Red Racer you mean good job doctor

big meech 😂 so true!

Yeah, that is really good, Boogie.

He didn't lose a single pound himself because he ain't got the nuts to lmao

its the truth. he put in about 3 weeks of work then stopped for the surgery.

NintendoCapriSun someone should have told Elvis that...

That would be a shitty way to die

Nitresz _ Zing!

Oh hey, Tim! Wasn't expecting to see you here.

he died in the bathroom not on the toilet ...... lol

I work in the 3D industry too and I completely agree! It's amazing to create movies, but it doesn't always go well, and some projects are definitely harder than others! Taking some time off inbetween periods of stress is the best gift someone can give to himself!

@Pixar the great wtf dude lol.

Feel free to Google me. I assure you I am legit. My name is C. Andrew Nelson. I spent 4 years at Industrial Light & Magic as a compositor, rotoscoper, matte painter, and texture artist working on the Star Wars prequels, Galaxy Quest, Jurassic Park III, The Perfect Storm and other films. Before that I was at LucasArts Entertainment company for 6 years where I was a visual effects supervisor and senior artist working on many Star Wars & non-Star Wars games. After leaving ILM I ran the VFX Department at the Academy of Art University for several years before becoming a freelance visual effects supervisor & animation consultant for companies such as Disney, Fox, Nickelodeon, MTV, Electronic Arts, PBS, Hasbro Interactive and many others. I have also served multiple terms on the Board of Directors of the Visual Effects Society. Here on KZfaq I run a fish tank channel called Aquatasy because keeping tropical fish is the hobby that keeps me sane while working in the high pressure business of film, television, and games. By the way there is even a videos on my channel called "The Fish Awakens" that was shot in the lobby of Industrial Light & Magic. I did not bring up my career here in the comments in order to grandstand. I merely used an example from my own life in order to encourage Boogie because I greatly admire him. Now if after you have Googled my name, watched my Aquatasy channel videos, checked out my C. Andrew Nelson channel, looked me up on IMDb and Wikipedia, or visited my official website you still find yourself skeptical then there isn't much more that I can do for you. I would, however, respectfully request that you not hurl expletives and accusations at people you do not know simply because you doubt what they say. As stated, my original comment was one of empathy directed solely at Boogie in support of what he is going through, drawing a parallel from my own career purely to establish that I know firsthand the kind of pressure he is under as a creator. I'm not sure why you are so upset by that. I hope this clears things up for you.

+CustardGanet Well, it was a bit of a disappointment when we had the company screening for The Phantom Menace. Expectations were so high. I remember there being dead silence at the end of the screening with a collective feeling of, "Uh...is that it??" I had much lowered expectations working on Attack of the Clones. I also saw a lot more of that film ahead of time because I was working on multiple sequences, whereas with Episode 1 I worked mostly on the Gungan ground battle. So I had a much higher opinion of Ep2 due to my cautious expectations. By the time Revenge of the Sith rolled around I had already left ILM and dodged that bullet. I truly like George. I may not have agreed with all his decisions regarding plot & characters, however when it comes to visuals he knows his stuff. Working for him was like a master class in that sense. Soul-crushing would be all my ILM co-workers who were assigned to Wild Wild West. Incredible effects work, hideously awful movie.

+Aquatasy I was a kid when both came out in cinema (I was around 10-12 from memory) and I loved both x) Growing up I definitely saw the flaws but you and your coworkers should still be proud, kids loved their work :P Working with Lucas must have been such a great experience! I hope I get to work with people with such a vision in my artist career!

Marlon Mendez I think kylo ren said that.

FroztiProductions If he did, he was quoting Janet Fitch.

Ray Norman that is Rilly nice of you. And ya you are important to lot of people.

Hey mate, you're going to pull through too. Whatever you're doing, it will pass. Things will get better.

Maybe something that makes it hard for him, is that it is only a one way conversation. He puts in so much, but doesn't get the same back. I think it's an issue with many vloggers.

I feel the same

Rachael Marks I agree. That's why I wrote what I did so that if he sees my comment he'll feel better

That's soo nice and I second that literally making the world a better place, he certainly is doing it's amazing how much progress he's made!

