Watch DEAR EVAN HANSEN Star Jessica Phillips' Moving Rendition of "So Big/So Small"

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4 жыл бұрын

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Jessica Phillips, who is playing Heidi Hansen in DEAR EVAN HANSEN at the Music Box Theatre, performs the tearjerker "So Big/So Small."

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@ughhh 4 жыл бұрын

okay. wow. She didn't have to go that hard, but she did. She really did that.

@reigneduardo6732 3 жыл бұрын

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@trippdouglas4467 3 жыл бұрын

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@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

In this it’s all the way or nothing

@KR-fu2sl 2 жыл бұрын

It’s a very complex song. She feels so defeated-she had low resources, overtime, and a divorce. Heidi tries so hard.

@jonathanroberts6434 2 жыл бұрын

All we need her is beautiful voice and a guitar.

@eliasponhold5377 4 жыл бұрын

This didn't feel like a song. It felt like a mom telling a story. I am shaking and ugly crying right now...

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

I saw this on Broadway this week and yes, when they did this song…. We all were a blubbering mess

@pfftxoxo1502 8 ай бұрын

That’s literally what the song is

@victoriarose8779 4 жыл бұрын

When I saw this my dad cried and I've never seen him cry so I grabbed his hand and squeezed and cried too. My mom decided that I was not worth her time and my dad has never left my side since that god awful Friday after school. I couldn't thank him more I love him with all my heart

@artvid-1915 2 жыл бұрын

Bless him and you 🥲❤️

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

Oh my goodness 😭😭😭😭

@Sparrowhawk_24 2 жыл бұрын

Sweet girl, you are loved and not alone.

@cl0verr0ver418 4 жыл бұрын

she really said "oh you have emotions? time to wreck them!"

@lydianelson3831 4 жыл бұрын

that “a real live truck in your driveway” hit hard

@lindsayg9368 4 жыл бұрын

the two dislikes are evan's dad and his new wife

@henryclifford2572 4 жыл бұрын

Lindsay Galperson there's four, guess they had kids too.

@jxi2887 4 жыл бұрын

@@henryclifford2572 now there's six their kids had kids

@SJ47668 4 жыл бұрын

Shoot - I was the new wife 20-years ago (they were divorced two-years before I met him). This really did make me sad for a woman I have never really gotten to know. I have (obviously) only ever heard one side of the story and have been too caught up in my own life to think about what she went through. The boys are adults now, and have good lives themselves, but to think of her, and them, on the first night my husband left breaks my heart. This song is beautiful, sad, and hauntingly performed.

@dleightable 4 жыл бұрын

And now there are 12. Those are just people too blinded by tears to click the right button

@anthonyyoung-ovalle8625 3 жыл бұрын

Now they have 19 kids wow.

@renprice6885 4 жыл бұрын

If she did it like this by herself, IMAGINE how she does it with another person in the scene. UGH. I need it in my life.

@user-ok4lo7ku3h 3 жыл бұрын

YES

@geraldwee9462 2 жыл бұрын

This is my favorite version of all the performances

@imnosylviaplath 2 жыл бұрын

I had the privilege of seeing her perform on Broadway a couple of weeks ago with Jordan Fisher as Evan, and boy, what a performance! I cried throughout the second act.

@jonathanroberts6434 2 жыл бұрын

I cried too... like never before!

@nothinggoodstartsinagetawa1510 4 жыл бұрын

that was not jessica, that was heidi 100%. she portrayed the character amazingly, and you can see its complexity just with this one song

@sadyeehaw8239 4 жыл бұрын

Ma'am please it's Christmas Eve you can't do this to me

@3lizabethrose 4 жыл бұрын

sad yeehaw literally same

@visionluvr 4 жыл бұрын

She shows so much emotion, it gives the character so much depth

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

weeniehut _jr My cousin who went to see the show with me is also a single mom. I live with both parents. So she could relate while i could relate to Evan minus the lies or the girlfriend.

@ALousyGolfer1 5 ай бұрын

It felt real.

