I lost my son at 21 weeks and had the same robotic response. Dont feel bad. Dont regret how you reacted. It was your Mama heart protecting your soul from the hardest thing anyone ever has to go through. It took me a couple weeks for everything to fully sink in. You are a strong, beautiful mama and Willow, Frankie, and Billie are so lucky to have you. Keep your head up. Much love from California, USA

Don’t deny your grief. You suffered a terrible loss. Eventually, you’ll find it easier to laugh and be fully happy again. And you will not ever forget your Billy. It’s been 30 years since my daughter died while I was in labour. You will not forget. You will never get over it but you will accept it one day. ❤️❤️

I’m a grandma to a twin that lost his identical brother at 37 weeks. I had planned to be at the delivery, even though I lived about 6 hours away, and my step-daughter went quite fast with her first baby…a girl, who was 2 years old at the time. I had been a labor and delivery nurse, and used to work at the hospital where she was going to deliver. I made sure she had the best nurse when she delivered her girl. 😊 She called me as soon as she found out that Jackson’s heart stopped beating. Her water had broken, and she was having mild contractions, but they sent her home! She was on her way home when she called me, and I told her to turn around and go right back! She wanted to go home and get some things first. The drive to the hospital one way was at least 40 minutes. Her husband was (they are divorced now) also a fireman 🚒. I can’t believe the similarities to your situation. I don’t even know how I stopped to listen to your story, not even knowing how things were so much the same. Her husband was at work, but was on his way home. That was about a 3 hour drive, but I think he made it in 2. I never did make it. I had just started a new job, and I regret to this day that I didn’t just leave. She was 8 centimeters dilated by the time she got to the hospital. The live twin during the scan, just about an hour before, was the presenting twin. They changed positions, so when the twin that had died was born first, my poor girl thought she would be without a live baby at all. Everything was going so fast. The doctor barely made it in time for the delivery. The next thing she knew, her doctor was yelling to the nurses to call an anesthesiologist, and get an OR team ready for an emergency C-section. Her live baby was now in a transverse (sideways) position, with his hand sticking out of her cervix. I should tell you, the area was a small town in the foothills of California, and there were only 2 OB/GYNs at the time. There were only 2 anesthesiologists, and they were always on call. What her doctor did was amazing. He managed to push the baby’s arm back into the uterus, turn the baby, and deliver him. Mind you, there is no anesthesia, so it hurt like hell, but he saved the baby. If that cervix had closed up around the hand ( which is what happens in that situation), there would be no live baby. Sorry for such a long tale. I was just going to tell everyone part of the story, but once I started, I couldn’t stop. I’m not using their names, because we don’t get to see each other very often, and I’m not sure how she would feel I’d she saw her story on KZfaq without her consent. They boy is now 15 years old, and he’s a wonderful and compassionate young man.

My heart breaks for you sweet momma. I couldn't imagine the pain you feel. You are such a strong, courageous woman! I know having cute little Frankie is such a blessing and he brings you such happiness.

I’m so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy. I had a very similar experience 8 years ago with my triplets. Our 2 girls were mo di and developed ttts at 22 weeks. At 23 weeks we lost our first daughter. I delivered them a week later due to preeclampsia. We lost our second daughter at 5 days old. Our son spent 5 months in the NICU and is about to turn 8 in a couple of weeks. This time of year is always hard and makes me miss my girls so much. I hope you find some peace over time. We have found ways to include our daughters in our daily lives and that helps us so much. Hugs to you ❤️

Thank you so much for talking about this. I am a labor and delivery nurse in America. When I went into this field I was shocked to find out how common miscarriage and stillbirth are. I feel like the lack of knowledge and how this is a subject that no one talks about , adds another layer to the situation. No one talks about the loss. Having to carry on, having to birth baby. I cried for you, your family and for Billy. Thank you so much for speaking about him and showing your journey. You are so so so strong. Grief isn't linear. I wish you all the best momma 💙

I noticed frankie has a birth mark on his arm down by his hand. well my great grandmother was native American and she used to say they are angle kisses...Billy will always be with frankie ❤

I am in a very similar situation right now. I am pregnant with twins, one boy and one girl. At my 24 week scan they were both perfectly healthy but then yesterday at my 26 week scan, they could only find one heart beat. For reasons unknown, My little boy didn’t make it. I now have to carry full term (or as long as my body will allow) and deliver both of my babies knowing that one of them will never take a breath or get to come home to sleep next to his sister or wake up and cry at 3am. It is the most painful and confusing thing I have ever experienced and there is no way of knowing what to expect. I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet Billy, and thank you for telling his story. You and your son are giving hope and strength for tomorrow to the other moms in the world going through this too.