Oh shit Joey, I didn’t know you watched boogie vids!! Hope you’re doing great, miss all your dip reviews :)

yeah i smoke pot off and on but theres a lot of people where weed isn't even enjoyable. Like sometimes when I smoke it just makes me all quiet and self conscious if I'm around people and also certain strains just make my heart pound and give me anxiety.. its like not even enjoyable lol. The opposite of euphoric basically. There is certain strains though that I actually like. And i know plenty of other people who get these same effects from it. Also I'm pretty sure weed is still illegal in the state boogie lives in I remember him talking about in another video he said doesn't really like the effects and plus its illegal there.. something like that.

JoeyLeddzDippin94 Bro, how has ur health been seen ur last video?

JoeyLeddzDippin94 he should try kratom for the pain

I lived in the past and constantly dwelled on depressing things when I smoked every day.

Well said👍

So true

Yea, totally on point! Boogie puts his heart out here to me and I really appreciate and can relate to so much he says. Our lives couldn't be more different on the outside, but inside we have the same doubts and pain and conflicts and have to work through them. It's therapudic to watch as I'm sure it is for him to make.

Maverick5588 i totally agree

make that 300,000 people

That is literally an *entire CITY/TOWN!*

Maverick5588 your at 250,000 now

I don't want to sound like a Troll, but Boogie hasn't done a hard day's work in his entire life. There was once a time when he created websites for people and did search engine optimisation (I don't know the jargon, but he made certain searches in search engines more likely to show up for a fee). But again, he did that in the comfort of his own bedroom, and it only substituted his income, as he has always relied on Government handouts along the way. But in a reality where today's tech doesn't exist, he never would have done that (therefor he'd of done nothing), as Boogie is too lazy to get a real job. P.S. Again, I hate to sound like a Troll, but Boogie literally does very little in terms of work (he has even admitted it himself, "without the Internet, without KZfaq I'd still be on disability" and it is really sad for him to have that belief about himself (he basically gave up work a long time ago).

Passion of the Nerd nice words, all my best to you

Wise words! However, in this day and age, where ppl get triggered by ridiculous things, it's probably a necessity to include a disclaimer like this :/ But again, very wise words...

Very well said. Once you truly experience what's it's like to be in a state of suffering, I find that you are much more empathetic to those that are in that state.

Passion of the Nerd good shit right here. I will steal this and sound smart tomororw. Thanks. Also gonna get this book. Sound like a good read

Great book, I should read it again.

FrostedJr Respect to you for your labor. Even if people don't say it your work is appreciated by the communities that take advantage of it and don't even know it

YOU TOOK THE WORDS OUT OF MY MOUTH !!!!

Metal For Breakfast i agree my friend

True bro lol 😁 boogie is a good person i want to see him happy

Metal For Breakfast boogie boogie boogie can't you see

I don't want to sound like a Troll, but Boogie hasn't done a hard day's work in his entire life. There was once a time when he created websites for people and did search engine optimisation (I don't know the jargon, but he made certain searches in search engines more likely to show up for a fee). But again, he did that in the comfort of his own bedroom, and it only substituted his income, as he has always relied on Government handouts along the way. But in a reality where today's tech doesn't exist, he never would have done that (therefor he'd of done nothing), as Boogie is too lazy to get a real job. P.S. Again, I hate to sound like a Troll, but Boogie literally does very little in terms of work (he has even admitted it himself, "without the Internet, without KZfaq I'd still be on disability" and it is really sad for him to have that belief about himself (he basically gave up work a long time ago).

300k now

people on the internet aren't real people.

LOL. The last people you should talk to about personal issues are anonymous randoms in the youtube comment fields.

@ Daniel Gyllenbreider, True. I learned that lesson the hard way years ago.

Villordsutch Lol shut up nobody

Gerg C you know he doesn’t care right😂😂

you´re*

Kinda like 72 virgins

I think the afterlife would be kinder to Boogie. Just saying.

And gaming, and weird toy channels and clickbait kids channels

Skankhunt 42 OMG it's skankhunt 42! Lol

Skankhunt 42 wow it's you...

