Sorry about this video! This will be the last time I talk about this on my channel 💕

I was suicidal since middle school, since I was 14, I've had severe depression since middle school, anxiety, I've been fighting my depression for years and it's tough. I've had councilors, therapists, took antidepressants, went off the antidepressants. It's been rough, I still have my really bad days especially during these times, but for anyone out there who can relate please know you're not alone❤️ you're so much stronger than you think and never take your life for granted. It WILL get better with time 💕 I'm now turning 22 and I've never been so grateful to be here around people who care. P.s. girlllll I've always admired your beautiful work 😍❤️

Please don't make this the last time! It's time that everyone realizes that everyone has some type of mental illness in one form or another and it's time to have these tough conversations. God is using you help someone and he has given you this platform, let God use you.

This breaks my heart... I suffer from anxiety, bipolar, and depression. It makes life so much harder😢

You may not realize how many people you are helping with your transparency. I appreciate it a lot and I know you're taking this life by storm!!

Mental health is still such a stigma in our community. I appreciate your honesty because it will help someone else.

I had no idea about your brother but I certainly understand. Coronavirus certainly has NOT helped anyone's MH! I have been following your IG page for a while and I've heard you speak about your depression. While I'm not happy about anyone being depressed, I find it comforting that others understand as I also suffer from depression and anxiety disorder. My family doesn't understand. Some make fun of my anxiety and label me lazy etc from my depression. They definitely don't like me to speak about it. Idk if parents feel they failed their kids, or it makes them look bad, but keeping it quiet seems to be the way many black families "deal" with MH. If I had a dollar for every time I was told to pray it away, have more faith etc I'd be rich! While I very much believe in God and prayer, my issue has nothing to do with either. It ISN'T a lack of faith it's a chemical imbalance in the brain. Ppl don't tell a cancer patient to pray away cancer and have faith it will just go away. So same with MH disorders. IT IS AN ILLNESS, yet many ppl are VERY dismissive about it. I don't know how to explain it any more clearly. I've recently started seeing a counselor and will start taking antidepressants. With prayer and medication (sometimes ppl need it) I hope for better days and healing for all of us MH sufferers. #STOPTHESTIGMA #MENTALHEALTHAWARENESS

I’m dealing with depression too, pretty!!! Lord knows 😭😭😭 Be encouraged! Jesus loves you and He cares! 😘💕

Jesus Christ! Mental health should be taken seriously! I feel for you and sending you lots of love gorgeous 😍😍

Stay up and stay in prayer, your mother wanting to stay silence on this topic is a major problem among AA. It’s nothing to be ashamed of, we all need to have got to have an outlet, to VENT, weather it’s through professional counseling, medication or social fellowship. So many people have been trough, are going through some type of mental breakdown. I pray🙏🏽 your brother gets the love, support and help he needs. I love your videos and I wish I could slay my face, like some of you, I follow.

I’ve been suffering from depression, anxiety and thoughts of ending my life. I rebuke those feelings and thoughts. I’m so thankful for my sisters for keeping me focused on the positive things in life. I have a 9 month son, he’s my world. I need to be here for him. I’m not going to give up, I promise. God sees me, He knows my pain. One day, I’m going to get my smile back!!! And return to my KZfaq channel. Anyone reading this, I pray that you never feel this way. Another thing that keeps me going is watching TD Jakes sermons and pray throughout the day, before I close my eyes. God bless you all. Ok!! You bettah sing that song!!! Beautiful voice. Makeup GawdJous 😍

In black families its like mental health is taboo like my own parents don’t take it seriously and don’t think it’s real and I really hope that one day if I decide to be a mother even if me and partner divorce I will do my best as a parent for my children so they do not go thru this shit because mental illness is ugly and I wouldn’t be able to live with my self because my own parents were terrible people on top of being abusive they are homophobic racist everything u can think of which is bad that’s why i am the way I am so I wouldn’t inflict my trauma on them raise them as best as I can

You blend so effortlessly 🙌🏾

You are pure perfection. I have never seen anyone do their makeup so perfectly and precise as you do. Absolute perfection. And I am so sorry to hear about your brother. I really hope that you, your brother and your family are doing okay despite everything that has happened. Sending all my love and prayers your way ❤️

My sister committed suicide 2019....losing her has mental health over the place. Mental health matters for the black community.

