If Ren has taught us anything it's that it's OK to show our emotions and vulnerability. Love your honesty guys.

Watching your wife BROKE me. From both a place of pure sadness, and real healing. Please let her know that from one mother to another, I see her. ❤

We love the two of you not because you're perfect, but because you are real, and you clearly love one another. God bless to the whole family. Love you guys.

They say "I don't feel safe in these halls, there are bruises on the walls...there are bodies in the floor...and they breathe so loudly...I wish I could move, get up and walk right out this tomb" it hits so hard because when you lose someone that is so close that there are memories all over your physical life...your home, your car, your childhood places...the place you had your children...you can't escape...you can't just move...it's a tomb while you struggle in your grief...😢😢

Ren’s ability to connect to people is unsurpassable! He’s literally just amazing! ❤❤❤🔥🔥🔥

First off... Your wife is absolutely gorgeous and a badass mama bear! I'm genuinely stunned by the vulnerability you both showed us today. I'm genuinely sorry your daughter is having to endure this type of battle so small. Thank you for this reaction💚🤗🍀

Just for the record, I never get tired of watching you do Ren reactions.

I lost my 11 year old son,Wayne,32 years ago very suddenly from rta accident.Dont be afraid to shoe your grief.I still shout and scream into the pillow and now and again it comes right back like a sledge hammer and I am a mess still but I get by.Ren has captured the grief so totally keep safe you two😢😢😢😢

I’ve listened to this song uncountable times. Every single time, the “where is my god? Where are you?” breaks me. It just breaks me down. Ren is so special.

So much love and respect to you both for opening up to us all like this, I lost my 2 year old daughter over 20 years ago, it still hurts like hell to this day ❤️

We lost 2 pregnancies one in second trimester and other in the third. It really messed with our heads. I had given up and didn't want to try anymore. We got our rainbow baby now. I thank God for my daughter.

Ren & Chinchilla have a way of performing that draws you in completely and Ren's writing resonates with so many people. Thank you so much for sharing this heartfelt reaction - I wish you both, and your daughter, all the very best going forward.

This is what human beings need. We need to commune with each other and let our friends help us carry these burdens, especially those that are the heaviest. You've been through the worst thing that can happen and you've not only survived, but thrived! That's so inspiring. You will likely profoundly help multiple people with this type of conversation...and this is a music reaction video! The message of imperfection and hope is so helpful. I'm a goofball at rest, and I love to share in all of the fun and insane talent online, but I absolutely cherish these intimate moments that are shared like this. Thank you so much.

Anyone who doesn't cry a tear the first time they listen to this track, I question if they're human. ❤️

I'm glad that you are reacting to a lot of Ren. He deserves the attention for sure. I think he's a musical genius. Your wife is beautiful....

Very brave of both of you going through this song ❤ Ren's genius is getting to people's hearts. I know he can have fun with songs but...Ren really reaches people in different ways. Please keep the faith..

My heart is breaking for your wife…. I could instantly see your wife swallowing so much trying to keep her tears in! So much love for you guys! ❤

Such a great and genuine reaction. Without the bad times in life we would never appreciate the good it brings

What a beautiful couple you are. Thank you for being the honest people you are. A beautiful reaction to a beautiful song and it's very good that you are both able to share this way when many of us would struggle to do so. Love to you both.

Awwe.. your wife is lovely. And, I appreciate the authenticity you both shared. Thank you for this therapy session. Ren's music really does hold mirrors to our own selves. I think it's been beautiful yet painful at times hearing everyone share their pain or vulnerabilities through their lives. I'm all for this healing vibe. ❤

As you said there is no coincidences.. Ren has come into our lives at the right time for a reason.. he is our blessing.. 🙏🏻♥️🙏🏻 Thanks for always sharing with us..🥰

