T!!! You look so happy it's contagious 😊
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
I did have to relearn a lot! I worked very closely with my doctors however and they created a path with my medication that suited me as a vocalist and gave me time to work each month and slowly grow into the voice to be more comfortable vocally. It was still a very stressful and often very sad process looking at it from a vocalist point of view as some months I couldn't sing at all and was just voice cracks everywhere. However, the path has served me very well and gave me lots of time to grow into my new voice comfortably!
@UsagiMimiChu
@UsagiMimiChu 3 жыл бұрын
@@melancholiaah So happy for you! You've done well 🥺 Thanks for answering!
@AIOctober
@AIOctober 3 жыл бұрын
Holy shit, this is quite incredible. The concept, the execution, especially just...how well you're doing with taking the next steps in your life to feel more valid and like, y'know, yourself...gosh, I'm really happy for you. I didn't even know you were doing this until just now and I wish you all the best with this the further along you go and in general. ;.;
@queerlydearly
@queerlydearly 3 жыл бұрын
omg the sudden drop at like 3 months is WILD
@gigideonis3112
@gigideonis3112 3 жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of you!!! Idk if u remember me, I’m Cure Angel, we performed at TIF together. You’ve always been a huge inspiration to me.
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you Cure Angel!!!! Of course I do, I miss you so much! I hope we can share the stage again sometime soon♡
@shera9505
@shera9505 2 жыл бұрын
The only video I’ve ever seen on your channel was “Toad sings Chandelier”, I recently came back to find it and came across this. What a surprise to see this is you! You look incredibly happy and I’m happy for you. Doing a duet with yourself like this is so cool. I am now a new subscriber. Keep singing! :)
@duncanbug
@duncanbug 3 жыл бұрын
I know you had posted that 2020 was rough for you especially and I know we only get a curated version of you on social media but…. you just look so genuinely truly happy here. Proud of you!
@sasuke5088
@sasuke5088 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats on the 1 year! Seeing others on the transition journey is very heart-warming~
@ShamansMystery
@ShamansMystery 3 жыл бұрын
i listen to a local artist that was on T, before transitioning he sounded great, but it made his singing voice SO MUCH BETTER.
@potatoman223
@potatoman223 3 жыл бұрын
This is amazing, by far the best thing I've seen in a while. Congratulations!!! Ahh this is just so great, so happy for you!
@buzzkill5833
@buzzkill5833 3 жыл бұрын
Came for the toad, stayed for the music
@flameindigo8035
@flameindigo8035 3 жыл бұрын
Dude, you are KILLING IT. You sound absolutely amazing. Keep being you and doing what you do!
@ArgentoNatsu
@ArgentoNatsu 2 жыл бұрын
I SUBBED FOR THE TOAD COVERS I DIDNT EXPECT TO CRY
@sophiamaria707
@sophiamaria707 3 жыл бұрын
The singing gives me chills, it’s amazing! Can’t wait to see what you do next 💙
@Noipara38
@Noipara38 3 жыл бұрын
BISHOUNEN VOICE AAAAAAAAAH I LOVE IT SO MUCH
@Zinkolo
@Zinkolo 3 жыл бұрын
Not only is this beautiful before and after but this is also incredibly poetic and beautiful... The fact that this doesn't have a million views is criminal.
@alexandre526
@alexandre526 3 жыл бұрын
Your singing is still amazing, can't wait to listen to your future projects 🙏
@rroraa23
@rroraa23 3 жыл бұрын
Amazing!! So proud of you 🧡
@kaleykkuma
@kaleykkuma 3 жыл бұрын
SOOO HAPPY FOR YOU
@AbominableTomato
@AbominableTomato 3 жыл бұрын
Oh my god Marius I’m in tears I’m so proud of you!!!! You’ve come so far aaaa
@tsukisu_cos
@tsukisu_cos 3 жыл бұрын
Amazing! even though your voice has changed so much you singing is still so powerful and clear! I'm happy you can be who you are.
@olympiadeverre
@olympiadeverre 3 жыл бұрын
Amazing concept, it’s so neat to hear how much progress you’ve made in one year!! Looking forward to seeing where you go next!
@Sicarnus
@Sicarnus 2 жыл бұрын
Damn your voice got deep (comparatively)! I'm so happy you are finding the you that you are happy being!
@Maishopalazzo
@Maishopalazzo 2 жыл бұрын
So, no more toad? :(
@EllyG
@EllyG 3 жыл бұрын
I'm actually crying. You sound wonderful 😭💖💖💖
@anarkeee
@anarkeee 3 жыл бұрын
whoa a whole year, that’s amazing 💕
@Knouffy
@Knouffy 2 жыл бұрын
I slept on this video. Was reminded of your channel and had to check this out. So proud of you!
