Violet Evergarden is one of those few animes that truly make you appreciate life.
@shipupuru3 жыл бұрын
facts.
@messyymilkk3 жыл бұрын
Same! It points out the goods and bads of life without it being too much. And Violet’s character arc just makes it all the better.
@jiysea3 жыл бұрын
Basically most sad animes.
@GranataVR3 жыл бұрын
totally agree
@lllIIIIIlIlIIllll3 жыл бұрын
Nah
@purv28093 жыл бұрын
*I cried so fucking hard in this episode, actually i cried in every episode wow*
@sukumarm3633 жыл бұрын
Same goes for me too,I can feel u 😭😭😭,Each and every episode is like a diamond,I cried for each and every moment with them😭🥺💔
@lambiest54333 жыл бұрын
Same from first ep to the lad I cried all the way.
@bombasticsideeye1233 жыл бұрын
Same, the mf Maria episode 😭😭😭
@definitelyhuman45103 жыл бұрын
I cried in the veteran's episode, this episode and the author's episode. All three of them just so relatable for some reason. The OVA about the girl who's being left alone by her fiancé's also made me cry.
@lisamv3 жыл бұрын
Same
@someoneisasking83303 жыл бұрын
The mother knew she has not much time left and she won't be able to see her grow up. She was actually writing letters to her daughter's future birthday. Even though the mother wont be there to guide her, the letter will always reach her during her birthday every year. This episode actually made me appreciate what I have when I was young.
@dazaiosamu46893 жыл бұрын
50 letters, Violet wrote 50 letters
@aslamjamil44623 жыл бұрын
Year every years she received a letter from her death mom
@raviedavieu3 жыл бұрын
Ohh.......................................
@Noushauga3 жыл бұрын
the person who thought of that concept (maybe the author) is a fking genius I could never. I already knew the letters would be for her but for what purpose then the first line "Happy 8th Birthday Ann" then tears just came out for me damn.
@anette82603 жыл бұрын
@@dazaiosamu4689 Holy shit I almost forgot that was the amount of letters she had to write lmfao
@vernon7903 жыл бұрын
This song is literally for her specially when she already understands everything
@sapphyir3 жыл бұрын
what is the name of the song ? :((
@azatilismah97183 жыл бұрын
@@sapphyir Pluto projector
@sapphyir3 жыл бұрын
@@azatilismah9718 thank you ! have a nice day ! :D
@redrage3693 жыл бұрын
This sonk Memories broken The truth goes unspoken I’ve even forgotten my name I don’t know the season Or what is the reason I’m standing here holding my blade A desolate place Without any trace It’s only the cold wind I feel It’s me that I spite As I stand up and fight The only thing I know for real There will be blood-shed The man in the mirror nods his head The only one left Will ride upon the dragon’s back Because the mountains don’t give back what they take Oh no There will be blood-shed It’s the only thing I’ve ever known Losing my identity Wondering have I gone insane To find the truth in front of me I must climb this mountain range Looking downward from this deadly height And never realizing why I fight
@74zal742 жыл бұрын
This song fits too well with the story
@yuoi16643 жыл бұрын
I remember this episode left me crying for hours. Violet Evergarden is such a beautiful anime, both the art and the story
@Hayazz3 жыл бұрын
Do you recommend watching it or not? I’m 16
@gmailhmmm28503 жыл бұрын
@@Hayazz who cares if ur 16 anime doesn’t have an age limit bruh
@Hayazz3 жыл бұрын
@@gmailhmmm2850 😂ok
@redrage3693 жыл бұрын
In that moment I thought… Memories broken The truth goes unspoken I’ve even forgotten my name I don’t know the season Or what is the reason I’m standing here holding my blade A desolate place Without any trace It’s only the cold wind I feel It’s me that I spite As I stand up and fight The only thing I know for real There will be blood-shed The man in the mirror nods his head The only one left Will ride upon the dragon’s back Because the mountains don’t give back what they take Oh no There will be blood-shed It’s the only thing I’ve ever known Losing my identity Wondering have I gone insane To find the truth in front of me I must climb this mountain range Looking downward from this deadly height And never realizing why I fight
@NizarOnTop3 жыл бұрын
@@Hayazz ages doesnt matter in this series because it watch very good to watch
@itstivan3 жыл бұрын
I wish I can rewatch Violet Evergarden for the first time ever.
