Our tragic news about our twins.

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4 жыл бұрын

This next vlog was going to be a simple pregnancy update of our beautifully healthy and happy twin boys. But before I could upload it I received some tragic news, completely out of the blue.
A bit of history:
At my last scan I was 19 weeks pregnant and it was our best scan so far. The boys were doing their best ever and we were feeling super confident. We were also on such a high from celebrating their gender reveal.
On the 9th of August, I went to a regular 20 week check up at the hospital. I wasn’t expecting to talk about anything but a bit of a birth plan with my obstetrician and twin chit chat. Little did I know, I was about to hear the most heart breaking, earth shattering and painful news a mother could ever hear.
I am sorry this vlog is such a sad one. I completely understand if you can’t watch it. I know I wouldn’t have been able to before this happened. For those of you who do watch it please know that we are ok and if you are watching and can relate to this pain I hope it can bring some form of comfort and togetherness.
Thank you for all your love and support.
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Caileigh - / caileigh.sellars

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@lovebluendogs 3 жыл бұрын

This came up in my recommended for whatever reason, but I’m sorry for your loss.

@DD-dv9mi 3 жыл бұрын

Same🥺

@donna3465 3 жыл бұрын

Ditto. I’m so sorry for your loss.

@theowlsowl 3 жыл бұрын

same

@michellealcala4929 4 жыл бұрын

I read a few comments but I lost my twins at 23 weeks so unfortunately I am going to not watch this prayers tho

@CaileighSellars 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for your message Angel. This makes me so sad to hear. I wish I could take away all your pain! I totally understand not watching. I can’t even watch them myself now.

@makayladianne8071 4 жыл бұрын

My friend just lost her twins at 21 weeks pregnant... so sad but there could of been a mistake made by a doctor that caused it

@sjwx90 4 жыл бұрын

I lost my twin boys last month at 21 weeks :(. It’s excruciating. Sending love and strength to any mommy out there missing her little ones.

@biancal1057 4 жыл бұрын

I am so very sorry for every momma who has lost their sweet baby. May you find peace and know it is not your fault. Prayers and hugs. You will see your sweet angel again one day.

@TheVlogLife 4 жыл бұрын

Angel Michelle Cardenas I’m sorry to hear about your loss. Sending prayers 🙏🏽

@panapinky 3 жыл бұрын

The comments section is absolutely heartbreaking. Prayers for all the brave moms 😖

@kingjasOPB 4 жыл бұрын

I'm a surviving twin, who's lost twins of their own. Strength isn't something you choose during things like this, so instead I wish you grace and peace.

@katelynnh3705 4 жыл бұрын

My mom had 4 miscarriages within the past 2 years then eventually became pregnant again. She gave birth Jan 8 2020. The baby died an hour after birth. All of us were heartbroken

@strawberryme08 4 жыл бұрын

Katelynn H sending love

@natalia2485 4 жыл бұрын

Sending love to your family🤍

@fluffiest_unicorns3010 4 жыл бұрын

So sorry to hear that. Much strength for your mom and the family.

@CarlaHanson68 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry, honey, for your loss. Sending you and your family love and blessings.

@laratubog2817 4 жыл бұрын

sending your family so much love and light ✨

@trendybosschicebz 4 жыл бұрын

I don’t have children but I cannot not even imagine the pain. I’m wishing you peace during your sorrow. So sorry to hear the news

@melissasafford1533 4 жыл бұрын

I wish I could wrap my arms around you , you are so strong.

@CaileighSellars 4 жыл бұрын

Your kindness is making me want to cry.

@melissasafford1533 4 жыл бұрын

@@CaileighSellars ♡ I hope time heals.

@tinambaldwin1233 4 жыл бұрын

@@melissasafford1533 me too I have you in my prayers 🙏❣️

@joybean5784 4 жыл бұрын

@@CaileighSellars I lost twins at birth. I had triplets. It was an unprepared delivery. Natural childbirth, and not a pleasant experience. I was happy that one of the three survived, baby c. I understand the loss, the pain, the bitter disappointment. Going home to take down 2 cribs was beyond sad. We will forever feel the loss. You have a beautiful family.

@asthasinha7251 4 жыл бұрын

@@joybean5784 I hope your baby is doing well... Blessings ❤️

@kaarooo1333 4 жыл бұрын

My sister had triplets. 2 of them died at 29 weeks in the womb, the one who survived lived one hour before his lungs collapsed and the doctors couldn't do anything... Both my sister and her husband were devestated but tried again. 3 miscarriages later they were found in their bed, laying side by side with 4 packs of sleep pills bedside them and some letters for us... This happened 10 years ago and we still are mourning each of the triplets death, the 3 miscarriages and of course their death

@rhonddalesley 4 жыл бұрын

Kaa rooo There truly are no words to express how devastating it is to hear about the loss you must feel every day, my heart goes out to you and your family ❤️

@punxie89 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry that your family had to go through all of that. It's unimaginable. I'm so sorry.

