Loved your reaction to this one for sure. So glad you got to hear this one at last

Walking in the Chalk outlines Is referring to the Over medicated foggy feeling when he was being fed so many "anti- depressants" hat he didn't need. Its like he was functioning but numb and not living. For people with depression, the meds make things better, for people who are not depressed take it get really drunk/high/zombie feeling. That should have clued the idiots treating him that they had the wrong diagnosis.

Definitely check out Chinchilla's solor work too! Especially her most recent single, which iirc is her first since she went independent again.

Sometimes they give us very strong pills and we become "the walking dead" in a floating chalk outline.

@@ms.lisamarie82 yes and when we are misdiagnosed or the dosage is too much, we might not know the haze and the fog shouldn't be.

REN EST UN GÉNIE TALENTUEUX BRILLIANT

Yes...this.

He spends more time on it than anyone is going to pay cash to be done.

Since he’s so detailed and has the time and skill, I think he does the reverse of lip syncing to get some of the audio. End result is perfection.

"It's a perfect day, take it just in case"... Take the perfect day? Take the meds? They both make sense and many people can wrestle with those things in a matter of minutes.

Yes this....

Should I react to this on the channel or just look it up in my own time 🤔

@@itsandiroo I would say on your own time tbh, no need to react, just fyi

depression meds like SSRIs are really notorious for giving that numb or "dead" feeling. It's important to let your prescribing doctor know if you begin feeling dissociated, numb, zombie-like, etc... it could mean it's time to change your meds. I hate the medication musical chairs just to get the right med. And then comes the weeks of testing and trying to get the right dosage. _Then_ , in a few years at the most, your body adjusts to it and either doesn't work at all, or it works too effectively, putting a glass wall between you and your emotions. Neither of those is fun. Plus, coming off of them even properly ( _never stop psyche meds without a doctor's help_ ) you can get some nasty withdrawals. Paxil was my nightmare. I was on it for over 5 years and became emotionless. I masked for a while. I knew which emotional responses were required with each situation. I just couldn't _connect_ with any of them. So they weaned me off, the glass wall shattered under a tidal wave of virulent, technicolor emotions. Add that to withdrawal symptoms, and you get a fun mental breakdown. Anyway, I'm on Zoloft (sertraline) for a second time, and since it usually works for a while, I'm taking what I can from it. Meds and mental disorders are so hard and frustrating, especially when you have unprofessional, uncaring doctors out there just trying to fund their retirement by shoveling as many pills that they can at people who need more than that. Get second opinions and check reviews. And it's nothing to be embarrassed about if your therapist/ doctor is not a good fit for you. You gotta go with your gut. It's hard to get help if you can't connect with your helper. Sorry for the novella ... I, once again, have put everyone to sleep, lol. Well, hope it's nighttime and you get good rest and sweet dreams 😴💜🌻

Anyone who has ever had to crush up a prescribed pharmaceutical is familiar with their chalkiness.

Oui et je me sent très concernée

@@NixyRose72 You definitely did not put everyone sleep. You brought great awareness to a lot of the issues people face with medication and getting the right treatment team to help support them in whatever ways they need. I work in the mental health field, and I can honestly say it's frustrating to see people have to go through the "medication musical chairs" that you so perfectly described. Medication is a difficult thing, especially since it's not a "one pill fits all" approach that can be taken. Hence why stating the message of second opinions and asking questions is great! The great thing is that there are a lot of professionals out there that are wanting to help, and just like finding the right friend group to surround yourself with for positive experiences, it may take some time to find the right professional, and the medication that works for an individual. I can tell you have experienced a lot, and your comments definitely bring great awareness which is needed.

@brandonpercak4587 Oh wow, thank you! I needed a positive today. I'm really glad that I can make a difference even if only one person hears and feels reassured or guided. I had to have our beloved 15-year-old cat helped across the Rainbow Bridge yesterday, and it's been a very rough day, so you posted at the right time. Yeah, my life has been... challenging. I won't go into great amounts of detail because, one, it's not relevant, and b. it's a LOT lol, but between physical disabilities _including_ a severe chronic pain disorder and long-term mental and emotional struggles (some hereditary, like depression/anxiety), I've had a lifelong on and off relationship with doctors and psychiatric doctors/therapists/counselors. The last ten years have been interesting with med regulating. Unfortunately, with physical issue meds and psychotropic meds, sometimes you get bad combos and contraindicated combos or just really bad side effects and too many things you gotta take to figure out which one is suddenly causing the bodily drama lol. (And boy is my 50-year-old body a massive drama queen, lol). I would be thrilled if my years of run-ins with bad docs and pill pushing docs and finding the right docs and/or med combos can maybe help someone else learn that they are ultimately in control. Unless things have gotten way out of their ability to make those decisions (harm to themselves or others, etc), they are the one who decide who and what about their medications and doctors. I remember the weird feeling of astonishment upon learning that I CAN fire my doctor if I think they are not the best fit (giant people pleasing idiot here, lol). My mom actually called him a jackass lol. (I _never_ left that particular jerk's office feeling good about myself) If I can save someone else a little time with my own journey, I'm more than happy to do it. Even if it's only one person. Hey, that's one person who learns they don't have to keep a shrink/ doctor that they are not compatible with or that they can ask questions and also ask another doctor for corroboration. It's an empowering, self-worth lifting feeling. And I'm rambling away again. Tldr: Thank you so much for a positive message on a really, really bad day. 🌻💜🌻

Thank you so much!!

Absolutely!! What’s crazy too, is how they avoid phasing issues using so many microphones too. But using multiple mics to record one source/signal isn’t anything new, engineers have been doing that on drums, pianos and other acoustic instruments for years, it’s SO impressive to me! So seeing Ren utilize these legendary tracking techniques is so fascinating 🖤

The auditions were apparently taped *last December* so that's almost a whole year ago at this point. Since then she's blown up independently. Just saying.

I saw that from Oz, looking forward to seeing how she goes!

Gotta feel a little sorry for the other "contestants" this season.

She was actually featured on the 2nd episode! She's actually got some competition but we all know she's the best! 👌😎

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Love imperfections

Jyst want to say Ren spends hours mixing and balancing vocals

He actually was wrong about certain things. Ren came out right afterwards and explained how he mixed live recordings to sound like they were done in a studio. Roo said there was no way he recorded the live songs on a lav mic, yet he did.

The video is on YT

Same! The recorded version seems like a distant cousin to this version. It's hauntingly beautiful. I could listen to these 2 sing together all day and all night. Peace ✌️

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