I can’t even imagine what you both have been threw but I appreciate you taking about it

You're supposed to say goodbye however feels right to you. Whatever eases your heart. Billy was already watching over his brother.

Please don’t regret anything. There is no script to follow. Survival mode is what was needed at the time. Congratulations on both your gorgeous boys. Billy will teach you more than you realise now and will make the love for your other children even more special. It’s admirable that you want to help others through this tough time. Amazing. ❤️❤️

Wow, you’re strength is truly inspiring

I have experienced the joy of giving birth to a healthy baby, and the heartbreak of losing a baby. I cannot begin to imagine what it would be like to experience those two things together. Thank you for talking so frankly about this, and lots of love going out from my family to yours.

That feeling you can’t explain like being a robot... that’s mothers instinct kicking in. You went auto momma mode. This is something that never seizes to amazing me. The amazing abilities us woman have naturally. Something just goes off and you automatically do what needs to be done for the survival of not only yourself but your children. ( and when I say yourself I mean FOR the child - who cannot live without you) ..:. It’s ok to feel the way you did because it’s what you had to do naturally. Be strong and hold it together... but still I’m incredibly amazed at the strength and love that was shown in just couple short clips. I know the grief and heartache must be so unbearable at times. I can’t imagine: but when I watched I didn’t feel like oh poor woman I felt like wow she’s amazing and so strong !!! I don’t know if I could have held it all together like that!!! It’ll be ok ! Give yourself time to feel the grief and loss when the time is right. You can do it.. you can be happy and you will go on! So proud of you and I don’t even know you ! But thanks so much for sharing your story. It was truely inspirational and I’m sure it’ll touch a lot of woman with similar situations also. If you can do it so can they! HUGS

What a gift this video is to other moms and families who you will never know. Billy, Frankie and Willow have an amazing mama and Billy’s life is a legacy of love. Thank you for your courage and transparency in telling your story. And Frankie is ADORABLE!!!

Fellow miracle baby here! Happy to welcome Frankie to the miracle baby/tiny preemie survival club. Miracle births lead to miracle lives. Frankie is destined for great things, and he'll have his twin brother Billy cheering him on from the other side. Billy's legacy will live on in Frankie.

Don't hold on to regrets. You spent time with your boys, you went through a massive event. Labour and delivery is draining. You dealt with a massive lose. You had been preparing for the final days with Billy. You and Azad have been amazing.

My heart is breaking as I watch this video. Grief is so strange. The numb feeling is very real. I felt numb after my miscarriage and I can’t even imagine having a stillbirth. We will pray for you and your family’s healing. Your sweet Billy is watching out for you and little Frankie from Heaven.

I am so sorry for your loss, I've listened to you tell your story already twice yet I tear up every time I hear you talk about it, I can't imagine how you must feel! I want you to know that I pray for you, your family and your sweet baby

I delivered a stillborn at 29 weeks, at home, alone, in the shower. I wrapped him in a small towel and took him to the NICU where I worked as a nurse. My best friend couldn’t believe he was min. I asked for an autopsy and donated him to research. That was Friday morning. I had not delivered the placenta, so on Monday, I drove myself to the same hospital for my D&C. My GP came into the pre-op area of the OR. He prayed with me and we chatted a bit. He was not involved in th procedure but knew I was there and came by. I joked with him, saying he lied to me. I reminded him that he told me once my baby was born, I’d stop puking. I puked 24 hours a day from 2 days after conception and even though I delivered my baby3 days earlier, I was still puking. My GP then took my gurney to a different area of the hospital for an ultrasound. We found a perfectly healthy twin boy in my womb!!! This second twin would have been killed in the OR during the D&actually procedure! It was a horrible rollercoaster of emotions! Throughout the next 6 weeks, I knew my baby could pass away at any moment. I knew there is a high chance there would be something abnormal. I knew that if he was even born alive, he’d likely not live long. At 35 weeks, I delivered my second baby, after a very long, difficult labour and delivery. Looking back, I low I was holding back. I did not get my head involved in the birth at all. I was extremely afraid, but 100% emotionless. Even 2 1/2 hours of pushing, I wasn’t really a part of it. No one prepared me for my delivery. No one encouraged me. It was a very miserable day outside and a horrible black day inside. After he was born, I was getting happier gradually, but still every minute, I was afraid. He did have a problem and needed surgery on da 2. On day 3, my husband said we were going home and that was that. So I obediently got dressed and we walked out. No discharge instructions or paperwork was done. It was Sunday, so my husband took us to church. The pews were wood, I had a second degree tear, and there I was, at church with horrible emotions. Sad, happy, confused, etc. People congratulated me on his birth, but NO ONE mentioned my lost son! I told no one about his operation. I loved hi deeply, but there was a massive void, that even my husband ignored. He’s 29 now, has a gorgeous, wonderful wife & 3 amazing children.