@laural2891 4 жыл бұрын

That’s so terrible, I’m so sorry for your loss 💖

@hajatmohamed8398 4 жыл бұрын

Dear God this is heartbreaking 💔💔

@ASIIIULKA91 4 жыл бұрын

Omg this is so heartbreaking I'm so sorry for your loss.

@brittybrad 4 жыл бұрын

I don't know how I got here but my heart lays heavy for you and your family

@starksanchez3812 3 жыл бұрын

Same

@ahaas01321 4 жыл бұрын

When my mom was pregnant with me, I was supposed to be a twin, but she lost the other. You're not alone. Things get better. You are heard and seen and loved. Your lost baby will return to you one day ❤

@Krinny.M 4 жыл бұрын

The same as me. My mum lost my twin at 12 weeks.

@gsabo1000 4 жыл бұрын

That babe is waiting for you in heaven. Sorry for your loss. God needed his angel right now.

@emilykretschmer6638 4 жыл бұрын

Same happened to me

@jessvi7025 4 жыл бұрын

Same. I never understood why I felt so lonely my whole childhood even with three other siblings.

@annomaly751 4 жыл бұрын

Emily sorry for your loss ❤️

@romanarilana3007 4 жыл бұрын

I lost my twin sister before i even got to meet her.. got her name tattooed, even though i have never met her i still miss something... she passed away inside the stomach

@dajana5728 4 жыл бұрын

im so sorry for your loss. I have a sister too altough she is 4 years older then me but i cant imagine ever losing her. I see you are an army which is why i felt the need to show you my support. I hope bts helped you in any way and if you feel sad, they will always be here as well as army. Love you

@romanarilana3007 4 жыл бұрын

Daja is in love with BTS this is so sweet, thankyou so much for the sweet comment, and im sorry for your loss aswell.. 💔💛

@kyrasmith5650 4 жыл бұрын

Romana Rilana same with happened with my twin Alyssa 🥺. I still get this feeling like she’s with my. I know she’s watching over me but I sometimes feel like she’s with me🤗

@maryamjamal2116 4 жыл бұрын

So sad! I had a twin brother , but we lost him at 6 months! I have the same feelings ! I am 23 now and in my whole life there was or is a feeling of emptyness. Sometimes I wish I had the chance to meet him! I feel you ....

@nancymaina6204 4 жыл бұрын

Hi Romana me too I lost my twin and I never met her we were identical twin I was born first she was stillborn the ambilcord was wrapped around her neck my mom never named her so when I was old enough and could understand what happened I named her I didn't have to even think the named popped into my head her name is Nichole Lynn I miss her every day and think about her I can't wait to meet her

@sga2k10 3 жыл бұрын

This comment section is heartbreaking, but the amount of love gives me so much faith in humanity

@rehemahchess5366 4 жыл бұрын

No parent should ever bury their child. So painful.

@awamandeh 3 жыл бұрын

I agree. I lost my son at 33 weeks, July 7th 2020 and had to bury him on the 18th of July. Most painful thing I’ve ever been through. One day at a time.. ❤️🙏🏾

@heatherlove8845 3 жыл бұрын

My son is now one years old. When I found out that I was going to miscarry his twin we were devestated. People made jokes about doding that bullet about going from 2 to 4 kids. But it hurt. My doctor was insensitive. We cried alot and still wonder what could have been if our baby boy would have survived. I was diagnosed with twin vanishing syndrome and told to go home and there was nothing they could do. Not all twins walk side by side some were given wings to fly.

@Catazorro 3 жыл бұрын

I'm really sorry that people were not sympathetic to your situation 😔

@erinpzk 3 жыл бұрын

That’s horrifying that people made “jokes” like that. Unbelievably cruel and heartless.

@pinlight97 3 жыл бұрын

This exact thing happened to my mother with my brother’s twin brother. People are ridiculously insensitive! It’s not like “well, at least you still have one, and God still got an angel” is soothing. I’m sorry this happened to you!

@Jess-gf2si 3 жыл бұрын

How can people joke on something like this??! Sorry u had to hear that...hugs x

@Romy--- 3 жыл бұрын

I've never heard of people joking about something like that. I'm so mad reading this. Rethink about what kind of people you let around you.

@Kornelia429 3 жыл бұрын

my mom had a miscarriage when she was pregnant with me and my twin. i luckily survived, but after i was born my mom found out she probably could never have kids again and she also found out i was born with a heart disease. it was a very long battle for both my mom and dad but luckily i survived my heart surgery and 5 years later i got a younger brother:) i just wanna give u a big hug, i’m sending you so much energy and love

@tasneemslibrary 3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for ur loss but I’m happy ur brother is here today 😊

@Kornelia429 3 жыл бұрын

Tasneem Salau-Deen awww thank you💗💗

@domain-immanent 3 жыл бұрын

I’m a twin and my brother was lost at around 6 months and my mom carried me full term. I read her journals to him throughout the pregnancy. I still can’t process what it must feel like but I just want to say I’ve never had any health issues growing up from sharing the womb, and even though my mom lost him I had a higher chance of living. (I’m an IVF baby and she struggled carrying for years) She was bed ridden for the rest of the pregnancy since we were high risks but it’s possible to over come this, and I’m proof of it.

