Welp we can add to this list uploading the cut outs as apart of the motherhood errors. I’ll chop it in KZfaq editor but it could take hours or I might just have to take it down. Bear with me and thanks for your grace

"The baby doesn't have to do anything different I just have to adapt" that's good parenting for this age group. Incredibly.

She should be a journalist.. the way she's not getting distracted fast and knowing her text well 👏🏼👏🏼 yees shann!!

The bit where you say "the activity of handing her back... *baby turn* makes her happy" was the cutest thing everrrr

Leaving for 16 days, it’s okay, dads do it all the time, don’t feel guiltier because you’re the mother. Do ya Thang. Your baby still loves you

Okay but watching this unedited version was so fun?????? We get to see EXACTLY how much work Shan is putting in to the video and oh my gosh we can't ignore the extra adorable baby content.

Looks like the early birds got the uncut version 😭😩

I feel you with pass the baby back, I really don't get it. I've had people say "well maybe if I take her for a walk" and then I have to listen to my baby screaming from a distance.

Even if this was a mistake, I am personally sooooo proud of Shan - this BTS, re-runs and watching her patience with little Ryu, is the realest thing ever. We love you, both! + J because I know damn well he was either behind that camera or cutting up during editing! :D xxx

Accident or not, Watching this video just goes to show how much work Shan puts into her craft. I know it’s even more of a process being a mom.

Wait Shan. I LOVED this unedited version. It's so incredibly fun to see the behind the scenes and how much work you put into every clip.

I LOVED how you kept it noisy and real. No voice overs no edits with her being there and then not. You kept it pushing because that's what mama's do. Besides I didn't mind her two cents here and there even though the was a part where I couldn't really hear you lol. Reviewing didn't hurt. Baby girl is looking super healthy and chubby and I love seeing you as a mom

To all new mommas: NO! NO! NO! How long have you been a mother? You best not be beating yourself up. Us mothers learn, adapt and regroup. Ya know why this happens? We don’t have communities anymore, grannies, aunties etc who help out and are around for us moms to share intimate info etc. YOU GO MOMMA!

I love that you support the initiative to change and not force her to change. I felt that!

Shoutout to all dad's for doing what they do aswell♡ Alot of new mommies, no matter how much you love that person, might not be 100% comfortable with leaving their kid behind and I'm so happy to see that dad's are doing such a great job, even on their own❤

I loved this unedited version. Seeing the patience and love it takes for you to film these videos (that we probably don’t appreciate as much as we should because you make it look so damn easy) is amazing. You’re doing a great job mommy. The “hand the baby back” and she smiles 😩 priceless.

putting yourself first means you are putting your baby first as well. You both are connected from the moment she was conceived. DOing what is best for you, is best for her because it is our job as mothers to make sure we are doing what we need to in order to be our best version. She also learns for her own life how to take care of herself and to prioritize herself and take her dreams seriously because that is what she saw mommy do.

I don’t feel like a very maternal person so if a baby starts crying I have no problem handing them right back to mama 😂

Great video! I'm a Mama to three and can relate to everything that you've shared to include travelling for work, leaving a wee one at home. I've no doubt that there are Mom's who needed to hear this. Thanks for your honesty.

I love this video so much. Shan, thank you - as always - for your transparency. As someone who has fears about becoming a mother and juggling an ambitious career, watching you do what you love while extending tenderness, patience and humor to your child was beautiful to witness and affirming that if I decide to pursue motherhood, I can absolutely do it. Ryu talking every time you talked gave me a nice midday laugh. She wants her opinion heard too! 😂

This is now my favorite video of yours! The last part when you were “giving her back” and she had that big grin was hilarious! She is going to be so much fun when she starts crawling and walking. She is adorable.

Just when I thought I couldn’t love your videos any more than I already do, you give us this! So honest and relatable. I can’t thank you enough for your authenticity! 💜

I live for these types of videos!! Shan we love your honesty in this video. Although I feel like these are things that you learn as you go. Being a first time parent is all about learning. You are learning about your patience capacity along with what works and what doesn't. In addition to that, you are completely learning and molding Ryu's personality as well.. it's hard figuring out how to keep your child happy in the beginning. But you did and are doing it! Overall, both you and Jared are doing a great job. Nothing but ❤

My favorite was the last one. “Just hand the baby back, even the movement of handing her back makes her happy. See!” 🤣

Probably one of the most intelligent and kindest mothers a baby could have

The baby’s recognition of the microphone and all its perks is so funny and cute to watch. They’re so curious.

