Great pics with wonderful sentiments included. Brought me to tears. One minor spelling problem. The brain tumor that you’re referring to is called a glioblastoma. You wrote out giloblastoma. It’s only one letter difference I know. But it’s important to the story that it’s documented correctly. Glioblastomas are nasty brain tumors with a near zero survival rate. It’s bc they don’t have defined lines. It spreads out like a tentacled animal in the brain. And grows faster than any chemo or radiation can eradicate. Sad indeed. Thanks for the upload BossDT! ✌

It's funny af that this video is about death and you promote your trash Tshirts lmao

Hi, I don’t remember ever learning of someone who has had as much loss of loved ones as you and I’m sorry for your losses and any pain you felt or still endure. You certainly have had a lot of loss but also, looks like you have many many memories of your loved ones and I’m certain your so happy that you have the pictures and memories that you have. I hope you are at peace over some of your loved ones being gone from this life here. I’m in my fifties and I’ve always wondered growing up and going to catholic school trying to find out what happens when we pass away and if this is it ? I don’t follow any religion now but I read the Bible and I do believe there is one God of al of us I just don’t know about there being any life after being here and I’ve been searching a few years and open to all possibilities. I sure hope that our souls do go on and we will see those we miss again. I just can’t accept we die and then there’s nothing else. Many blessings and health and peace to your life. Thanks for sharing .🕯☮️💟🙏🏽❤️‍🩹🕊.

Are you still selling the tee shirts. You have one on the tee-spring site that I really want to get for my best friend who suffered a serious medical situation, and is lucky to be alive. She is one of the .5 % of people who live thru it.

"suddenly passed away at 91" Ah its always a surprised when they die so young! or from a terminal illness!

💔thank you for sharing

I am so sorry for your loss x

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What a precious find. My condolences ❤

I'm so sorry 😥

Amen

:')

I wish you nothing but the best. My gf is dying of cancer Already miss her so much.

Wow this made me cry. My grandma passed away bc of cancer two years ago she was my best friend and I miss her so much but I keep living for her bc I know she is with god and is home, no longer in pain and I know she is looking after me. I miss you grandma🥺❤️

Stay strong

Thank you for reminding us, Joy. I feel anger along with sadness that thousands of elderly people had to face their parting alone, no one to whisper words of love or hold their hand. And the many family members had to weep miles away knowing that nothing but a cruel and unfeeling bureaucracy made it happen that way. I struggle not to hate them.

I never got to say goodbye to my grandmother,as covid only let my mum and uncle see her.rip

I lost both my aunt and brother during covid lockdowns - neither from the virus, my brother from a hit n run auto accident - him and our stepbrother were left out in the snow and were brain damaged, and brain dead. I flew across the country while he was in critical condition, and the hospital wouldnt let us see him because of covid. His condition deteriorated, and we lost him. It was devastating, still is. My aunt passed due to complications from the vaccine, it caused heart problems, and we never got to see her and she died at the same hospital that she had worked at for many years while saving others as a nurse. My prayers go out for all those lost not just in my family but for everyone worldwide.

@@Kankuro1138 your story gave me chills. My god.. My god.. Why all this.. And why are we as human beings still the worst being on earth...

yup that happened to my uncle, the husband of my mom's sister & he died from covid

God Rest Your Brothers Soul Amen xxxxxxx Home To Heaven Amen xxxxxxx With Our Ever Growing Ever Loveing Heavenly Family Amen xxxxxxx

He sounds alot like my brother. He's gone too. I feel just like you my brother ALWAYS wanted to NOT be seen. That kills me. If only he knew how good and precious he was

Why did he took his life?

I know how you feel. I lost a family member who did the exact same thing. Very little photos we have without him hiding or putting his head down. Cherish the one on one interactions you had. Memories no one knows of..🇦🇺

So sad As always we have to reach out more

😒

Exactly....