@Molly-yv7kl 3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss, losing a child is pain nobody should ever have to feel. Keeping you in my prayers xx

@stevenshelby9729 3 жыл бұрын

Who the fuck monetizes a video about having a miscarriage....

@carolemerle9995 3 жыл бұрын

These stories are so heartbreaking. I didn't have twins but I was blessed to have a healthy baby. My condolences to those who have lost their babies.

@CourtneyS13 4 жыл бұрын

I lost one of my twin daughters, they were identical but one didn’t make it.. it’s hard and I always think about what my life could have been. I’m so sorry this happened to you.. stay strong mama ❤️

@not_abbyg9428 3 жыл бұрын

My mom had me and my twin Emily 2 minutes apart 4 hours after birth Emily suddenly died from her surgery for our weft fingers (pinkie and ring finger)I never got to know her but every year on our birthday I go to her grave and cry because I didn’t even know her but somehow I feel so close to her so much love to a sister I never met 3 months after I was born my mom got pregnant again and named the baby Emma to honor Emily me and Emma are really close because Emma was born prematurely and we aren’t even a year apart so we have always been the same age we are exactly like twins look the same dress the same act the same and people always assume we are because because normally when I say I’m a twin they go yea Emma (we were in the same classes every year) But Sometimes I wonder if life would’ve been different growing up with Emily

@purplepanda3432 3 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry about your twin 😔 my mom miscarried my twin before I was born...so I understand how you feel and what you are going through 😔 my mom had a girl 1 year after I was born too....so she acts like my twin, im very thankful for her....and im glad you have a sister 🖤

@ashlynnmoler2003 3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry to here that, my younger sister was born in February, 5th 2007, she was still born and I don’t remember anything because I was two.. my parents gave up on having children so I’m a only child and never got to have a sibling. My parents barely talk about her and it’s really hard for me, her name is Ariel and we were three years apart, I feel like I knew her but didn’t..

@rhiannonhesling6012 3 жыл бұрын

I have a twin but one day i asked my mom if there was ever a chance of one of us dying which one and what time...and she said both bc in the womb i took all the food and all that so my mom had to have a C-section bc my head was on top on my twins lap and i was born as big as a pumpkin and my twin was born the size of my moms hand so her nickname was peanut...so she had a chance of dying in the womb bc she didnt get any of the nutrients but when she was born...she was fine and was able to go home in under 12 hours...were with me i came and my lings werent working, i didnt know how to eat or breathe and more....so i stayed in the hospital for 3 and a half months before i was able to go home bc my lungs kept ?failing? But welp i still have breathing problems...but i got bullied for alot of things and one of the reasons was that i was the youngest (i personally think thats not fair and its not right) When i was 11...i walked into my older sister talking to her friend and her friend asked..."how many other siblings do you have" and my sister said 5...i went up and tried to correct her that its 4 not 5 and she replied with "oh mom never told you?!?" And so ofc i said tell me what...and she said "dont tell mom i told you this but you were going to have a younger sister...she would be about 9 years old when i got told about this --but now she should be 12--" and then she said..."Mom was supposed to tell you when she thought you were old enough and mature enough..." My older sister was 2 when this happened and she got told when she was 6...3 years later after ive already found out....my mom still doesnt know that i know about my younger sister...ive become very independent in school now....and then recently we got new neighbors and their twins 😊but then later on they told me that they were going to be a triplet and it was a boy but he didnt make it😭theres a lot but welp i dont have the energy to cry and i dont like showing "bad emotion" in front of people lol....idk what to do im socially awkward...

@antares5561 3 жыл бұрын

Thank you for sharing your story, life sure is a mystery... it's ugly, beautiful, horrible and wonderful all at the same time.

@bernberrycashew1913 3 жыл бұрын

Are you and your twin identical? Almost twinless twin baby is identical.

@chiarakln9513 4 жыл бұрын

My twin passed away while pregnancy too. Sometimes I feel like he or she supports me through times which is super special!❤️

@strawberryme08 4 жыл бұрын

Chiara Kln yes call upon her/him when you need support. Our loved ones respect our free agency and often are waiting for us to call upon them for help!! Oxo

@peanutbutter9115 4 жыл бұрын

Chiara - That is so beautiful and cool and lovely. You have a guardian angel/BFF/playmate/support, always in your corner. You won something lucky from something unlucky ❤❤

@schattenvolkofficial1121 4 жыл бұрын

Same here. We were premature born and my twin sister passed away when we were 7 months old. She's still with me in heart and soul! 💕

@l4mb_ch0p 4 жыл бұрын

Me too

@foodfortheheartministries8075 3 жыл бұрын

Give it to God. Have faith in a new beginning. God bless!

