Hey Friends! Thank you for your love and support as we figure out our next steps. ❤️

Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

I’m new here and oh my gosh I am so sorry. As a retired nurse if you can’t get his cushion replaced my just your insurance the next time he is in the hospital ask the nurse/doctor to order one and it should be covered. Please do not be afraid to ask the doctors in or out of the hospital for help with such things… sending you love and prayers.

Crying is not a sign of weaknes, it is an act of strenght. Love and hugs to all of you🫂

Right before I saw your video, I heard the song, There Was Jesus, by Zach Williams and Dolly Parton. The chorus is: In the waiting, in the searching In the healing and the hurting Like a blessing buried in the broken pieces. Every minute, every moment Where I've been and where I'm going Even when I didn't know it or couldn't see it,There was Jesus. You, Tony, Noelle, Nathan & Alex are in our continued thoughts and prayers. Big hugs to you 🙏

I’m a full time caregiver for someone who is total care. It’s physically, mentally & spiritually draining at times (even during the best of times) so come for car therapy whenever you need it. ❤

Oh Jenny, I’m so sorry. You have so much on your shoulders and to take care of. Please don’t apologize for crying or for your emotions. You are under tremendous stress and venting helps. I’m sure some of your subscribers will agree that you can vent to us any time you need to. Please take care of yourself as best you can and know we are sending you positive thoughts and hopes for things to get better quickly.

Hi, Sweetie. My son and his family were moving into their new house this weekend, so I didn't see this until yesterday. Then I wanted to wait before I said anything. Every one of us is unique. So what I say can be thrown out the window if it doesn't apply. When I went through what you are now going through more than 20 years ago, for my sanity and happiness, I had to learn to stop thinking about tomorrow completely. Today was all we had. I had to shut everything down, but just what I needed at that moment. I asked myself what will make us happy today. If it is sleep, it is sleep. If it is a good laugh, it is a good laugh. It was the hardest thing in the world, but you want all the good days and good memories you can get. And that is the only way you are going to get them. If you are doing something that is not necessary, walk away for a little while and take care of you. All these years later, I still have a problem with that. And you will, too. I know Tony worries about you. God gave you a marriage and a family that so many people never have.

Writing again, I was my mother’s care taker and she also had lose her bowel and urine control, she used pampers, she had the beginning of Alzheimer’s disease and both of her legs amputated, I got two nerve breakdown, no one to help except one sister at of six, technology was not advanced as today, I would lift her up to bath her in the tub and constantly putting her on the wheelchair and taking her to bed, she was depressed too and didn’t care to live, so much more, today it has left with back problems plus my age doesn’t make it better, but my faith in God keeps me going , mom passed away 38 years ago, hang in there Jenny 🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️

I was guided to find your video today. You are all in my prayers for healing. Thank you for sharing your journey with us.

Long term for both of you. Draining. Give yourselves grace.

Oh honey. I want to give you a big hug. Letting it all out is sometimes what we need to do. An adjustment to a new normal is not easy - it is a grieving process to let go of what we had before . I wish you and your family some joy and light at this time. I wish your mum and dad a solid recovery and most of all I hope that Tony gets a diagnosis/relief from his symptoms and you get some rest.

You are an incredibly strong woman. Please don't feel ashamed of how exhausted you are mentally, emotionally, and physical. You have been through so much, and my goodness, if crying every day helps to relieve some of your heartache, then keep on crying. I am also prone to a shower cry ❤ Sending you so much love and healing, friend 💚💚💚