@BunnyMatchaMochi
@BunnyMatchaMochi 3 жыл бұрын
Lovely, lovely voice. You look so much happier, too~
@Dustin_Studios
@Dustin_Studios 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats on your transition! You look happy and sound great! :-)
3 жыл бұрын
Such awesome self-duet 😍. And congratulations for the anniversary ❤️
@carpet2123
@carpet2123 3 жыл бұрын
i’m so happy for you!!! congratulations!!!
@Zkyvy
@Zkyvy 2 жыл бұрын
I subbed when I got addicted to miku and found your cosplay covers, I'm happy that you're doing your best doing what you really love. This cover just gave me a massive wave of nostalgia. Lmao Keep up the good work!!
@KaitoSGJS
@KaitoSGJS 3 жыл бұрын
YUHHHHH GET INTO IT KINGGG LETS GOOO
@astraeaflorence
@astraeaflorence 3 жыл бұрын
im so happy for you!
@hamerugumiandthevocaloidfa8654
@hamerugumiandthevocaloidfa8654 2 жыл бұрын
You've already grown into ur new voice so well😭😭
@animegamergirl09
@animegamergirl09 3 жыл бұрын
Congratulations!! I’m glad you’re able to embrace yourself!
@WulfyFang3
@WulfyFang3 3 жыл бұрын
It's incredible hearing that change!
@z3sty351
@z3sty351 3 жыл бұрын
Omg congrats that’s so awesome 👍👍👍
@rbjplay13
@rbjplay13 3 жыл бұрын
you're amazing!!! we love you!
@Cynyanko
@Cynyanko 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats but rip toad, he will be missed
@TheBiscuitStreet
@TheBiscuitStreet 3 жыл бұрын
Yo so cool! You’re so rad!
@imokage
@imokage 3 жыл бұрын
That's crazy seeing u singing normally lol, love that
@ZdrytchX
@ZdrytchX 3 жыл бұрын
that transition is quicker than i thought The worst thing about voice change when singing is getting used to the new pitch transition. I still havent adjusted in 15 years and lost about 2 octaves worth of vocal range from the cursed puberty, you did a great job!
@jpqgg
@jpqgg 3 жыл бұрын
wow, congratulations 🥰💓
@zennysobs
@zennysobs 3 жыл бұрын
That’s amazing! Good for you!!!
@TheMenasaur
@TheMenasaur 3 жыл бұрын
congrats!!! you sound great!
@Wingedmagician
@Wingedmagician 3 жыл бұрын
This is pretty cool to see the transition in clips.
@catteriyaki1827
@catteriyaki1827 3 жыл бұрын
You sound amazing!!!
@lepioptera
@lepioptera 3 жыл бұрын
WOAH! You keep amaze me! Keep at it, Max(dunno if you still go by Max?)!
@magentasky234
@magentasky234 3 жыл бұрын
Happy 1 year on being on testosterone!
@XCATX25
@XCATX25 3 жыл бұрын
You look happier. That's great! My only question is is it over for Toad covers?
@hawktalon7890
@hawktalon7890 2 жыл бұрын
I would presume so, I don't think he can hit that range anymore.
@_blank-_
@_blank-_ Жыл бұрын
NOOOOOOOOOOOO 😭😭😭 WHYYYYYYYY 😫😫😫
@alexisb3925
@alexisb3925 3 жыл бұрын
We stan
@Dave102693
@Dave102693 Жыл бұрын
Congrats
@moonmoon11111
@moonmoon11111 3 жыл бұрын
hey, i’m crying so much watching this.. there’s such a massive change and as a trans guy it gives me a lot of hope
@Poiuy
@Poiuy 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats!!! :>
@fmj329
@fmj329 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats!!!!!!!!
@tendocat8778
@tendocat8778 Жыл бұрын
you could have made so breaking song by recording your "female" voice and your "male" voice together
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah Жыл бұрын
I still have a lot of songs I've recorded with my voice prior to hrt that I could do it with! Maybe more one day :)
@Zadamanim
@Zadamanim 3 жыл бұрын
does this mean no toad covers
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
Yes.
@user-uk4xi7nk7f
@user-uk4xi7nk7f 3 жыл бұрын
素敵な歌声ですね
@ccw139
@ccw139 3 жыл бұрын
Wait what?? I had no idea you were transitioning.
@xyvernthederg5760
@xyvernthederg5760 3 жыл бұрын
congrats dude!