One day at a time love. You are surviving the best way you know how. Don’t feel embarrassed. Congratulate yourself for making it thru another day, week, and month! Each one is a true victory. 💕🙌🏾

Yes, I need those eyeliners like yesterday!!!! I want all colors. Praying for you and your fam. I suffer from PTSD due to the military w/childhood trauma and its really hard to deal with. Ive been on every medication just about. CBD helped me a lot with prayer. Love you! 🙏❤

I suffered depression for many years, suicidal thoughts from age 7. I had a tough early start to life. But I found self love, worth and value. It changed everything. You must remember you are worth it, you have value, you deserve it. Love it. 🙏

Tailor I glad you speaking on Depression an Suicide May God Continue To Bless You Beloved 🥰 an I’m glad Tht You doin better But ik this was so Hard to see Tht your Britha goin Thur this May God cover him an Tht he’s doin okay. I like watching your vids every since you did bottom lashes 😍 an Thank You for jus peeling layers off by sharing this w/ Your Subby 🥰 keep your head up an stay Strong an w/ Postive Thoughts

Yes I needed some makeup inspo ... it’s the eyes for me 😍😍❤️❤️

So sorry to hear about your brother, stay strong and keep a postive mindset as much as you remember to. We love you, and we here for you boo! Praying for your healing.

I happy to see you Back Shania and slaying for us. I will continue to pray for you.

Love the eyeliner needs 💕 The lord allowed you to be the vessel to talk about it and sometimes what we don’t want to talk about we have to❤️ so inspirational love you missed you😘💯 keep inspiring boo💯🙏🏾 praying for your brother 💯🙏🏾

I'm a subscriber/supporter/fan Im going through this now and I never speak on it . but use your platform to help others your amazing..and so are your lashes I have two pairs and yes add tnem all I'll be onsite.. Keep singing love your voice your a great true talent.You and your brother will be fine GOD has us all glad you guys are ok and ill keep prayer for your family this is only time I'll say don't listen to your mom cause you can help so many people love and im tuned in

When you testify or council on a specific issue, the enemy tends to attack you in that area. Know that you are powerful, talented, and a role model regardless of your mental state. This it’s temporary. You have the power to overcome this even when it doesn’t feel like it. Take your time. You absolutely can do this and you will make it through this. God is not done with you. Work with Him as He fights this battle for you💕🙏🏾

You’re fine. Talking helps us get through it. I’ve learned just as you have to deal with my depression one day at at a time & at times when a day seems to much I have to take things second by second, minute by minute or hour by hour. I’ll keep you and your family in my prayers. Continue to be blessed, fly and fabulously you sis!

Welcome back!! And absolutely add the water-activated liners to your site! They will definitely sell.

I lived for the moment she said "Owww I need to turn it up sis!" lol On another note, I'm praying for you and your family. I pray that God break the chains of all generational hinderance, anxiety, pain, depression, and bondage that's not like Christ! In the name of Jesus you and your family is healed. Amen! I admire the fact that you have the weight of the world on your shoulders mentally and still can manage to work through it by giving us this amazing beat! Take care, we are with you sis! #WeGotYoBack

Dont stop talking about it! People are benefiting and relying on people like you to come out because IT HELPS. Am praying for you all who are struggling with whatever it is you're going through. God will never put more on you than you can bear...Be Encouraged 🙏

You should not be apologizing. This is not abnormal. What’s abnormal is not talking about it, ignoring it, or suppressing it. Which is what society, our family, and ourselves constantly do. You and anyone else, including myself have nothing to be ashamed about. God bless you all.

Your feelings are completely valid and you speaking on it will show us(your viewers) that mental health can be an issue at any age and any point of time in life. I’m praying that your mental health improves, it is so important. A huge fan btw💗💗

Girl talk about it as much as u like this your channel and u always bring absolutely awesome content so this video on mental health is just a added bonus! Love yah its yo thang do what u want to do i cant tell yoooooouuuu lol sorry song just hit me! Im here for yah as a christian empath and helper.! Im praying for u cus i been thru the same exact thing .it hurts!

