Rachel Bay Jones | "So Big, So Small"

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5 жыл бұрын

Rachel Bay Jones performs "So Big, So Small" from Dear Evan Hansen at The Cabaret in Indianapolis on Saturday, June 16, 2018.

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@Mchammer37 5 жыл бұрын

"Your mom isn't going anywhere, your mom is staying right here," makes me blubber every time. Anyone else? Just me. Okay.

@train7151 4 жыл бұрын

🙋🏽‍♀️🙋🏽‍♀️🙋🏽‍♀️

@haydn4ever 4 жыл бұрын

Yep! Same!

@frogguycharlie8557 4 жыл бұрын

McKenna Morris The bit with "Is another truck gonna take mommy away?" just makes me sob everytime

@trinitysolo 4 жыл бұрын

I really break down when she sings “And I knew there would moments that I’d miss and I knew there would space I couldn’t fill...” for me that’s what breaks my heart because I never really looked at it that way. When my son was born, I felt so sad sometimes when I looked at him and I think it’s because I KNEW I was going to come up short for him in so many different ways as she sings. We as parents, can’t be everything for our kids, we’re going to mess up, and THATS OK as long as we stick around for them and love them. We have to admit our shortcomings in order to be better.

@maddiebeckstead9107 4 жыл бұрын

i saw the show and in person- 😭💖

@chibimaster7819 5 жыл бұрын

“Is there another truck coming to our driveway? A truck that will take mommy away..?” Yup there it is. The tears.

@catalinadog157 4 жыл бұрын

arguably the most emotional line/part in the entire song..child innocence not understanding the situation..

@maddiebeckstead9107 4 жыл бұрын

seeing that part live-😭💕

@Tdotpescot 2 жыл бұрын

@Reza Ghifari I saw this show at 39 years old and everything was going just fine for me until she sang this line and I fell apart. It was far too much for me as a new father.

@shabytin 5 жыл бұрын

And this is why, people of the earth, she got the Tony :)

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

They all deserve the beloved Tony. Saw this tonight in Greensboro… cried my eyes out

@jessixgamer9738 2 жыл бұрын

@@collinnc2001 Did she perform? Or was there someone else playing Heidi Hansen instead of her?

@ellak6009 2 жыл бұрын

@@jessixgamer9738 I saw it in Greensboro as well, and it was someone else. Rachel Bay Jones was the original Broadway Heidi, and what was in Greensboro was the National Tour cast. (I cried a TON as well, it was phenomenal!)

@jessixgamer9738 2 жыл бұрын

@@ellak6009 Lucky you 😔🔥 I'm here hanging in Europe

@laurelrose7018 4 жыл бұрын

I don't know why it took me so long to realize this meaning too, but after revealing the truth, Evan is abandoned by his new "family" partially because they are hurt that he lied to them (understandably) but mostly because he served no purpose for them anymore. They only loved him for the connection to Connor that he provided them. But his Mom doesn't leave him, even though he lied to her too and even though he thinks she's going to hate him. No, she loves him for who he is, flaws and all, and she's going to stay with him when it all feels so big til it all feels so small.

@MegaAcca123 4 жыл бұрын

not really

@laurelrose7018 4 жыл бұрын

@@MegaAcca123 Thanks for your thoughtful and nuanced contribution to my analysis 😂

@mahnoorahmad1690 3 жыл бұрын

no matter what, mothers are forever

@andres_david25 3 жыл бұрын

@@mahnoorahmad1690 Lydia Deetz from Beetlejuice: well mine is dead, but she'll alway be in my heart Aww I just melt down to my own coment

@mollyrweber 3 жыл бұрын

It’s easIer to push away people you know won’t leave you

@miahiraani 5 жыл бұрын

It doesn’t matter how many times I listen to this song, I still cry EVERY time

@andres_david25 3 жыл бұрын

Same 😭

@8ananapi3 4 жыл бұрын

"a truck that will take mommy away" oh, I guess I've become immune to this song "and I did, and I do" *NOPE*

@isaacgaleao 3 жыл бұрын

"There is *not* another truck in the driveways"

@andres_david25 3 жыл бұрын

@@isaacgaleao 😭😭😭😭😭😭

@ryanrush1716 5 жыл бұрын

2:27 so much emotion. i’m not a parent, but i felt every word, every note.

