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"If my life just becomes a memory as it passes, why does it matter?" This question omg

Bad trips are like continuous looping thoughts that are negative and you have no control of. Consider yourself strapped to a rocket ship going through space and death is chasing you..

Looping thoughts are easily the scariest thing I've ever experienced. It's as if your mind is telling you this will be your new reality for all eternity. 3 minutes can turn into what feels like 3 years; it's horrifying.

when i was drawing on shroomz. i saw my art come to life on paper move and jump out off the paper and run away . . . .

the repeating thoughts and not knowing where the thoughts are coming from is very accurate.

My bad trip on LSD lasted maybe 2 hours, felt like 15 days...

Psychedelic shrooms have the ability to induce profound altered states of consciousness.

The little pauses between absolute chaos are so legit. I remember when I tripped pure balls off shrooms I had these little intermissions between hallucinations where I thought it was over and then I got drop kicked in the fucking face again lmao

Im a firm believer in you learn more about yourself after a bad trip than you dao after a good trip

"Wisdom tells me I am nothing. Love tells me I am everything. Between the two my life flows" - Nisargadatta

Looking at the good effects of psilocybin mushrooms on depression I had a test, the effects of just one dose of psilocybin mushroom gave me an encouraging result.

Last night was my first bad trip, I felt like I was dying and I woke up again a different person. The old me feels gone.

I think drugs are just a way of travelling to alternate universes

I get paranoid even when i smoke weed i can’t handle those weird thoughts i would totally lose my mind if i experienced something like this. I wish i was not like this im kinda curious

I remember during my shrooms trip I wanted to sober up so badly, and not being able to accept that i was really high and gonna have to deal with the terror of my mind tormenting me and being extremely antagonistic to me for hours. And it was bad but not without reason. It made me scared of everything, and it taught me to fear my addictions, and to quit smoking and binge drinking, and it taught me i was afraid of life because i was afraid of change and that's why I'm suffering, i just had to let go, and it would slow down. I would hear my thoughts slow down, i would relax, things would get less chaotic, i could breathe. I felt more comfortable for a small amount of time. And then I remembered how intense the trip was and it all happened again. I saw my consciousness in 3D fractals, and i wanted it to stop. I couldn't accept how high i was and wanted to bail out. That's what my experience was like. Holy shit I don't wanna repeat it, it was hellishly scary, but it was important.

The use of magic mushrooms completely helps one get over depression and makes you feel like yourself.

"Who is writing this" this gave me goosebumps OMG I LOVE IT

Literally a Travis Scott music video

If you are having a bad trip remember it's literally all in your mind and that it will pass you are safe just relax and don't fight it and you'll be alright

“Why does life appear better inside my own head?” “Can I live life in my memories?” That whole bit of questions about life and memories, wanting to stay longer in some are so familiar. So beautiful yet heartbreaking at the same time, “I miss you already” kind of feeling as soon as it hits

was I the only 1 that thought his voice is soothing asf

This scared me just watching it...

Oh he’ll naw I’ll stick too weed

This what Travis meant, “I’m the highest in the room”.

I had an ego death & I literally thought I was going to die to the point where I told my friend I wasn’t ready to meet God yet and begged them to take me to the hospital 😂

The ego death simulation is pretty accurate. Your memories, your surroundings, time itself, your very existence as a whole just disappears and is replaced with a deep sense of connectedness. It’s extremely horrifying if you didn’t prepare for this as well because you literally feel like your dying.

Ego death can be terrifying but at the same time I feel like you should try and reach that because it actually tells you about about your self and who you are when u come back

I tried shrooms for the first time today, time was going so slow, I looked at my phone it said 2:15. Then maybe 20 minutes went by, look at my phone it said 2:20 lol

“Never a bad trip, just a bad reaction”

