Here, have a little dopamine hit.

psychedsubstance: Do your own research before trying psychedelics me: you ARE my research

Dude. I relate to this so bad. I've been doing nothing with my life, laying around all day, not doing school, not doing anything and getting more depressed and feeling like i lost my mind somewhat. I had a trip about a week ago on mushrooms and i really wanted to have a fun, euphoric trip where it felt like the universe loved me like my very first trip was. What i was met with was tough love. I got no euphoria, i got a lot of guilt and confrontation about how i absolutely need to change. How badly i was treating people, how i was getting worse as a person and making zero progress. I tripped alone that time and i dont want to trip alone again for a long time, but i needed it. Now i know i need to improve but i dont know where to start, i was doing really well before this quarantine. But i will Improve. Im ready to now

Nobody that I know would never EVER talk about themselves in the way this guy does i really respect him and his openness on things

“If you’re not “progressing in life, you’re regressing.” Couldn’t agree more.

I always appreciate the "real talk", takes courage to freely talk about your mental state, and thanks for punching me in the face with a life lesson.

Can anyone relate to this? : after you experience a strong psychadelic you feel like "I'll never use a substance again" then after a few months (or however long depending on what's going on in your life) you want/need it again, not like a craving but a calm voice from deep inside saying "it's time now" and weather or not you have a connection the pieces come together

“If I’m not practicing what I preach, then what good am I”

this video should be a prime leading example for legalized use of psychedelic substances for curing addiction, depression, and finding a true better self, thank you adam

So glad you're in a better space Adam, take it easy dude you deserve it

The NEW Adam is better, because your motivation is true, and it's based upon LOVE. Congrats on the new addition to your family.

“Not only does he look like the guy from split, he is he guy from split” 😂

I've done LSD over 100 times in my life. The time I dropped 4 hits by myself (with a trip sitter) in the forest of Manning Park BC I had the trip I didn't know I was looking for but found. I essentially experienced the quintessential religious experience and connected telepathically with life the universe and everything. I didn't touch LSD again for 10 years after that day because I didn't need it. And yet I found myself at 33 with a drinking problem that I didn't even really realize I had because everyone I know drinks all the time and always has. I neglected my health for dopamine but in a different way and a mushroom trip made me realize I need to start taking better care of myself. I'm now 5 days short of 15 months clean and sober (except cannabis) and I've never felt better.

Helluva way to finish mental health awareness month. Stay strong brother!

dude im so fucking proud of you, I'm happy you're doing better and wish you the best

it’s like I almost felt that wise, trippy Adam was gone because I didn’t visit this channel at all in this period where you ‘lost it’. now I’m back, as an old old subscriber that has seen the very beginning of this channel, I am so happy for you Adam! I grew with you, the highs of the honeymoon with psychedelics, the disappointment and realization in challenging real life, now this, picking yourself up again with integrated wisdom and having lived the psychedelic experience truly. after trial and error, we’ve all come to realize that life truly is a continuous exercise of regaining peace and love, acceptance over your mistakes and doing it better the next time - hopefully. keep it up Adam and welcome back!

This video doesn't feel like a trip story, it feels more like a motivational video, at least to me.

Your honesty sends ripples through the world mate. Tears and cheers.

I had DMT on LSD and looked death in the faced, was convinced I died. I told my trip sitter I was dead and my family was going to find me dead on drugs. I wasn't coming back and I was a loser who took DMT and LSD and died, and I had nothing to live for at that point. I would have killed myself if I didn't realize I hadn't died, and that also everything spoken about around the 12:00 minute mark. I have gained the tools to deal with this and other traumatic experience and got off Adderall in a similar story to yours. Thank you for sharing, this is all new to me and its still frightening. Its still a trip my friends.

Your whole speech thing at around 23:00 really hit home for me. I really need to start making some changes and practice what I preach

Honestly, this is some honest shit. Most people would never admit they have a problem man, whatever it may be drugs, being a workaholic, cheating, ect. I think a lot of us can relate to this video too. Thank you for being so open and honest, this can honestly help a lot of people man.