@@maxlethe3973 👍 agreed

happy me-never touched a heart🤣

So true and beautifully said

I'm so sorry for your loss. What a wonderful photo to have of her at a high moment in her life! My folks are gone but you'll find they live in your heart forever.

Glad she enjoyed herself!

I am sorry your Beloved died but having a joyous photo of her at WDW is a treasure! I can honestly say the most wonderful times in my life have been my three separate trips to Orlando and Walt Disney World: SO Special.

God Rest Your Earthly Mums Soul Amen xxxxxxx Home To Heaven Amen xxxxxxx With Our Ever Growing Ever Loveing Heavenly Family Amen xxxxxxx

Jennifer l I am so sorry for the loss of your mother Jennifer your mom has just gone before you she is with you in spirit and one day you will be reunited when all yours tears will be washed away take care Annie Murphy Ireland 🌹

Wow I am so sorry for your loss from this Earthly World this Earthly Realm Pam. God Rest Bill's Soul Amen xxxxxxx Home To Heaven Amen xxxxxxx With Our Ever Growing Ever Loveing Heavenly Family Amen xxxxxxx

My father and two of his cousins all died the same way as did our neighbour. Now I am in no hurry to go but it has to be the best way out of this world. My neighbour was talking to his son and his voice just tailed off and that was it. No pain. Another was a doctor talking to his patient. The doc stopped between sentences and never said another word. All very hard for those left behind but for the person no pain and no suffering. That has to mean a lot.

@@smitajky yes I recently had news of a wonderful woman Jean who past over in her sleep she went to sleep living on this Earthly World this Earthly Realm and woke up back Home In Heaven Amen xxxxxxx this is the way I want to go. I want to go to sleep here on this Earthly World this Earthly Realm then when I wake up i want to of passed over back Home to Heaven Amen xxxxxxx surrounded by my Ever Growing Ever Loveing Heavenly Family by my side and all around me Amen xxxxxxx and with my Loveing Father Jesus by my side Amen xxxxxxx and also with Father Jesus's Loveing Father God by my side Amen xxxxxxx

@@smitajky That does bring us comfort. He knew he was (In his words.) “losing his mind”. He feared getting cancer as his mom and uncle did. I can only hope for a quick death but I’ve been at its door 4 times and it always traumatic. I’m diabetic.

So sorry for your loss he was a clearly a lucky man to be loved by you he’s gone home to meet you later I know this 🥰

Sorry for your loss

Marie, hope you doin' alright, wherever u are.

So sorry for you loss don’t be sad you will meet again ❤

Sorry for your loss Insha Allah he will go to paradise ameen

So sorry

Hubby and I have been madly in love for 46 years and spend every single day in deep conversations about everything under the sun. But I know that one of us is likely to survive the other and I cannot think which of us will be strong enough to take it. I took care of a little old lady many years ago who was suddenly taken ill. Her little old husband traveled in the ambulance with her and refused to leave her side. He said they'd been together for 52 years and never slept apart a single night. We offered to put a cot next to her bed for him but he said he'd rather just lay his head on her bed. She never regained consciousness and passed away that night. We woke him to let him know and then left to notify the doctor. When we returned, he was still laying there but had passed away holding her hand. We wept.

That is sad,but beautiful that he stayed with her till her leaving. 52 years is so long to be together and all his memories. Thank you for mentioning this,I've had my own loss of my father and I couldn't go to his funeral because of Covid. My father was a great man,I knew for 64years,as that gentleman did with his wife of half a century. Child losing a parent and a spouse loosening his wife is different,being together is a shared decision and shareing a life with a loved one. A parent is different and the child or children will have their own adult life and children and will eventually know what their parents went through rasing them. Death comes to us all,but let's enjoy the time we have,because it go's so so quick.😊 🌞⚘

for me it was the one, and others, showing young men who take their own lives... that one with his sister.... one can only wonder what was going through his mind to feel leaving our planet was his only option.... the human mind is so powerful, misguided maybe, so many young people making this choice. I do not believe suicide is selfish, ones thinking is soo blinkered, it is a decision one believes is the only way, and not believing others can help or one doesnt want to burden family more, with what one sees as issues that cannot be fixed. Mental Health service in UK is a joke, out of hour service is zero (an A&E bed is NOT going to help)... during office hours one gets referred only after months of waiting...so young people will continue to make their decisions.. and young men seem to be affected more...

