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REALEST SONG IVE HEARD IN A MINUTE | Ren x Chinchilla- Chalk Outlines (live) | Reaction

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Cliff Beats

Cliff Beats

Күн бұрын

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@kimzwolinski9919
@kimzwolinski9919 Жыл бұрын
This should have been on the Grammys 😊 They are so much better than 80 percent of the people nominated ❤
@ubtrippn6202
@ubtrippn6202 Жыл бұрын
Absolutely 💯
@evolutionviii12
@evolutionviii12 Жыл бұрын
Damn straight!
@seafineart
@seafineart Жыл бұрын
Literally….
@daddoudan
@daddoudan Жыл бұрын
80%? More like 99.99%!
@kimzwolinski9919
@kimzwolinski9919 Жыл бұрын
@@daddoudan I agree 😆 I was just trying to be generous
@RoadLessTraveledMedia
@RoadLessTraveledMedia Жыл бұрын
Chinchilla's first line is "sertraline, and a sip of serotonin" - I broke out in tears when I heard that. Very relatable.
@mackenzies6020
@mackenzies6020 Жыл бұрын
Same, I was taking sertraline for ages and it hit me like a brick
@donald7244
@donald7244 Жыл бұрын
I too was taking sertraline. I was so dependent upon it and would get manic when I ran out. I quit cold turkey.
@FearDaReaper
@FearDaReaper Жыл бұрын
Bro that’s exactly what happened to me. I’ve been on them for like ten years now.
@rossmcgregor3369
@rossmcgregor3369 Жыл бұрын
Sertaline is a bitch. Citalopram does me wonders x
@DoofyAasssKids
@DoofyAasssKids Жыл бұрын
For those who are wondering, it’s the generic name for Zoloft. And yes, it sucks.
@yungcharlied
@yungcharlied Жыл бұрын
I have an autoimmune disorder, chronic illness, and severe depression bc of it all. I have spent the last few years on my couch completely vacant. I used to do a lot. I have had my poetry and photography published in the past. I wanted to make short films but never did. I lost all desire in life. These videos, the messages, and your reactions have really been helping me. Thank you for doing these.
@Pepperwindu
@Pepperwindu 12 күн бұрын
Thank you for telling us your truth 🙏
@jenjensage7242
@jenjensage7242 Жыл бұрын
This is such a beautiful song. My son deals with depression and has repeatedly said that he feels “dead inside”. He is 14 and has been saying this since he was 10. Outside of going to school he, pretty much, lives in his room. I try to get him to come join the rest of the family, but he rarely does. It breaks my heart. I just want him to realize it’s ok to feel ok. It’s ok to be happy about something. I worry about him constantly. Thanks for doing this one Cliff. Ren is absolutely amazing. First time hearing Chinchilla. She has an amazing voice as well. ✌🏻
@philsilverthorn
@philsilverthorn Жыл бұрын
Such a horrible illness to deal with both for the person depressed and for family. A loving family means so much though - even if sometimes it feels it's making little difference it does. It just takes time. My thoughts go out to him, to you and your family. Stay strong.
@jenjensage7242
@jenjensage7242 Жыл бұрын
@@philsilverthorn Thank you. That actually means a lot. ✌🏻😊
@RepstarVixen
@RepstarVixen Жыл бұрын
Now i know very little about your son or your situation of course, but as someone whose depression started around 13 years old (i'm 30 now) the best advice i can give is: Try to figure out if your son is "dead inside" cause they just cant connect with themselves due to dysphoria. It took me till 25 to realize i was trans and when i did so incredibly many puzzle pieces in my life clicked together. I'm not quite sure how you would breach this topic with them but maybe just try to go into it with an angle on if they feel different, how they feel about their body. If they wish to look different or be someone else. Alternatively you could also look into signs of ADHD or Autism (i know i'm quite the mental mess and this comment is just in the hope that i can possibly save someone for decades of suffering through questioning) I also suggest looking into getting a therapist for more specialized help. It took me 12 different therapists/psychiatrists/life coaches to find the right one that could help me so dont give up when the first couple of them dont work out. Also, keep talking with them, make sure they know they can tell you anything without any judgement from your side, the one thing that got me through the worst of my depression was knowing that through it all my mom had my back (untill she had a brain tumor that is but that is a whole different story) I can not promise this will help, i can not say it will be easy. All i can say for sure is that there is *something* that is eating at your child, they are carrying some form of burden, without maybe even they themselves realizing it and it is weighing them down to the point of them already starting to get tired of having to carry it through life. I really hope you and your child can get through it. And let me tell you the absolute biggest warning sign to look out for, when they suddenly seem to snap out of it by themselves without any real action from your side to solve any issue and then *appear* to be happy again. When that happened to me i had fully disassociated with myself and my first suicide attempt was half a year later. It will be scary to deal with all this but the fact you made this comment shows you care a great deal and i believe you can be strong enough for your child to help them.