I love the strength you bring to each other - the hardships you shared and survived, and what you've brought out of those hardships, clearly shows the calibre of both of your characters. We get to see you, Roberto, many times a day and that's your hard work, determination, integrity and dedication that brings us that privilege - but on the flip-side, your wife is the same because while you're here, she's there. You both work tirelessly to keep up the shining edifice of your life together and I'm filled with admiration of you both. Thank you both for sharing with us when you really didn't have to. I feel honoured to have lived this moment.

no couple is perfect. no human is perfect. but seeing the love and support was beautiful. this vulnerability is what sets you apart. the bravery of addressing it on a public platform is powerful. people do need to see this. to know that you can make it through such unimaginable heartbreak and loss and still be together, be caring and there. that is what makes the two of you so beautiful. the honesty here on your channel is your super power. it is also what earned my loyalty to your channel. ride or die I'm with the two of you. ♥️🙏♥️

OMG I'm so sorry for your loss. I too lost my first born to SIDs. Nothing I could have done. Nothing could have changed it. However once that happened, I broke completely. I lost all reality of life. Diagnosed with severe depression and was told they could give me the anti-depressants to help cope. I denied them on the spot. I told them I know exactly why I'm depressed. I didn't want to block the pain of loss, I needed to go through it on my own. So I get you guys so well. Thank you both for being open and human.

I have deep admiration for both of you for your courage to bear your souls and speak so publicly for your loss. PTSD is insidious. I suffered five years of trauma recently that changed my life with some significant loss and has left me with this as well. My saviour is music, and seeing others talk about how they have got through. I have said it before BP, I have watched you open yourself up on this channel mostly because of Ren. His gift to us all is profound, much more than just music. Kia kaha from NZ

Beautiful reaction. Thank you for sharing your experience with us - and ignore the haters. Your Ren reactions are awesome. 🙌💖

I love how you gave your Wifey Space and Comfort at the same time, so cute

You two together are so magical, the love is tangible. ( and no one is perfect )

You both are wonderful. Thank you for letting her hear this music. It affects all of us. ❤

Your wife seems lovely. I"m glad you have each other to get through these things together. Although you've had these horrible things happen to you, you are blessed to have each other Some of us have never found their other half. Thanks for the great reaction.

I have suffered in silence for 35 years with complex PTSD after an huge traumatic, very public event because I haven't talked. Watching you both opening up was such a beautiful experience, don't make the mistake i did by internalising and trying to ignore it. Talking is healing and I admire so much you trying to open a pathway for you both to communicate with the audience, but much more importantly for you both to communicate with each other! Talking is healing, I hope you can both use this platform to communicate with each other and find your way together❤

My wife and I have gone through a lot of the same as you and yours and now my daughter is almost 3 and just hearing others have had similar problems and overcome them with Fath ! I had a big struggle with my Fath as well ! So thank you and your wife for sharing ❤️ 💕 💗 my thoughts and prayers will be with you guys always 🙏! 💯 % 40

Beautiful reaction ❤ thank you both for sharing some of your story with us.

Thank you for bringing your wife on for this. It is nice to see her. My heart goes out to her (you too) What a beautiful genuine soul she is. I hope we get to see her again. Much Love ♥

The strength of you both is remarkable and your faith in one another is authentically beautiful, as is your tribute, "Robert Houston III", which I'm quite certain resonates deeply in the hearts of all who take a listen. It's not difficult to see why Wifey felt as if the words in "How to Be Me" were as if written with her in mind..the pain that comes from that soul crushing of a loss is universal, and while it is tragic so many must experience this sorrow, it is however somewhat heartening to remember that, as Ren would say, "we are all human beings". Thank you for this, both to you, BP, but most especially Wifey. You are a kindred spirit who deserves all the love life under god's grace can give you. 🌈ᥫ᭡

This is such a beautiful song, we have all forgotten how to be ourselves at one point or another. Lots of love to the both of you 💜💜💜

This is such a powerful song. Tell your wife I cry every time I see or hear this. We have all suffered loss and this hits home❤😢

So nice to see Wifey again rocking that Georgia Bulldog sweatshirt! Great reaction! It amazes me to see people’s inner strength on display even when they don’t necessarily recognize it themselves! Not perfect but strong, loving beautiful human beings! Thanks so much for sharing! ✌🏻🫶🏻

Sending uplifting vibes to both your wife and you. do many things I want to say but nothing seems to come out right. Such a brave, courageous even thing to open up like that. Thank you so much for your time and work that goes into your reactions. It's greatly appreciated. Hope you guys have a truly blessed day.