🙏🙏🙏 Being a caregiver is so hard physically, mentally, & emotionally. My Dad had a massive stroke June of 2015, the day he came home from rehab in September of 2015, my Mom walked outside with me & fell & broke her shoulder which led to her having the 1st surgery which failed & on top of that, my brother’s issues with alcohol just got worse-as a nurse, I’ve never seen anyone be such a functional alcoholic but he was able to do his job as if he didn’t have any problems!! Fast forward to beginning of 2018, my world consisted of being a caregiver to my Dad & my Mom & my brother as he had what we thought as did the doctors I took him too, just stubborn case of allergies/bronchitis. So I had my parents living 30 mins away from me (at the time my dad was in hospital then home hospice & my mom had just had failed shoulder replacement but she lived a mile from hospital so she had family get her to & from there) & my brother was 2 hours away from me & i had to make the decision to not once but twice admit him to a rehab facility 30 mins from his house while getting my dad admitted into hospice & making sure my mom had a driver to get her to & from the hospital every day to see my dad while I was 2 hours away staying at my brothers house with his 3 fur babies & communicating with his care team in rehab all the while doing this without my parents knowing what I was doing!! My dad passed away on April 21st of that year (his birthday) & my husband & son found my brother deceased 12 days later on May 3rd-due to an undiagnosed genetic defect from birth. Hypertrophic cardiomyopathy which runs rampant on my moms side of the family which she since then, I have continued to be her caretaker!! So with all of that being said, IT IS OK TO CRY!! There were days that I literally just wanted to cry all day-and I would & then I would tell myself to “put my big girl panties on & get moving”!! (FYI, that doesn’t really work though 😂)!! I’m a laugher-always have been & always will be!! I’m now a 12 year cancer survivor of a very aggressive cancer & during all of my treatments, I would find the humor in stupid stuff, but laughing for me is natural & my dad would always ask me, “Andrea why do you laugh at everything” & I always had the same answer, “because the alternative is to cry & makes you feel bad, but laughing just makes my heart happy”!! I’m so sorry for this LONG LONG comment, but I totally get how overwhelming being a caregiver is & to tell you both as a person & nurse, it’s one of the hardest things you can do! It’s 24/7 with no holidays or days off!! I will keep yall in my prayers!!

Never feel bad about needing to talk.❤ Talking helps to sort out what we need to do next. Remember to take of you as well. ❤In taking care of you allows you to be there for all of them! ❤No need for permission.... I will listen anytime you post. Sending prayers, hugs, and positive energy. ❤😊

I'm so relieved and happy to see your gorgeous face, Jenny. You are so welcome to come on here and talk to us anytime. We love you and we support you and your family ❤

I feel for you Jenny even though I don't know you personaly... It's hard to find useful words of comfort, but just know I think you are amazing and so brave for posting this video. I hope your family will soon get out of this very rough patch. Take care of yourself. Love from France ❤

Jenny I would give anything to be able to reach through the screen and give you a hug! It is not all on you and never apologize for crying. Come have some car therapy with is anytime! We love you and Tony and wish the prayers for a miracle could be answered. We are still going to keep sending them up though!

I'm new here. Your video popped up on my recommendations.. worked in healthcare most of my life. Getting Medicaid will be helpful. You'll get more help, even with respite care, so you can get a break. They help with home care more with cna visits,etc.. my heart 💔 for you and your family. I will be praying for you. 🙏

thanks so much for sharing. sending prayers for Tony and you and the kids. God bless. 🙏 💕 🙏

My heart goes out to you and your family! I appreciate hearing this update, as I’ve missed you on Cleaning Therapy. I’ve been praying for you and will continue to pray. 🙏

Just stumbled onto your channel. Don’t ever feel like you need to apologize for feeling overwhelmed. We all need to let it out sometimes. You said you’re in Louisiana, may I ask which area? I’m also in Louisiana (about 20 minutes North of Baton Rouge)… Praying for some answers & relief for you guys!! ❤️

Praying for you and family my friend. Please DO NOT apologize and know that you are NEVER alone. DO NOT keep things bottled up. Let it out. It's okay. I am sorry for everything that you and your family are going through.

I am also a wheelchair user and have a lot of health issues as well. Been in and out of the hospital all my life. Please do not give up. I know that sometimes you want to, but please don't give up the fight. I'm crying typing this because my heart goes out to all of you and I need the reminder too to stay strong because I am really struggling right now. I am full of knowledge and information if you ever want to chat. Been through it all and have the experience.

Praying so hard for you and your family 🙏🏻 Thank you for sharing from your heart ❤️ I pray this release is the beginning of healing for you. I pray your faith grows and good comes from this. God, Grace, Healing, Faith, Miracles.

Ok so sorry! I myself had major health crisis a few years ago I literally thought I was gonna die! I went to the er and was diagnosed with ulcerative colitis! So I had my colon removed and that saved my life! I was in and out of the hospital for almost a whole year before I was completely ok to stay home alone! I wanna say is you are doing great taking care of him! He is doing awesome trying to fight it! Keep it up and things will turn around! God knows how much you all can handle! So good to hear your mom is getting better! Please stay strong and positive! ❤❤❤

Oh Jenny- praying, praying, praying. Love you!💞

My 40yr sister in law just diagnose brought to my house on hospice. Brain lung kidney rectum and uterine cancer she beat uterus cancer 4 years ago they kept sending her home from hospital saying chrones from chemo she weighs 82 pounds in so heart broken.

