i can still remember heechul telling leeteuk “the kids have us as their hyungs. but i only have you as a hyung. so take care of yourself.”😭😭😭

I love the way Heechul and Leeteuk care for each other despite being opposites

0:10 oh god heechul "you better be good to him" mY HEART

Leeteuk is a beautiful person inside and out. I can feel that from his aura directly when I looked at him.

Sometime i hope a sunbae group like suju could find a girl that they love and get married and find their own happiness bcs i think they have done a lot for their fans

Heechul is like a Dad scolding their children because their Mom cried awww. I love 83 liners so much. Suju Fam

Super Junior having this type of episodes in their shows is opening the gates for other idols to feel comfortable in seeking professional help. To let them know that they are not alone with their pain, depression, and loneliness, that if no one is willing to listen or offer help that they will be there to help/understand in whatever way is needed. Super Junior will try to break the taboo of mental health that is entrenched in the entertainment/idol industry for there not to be and more loss of their brothers/counterparts due to psychological/mental health disorders.

He is seriously such an angel. And it hurts knowing that people hate on him for no reason at all, when all he's trying to do is keep his team together. I have always known that Teukie has really serious depression. I hope it gets better and I hope one day he'll find his way out of this maze and find who he is really is. Right now, because he has to put up this facade of perfection because he is the leader, he can't be weak, etc. But we're all humans, and being weak is a human trait. This society is so harsh that its forcing him to be inhumanly strong, while at the same time giving him so much hate for just trying to be strong. We love you teukie, and I sincerely hope that one day, you will find someone who loves and appreciates you the way you should be.

I love the way how heechul scold his dongsaeng to being nice to leeteuk

When the scenes were so emotional and I was about to cry😭😭😭 But then there’s Eunhyuk😥😂

He works soo damn hard everyday! Ever since his Father's incident when he was in the military, he started become even more depressed and he started to feel the burden over his shoulders... Leeteuk-shi, you've suffered a lot internally over the years ... No need to bury it anymore! Share it with your therapist and members whom you trust the most... We don't want another beautiful heart to drop from this earth soo early over Depression !!!

Majority of the Leaders in KPop groups suffer depression. The pressure of being the one that holds the team together, of being a better role model not only for the members but also the people who looked up to them, the pressure of being good in any way you could possible do especially the leaders of SM. Leeteuk, Taeyeon, Onew and Irene. Sigh, I hope they'll find happiness and finds who they really are and not just fitting themselves into a facade of being tough and fine all the time.

I'm trying to get emotional but the pigeon noises that doctor is making just ruin the mood

Heechul at 0:10 was like "Be good to your eomma you brats/bastards" Heechul really looks like the Father of SuJu who would fool around with them but in the end would scold them and Leeteuk on the other hand is the Mother of the group who would show his kids that he is strong even though in the inside he is struggling❤ I really love these two and the rest of the members. I think stanning them is the best plot twist that happened to me❤❤❤

This broke my heart & why I will support super junior always. Moral of the story : Money & fame does not always equal to happiness.

To our angel leader, Leeteuk. You have done so many things that made SuJu on top, even after 10 years! And your fans, Elfs, are always here to support and love you. Your members are there to support and love you. And we will keep on doing these because you deserved that. You are really the best leader of kpop! I'm sorry for joining the fandom late, but I'm here to stay. And you're not a burden to anyone, I gurantee you that. We love you 💓

my father once said that 'a leader doesn't have to be perfect'. So, it's ok not to be perfect. Even if you are an idol, you are still a human just like the rest of us. Human is not perfect. But, for me, oppa is a real great leader.

even i am a heechul biased i really never imagine the horror of heechul being the leader, to say the truth im not really pro to that cause i know heechul's attitude since he is my bias. to think that the burden was on his shoulder but still manage to smile in front of us and us, it even more breaks my heart cause i know those were his biggest scars

I'm glad his members got to hear all his thoughts, the loneliness probably hit him harder after Jonghyuns passing. Stay strong SuJu and ELF

"Knowing that my long time friend, a team member and someone who's on my side---was listening" (referring to Heechul)

83line 😭💙

Please protect him. This is a sign, his crying out for help. We couldn’t help Jonghyun but we can still help leeteuk. Remember how helpless we felt when we couldn’t do anything about it anymore because he was gone and he gave us so many signs we didn’t see so now I’m begging you please protect him.

I want someone to hug him so bad

Eunhyuk and Yesung reaction is so funny when they hear about if Heechul though as leaders.I bet that time they just cant imagine how their group if Heechul really a SuJu leader.A troublemaker leader i think..Anyway other idol should take SUJU as their mentor for hard, shine,famous time,worldwide,being critized for what ever they do,for not release album,and everything that SuJu being through.SuJu just have such amazing leaders,loudspoken hyung, hardworking member...SuJu just daebak..