@shipupuru3 жыл бұрын
same
@melio05043 жыл бұрын
same
@rickyly36543 жыл бұрын
I said the same thing about grand blue. It's a hilarious anime about diving.
@Lenzac3 жыл бұрын
This prob like how I feel for those nice sad movies
@ISI_ohionpc3 жыл бұрын
sameeeeeeee
@rururuhuwa50993 жыл бұрын
"how much longer will i be able to be with you?" Dang, that hurts. No matter how much you wouldn't believe it, surely one day, it'll happen
@supadupaswag21253 жыл бұрын
I was in 6th grade watching it when it came out and this lowkey made me have a small existential crisis. I had the urgency to get up and do everything with my mom that day and that is the only reason I remember it so vividly. Feel bad for those who have to deal with the agony of not having an adequate person to fulfill as a mother
@andymyung11323 жыл бұрын
I could sympathize.
@jems37323 жыл бұрын
every time i watch part of this episode i feel the urge to be with my mom.
@Pheonix662562 жыл бұрын
6th grade existential crisis?
@ananyabhagat70523 жыл бұрын
Some children need to grow up fast due to circumstances , I hope every child can have his/her childhood
@NarukuSenpai3 жыл бұрын
I kinda grow up fast and true I hope other kids out there will have their happy childhood✌️
@anumnk3 жыл бұрын
I’m going through some really hard times right now, so thank you :’)
@tylerd.13 жыл бұрын
That’s true, but a big part of it all is the child itself... If your a kid, focus on being a kid. You shouldn’t have a care in the world, life is your story. If you feel pressured to help your family, don’t feel pressured. Money is their problem, it’s their troubles. They shouldn’t need to bring you into their troubles. (Unless it’s something important, like a divorce or you’re moving) When you feel like you can help pay rent or make money and you’re old enough to do so, you can do it. Don’t feel obligated to do something because you think it’s the right thing to do. You have to focus on yourself first.
@Blobster-ln2by3 жыл бұрын
I agree with some children need to grow up fast due to circumstances but I don’t think you should hope for kids’ parents to die
@ananyabhagat70523 жыл бұрын
@@Blobster-ln2by huh?,,,when did I hope for kid's parents to die??
@vinayaktyagi10013 жыл бұрын
Episode 10 was the best episode of the series, and that makes michishirube more full of emotions..
@samaysharma61933 жыл бұрын
Wait till it hits in the movie...
@tasha27493 жыл бұрын
Violet evergarden sure dry my eye
@sanp20323 жыл бұрын
@@samaysharma6193 i watched the movie and i didn't think it added much. only one extra story about a random spoiled schoolgirl??????
@y4y8y53 жыл бұрын
@@sanp2032 no that movie is a side thing and tv only he is talking about the actual movie that is in cinemas
@Verdha6032 жыл бұрын
@@y4y8y5 Actually both examples are movies, since they’re both set as sequels to the one season series. (The show is based on a 4 volume light novel, the series+ova covered the first two books, while each movie covered another book).
@ellas94733 жыл бұрын
Truth: Every episode was very hard to watch, it made me watch into other anime. Each episode hit's hard, this anime gave us on how truly "Love is pure". Ive only seen 3 episodes of this anime, it took several attempts to finish an episode due to not emotionally prepared.
@soemoe34613 жыл бұрын
i even stop watching this cause i can't handle that much
@AyakoHideko2 жыл бұрын
That is true. Every episode hits me so hard as well, but I got through it all because I was in a head space to consume content that I know will hit me in a painful yet profound way. They're my type of shows haha.
@rootin_tootin_rem3 жыл бұрын
I love Violet Evergarden because it was made from someone winning a contest! It really shows that anyone can make something beautiful as long as they put their heart to it! I hope to animate my own show one day :)
@ibti_benks3 жыл бұрын
I hope it will happen to you 🥰
@ivikivi85273 жыл бұрын
I had no idea. That's amazing. I hope you'll get the same chance one day ❤️
@sengyengvang72022 жыл бұрын
WOW I didn't know that! Me too! I believe in you
@honeybrownbear79233 жыл бұрын
The anime is called Violet Evergarden. Spoilers for this one episode (even if it was obvious): The letters the mother was writing were for her daughter because she knew she couldn't stay by her side forever, so she wrote 50 letters that would be mailed to her daughter every time her birthday would come.