@@trishfitzpatrick2066 Thank you for sharing that sweet story. Congratulation on being married 46 yrs, if you don't mind me asking. What is your secret to staying together for all those years. I hope yall have a blessed Christmas.

@@michellehitt1976 Our secret? A great sense of humor. Merry Christmas to you and yours.

not me , I stopped da video at 2:23

Same here. And the music, altho appropriate, didn't help.

Same here. Very moving.

I made it to the end but, wow, it was tough.

Thank you for your work. The hospice nurses who helped us when my dad died made a big difference.

I'm a hospice nurse too- this was beautifully done

Bless you for the work you do

@@pazza4555 it’s an honor! I’m glad your dads farewell was made easier by a hospice person! I bet you miss him….everyday!

My GF (now RIP) told of working in a "home," and sitting with people as they breathed their last, so they wouldn't die alone. (She had her daughters by her side a month after a stroke).

@Medison Smith: In the Christian imagination, the deer is a symbol of piety, devotion and of God taking care of his children Love from Vienna

As a good friend of mine said a week before he was killed by an IED in Syria was "as long as you are remembered you live on" so yes you are doing these heroes a great favor by remembering them and what they did for the world

Only the people that really meant the most to us are rememberd. Friends,Relatives or Work Mates,they are all rememberd in their own way,by what they meant to each of us. These fine photos are a great example of the Beauty and importance of keeping a record of our lives and our loved ones who have gone. RIP to those in the photos. 🇺🇸🙏🇺🇸

I often think about the eventuality that we will be forgotten and lost to time. As it was stated, we really don't die until the last person with memories of you dies, and yes it does sound weird but it's true. Think of the cemetery with so many forgotten folks. Each headstone has a human story behind it. Who were they? What were their passions or their dislikes? What kind of person were they? So many fascinating stories lost to time.

@@3rdFloorblog... yeah the cemetery really makes one think how fleeting life is and is a great leveller when people consider their own mortality.

You are clearly a strong person. He is waiting with eternal patience for you and you have much to accomplish before then. Thank God you did not give in to despair. How he would have suffered to see that!

Sometimes the most heartfelt advice comes from people with many deep regrets. Perhaps he didn’t have the strength to change his own life, but it seems his advice changed yours.

... like the clip on vid, the sister with her brother, before he made that decision.. The UK mental health care is a joke, underfunded, office hours only, long waiting lists... so many young men make similar decisions. I cannot even imagine how you feel now, and felt then and will for the rest of your life... Personally I believe young men may feel that their gremlins cannot be sorted, imaginary or real, to them they are real, the brain is so powerful and when we at a low ep, we cannot see the wood for the trees, and can make a instant decision, or a plan, truley believing that is the only answer.. for me, it is not being selfish - I dont believe that is even probably in the thinking at the time - desperation can be overpowering. Social media plays part for many and lads just dont talk. Best wishes, may I hope you can love your brother always, I only can assume he didnt mean to hurt you.

@Ravon Deakyne are you serious?? 🤨

Yeah I agree Ronni

@Ravon Deakyne you could have edited it

Yeah it hurts i don’t wanna watch it either and yet i do and cry everytime.

Me too Ronni. I saw the first one, and kind of got sucked in. Watching these clips hurt. There isn't anything entertaining witnessing the suffering of others. It's heartwarming in a way, seeing love shared, but damn.

They are a sight to behold! Spectacularly beautiful. The first time one sees them is truly frightening but soon they become a source of comfort. Please know that your father is in good hands.