I was aware that Teukie had been trying to endure so much pain and depression for years. What hurts me the most is that many idols like him are suffering so much and can’t do anything about it. There’s just so much we can never know about because they are forced to put on a mask that hides their true personality. Teukie, you led the members perfectly. There was so many ups and downs for the past decade but suju made it this far because of your leadership. It pains me to see you endure so much suffering but I hope that you know that not only your family and friends, suju and elfs are here for you. Thank you so much for your hard work. We elfs really appreciate it. Fighting Teukie!!

when he said he's lonely , i want to hug him so badly. believe it or not, a simple hug can cure a lonely heart. if only my hands could reach you mr lee teuk i will definitely help you to escape from all these for a while

I was crying again as I watch this but when Eunhyuk gasped about the idea that if Heechul was born first he could've been the leader

I still think if leetuk would not have been the oldest, he still would be the best choice for the group as a leader.

I am really glad that Heechul taking Leetuk to doctor so he stop hurting, sometimes being Idol doesn't stop the hurt. We fans forget the Idols we listen to are human too. They hurt just we do.The thing we as Super Junior' s fan is this sure you can talk your sister and mom but to the heart sometimes we need to talk to ours dad's for answer. Leetuk lost his in 2014 and Jonghyuny's didn't care about his son and that why it hurts so bad you just don't care anymore. Like I say thank Heechul for caring about your brother. I love you for that for it your heart .

"What's strange about humans is that once you opened the door you felt like crying" That's what happens when you've been a strong person your whole life. When life gets thrown at you without stopping that it has become a normal occurrence to you..so you never cry, complain, or even realized that you're actually having a rough time because you are immune to it. But the moment you hear a question as simple as "Are you okay?" is when you will start to break down. The realization of the fact that you ARE going through a tough time once you start thinking about everything that has happened to you is when you reach the limit and realized it's okay to cry because you've been strong all this time. Thank you Heechul, for insisting Leeteuk to seek a consultant the moment he said he was having a rough time even though he insisted it was nothing as he can solve the problems himself. You might not have a leader quality, but I'm glad it is you who is the second oldest because you are definitely the only one that can protect the leader the most when he's vulnerable.

you know leeteuk was one of the strongest person i know, imagine when his father commit suicide and about his grandparents that time he was on military how devastating was that, but he overcome that nightmare, maybe b'cause he has his members, friends and of course ELF. Leeteuk really deserve his title being a leader to suju.

One of the reasons why I am still an ELF until now is because they held on for this long, thanks to Leeteuk for being the leader because no matter what happened they are still the last men standing. And if there are antis that are trying to bring Suju down, well then comeback after your faves outlast the existence of Suju, which by the way is far from happening.

He is truly the strongest leader I have ever seen...and I really mean it.

Leeteuk and Onew is the strongest BG leader that I know. They tried to hide their tears to comfort other member and take care of them too much didnt think of themself.

행복하자 사랑해 진짜 울어도 상관없으니까 서러울땐 감정 다 쏟아내고 펑펑 울어도돼 너무 사랑해

"What side of me is the real side of me?" That hit me hard. 😭😭😭

I remember in Radio Star when Heechul said that he's on Leeteuk's side no matter what. I wish more people saw the heart in SJ.

This is the scene that prove heenim really cared towards teukkie. He even told to his dongsaeng to be good to their leader. This is the reason why I stan this group. They we're born to be with each others. And I respect to both 83line. Teukkie oppa, gomawo for always be a good leader and not forget to thanks heenim, gomawo for always been there when the members need your help. You two seriously an amazing persons in this world. Suju saranghae ❤💕😘

I don't understand why people dislike this video. I understand if you don't like him. And rather than disliking, please don't watch it. He was sharing his struggles. It is for us, the fans to watch. if you don't like, leave. Don't show your hatred on this kind of emotional videos.

With everything Leeteuk's gone through over the years, seeing this, him showing himself as vulnerable, really makes me respect him even more.

Leeteuk is such an angel in disguise T.T SJ is really really lucky to have him as their hyung and leader. Leeteuk takes care of them always. His priority will always be SJ. Idk why there are still people throw hates to him. Like how could you? :((( Btw yesung and eunhyuk at 0:09 look like teukchul kids. Seeing their mon cried because of their naughtiness and yesung glanced at heechul to look for his reaction and got scolded after lol We love you leadernim. You are the best leader in kpop industry. I swear.

heechul is indeed a kind person, so is leeteuk, he's really doing great job to gather the team.

awwwww the best leader for me 💖 we love you teukie oppa!!!