@stacyodell1383 4 жыл бұрын

PLEASE READ THIS..I could only watch up until no heartbeat. At 26 weeks pregnant I had a ultrasound my twins were doing great aside from one taking from the other. 3 days later I was having pains and I went to the hospital and one of the twins has no heartbeat. I went for a scan and neither had one. I had to vaginally deliver my stillborn twins which is the worst thing any human could possibly have to go through. There is NOTHING anybody can say to make you feel better. However, I am praying for you and you will get a little stronger day by day. Take it easy on yourself. 💖

@theyinden5167 4 жыл бұрын

Birdy I’m so sorry.

@stacyodell1383 4 жыл бұрын

The Yin Den awe thank you so much! 💕

@bofoandgioadventures4259 4 жыл бұрын

I am so sorry 🙏🏻

@stacyodell1383 4 жыл бұрын

Bofo and Gio Adventures thank you hun ❤️

@natalia2485 4 жыл бұрын

You are very strong. Sending love to you🤍

@fb0328 3 жыл бұрын

I don’t know how this video showed up as recommended on my page, but I lost my baby boy in March 2020 also at 20 weeks. I feel your pain, but I looked at your channel and saw that Frankie survived. I saw your birthing video and could not stop crying of happiness. Frankie has given me hope again that miracles do happen. ❤️

@emiliykelley3245 4 жыл бұрын

Losing one twin sucks, and then losing the other twin a month later is really hard. It never gets easier losing twins. Praying for you

@katGuzman11 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss, and everyone on here that has suffered the loss of babies or baby. My heart goes out to you all 😔💔

@celestial4120 4 жыл бұрын

I am not pregnant nor a mother but I cried like a baby when I saw this vid❤️ prayers 🙏🏾

@Veeeegan95 4 жыл бұрын

Same. 😭

@tracey8698 Жыл бұрын

Same,we aren't mother's but we are women and we feel her pain & we have empathy

@WaterandFireTarot 4 жыл бұрын

What kind of heartless piece of crap could possibly give this video a thumbs down? I’m truly hoping it’s an expression of sadness because of this poor couple’s loss. My heart is with you. I have two children, and I can not imagine this pain. Love and light to you ✨

@joanneclark98 4 жыл бұрын

Maybe thumbs down means they are sad for this strong woman

@producerlinda7109 3 жыл бұрын

I think people misunderstand the thumbs down.

@candace830 3 жыл бұрын

If anything I give a thumbs down to that hospital,not doing anything babies have survived that small before.They stood around waiting for them to die.I would have been yelling to do something

@candace830 3 жыл бұрын

I had 2 miscarriages wasn't able to see them my heart still aches after 30 years.You never really will forget the grief it only hurts less.I don't know if I could stand watching them die,forever in my mind.I'm glad I have only an ultrasound I'm so sorry for you,can't possibly imagine the sorrow you have.I will pray for your little angels.Dont worry they are under a gardinangle waiting for the day you hold them again😫😢🙏🙏💞

@Ethirbeinz 4 жыл бұрын

I have no idea who you are as this was in my recommended videos, but I'm so sorry you had to go through this. Few weeks ago I found out I was pregnant with twins which was quite a shock but I couldn't have been happier, but I was soon filled with dread as one of the babies amniotic sac was half the size of the other which was an indication of an early case of twin to twin transfusion syndrome (something I had never heard of) but I tried and kept a positive attitude alas 2 weeks later at my second ultrasound I was told there were no heartbeat. Just like that I had lost my two babies. It's been a week since I've had my curretage and I started lactating in the following days. It's hard. It's unfair. I feel like my babies were stolen from me and there's nothing I can do about it. I'm with you and eveybody else who sadly had to go through something similar. xx

@rebeccagreen7241 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry about your babies. Sending love ♥️❤♥️

@cassandrabowen7151 4 жыл бұрын

I am deeply sorry for your loss, sending all the love your way 💕

@elliedavis4744 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry to hear that,I found a quote which I hope brings some sort of closure or help to you "An angel wrote my baby(s) name(s) in the book of life and as she closed the book she whispered 'too beautiful and pure for this world' "

@languagelearningdabbler 4 жыл бұрын

May God comfort you. I know this feeling. 😭🙏🏾❤️

@camcamgreen81 3 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss...sending prayers to you

@tracyrasmussen8117 4 жыл бұрын

Oh my dear mommy. I'm heart broken right along with you. Losing a baby is the most difficult thing one can ever endure, but you will persevere. You will remember this sweet baby boy through his siblings. He will always be in your heart and nothing can take that from you!