@jenjensage7242
@jenjensage7242 Жыл бұрын
@@RepstarVixenThank you so much for your comment. I do have a good relationship with my son. He does have ASD and he has had many therapists. We (his parents) have done everything in our power to help him. I have reinforced with my son that we support him 100%, but we can’t do the work for him. Actually this school year I have seen huge improvements in him. He’s doing well in school and has made some really good friends. Again, thank you for your comment. It means a lot to me. Take care of yourself. ✌🏻❤️😊
@LastTryMedia
@LastTryMedia Жыл бұрын
💚💚
@coolsk8ter888
@coolsk8ter888 Жыл бұрын
One-take, live vocals, let's get it! 🤘
@AMikeStein
@AMikeStein Жыл бұрын
I love how they sing TO each other instead of around each other.
@FearDaReaper
@FearDaReaper Жыл бұрын
Why the fuck do I tear up every time every song. This guy speaks to my soul. Sitting here on sertraline myself been left on them for like ten years man. I feel like rens music is the first I’ve felt anything properly in years. Incredible. I need to meet this man.
@AnotherWun
@AnotherWun Жыл бұрын
I'm really glad you reacted to this one and enjoyed it, most reactors seem to be skipping it for some reason. This is another one of Ren's songs that really resonates with me and I enjoy seeing other people enjoy that. Thanks for your reactions.
@IratePuffin
@IratePuffin Жыл бұрын
Probably because a lot of reactors prefer his rap. Idk… I’m even guilty of skipping it for awhile. Anytime I hear a new artist I love I have a tendency to avoid diving into their catalog for fear I’ll hate it. Lol I know, I’m weird.
@herbalsummer
@herbalsummer Жыл бұрын
Same with his song Diazepam
@allybandy3047
@allybandy3047 Жыл бұрын
They broke me with this one. I've been 19 years going through much the same issues of autoimmune disorder, depression, injuries, and constant pain. It's all learning how to cope with every new pitfall.
@Rookslife
@Rookslife Жыл бұрын
Have you been tested for EDS? My partner going through similar. Also childhood trauma can cause issues like this later in life. Sorry you’re suffering.
@allybandy3047
@allybandy3047 Жыл бұрын
@@Rookslife Looked it up just now and it doesn't fit the symptoms. I have been officially diagnosed with Meniere's (now at endstage), Hashimoto's, Sclerosis, Degenerative Disc Disease, Zygapophysial Joint Arthropathy, COPD, rashes, and kidney failure. Top this off by falling head first down a ravine that damaged my C3 and C4 limiting my mobility. The main issue is trying to do therapy for one problem aggravates the others. Still, thank you for reaching out. It means more than you might know. Hearing Ren's story has also helped keep me pressing on to smile each day and try to help someone else smile too. You are a blessing ♥as is this community.
@Rookslife
@Rookslife Жыл бұрын
@@allybandy3047 that is an awful lot on your plate! I’m glad you find help in his work it’s definitely a breath of fresh air hearing someone make this type of music around these topics. Blessings to you for your commendable strength.
@JennyAnton
@JennyAnton Жыл бұрын
Chalk Outlines has always been my favourite Ren song and the blend of their voices is hauntingly beautiful.
@eloerch7
@eloerch7 Жыл бұрын
Real knows Real. Keep being you Cliff. Much love to anyone who reads this. "Dont cry, there's a pill for everything"
@Colley_
@Colley_ 11 ай бұрын
It's the eye contact in the chorus for me.
