you're literally like a big sister to each and ever one of us, love you mich!

YOUR VOICE IS THE MOST *SOOTHING* VOICE EVER ❤️❤️❤️❤️ :)

Anyone else hug their pillow in bed and pretend it's another person and cry because the eternal loneliness of life comes crushing down on you and you realise everything is fleeting? Lol, me neither...

her voice is so gentle and relax

New Video! Before I sleep, I go online and answer as many questions as possible. I call it Pillow Talk :) Now I turned it into a series. Hope you like it ♥

I'd actually quite enjoy it if everybody would stop comparing Michelle to Zoe. You see, I love both and I don't mind who ever has more subscribers. KZfaq isn't a competition to see who can get more subscribers, views or likes. They're both really successful and put effort into their videos. Now I've seen a comment saying Zoe doesn't help with anything but if it weren't for Zoe, I wouldn't have realized what anxiety is. Michelle also is really helpful. She also calms me and her tips are amazing. It's actually really sad to see people from their two fan bases attacking each other. They deserve what they have. (I don't want to start any arguments, I'm just saying my opinion)

Loved this video, Michelle! Very well spoken and real advice. ❤️

i love how you call us all DREAMERS, and i believe that we are all capable of doing something incredible and i love you!! thank you!! i love the pillow talk:)

Dear Michelle, You've been teaching us how to apply makeup a long time ago, and not only that. You have become someone we all look up to. For all these years, we got to see your passion in every single video, and you have inspired us in so many ways. You probably don't know that you have made somebody's day, or that you have changed a life. You, my dear Mich, have done much more than just teaching us how to choose the correct shade of foundation, or how to wing out the eyeliner. You have taught us to see the world in different perspectives, to see the world through the eyes of art. And now, as I am watching this video, it makes me smile. We have been with you through your journey, and somehow you have been with us too. In your first video, you were so shy. Now you have opened to us, and it makes me smile, because it means that we all have stayed together for this long. You are a charming person. I think every fan of yours would agree with me. Please, keep being this way! With Love, One of your fans

I love this series already! I don't know why, but it feels like you're being more genuine when you're answering these questions. p.s. I hope to see a makeup tutorial from you soon! :)

Ever since I started watching you when I was 13, you've been inspiring to me in so many ways. I am now 17, and the most confident and happiest I've ever been, thanks to you. You're the reason why I want to follow my dreams and that I got the courage to not listen to what other people think or say. I love you and thank you so much for being you and inspiring others.

Now i see where Zayn got his inspiration from.

aww I thought you were gonna talk about the perfect pillow :(

Michelle your voice is so... soothing! I totally understand why you named this video a pillow talk. I get to feel insecure often thesedays, comparing myself to other beautiful ladies. It's actually like self torturing. Haha. Loved your advices and answers, they meant a lot to me. Kisses and hugs from Seoul. 💖

PILLOW TALKKKK MY ENEMY MY ALLY

"I rather be valued then wanted" exactly how i see it as well glad u think like that too we have alot of the same mindsets from how you talk and view things in your videos:)

I really love this Michelle :) so many people look up to you so it's good that you're reaching out and sending us positive vibes.

You know life is great when Michelle posts a video on your birthday :)

Ooh I like that! 'I much rather be valued, then wanted.' is my new favorite wisdom ever!

You should absolutely continue this because I feel very inspired and you give very good advice. You are so thoughtful and open minded I feel as if we're actually face to face having this private conversation.

It's scary how much we conform to social norms when really, no one knows what "normal" really is. We are all so beautiful in our own ways and I keep forgetting that. Thank you for sharing this. I really needed it today. Love you

Michelle I really love that you continue to start your video on on personal level. It catches my attention immediately. A lot of meaningful words spoken in this vid. Much much appreciated from Cork, Ireland. Xo

tbh i dont really like talking videos .. but.. when i watch your video, it's different.. really love your voice and how you talk.. it's kinda soothing(?) hehe ily !

I like watching you, you have a realistic personality, and aren't just on here to show off the stuff you purchased.