You are so strong, God bless you, Tony and your entire family. You are all in our prayers daily. I can't imagine what you all are going thru. Sending you a big hug. 🙏❤🙏

I am praying for you, Tony and your family 🙏 Sending you big hugs as well ❤️ As others have said, please vent here when you need to!

Sending so much love and prayers. For you all. And especially you for holding everyone up. ❤️

You're one brave woman! Prayers are coming your way. Greetings from Germany, Claudia

I am praying for you! I have been following your journey all year. I hate he has had such a rough time. ❤

New subscriber, sending you love, hugs and continued prayers for everything that you and your family are going through. May God bless you with an abundance of good blessings.

I was actually looking up your channel this morning to see if there was any updates that I might have missed. Praying for your family 🙏🏼

Oh praying for you. I’ve been in your shoes, I know your struggles. The care you provide, the stress, the exhaustion. You will be in my prayers. All I have is, lean on Jesus❤. My husband passed January 2022. I miss him every minute of every day. Even though he’s ill, enjoy the care and comfort you give him. It’s a blessing to show unselfish love. My heart breaks for you. GOD BLESS you and your family.

Full time caregiver here. Our medically fragile daughter is almost 18. I feel you😢❤. She needs round the clock care, has epilepsy, feeding, toileting, mobility and cognitive delays. 😢. I do not take breaks. There is too much to do.😢. Praying for you all❤. I hope you get answers and help soon

So sorry you are all going through this. Sending all the love & hugs to you all ❤

I’m so sorry for the many challenges that you are facing. My only advice is give yourself credit for all that you are doing and grace for what you cannot. Please accept help. You need it and there is absolutely no shame in accepting it. ((Hugs))

You are a warrior. Family caregivers are so overwhelmed and tired.

Bless your heart ,I sort off know what your dealing with all the emotions up down , my partner had MS went in hospital with urine infection he was catheterised,wasn’t put on right antibiotics and developed sepsis his MS relapsed so bad would off had feed tube ,we lost him 7 yrs ago now , But your doing great keep fighting for Tony and get yourself help as well ,except any help ,will be thinking about you 😢

Sending you and your family prayers. This is so sad you can’t get a diagnosis. May God Bless You.

Jenny, I'm so sorry you're going through all of this. You look sooo stressed out.I feel for you hun.Its alot for you and your kids to go through I'll be praying for you and your family. Lots of love sending to you.God bless my friend. Take care.

Hi Jenny, your channel just popped up, I am so sorry that you and Tony are going through this hell : ( I am very ill myself, long term and 10 years housebound and alone without help ) Sending prayers love hope and strength to you all x

I just found your video, what you're going through would overwhelm most people, but you still do it, you deserve all the love in the World for that & don't be ashamed of crying, it's a perfectly human thing to do & helps us relieve stress. Wishing you both the very best, God Bless & bring you Peace

Sending you Lots of Love, Hugs and Prayers. I hope they find out what is going on and pray that things will get better. I know it feels like when it rains it pours and it does not seem fair at all. Times like this is such a struggle and you have every right to feel emotional and cry. We Care and Thank you for sharing. ♥❤❤🙏🙏🙏🫂🫂🫂

Sending prayers to you and Tony May God give you strength and bring you peace and I pray full recovery for Tony. The bibile says that by his stripes we are healed. Sending you hugs and love

🥺 A big hug and a kiss! courage! ❤

Im proud of you for getting your feelings out❤. We are here for you and care about you❤. I really pray for your faith to strengthen during this hard time

Sending hugs! Prayers for you all!

As with other aspects in one’s lives, these are a much needed cathartic videos for you. We all have a deep need in times of extreme emotions to express ourselves in ways that give us peace of mind. So never feel negative when you take the time to post these, they are a form of medicine that can’t be found in a bottle. They reach deep in our souls and pull out, sometimes hesitantly, our thoughts and feelings that cry for expression to soothe our aches and hurts and in turn give us the strength, courage and peace to go on. A ray of light (hope) when we’re to go into a dark room, be that in a building or our own minds to push through and add your inner light to that of your surroundings. Remember Life is a journey and not the destination and the road isn’t always smooth, level or easy but it’s the rough road of adversity that makes us grow as a person and to learn from its experience.

Continued prayers for your family.