Adam, we love you. We wish the best for you , your family. Thank you for everything

You’re a true blessing. Thank you for everything. You’re so heavily supported!! So thank you Adam. You’ve helped me as well. Truly thankful. 🙌🙌

That sounds like one hell of a journey, man. I'm proud of you. It takes a certain kind of strength to be this vulnerable

this was the best psyched video ever. much appreciated.

This was very emotional. I appreciate you sharing this

Powerful shit dude. Gave me goosebumps multiple times, as I completely related to a number of topics you brought up. Thank you so much for this upload. Incredibly brave of you to post this.

This channel is so valueable. Certeain experiences can be skipped, if you can learn from other peoples mistakes(i mean not getting in that situation in the first place). A great service that you do to all of us.

Love the point you made "it's not about feeling good right now, its about true reward which comes from a lot of work and dedication", this is so true, and many people seem to miss the point altogether

You should make a drug tier list video, it would be quite easy and interesting if you elaborated on each drug and which tier position they go in

Much love and respect for your honesty and courage in sharing this! You give hope and confidence to others who are struggling.

You speak truth, I can feel the emotion through the screen. I’ve been feeling a lot like this, and it’s definitely helped give me some insight to what I needed. Thank you. Keep being strong

if you dont practice what you preach in this life, your words mean nothing and if your words mean nothing, you mean nothing. 23:08

When he said that you need multiple trips to heal. That hit me hard

So relatable brother. You intellectually verbalized my journey, I appreciate all of these videos. I think it's so important to be properly educated and informed before you take anything.

Your videos are so much more then educational. Being able to expose yourself like this articulately gives people hope that are experiencing fragments of the same issues. Being at a crossroads like the one you were at and being able to overcome the steep slope of changing who you are which is one of the most terrifying experiences brings me and I’m guessing tens of thousands of others hope. Thank you, Adam.

Powerful self realizations u got there my guy.

I just felt the most emotion from a person online from this video, I was locked on the whole time.

Your honesty is inspiring. Your journey is beautiful, Adam.

This is my favorite one of your videos so far my dude. Your honesty about everything, greatly appreciated. This was encouraging and inspirational. Thank you

I RESPECT you so much for this man. I needed this video today. I realllly needed this buddy.

Do a podcast with Joe Rogan!

I can not tell you how proud of you I am!! I have tripped only twice, but I know I will do it in the future, your videos are the best help to get ready for it and you help me see things and think things that I would otherwise never have even thought about. It's been almost two years since my first trip, when I started watching your videos just before it when I was researching it you helped me, you helped me prepare for my second trip, and you will help me prepare for my third trip. Thank you for doing this

Goosebumps all over me! I wish more people would be as honest with themself as you. You are an awesome human being. Love for you and your family ❤️

Time to light up some good stuff and listen to one of the wisest persons in this platform. Much love from Spain, Adam.

Your words acted as my spiritual healing. It's good to be reminded not to live on auto-pilot and emotional ignorance. Thank you so much.

I know damn well how difficult a particularly introspective psychedelic experience can can seem at the time and I'm glad you were able to get such a positive outcome out of something like this. Love your work Adam, keep it up buddy.

this is beautiful. your children will grow up and watch this and be completely inspired by you. having parents that struggle with their own internal battles, if i were to watch a video like this where they face their problems and flaws and mistakes and own up to all of the hurt that they have caused, i would respect them so much more. it's so important to check in with yourself and constantly improve and as a father, you are going to be a great role model. the most important thing in the world is accountability and by making this video, you have shown us your true inner dialogue and the ugliness that exists within all of us, that we are too afraid to show the world, but here you are! showing the world the ugliness that was within you and how you've decided to overcome that. and that is so extremely beautiful.

Writing things down is extremely powerful

I want to be the strongest version of myself. I lied to everyone around me and hid myself from the world and from love. I want to be whole.

