Swallow into insanity
While all the drugs are curing me
While I can forget everything I wanna be
Don't lead into calamity
You know there's nothing left of me
While I can forget everything I wanna be
I feel the light inside of me
Too late, it's done, no hope for me
While I can forget everything I wanna be
I kill the lie
They say: Goodbye
Stagnation, I hate this joint
Another set of chores I do for fun
While I can forget everything I wanna be
(I think I need a lobotomy!)
Someday, I will feel no pain
Someday, I'm gonna be okay
Cycle of blood, it's all the same
And then I forget everything I wanna be
Getting a strange reality
Connecting things, I've gotta
I think I'll lose my mind in hysteria, oh
I kill the lie
They say: Goodbye
Why?
Say: Why?
Me
I kill myself, not today
Not today, not today, not today
Not today, not today, not today
I kill myself, not today
Not today, not today, not today
Not today, not today, not today
Not today, not today, not today, not today
Not today, not today, not today, not today
Not today, not today, not today, not today
Not today, not