What a heartfelt reaction. Thank you for sharing such a personal story. How To Be Me is a mighty powerful song. ❤

Just wanted to say thank you to both you and your amazing wife. Sharing and talking about loss is such an important part of life. Peace and love y'all

Thank you both for such an honest and vulnerable reaction. It broke my heart to see the pain and heartache ur beautiful wife carries with her. I have carried the loss of both my parents from an early age and also the loss of an unborn child. Ive found there's absolutely no time limit on grief and when it bubbles back to the surface where it feels like its just happened. Some days i listen to this song and have chills all over purely from the beauty of this performance. Other days i listen to this song and it cuts me to the core and shatters me into a billion pieces. Its not something i share with anyone else, besides Ren. He's lyrics and their performance is so raw and brutally honest it resonates so deeply, it allows me to connect and feel what i need in that moment. I feel BP trying to be a constant source of strength for his beautiful woman to try and take her pain away for fear of it consuming her. So its becomes a taboo conversation, with walls built up all around it. Over time it can become really quite damaging for u not to be able to talk about with each other. Break down those walls BP, show ur vulnerability to ur wife when u need to so she can be ur warrior when u need it. She is an amazing woman amd mother and has incredible resilience. I wish ur family so much health and happiness xx much love

Beautiful emotional reaction. Love and prayers to you both❤

I lost my son in 1995 aged 19 in a car crash & to this day I have never gotten over it. But please let me say to you that you will always grieve your baby & that is ok but please don't let that grief stop you living your life with the family that you have now. Don't let it stop your dream of another baby if that is possible or if that is what you would like. I let my grief destroy mine & my family's life because I could not let him go. I wish I had had someone who had spoke to me because everyone were too afraid of upsetting us to be honest or even to let him be in our memories. Don't let that happen to you because it is not a favour. God Bless to you both. I have found that Ren's music has let me relieve myself of some of my pain. I found HI REN 1st & loved it but a lot of his other songs have helped me & I am 71 now & love his music all round.

Having lost a baby ,I feel your pain ,no one understands it unless you have been through it ,I was the same about leaving my second child , and I really understand that . No one should have to go through the loss of a baby . Much love ❤️

I remember you saying - think it was after your For Joe reaction, that you believe sometimes our loved ones 'sacrifice" themselves for the greater good of those left behind, eg your mum for your daughter's stem cell discovery, Joe for Ren's musical depth & inspiration that would reach the masses one day and that really struck a chord with me. We may not see or understand it at the time but even with my own dad's s...cide, I can see, years on there are positive ways that shaped & influenced me and what i now do to help others who struggle with mental health in particular

Having lost theee babies due to stillborn and miscarriage when I was married I can’t ever watch this video without crying my eyes out. I’m supposed to be a strong man and as men we can’t show feelings. Thank you for doing this.

The part where she was tearing up and you put your hand on her shoulder is where i broke. My wife lost her mom a year ago, i lost my step dad who was more like my real dad, so there's been many moments like that. Words never help as much as human touch sometimes.

❤ Ren's music brings healing Great reaction guys

Hey BP, Thank you to your incredibly brave wife and yourself for such an honest and heartfelt video. this song relates to everyone who has experienced such a heavy loss in their lives. It speaks to people in so many levels. for me personally my best friend made a rash decision late in the night, and ever since I have felt that I lost a piece of me too. it was like the spark if life went missing for me, my mam then passed away in 2020 and My son was born in 2021. Its only now am I seeing and feeling joy like I did before my friends passing. kids are a blessing and give us a new lease of life with a different perspective.