@simonghostriley34153 жыл бұрын
tysm💞
@HoodedDude13 жыл бұрын
Oh damn...Oh Damn....DAMN.....Just man...damn man.....MAN...NO....JUST...no..man why man just.....WHYYY..MAAN...MAAAAANN DAAAMNN THAT HIT HARD MAN .... Man....
@HoodedDude13 жыл бұрын
Noo...nooo... Man.....just..nooooo... Man...noo.....that..hit hard man
@simonghostriley34153 жыл бұрын
@@HoodedDude1 u are ok bro? ._.
@HoodedDude13 жыл бұрын
@@simonghostriley3415 noooooo...man..noooooo...duuuuude.....i cant sleep dude....man...im too depressed to sleep..maaaaaaaan aaaaaaaaaaah
@rickyly36543 жыл бұрын
This hit me harder than the first time watching cause my mom have cancer now. I actually cried. edit: Omg my most liked comment XD. Thank you for all the kind words. My mom is doing fine so far. The cancer got a bit worse so she started chemo for about 3 weeks. We have to wait and see how it goes. If it doesnt get better, she will go on a stronger chemo and I will shave my head with her. Again thank you so much lol. I'm glad to be a weeb XD
@shipupuru3 жыл бұрын
i’m so sorry to hear that... i hope you’re doing well.
@lalalaksita37423 жыл бұрын
So sorry to hear that bud, hope she recover soon..
@dreamybrry3 жыл бұрын
I'm really sorry and I hope she recovers..
@mikewhocheesehairy56323 жыл бұрын
I wish you and your family all the best, stay strong
@Allvn_edits3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry to hear that.. Stay strong...
@vapormint7183 жыл бұрын
The saddest moment is the ending were Violet told to the other girls that she had to concentrate to not to cry during her service
@muzado36173 жыл бұрын
the moment Ann said that she knows that her mother will not be with her anymore, i cried so hard....this episode is a masterpiece!
@immintyfresh2 жыл бұрын
Even the pure child understands 😭
@disgustaed61013 жыл бұрын
Violet Evergarden doesn't comes in my mind when people ask me "what is your favourite anime". I give them answer with other anime but after giving my answer I'm always like "ah shit violet Evergarden exists bro you fcked up"
@immintyfresh2 жыл бұрын
i always forget about VE but not because of it being an old anime, but being a sad one, that makes me wanna forget the sad scenes.
@inmyrestlessdreams2 жыл бұрын
@@immintyfresh its not even an old anime. a few years at most
@rock.paper.scissrs3 жыл бұрын
A line I will never forget from any work I have consumed: “After losing both her arms, her master, and everything else in the world, there she was. Standing there.” This show had such a profound impact on me
@ats68803 жыл бұрын
No show has ever wrecked me more, emotionally, than Violet Evergarden. Because I can watch tragic shows where the villain destroys an entire village and the main protagonist get tortured. And I will feel sadness and sympathy for the character. But only to an extent. Because it just feels like a sad story. But Violet hits closer to home. Because there are parallels between the show and real life. Everyone experience loss and longing. And it is always going to hurt. But you have to move past that pain and move forward. Violet Evergarden does an amazing job of showing the grieving process and growing past that and living. Because you never really stop growing as a person till you take your last breath. You are always going to experience thing that will change your perspective. That is life. And there is a form of melancholic beauty in it.
@dr.doctor50993 жыл бұрын
The reason I love this anime, Animation: is top quality as is what kyoto Animations is known for. Story: it's interesting how you have so many smaller stories in one big one, it shows multiple perspectives as it builds a world of perfect imperfections. Music: oh boy, if there is one thing I love, it's music, and this OST is beautiful. This anime (for me) has a perfect balance between these 3 factors, the music and Animation work wonderful to convey the story, and the story is so intricate it pulls you in with emotion. And I always like these sorts of stories, because you as a person can learn and beter understand through its story. Just as its satisfying that you can slowly notice during the series, how violet learns. However all of this is strictly my experience, its always best to see for yourself. But please, don't knock it till you try it.
@syedhaidar62912 жыл бұрын
best comment ever
@aliciasam52392 жыл бұрын
They have more that one anime or animations?