@joecrabtree5788 4 жыл бұрын

Had the privilege to see Jessica in the role of Heidi Hansen on tour. She blew us all away! She, and the entire cast, poured every last ounce of emotion into that show. We were all bawling at the end of act 1 and throughout act 2. Cannot wait to see her again...this time in the Broadway cast!

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

Joe Crabtree I saw the show last year in Costa Mesa. Hope you got to see her share the stage with Jordan Fisher

@KLK1618 3 жыл бұрын

I second this

@pbrubin1 2 жыл бұрын

I saw this on Broadway in previews. You could hear the emotion from the audience. People were openly sobbing & sniffling. Definitely hit a chord with every parent in that crowd. I was an absolute wreck. I still lose it every single time I hear this song.

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

I left a blubbering mess after seeing this on Broadway

@jwicks747 4 жыл бұрын

I love how its like she's remembering a memory that she (in real life ) never had, damn that's good acting!

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

J Wicks Imagine Idina Menzel singing this to her son Walker before she got remarried

@rosierennie5867 3 жыл бұрын

"You'll see... I promise" I needed that. I needed that SO much 😭💔💓

@manuelorozco7760 3 жыл бұрын

Don’t we all

@vaughnweber0929 3 жыл бұрын

This was literally my Mom talking to me when my Dad left her 40 years ago. I haven't cried like this, ever. I'm calling my wonderful Mother right now. God bless this talented woman. Wow.😭😭😭

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

😭😭😭😭😭 God Bless

@imnosylviaplath 2 жыл бұрын

When I thought I couldn’t cry any harder, she then whispers, “You’ll see… I promise.” cue the waterfall 😭😭😭

@cherylhowe1541 4 жыл бұрын

This is why I love Broadway! You have to not only have to sing but be able to tell a story at the same time.

@3lizabethrose 4 жыл бұрын

Words fail.

@gimpy10 3 жыл бұрын

Jessica was my Diana in next to normal. I’ve stanned ever since

@manuelorozco7760 3 жыл бұрын

Alice was mine

@RyleeSmthing 4 жыл бұрын

Her voice is so smooth and soothing. It really sets her apart from Rachel's rendition, both are amazing in their own ways but I love the way Jessica puts in her emotion in the song.

@galicredstone 2 жыл бұрын

This performance is like a dagger in the heart. So powerful and heart wrenching. Sobbing right now.

@susankwan6229 3 жыл бұрын

I can’t believe I’m only seeing this now. I saw her in this role on tour and remember crying my eyes out when she sang this song. It was boohoo waterfall tears and my friend was making waaaay too much noise trying to find tissue paper in her purse for us to wipe our wet faces. 😭

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

I thought For Forever was tearful, this had us all in tears

@earthtominiryu 4 жыл бұрын

bro the song JUST STARTED and i'm already tearing up-

@JoyceC777 2 жыл бұрын

totally!

@ragtmt15 4 жыл бұрын

She doesn’t get enough credit!! Please write a show for her.!!! Saw Jessica twice in N2N

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

T B Or a movie

@awildantinous5302 3 жыл бұрын

how does the guitarist not just burst into tears lol

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

Omg I would have too

@sthefaniaespinosa963 4 жыл бұрын

I saw her live, she is incredibly spectacular!!! I was drowned in my own tears 😭😭😭😭😭

@shannonwetherington5366 4 жыл бұрын

Tour or broadway?

@sthefaniaespinosa963 4 жыл бұрын

Broadway!

@likeabross6 4 жыл бұрын

My perfect mom.

@katbozues 4 жыл бұрын

N2N is the last broadway (tour) show i saw that made me ugly cry...this past January, in NYC, I was front row center for DEH....jessica and andrew....i was an absolute mess by the end of it, i mean destroyed...i was privileged to meet her after the show...what a gifted performer she is...would love to have seen her live as Diana, but thank the theatre gods for youtube, bc her Diana is flawless...and i got to see Alice!