I'm a psychology student. I am in a death and dying class right now and we're writing about music that relates to various topics of death. I chose this song as I also lost someone to suicide (my husband). You're right, we do deflect from our own emotions by laughing, joking,.etc. I guess it can be seen as part of the "fight or flight" response seen in PTSD.. its automatic to shut down, evade, etc. I'm so sorry your sweet wife knows the loss of your children.

Hey guys thanks for making me blow snot bubbles first thing in the morning. Ren has no problems being so vulnerable it is an inspiration for so many that keep these things wrapped up so tightly.

I just love your beautiful wife!! ❤ You’re lucky to have each other! My husband & I have been together since we were 15! 😊 I’m grateful you decided to spend some time doing this, just the 2 of you! Your sweet daughter Alinea (spelling??) is absolutely angelic!! 👼🤍 The day she came to work with BP and you two watched Bongo Bong is one of my favorite videos on here! My daughter just turned 18 & graduates HS this year! And I wish I could blink and make her 5 again!! 😂 God Bless you & your family! 🙏🏼 😍

This was very brave and I, for one, truly appreciate you sharing these reactions with us. I relate to both Ren and your wife very much. Autoimmunity (and fertility/carrying to term) issues as well, and I just want to let you know that this sort of sharing is healing for some of us so don't ever let negative people try to stop you from doing exactly what you choose with your channel because it's meaningful. Thank you both, truly. ❤‍🩹

The pain of losing a pregnancy is such a common experience but rarely discussed. Been there, done that and suffered the ripple effect of fertility issues after that and the battle to have children. Not something you ever forget and certainly makes you appreciate if you are then lucky enough to have kids. Hugs!

Thank you for a brilliant reaction and being so open and honest! Much love to you both xx

Very beautiful reaction had me crying I'm happy you both reacted to this together and had a healing talk I believe those babies come in just to leave to gift the parents deep lvl of compassion that they would not have gotten any other way like how it brought u Pegasus back to God. know how truly loved and blessed you both are the fact you both were chosen for this is the proof 💗💖💗 so much love sent to you both

Watching you guys tear up makes me tear upaswell! But it’s always amazing seeing your feelings. It’s nice to see people on common grounds. Loved this reaction you guys.

Frequent viewer, never commenter. But felt compelled on this one. Thank you for your willingness to allow people into that vulnerable window. I can only imagine how helpful seeing this is for others who have gone through similar things. And on a very unrelated note, I feel like I have to also add a “Go Dawgs.” Keep up the awesome content

🎉❤❤❤❤ I actually love these emotional insights. I also had 2 stillbirths in a row, both around 20 weeks, a boy and a girl also. My partner and I never really get around to talking about it because we have 3 older children and no time. It was basically sorry that happened but its time to move on kind of thing I told myself because I had to get up out of bed every morning. Even though I was bogged down by guilt, shame, and emptiness when I opened my eye's

I love the way y'all LOVE each other through this song. The way you check in with her, the way she looks at you 🙏 nobody's perfect and that's okay. Just want y'all to know I pray with and for you - and your strength to share your story gives hope to those who need it ❤️

Chinchilla has entered the UK version of The Voice and got through the audition show so it will be interesting to see how she gets on with the TV watching public.

The fact that you let her process it before talking speaks volumes. Sending you both so much love.

Thank you so much for your really real and beautiful reaction, I love RENs music, talent, realness, the gift of watching how his music affects people is inspiring. Your reaction and to braveness of your wife and your own reaction is beautiful. ❤❤

Sometimes we never square things in our heads completely but talking definitely helps, bless your beautiful wife your daughter and your good self Sir ❤

Thank you for sharing yourselves with us. Ren is like medicine for all of us. He reaches everyone and its was great to see you share this moment together. We appreciate you. I watch regardless the content reviewed bc i enjoy your perspective and that of your guests and watching your journey of exploring whats unknown and different. Dont ever let this medium or the draw of the "fans" change you. Dont get lost in worrying about making us happy. Make yourself and your family happy and you cant lose. Stay up fam.