I am so happy to see this video! I had just finished watching the BAD DMT video from March, and I am so happy to see you in this totally different place. The change is significant and delightful! I want to let you know that thanks to you, I will never need to try psychedelics to quench my curiosity. You have explained the experiences so fully and clearly that I have learned great lessons from you. I hope you have given yourself a lot of credit for that sacrifices you've made for all viewers. You deserve it. And your psyche deserves to enjoy the rewards earned by your suffering. You have a full catalog of answers to every question!

Recently had my first shroom trip and it changed everything. I’ll never judge you, I’ve always loved your videos you’re a wonderful person. All I wish for you is to find your peace

Some of the hardest decisions require the strongest will. Proud of you adam

Gotta love when the circle completes itself. Good bye Vyvanse Adam. Hello reborn Adam. Glad you're back man.

Dude, you have been like a spiritual guru for me these past few days. I feel enlightened to a new way of seeing myself. Ive been on my own journey trying to better myself. And im also about to have a child. I appreciate your wisdom

Seeing someone else with adhd having the same problems as me has made me feel not alone for the first time in adulthood, thank you adam.

" This life is all about the 'true reward,' the *long term* benefits. " Epic quote.

Too many people do not understand the processes/experiences by which psychedelics can be therapeutic. Videos like this are changing that. Much love!

Amazing video Adam ...... This was the psychedelic video I needed to watch. "I TRUST MYSELF" You have helped clarify why the chaos and terror is an extremely valuable trip. Well done 🙂🙏🗝

This might actually be your best video just because of the honesty. It's great

"Turn the volume up on the Shpongle." needs to become a euphemism for something. Glad you are doing better Adam. Keep up the good work/life balence.

Forget the past. Forget everything negative about anything. Try to bring up memories from the best time of your life, and think of your mindset from that time. I've noticed that the best time of my life was when I didn't really think about the past times. I only lived in the moment and was experiencing new things.

This is genuine and powerful. Thank you for sharing it with us. I hope you always feel comfortable sharing. Even if you feel conflict over posting something, that is more reason to post it. There will always be those of us who understand. Thank you.

i’ve watched your videos on and off for quite some time and i just rediscovered your channel and was brought to this video and wow did this video slap me across the face. i guess it takes someone who is just like you to ultimately get through to you. i will be making MAJOR changes to my life, and i can not wait until i find my new self and hopefully realize even more than what you have. Thank you Adam.

I know this is clichéd but you genuinely did release this at the right time for me personally 🙏

I recreationally take a few different substances from time to time. Weed, mdma, dxm, alcohol, nicotine, but during my most recent acid trip I remember having a moment of clarity that almost makes me want to sober up aside from psychedelics. Not that I'm afraid to become some addict I only use in moderation, but I felt that they were specifically distractions from what I'm truly looking for.

This is special im so glad you gave us the opportunity to watch this

Man, that was intense. I hope everything is better. I hope you know that you can take as much me time as you need. You are a wonderful person

Very vulnerable of you to do this man, I agree with you completely, no addicts want to hear this. Love you man!

Hope you're doing well bruh. Everybody needs you.

I cried. I love you adam. Thank you so much for the speaking about your own problems and your recovery it helps me greatly.

Thanks for this whole channel and the work you've put into this channel. I lost something when i was young and 9 years later after learning from your channel, i tried lsd and it spiraled emotions out from my stomach and up to my eyes and made me care again.

You helped me break new grounds with myself last night. for that adam i cant thank you enough.

Ads on a psychedsubstance vid?? This is great, youtube isn't screwing you on this vid for once!