@manickamupendran 5 жыл бұрын

true, you dont have to be a parent, but a kid at some point. :)

@thomasproductionz2764 5 жыл бұрын

WHYYYY DO I ALWAYS CRY AT THE "YOUR MOM ISN'T GOING ANYWHERE" PART?!!!?

@iheartme7491 4 жыл бұрын

Same :(

@yunabroadway3033 3 жыл бұрын

I swear the did something to us we can all cry at the same moment

@andres_david25 3 жыл бұрын

Same 😭😭😭

@seyaro2180 2 жыл бұрын

Its the chords I swear

@nympheas2478 Жыл бұрын

Mommy issues (don't worry, same)

@qualitypudding 4 жыл бұрын

1:42 if you listen closely, you can hear the sobbing of everyone watching this video.

@mshipper4404 3 жыл бұрын

It's me Sorry

@msyouzhu 5 жыл бұрын

I’ve never cried so hard in the audience seat.

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

Omg o cried like a baby

@cupidbasill 5 жыл бұрын

Every time I listen to this song I cry. It makes me think of me and my mom. My dad left us when I was a little girl.. So I understand, I even asked my mom, “Will a car take you away like what happened with Daddy?” so this really hits home for me.

@cameronpotts6445 5 жыл бұрын

The “Goodbye...Goodbye” at 0:59 gets me every time 😢

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

The whole song gets me

@nmmccrea 4 жыл бұрын

My mom was killed in a car crash on Christmas Day a couple years ago. This song made me cry harder than I can remember. I miss her so much. She worked so hard to give me every chance at a good life, and damned if she didn't do a great job.

@mars_starz420 3 жыл бұрын

Wow RIP

@fiona-lyons 4 жыл бұрын

The first time I heard her sing " I there another truck coming..a truck that will take mommy away..." it was like a hammer blow. And every time since. So powerful.

@jackhaldeman9166 5 жыл бұрын

This reminds me so much of when my dad walked out and left my mom to raise and support my brother and me... and she did... and she does... and she will. My mother is my hero.

@matthewmack1983 4 жыл бұрын

I cried watching her from the balcony... up close like this... DONE. They wrote a script for REAL PARENTS. endless bravos.

@hellothere9791 5 жыл бұрын

Why doesn’t this have more views?

@msbeepbeep 5 жыл бұрын

Such a powerful song...and a beautiful rendition! Bravo! I sobbed in the audience of Evan Hansen the first time I heard it...

@MattB0610 2 жыл бұрын

After seeing the movie, I think Moore did a good job at bringing this number down to movie size and letting it feel intimate and personal, but honestly, nothing beats the original. This legit made me cry at 5:30 in the afternoon on the subway

@jonmoree116 5 жыл бұрын

I ugly cried so hard during this song when I saw the show.

@ajvargas9528 4 жыл бұрын

This is the only song that will get me Every. Single. Time.

@ApacheJulie 4 жыл бұрын

And I just burst into tears at the show on Broadway. And all 3 of my kids put their arms around me.

@carolinelloyd-jones2914 5 жыл бұрын

every time i listen to this song i cry

@hellomynameishello2159 2 жыл бұрын

the EMOTION in this oml, she is incredible. nobody plays this role like her

@theanimeidiot8903 3 жыл бұрын

I watched literally like 5 seconds right at the climax via Hannah Bayles and I IMMEDIATELY sobbed. Rachel Bay Jones, h o w

@damonbrown8944 4 жыл бұрын

As magical and perfect as a song can be brought to life. The rawness and transparency is shattering....

@Cutiepenguin42 4 жыл бұрын

I made it through the whole show without crying until this song. Then my lip wouldn't stop trembling.

@JaneTam92 5 жыл бұрын

i'm crying.....again

@marionreyes6158 4 жыл бұрын

When I saw the show in the West End last week, this was really the song that tore me apart. I was crying a lot before this song, but this! 😭😭😭 I don't think there were dry eyes that night! I had to share my tissues with the gals next to me.