I had a bad trip last night. It came on so suddenly, so fast. It caught me off guard. I took 35mg on an empty stomach and it hit me less than five minutes later. Never had the come up hit like that before. I’m very experienced with 4-ACO-DMT I’ve had maybe 20-25 trips within the last six months. Typically I get hit with wave after wave of euphoria, happiness, bliss. Like a hug from Jesus, Buddha, Mohammad and small aliens creatures that are all seeing, all knowing and full of unconditional love. Last night in a dark room waiting for this bliss to start I get a rush of FEAR! Followed up with a blast of anxiety and more fear. Intense waves of ice water flowing through my veins down my Central nervous system. Paralyzed with so much fear I couldn’t speak. Tears began flowing down my face. I walked to the bathroom. Legs feeling tight and very hard to move. I knew at any moment I was going to throw up. Only if I could just throw up. Nothing would come out. Only wave after wave of anxiety, fear, depression. Ice cold paralyzing substance flowing throughout my whole body. Buckets of sweat pouring out of every pore. Everything I look at starts to come alive making haunting faces, snakes, clowns, creepy aliens, walls breathing in and out. The colors so vivid. Everything is beginning to melt. Now I’m hearing the audible hallucinations ssssssss sssssssssssss , why, reason , what’s your reason!!!! StOoooppppppp, Stop! I reach for my phone to put on something to calm me the fuck down. And drown out those voices. All the colors look fucking amazing and creepy as shit. Everything looks creepy. I close my eye. Holy fucking shit there’s a woman standing in front of my face. I open my eyes she’s gone just black shadows dancing across every surface of my bathroom. I close my eyes. She’s staring me right in the face. Laughs at me in a totally creepy voice. Of course she would! I’m truly fucked now. I can’t open my eyes or close them. There’s truly no place to hide. Seriously truly fucked. These entities are just tormenting me. Realizing the situation I’m in because I look at the clock and I’m about 24min into the trip. I’ve got a pretty good idea the next 4-6 hours are going to suck. I began singing sort of. My voice is still paralyzed I began mumbling the lyrics to bohemian rhapsody. I closed my eyes and started to kind of dance. More like sitting on the toilet swaying back and forth to the rhythm. I’m clearly seeing demonic creatures and they see me and walk up to me and say stop, stop singing, stop dancing stop!!!! I gave them the middle finger and continued. It was like all of a sudden things changed. All my fear, anxiety everything released. My legs still felt like they weighed two tons but I could move them around a bit. My voice is starting to return and I’ve stopped sweating. The creepy looking lady gets into my face again. I smiled at her and she smiled back and said Bye! Three hours later and I was still having mild open eyed visuals. Only colorful fractal patterns for closed eye visuals. Then blue eyes everywhere looking at me. And black and white ladybugs. 7 hours latter all signs of this substance is mopped up thanks for the hard work liver. I don’t know what the point of that was. 4-aco-DMT has never ever done that to me. It’s always been kind. I always reagent test my batches. So I know for a fact that it was what it said it was. I guess if you roll the dice long enough a bad trip will roll up every now and then. I’m a disabled combat veteran. I know what fear is and what it isn’t. That’s the most terrified I’ve been in so long. I’m not sure if I’ve ever been that terrified before. A few weeks prior I was asked by a VA social worker what I was scared of. At the time I said nothing I’m not really afraid of anything I’ve been through some shitty situations and I’ve lost close friends I’m always scared I’ll lose more. I’ve gotten over my PTSD well not over it just accepted it. Time has healed my injuries. I’ve made peace with myself. I forgave myself. I guess it was good to finally feel something again! Maybe that’s just what I needed.

Had an intense bad trip on New Year’s Eve. Had repeating thoughts from years ago, thought I was dying. Would close my eyes and hear conversations from people I knew but no one was there. Fell asleep then woke up and was for some reason did not feel anxious, felt completely calm.

0:00 Intro 0:26 Effects of psilocybin mushrooms 0:58 Onset 2:27 Peak / Depersonalization 3:07 Self-reflection 4:50 Time distortion 5:10 Dream or Reality? 6:02 Nirvana, God, Ego-Death

Hey guys just want to tell u one thing If u experience ego death and u r afraid then definitely u will be afraid after ur dead because u r not able to surrender Just let it go surrender urself Forget everything every relation and this experience will turn out blissful

Every trip I've had had been like this I legit thought this was a normal trip

The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well

If all those memories are just memories, if my life just becomes a memory as it passes... why does it matter. Okay but that shit got me thinking. We can create scenarios in our heads and we can convince ourselves that they’re real. So why even bother living out the real thing? Why does anything fucking matter at all.

