Being strong is not easy, indeed! I can't even try to imagine how difficult it was to talk about this terrible topic and how much strength you needed throughout these 9 months. I am happy that you are well now and you recovered from the surgery. I didn't notice that you have a scar until you mentioned it (I even looked at the photo you sent me for out collab which was up close and in HD and it's not visible). That's a good thing I suppose. And also I totally agree that we have to love ourselves. Now that I think about it, it's pretty much a bummer to see that often the people who are unhappy with their lives or the way they look and don't know how to appreciate themselves are actually those who never had to deal with the crap life can throw at somebody. I hope that you are doing well and stay safe my dear! Big hug ♡

Are you sure someone didn't put something in your drink? Maybe something even bad than this would had happened that night...