@therealdaisyduke 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry! There is nothing in this world that hurts more than losing a baby! 😔😔

@ourneurolife 3 жыл бұрын

The waiting while they try and find a heartbeat is indescribable then the required 2nd ultrasound to confirm that there is definitely no heart beat is the hardest thing. Thank you for sharing your story sending love

@Gina-Psalm139 3 жыл бұрын

It's been 24 years and I'll never forget that moment either... Sending love to you Amie & to all sharing their losses here ❤️

@sarahmarie151 4 жыл бұрын

I lost my daughter's twin at 14 weeks. My daughter is 15mos now and I'm not over it. It still hurts.

@amandadavidson8441 4 жыл бұрын

I lost my sons twin in early pregnancy, hes 10 yrs new and still hurt. Sorry for your loss 😔

@moodycowcaz 3 жыл бұрын

I also lost my sons twin at 7-8 weeks, it was so hard but I carried on for the sake of the other baby who turned out to be a wonderful and cheeky and caring boy who just turned 3 this year. I always wonder what the other baby would have been like and what sex it would have been and also if my son feels like theres something missing as Ive read about the bond twins share. I will wonder about it all forever

@hakunamatata1352 3 жыл бұрын

@@moodycowcaz sorry for your loss. There is a video you may find soothing on the channel OK To Be Smart. It's about how a mother's child will *literally* always be part of her. It's called: The incredible biological connection we all share with our mom.

@mariesahota1478 3 жыл бұрын

*I had to break HIS HEART* hardest words EVER. GOD GIVE you strength 🙏🌻🙏

@summer-roseknight 4 жыл бұрын

I don’t have children, but I FELT HER PAIN. I cried so hard watching this...I’ve seen it happen first hand and I’d never wish this upon my worst enemy. Sending prayers and love and support for you sweet! ❤️❤️❤️

@ednamac5186 4 жыл бұрын

My one twin passed away and my other is 5 yo now. I was depressed but now I see we are bless to have one instead of none.

@shaya.5831 4 жыл бұрын

not pccorrect blessed to have one but there will always be the pain of losing the one. One doesn’t replace the other. I’m sorry for your loss. I lost my baby boy at 4 months old. The pain is literally gut wrenchingly unbearable.

@dr.sairakachannel3104 4 жыл бұрын

Not pccorrect you are right.. I can feel that how I feels when you have none..

@virginiawheeler1494 4 жыл бұрын

I went into premature labor and delivered my daughter, Michaela, was born at 24 weeks. She passed two hours later. I’m so sorry for what you have gone through.

@elisamay3445 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss

@hannahortiz1629 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for ur lost😔

@ritajimmie3361 4 жыл бұрын

Sorry for your loss. I had a tubal pregnancy that broke so I could never have any more kids except for my daughter. I ended up adopting my son though and I love him very much

@virginiawheeler1494 4 жыл бұрын

Rita Jimmie I love your family dynamic. We gave up on children and have filled our home with Great Danes ever since.

@MacMoney20 4 жыл бұрын

Your daughter and I share the same name. She is with you every day 💙

@melissatorres5299 4 жыл бұрын

Im also mother to twin angels i lost my twins but my daughter lived for a month my baby boy passed while being air lifted to have an emergency c section his heart stopped my baby girl elexia lived for a month she fought hard to stay but her body was tired i miss lil robert & elexia everyday stay strong beautiful ❤

@doranoora2657 4 жыл бұрын

@Melly Contreras so sorry for your lost. So sorry to read that. Especially where e read that your babygirl had fought to stay. I cried a lot. Reminds me of my babygirl, almost 4months old, who died after a open heart surgery, she did not wake up again from the anesthesia. It happened more than 6years ago, in 2013.

@darkangel4994 4 жыл бұрын

that’s honestly one of the most heartbreaking things i’ve ever read. my heart goes out to you❤️❤️

@rebeccagreen7241 4 жыл бұрын

Melissa and Dora, I'm so sorry ❤❤❤. I guess we meet people in life and I guess never know what they have gone through! Hugs 😘

@lazlolind 4 жыл бұрын

This was in my recommendations. Thank you for sharing your experience. Your feelings. People have REAL feelings and REAL emotions and I feel like we shame people for sharing how they really feel. I don’t know you. But I am sending my love and positive feelings your way.