@alexmcdermott7138 4 жыл бұрын

Literally almost crying rn such a beautiful song with amazing vocals and acting just a incredible

@rayraylorenzo19 2 жыл бұрын

the most stunning performance I've watched in a while just wow

@bnorem09 4 жыл бұрын

Lord. I saw her on tour in Chicago last year and she killed me then. This is out of this world good.

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

Brent Norem I saw it in Costa Mesa. I agree this is so good

@jeffreymiller8150 3 жыл бұрын

This is by far my favorite performance of this piece. I teach voice and vocal performance for a living, so my ears are perking up at all of the nuanced things she's doing. And it almost sounds like she delays the diphthong on the word "house" where she lingers on an "ah" (like "at") before eventually moving to the "oh" (show) of "house." Typically, I would blend the transition between the two vowels or linger on the midpoint "aaah" (like "cot")** instead, and then finish the lip rounding for the brief "oh" before the "s." I wonder if she has a Southern or Midwestern accent? Anyway, who cares!? Her acting is SUPERB! I'm just a voice nerd listening to Jessica Phillips singing this on repeat. *SHRUG* *SWOON* ** I know it's a diphthong (as in two vowels) but there are other vowel sounds that are passed by when the tongue moves from the first to the second position for the diphthong. Perhaps no one who knows the term diphthong would even call me out on this. "If a pedant makes an argument in a forest and no other pedant is around to debate it, does it still sound persnickety?" - ME

@TheOwensillars 3 жыл бұрын

Jessica Phillips is a freaking Queen !!

@Tdotpescot 3 жыл бұрын

I can’t make it past, “Is there another truck coming to our driveway? A truck that will take mommy away?” I could never imagine my son feeling such confusion and sadness. I can’t imagine him not understanding why the people he loves would be leaving him. Just this thought crushes me. Little man, you will always be my everything and I will always make sure you know that.

@jacoblopez4733 3 ай бұрын

i LOOOOVVE the “ur mom” moment so impactful! What a legend. 😹😹😹 tysm so emotional rn😹😹😹

@jeffdrought4299 4 жыл бұрын

Wow. First pleasure of ever seeing/hearing this beautiful artist. Love the passion and powerful voice. Thank you

@estel-randir 4 жыл бұрын

She is absolutely stunning! I've only heard of her before this because she was the u/s for Alice Ripley's Diana in Next to Normal. She kicked that show's ass, too!

@veb_edvard 4 жыл бұрын

She was the shit as the attorney in law & order...

@ambman911 4 жыл бұрын

Jusdt amazing, shows you how this show effects even a professional actress. Plus the guitar player was amazing

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

ambman911 Personally i can relate to Evan because i have autism and am in despeeate need for friends around my age. But luckily i have time for my parents, brothers and our extended family of friends. Its been eight years since I graduated high school and one year later, I still wish this beautiful show was around during my four years at Long Beach Poly. Would have been timlier

@kylerutherford 4 жыл бұрын

Who would dislike this!!!!!

@FLOWERSANDSLOTS 2 жыл бұрын

FLAWLESS.

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

One year ago today January 5th 2009, my cousin Crystal took me to see the show when the tour stopped in Costa Mesa. Jessica Phillips here was playing Evan’s mom opposite Stephen Christopher Anthony as Evan. And she has a lovely voice here. This is one of my favorite songs in the show! Crystal my cousin relates to this song and Ms Hansen struggles because of her being a single mom and trying to raise her son Noah who will be ten years old this year. That day was worth getting the winter cold over with my cousin!

@tmt2225 4 жыл бұрын

i was just feeling so awful, this song and performance was like a cathartic hug from a person who gets it

@jacoblopez4733 3 ай бұрын

Right! The “i piss” at the end and the “ur moms not goin anywhere” rlly had me in my feels! What a voice 🐒

@malenadibella9593 4 жыл бұрын

Masterpiece

@yuke1256 4 жыл бұрын

I saw her in seattle. So amazing

@dleightable 4 жыл бұрын

@omirpbritney 4 жыл бұрын

I UGLY CRIED through half of this show...it was amazing

@saintedallas 4 жыл бұрын

she's my favoriteeeeeeee version

@2uzoo 3 жыл бұрын

I wish I had been loved like this.