@bigbenigs 4 жыл бұрын

Same! I watched this on West End and I was already crying so much with evan's breakdown that I didn't think I could cry anymore. Then this song happens 😭😭

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

I saw it here in NC I thought For forever was rough this though omg

@eowynsalvador6664 4 жыл бұрын

Everyone here posting the lyrics that made them cry... but I cried at all of them

@laurelhell7041 5 жыл бұрын

seeing this song live HURT

@Arianna1500 2 жыл бұрын

just such a moving performance. I will never forget when i saw the touring company put Dear Evan Hansen on in my town how the entire theatre was so silent during this performance you could hear a pin drop. not one breath, cough, moan. every single 2,000 persons were taken into another world. it was captivating

@maddiem8136 4 жыл бұрын

This brings tears to my eyes...I got to see dear evan Hansen live, and let me tell you, I cried. Alot.

@johannaashwood6449 2 жыл бұрын

Literally what my little boy asked me after my husband left us… this song hits so hard…. Idk if I ever cried more

@finalfantasyqt Жыл бұрын

I was fortunate to meet Ms Jones and she is the sweetest person! Hope nothing but more success for her!!

@deh2775 5 жыл бұрын

Such a phenomenal talent!

@nathgtz3881 Жыл бұрын

The song as a whole is already really emotional, but 2:13 - 2:50 happens and I'm here ugly crying

@orangelemon1870 5 жыл бұрын

I saw her live in Dear Evan Hansen

@broccoli_lord7695 5 жыл бұрын

Lmao I thought you said Live as in living in the house and now I know it's live as in seeing the person on stage

@adymationsyay4152 5 жыл бұрын

You lucky bastard

@dohtcahm 4 жыл бұрын

@@broccoli_lord7695 Oop, that's what's they were saying?

@robinorene 11 ай бұрын

me too!!

@charmainedethierry4166 4 жыл бұрын

I was in Evan's place once except it was my mum who left and my dad who stayed

@LunaTheLux Жыл бұрын

"Ill come up short a MILLION DIFFERENT WAYS..... and I did. And I do. And I will" BRB crying.

@medicatedmenorah 2 жыл бұрын

As the kiddo of a single mom, as soon as the song starts, I’m already crying.

@Azzt2794 5 жыл бұрын

He sings it with so much feeling that it makes me cry ;; ♡♡

@pipi-io9cq 3 жыл бұрын

the 4 dislikes are from evan's dad's four accounts

@jonlarsen7326 3 жыл бұрын

My bio dad left my Mom and me in 1972. It crushed her and ruined me. Well, my dad and first stepfather’s emotional and physical abuse. I was Evan Hansen and at age 55 I still am. Parents need to realize that their actions have profound, lifelong effects on their children. I am blessed to have a wonderful Mom and through her tears she found a way to be strong.

@gerbilfantastic 2 жыл бұрын

When I listened to the movie's soundtrack, I didn't really care or feel anything. I thought maybe I just listened to this one too many times and it didn't really have an effect on me anymore. But *NO,* as soon as I clicked on this and heard the first verse, I started crying.

@Truman81 2 жыл бұрын

this song really grows on me each time i listen to it

@strawbbri 3 жыл бұрын

i cry every single time i listen to this song without fail

@ruthvillalta9166 5 жыл бұрын

Bawl every time 😭❤

@maryannarella 4 жыл бұрын

Love you for this, RBJ

@BoazsCrown222 5 жыл бұрын

She still makes me cry!

@richempress8385 4 жыл бұрын

so heartwarming😭. Just beautiful🤗👏👏

@LonelyStar831 3 жыл бұрын

I cry every single time I listen to this

@midnightthoughts5572 2 жыл бұрын

I'm going back and forth from time to time to this video, just because Rachel omg you sang this so good! 🥺😭

@brookieblackwell Жыл бұрын

Sobbing immediately, thanks

@conniehan2340 5 жыл бұрын

the emotion

@pov.yourthecraftingtable3965 3 жыл бұрын

Pure emotion in her eyes, in her voice, in her composure you can tell

@ravengorospe8398 4 жыл бұрын

This song always gets me sobbing ugly because I can relate to the song. My father left my mother, too, and I was the only one out of my 4 siblings who have seen my mother cry everyday and every night. I love my mom so much.

@lauraleejingo5463 3 жыл бұрын

😢 love it

@kellerhouse69 Жыл бұрын

Rachel Bay Jones is the only one I think of when I hear this song.

@makattack568 3 жыл бұрын

WHAT A TALENT.

@daphnehuynh1143 5 жыл бұрын

I earned this solo in a concert that’ll take place in about a month, any advice??