I don't want to sound like a Troll, but Boogie hasn't done a hard day's work in his entire life. There was once a time when he created websites for people and did search engine optimisation (I don't know the jargon, but he made certain searches in search engines more likely to show up for a fee). But again, he did that in the comfort of his own bedroom, and it only substituted his income, as he has always relied on Government handouts along the way. But in a reality where today's tech doesn't exist, he never would have done that (therefor he'd of done nothing), as Boogie is too lazy to get a real job. P.S. Again, I hate to sound like a Troll, but Boogie literally does very little in terms of work (he has even admitted it himself, "without the Internet, without KZfaq I'd still be on disability" and it is really sad for him to have that belief about himself (he basically gave up work a long time ago).

Wears name

just because he isn't doing manual labor doesn't mean he isn't working hard. very few people do manual labor jobs. ill bet you don't even do a manual labor job, and if I'm wrong, oh well. but don't try to say he hasn't worked hard to earn a gold play button, or worked hard to earn every single view, subscription, dollar and sponsor he has. its insulting the work he has done to get to this point.

im happy somone has the balls to say it

At least the youtube comments' algorithm is based of silly humans and not a broken and stubborn ai.

It could also be right in a sense if we are living in a universe determined by a metaphysical indefinite reoccurence.

Well said :)

Uchiha no duh

I'm a perfect example. My life changing event was when I had to leave a whole WORLD behind (friends, family, way of life etc.) when I moved countries... But I was awake during MY "operation" of a life changing event - I distinctly remember that horrible, depressing and painful feeling of something [A PART OF ME] *crushing* inside me and dying, one certain morning of my reminiscing my past life... to which I am ever so nostalgic to this very day... I actually died TWICE in my lifetime so far... What's left of me.........

The !st Winner what's left? After all that, your here on KZfaq helping people in the comments.... A good person, that's what's left. Be proud of yourself you seem nicer than most.

I don't know him so I can't form an opinion or argue your points with any valid facts. I was just speaking as one overweight person to another. Not really anything else. Maybe some one else would be able to speak about this.

I really don't think it's the behavior of a manipulative egomaniac. On youtube, he's restricted by the terms of service creators have to abide by, so he has to censor himself to a certain degree. Also, pretty much everybody has a professional demeanor that's different from how they act outside of work. I think you're being too quick to make assumptions.

tonster181g all you gotta do is find a woman better than her but for him I don't see that

jeommy kin - This guy knows what's up.

jeommy kin yeah but with somebody like him he will never be happy with himself he's just a person that's always gonna find something wrong with himself that's why he needs all the love he can get from other ppl its so obvious

True, however I only get paid like 11 a hr but yano im not complaining.

haleynicolewbu marry me

Dont be creepin on people in comments and shit trying to marry people you dont know lol

DP/DR, Depersonalization or Derealization. Having dealt with it myself, being stuck in a dream state is a good way to describe it. It's pretty much everything you described above.

Maybe he means that his old self died. So his old personality or subpersonality, dependent on food and what not, died. It is not necessarily a bad thing, it happens to people all the time. Sometimes it is more severe than others. Sometimes you just have to do one thing differently, and sometimes you're cracked open like a nut and can't move on. You will need to get to know yourself again and probably shed a lot of things you identified with. That's what he said as well, he's in his biggest free fall. So that is what I think he means with dieing.

+naters pataters Major lol thank you for that!!

Mick Mickymick

Does the same apply to using "than" instead of the more correct "then?"

TroutButter it was funny; let's keep it that way, ight?

That made my day 😂

TroutButter lol! True! Both are funny.

AXF I was going to say the same thing. It's also very common with depression.

He talked about experiencing Depersonalization in depth on the H3 podcast.

Souplespoon Did he really? I must’ve missed that/forgotten about it

AXF yep! If I remember correctly Ethan had also been experiencing depersonalization disorder for a few years. Boogie's is a defence mechanism of sorts spawned by his ptsd.

I agree he’s a great guy. I wouldn’t listen to anyone else ramble

Shush grandpa

Its actually a rambing video, read the title

Sean Savage Rambing* I think you mean