You told your story beautifully and with so much love for your babies...all of them. Billy will always be with you, not just through Frankie, but in his own spirit. He knows how much you love him. You have a beautiful angel to watch over your beautiful family. Hugs for you mommy.

My heart aches for your loss, but with that pain came the beautiful joy of holding Franky . My mother gave birth to a stillborn boy, she found out he was gone in labor, in her time ways were different, they told her to just go home & forget she had a baby, she didn't have time to love it 😳 no death certificate to acknowledge her child she never got to hold , she caught a glimpse of him as they took him away, she said he was perfectly beautiful. She still grieves to this day for months, they just didnt know how to comfort or help a woman who had a stillbirth, I'm glad things have changed now . After all a woman loves her baby the minute they find out they're carrying.. Blessings to your beautiful family!!

Beautiful baby boy!! I’m so happy Frankie was able to survive the womb with the odds against him! Your emotions are all normal; you’re an amazing Mom to your children. I wish you many happy years together with lots of warm memories!

What an incredible woman you are... You explained everything with grace and did not share the really raw graphic details that are, I imagine, even too hard to face in your mind. Billy is watching his brother and is always with you through Frankie. Sending you love and wishing your family health, peace and happiness 💙💙

You’re candidness and honesty will help many. Thinking of you and your family. Thank you for sharing and I’m sorry you had to experience such hurt.

sending so much love your way. frankie will always carry a piece of his twin in his heart, for you to share and carry also. such a bittersweet time, the joy of life and the devastating loss. you are strong mama and we all love you 💙

I really want to thank all the strong and powerful women in the comments sharing their stories whether it was recent or 23 years ago. May the spirits of all these little angels live on forever. Prayers and blessings

Sending you so many hugs. You are doing amazing, Frankie will be so proud of his mom when he is older and little Billy will never be forgotten. You are such an amazing woman ❤

Oh Caileigh, I'm so pleased that you can share your full story in this way, and show your lovely boy Frankie. You are living your experience, and going through it all with grace. There is no wrong way to process it all, and you are sharing your memories in a beautiful way. Stay strong and keep living fully as you are. You know from our past communication that I feel your pain personally. My thoughts are with you.

I came across you video randomly and I would just like to say that your story really kept me intrigued. The story, the way you told it and all of your real emotions really made me appreciate the gift of life and birth. I have many regrets about my labor and delivery also. Congratulations on the birth of your son and I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you are having a good recovery.

This was good to be able to talk about it! Billy was always be with you. He is in the arms of angels now and being blessed in heaven. He has no pain, only comfort! I wish peace for you and your family! 😙

I can't imagine the pain you and your little family have gone through. I'm sure everything you feel is natural after all that has happened. Frankie looks like a very happy little boy. He is beatiful. I believe that Billy is also a happy little boy and watching over his brother and family. God bless you all and good luck for the future x

My heart goes out to you and your husband. Stay strong and keep the memory of Billy bright.❤️

I believe it's a grief mechanism. I felt so numb when I lost my baby. It takes time to process. Much love to you and family 💗

I can’t imagine what you and your beautiful family went through with your loss... So sorry you had to go through that... You are a strong Momma, and I know each day will get a little better but just know that your sweet Billy is smiling down on you and is always there with you in spirit. Thank you for sharing your story.