@williamfulcher314
@williamfulcher314 Жыл бұрын
youre the only reactor, so far, that encourages us to like and sub to the artists we love. its small things like this that are important. love it
@typofan
@typofan Жыл бұрын
Heartwrenching beautiful
@codycornette5238
@codycornette5238 Жыл бұрын
Can anyone else literally not stop thinking about this man's music. I can't get enough of it if I'm not listening to anything I can find he does on Spotify or KZfaq to watching others having such emotional reactions similar to what I have, man it's powerful stuff . Ren deserves a movement.. it's such a profound creative expression of ones self in such an articulate understanding relatable emotion of art. Rens range of topics an his ability make his music emote is unparalleled. chinchilla is dope to but I have a hankering that wildly talented an creative people tend to work with people they see are cut from atleast the same type of fabric lol love your reactions they're one thee most authentic out there. Seems the older I get that's all I want I crave authentic real people Which would explain why NF an Ren are my two favorite artists... I had a thought today about how cool it would be to have NFs Fear an Evil Rens characters do a Collab an intertwine those two characters in a dark dynamic 🤯🤯 something tells me it'd be brilliant lol have a blessed day sir. Sorry that's so long lol
@monykasaso
@monykasaso 9 ай бұрын
I recently discovered this song and I had such an emotional response to it. It's unreal. Thank you Cliff.
@mrsmith6763
@mrsmith6763 Жыл бұрын
Yup. No words. 🎯🎵🙏🔥💯
@gwynethzen77
@gwynethzen77 Жыл бұрын
Love your channel so much. This song actually got me to taper off my clonazapam. (Like a long acting Valium) been on them for 15 years. This song hit HARD in all the best ways. Thanks for always shouting out to the people struggling with mental health. ❤
@CumulusSkies
@CumulusSkies Жыл бұрын
I’ll just say I have “profound cPTSD” (says my therapist), severe chronic pain, and I’m tired. So very tired of it all. Living, pushing through with “a great big smile”, suffering…it’s a lot. Every day I wake up, I’m gutted to still be here. I’m way past wanting to tap out. This song makes me weep; it makes me feel less alone. Anyway, I hope everyone here is doing ok and hanging in there.💜
@tooshay7396
@tooshay7396 Жыл бұрын
This is the kind of love performance that should be at the Grammys nominated (& wins) for best song of the year. But it goes against their business model
@tooshay7396
@tooshay7396 Жыл бұрын
LIVE performances
@chronicinokla
@chronicinokla Жыл бұрын
Ooooohhhhh yyyyessss. Been waiting for this one. Much ❤️ thank you.
@margaretc5679
@margaretc5679 Жыл бұрын
Something I didn't notice until just now... the lights flicker just before he enters that space. And then they flicker again before Chinchilla comes into frame and begins singing. It's like they're entering another dimension. Durint the first verse he says "I" and then switches to "We". The tiny details and nuance in his videos leave so much to discover even after multiple views!
@TheBorderRyker
@TheBorderRyker Жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful song. But it breaks my heart every time. ❤️‍🩹
@ra1youu
@ra1youu Жыл бұрын
"Sertraline and a sip of seratonin". Sertraline is Zoloft in the US.
@michellefarley7319
@michellefarley7319 Жыл бұрын
I’ve heard this song so many times, and it still brings a tear to my eyes. I never went the medication route, but I buried my feelings with a great big smile and bottling up Emotions can be just as deadly as masking them with medication I had to come to realize I don’t have to be the strong person and it’s OK if I break down, I’ve been through a lot and it’s only made me stronger and who I am today and if I can use my pain to help others that is medication to me.
@justjasontm
@justjasontm Жыл бұрын
I love how he can go from rapping rapping, to this, to Hi Ren or amazing story telling like Jenny & Screech. All while be so relatable and real every time
@mama_nez
@mama_nez Жыл бұрын
This song makes me fucking cry
@brreed71
@brreed71 Жыл бұрын
Chinchillas voice is so raw. So beautiful.
@blooaloo7820
@blooaloo7820 Жыл бұрын
That they had the foresight to choose the location not just for it's visual ambience, but also because it's natural reverb falloff speed is perfect for the tempo. When she pauses at the end of the music for the gentle outro.. Spot on, wonderful link between audio and visual.