@jadiedenby3998 4 жыл бұрын

I’m absolutely heart broken for you! Sending you and your family so much love and light! You’re an amazingly strong women for sharing your tragic story xx

@kdkay4039 4 жыл бұрын

I’m surviving this it’s been 18 years for my angel daughter as of December. We celebrate katelynn’s birthday then as that was when she was born in our hearts. My daughter Kirsten will be 18 in April. There is not a single day that goes by that I don’t wonder, that I don’t miss her, and not a day that I don’t realize I’ve been blessed with an angel on earth. My daughter Kirsten is the brightest light in my darkest storm. She was what I fought for, for 22 weeks. I remember feeling like everyday was a battleground, I’d pray just one more day, I’d pray for her kicks, I’d pray before every doctor visits, every phone call. But I prayed to be comfortably numb so I could survive and do what I had to do. My husband is in the Army and was deployed when I found out and I had to lie to him until his commander was putting him on a plane home. My mom had to tell him as I literally could not say it. After 18yrs, I know there is no rite way to survive this, there is no rite way to handle this, and that each of you will process this differently and that is ok. Lean into each other, not out and know that you will endure this, you will survive, but your not in this alone either. I’d also encourage you to look into the TTTS foundation, they were loads of support to me then. I’m sending love and comfort to you.

@brendadiaz1514 4 жыл бұрын

I could not imagine. This was very difficult to watch. You’re absolutely amazing. You’re LOs watching over y’all

@molliedevenbaugh1986 4 жыл бұрын

I know this was 4 months or so ago, but I’m amazed by your strength. I can’t imagine how hard it was to wait for your hubby to come home, and bare that grief alone. It was incredibly selfless. I do not know you, but my heart breaks and celebrates simultaneously for you. I send all my love and prayers to you and your beautiful boys.💕

@cherylshellman2536 4 жыл бұрын

I FEEL SO SORRY FOR YOU ,YOU ARE SO STRONG

@CaileighSellars 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you again Cheryl, you are so sweet ♥️

@emilyclarke8492 4 жыл бұрын

I cannot imagine the pain having to have a still birth

@jessieallen1894 4 жыл бұрын

Praying for you 🙏 ❤️ I just had a baby boy 2 months ago and now feeling the love u have for a child I can't imagine the pain your going through. It breaks my heart watching this. Praying for healing

@Madeleinewave 4 жыл бұрын

Sending you love and support.❤️❤️ I'm myself a twin, got a friend who was a twin also, two boys. He lost his brother at the age of 5. And he said to me. No matter what he'll be there protecting him, from the heaven. That if he's gone it has a reason and he's good now. My friend is 23 and a real fighter, a good young man. So as you know. Thank you, for being the mother you are. For how hard you're fighting and trying. It's completely normal to cry out and being completely off. You have all the empathy and love, support from viewers and family no matter what. Knows that you're in our thought, no matter where we are. You have thousands of people, sending you prayers, good energies and love. To you, your family and them. ❤️

@kristinreynolds577 4 жыл бұрын

I just found your channel and wanted to say that I think you’re pretty bad ass for Vlogging this! This will help women across the globe feel like they’re not alone in this! I know it’s been a few months, but still wanted to share my thanks for you making this and posting it!! Much love to you and your family, from my family in the US. 💖💖💖

@jamies9040 3 жыл бұрын

I’m an identical twin and this popped up in my recommended, so I had to watch it. I am so sorry for your loss, and you are such a strong mother. My sister and I are giving you every piece of our love and condolences💖💖💖💖

@zoecatherine8137 4 жыл бұрын

i’m so so sorry. i cant imagine the pain you were and still are feeling. i hope over time, you regain yourself and your happiness. i hope that your baby is safe and happy. ❤️

@laurenbyrne7479 4 жыл бұрын

It takes a lot of strength to come on here and post this. I’m crying with you, as I have twin 2 year old boys who also had TTTS and they NEVER knew. Had I not had them at 37 weeks they would not have survived. My heart breaks for you, I’m so sorry you had to go through this. Prayers for you and your whole family (ALL of your babies) 🙏🏻💛

@smellymurphy 4 жыл бұрын

This is the most heart wrenching thing I’ve ever watched. I’m so sorry.

@sparklyfamilyvlogs9712 4 жыл бұрын

This hits so close to home, I just found your channel and I can’t stop going through the motions with you, feeling with you. I’m loving you so, amazing mama. Bless you.❤️

@CaileighSellars 4 жыл бұрын

You are so incredibly kind, my word. Thank you so much. Messages like this make it all feel slightly easier, knowing I am not alone ❤️

@katiekrull2521 4 жыл бұрын

I can’t begin to imagine what you and your family are going through. Losing a child is the hardest thing... I’m heartbroken for you. I wish you strength and peace and a healthy baby boy ❤️

@SylviaW1952 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so so sorry for the loss of one of your twins, my heart breaks for you and your family. Praying for peace and comfort for you.

@xbritty8x 4 жыл бұрын

You’re so strong and inspiring for sharing. A whole virtual community is thinking of you and your family 🧡

@cclairebear2608 4 жыл бұрын

I wish you peace and healing through this difficult time.

@AtlasTheAxie 4 жыл бұрын

You're so strong momma, bless your soul. 💞 I hope you're doing well. Just because you lost him here on earth, doesn't mean he isn't with you still. He'll always be in your heart.