I had your videos come up in my recommended recently and my heart goes out to you. These videos will end up helping someone that could be going through the same thing or something similar. Thank you for sharing your story.

Thank you so much for sharing your story. Your so very Brave. I've been following your journey all along. I've prayed for y'all and cried many tears. I'm so sorry. No one deserves to loose a child. So just always know that your story really helps many people. Stay strong sweetheart. Frankie is so cute. Much Love from, Indiana ❤😍

I’m so sorry for the loss of your precious baby boy. You are so strong. Praying that the Lord God blesses you and your family.

Thank you for sharing your beautiful story. My heart goes out to you in the loss of your baby and celebrates with you in the joy you experience with Frankie and Willow. I'm so deeply touched.

Your videos are incredible and your intense emotions come through so clearly. Thank-you for sharing with the world. It is helpful for so many reasons. ❤

You did such a great job girl. I m so proud of your strenght. A true light in the middle of the darkness.

Lovely sharing. Your body went into protecting you when you were feeling numb. It happened to me too in other situations, and that helped you grieve for Billy in the way you coped with him and needed too. And when you look at Frankie, you will always know what Billy would look like too.

I was 7 1/2 months pregnant when I had my stillborn baby boy Dylan Michael. My first baby. I lost to heaven. It’s been 24 years since that day and I always think and talk to him daily. I’m so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family.

I am so truly sorry for your loss. You have shown such amazing strength and I know that's where Frankie got it!

Still in awe of you! Incredible woman and spot on mum! Thanks for sharing and wishing you the best, all of you💐💕✌🏻🕊( so sorry for your loss)

Thank you for having the strength to share your 💓 birth story. The love between you & your husband is beautiful.

Billy will never be forgotten by you his family but also many others from around the world, we all know Billy now and he will be like a little star in the sky looking down on Frankie and the rest of his family. My friends lost her baby boy 25 years ago and she wishes people would have talked about him more. Your grief and pain will never go away you just learn to live with it, I know we will all keep Billy in our hearts along with lots of lost babies.....Billy will always be a special little boy xxx

Listening to you explain the moments right after Frankie arrived truly brought tears to my eyes. What a beautiful explanation. Truly, you gave me a special gift hearing this today. I know this is an older video now, but it's new to me, so I want to express my sincere congratulations as well as my sincerest condolences to you and your family. 🙏🏻

I’m sorry for your pain over Billy, he will live forever in your hearts, minds and memories. I’m so glad to see little Frankie getting chubby. You have a precious precious beautiful family. ❤️❤️❤️

Billie will be with you in your memory and heart forever. I will never understand what you are going through but when you look at Franky you will also see and remember Billie's sweet face. He is a precious angel whose memory no one can ever take away from you. Thank you for sharing you difficult and beautiful story. God bless you and your family!🙏💖

I’m so sorry, our daughter gave birth to a beautiful baby girl . She lived four and a half months and never left the hospital. She weighed two pounds at birth and had a heart condition. It’s been nineteen years and still in our hearts as it were yesterday. Always know have faith and you will see him again one day

I just subscribed. I’m so sorry for your loss. However, I can’t wait to see the new baby and to see happiness in you while you share him to the world!

You are so brave to tell your story. I will always grieve for the baby I lost to miscarriage over 40 years ago even though I had two healthy children, then grandchildren, after that. You will always carry Billy in your heart.

Thank you for sharing your story sweet lady. 💜 I imagine you sharing this experience will help loads of women who must travel the same path. Grateful to you for your strength lovely mama. 💜

You are helping others and your calm voice and honesty are impactful.

I am so sorry for your loss of Billy ! I can't imagine what you are going through . I am so happy for you that Frankie is healthy ❤ sending you love and prayers for healing

Could not imagine going through what you have been through. My heart breaks for you and your family. You are a strong and beautiful woman. Many many prayers your way. Billy will always be your angel and watch over his brother! Take care and God bless.