@loadedorygun
@loadedorygun Жыл бұрын
He has a real knack for acoustics. The decay at the end of hi ren is so awesome.
@supertuscans9512
@supertuscans9512 Жыл бұрын
The respect you paid Chinchilla was dope!
@arniestevenson1
@arniestevenson1 Жыл бұрын
Dude, I love your channel and the way you breakdown and react to videos and songs. I am a 50 year old who loves all music but especially rap. I have also been recently hit with lots of depression and anxiety and they have been putting me through all these different meds to try to find the one that works, meanwhile I feel like I am losing it sometimes. Watching your reactions helps me tons. It’s my therapy and I just want to say thank you! I’ve also got to say that Ren is a beast. I am so glad he has been found for the masses. This song is exactly what I’ve been icing the last few months. Please keep up the good work buddy.
@StonedTechN9cian
@StonedTechN9cian Жыл бұрын
Ren and Sam Tompkins "Blind Eyed", original song of there's, few different performances of it but them performing it in a parking garage while getting kicked out is hilarious, n they don't miss a beat!
@jw1289
@jw1289 Жыл бұрын
I’m so glad you covered this one. It is quickly coming to be my go-to Ren song. It’s sad yet beautiful.
@19Andrea78
@19Andrea78 Жыл бұрын
Love this song!!! ❤️
@collinking4310
@collinking4310 Жыл бұрын
I feel like some of us will be telling our grandchildren about Ren and how special it was to discover him. I See Ren as a voice for generations to come!! Music and healing for the masses. ✌❤💪
@IratePuffin
@IratePuffin Жыл бұрын
So glad you’re staying on the Ren train!! I knew this one would hit you!
@chrisgreenwell3404
@chrisgreenwell3404 Жыл бұрын
such relief in a sip of serotonin
@Mom_Life3
@Mom_Life3 Жыл бұрын
I love Ren. It is a beautiful song. I cried the first time I heard this. Thanks for the reaction Cliff. Send lots of love. 🤍🤍🤍
@kirstyoneill6609
@kirstyoneill6609 Жыл бұрын
This is amazing xx they both killed it xx ❤️🐢❤️ xx
@loadedorygun
@loadedorygun Жыл бұрын
It strikes me that the way Ren does his videos makes it clear there’s no auto tune at play. It’s pretty revolutionary to assert these days. It’s almost like queen who used to put”no synthesizers” on their album covers.
@Keeley-Rabbit-Hole
@Keeley-Rabbit-Hole Жыл бұрын
I love this song. I also love ‘how to be me’ which he also did with Chinchilla. The first medication she mentions is Sertraline-anti anxiety/depression medication. Great reaction. 🖤🤘
@ricksurratt9034
@ricksurratt9034 Жыл бұрын
Sertraline is one of the wonderful pills that I take every day
@russellturner3620
@russellturner3620 Жыл бұрын
Love your reactions. Ren is an unbelievable talent.
@philharry7213
@philharry7213 Жыл бұрын
Ren is a genius just amazing.
@gabrielpettersson2069
@gabrielpettersson2069 Жыл бұрын
Love that song. It feels like one of the songs I used to hear when I was a kid that stay with me forever.
@dennisvernonhaydock
@dennisvernonhaydock Жыл бұрын
This is so fantastic! An even more stunning duet (IMO) is "Ren X Chinchilla - How To Be Me (live)"
@Shiroar
@Shiroar Жыл бұрын
I mean if the sound of the chair impressed you then yeah the song itself was bound to blow your mind 😂 It really is such a beautiful song and damn some of those lyrics… “I’m scared of being okay cause all things change” really hits differently.
@rhondaanderson1694
@rhondaanderson1694 Жыл бұрын
Wow. He never fails to amaze me. A beautiful duet. Much respect for the one take artistry. I don't know who else does this.
@sandratjoa9082
@sandratjoa9082 Жыл бұрын
Thanks Cliff! Chincilla has a beautiful voice and her songs are amazing too. Ren and Chincilla - 'How to be me" (live) is a must listen too. Have a great day everyone!❤🙏
@andreacollins3204
@andreacollins3204 Жыл бұрын
This has a constant hold on me as a severe mental health warrior I feel this ❤️❤️🇮🇪
@MC_kalCM
@MC_kalCM Жыл бұрын
(If I may) One breath at a time... it's all you can physically control. "Always come back to a breath" is what I tell myself daily.