Idk if you’ll see this but I really hope you do. Just wanted to let you know like many I get super happy when you upload content not only cause you’re a dope makeup artist but also every upload is like a breath of fresh air. May God bless you whatever you do, wherever you go hun. Cause you’re a GEM💎

You don’t have to apologize. Your so inspiring!! Thank you for sharing. I’ve been we’re you are/were. I pray for your healing, peace and many blessings.

This is such a beautiful look I 💕 love the Barbie pink but most of all the spotlight look is Bomb! 🌸👌🏽

You always coming through with the looks. Beautiful as always love bug!

😓that’s traumatic. So traumatic.. I’m sorry to hear that. I hope you and him both are doing better and healing emotionally and mentally. ❤️

Glad you are pushing through love, and doing much better 🥰

I really want to say how much watching your makeup video makes me feel so relaxed and happy. Thank u 💞☺️ for posting💫

Love your concept of lashes. It’s like a sneak peek of my bedroom life... I’m living for the details ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Ha! This was so fun watching you. Everybody and I mean everybody has some kinda issue. You just keep being you, bringing joy and fun to the world - Loving It!!

I do think too that it is important to talk about mental health, I feel like not talking about it makes it harder and overwhelming. Thank you for sharing. You are amazing and yes to “taking it one day at the time”. Much love❣️

I’m glad you’re back :)

We love you TailormadeJane. Take care of yourself

Soooooo glad you're back & doing better. Keep being your AUTHENTIC you...because YOU ARE the reason I keep coming back. #blessings&love #makeupguru

Hey beautiful, we've missed you💗💗💗💗💗💗💗💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Thank you for being who you are you truly are encouraging sis. keep going and stay positive.

As talented as you are, believe me when I tell you your moment is coming!!!! Understand something...all truly creative people have some form of mental issue. You are EXTREMELY TALENTED which explains why you suffer from extreme depression. The more you channel your creativity, you will begin to see the depression receding!!!

Need those liners, drop themmm.

Your packing is 🔥🔥🔥🔥 love the velvet, foil and embossed lettering 👌🏾

I absolutely loved this look Sheena. You are such a beautiful woman. I just wanted hold you like a mother and make everything alright which it will be. My daughter went thru a phase like you and came thru when her break thru came. As an ambitious person you want everything perfect. It all will fall in place just breath in and out slowly. God is working it out for you. Don't worry and I love you.

I haven't done my makeup in almost 2 months! I was on a roll but then my depression kicked into OVERDRIVE! Add my anxiety on top of that and now I'm just here🤷‍♀️ I never thought I'd be battling this illness & I'm soooooooo over it! It is hindering me from accomplishing my goals and aspirations! I'm going to pray for you & everyone else that is fighting this battle with mental illness and I'd love it if you all could pray for me as well 💜💛💜💛💜💛💜💛💜💛💜💛💜💛💜

Praying for you and your Family Shaina🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Proud for you sis praying for you and your family

Its important to talk about mental health, lets take the stigma out of it because we all go through struggles. And YES this is a slay !! 😍

This look is really pretty....never feel ashamed for speaking your truth ...others are feeling that way and it’s good to let them know they aren’t alone in the world. Tfs

PLEASE ADD THAT LINER SIS !!! I need it in every color 🥴😍💖

Sending so much love to you and your family 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️❤️ beautiful look yes to the liners

Yaaaaaaaasssssssss I'm so happy you're back!!!

You the best MUA Missed you beautiful Taylor Made Jane....Stay Strong

I'm praying for you and your brother queen👑👑💕💕🙏🙏.. This makeup is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥😩😩😩 yessssss please I need your eyeliners....

Saw you post it on IG and I came running when I got the notification. Beautiful ❤️

Yes add them to the collection

I’m so sorry ladybug! Sending you guys lots of love and blessings

“I need ta turn it up sis” 🤣🤣🤣🤣 she is me

Doesnt need to be the last time to talk about this, the more you talk the more it helps, don't apologize. You have you're beautiful children, husband, and God. They need you. Text me any time you need to talk. You are beautiful and your KZfaq is inspiring other. Please don't leave us. Message me 💕

Praying for you 🙏🏾💕

I'm so sorry to hear about your family, sending you all love 💞

Praying for you and your brother ! 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 You look gorgeous as always! 💗💕💖

Beautiful. Glad your back.