@shiiraga11112 жыл бұрын
@@aliciasam5239 yes like hyouka,sound euphonium
@angelishere15563 жыл бұрын
Not me going through edits and crying 😭😭😔
@zeparanimo81913 жыл бұрын
I don't know why, but every episode of Violet Evergarden made me cry... Especially this episode.
@yuraoirena54073 жыл бұрын
Violet evergarden is probably the only anime I have watched that made me cry in each episode it makes me feel like I am really going through that pain it just breaks my heart
@leefelix65382 жыл бұрын
This anime reminds me of my childhood. It makes me more emotional knowing how badly it hurts to lose everyone. I found a new family tho, and I'm thankful for them.
@angelinefransiscus54643 жыл бұрын
For the people that don't understand: -So the mom is suffering from a disease and is slowly dying ,so she hired a letter typer to write letters for each to be sent to her daughter each year when she dies because she still wants to still be part of her life when she dies.The daughter knows that there isn't much time for her mother to live so she's questioning why her mother is only busy writing letters and not spend time with her instead.
@rdmansion73553 жыл бұрын
I remembered how I literally cried my heart out at this story
@sword10662 жыл бұрын
It hurts even more to know that the reason she was writing each letter was because she wanted to wish her daughter a happy 13th birthday, 18th, 21st etc and she was using her last moments to do so.
@tama55532 жыл бұрын
"There's nothing more important than you" Damn, that line hits hard once you've finished that episode
@vincentackerman95993 жыл бұрын
Violet evergarden is such a heartwarming masterpiece it brings you sense of comfort
@syedhaidar62912 жыл бұрын
yess i really wanna see her huhuuuu
@searchingforaname5922 жыл бұрын
"Loved ones will always watch over you." - Violet Evergarden, Episode 10
@nonameyet43942 жыл бұрын
stop im crying a waterfall
@araaz112 жыл бұрын
this ep really made me cry. I’m grateful for having parents that are alive up until now.
@naruke93733 жыл бұрын
Violet evergarden was one of the best anime’s I watched. This show had me crying every episode.
@sah45833 жыл бұрын
this episode was so sad....
@deyybhere30853 жыл бұрын
This series was an absolute tearjerker, and this episode hits the hardest
@amilemtsi35052 жыл бұрын
This is what a real voice actor can do. Makes it so feel so real and raw that you forget it’s an anime you’re watching
@cacti37702 жыл бұрын
this song is so good and with the light finish at the end it just hits you right in the gut.
@kushal46103 жыл бұрын
Man this anime has always been so beautiful and *painfull* but it was a must watch, everyone needs to experience this , stop sleeping on it
@Blrone2 жыл бұрын
Right after watching this video and almost crying, I was at the end of the 9th episode thinking: "Man, I'm gonna start sobbing when I reach this episode for real". *and then came the next episode*
@shipupuru2 жыл бұрын
😂
@Cam-cd2dn2 жыл бұрын
This episode made me cry for so long. I always get emotional watching children losing their parents or parents losing their children. It makes me very thankful that I always have my parents by my side ❤
@jadeorbigoso52123 жыл бұрын
The innocence of Ann was so pure
@lovex45653 жыл бұрын
Violet really made me cry every episode, especially this one. It truly is a work of art and makes you appreciate life a lot more❤️
@coggers6623 жыл бұрын
This edit is so underrated im crying
@LordIronfist2 жыл бұрын
This episode made me cry so hard I actually was shaking, the first time a work of fiction ever succeeded in doing so, the only other times that's happened to me were personal experiences I was going through. And I watched it again a year and a half later to the same effect only a bit worse because I knew what was coming. Very powerful
@toro_02 жыл бұрын
i fucking love my mom. im grateful she's still with me.
@oraoraka3 жыл бұрын
This episode made me cry so much pls
@karmieu3 жыл бұрын
This is the episode I cried the most on. Thank you for this beautiful edit
@user-eg7en4cy2i3 жыл бұрын
I just started this anime and it surprised me, I rarely cry at any films or series, but this one made my eye teared up in only 3 episodes.