@aono8581 3 жыл бұрын

her voice is so powerful...

@smartalec5042 3 жыл бұрын

I sent this video to my mom and she cried.

@iluvRENT07 4 жыл бұрын

Jessica Phillips is such an amazing performer! This was honest and real. Damn, I want a Masterclass

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

Jalen Brown I dont have a passion to act anymore like in my high school days. But that would be almost fun as a masterclass with Idina Menzel even before she became known to the world as Elsa. I saw Jessica last year on the DEH tour

@noahsprague5242 4 жыл бұрын

Merry Christmas to us 🤩

@ndv180 4 жыл бұрын

Saw her on tour in Boston last July. Her performance of this number was so moving I was incapable of applauding as the couch she sat on disappeared into darkness.

@willcoleman2458 4 жыл бұрын

I’m literally sobbing

@skreiztin 2 жыл бұрын

I’ve heard a few versions of this song and this is still my favorite. She told me a story…and I believe her.

@sgoesally 4 жыл бұрын

I saw this musical on west end for its opening and I just cried the entire time.

@josephsalvoro-patterson522 4 жыл бұрын

So my Mom and I saw “Dear Evan Hansen” out of pure luck, [a family friend and her wife gave us their tickets since they couldn’t go], I didn’t know the musical much- and my Mom isn’t into musicals at all. But this scene, my goodness- she and I bawled because it gave us flashbacks of how my Dad left us the same way as Evan’s dad did. I’m not a fan of the musical’s storyline, but man this song packs a punch.

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

Joseph Salvoro-Patterson I dont blame you. Luckily i live with both my mom and dad. This song and Evans resolve in the end was pretty forgiving for his lie about Connor and break up with Zoe. Luckily i came prepared for the bittersweet ending.

@misspriss2482 3 жыл бұрын

@@manuelorozco7760 I don't know. What was exposing him to the entire world going to do? Punish him for the rest of his life? Have the public turn on him? That wouldn't have changed what he did or made the Murphys feel better. Ultimately the Murphys didn't do that because they chose to be better people. Besides, it's not like he didn't get any consequences. He lost the Murphys and more importantly, he lost Zoe as his girlfriend. You could tell that Evan still wanted her at the end, but she was not having it. As we grow in maturity, one of the things that we realize is how all of us have done bad things that we want forgiveness for. None of us are so good, perfect, and pure that we can sit on a moral high horse and look down on others for messing up. If we want grace and forgiveness for ourselves, we need to learn how to extend it to others.

@manuelorozco7760 3 жыл бұрын

@@misspriss2482 Well i would not be too happy about hiding how alone i felt from everyone. But I'm glad the Murphys never told

@BryanBMusic 2 жыл бұрын

Agreed. I don’t love the show but as a child of divorced parents this song hits hard. I even remember playing in my dad’s truck the day he left and having my mom stay my rock. They really captured the ethos.

@isaacgreenland9083 4 жыл бұрын

I love this so much I’m actually crying while watching this 10/10

@torim1224 4 жыл бұрын

I’ve loved her since Next to Normal!!!

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

Tori M N2N and DEH are two equally beautiful shows

@jadamendez3015 4 жыл бұрын

YES YES YES

@markwilliams4657 4 жыл бұрын

I’m not crying ... yeah I’m crying

@carolineturner8915 4 жыл бұрын

i love deh’

@nataliagonzalez8623 4 жыл бұрын

why hasn’t this blown up

@trb7153 2 жыл бұрын

Wow. Bravo. Simply outstanding.

@lukeworsham1757 4 жыл бұрын

Saw Jessica when she was with the national tour. She gives a breathtaking performance as Heidi.

@krishansood9088 6 ай бұрын

This is such a standout Broadway performance for me - you feel every single word. When she sings ‘your mom isn’t going anywhere, your mom is staying right here’ it makes me weep because you know how damaged Evan was at that point - he needed someone to love him. An unbelievable performance from an extraordinary actor.