@andreacollins3204
@andreacollins3204 Жыл бұрын
@@MC_kalCM thank you. Been doing this dance 30 years and it never gets easier but in the past few years it hasn’t gotten any harder so I am beyond grateful for that. ❤️
@lisamayreed6399
@lisamayreed6399 Жыл бұрын
This song is so gut wrenchingly honest...your reaction so true..absolutely haunting. Beautiful.❤❤🔥🔥👍
@donald7244
@donald7244 Жыл бұрын
Hi algorithm. Great reaction Cliff. Such a powerful song.
@dennishollibaugh8247
@dennishollibaugh8247 Жыл бұрын
When you find the world constantly attacking you, it's because they see Him in you. You scare it, because it can't stop Him, and it can't stop you. ❤🔥🍻
@Technician8901
@Technician8901 Жыл бұрын
Can't wait for you to react to what went wrong part 1 and 2 by Ren and Sam.
@gatornation1209
@gatornation1209 Жыл бұрын
Wow this guy is really talented. He has great range of ability. This song is beautiful.
@30pipeliner
@30pipeliner Жыл бұрын
I literally just found this song after Hi Ren and I just told my wife lastnight that this is now my hands down favorite song out right now. We need more music like this today that actually has meaning and not just flipity floppity flupe lyrics.
@sassyslsgrl
@sassyslsgrl Жыл бұрын
Thank you for all that you do... Great content.
@Tessimistic420
@Tessimistic420 Жыл бұрын
Here for you always ❤️ can't wait to watch #ren with you
@donaldcase4716
@donaldcase4716 Жыл бұрын
This song is special. Really should have radio play. Absolutely captures the hope and despair of the mental cycle.
@simonsaunders8945
@simonsaunders8945 Жыл бұрын
been waiting on this one Cliff, beautiful song, im here for all Ren reactions, much love brotha
@diveplane05
@diveplane05 Жыл бұрын
Fender Stratocaster! The greatest of the greats use these guitars! Powerful song and message! Beautiful! The Beatles reference of "Let It Be" is brilliant!!!!
@smack_pop7
@smack_pop7 Жыл бұрын
Thank you beautifuly said, thank you for your words ♥️♥️
@donald1379
@donald1379 9 ай бұрын
I love Ren and Chinchilla❤❤.Cliff appreciate brother.
@TananJess
@TananJess Ай бұрын
This is a deep song and bro has been making so many geared towards awareness for mental health.
@joshuaboudreau5258
@joshuaboudreau5258 Жыл бұрын
How the hell are you keeping it together. I bawl like a baby each and every time i hear this
@henry1294
@henry1294 Жыл бұрын
Woooooooow...I have no words !!!! EPIC EPIC EPIC SONG! ....So beautiful I don't have words !!! 🙌🙌🙌🙌🙌
@DeviantWays
@DeviantWays Жыл бұрын
He looks like Thomas Shelby from the Peaky Blinders haha Ren is Fly bro, pure heart & soul. You can't sleep on his music, its more than music, Its performance art.... something precious & special and its all live and personal, absolutely beautiful
@joshfreeman5488
@joshfreeman5488 10 ай бұрын
New subscriber 🫶🏼 Love your reaction to this duet, the breakdown and your opinion was beyond what I have come across so far. Keep doing you mate, we’re here for it!
@pennyroyalt2542
@pennyroyalt2542 9 ай бұрын
Thank you for Your truth. ✌️
@billyturner9569
@billyturner9569 Жыл бұрын
all ren songs hit differently
@mldkenny
@mldkenny Жыл бұрын
Just stunning,I so hope he climbs to the top of the recognition list very soon. Nice work Cliff.
@shannonlasell
@shannonlasell 3 ай бұрын
i feel like coming back watching your reactions is like a mini dopamine hit.
@stuartmurray9885
@stuartmurray9885 Жыл бұрын
Ren x Chinchilla - How to be me another great song.