This is the first time I’ve watched your channel and I’m so sorry for all you’re going through. You seem like such a wonderful person! Please take care of yourself although I know it’s always on your mind. I’m going to watch your other videos to try and help, please take care.

Hi. I'm so sorry for what you and your family are going through. I pray for your continued strength.

My prayers are with you.....don't exhaust yourself by going to fare into the future (just do you best to make it through each day, week and month).

You need to contact MDA and get all the help you can with his treatments etc… you don’t need to do this alone. I don’t know how long he’s had MD but if a lot of these symptoms are from the disease, I don’t believe it’s going to get better. But with MDA help, you will find your new normal.

Oh honey....we love you. You're so strong. Sending so many prayers ❤️

Yo Jenny!!!! It’s so nice to see you. Oh you and Tony are in our prayers.

Jenny I feel your pain. My husband has many health issues, and people can sympathize, but until you go through it, you really can’t understand this. I feel I’m. Losing my stamina, too, and have had a few really bad days this week, and then I find your channel and realize I’m not alone. I’m sorry you are going through this as such a young woman. Don’t ever feel that others don’t want to listen. I have a good friend who hears me out when things are rough. We’re all just walking each other home. Be sure to do what you can to take care of yourself, too. I wish you the very best.

Oh Jenny you are and have been going through so, so much. The Lord is with you and Tony and will bring you through this. You do what you have to do get on here and just let it out we are here go for you and will listen to anything you need to say. I hope you have a case worker who is taking some of the load off of you for some things. Insurance companies should be ashamed of themselves for what they put people through at their worst times. Jenny your in my thoughts and prayers for them to find a diagnosis and know what to do for Tony. Hopefully your subs are watching and rewatching your videos to keep things going. We love you and your family Jenny ❤️🙂🙏🏻

This just came in my feed so this is the first video I’ve seen. Pardon me if this has been discussed before but are you working with a social worker to determine services your husband qualifies for and to help you apply for them? He should be eligible for COBRA from his work and then Medicare. I caution you on thinking Medicaid is the answer because you may have to be divorced for him to qualify. I cared for my husband at home for 28 years so I am quite familiar with long term disability, SSDI, Medicare, caregivers, medical equipment, etc. One final word…. I started seeing a grief counselor two years ago after my husband passed away and realize now that I should have been seeing a counselor all those years to help me with the stress of caring for him

You have been a strong woman, and it’s God who keeps you, pray that Tony’s is in Gods Will , pray 🙏 for you and family 😢❤

Wow! You are a remarkable young lady!!! Life has given you and your family so many difficult challenges. Yet, you are still carrying on! If I could offer a small bit of advice, don’t worry about the future. You are in crisis mode and just need to focus on what is necessary for today. Praying for you all 🙏🏻

Is it possible to talk to a Medicaid counselor? Ask about what services that would be available for Tony. You don’t have to do it, but you could see what is available. It may ease your mind. You may also ask if they could involve Tony in this. It’s a start. Take care. Adrienne ❤

Jenny, my thoughts and prayers are with you. To me, it sounds like a part of you is grieving for what you and Tony had before this year-long struggle. My husband has many medical issues. The primary 2 is his heart and his lungs. In the last 2 years, we have seen a change in his breathing, so we got him in to see pulmonary specialist who told us that he has 5 to 8 years left, at best. It has us changing how we are living our lives. But I have also been going through random crying spells and depression because of it. I'm not ready for this at all. We are taking steps to try to secure my future for when he is gone but at the same time still living the best life we can right now. I know God is walking with us in these struggles, and he will never leave us. We are all here for you both! ❤

I am praying for yall constantly friend! ❤

Just be you, don’t worry about how the video looks or how you look. When you build a community people just care about you. Hugs & prayers

Take care of yourself Jenny! Life is hard right now do what you need to do to get through each day. Many prayers! God bless you, the kids and Tony! Be open to what the social worker tells you, I know it is hard but you need to take care of the kids as well. You need some rest to think clearly. This will come together. I wish you the best!

Prayers for you, Tony and family.

Sending our prayers for healing ❤

I am heartily sorry for what you are going through. You can do this, but not alone ask for and receive help. I have a totally disabled daughter I care for and so I know God will give you strength and you and your family will be alright. Prayers for you and keep us updated.

Making changes isn’t giving up. A new normal might be what is meant to be. Hugs to you and Tony. Continued prayers for your whole family. 🥰

Oh Jenny my heart goes out to you. I was just looking for a video just last night. May God bless you and your journey sweetheart. You will continue to be in my prayers.