@@JESUS.IS.LORD.AND.GOD.FOREVER Thank you 😇

What did he see exactly? How do they look like? How do you know they were angels? I am so curious

U can literally talk to then on high dose shrooms. Even talk to past loved ones

Only the truly decent and blessed are given signs that their passing is near.

You have gone through a great deal of loss in your life. Hold on to all the memories of the good times with your loved ones. Keep them close in your heart.

@@diannelavoie5385 Thank you, yes I do hold onto al lthe good memories I have, sadly my mum is stuck in a loop of bad ones. God bless x

@LatteLove I am actually in a happy place despite a rather tragic life, especially the early years but if it all brought me to the place I am today then it was worth it. God bless x

It’s you and God. Place yourself in His hand and He will never let you go.

They will always be with you. I pray your future will be calmer, more peaceful, and more joyful.

Hey 👋. Are you still around?

I hope you beat whatever it was that had its grip on you....if not, then I hope your husband has found peace with your loss. Here is a big'ol spiritual hug from me to both of you.

@@SteelSmoker it was 2 years ago. I wonder what happened to them

If you are gone, may you rest peacefully❤️

@@em1503 lmao this is terrible

I am truly so sorry for your loss and the painful suffering of missing them. 😢 💔 May God help you find some sort of healing, peace, and happiness!🙏❤️‍🩹

Oh my goodness you lost so many people I'm so sorry

I am so, so sorry about your daughter. I don’t even have the words.

Im sorry.... May you find peace..

My deepest condolences.

Awe fuck my feels. I'm sorry 😢

I'm so sorry for your loss. Life's extremely unfair. 💔

I understand how you feel, we lost our baby before birth, I have a very strange feeling I know how she looks grown up, green eyes and lovely dark hair. I pray God takes care of the little ones, it's said they wait for their parents when they pass and know you when you join them. My condolences 🙏🏻

@@freshimpactco.8698 Thank you so much. And I'm so so sorry you know what this pain feels like. Your daughter sounds like she'd be very beautiful. I bet she was a perfect baby. I also have an image of what my daughter would look like right now. She would be exactly a year and a half old today. I feel so robbed. I'm sure you feel the same... Gob bless you ❤️

@@Aemilius_Roswell Life is a totally different experience now, than it was before my baby passed away. Thank you for your reply🌹

She waits for you in Heaven, and watches over you each day.

Hugs to you as well. I still wake up thinking that my parents are alive and waiting to talk to me about my life even though it's been nearly two decades since they passed. Sometimes I'm just stunned that I get these moments but when people you love die, they never pass from your memories.

That one I thought it was a little weird, it almost has an "I told you so" vibe to it.

@@Jacktrack7 I think it's more poignant than weird, everyone knows smoking kills, there's no I told you so there. My mom was chain smoking when I was little bit once she noticed I was mimicking her using crayons she decided to be a good role model and quit, if this dad only had the same moment of realization back then.

@@c.w.8200 to be fair anyone who lives to 70 is lucky and ive known alot of chain smokers who lived well into their 80s, sometimes tobacco or alcohol is all someone has if that makes sense

@@vicvega3614 your age comment wasn't necessary. I know chain smokers can live into their 80s. I know one myself.

@@christinagould9807 the main point of my comment is anyone who lives to 70 is blessed, alot of people dont make it

I tell people who say that to remember that the photos aren't for them

My father is like that. I managed to force him to take a pic with mum though with a Polaroid, he doesn't want my mum posting pics online lol so refused unless I used the Polaroid

@@pazza4555 maybe people think that their photos will be posted all over Facebook and other social media? Id say the best way is to spend time with the person not forcing someone to take a photo they dont want to take, seems selfish to me. Idk i can see the other side being selfish too i guess

Sorry for your loss

My dad passed away after Thanksgiving in 2021, I still have a last photo of him when he bought my new phone and I was testing the camera out with him.