@ranileima32923 жыл бұрын
It took me 1 week to become normal after finishing this anime, it was sad and happy at the same time . All of the episodes are beautiful but episode 10 , it'll leave you heart broken . I feel empty for a long time after finishing this whole series.. The creators really did an amazing job..✨💜💜
@maxskellington9103 жыл бұрын
MAN THIS SHOW ALWAYS MANAGES TO MAKE ME CRYYY
@adrianbascon67893 жыл бұрын
I always gets emotional everytime I watch about this episode. I really miss my mom.
@shipupuru3 жыл бұрын
hang in there
@iquadore3 жыл бұрын
shes in a better place now
@adrianbascon67893 жыл бұрын
@@iquadore Yes she is, her death was unexpected. Everyone likes her because of her cheerful attitude that everyone didn't knew her illness (enlargement of the heart), She's always catches her breath everytime when she's doing something even walking. But the last night before her death, she acted normally like she's cured and we've been talking and laughing like the old times. It's been 6 years, Still wishing that I can go back to the past and fix everything and tell her that I love her so much.
@iquadore3 жыл бұрын
@@adrianbascon6789 hey.its alright , im sure shes watching you from up in heaven and grateful for having such a nice child You and your mom will be in my thoughts and prayers.wish you the best in life
@adrianbascon67893 жыл бұрын
@@iquadore thanks😊
@gabrielsapple39953 жыл бұрын
I did not avert my eyes. . . I just let the tears flow while keeping my eyes open watching this episode. . .
@malak-ij4lf2 жыл бұрын
I remeber binge watching the entire show in one go and my eyes hurt so fcking much bc every single episode made me either tear up or absolutely bawl my fcking eyes out
@vak.o3 жыл бұрын
When I find out the letters were for her every year her birthday was celebrated, I was absolutely broken, this show knows how to jerk a tear out of anyone, damn..
@Giorides153 жыл бұрын
I watched this series 4 times and out of those 4 I cried twice. *TWICE!*. Now I'm not the guy who would cry easily over movies/series (or anything actually) but the fact that this single episode made me cry 2 times is just incredible. I managed to stop myself from crying over the last 2 but fuck was it hard.
@animedragon21003 жыл бұрын
“I’ll be all alone once your gone” really hit hard..
@littlebrown79362 жыл бұрын
I’m balling my eyes out right now 😭😭😭😭😭😭 This episode was the most emotional one out of all of themmmmmmmmmmmm
@ralph_lowren51873 жыл бұрын
"Is the letter more important than me?" If you only knew at the time T-T
@brokenlotproductions2 жыл бұрын
This show has to be one of my favorites animes. Cried so many times but it made me realize how nice of a world we live in but how easy our lives can end..
@TheSrSalvatore-3 жыл бұрын
0:02 I am very impressed with how well and detailed the movements of that bow are made
@jasper75613 жыл бұрын
this shit hurted,, im so afraid of being alone, even more so now that my mom got diagnosed with cancer. she’s all i have left & i really don’t want to lose her :/
@uvtogether3 жыл бұрын
Im really sorry to hear that :[ Hope you're doing well
@killuasskateboard27573 жыл бұрын
I remember this episode, I was crying so hard that day. Half a year later, I made my mum watch voilet evergarden and she was crying so much
@sheep69722 жыл бұрын
I'll be honest here- I cried every episode and it hurt sm. Great anime loved every minute of it
@qwernab12512 жыл бұрын
Ep 10 was the saddest moment for me, it really made me realise just how maternal love can be such a bitter sweet feeling.
@cap20253 жыл бұрын
Kyoto animation was such a blessing
@AvidFanOfLap-sama14123 жыл бұрын
This arc sure was sad as heck, especially when she was looking at the letter as she grew up.
@ZMA.3 жыл бұрын
Immediately cried in the first 5 second of this edit. Really good anime 10/10
@Be4rstr1ker Жыл бұрын
I cant express how i felt during this episode Im still heartbroken seeing this and i get teary eyes everytime i watch this
@thatdeerfromitsokaytonotbe67972 жыл бұрын
Violet evergarden To others: A beautiful anime with amazing plot. To me: the only anime that made me cry for 8 hours straight.
@RobertXGD2 жыл бұрын
Actually this made me cry a lot .. No even in the start it made me so sad and told me that this is what reality is and how it works.. And by that This anime gave me the true meaning of life and how beautiful and sad life is.. Im just gonna say I hope Violet can be happy
@Justazraa3 жыл бұрын
You know, Violet Evergarden made me appreciate life just a little bit more. It’s my all time favorite. Im glad I found it.