Is this 50 mins w/ *bloopers* on purpose? 😅You’re doing a great job Shan!

A fellow Aries would like to say...I LOVE how you show people ALL of you, not just the good stuff, but you embrace all of who you are, including your shadow side. I wish everyone would do this more often because it's so empowering and transformative to witness and experience. It's all about the authenticity!!!!! Thank you!!!!!!!

#5 Uploading the raw video instead of the final cut. Lol love you.

29:33 is my fave part lol the way Ryu kept following the bottle with her open mouth was just too cute! 😁

Thank you so very much for this Shan

I'm so proud of you for this video we hide most of our not so proud moments of motherhood thinking we are bad mothers in reality it's just a learning step for us. I lose it like a hundred times a day with mines I got all boys and girl I can't remember the last time my home was clean 😩 but I wouldn't change it for anything

And then one day out of the blue years later the two of you become best friends and then you look back and is like Wow. It's like nothing like it. The love is so real between a mother and a daughter. The two of you become one. Blessings

Omg I have been obsessed with hair since I was 3 months, my mum had to put me to sleep so I could play with her hair. When I left to study abroad she cut a piece of her hair and gave it to me so I could function properly. 22 years later, I just can’t stop 😭

She felt terrible for leaving her baby at 2 months. Her feelings are valid, completely normal. She’s so lucky she has the option to rush back to work or not. Some mom after 6 weeks don’t have that choice. I’m in the service, and right before I gave birth to my daughter, our maternity leave changed from 6 weeks to 3 months at home with baby. I felt that was still so little time, but I was super grateful.

Thanks for this! New mama here. Seeing others being real and comfortable in their mama journey is refreshing and assuring.

Omg this video was the best. Between the baby holding onto the wig😂, the bonnet and her joining in on the convo.♥️

I needed this today. You have no idea ❤️ I love this video so much

Omg Shan thank you so much for this video, only God knows how much I needed to hear this. Greets from The Netherlands 🌱🌷

How refreshing this was!! I really liked your video!

This was so fun to watch. I love the baby's input and she had quite a bit to say 😂

This was so much fun to watch, your interactions with Ryu are so cute!

Hi Shan I loved this video! I am 32, a mom of 4 and let me tell you... I can totally relate with the "hair extension rage" you experimented with your little Ryu! I've been a mom for over 7 years but I still struggle with that feeling that makes me feel sooooo bad! Does it ever get easier? No. Do we make it easier by accepting that we CAN'T be perfect parents? Absolutely!

Baby obviously thinks talking is something y’all are supposed to do together.. at the same time... the exact. same. time. lol. How old is Ryu, at this point, when the video was made??

YOUR BABY!!! im cryingggg omggg so beautiful!!!!

I love your motherhood videos!! More of this please🙏

What a pretty name you guys chose for her.

when she gets louder once you start talking might be because she can feel how you are maybe nervous or a tad bit different that you usually would be because you are trying to get the video done. I love how patient you are with her and I hope my message helps you understand a bit more.

Please do more of these videos!! LOVE IT AMAZING WOOOOO

Love the insight and you sharing all of that helps me in the future as a nee mom one day

Ryu is such a lively baby. She is going to be so hands on and vocal. This journey is amazing to watch because I’ve been there almost 10 years ago. This is amazing!

love you so much Shan

Thank you for making the point that the mother is the one who needs to adapt, not the child. This is so important.

Haha that was super entertaining Shan!

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH, Shan! Hearing your tongue tie story was emotional for me! GOOD JOB, MOM!🙌🏾 Way to GET👏🏾THAT👏🏾SHIT👏🏾DONE👏🏾!

Mom brain on this video. Love it! 😂😂❤️

Loved all of this

This was absolutely hilarious!!! Loved it!

I love this video!!!! We love you Ryu!!!!

So cute! Thank you for sharing

Aww shes such a sweetie pie 😍😍 Looking good mama Shan!

When Ryu started talking, I was watching like: “Tell it, spill that tea little one. Tell us about the diaper life!”