Very well said. I'm sorry for your loss of your dads bless you x..I too have a last picture of my Mum looking ill and feel exactly the same yet glad I have it. I also lost my best friend to sudden death 5 years ago yet strangely I can't bring myself to have a photo of her out anywhere yet. Grief is so sureal and painful..it takes so much time to heal..yet heal we slowly do xx

I too just lost my “Daddy”. I’m 52 and he was always Daddy and always will be. I’m a Nurse Practitioner and I will never understand why anyone would want a photo of a cadaver, the shell, that their soul resided in for their lifetime but that is NOT for ME to JUDGE and I am not. I am questioning why you don’t put up a happy photo vs the last. A laughing and love filled photo vs the last. I can’t see him wanting you to suffer in ANY way from looking at an image of him. Just my unsolicited two cents. I have found some photos that were of us from when I was born that my mother gave me (they have been divorced since I was 13 but they were very close the past 20 years) as well as photos I took of us. It is a time in my life where I go to more funerals than I do weddings or Barmitsvah’s or Christenings and it always breaks my heart when there is the music playing at Christian Funerals and a plethora of photos of the loved on that passed but worse is when the music is playing and there aren’t any photos of the loved one other than a school photo or a work photo but something “official” vs a fun Birthday party or holiday party. I always tell my Mom who absolutely HATES having her photo taken that I will take photos of all of us and just draw a stick figure of you in if you don’t get in there and smile. It’s “threat” that seems to make her laugh because she knows me well and knows I would do it as does everyone that knows me. It is so important to capture those moments no matter it they hate their photo taken or not. Even if their hand is in front of their face or they “THINK” that they have ruined every photo by sticking their tongue out but it is better than not having ANY and to me, not to you and it doesn’t have to be, it is better than the 1800’s death photos. It isn’t something I would think your Daddy would want you to feel when you look at it. There must be something you have that would bring you joy and tears of happiness vs pain and sorrow? It does feel like yesterday and sometimes it feels like it never happened and I have even gone to dial him and gotten half way through the phone number, only to hang up and then go to my bed and curl up and cry while my husband knows I need that time. Grief is so singular and there is not right or wrong and you do NOT owe me an explanation or ANYONE for that matter, I just hope you can find another image that brings you 10 x the joy that the one you have brings you pain. Again, please please do not feel or read this as a judgement as i have seen many many different cultural traditions that would make you fall out of your sneakers and it took all I had NOT to “judge” them as that is NOT my place in life and NEVER EVER will be. If it works for YOU then you do YOU! I just can’t understand it but it does NOT make it “wrong”. I had someone say something to me in a card that I will NEVER forget and now I add it to my condolence cards as it hit me in the heart so hard and it became my wish somehow…….they wrote, after sharing a beautiful story about my Daddy that I had never heard before which I will treasure as I did not keep many of the cards at all……. “Tovah, if there was one thing I could do for you when I get my time with G-d, it will be to ask if he could please start having Visiting Hours in Heaven.”. I cried and cried and cried at the mere thought of that being possible. I have never been to a Prison for personal or work reasons so I don’t have that in my head as a visual, just the Pearly Gates and “Name please” as if I were going to a nice restaurant to meet my Daddy. That was something that blew me away and I thought….That may just be my next tattoo. All in all, thank you for sharing what you have and my thoughts and questions are truly from the heart and not EVER from a place of judgement. If anything, I would be coming from a place of protection for you as that is kind of who I am…..protect people from others and in some cases, from themselves but as look back as some of those, as they were all in a professional setting, it was my job to do that so I guess at those times I was judging, but with what you shared, I promise that is not where my heart is. Your healing is like mine in that we will do it our way, in our time, for ourselves and no one else. Regardless, please know that my heart goes out to you and I empathize so much it hurts to even write this. I hope and pray we find our way that is the way it is supposed to be for each of us. I will say that if one more person says “It gets better with time.” I may be forced to hire a lawyer……I can not guarantee I won’t punch them. I guess this is premeditated now….. but if someone could come out with an actual USEFUL book for people that have NOT lost a parent or a spouse or a loved one and they can NOT empathize in any way, a book that helps them know what and when to say or do something would be of great help. There is nothing worse than “Please call me if you need anything.” …ummmm, yes, I can’t get out of bed so can you come and clean my house, get me groceries, give my dog a bath and make me dinner that I probably won’t eat. It just doesn’t work that way. Instead of saying or writing “call me if you need anything.” Just do it. Mow/shovel/water plants, get my groceries and don’t ask me, just do it. I have a book in my head and heart of what not to do as I am sure you do too. I just don’t have a what TO DO book. Losing my Grandparents was life altering but losing my Daddy is an entirely different level of pain and i do NOT have kids and never will so I will never say to someone, I just lost my Daddy so I know how you feel. NO, that is NOT the same thing. Or even their Mother, G-d forbid. And truly, even a Father…..no one had the same relationship as you did or I did with them so while there is an iota of empathy, it isn’t the same. It isn’t the same for my Brother and I either. Everything is so very different just as we are all different, healing is the same way. I do wish you peace and love and truly hope you can FEEL that there isn’t ANY judgement of how you live or feel, I just don’t understand but I don’t have to. ONLY YOU DO. Sending you a virtual hug for your loss. From my heart to yours.