Easily the most horrifying experience of my life. And knowing that there’s no way to ever explain it in words to anyone who’s never experienced..

this must be the most accurate one i've seen so far, good job!

I’ve only watched this one video...I don’t know what your channel is about but I’m now subscribed

For anyone thinking about trying mushrooms, your visions does not shake and flicker all scary like that. Some of this is accurate but the visual are very misleading besides patterns and CEVs

This is very dramatic. I did shrooms 4 times. 2 times by myself in a dark dim lit room and took 2/8ths. It all comes down to mind set. Do you still have fear? Fear is just an illusion, it dosnt exist. Do you have control over your thoughts or let them run loose. I have had repeated thoughts but I know they are mine and can stop them. The only annoying part is the feeling of being traped in the trip cause it takes 8hrs. At that point you just have to accept it or freak out for no reason. Shrooms are not for the weak minded or timid people. It can make you a stronger, better person.

This video brought back some not so pleasant memories, I've been putting off trying to just think about my bad trip like ive been pretending it never happened but thanks for this it's really got me thinking

The crazy thing is you learn more when having a bad trip than compared to a good trip.. Never tried psychedelics, but I did try weed… Weed just amplifies what on your mind. If you are happy in sober mode, feeling relaxed, having social life with friends prior to your trip.. you will definitely enjoy it and feel like the happiest person in the world… Now imagine having anxiety, depression and feeling lonely prior to your trip… that will definitely make it worse. I felt both experiences but I learnt more from the bad trips…Bad trips teaches you lessons…Good trips Rewards you…

Falling asleep to your thoughts as you calm down from the Rush is probably one of the most pleasant feelings ever. Knowing everything will be OK which gives you this comfort to examine every aspect of your life as you lay, like counting sheep... Also, great job on the visuals. To those who've never experienced it, this video is close but let me put it to you like this. This video is like playing a video game on a TV. The actual experience is like playing the video game in VR. So immersive...

I've had this happen with the repetitive thoughts. I just kept saying "peace and love peace and love" for what felt like forever. I vomited afterwards and felt a lot better. This was on an undetermined amount. Had to be over the heroic dose. Always use a scale and start small. Respect the mushroom.

God and psilocybin mushrooms told me that the mushrooms purpose is to merge the left and right side of our brains

i once had 8 shrooms and i was just in the city staring at all the bright lights and this great feeling of euphoria. no fear. just pure happiness.

I would literally die if I had a trip like this 😂

Bad trips are the worst. All you can do is focus on the fact that it’ll all be over by the next day. It helps to close your eyes and lay down and listen to music Edit: no reason to fear. Let it come and let go

this is actually so accurate. Im still recovering from a bad trip from 3 days ago. I ate half of the chocolate bar

I just found this video a little over 9 months after my 10g Double Heroic Dose of dry mushrooms. I ingested alone and was pinned to the floor in and out of anxiety filled Trips to different dimensions. I kept hearing “find bliss”. I saw myself laying dead right before my mind. This video depicts everything up until the point where I couldn’t move from the floor and lost control of my body. Very well done mate

5 minutes feels like 10 hours

4:12 and on almost had me in tears last night.... the way he says things.... the tonality of the sound... everything.... so much tragedy and enlightenment

Loved this video, very poetic. I love and appreciate psilocybin, this fact makes this video all the better. Great job.

The ending of it made me cry because the first time I took shrooms I had a bad trip. I’ve always been an anxious person because of my ptsd. When I was tripping my thoughts were looping to me no matter how bad I’d try to avoid it. I’d ask my self “what’s the point of life” “why am I here” I was crying but then I realized the shrooms were trying to tell me I need to relax and chill. Once I accepted it and chilled everything felt so much better

Beautiful work. I'm fascinated by this, because the POV feeling is so well done. Haven't felt like I could relate to something so well as the portrayal of those memories flashing up, having the eye mirror the person you love.

I don't know if anyone else gets this but when I realize something on mushrooms it feels like my body/soul is just shaking big motions I don't know how to explain it but the first part of the vid reminded me of that

This is a cinematographic masterpiece, excellent work

I’m presuming everybody watching this recently went through a bad trip? Mine was exactly like this, except when I closed my eyes I was stuck in a dmt like vortex with entities laughing at me

I didn't find thus frightening at all. Seems like a really intense learning experience that is wouldn't have minded having.