You are an amazing woman! You’ve totally touched my heart! Frankie is absolutely gorgeous and Billy will always be a part of you! One day you will all be together again! God Bless your family! Love from Indiana, 🇺🇸❤️

Let the regret go. You went numb to protect yourself and that is completely normal. I’m so sorry that you have all had to go through this x ❤️❤️❤️

I think it's amazing that you talk about it, it's good. Don't hold it in, i know it's hard, but pushing it down is so hurtful and you are so sweet

I'm a 66 years old survivor of a ",one alive/one stillborn twinbirth... My sis died in our 5th pregnancy month, but was born right after me, 4 months later..... Feel yourself hugged ❣🫂 You're a WONDERFULL MOMMY❣❣❣🫂

Thank you for sharing your story. I lost a twin at 11 weeks and just delivered the healthy twin 2 weeks ago. This story made me cry so much. I never got to hold my other twin. He was so tiny when we lost him and my body absorbed him. When we delivered the healthy full term twin there was no sign of the other twin. :(

Thank you for telling your story. What a beautiful boy you have here and I know, another in heaven ♥️

You’re so strong & brave for sharing this. Both your sons love you 💗

So sorry for the loss of Billy and thank you for sharing your story. The reason why you were so tired is probably the fact that all the stress and upset you felt for the last half your pregnancy had come to a head and that you knew you were nearly at the end of your journey 💙 RIP baby Billy. You will live on in your brother 💙💙

Sorry for your loss. I have been there too. Your living son carries the legacy and story of his brother. God Bless You and Your Family.

Your voice is so delicate and soft and soothing. I like listening to you talk. I’m sorry for your loss.

Thankyou so much for sharing your heartbreak with us. Wishing you and your beautiful family all the love and light this universe has to give 💜

Thank you for sharing your story, it helps us heal with our own story xx

Cailiegh I just want to extend my hand and send you my deepest condolences on the loss of your baby boy. Life is full of ups and downs & sometimes the downs can excruciatingly painful, but know that there's always happy times ahead. You have been through a lot and I hope one day you are able to make peace with it. God Bless you and your family. Stay strong and much love to you💜💜💜

Thank you for sharing your story, I was 7 months pregnant with my son Rufus Jr, in March of 1997, he was stillborn, I went into labor and went to the hospital and they did an ultrasound, after they tried to find a heartbeat, then just to confirm they did a second ultrasound, then the male nurse I had was not very nice at all, he just came in and sat down next to me and my boyfriend and said, “I’m sorry to inform you but your baby is dead”. I just said to him could you be anymore colder, than he said I’ll be back in 20mins, but I got this other nurse that was very nice, her name was Linda Hunt. Such a wonderful lady, she ended up delivering Rufus Jr, before I had started delivery they had given me something to stop the labor, because it was to early to deliver the baby, at that time they didn’t know if he was gone yet or not, half way through delivery my contractions stopped so they had to wait for them to pick back up, he came out feet first, they gave me medicine to calm me and my nerves because of the situation, cuz I wanted to have a normal delivery, when he was delivered, they wrapped him in a blanket and let me hold him, then I let my mom hold him, after we held him for a bit then they took him and cleaned him up and they cremated him, it’s been 23 years and I still have trouble handling it too!

Thank you for sharing your story, you're very brave as I can as how painful it is for you. God bless you and your family ❤️

Never apologise for anything, the robotic stage is grief & shock. Especially as you had both high & low moments at the same time. So so much too take it. So much going on, you did so well. You really did, Sweetheart you are brave, strong, open & honest. Im not sure how your videos were in my suggestions it must be fate as I too experienced a angel baby. It was a few years ago, and only a couple of people knew. Sadly sometimes, its a taboo subject. But by ladies like yourself speaking out, it makes the facts & reality REAL....and hopefully gives other parents the strength & courage to talk openly and grieve properly. Bless your family, your children..and may your futures be bright. Sending love from the UK. Rest in paradise Angel Billy 😇

you are such a strong person. I'm only 17 and I personally don't want a baby but I could never imagine what you went through. you really are a superhero. I pray no one has to go through what you and others have went through but everything happens for a reason. ❤

Omg ty for sharing something so deep n upsetting. You are a warrior and god bless you and your family honey. Much love 💕 to you !!!Bless you guys

From one Mama of an Angel baby to another, I am sending you so much love. You are right, it is an emptiness you can't explain. You learn ways to cope but there is always someone missing. Allow yourself to grieve when you need to, be happy, be sad, whatever you are feeling. What we've gone through is terrible and there is no right or wrong way to deal. Love to you, your sweet Billy and my baby girl Chryssi.❤💙

I am just so very very sorry for all you guys have been through. Enjoy Frankie and Willow and Azad for the rest of your lives.