Hey Mish so my mom is in the hospital and I'm just really worried and just hearing your voice makes me calm down. Thanks Michelle :*

Be happy :)

Please have more of these Michelle!!! These really made me feel better and focus in on the inside for me especially since I'm going through some tough times. I enjoy listening to hear you talk about everything and anything and it really helps me find my center again. :)

You are such an inspiration to all of us and we all love your videos.i really like all the lipstick videos and love how you say they are so not old fashioned.☺😊😀😁😃😆😛😜💙❤💜💛💚💗💟💞👑🎆🎇🎀🏩💌💐

Love is equal. Larry is real

Please so more of these! I really do like it whenever youtubers make advice videos rather than the typical Q&A because it shows what you've done in life, and it gives out your experience and how to improve our own lives and not make the mistakes other people have! Plus, your voice is so soothing, it actually feels like I'm having a 1 on 1 experience with you, even though I'm in a state far far away, and am hiding in my room ^.^

I love her so much

I love that pillow talk will be an ongoing series. I think it's truly important for all of us to connect and relate to one another. Woman today deal with so much pressure to be perfect, and men go through so much just to be an alpha male or the tough guy. Truth is, we all have feelings and we all go through pressure. I am so happy that we can all connect and remind ourselves that we are beautiful and we are human. Thank you so much Michelle. Love you!

You know, at first I only subscribed for make up tutorials. But Mish these videos are absolutely incredible. You sounded like a very wise, loving older sister. There were questions in in this video that have been lurking in my mind for some time, and for you to answer them makes me feel so safe and satisfied. I really do you love you like a sister Mish.

I honestly love how positive and honest people are in here (Michelle's channel). I noticed that on other channels there's just so much negativity,hate and discrimination and its really sad how this world had gone in to.. treating fellow people like crap and making them feel like they're worthless even though they are just strangers in front of a screen, but here, people share their lives and people support them just like a family. I'm not here that often since I also like watching other videos but when I'm here, it feels so light and positive and its just a good surrounding to be with.

I love your idea of banning the internet from a child. My husband would never understand me. I don't want my son to be brainwashed by all the negativity and inapproriate content on social media. I thought i was the only one who thinks social media ruined kids these days. I'm so glad you think the same way! I love you Michelle! 😍😘

2020 i still live for her voice, great accent ever

Dear Mish, You are a great, confident, and beautiful person. I think that you should be a movie star. I love your videos. Thanks for being on KZfaq. Sincerely, Your number one fan

Looooooved this video. It felt so real and personal, probably cause I'm in bed all nice and comfy too! I love you so much Michelle, and wish you all the best. Keep up the great work!!!

You're right, Michelle! KZfaq need more artists!! :)

I don't like when people are jealous because "We all start from zero", some people just spend more time working hard to get the results they want. Allow them to be proud of their accomplishments.

Hey Michelle. I hope you will have a time to reply to this. I am a self-conscious person. I dont have any confidence at all. I am really weak. I've been bullied a lot and youtube is my only escape from the reality of life. My parents are divorced which makes it so much harder for me. Everyday I wake up I think "Why am I still here? Can't i just die? I can't take it anymore." Every night I will cry myself to sleep. My mom doesn't know about my problem because she herself is busy with what she's dealing. Can you give me some inspiration? Tips? Your words really comfort me. Everytime I watch your inspirational videos, it makes me smile and give a little light to my hopes. Love, Sam.

Your soooooo beautiful Mich :) ♥

You're very wise and inspirational. You truly are my idol. YOU SHOULD DO MORE PILLOW TALKS. I find it very soothing and calming after I spill out all my opinions and thoughts that fill my brain, and I love listening to different opinions different personalities it just makes you have more knowledge. I have these intimate conversations with my friends as well, on the bus or during sleepovers or during rainy days when you're sleeping in the school library, the point is, letting your thoughs go and expressing your opinions and also giving a friend a piece of who you are, your advices, your opinions will positively all sides of the friendship. I find that when I express my opinions as in speaking my brain out (not to be mistaken with speaking my heart out) soothes me and knowing that there is a media to actually hear my voice (not on timelines and blogs or written things) I find that the more I express my opinions the more knowledge I gain, the wiser I become and I become a better listener. I find watching your videos very soothing and calming because I love the idea of spilling all your thoughts out, to give your opinion to the public so they'd hear what matters in life. And you truly have become an inspiration and you have definitely made me the person I am today. Thank you so much Michelle ily:))))))

Whenever someone starts to date a guy and their friends don't like him because he's either "lower on the social ladder" or is an older guy, how can we handle the constant complaints and teasing about the person we're with so that we can block out the haters? Love your channel btw! Makes me smile every time another video comes out 😊

Bundle of good thoughts. Thank you!! I love you!