@Em-yk4bc 4 жыл бұрын

Who could dislike this? You’re one hell of a strong person

@rachelkramervideos8129 4 жыл бұрын

Thank you for posting this video. I can't imagine how hard it is to talk about this but you're doing so much for other women/families who are going through this kind of situation. People don't like to talk about miscarriages or stillbirths, so thank you.

@brooklyngraham9772 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss.. I have been through a similar circumstance recently and your strength has truely helped me. Thank you for sharing this heartbreaking story xx

@queenkiak.9264 4 жыл бұрын

I don’t know what to say. I wish I could give you a huge hug, you are so strong.

@jazzee75 4 жыл бұрын

Omg! This was so heartbreaking to watch! So sorry this happened to you and your family. My Prayers go out to you 😞🙏🏼

@R0gue6729 4 жыл бұрын

I just saw this. This is shattering, I am so so sorry. I will be thinking of you and hoping for the very best for your little boy... Love and support From Dallas Texas. Words just can't express how sorry I am this happened.

@CaileighSellars 4 жыл бұрын

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@hallesoucie9179 4 жыл бұрын

I wish you the best I don’t think I’ve ever felt the way I do watching a KZfaq video. Thoughts and prayers go out to you❤️💙💖❣️

@haley7266 3 жыл бұрын

He is near to the brokenhearted, sweet mama. Praying for you, your baby that is being formed, and your baby that will wait for you. Peace and better days ahead

@Rose-zy6vv 4 жыл бұрын

I had this happen when I was four months pregnant with twins. My remaining baby had liver calcifications and they did weekly ultrasounds until birth. The doctors were convinced he would be mentally challenged or have a birth defect. My son ended up being perfectly healthy and he is now seven years old. Best of luck and love to you.

@juleseebean3695 4 жыл бұрын

This is the most heartbreaking thing I’ve ever seen. You are so strong and so brave to share this. Thank you.

@terryschmidt4364 3 жыл бұрын

Sending love and hugs your way, this is so heartbreaking. I think it is very therapeutic to be able to talk about it exactly how you are. Lean on on your loved ones and stay strong ❤

@SuperTamig 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry for your loss my son and daughter in law lost one of their twin daughters at 27 weeks and my surviving granddaughter had to be delivered prematurely 2days later she weighed 2 lbs 1oz..she is a healthy 16 year old today..we will never forget her sister❤️❤️❤️😢😢😢

@atheneumaandetop8627 4 жыл бұрын

My mom was pregnant with me and my twin. My twin died 1 week before the gender reveal. You are a strong woman. My prayers to all moms going through horible news

@yasatt4825 4 жыл бұрын

I'm so sorry for your loss, I can't imagine the pain you are going through but I wish you all the strength through this terrible time.

@minamina-np7lr 3 жыл бұрын

i'm sorry you had to go through such a thing, you’re very strong for making it and i’m infinitely proud of you. i saw that the second twin survived, and that made me feel a lot better. i hope that you’re all doing okay and that everything is going well during this trying times.

@MotoCurvesCurls 4 жыл бұрын

My first pregnancy was twin girls. I lost one at 19 weeks. Water broke at 22 weeks. The great doctors helped me keep my daughter in longer. At 29 weeks my daughter was born. 6 lbs 12 oz. After her birth she stopped breathing and spent a week in NICU. All the heart ache and pain. She just turned 16. FYI: 11 months after her birth I gave birth to twin girls. Yes!!! Both healthy. It hurts. But my children now are my backbone. They are the ones that keep me going.

@PerezHilton 3 жыл бұрын

Sending light to you and everyone watching who needs a hug! 💡

@shirleynguyen4519 4 жыл бұрын

You’re so strong and your baby is now in a better place❤️ I’m so sorry for your loss and can’t even imagine the pain you’re feeling

@lilmisshomicidal 4 жыл бұрын

Raw truth and emotion, I’m so sorry 😢 xx

@roxannesmith4519 4 жыл бұрын

I went through this with 1 child- can’t imagine your pain with twins, my heart goes out to you, it’s a blessing you posted this painful moment to share with other women who are also going through this. You are a strong woman...

@bremueller-siebert8131 4 жыл бұрын

I'm holding my daughter extra tight after seeing this. It brought back all 4 of my losses. My heart breaks for you dear.

@honeybee476 4 жыл бұрын

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. You are so brave and strong. Wishing you all happy days from here on out. Hugs all the way from Canada

@alisamapperson8807 4 жыл бұрын

Your strength after all you and your family have been through is amazing, and the love you share has no depth. I am very sorry for your loss and hope for nothing but good things for your future

@user-gy2jy9pp1t 4 жыл бұрын

I can’t imagine the pain you’ve experienced. I’m so sorry for you.

@luciasardo1176 4 жыл бұрын

This is so sad, I can't imagine losing a baby and I'm really sorry to you and your family. I hope that little one is in heaven and watching over all of you.