But you will see him again because for all of us Good we are all returned back to our Forever Home back at Home In Heaven on our day of passing Amen xxxxxxx

That award winning photo is haunting af. 😓

Thank you for your service, and sorry for all of your loss.

I have tears in my eyes thinking of those who died way too young in those places. The thirteen who were killed by a suicide bomber are especially hard to think about. They were so close to just coming home. They will never have to know pain or the diminishment of old age. We will always remember their vitality, humor, honor, and friendship. They will always be at the pinnacle of accomplishment. Thank you for your service and I'm so sorry for your losses.

Out of 12 siblings, only my mom and one brother are left. I feel sad for her because she is the baby of the family and was close to all of her siblings.

Yes, that’s very hard

If I could, I would trade my life with one of them

There was a local girl in my hometown who had a rare and aggressive brain tumour and was the 'poster child', if you will, for the local telethon. She became a local celebrity for her big infectious smile and constantly happy attitude. She was a mad fan of the local football team who played in the national professional league. She got to meet the team at the stadium - which she caller her happy place - and when she passed, the team wore a jersey designed by her family, for her. I've never seen so many grown men bawling in my life. It was so sad, but a lovely gesture.

@@xSG199x go workout or walk you'll feel better

​@@vicvega3614 I did a 1 hr walk every day for a week straight, it helped a little bit but throughout most of each day I just don't enjoy doing anything and feel tired.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

@@juliek9248 Thank you!

My mother died of a massive stroke in September of 1998. My stepdad took a photo of her while she was being kept alive, so we could say goodbye. He deleted it because her face was so badly bruised. I know she couldn’t hear me, but I called her every day just to chat. That was my real goodbye, I just didn’t know it.

@@MsKeebe To each his own way of seeing and feeling things ☼

When we lose someone from a lengthy disease, we may feel thankful that at least there was time to say goodbye. When we lose someone suddenly from a terrible accident, we are stunned and adrift for some time because we got no closure. But when we lose a loved one by brutality there is real danger of cursing a cruel world and casting our hearts into darkness. I pray that you can return to the light. Your father is suffering for you. Mourn his great loss but keep up the struggle.

Your dad was an incredibly blessed man to live to 90. We can only hope to live as long.