I think you provided such great alternative suggestions regarding what we see on instagram. Many of us take the photos in and see a "perfect" photo. What we don't see is the struggle behind those achievments.always love watching your videos.

IF THE PERSON WHO ASKED THE QUESTION ABOUT FEELING ALONE IN FRANCE SEES THIS : I am French and I moved to the USA 4 months ago to study, without my family and without my friends. I understand how hard it is to adjust being all alone and all by yourself, if you want to talk about it...well I'm here ! :-)

I SO admire your positivity and honesty!

This series is great!

I have been watching you for the last 2 years and through that time you have taught me so much about beauty and how to look beyond my imperfections. You have become such a inspiration to me. Thanks for everything you do Mish, and ily. 💕

She literally spoke my mind! I agreed with every single thing she said! Michele is so wise and smart! Love you@

I love this video...it really helps with depression or just a life tip or encouragement to move on! Love you Michelle...VERY inspiring video

Whenever I go on Michelle's youtube page and there is a new video, this is what i say: OMG YAY!!! FINALLY A NEW VID!!!!!!! Thank u Michelle!!!! Dats how much i luv u! And I'm under 13.. I've been watching you since I saw the Barbie makeup tutorial (I loved barbie then.. I was about 8 years old. Dat was 3 years ago.) i've been watchin u. Ur a natural perfection!

The one where you talked about fake people and you have to cut them out of you life. I just had a situation like that and it really now inspired me to kinda let go and not try to be friends with that person again and just live on. Thank you for the inspirational advice. ILY😘😍

I come from Khanh Vy Official:))

This is very insightful and therapeutic advices, I really hope to see more! Whether it's your voice or compassionate advice for the fans, you've always have this calming effect in your video and it really keeps me watching. Love you Michelle!!!!

*Yay I've missed you!* You inspired me to make videos, because I remember your first videos and you were the first youtuber I watched and now We've reached 7K on my channel!

I Agree with u 100% on retouching and Photoshop and I honestly don't think It's a big deal. But I respect those who fight against.

This Pillow Talk idea is wonderful. What could make it absolutely awesome is you having this 'pillow talk' in pjs and no makeup, like literally before you head to bed. :D But all in all, this was a great video. It sure makes me, the viewer, feel much more connected to you, Mish.

I really just love Mich's voice ahh it's so calming

Ahh I love these kinds of videos! There are so many nowadays :) From Claudia's slumber series to Adelaine's tub talks, these are the best😊💖

This is one of my favorite videos you've ever uploaded...ever! I really look up to you as a role model and inspiration and always treasure and think deeply about every piece of advice you have ever given us. But what I love about this series/video the most is that the video feels really intimate and I feel like I am really connecting with you, despite that this is a pre-recorded video through a computer screen. I just really love how you actually connect with your fans unlike other celebrities. I really hope you continue this series for a while! Love you lots!

I LUV THIS NEW SERIES OF PILLOW TALK!!!! PLEASE! CONTINUE DOING THESE!

"I'd much rather be valued, than wanted." Strong words, Mish. And it's how I feel too :) thank you for such kind and inspiring words :) honestly feel so personal and like you're my older sister

You beautiful person! xxx

Love the idea of Pillow Talk Michelle!!!

I’m going to be honest. As much as I’m so happy she’s offline doing what she loves. I miss her so much. Her videos gave me so much hope. And helped me through many times in my life. And I can’t find that missing piece she gave me anymore. I just feel a little empty now that she’s gone

u should give away a pillow every pillow talk or feature a pillow or something lol! such a good vid mich!

#pillowtalk OMG that was so relief that have somebody who can share everything with you, totally in love with this episode. I wish u could do more of this kind of video in the future Michelle Phan

OMG her voice sounds so soothinggggg

you inspire me so much! I feel confident in myself, I know how to make it seem like my life isnt a flop

You are amazing, you have inspired me and so many other young women to be confident and feel beautiful. Keep up the great work xoxo

I loved this, you are such an inspiring soul Michelle

Thank you Michelle sister

i hope u continue this series michelle :--) with all your success (which im extremely proud of and in awe of) recently its been so robotic with ur videos. everything feels like its backed up with a corporation and an army of workers. it just doesnt feel like michelle and her lil ole webcam anymore. i love these personal one on one videos!!!!!!!!