Thank you so much for sharing Your story, I am sorry for Your loss! You are such a brave, strong and inspiring woman and mum! Lost my angel princess in 23 weeks and it cannot be forgotten as well that how beautiful she was.Wish all the happiness, joy and blessings for Your family! ❤❤❤❤❤

You are one beautiful family! Billy is watching over all of you!👼🙏

You're so strong, mama! Sending love your way!! ❤❤❤

Give all the love to both your dear Willow & Frankie! Billy will always be there in your hearts! Tell Frankie when he gets much older & just be the best mom you can, Caleigh!!!

My grandmother lost her youngest son suddenly. You could tell when she was thinking of him because she would get very robotic. It's how she dealt with the grief of suddenly loosing a child. Don't ever think you're grieving wrong so long as you are grieving. You need to let that grief escape so you can build good new memories with those around you.

It happened with my daughter, my grandson was a twin who didn't survive it was bitter sweet. My grandson has always known, he is a very good lad hes in university doing amazing big hugs

I could feel every emotion you were describing. I felt like I was feeling it with you as you were talking about it

My heart goes out to you. So happy for you that Frankie is doing so well....he is adorable.

God bless you and your family, so sorry for your loss of Billy, treasure every second, minute, hour you had to hold him. ❤

You are adorable and I'm so sorry for what you've been through. God bless and watch over your precious family and ease your pain.

BEAUTIFULLY done.... Billy will ALWAYS be a part of your life.... a part of your heart.... He knows your voice & he will remember your heart beat.... I believe You will see him again one day.... Sending you HUGS & PRAYERS OF COMFORT & PEACE.... GBY ALL 🙏❤💙💖💙🧸🤗

Love, good thoughts, healing and peace to you and your family! Your tragedy is so real and so raw.thank you for sharing; you will help others in your loss. May Frankie and Willow give you strength and love to help you heal. Lots of love H

Billy is your guardian angel .he is watching over you... blessings to you and your family ❤️

What an incredible mum you are. I have never been in your situation, but the selflessness you’re have shown in sharing this whole journey, this whole story is incredible. I hope there are parents who find comfort in your story & know that Billy will always be on my mind. He will be remembered by your family & so so many people across the world.

I love your family ☺ And pray for comfort for your heart ! Billy is watching over you all 💙 you are a beautiful person Caileigh with an amazing heart , on top of being a great mommy to your babies 💝

You are such a strong person, to have continued to mother Frankie and Willow so strongly after something so traumatizing. Lots of love

You are amazing and you are strong. Thank you for sharing your story i just came across it,I know I'm late to comment. Sorry for the loss of one of your sons and so many congratulations for the birth of your miracle son. Side note you look like the actress who is in the TV show burn notice.

Thank you so, so much for sharing your story. I'm a grand mother of two miscarried angles, That I know would have been boys. When I'm told about pregnancy's, I see bows, pink or blue, and when I was told about the loss, I saw blue. It a post on facebook about remembering miscarried angel's in heaven, when it hit me, they where MY grandson's I would never get to hold. Billy will be remembered by me always. God blee you and your whole family.

I never had to go through this but I now can understand better to try to help my love ones .thank you for sharing

I love how open and real you are with sharing your feelings. It's hard to find people like you. Your vulnerability has greatly blessed my life. Thank you so much.

I'm so sorry for your loss, I lost my son William at 23wks on May, 29th 2017, He was my first baby. He was born alive but died in my arms shortly after I gave birth. My body went into disassociation where I felt like my body was not my own if that makes sense. I also have alot of regrets, I wish I would of spent more time with him. I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone, You're so strong and I'm so happy that I found your channel. 💜

Omg, even though I didn’t lose my son, as you know he was born at 27weeks, he was due 1st March 1996, but pre eclampsia made me have him on the 6th December 1995, he spent most of his early days in the SCBU ( special care baby unit, as we call it in the UK ) and he spent a lot of time under the jaundice lamp aswell, so I can totally relate to that part and the tube feeding aswell, because I never had any milk, only a tiny drop from each booby, watching this video, bought back soooooo many memories for me, love you baby girl, from across the other side of the world xxxx

You are so incredible and strong! I wish you and your family the best.