I remember a sad patient of mine many years ago. She was only in her forties but had end stage liver failure from a misspent life of drugs and alcohol. I had cared for her in previous hospitalizations and never had any hope that she would stop the abuse and finally heal. This admittance was the last stop because she was found comatose and never awoke. One night I had a newbie nurse join our shift. She was keyed up and nervous so I assigned her to "Cheryl" (not her real name). Cheryl was on a ventilator so there was very little to do. But a short time after start of shift, our newbie called a "code red". Cheryl flatlined. We gave her every drug and treatment for 45 minutes but her heart refused to restart. The MD gave a time of death, signed the certificate, and returned to the ER. I gave the newbie "post mortem care" instructions and left her to it. Twenty minutes later she was standing by my side with eyes as wide as saucers. "She's still ALIVE!!" I assured her that she was mistaken but newbie was already clutching my arm and dragging me to the bedside. This reaction is common with new nurses especially after CPR. The patient's lungs get pumped full of oxygen so that when the body is turned, a belch of air escapes giving the impression of breathing. But newbie was adamant. Annoyed, I strode to the bedside and called out in a loud and officious manner, "CHERYL, are you alright?!" Damned if Cheryl didn't turn her head to me, blink, and respond, "I think so...". JEEEZZUZZ!! I ran to summon the MD who'd just signed a now fake death certificate. He refused to believe ME! I dragged HIM to the bedside, he called out with the same exaggerated disbelief and then we ALL got to see Cheryl react. Three stunned people stood their stammering like idiots. We had no idea how to proceed. Cheryl looked calm and denied having any distress. She even took a drink of water, something she hadn't done in all the weeks we'd been caring for her. Should we try to start an IV? Give her the meds we had her on before? Our MD decided that we should wait for direction from the next of kin. He called Cheryl's attending physician... AGAIN, since he'd just phoned to notify him of the death. Awkward to say the least. The attending then had to make the worst call of all which was notifying the relative that we'd made a mistake. I took care of Cheryl for the rest of the night and by morning the room was chock full of relatives and friends. None of them had been to visit Cheryl on this admission. They were at their wit's end with her and her terrible life choices and so refused to have anything to do with her. Now, it was a different story. God had chosen to give Cheryl an amazing second chance. Though weak and only able to whisper, she spoke to each person who stood patiently and quietly in line. All were in tears as Cheryl apologized and shared random memories of better times. It was like attending a wake where the person in the casket was able to respond. It went on for hours and I found it impossible to go home the next morning. Later that day, Cheryl passed peacefully with her parents holding her hand as all the others prayed. Cheryl heroically fought to stay long enough to give comfort to those she had inadvertently harmed by her self destructive behavior. Never give up. They may not be as awake as Cheryl was at the end but they all want to feel connected as they depart.

I completely understand that empty feeling. My dad died suddenly at the age of 40 of a massive brain aneurysm. I was 19 at the time. I thought I would die right there with him. 5 years later my mom died of an arrhythmia at age 45, again completely suddenly. Thank God for my sisters. I don’t know how I would have made it. I’m 40 now and in the years since I have lost all of my uncles, aunts, and grandparents - my last grandparent died just months ago at age 86. It never gets any easier. Love those you have. Never miss a chance to tell them you love them. And treat every conversation like it might be your last with them, because you never know if or when it might be.

That was so cruel!

What a cruelty! I find it hard to imagine how a person could stoop so low.

Omg that's so awful some people are just horrible so sorry

I couldn't even image your pain. May God help you and may your father finally find peace!💔❤️‍🩹

Dude, my dad did 6 years ago this coming 14 December. He had dementia-we did nothing but verbally fight the last 2 years because NOBODY would get involved- not social services, not his doctor, nobody. VICIOUS words from both of us. In the end, I apologised to him on his deathbed and he forgave me. I told him what a great dad he was. I cannot forgive myself for the things I said to him. I will carry that guilt around for the ret of my life. I understand your pain. Gotta try to push the negative out of your mind and think of the good times you had with him. It's hard as fuck but for your (and my) sanity, you gotta do it. I have the last picture of him on his deathbed, why I do'nt know, I cannot look at it but I can't delete it either. It's my dad. I wish you strength and peace.