@riulin96
@riulin96 Жыл бұрын
Reactions to these songs are spreading everywhere.haha :D I hope Rens' older songs like Crutch, Patience or Penitence will get some more spotlight soon
@Pepperwindu
@Pepperwindu 12 күн бұрын
Got to say. I love how soon you understand it. Some reactors don't get it until the end
@CPegRun
@CPegRun Жыл бұрын
My goodness!! Your reaction to this video is so beautiful!!! Thank you!!! Just for that I'm su subscribing to your channel!! This was such an honest and heartfelt reaction!! I agree with you also!! This song should be on the radio!! I'm looking forward to Ren doing this at the Grammys!!!
@philflynn9161
@philflynn9161 Жыл бұрын
I love doctors, they have beat stage 4 cancer for me. Afterwards, i was on Sertraline because i had ptsd. It makes ya feel numb emotionally though. I had to stop taking it so i could feel again
@joeappleton
@joeappleton Жыл бұрын
Faaaaaaark! This is incredible. Shivers down my spine. I love the reaction, too, bro. Only a fucking robot wouldn't tear up a bit at this song.
@lovelyme1conner
@lovelyme1conner Жыл бұрын
This was a wonderful reaction ❤
@TananJess
@TananJess Ай бұрын
Right thats what I love about your channel you're Real brother.
@nathanjanes5274
@nathanjanes5274 Жыл бұрын
Hey, man. YOU are awesome. I know there was some drama with your channel, and I’m so glad you are here
@ubtrippn6202
@ubtrippn6202 Жыл бұрын
Great song great reaction cliff! Ren is amazing! Im hungry for more of his amazing work!
@TananJess
@TananJess Ай бұрын
Thank you brother
@def_not_dan
@def_not_dan Жыл бұрын
How To Be Me by those two is another amazing duet.
@DLT100
@DLT100 Жыл бұрын
Ren is a modern day troubadour he can do it all, rap rock soul he can deal with his issues and illness through his songs, this is real as it gets
@suzanneburnett4629
@suzanneburnett4629 8 ай бұрын
Great reaction....most played song .but to hear it all broke down and appreciated is great 👍
@lbow09
@lbow09 Жыл бұрын
Chills! This is not the first time I have listened to it either. It is so beautiful!
@nosmercbellum756
@nosmercbellum756 Жыл бұрын
you do a great job at reacting take your time as long as you dont lose the feel of the song which you dont is all i care about when people stop alot
@kylene27
@kylene27 5 ай бұрын
Love you dude. Thanks for this one.
@sandradee6029
@sandradee6029 Жыл бұрын
A glimpse of the overwhelming, expansive beauty inside people that gets numbed out with meds 😢 so bittersweet, it's heartbreaking 💔
@lynette.
@lynette. Жыл бұрын
It's so beautiful.
@lillyvanpug
@lillyvanpug Жыл бұрын
Thanks for another reaction...again 🙏🏼
@howieb4217
@howieb4217 Жыл бұрын
Great stuff! Appreciated man. Ren x Chinchilla - How To Be Me (live) is well worth your time too.
@AnitaMc2
@AnitaMc2 2 ай бұрын
The freaking eye contact Chinchilla catches me every time.
@annegreen9499
@annegreen9499 Жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry & angered on your behalf Cliff. I love listening to your thoughts, watching your breakdowns & reactions to music. Far too many reactors just sit there watching a song & barely say anything. I admire your willingness to say what you think & how you promote independent musicians. I don't know what it's like in the US but over here the pandemic really hit all smaller working musicians so hard. I've been a musician/artist most of my life & have done just about everything to stay afloat from busking, playing parties/weddings/funerals/churches to teaching, all so I can keep trying to write & create the music I actually want to. Lockdown very nearly pushed me under & I'm still really struggling to rebuild & regroup. It's so ironic to me that in an era where everyone's purported to be so enlightened & aware that quite the opposite's true. Sad that anyone who demonstrates awareness of, or a contradictory opinion to, the over-riding agenda of quiescence becomes a target. Good to have you back & I hope all this trouble you're having stops. I'm so glad you're promoting Ren too & that I've discovered his music. Musically & creatively he's outstanding, but I empathise so much with his story & the way he expresses his experiences & struggles through his music. I've battled an autoimmune disease since I was 18; it's a bitch! All power & great respect to him. I wish him every success in both his music & his health struggles. Much love Cliff xxxx
@1TiredSloth
@1TiredSloth Жыл бұрын
love your reaction. i watched tons of reaction videos to ren's music and you're definitely my top 3 favorite. your words and feelings are so genuine. and you spread positivity to the artists too. thank you for your videos
@JJnuggetDoe
@JJnuggetDoe Жыл бұрын
Almost cried, but didn't. Amazing performance & song!!!!