This is so stunning!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍 God bless you my love!

I’m def sending love for you and your family! The look was bomb!!

We missed u, I lovveeee ur looks! I’ve been praying for u and ur family

Sending you lots of love, hugs and light. Between this look is gorgeous. Just recreated it💜💓

Sis always coming through with the looks, if only I could then I would recreate some of your looks frfr. The eye liner is bomb would love to o see the other colours. And do take care of yourself and your mental health, much love!!

Taylor you’re Yasssss an w/ another 🔥🔥🔥🔥 Beat look 🥰

Glad to see y our back boo yess would love to purchase those liners boo.

This loookkk the detailssssss!! omg!

I love how open you are with what's going on with yourself and I hope you find some comfort with ur mental health and that your brother finds help to get better. I kinda wish you put a warning about what you were gonna talk about in this video. It kinda triggered somethings for me that I've been over for a while. Just plz give a heads up before you start to talk about things like you did regarding your brother❤‼

Oh my God, I got chills all over my body

I love you TaylorMadeJane! God continue to keep your hands over you and your family🙏🏾... you are my inspiration MUA && I look up to you so you bounce back but take your time boo! 🎨🔥❤️

I was so waiting for this!! Thank you 🙏🏽 😊

Don’t apologize you are truly beautiful.... thank you for sharing

Yasss for the liners

You’re incredible. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🔥👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼💯💯💯💯💯

Omg sooo pretty ur like a Barbie doll

I believe that part of your healing will come from, you speaking out, there by freeing yourself and your family from, that darkness and pain that comes from it! KNOW that the LORD LOVES you UNCONDITIONALLY, and not because of what you DO or DON’T do, but because he created you in his image! He created, designed you with his finger. You are one of a KIND! Let go of anything that weighs you down ( don’t need it anyway) and let the LORD heal and lead you! With him I promise, EVERYTHING will get better and easier! He will open doors for you, that no one can close!❤️❤️

I love that you’re so open and beautiful about your own struggles. I’m recreating this look & I hope it does you justice 🤞🏽✨💞

I absolutely love this look sending you positive vibes and love I think you should continue to share your story some people needs to hear it you are helping others 💞💞💞💞

I love this eye look. My inspiration for today's look.

let go and let God girl ! He loves you and your family ! stop speaking depression and suicide over your life ! theres life and death in the power of the tongue ! generational curses are real ! demonic spirits are real ! i say ask God to take CONTROL so whenever you feel alone or afraid or have negative random thoughts and feelings He is here waiting for you to call upon Him ! and remember HE LOVES YOU ! stay blessed girl💕💕💕

yessssssssss i love and mine you. i be in the lookout for your name!!

You shouldn’t. You have this platform to reach all of the people that are in pain and suffer of mental illness like myself. The lockdown was very bad for me, it triggered my depression badly. I’m glad I’m back to work and that helps, but I know I will deal with downs for the rest of my life. I understand what you are going through and don’t be embarrassed, life is full of up and downs and for people that deal with mental illness like us, is more downs than ups unfortunately.

Yesssss i needs that liner!!! 😍😍😍

Just ordered Lashes and yes please put those liners on your site...🥰🥰You are so Stunning and Beautiful

PLEASE ADD THE LINERS TO THE LINE😭😍😍

I want the liner omg so pigmented.

It’s the lip combo for me 😍

My sister in my head, Love you boo ✨⭐️💕😘

My talented beautiful sister...you hit the nail on the head when you said that it's something that runs in the family! It's called a generational curse😔 the Bible tells us all about it ...but it can be broken in the name of Jesus. I don't know how you feel about faith in God but I just got my life saved from addiction and my body healed. If you don't mind I'd love to send you a powerful prayer against depression and generational curses from a amazing Pastor here on KZfaq. Sending love and prayers 🙏🏽🥰