Coming out of a trip like this is always so strange. You're happy the overwhelming intensity's over, you realize how pointless it was to be so worried, since you KNOW you're "safe again," then you hope the intensity comes back a little bit, or at least for the trip not to end

When i had my trip at the beginning it was all fun and i did it with a friend of mine. But all of a sudden my friend needed to go home so i said goodbye and got back to the couch and just sat there for a minute staring at the table. This was the moment where it went wrong.... I didnt remember what being sober was like and i was really thinking about that, and all of a sudden a thought came to my head:” what if i’m stuck... like what if ill never come back to reality” this got me tearing up so i just layed down and called my friend for some support. Luckily at the end the effects were starting to decrease and my mood went up again🙂. This will always be in my mind when doing shrooms

I've only ever had challenging trips before, but damn one time I came very close to a proper bad trip. I was stuck in these negative thoughtloops for about 30 minutes, where I became unable to escape this intense feeling of paranoia and impending doom. I knew I was going to have a very bad experience if I didn't try something, but nobody was around me to understand my struggles, so I literally just went online and typed "bad trip help," where I found a really reassuring and peaceful dude talking to me about how everything is going to be fine and that I'll come back out of it completely normal, and to just enjoy it as much as I can before it runs out. That changed my outlook significantly, and I went on to actually have a good trip the entire rest of its duration. Thanks random internet guy for that video. It really helped me out.

"Can I live the life I always wanted?... In my dreams?... Why does it matter if it's real or not?..." - I find myself in this on a painfully high level. I always take refuge in lucid dreaming and, while I enjoy my lucid experience, I often tell myself that I wish I did not have to wake up ever again. It made me tear up a bit. Great video! Btw, I just love your voice 💚

The whole living in your dreams idea was the hardest thing that I had to accept couldn’t be real.

i remember i was listening to home - renocance slowed 800% and i started hearing myself tell me "everything's gonna be ok" "you're coming with me your ok" over and over and i started completely balling my eyes out of joy and peace for like 10 minutes. One of the most beautiful moments of my life

Love waking up After these feel safe

"Why can't I just live in my memorys" fuckin awesome right there dude!

The innerdialogue was spot on. That feeling of being trapped in your own mind and unsure if you are sane or if you have actually traveled to a different dimension. It is probably one of the scariest experiences a person can go through, but also one of the most important and healing. These horrible trips can teach you a lot about what you need to change in your life.

Congrats on a million views, this is one of my all time favorite KZfaq videos

I remember my first trip is when I was 14 and my sister gave me 6 shrooms, I thought that wasn't too much but then I realized. it was when it was too late and I was morphing inside of my sister and I could feel the heat of the pores. then the inside of my body is burning and burning and all of a sudden just these green things start flipping and they keep repeating and repeating we are the nanobots

Interesting vid man, in my experience the profound self questioning and random thought loops are v accurate, that said I’ve never experienced visuals anything close to this on shrooms ✌️

In my ego death everything reached an end to where I felt like god told me this was it and I basically accepted I was going to die and then I came back to reality scary shit

Wow this is one, or maybe the most powerful mindopening video ever

2:20 "am I here?" THIS IS DEADASS SOMETHING SOMEONE ON SHROOMS WILL SAY

When I had my bad trip on shrooms, before that was the last time I remember my self as I was. Now over a year later, the shrooms have left the Ego death inside me, and I still feel like I am inside a trip. Now I keep slowly forgetting what ''Normal'' was like. And I have already accepted the concept of me never going back to as i was before, and keep living inside my never-ending trip forever..

this is so beautiful

This was really accurate reminded me of my first trip !