“He forced himself to be Leeteuk, but we want him to be Park Jung Soo.”

i have so much admiration and respect for Leeteuk. With everything he has been through, enduring the pressures and standards of being an idol AND the leader of a popular group. It broke my heart when he said "What side of me is the real side of me?" it reminded me of KJH :(

i can understand the feeling of being unable to open up to ppl, even if they are close. Precisely bc they are close ppl who i treasure, i always felt even more that i shd be spreading positive vibes to them, instead of dumping my problems on them, esp when they alr hv their own set of problems to stress abt...idw to be pulling them into my sad feelings...it does get hard sometimes tho...keeping everything to urself

When you realised that you need somebody like Leeteuk in your life. SuJu is so lucky to have him as their leader

I admire his strength n his endurance for all the bad things he have to been through. I hope he will find someone that heal his scars evetually😊😊 Hope life have mercy on him onwards....

I always revisit this to remind myself how hard these people have to work. If I ever feel like I’m having a hard time, I come back here and think about how hard our teukie works for us, for his members, for everyone. He’s truly such an amazing person and I hope that he knows that he shouldn’t feel responsible for everything, his limits, and how much we all love him.

Donghae and Shindong look so serious

i understand him i cried with him

I love seeing heechul being mad at his dongsaengs .he looks like he's acting but deep down i think he really wants to do his best when he's with leeteuk and he also wants all his dongsaengs pay more attention and treat them the hyung better 😅😅 better means just don't create trouble these crazy people 😂😂 From what i see(in any show) from last year and this year ,heechul really change a lot .he started to become more caring with his team members ,,expressing his feeling a lot ..erghh i just don't know how to say it. .he changed and it's 👍

i just think that both heechul and leeteuk really a pillar in this group...leeteuk really a great leader but he also a soft person while heechul even he is not a leader he can protect his group and member in his own way.. don't forget with his personality it's not easy for other to bully his member .. that what i like about this 83 line..they complement each other in protecting his group.. one is soft person and the one is hard person....

특이도 고생 많았겠지 스엠 아이돌 전체 리더도 같이 겸했다고 하던데 고생했어

우리 감수성이 풍부한 리더님! 그런 생각을 갖고 계셨다니.... 저도 리더님이 그런 생각을 갖고 계실거라고 짐작은 했었지만 이렇게까지 심할줄은...하긴 리더 자리가 힘들긴 하죠.그런데 공허함이 그렇게 클 줄은... 그럴수록 자신만의 취미를 찾아보세요.독서 아니면 미술 아니면 각 나라의 수집품 모으기도 있으니까요 힘내세요 아자 아자! 화이팅!!!!

I've watched this many times and it makes me love Teukie even more, he's so sweet. So is Heechul. Love them.

Oppa just get married to a nice noona who understands you

It's hurts when he say that he should "pretend"

I hope he finds someone as loving and caring as he is. Someone who would give him happiness and joy in his world

Stay strong, greatest leader one and only our eternal love leeteuk

who's with me ? october 2019 and cried over the video , i'm bleeding OMG 😥

Eunhyuk i was about to cry literally but then you suddenly put out a small laugh! I couldnt stop laughing. Why mess the scene!? Haha!

this is so sad but i can't help eunhyuk reaction when heechul said if he's the leader😂

I adore this man and applaud him for his courage and tenacity. It is my heartfelt prayer that he finds strength and support. He needs it and deserves it!

This guy is so selfless... so much respect... he’s having a hard time yet he still thinks that others do have their own difficult moments... hats off to u boy... i just hope you’d find time to rest and find your real self once more... i’m currently having the same struggles being tough is hard, and acting tough in front of many people is harder... but we can get through this.. i’m really trying to be mentally healthy and i really hope you should too.... ❤️❤️

오빠 진짜 너무 수고했어요 ㅠㅠ 너무 힘들면 쉬구 아프면 병원가고(안 아플길바래용 ㅠㅠ) 힘든거 있으면 다 얘기해줬으면 좋겠어용 ㅎㅎ리더오빠 홧팅(๑・ω-)～♥”

Every time I watch this vdo , tears automatically shed down from my eyes.... Leeteuk Fighting！！ Love from India！！

i love the way heechul telling the youngers to be good to leeteuk 💕

I cried then laughed then cried ,,, Eunhyuk reaction was so cute lol .. leeteuk oppa stay strong #Arab_ELF

One of the big reasons why Super junior is still an idol group is that they have a great leader...