Prayers for you and your Family ❤❤❤❤

This is the first video I’ve watched of yours. I’m so sorry you have so much to deal with. I will be praying for Tony and for you. When the burdens of your situation become too much to bear, ask God for more strength. He is there for us even in our darkest times. Hugs to you.

Share what you are comfortable with and know that we are here and we are rooting for you during all these big changes❤❤❤❤

My heart hurts for you. I have been praying and thinking of you all. My husband has stage four prostate cancer and it has been hell. It’s in his ribs and they are watching a new spot. 😢. There are days I am so angry, sad and frustrated. Cried so much that I can’t cry. I to keep a lot inside and that is not good. I love the Lord and that is what keeps me going. Hang on to Jesus ask him to guide you and help you 🙏🙏✝️

Jenny I’m so sorry you are going through all this. I will certainly be praying for you and your family. I as a regular person have no expert advise except to take care of yourself first because if your cup is empty you can’t take care of anyone else. You are such a loving, giving person, you probably aren’t filling your cup first. Stop and allow yourself grace. With not only Tony but your Mom and Dad having major health issues along with just life itself, again please allow yourself grace. I am so glad you posted this video as it will stimulate your gofundme as most of us didn’t know about. We love you, stay strong. ❤

MY FRIEND......my heart ❤️ 💙 goes out to you. Thank you for an update. My God wrap you in this arms and comfort you like only He can.

Praying so hard for you and Tony!

Sweetheart, please get the help you need. Your kids need you to take care of you as much as possible. I know it is not the normal for women to take care of themselves, but it is the best for your family. Praying for you, dear. (P.S. Go watch a funny movie. My go to is The Help.)

You do you! I’m praying for y’all 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Praying 🙏 so much for you and Tony!!

Hi Jenny. Thank you for updating. You know you don’t have to but I’m so glad it helps you. Try and carve out 5 mins of the day just for you. Do something that brings you joy. You deserve it. You’re doing amazing friend!❤

Love from the Philippines ❤️ God bless you and your family always 🙏

Oh Jenny, thanks for sharing an update on things. I just wish and pray the doctors could find out how to help Tony so can recover. Pleas give Tony a hug from me and sending you my love and prayers. I can hear the pain in your voice, this has to be a lot to endure for sure. Please take some time for you too, take a walk when you can. ❤️🙏🏻

New subscriber here bring prayers 🙏🏻 for hope, peace, comfort and divine healing ❤

Thank you for sharing❤️❤️❤️

It is absolutely okay to reach out and ask for help. It’s for the both of you! Bc it is a lot for one person. And if there is anyone that can do it all, it is you! But if you don’t have to there is no shame in out sourcing to take some pressure off of you. I hope for good news, a good report for Tony as well! Glad the rest of the family is doing better. Sending so much love to you, Tony and the kids! Everything’s going to be alright 🩵

dear Jenny, my sincere love and support to you, Tony, your children and family, this is a lot. I wish I could help you. Sending a big hug from The Netherlands. ❤

Love to you all. I just sent a card. Sorry we do not have enough money this summer to send cash. You are all in our prayers, bobnroz......... blessed in Pennsylvania........

Praying for you! 🤍

My heart aches for you. I wish I could give you a big hug and tell you it will all be ok. But I can only pray for you both, which I have been doing since the beginning of your terrible journey. You are so strong and you are doing everything you can. This is all in God's hands now. I'm sending you love, prayers and hope for the very best outcome. ❤❤🙏🙏

My prayers are with you all ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤I pray that he gets better soon and is able to do all that he wishes to do ❤❤❤❤❤❤

Just giving you hug prayers and it’s ok to cry…

Prayers for all of you all

Hey Jenny, I am praying for you and your Family!!🙏🙏

Please don't cry. I know how overwhelming this must all be...but remember, you never get handed more than you can handle...which shows how strong a person you are. Just try and remember that, ok? Virtual hugs....

I'm so sorry Jenny. 😢 Prayers for you and Tony.

I’m so sorry. My heart is so full right now. A word of encouragement. God is Able. Faith. God will see you through. I am a living testimony and witness. Take a deep breath. It will be ok. On a personal note I remind myself of how God HAS ALWAYS BROUGHT ME & MY FAMILY THROUGH! 🙏🏽❤️My advice on the medical care… get the assistance that is needed and offered. This is to help you and your family get through this. Sending up prayers.🙏🏽🙌🙌