@lloyd4301
@lloyd4301 Жыл бұрын
Feeling you on this reaction Bro. Respect my G.
@KelleyTalksAlot
@KelleyTalksAlot Жыл бұрын
Cliff, I absolutely love how real and raw you are on your channel! I was real upset and sending emails to the KZfaq contact us thing complaining that they were taking you and your channel down when you were helping so many people!!!! I actually received a response from them last week assuring me that your channel was still up and running lmfao. I usually don't speak about this in public forums because I don't like burdening other people with my issues. But this particular reaction you were talking about big pharma and the doctors and the switching of medications and I am a recovering opiate and heroin addict. I'll be six years clean this June 24th, in the last five and a half years I've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, major depressive disorder, PTSD, several traumas that I've never dealt with, from childhood upwards, severe social anxiety & panic attacks and moderate agoraphobia. (Our house burned down 13 years ago and we lost all of our pets as well as all of our belongings!!! So I have a certain fear that if I leave my house something may happen. The doctors have had me on a roller coaster of medicines for years now. The worst one was a doctor that had me on 800 mg of Seroquel a day for 5 years 🤬🤬🤬 That caused serious weight gain and fcked my blood sugar up to where now I have to take meds for that too. I was put on heart meds and NEVER TOLD that I had had a heart attack one night when I'd od'd. I found out a year later as I was reading through the medical sheets they'd sent home with me after an overnight hospital stay 😳😳 I was just a useless junkie to them, would be 1 less addict out there they'd have to deal with 🤬🤬🤬🤬 Sorry, I didn't intend to write a book lol. But I HAD to tell you that to say this:. You saved me 2 different times!!! I haven't been able to find a trauma therapist or counselor because of where I live in Ohio.... I desperately need one!! Because I got rid of the drugs but all of the problems that were there.... Are still there!! And my demons bite hard especially in the middle of the night, when I'm up all night because I can't sleep. I now have seizures and can't drive and sometimes I just feel trapped,. There were 2 nights a year ago and a year and a half ago that I was truly close to breaking and losing the fight 😪😪 BOTH TIMES I got a bling notification on my phone about you dropping a new video!!! BOTH TIMES I went in to watch it and you were talking real shit about your struggle with addiction.... And your fight and offering that if anyone needed to talk to reach out to you. I was still carrying guilt and shame around and beating myself up daily so I was too afraid to reach out to you!!! But KNOWING you were out there and willing to help others.... Gave me a lifeline if I got to that place where it's dark in my head again. So I just wanted to let you know.... I'd either be in jail or dead WITHOUT YOU AND YOUR POSITIVITY!!! I OWE YOU my life!!! And also want you to know that if there is ever ANYTHING that I can do for you please do NOT HESITATE to ask!!! Even if you just need to talk to someone who's lived years in the dark with their demons!! I'm ALWAYS available!! Much love to you and your family!!! ❤️❤️❤️
@TananJess
@TananJess Ай бұрын
We were commenting and was trying to send emails too and had still showed our support for bro.
@_Glass-_-House_
@_Glass-_-House_ Жыл бұрын
Much love for this reaction man. I truly do want to say I appreciate your reactions and the effort and time you allow for them to exist for our entertainment. KZfaq is some bull's pizzle but I hope you don't let it keep you under that sea of doubt. You are amazing man never forget that no matter what happens to this channel or with this website or even with the world we won't forget you Cliff Beats the biggiest wave may crush us the hardest but it moves twice as fast you will emerge from the depths of demonitization I beleive in you.
@lauraroebuck9975
@lauraroebuck9975 Жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful song. And a beautiful meaning that relates to many people.
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