From one mumma to another, please tell your wife im sorry shes in the lost child club. My son died at 12. I get it. I tell people if i let go, ill scream till i die. It changes you. I also have PTSD and Complex Grief. "I dont feel safe in these halls". I watch your reaction videos at night when i cant sleep. I saw Ren through you. And now im obsessed. I feel drawn to his music because it speaks to my loss, my mind, my fear. I watched my son slowly die for 9 months before he died. Every word he speaks threads through my soul. Thank you both. And thank you Ren. ❤

Wow... powerful reaction guys... very sorry for the loss of your child... cannot even imagine

Beautiful reaction and you had me with tears in my eyes. So glad you have each other and such a strong team!

I was watching the voice UK and our girl Chinchilla is on the show. I was so pumped to see her on the show. She is going to slay!

This means the world that you agreed to do this I know its difficult for you. Mad respect and love to you both

Love your reactions with the other half bp, me and my missus been through a lot of trials with pregnancy and can definitely relate, still born and 5 more late loss, have 2 to healthy kids now, But my missus struggled with our first born to be watched by even grandparents for a while, there's a song by James blunt out at the moment which stings a bit but would a very challenging reaction for you guys. Had us both in tears. Sending good vibes . YNWA

Life can be unbearable sometimes. Virtual hugs from me to both of you and thank you for trusting us by sharing your pain.

Thank you for your honesty and openness!

You two are beautiful together and to share such hard emotions to us is purely humbling. Thats why we love you. Together we help heal each other❤ please don't think you cant ever comfort each other on screen. I know I'd need a cuddle.

Very moving piece that you and your wife gave us all. If ever there was an example of music being a portal to one's own emotions, this is it. It is an extraordinary song and performance by Ren and Chinchilla and incredible honesty and tenderness from you both. Sending you both best wishes and love from the UK.

Beautiful reaction, you're a lovely couple. I love the deep conversation here. Speaking purely for myself, belief in a god isn't necessary to love life and all living things with one's whole heart. But to those who believe, I can understand the need. I cry every time I watch this video, it's so deeply moving.

This reaction bought me to tears. I tried to comment from the place I felt in my heart, listening to your story, but I cannot find the words to express the feelings I have. Can I just simply say, no relationship is perfect but you both have shared loss and heartache yet maintained a strong love, and have a future to look forward too with your lovely 5 year old daughter. I wish you both all the very best for a rich and rewarding life in the best possible way for you both and for your daughter. Miracles do happen and prayers are a great comfort. Love and blessings, Helen.

Beautiful reaction,Thank you ❤❤

Great reaction!!!!! My heart goes out to both of you. God Bless You

Hi wifey ❤ I cry all the time through Ren’s songs.

Music heals..that's so beautiful, much love to you both.

Just want to say that, YES! Opening up and being real definitely helps ME! Personally. I have my own shit going on (just like everyone else). And even if I disagree with some of your personal beliefs, I agree with the sentiment behind your beliefs. Episodes like this help me with my own personal inner dialog and I respect and appreciate that! Thanks Black P! Keep it up!!!

Thx you 2 made me blub ..,bless you and your family, hope things get so much better for you .stay strong Mrs peg .🎉

I have said it before Ren is therapy this song has helped you both talk to each other and I Love That

I cannot in any way say I have walked your shoes or your wife's shoes; I can say this though I can deeply empathize. If you crack the door, the control you have will crack and you will never stop the tsunami. Much love to you both.