@kylerutherford 4 жыл бұрын

I never heard this song before I saw the tour earlier this year. I will never ever listen to this song without tearing up

@michl8379 2 жыл бұрын

Had the honor of seeing her play Heidi recently. Pretty sure everyone in my row was crying by the end of this song 😭

@emilymcginnis4428 4 жыл бұрын

I’ve NEVER cried over a song before, but this rendition almost made me.

@linzzz519 Жыл бұрын

Let it all out! 😭😭😭

@kinyemi12 4 жыл бұрын

I was keeping it together until that “I promise”

@MateusRodrigues-vs7po 4 жыл бұрын

I was keeping it together, then the music started.

@kylerutherford 3 жыл бұрын

This is just amazing.. I hope she continues with the show when Broadway comes back

@josephalansmith9611 4 жыл бұрын

OH MY GOSH I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOREVER TO HEAR THIS AND WOW SHE IS AMAZING.

@Star-ou5gq 4 жыл бұрын

Her voice sounds so beautiful here! Also her ACTING IS SO GOOD

@hefinrosser8685 4 жыл бұрын

Omg so brilliant xxx

@BjarneBergheim 4 жыл бұрын

WOW JUST WOW! This was amazing!!!

@PRACTICALLYTIME 4 жыл бұрын

every time i hear this song my eyes tear up 🥺🥺🥺

@benkaufman2311 4 жыл бұрын

Wonderful performance.

@Lcb1123 4 жыл бұрын

Saw her on the tour! She was fantastic and this rendition is wonderful only now I’m going to ugly cry.

@tommybe4059 4 жыл бұрын

I saw her live this week-end and she is such an amazing artist! Live she is absolutely stunning!

@teainortakoy 4 жыл бұрын

Incredible performance.

@gramps2matt 4 жыл бұрын

Totally amazing performance.

@carlyjulie9461 3 жыл бұрын

I saw her perform this in Tampa and just WOW. She’s incredible.

@sarahlanddog 4 жыл бұрын

I saw her on tour! So amazing!!!

@martinas3513 4 жыл бұрын

I'm in love with her rendition of this song. She's amazing, I love her voice!

@linzzz519 Жыл бұрын

This is everything! I just can’t…

@bobbyfasel 4 жыл бұрын

OWWWWWWWWWWW

@bobbyfasel 4 жыл бұрын

my heart

@sammiglosemeyer3748 4 жыл бұрын

wow i've been waiting for this since chelsea nachman posted a pic of it on her story. i've never clicked faster

@productionmanager11 4 жыл бұрын

Sobbing in the office ... again. I've seen it in Broadway and I've waited for a version so raw and real. Loved it. Thank you

@MusicalNerd-th6bk 4 жыл бұрын

Merry Christmas!!🎅💜🎄 I'M SO EXCITED!!🙌😊😄😀💚

@julesd0m Жыл бұрын

Saw her 3 times shes amazing💙

@collinnc2001 2 жыл бұрын

I saw this live….. my heart aches now this is so beautiful

@pauloalmeidda9427 4 жыл бұрын

Christmas Eve and you are giving me the feels?? Why are you so mean? This was marvelous!!!

@carlyjulie9461 4 жыл бұрын

Amazing

@sagewiseman8790 4 жыл бұрын

I've had a try rough couple of days and this was so comforting and lovely 💗

@manuelorozco7760 4 жыл бұрын

not tyler joseph We could use some of that right now with the virus

@noonedeservestobeforgotten Жыл бұрын

This is absolutely beautiful and she was such a good heidi and how is the guitarist not bawling?

@ethan1969 2 жыл бұрын

I actually just saw Dear Evan Hansen not too long ago with her as Heidi I’m pretty sure. God it was so good I almost cried

@mog04 3 жыл бұрын

"your mom isn't going anywhere, you mom is staying right here, no matter what I'll be here" I almost lost my Mum to cancer ten years ago, and to this day the idea of her not being around terrifies me. So these lyrics always break me when I think about how unlucky we could have all been and how lucky we all are that she kicked it's fucking ass.