@Breadkid101
@Breadkid101 2 жыл бұрын
Is this a type of medicine you can take? Or is it just training
@calissaloricchio3957
@calissaloricchio3957 3 жыл бұрын
@RyanStark-sy6xm
@RyanStark-sy6xm 3 жыл бұрын
@SomeInterestingName
@SomeInterestingName 2 жыл бұрын
Since your voice has changed it's time to get into "Wario/Bowser sings..." territory
@SilasBlanc
@SilasBlanc 3 жыл бұрын
Question, can you reverse testosterone voice change?
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
no, you cannot! you can do voice training, but hrt effects are not reverseable
@sebastianortega1938
@sebastianortega1938 3 жыл бұрын
Yes, it is possible but it can be harder than the original HRT, it can also be a bit dangerous. Remember that the first HRT messes up the patient's hormone balance, so doing it a second time to reverse the process *could* actually screw it up. As any medical procedure there is always a risk but also ways to mitigate. Obviously it also depends a lot on the patient. In any case, it is quite rare for trans people to ever want to go back to their birth sex. After all, why would they want to go back to a state that made them feel uncomfortable with their bodies in the first place? So for now we can probably just say goodbye to any hope for new Toad Sings videos 😥 But let's also say: Congrats melancholiaah for your transition! 😃
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
@@sebastianortega1938 thank you jorge!!!
@ManDoorHandHookDoor
@ManDoorHandHookDoor 2 жыл бұрын
Super cool, but does this mean no more toad covers? ;_;
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 2 жыл бұрын
i cannot do the voice anymore, so yes, this is what that means. i would rather transition and be happy with myself as a person than dedicate my life to singing as toad, you know? 😅
@ManDoorHandHookDoor
@ManDoorHandHookDoor 2 жыл бұрын
Really? I thought being Toad in body and soul is everyones end goal.
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 2 жыл бұрын
@@ManDoorHandHookDoor maybe in the afterlife we will reach that salvation
@pickledcheese__
@pickledcheese__ 3 жыл бұрын
This was amazing to watch!! If you dont mind me asking, what are your pronouns? Thanks and keep on the hard work!!!! 💜💜💜💜💜
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
i use he/him!! thanks for asking!
@OguraToasty
@OguraToasty 2 жыл бұрын
I want to go on E but my genetics said no.
@ninjasaurusrexatron
@ninjasaurusrexatron 3 жыл бұрын
ok but hows the toad voice
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
cant do it anymore but i can do a pretty mean kermit now so we will see how things go
@ninjasaurusrexatron
@ninjasaurusrexatron 3 жыл бұрын
sounds fun looking forward to it
@Nezumiin
@Nezumiin 3 жыл бұрын
Don't you think it's kind of rude to completely disregard this celebratory post to ask about niche content that was /never/ the main point of this channel and hasn't been made for a year now?
@ninjasaurusrexatron
@ninjasaurusrexatron 3 жыл бұрын
no
@caseygreyson4178
@caseygreyson4178 3 жыл бұрын
あなたはハーフですか?
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
いいえ、ハーフではありません。 しかし、日本の音楽は大好きw
@stagnantfox3027
@stagnantfox3027 3 жыл бұрын
I hope this isnt rude but imagine if you could keep both ranges. You'd be a friggin vocal range legend
@ashleychanforever
@ashleychanforever 3 жыл бұрын
So you're transgender, huh? I'm proud of ya. Although i'm not trans
@CloutmasterPhluphyy
@CloutmasterPhluphyy 3 жыл бұрын
Ngl i didn't know u were trans (probably bc i don't keep up with this channel much) Congratulations though :)
@musicissomuchfunpiano3327
@musicissomuchfunpiano3327 6 ай бұрын
Why!!! Just stay a girl please!
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 6 ай бұрын
no 🫶
@musicissomuchfunpiano3327
@musicissomuchfunpiano3327 6 ай бұрын
@@melancholiaah please?
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 6 ай бұрын
@@musicissomuchfunpiano3327 no 😔🫶
@bertimusprime7900
@bertimusprime7900 3 жыл бұрын
Lets hope you never want to transition back. Your voice can’t be reversed.
@melancholiaah
@melancholiaah 3 жыл бұрын
i won't want to, it's really sensationalized that trans people detransition very often and are full of regret. while i'm sure some do, that isn't the majority of the community and it is a really sharp sword we as a community face a lot. i have dreamt of this since i was a child, this voice isn't one to be reversed, but it's the voice i was always meant to have. i will never want to reverse what i worked so hard to achieve.
@bertimusprime7900
@bertimusprime7900 3 жыл бұрын
@@melancholiaah That's great, I really do hope it all goes well for you.
@lukefarrell1453
@lukefarrell1453 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats
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