michelle your background is amazing! really wish I had a cool background

This video was what i needed to see. I had all these friends in High school. We were inseparable. We were like sisters. But i was always the 3rd wheel. When i found the love of my life they didnt want to even try and get to know him. But i was always forced to be around them and there bfs. So i ended my friendships. Not because of my bf. But because i saw them for who they really are. I am the happiest i have ever been. My alone time is my time. Now i have started my own youtube and talk to people all around the world. Its amazing! Thank you Michelle for making videos like this. Love you. 😊 💖

you're like the big sister ive never had ! i love these videos - more please !!

bring Pillowtalk backkk, want to hear more from big sister Michelle!🥰

YAYYY, I can already tell that I'm gonna love this new Pillow Talk series! :)

just saw you at Teen Vogue Fashion University - perfection :)

God her voice is very relaxing. This woman is the only beauty guru I follow on KZfaq seriously

her voice is so calming

Very wise, heart felt and empowering words, can't wait for more of these! Being a fellow KZfaqr has given me the opportunity to meet so many people all around the world, and it has taught me how absolutely beautiful we all are! We are all uniquely individual in our own ways, despite what the media defines as beauty, real people in the real world, without Photoshop, without FCP filters, with real freckles and issues, but still keep on smiling and living life to the full is what real beauty looks like! Love life, it's so amazingly stunning!

I moved far away from home and everything here is so different here but u help a lot and ily ❤️❤️❤️❤️thank you 💕

Other youtubers would just say "don't compare yourself to others" but you actually explain and speak the truth

i really love the fresh and relaxed feel in your videos lately! and all the pretty light pastel colors! it's like almost enchanting lol! but anyway great advice!! definitely things to keep in mind throughout life! =)

#pillowtalk when do you think is the appropriate age to start dating and what do you suggest someone do if they're ready but their parents are not?

Loving pillow talk! I'm also in my bed and comfy, and it's so nice to heave you answer questions we all have... Really feeling like we're chatting

wauw, i just saw your 3 pillow talks video's and they are just an inspiration to me. What you say is so true. The talks are so motivational and gives me another look on life.

I'm falling in love with her voice

Hello Michelle, I am an Ipsy subscriber and I look forward to continuing my subscription but I would like more representations of women of color. Are there any plans to mix up the makeup staff/youtubers/makeup gurus you have on your website and that do the sneak peak videos of the products? And that help select the products?

I really enjoyed this video! You should definitely do these videos more!! I do have a question if you're planning on doing the "pillow talk" again. I'm currently nearing my exams and all I can think about 24/7 are my exams and I feel stressed and it's having impact on every aspect of my life (including sleep and health). Do you have any tips which could help me be less stressed? THANKYOU so much and I absolutely adore you!!

Michelle, No doubt this comment will get lost in the shuffle of your many devoted followers. I've never even commented on a KZfaq video before LOL but this one caught my attention. I've only ever watched your make up tutorials before this video. It's refreshing to see you're more than a pretty face. :) Like you, I see make up as an artform. I mean, Hello! It's basically fingerpainting for grown women… ! 😂 I guess my point is that it's also really great that you remind your watchers to value their inner beauty as well. It seems that many young women feel pressured to achieve a standard of beauty that is distorted and often unrealistic (read: photoshopped lol). It's reassuring to know that you're not afraid to give some tough love to make your point, and it's evident that you strive to inspire all women to be confident in their inherent beauty. It's obvious you've worked hard to get where you are today, and you should be proud of the brand you've created. You go girl! ;)

Thank you for posting this it gave me a way to value myself more intead of other people because nobody is perfect

I always see a lot of hate comments on your videos lately since you got big in your career. People say you changed and stuffs but I think you just got better. Here, I see the Michelle that I saw when I first knew youtube existed. Pls make more pillow talk vids. I love you, you are amazing and you are beautiful! 😊

I loved this so much it improved my thoughts of myself drastically and I just loved it and what you said was really valuable and important so thank you so much

Michelle you are such a inspiration. I am fat and I'm not pretty (although its better now) And my friends don't lIke me. Me myself hate myself too. Everytime I stand in front of the mirror I feel like smashing it, but to me you're like a source of positive energy. You made me believe I can do it. Thank you Michelle. You saved tons of people in the world. Including me

the ending was so cute! hahahaha

I seriously really respect your video content