This is a social experiment 😂 Shan didn’t upload the bloopers by accident

That smile at the end is everything Ryu!!

My baby is 7 months old now. I can’t stand how people overstep boundaries so much with parents and their babies. I need a tshirt that says “there are more ways to interact with a baby than kissing them!” Ugh

So, how I know you are really deep into motherhood is that you are talking with your hands and have that look on your face like, "Hoooooney, let me tell ya'll bout dis one right hurrr!" LMAO!!! I'm dead!

I had my first baby on March 7th Loving the momma perspective videos I really felt the “hand the baby back” portion of the video. It’s so true! I hate having to walk over and be like “okay give me my baby”. It’s so awkward!

I just want to say this was an amazing video funny and real. I really hope you can start doing seminars

I’m just so so proud of you

shan! every takes was amazing, but did you upload all of those 50min intentionally? love yall 💗💫

I’m here for the bloopers 😂❤️

I love this uncut & unedited video lmao

Well said Shan👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

She's absolutely gorgeous😍 Congratulations🤗💗

You are incredible! OMG so inspiring! You are still you after baby and it gives me a hope that I still will be able to be myself and not to become the mummy version

haha Ryu sure knows how to steal the spotlight hahaha but honestly, Shan - the way you kept cool and didn't get frustrated and direct it at ryu, WOW! not many people could handle it like that, even though they know that the baby is not at fault for anything, the frustration of the process would make many people direct their frustration at the baby. I admire your commitment and perceverance! I will never see a video of yours without thinking about the many takes it took you to get it out w little peanut ryu filling in between the lines, not on the lines haha

I love how when you were sharing how you do squats and actually doing a mini squat, she was like "oh shit, my favorite. we doing this. arms out*" then after she realized you weren't going to it anymore, she was like "oh. alright then. arms back in*". You are a strong Mama and you are raising a strong child, lol (typing this as she's screaming into the mic). I love her, she's cute. Keep up the hard work! I appreciate this video and I love it!

Dont think this was the final version sis

My daughter was also tongue tied and we had her tongue clipped. We weren't allowed in the room though, they took her to a sterile operating room at the hospital and clipped it. It was super quick and like you said, put her on the boob and the crying stopped right away. She's 7 now and perfectly perfect in every way.

@ShanBOODY LOVE THIS! I don't think you meant to do this but ENJOYED the very REAL content!💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 Can't tell you how many times I heard "The lesson here...." lmfao #PARENTLIFE #THESTRUGGLEOFPARENTING #MOMMYDUTIES #SHANBOODY #CUTEBABYALERT

I love how she’s just chilling 😂😂😂 that little face 🥺🥺🥺

"little momma reset.." its the shimmy down dance for me lmao!!!!!!!!!!

For being a first time mom you got the hang of it as if you have 5 lol I have 4 and I still forget to smile which really does calm all kids down from newborn to toddler. Also I couldn’t agree wit you more on the awkward trying to calm MY baby down I’m so passionate about this just gimme my damn baby back what it needs no one else can offer not even daddy sometimes..

Loved, loved, loved!

Is this the real mom life version!?!? Girl, I know! It's hard parenting and having a youtube channel!

Maybe you didnt mean to put in those extra clips, maybe you did, but I'm so glad it happened! Its beautiful seeing you being a mommy behind the scenes aswell as in front of the camera♡

3:43 SHE SAID, POWER TO THE PEOPLE LMFAOOO

0:52 the clip of you dancing while she's holding all that hair is so cute 😭😍

Ryu holding the wig while you danced has me dead 🤣🤣🤣

Ryu is hilarious!!! She cares nothing about what her mommy is doing! As babies should. 😂😂😂 Shan don’t be hard on yourself. You and Jared are doing great!

Thanks for keeping it 100

Lmao 😩🤣 this was soo cute!! With all that drool and growls I think she’s teething!

Nah because this warmed my heart. A comedian. 😂

Great video.💘

Shout out to the boppy carrier! Love that one. It's the carrier I take everywhere.

YESSS Shan with the REAL and also Ryu keeping it REAL hahaha

She‘s so outspoken already😄😍

Love the realness. New sub

Your beauty and intelligence are breathtaking! ❤

Omg this is golden 😂❤