Thank you to this wonderful lady for showing this emotion, I know the suffocation & loss of self after the loss of my baby, it shifts you into the eye of a storm & it takes such strength to anchor back in to a 'you' that is forever changed. But to give such reverence to your partnership is necessary too, the loss of a child can cause a couple to separate into opposite directions in the storm, and you two have obviously found ways to still remember each other and remind each other who you were, and being forever changed explore who you are now. May you both be blessed and may your daughter go from strength to strength

Your talk of Indigo had me weeping in sympathy guys. No words help really, but much love. These feelings of loss don't necessarily go away, but we can become more accomodating over time xx

Big hugs to both of you 🫂 I hope you manage to heal at least enough to be okay with it by the time your daughter starts school. Sounds rough to be so scared of being away from her 😢 I hope Ren getting you talking about it together will be a step in the right direction ❤ Anyway maybe let your wife see a more fun side of Ren too at some point even if not in a reaction 😅

Ren made 1 in the US hip hop chart💕👍🦇

Your wife is beautiful, a beautiful lady and a beautiful soul, you can see it in her eyes. This is an incredible song and I'm so sad the two of you had to go through the loss of a child. I know you never forget but I hope both of you are better now❤ I had the same trust issues with my two (now adult) boys. Only my parents, their grandparents on dad's side and direct family were the only people I trusted. Both of mine were slightly premature, one 5 weeks the other only s couple but, having to see your child, in a neonatal unit, and see the other, tragically sick babies, changes your perspective and you realise that life can turn on the head of a pin and what's OK just now can change in a heartbeat. It affects who you trust and you find yourself unwilling to leave your children with anyone, other than your most trusted family members. In the beginning, I wasn't even ok with that as you feel that if you take your eyes off them, the worst will happen. You have to let go and trust your close family.

Omg, she needs to visit lots more… what a beautiful family you have… I’ve heard this so so many times but your wife reacting made me very very emotional.. literally had a cry sesh… love love… you are an original artist I’ve not heard anything that I don’t play volume up kids have to hush they know better than to mess up my bp music.. my youngest is turning 30 and she will always be my baby, call her your baby.. so much much love. ❤❤️❤️❤️

How beautiful, please continue to look after your wife so deeply. She is integral for you and your familys growth. Sending love to both ❤

I can't imagine the pain of losing a child. I Have 4 and i just can't imagine. From the moment I knew they existed I don't know how I would have Even survived losing them at any point during pregnancy or after. You are an amazing strong beautiful mama and I'm so happy that you 2 have eachother and your beautiful daughter. Hugs ❤

You two are amazing! I just want to comment regarding your channel….it is YOUR channel, not ours, but yours. Don’t ever let the naysayers change your mind regarding what you film/post. This is your channel, please don’t ever let commenters dictate what you decide to do. P.s. it’s amazingly evident how beautiful of a relationship/family that you two have together

Love you wife's honesty and openness. Powerful! Heart wrenching to go through that. I can relate as i have a daughter that has been failed pregnancies. Thank you for sharing even thoug so painful. My thoughts and prayers to both. Congratulations and best wishes on your new family and your future. Side note: Love that your wife was reppin the G (Go Dawgs!!) in this video.

Your vulnerability and honesty is beautiful, and so is your faith. It’s really hard to hold onto faith when the awful things happen to us. I pray to God that you receive the healing and the strength you need.

And to your beautiful wife... I understand. It's been 28 years since I lost my baby, but there are still times, there are still certain things, that remind me of that profound emptiness and deep grief. I can feel it in that moment without getting lost in it now. It's okay to feel. Through feeling it, comes the healing it. You're both in my prayers!

Bravo, you two! Blessings from a fan and subscriber.

You have a beautiful wife ❤ As a mother who has had a miscarriage I understand the pain of losing a child, and I also lost myself afterward. Her bravery to come and expose herself to the world online where there are a bunch of assholes shows her strength. Her showing her strength could help another woman who is experiencing such grief. God bless you and your family it is beautiful. Protect them ❤ 🇺🇲