leeteuk has a really pure heart. his love for super junior is really special😭😭😭

Here's my theory on if for example Heechul was born on the 1st of July & Leeteuk born on the 10th, if SM was smart they would still go for Leeteuk as the leader because he has that Leader aura to him despite looking like he's in his 20's even though he's in his 30's... He looked like responsible person back 2005, and kept his promise to take care of his brothers... It's important to remember that Leeteuk has been through a lot... But despite a lot he managed to keep a composed and proper image only letting the tears fall when it became too overwhelming... I believe that the members know when to give their Teukie hyung space or when he needs a hug... Say what you want, Park Jungsoo is an amazing person, it's not a surprise as to why the man's nickname is literally Angel, because he earned his wings~! Park Jungsoo oppa, I love you~!

poor teukie :( he’s been through so much yet is still such a happy, caring leader

“I just feel really lonely...” 💔💔😢

박정수 진짜 날개잃은 천사ㅠㅠㅠㅠ너무죠타어켚ㅍㅍㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ

I've never wanted to hug anyone more than I want to hug Leeteuk in this moment.

He is still human all idol are fake on screen when they say they happy with their life.Leeteuk really suffer a lot with his family since he young. I don't know why I can feel he still regret that he can't treat his dad better when his dad still alive ,I know he mention this before. He truly our angel that heaven even cry to send him off like he stated before. And I love heechul and leeteuk not awkward like they used to before. And I think heechul also did think about how leeteuk feel all the time and try not to talk about it to leeteuk cause he afraid it would be a burden to leeteuk. 83 line are the real friendship. Knowing each other for 15 years is not easy to reach at this state. It is so amazing that both of them were fight before but still in the same group and remain till today. I wish I could have friendship like that . I know my friend for 5 years and we fight for few times and we get to get back . But now 1 year has passed we broke our friendship since the last problem. The reason why suju still has this long career is because they treated each other like brothers and they don't selfish to being successful. Actually many group disbanded because their personally success but suju rather than their own name they put SUPER JUNIOR first. I'm proud of my man .

Leeteuk has held back his sorrows for so long. That's not healthy.

3:05 The way he choked here 🥺 That feeling of loneliness suddenly hits you ain't it?

How can a man be so beautiful?! And he´s not only beautiful outside. He has a heart of gold and is a perfect leader for his group. They love you for what you are and we too. ♥♥♥♥

Leeteuk is a great leader to suju and the members respect him and love him that's why when other ELF's said that they hate him because he seems cold to sungmin after his wedding, really broke my heart. If they were really a true ELF they should know how much Leeteuk love and cherish every member and what a great leader he is.

“The kids have us as their hyungs but I only have you as my hyung so take care of yourself.”

Leeteuk, thank you for your hardwork, thank you for everything you're doing for us everyday !You're doing such a good job !Please, take care of yourself, be healthy and be happy ! 💙

I love him with all that left of my broken heart since day 1 he's always been my favorite.

He's the leader of all leaders... this, too, would be an example of how a leader should know when he's already getting weak and getting help for it.

I laugh at 2:04 from next moment of crying over Leeteuk thoughts 🤣 lol Eunhyuk the reaction king🔥

Our best leader, you did a great job! I really really want to hug you right now :')

Teukie oppa, fighting! We love you so much!.. ❤️❤️❤️

2:04 😂😂❤️💖💖 he is sooo cute..

Leeteuk is that kinda person who manage to make u happy tho he's totally doomed n destroyed inside .. such precious *angel* I do really respect him n appreciate having him 💞😭

I’m crying watching this.. you are the best LeeTeuk!!!!

Leeteuk is a such great man❤

i watch this scene.. and i'm so proud because he is leader. he always keep his feeling because he won't make member worried

We all deserve to be loved and find happiness. Life is short. It is okay to cry. Never be ashamed of that. BoA talked with Key about loneliness , depression and the endless criticism. Perhaps if Jonghyun had received proper treatment, he would be alive today. Fighting Leetuk! from your fans who love you. We see who you are, a real person, sensitive and kind hearted. And for Heechul ...our big teddy bear. Words are not enough.😊 ❤️❤️ from Canada .🍁🇨🇦✌️

I really want them to find someone who will be with them forever at their side they really need it

"as soon as I opened the door, I felt like crying" 😢😢😢

Leeteuk suffered a lot since childhood, trainee days .. He's still suffering. all suju members suffered a lot actually ! .. I hope fans keep cheering them up n show them all the love n affection they deserve 😢 *SUPER JUNIOR DESERVE BETTER*

Leeteuk is the best person i ever know.. fighting👊👊👊👊

One thing I've noticed in recent years is that Leeteuk doesn't show that dimpled smile like he used to. It's there, but it's not the same as it used to be.

When you always find work is giving you Comfort But, one day you feel work is Tough for you 😔😢😭