i haven’t had a bad trip, though when things start to get scary i’m am usually able to realize that i have no control over what is happening and i might as well enjoy it. i feel this has prevented a bad trip from happening but i don’t know for sure lol

had my first expirience with shrooms yesterday. First everything was cool and it was fun. Then I ate sum more. I wanted to put my glasses on so I put them on and I told my boyfriend and he told me that I had them on all the time. Thats when I realized hey this is another level and it went downhill. I thought I ate 2 much and lost control and my boyfriend instantly felt that I wasnt feeling very well. He tryed to help me but I got 2 scared. I was stuck in a loop full with deja vus and it felt like shifting between different realities. I knew what my boyfriend was gonna say next and all this new stuff freaked me out. I thought okay you dont know what youre doing anymore youre gonna die youre gonna be stuck here forever and I was in the room but at the same time in a pearl whitish room. I felt very overwhelmed with all this and just wanted it to be over. He helped me and talked to me and gave me stuff to do so I dont drift off again and stare at the same spot for 10 min. After 3 hours I had control again and had a great time again. Still was veryyy interesting and had a lot of fun thinkin bout everything.

I have those reoccurring thoughts daily and I've never done shrooms, just some existential crisis

this is really awesome!

I had ego death on my second trip ever. Most incredible, fun, terrifying, humbling, and joyful experience of my life.

I feel like if u have to react and tell yourself to be calm it makes it worse I usually just accept the drug

3:57 when you use the teleporter on Der Riese

I love this video for a lot of reasons, especially how it captures your thoughts when your trip goes bad. My first trip I thought "truly living" was just an illusion, and that if I ever died at some point time would pass and the universe wouldn't change dramatically - and that I'm just living instead of making a definition of myself. Long story short - it's easy to let these thoughts in because you're more creative and imaginative when you're on this slug poison.

This video is spot on i love it

It felt like I dreamed through different lifetimes, in a matter of seconds.

Has anyone else here had such a beautiful trip to start with but then turned into absolute horror? I just had one lol

This video really helps me see what a bad trip could be, the looping thoughts and the negativity. You have to learn to say "fuck it" and go with the flow. Thought I was dying one time during a trip, and said "Okay... I mean, if it's my time I'll go" no thoughts of my pets or friends or family, just acceptance, and release, and death. Came to with a hard pull on the chest and I was alive! I had never felt so weightless. I cried on my second trip, and accepted it as getting to know my feelings and learned to accept them.

I LOVE BAD TRIPS. Fuking Fire. You learn so much more about yourself an whats around you on a bad trip.

Also remember, your emotions are different, and very invested in what you are seeing. The auditory hallucinations can be very disturbing, even if its not words. I have done shrooms, LSD and DMT. If you decide to do DMT its incredibly intense, and peaceful lol. But you will be a changed person after. Reality will feel 2 dimensional for a while.

Some people write that they somehow changed after trip. When I had a trip, I didn't feel myself. I was something trapped in bathroom. And this room was somewhere in the universe... I didn't realize myself, I felt the pointless of existence and that the only way of make something about it is suicide. Somehow I managed to exit that spaceship and went to bed. I felt it like the astronaut stepping first time on moon's surface. Someone knocked the door to apartment. My thoughts were like:"WTF?! What's happening?! I can't control it! Is it hallucination? ". Anything real seemed unreal.

I had a bad trip yesterday and that shit was so crazy. I thought I was going crazy

Seems cool! Cant wait to try it!

the fact that this is incredibly accurate to me, is so sad.

Yo That last part hit heavy "Why does it matter of its real"

I had a bad trip just last night, and it was probably the worst one to date. It started off as a regular trip, where I was experiencing everything you get from a usual trip, until I just started to stare at my wall and then I began to ponder my life, and all the experiences. It was some certain memories that triggered the bad trip, I suppose. Eventually, I began to sweat profusely and I tried to use my paper fan to cool myself off, but I quickly got too cold and so on and so forth. I used my blanket that I seem to have a connection to ever since my first ever bad trip to try to balance out my temperature. Then at some point in trying to fix my blanket, the thoughts began looping from when I had first began to ponder life. I had been stuck in those loops for what felt like weeks, and when I finally came to, I felt grateful for life. The feeling of the looping thoughts and feeling of doom really got to me this time for some reason. Once again, it brought me in what feels like the face of death and that I got to survive that with barely any psychological damage, I am eternally grateful. P.s - I was also really stoned when I took the shrooms, so that's probably another factor of the bad trip

This is exactly how it felt and I felt like nothing mattered but at the same time happy that it didn’t