@shienamae57363 жыл бұрын
This, the writer, and the soldier made me, my mom, and my aunt cry so hard
@koopycca52112 жыл бұрын
this episode made me cry the most :(
@anitaagarwal74862 жыл бұрын
Violet evergarden so wonderful. I loved every bit of it. This episode and the father whose daughter died were so emotional i cried a lot. KyoAni does the most wonderful animation in the whole industry.
@FalonKenobii3 жыл бұрын
I can’t even so much as look at a single screencap of that episode without crying.
@montus.2 жыл бұрын
Normally if I see a scene too many times It doesn't really make me cry, but this still hits me till this day
@tabibito18692 жыл бұрын
Each episode made me teary eyed but this, this one made me cry so hard it gave me a headache
@shoriness3 жыл бұрын
This is great!
@shipupuru3 жыл бұрын
appreciate it
@heatskiii3 жыл бұрын
i cried every ep but this one hits different
@user-yi9vv1mw3h2 жыл бұрын
Man the past few episodes just getting me sad but I was never close to crying but this episode hit like a truck. Absolutely lost it when Violet cried
@TheAliAzhar3 жыл бұрын
This anime made me cry for 2 months.
@gxjouu3 жыл бұрын
You're lying if you didn't cry watching this episode..
@imtired54013 жыл бұрын
This scene not only made me cry but made me depressed as well😭😭😭 The fact that I was so shook when I found out that her mother was having letters prepared for her daughter before she died literally killed me. It literally yanked my heart out👁💧👄💧👁
@BrookeTheCosplayer2 жыл бұрын
This episode made me cry badly
@lovelyolivia22523 жыл бұрын
This edit made me rewind all the emotions I felt while watching the episode and I had to cry😭
@caitlin742 жыл бұрын
The anime is Violet Evergarden. One of the most beautiful animes ever. Seeing that girl grow up was beautiful and truly made all of us shed pure tears.Highly recommend this anime 😖🤚🏻
@LullabyeNyah3 жыл бұрын
The series made me cry and love the anime till this very day. The movie made me wail and make my relatives tell me to shut up. Absolutely love this series, and loved the editing as well!
@shafuyu58923 жыл бұрын
This video really touches my deepest heart
@ale-lr3pq2 жыл бұрын
I've never watched something like Violet Evergarden, this series really made me cry in almost all the episodes when I first watched it I thought it was boring but I decided to stick around and found me crying so hard Violet Evergarden has made me think about life so much I wish Violet Evergarden had more episodes.
@ArunKumar-hx2cc3 жыл бұрын
This anime is definitely way more sadder than your lie in april
@pplaneth3 жыл бұрын
this episode was so heartwarming yet so sad :( i cried while watching it
@Brightnova122 жыл бұрын
I still listen to the two soundtracks in this episode, never fails to bring me tears and remember a little girl growing up too fast
@mitskigf3 жыл бұрын
during this episode i cried like five times this is beautiful
@kkpasta74642 жыл бұрын
This part actually killed me. I was sobbing so hard for a few minutes straight. The tears wouldn't stop coming out.
@searchingforaname5922 жыл бұрын
Let's be honest, we all cries which watching this episode.
@hypnos86653 жыл бұрын
Oh man, all the feelings coming back from watching this episode, nice edit🤍
@marcosmelo12812 жыл бұрын
I just love Violet so much. No words could explain how amazing this anime is to me.
@vii5582 жыл бұрын
Violet evergarden had a big impact to my current mindset, really taught me empathy and change my view towards children instead of well... spiting them in the most obnoxious childish ways. It opened my mind towards it due to Anna and her mother's story. She really was too young for tragedy, they truly needed to be taken care of, guided for they still lack in certain categories.
@3motionaltrance1653 жыл бұрын
This hits way more harder after experiencing the loss of my mother
@shipupuru3 жыл бұрын
stay strong
@3motionaltrance1653 жыл бұрын
@@shipupuru thank you so much, it hasn’t been the same without her and i feel like my family is falling apart without her
@i_alieemila2 жыл бұрын
Violet Evergarden was so good! I watched it two times already and it never failed to make me cry :) still patiently waiting for season 2
@deinodinosuchus2 жыл бұрын
i cried almost every single episode of this show 😭😭