Honestly bro I'm crying. So proud of you mate, and so happy for your adventure to find more of yourself in the thick fog that is life. ♥

I’ve been going through your collection the last few days man and I really appreciate your candidness

So much respect for you. Youve helped myself and many other people. We all love you

I feel like this video showed up for a reason. I love you man i feel like im going through something similar and in all honesty it was a lot more than i expected starting out but after watching a lot of your videos i seen i wasn't the only one having trouble on the journey. I was low key losing faith for a bit on whether i could make it through but this is what i needed man thanks again just know you've definiteley helped in my journey. Peace and love.✌🌍

Dude, I LOVE your channel and you have been my go to resource for safely navigating healing. Adam, this video is stunning! Your vulnerability is beyond beautiful and I am so proud of you! I’m bawling as I witness your transformation to literally fight for what really matters. I know this is an older video but damn, it’s so neat to see how far you’ve come. Your introspection and dialing in on the truth of what you were, to what you needed to be, is magnificent. Super inspirational and makes me know I can get off my adderall. Thank you! You really are so awesome! 🥹

not leaving this here just for a dopamine hit lmao. just thought i'd let you know how much of a positive influence your content, honesty, and vulnerability has been for me, and likely countless others. keep living your best life

Holy shit he’s back! Man, this speaks to me so hard. I am so glad that you released this. I love you so much, man. You are an incredible human. Thank you for this video and thank you for being you. Go love that family, man. Go love yourself. So good to see you for who you are. It’s funny, I had been scared of facing myself for very similar reasons. I went on this bender that started with kratom and then oxys and before I knew it I was leaving my house in the middle of the night to go smoke meth and heroin at some guy’s house that I barely even knew. I was gone. Just completely lost myself and I HATED who I saw in the mirror. What the fuck am I doing smoking meth and heroin!? Who am I? I went into a depression for a few days after that and realized I had lost who I was and needed to come back. I didn’t know how. I had no starting ground. So I finally decided to face myself and I took 4 grams of mushrooms. Alone. With the full intention of killing who I was. It took 2 sessions for me to wake the fuck up but I was finally back. My family missed me. I missed me. I am now a much stronger, humbler, kinder, more sober version of myself with absolutely NO desire to put that disgusting shit into my body anymore. I needed that wake up call, just like you. Thank you for helping me see that I’m not alone. It feels so good to be back and I’m glad to have you back. Peace and love, man

I've been through a similar experience with stimulants and personality alterations. I'm glad you have come to your senses. The best video in a long time thanks adam.

This is probably your best video. You just seeing yourself looking straight through the bs. Gold

Hi Adam, congrats on your newest child. They really are amazing. I want to thank you for sharing your experience and being so open and honest. I laughed a little and I cried a little. It felt as if you were describing my life to the T. Your story has truly been an inspiration and I want to thank you.

This vulnerability and honesty is incredible, Adam. Much love and respect.

good to see you back, hope things are going better for you

this video helped me so much to get over my psychedelic induced psychosis and it helped me learn how to better my self, i respect you so much. thank you.

Good for you man. illumination is a blessing that can only be self given. May the force be with you!

Brave man, honestly I love this. I'm so pleased you're feeling better. Keep smiling buddy x

I think I speak for all of us when I say we are so proud of what you've come to terms with and where you're at now. Carry on.

i love you and your content man, you are the reason why i have been able to open my mind to transcendentalism and psychedellia. you always have my support

Well done man. Really proud of you and happy that you worked through it rather than killing the trip. Really happy for you Adam, congrats on you and your partners pregnancy. Wish you and your family all the best

Wow. I am so proud of you, Adam. This is my new favorite video on the internet.

Great video Adam. Your raw honest vunerabilty and sharing is super inspiring. Well done. Keep evolving and congratulations on the new little being coming soon.

In my opinion this is the most real videoo have ever made. I really appreciate you putting this out there man thank you

Your honestly is humbling man. Congratulations on all your progress

I am proud of you, for being aware of the situation. We will support you no matter what happens. Take care of your family and yourself. Also, reach out some love to Decota. He misses you too.

I’m so happy about you bro, love this vid/ keeping it Real✌🏼 May the force be with you ❤️🌀

Dude I absolutely loved the way you explained the issue with the medication that doesn’t only make your appetite depleted but also personality. I was a work zombie throughout my whole elementary middle school. I stopped compeltely after and had a major turnaround near high school and some lsd trips.