@@Coasterdude02149 Cast your worries upon the Lord and He will give you comfort, strength and most importantly .. forgiveness .. forgiveness of your sins... trust in Christ and accept Him as your Lord, King and Saviour! Satan is always there to remind you of your sins ... with Christ your scarlet sins are washed as clean as white pure snow xxx

I'm so sorry your life has been so lonely. I couldn't imagine. I hope that you will find someone in the world and that someone will find you.

I know how you feel. It hurts. I was wondering if I was the only one like this. I guess there are others like us.

Can we help you in some way?

Riri, I don't know who you are or where you live, but there is someone out there who loves you. God loves you and sent his beloved son, Jesus Christ, to earth to live a perfect life, and die for you that you might have mercy and eternal life with him forever. Jesus rose again the third day, triumphing over death, that we need never fear it and through trusting him we can have true life. All this because he loved you and wants to save you from your sin. There may be no one else out there that loves or cares for you, but Jesus Christ does. He gave his own life to prove it.

What can we do to help you?

What a terrible name for an airliner

They come to us in our dreams that's how the spirit world communicates with us while we are in a calm dream state,the fact that you can remember it says it all really,you were meant to remember that specific dream how lovely

21 Dragons thank you, I’m glad you haven’t gone through that yet, I have but if you do, just know it will be hard but things will get better

My brother, My great aunt, My cat.

I only lost family members I don’t know, and my cat, three or two years ago, still crying about it when we are getting a dog since I discovered two months ago I’m allergic to cats oops

@@Luminar3 I was like that too.I don't really know them,well, barely see them.What I know is only their names.But I lost my great grandmother two years ago,by that time I was 10

This comment made me cry 😭

We will all die someday, we can't stop that though. No one deserve to not die, we all have that one day where we pass away. Those people's death is tragic for sure.

Death is a natural part of life. perhaps we don’t deserve the pain of dying.Perhaps dying is a process that allows us time to heal relationships here before we go on to Eternal Life,pain free,and whole again in a new body, a light- body free of boundaries.

@@debbiecopello1583 i think they do i think they move on to something amazing , what was that song only the good die young and only fools fall in love

wow, that's strange. what country are you in>

@@daschundloverable France.

@@chamonix2602 The French are odd about death and seem to have trouble discussing it.

@@pazza4555 Oh. Thanks! The worst was when my friend’s son-in-law ran across the train tracks holding his son one night( on purpose). I only found out a few days later when a co- worker called to request donations.

@@chamonix2602 My gosh... that's gut-wrenching. So sorry to hear that happened. :(

Lost mine almost 3 years ago. My heart is broken.

@@danatmonst3594 Worst pain ever. Changes your whole family… hugs to you.

@@08buddysmom It does. Changes your whole life. Hugs back

So sorry

What happened to him?

I'm so sorry, Desi.

Wales sounds lovely. I hope you will be as comfortable as possible in the time you still have and that you get time with your loved ones to just enjoy each other's company

@@pazza4555 Thank-you

Thank you. I recently lost my grandpa to cancer 3 months ago and it is hard. I didn't even get to say goodbye and it hurts.

I lost my father in October 2021 never told me he was even sick no last words of comfort no visits no nothing because the woman is evil!

Most of us go through it, in some ways it's a real rite of passage when you have lost both your parents - you realise that you're the one nominally 'in charge' now. That's when the 'I wish I was a grown-up' thoughts that you had as a kid really come back to bite you.

So sorry. God loves you, and will never leave you.

It's tough, regardless of relationship status. I never got to meet my grandfather, and I never got to say goodbye to my grandmother either. I regret it... Please, don't waste that time.

I’m so sorry to hear your cat was poisoned. I hope you have found solace since . Pets are always with us.

Aight just WHICH psycho would poison cat food