@lust4lyfe101 3 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry to hear about your losses, I can even imagine what you are going through right now. I wish I can give you a hug right now. I hope you and your family get through this hard time and think of the happy memories with also knowing they are in heaven watching over you.

@renesharodgers8598 4 жыл бұрын

Not sure how I came across u, and ur families journey. But I am incredibly sorry for your loss. Ur strength shines hun thru these videos. I wish u all the love and hugs.

@andreamayortiz 4 жыл бұрын

I also lost my child. I've carry her the whole 8 months but i didn't even have a chance to hug & kiss her. She only lived 42 minutes. She has anencephaly. This is heartbreaking. You are strong! Prayers for you.

@ninakoch1799 3 жыл бұрын

Mae, i am so terribly sorry for your loss.

@stacied6172 3 жыл бұрын

This is heartbreaking, I’m so sorry 😞 sending lots of strength, love and hugs your way 💙

@susankindy5209 3 жыл бұрын

You are such a good heart, and this comes through in your very authentic posts. I cannot begin to imagine what you've gone through. I and my family will be keeping you in our hearts and minds and we wish only the best for your future and that of your family.

@kareine4317 Жыл бұрын

You have been so strong and will continue to be through the years. This brings back painful memories 20 years on but you have been and are a queen. Remember your other baby only knew peace and pure love with you so you gave him the best existence he could have had. Thank you for sharing : this will help many women know they are not alone 🤗🙏

@yonance 3 жыл бұрын

I remember receiving the good news and just unexpected news that I was going to have twins. Called closest family members, was so happy and just couldn't believe it. After a week or 2 I went back and they gave me the same news that there was no heartbeat on twin b. The saddest news but I'm grateful that my one baby is alive. Stay strong its the hardest thing but you'll have that memory forever❤

@lauraadams528 4 жыл бұрын

My heart is just broken for you as im watching this. Sending all my love.

@chloegreig425 4 жыл бұрын

You are so so strong. Cried all through this video. And I have the biggest amount of respect for you for sharing your story to help other people who go through this. Sending you all the love and light in the world ♥️

@ghosttoast7 4 жыл бұрын

I’m soo sorry for your lose. I admire you strength as you were able to put such a difficult and personal video on the internet

@trtltrx 3 жыл бұрын

We went through this same thing. It’s so hard emotionally, having to tell people, having to still be happy and excited for the baby that’s still there but still mourn the baby that’s passed all at the same time. And the fear.... Thankfully our little Sunrise baby is just about a year and a half. We miss our Sunset baby every day and always will.

@4WingedAngels Жыл бұрын

I’ve never heard of them referred as “Sunrise Babies”. Here in the United States, we call babies born after miscarriage/stillbirth “Rainbow Babies”.

@trtltrx Жыл бұрын

@@4WingedAngels sunrise and sunset babies are terms that are used specifically for twin sets that one passes but the other survives. I was using rainbow baby too until I heard this and adopted it ♥️ losing a baby is hard in all circumstances but losing part of your pregnancy with a twin passing has subtle differences that change at least how I had to heal from it

@lynnmahan154 4 жыл бұрын

Dear sweet mama, I am holding you and your family in my heart today. Sending loving, caring thoughts that your sorrow be eased by all the caring messages you are reading here. Beautiful mama, may your tears turn to joy when you think of your guardian angel above💕❤💜💙

@SoBeautyStuff 4 жыл бұрын

How incredibly heartbreaking, so sorry that you went through this. Congratulations on the birth of your healthy baby boy, I hope he brings you healing x

@emmaleecrick2674 4 жыл бұрын

My heart is so broken for you all. I’m so sorry. I lost a little one in pregnancy last year, but I was not as far along as you. I will be praying for your sweet boy and your continued healing. When I lost my baby I got a necklace from an Etsy shop called Seeded Hope. She makes the most beautiful handmade jewelry with beautiful meanings. I wear it everyday and it helps. I don’t know if that interests you but I try to tell people after loss as it has been very therapeutic for me. I feel like it’s something I’m doing for my baby and it’s like I’m keeping them with me always. And my other kids can see it ask and remember. You’ll be in my prayers momma❤️

@cvtina123 4 жыл бұрын

My prayers go out to you and your family. I lost one of my twins early in my pregnancy, a few weeks later I lost my dad.

@aveandraeee7953 4 жыл бұрын

Aww... I’m really sorry to hear that. I hope you’re doing well and the other twin made it! ❤️

@olgakarpets9934 4 жыл бұрын

I’m so sorry to hear this! Stay strong mama!

@melissaconnor3729 3 жыл бұрын

This was heartbreaking to watch. You are so brave for posting. You probably helped a lot of women in the same situation. Prayers for you and your family.

@shellie7559 4 жыл бұрын

It’s not weird that you filmed your reaction to the news at all, you’re helping other women who have gone through this as well as yourself, it’ll be a comfort that they aren’t alone, you’re incredibly strong, sending all the love to you and your family 🧡