@maxrosen9998 5 жыл бұрын

try not to cry halfway through

@jaredkleinman4036 5 жыл бұрын

Don't overdue to vibrato, it'll make it more emotional if it's clean

@twinkerbell1333 5 жыл бұрын

So what happened during your solo? Did it go well?

@athuh1082 Жыл бұрын

how’d it go?

@lynnmckenna9934 2 жыл бұрын

Omg so freakin’ good

@madijean8877 4 жыл бұрын

chills

@TheMissingLink1 2 жыл бұрын

Here after watching the movie - and MISSING this performance.

@hometvxd5338 2 жыл бұрын

Dang, after listening to the movie version, well, I understand that it's a "clearer version" because, well, it's a movie, so it has less gasps, breathing and everything but it just hits really different and I could cry everytime listening to this one because the emotion can be FELT (as it does on the recorded version) and it's just amazing but the other one it kinda disappoints in the part where you feel like it's rising and rising and it just kinda stops or keeps from going all on the feels, idk

@crab_ravee 2 жыл бұрын

Also, this is Rachel Bay Jones, and emotion is her specialty

@LotusSunn 4 жыл бұрын

My cousin is awesomeeeeeee love her from the tennessee

@hotdamnitsava 3 жыл бұрын

she's so painfully underrated ugh

@bobkirsch2722 4 жыл бұрын

Woooow

@onetouchlegacy7658 2 жыл бұрын

It’s impossible for me to listen to this song without crying

@bighairshortlegs 4 жыл бұрын

She is amaizing

@TKYO_TK 3 ай бұрын

as a mommas boy this makes me cry a lot

@oliviadobben4654 5 ай бұрын

i just remembered this existed and i'm now im crying

@rinwastaken7632 3 жыл бұрын

I will never look at an u haul truck the same ever again

@ocsmichaelanthony 4 жыл бұрын

Damn it.... I'll be doing fine and then she says "and I did.... and I do... and I will..." and I BREAK

@reblwill1 3 жыл бұрын

That's my biggest gut punch, too.

@jamiestange1163 11 ай бұрын

One of the most heartbreaking songs ever.

@jaffa5341 3 жыл бұрын

I'm not crying, you're crying

@jonah1854 11 ай бұрын

this song makes me CRYYYYYY i accidentally listened to this in the car with my whole family and let’s just say a lot of us cried.

@laurateddy8017 3 жыл бұрын

This hurts so much right now

@reblwill1 3 жыл бұрын

With you. ❤

@exunderscorejai 3 ай бұрын

Since my mum died I’ve made Rachel Bay Jones my adoptive mum. She doesn’t know but it’s been great so far

@abov8030 4 жыл бұрын

They really give you a good one-two punch with words fail and so big/so small right next to one another

@mshipper4404 3 жыл бұрын

Ahhh this song hits near home But it hurts more when you listen this right after "Good for you" and "Words fail" She try to gives everything to Evan but it wasn't enough

@bobkirsch2722 Жыл бұрын

Such an amazing song. This has allowed me to realize that though my parents were fallible, they were human beings first just trying to figure shit out themselves.

@yasmimvitoria1504 2 жыл бұрын

a well deserved tony awards

@spideyversed 4 жыл бұрын

she’s such a genius

@PolishViking2423 2 жыл бұрын

Its Salen from Good Doctor! Damn this song is soo good

@gotosweetstxr 4 жыл бұрын

I NEVER cry at videos or media, and THIS SHIT MADE ME CRY DAMNIT IVE LISTENED TO THIS SONG DOZENS OF TIMES

@danpoop3922 3 жыл бұрын

“AND I DID” Ugh TEARS

@magicdolphin8436 Жыл бұрын

Wait, that actress who played the villian in that arc of The Good Doctor sang this?? Damn, she's talented.

@mikesmoviemadness24 Жыл бұрын

Judging by the comments, every 30 seconds of this song makes someone lose it. Yup the math adds up, cuz I haven’t stopped crying since the song started!

@Rafiz-ez4fw 8 ай бұрын

BAGUS BANGGEEEETTTT 😭

@haleyapple8147 3 жыл бұрын

She was on gray’s anatomy s16 35

@meghanpool8392 Жыл бұрын

I don't know if I cry because relate to the mom because I work and I feel like I miss so much of my kiddo or because I yearn for my own mom to say this to me.