That is heart wrenching and beautiful. Im so sorry.

God Bless you, we belong to a ‘very special club’ that no one else would ever want to join, the loss of child is the greatest and deepest pain a human can experience, but we survived and are still here, what didn’t kill us made us stronger friend and we are better for it, somehow I know this. 🕊🤍

@@truthbespoken333 thank you you're so very true I never thought of it that way God bless

Im so sorry .

@@joyhouchens1953 I believe everything happens for a reason and one day we will know the reason why thank you God bless

Very sad to hear this.😔💙

So sorry for your loss jesus bless u so hard

So sorry for your loss of your dear son ❤ May Jesus give you His peace and comfort your heart .🙏💕

Prayers for you. May god let you feel your son near you and give you peace. I know our loved ones are always near us. You just need to let them know you need there and trust they are there. God bless you my friend.

@@bonniebirrell2911 Encounter Ministries KZfaq page. (Mark Hemans)

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Incredible thanks for sharing ❤️

Yes, that’s so encouraging Earlier this year I went through a vail and saw that it was beautiful, each cell in the structure of life forms were Praising God Goodness cheerfully, happily . So much Joy. I had spinal infection near death . I am so so sorry for your loss. Hugs to you.

Angels of comfort

Wow...I am sooo sorry for your loss of your daughter Jacquelyn❤ Hearing stories like Ryans is helping so many people. I am glad it has helped you. As a mother I would want my loved one to experience this oher world too. IANDS... If u r not aware this websites have tons of stories as well. All the best to you and your family navigating this huge loss❤❤👭🙏😉

Hugs so very sorry for your tremendous loss of your beautiful darling daughter. Hugs prayers and positive thoughts..

Hey, sorry for your loss, and while not same, I wish to share my out of body experience that happened to me a few years ago, never had one before or since... I was walking in my house to make a drink, when suddenly I am sucked out of my body... The best way to describe it, is when you are starting to fall asleep and dream, but the dream isn't nice, or something makes a noise, you feel yourself "jump" as you rapidly slam/reconnect into the body, well this was that but opposite, so pulled out, and within a moment I am in this other place, and right away I knew "this is where we came from before coming here" like I knew it like you know 3 follows 2, and is before 4. Were we always there, or was it like a stepping stone to earth, or was it something else just so I could understand, I can't say. What's clear was several people, including my girlfriend was there with me (they did not share this memory / out of body). Anyways I could go on, but I really wanted to make clear that in this place, bad was not possible, and I mean I felt i couldn't even think of doing something bad if had wanted, any negative feelings like stress pain or worry simply didn't exist.... It was like we were all the best of friends, and knew exactly what we were doing, and were very playful in nature, very different to ourselves after a couple decades living on earth... I know I will go back there when I die, and I know that we will be ok. Do I think it's possible we are powerful beings and have a soul that lives on? Absolutely, it may or may not have been what Christians call heaven, but if there was such a place, I think that was it, but it wasn't just a final place, we came from there also. I think you have to be very dark or put in a lot of effort in a very bad way, to lose your place there, certainly I had never been pro or anti any specific religion, and I fitted right in with many of those I knew very well, including 2 characters I couldn't see the faces of, but I could feel by their presence somehow, they were good and caring like everyone else. I am convinced your daughter will be in such a place, and the you will see her there when your time comes. I don't know for sure why I got to experience this, although I have some theories, as soon afterwards I began a so called "awakening" both personally and in stuff some people refer to as "conspiracy" but somehow it tied up, for me at least. Take care

Jaquelyn . Im so glad you found so much comfort in this testimony ….. so sorry for your loss ✨🙏🏻✨

Hi jacquelyn you might enjoy kat kerr revealing heaven , your daughter is praying for you now , every year on your birthday she puts a gift in your mansion , bless you 🙂✝️🙏🏻🔥

Beautiful story from the ashes of tragedy. We must ALL hold on to God Almighty, especially in these end times. What I perceived in my spirit was because your brother knew God and was saved, the Lord sent the lady with the Bible who knew God and knew what to do for a soul in a live or dire crisis. In your story, I am encouraged you will see your brother again someday and forever. God bless you and your family.

I have no experience with this but I have felt the pain and senselessly of living in the world. Words fail me but keep seeking God. In my deepest despair I have been able to feel the presence of God.

Thanks for sharing your story. I am very sorry for your loss. Stories like this helps people who have lost loved ones so much. I hope they bring this guy back. He didn’t have enough time to tell us more, and I wanted to hear more!

Your brother felt pure blissful peace the moment he passed over to the other side xx we are all souls that come to Earth for an experience and we all return back home once our experience here is over. You and your mum will see him again on the other side and he is waiting for you. He is with you now, more than he was ever with you in his body form, as soon as you speak to him, he hears you and is with you xx

So sorry for your loss and pain

You’re a kind soul :)

Agreed

thanks Lisa so much:)

I Didnt hear the interviewer mention Jesus either!!.. Its to bad the world convinced people to keep neutral,Don't rock the boat..(( well I tell you that there's going to be a lot of Rockin going on Real SOON!! 1 Corinthians 15;1-4 except Christ while you can! The Rapture of the church is going to occur any day now and you don't want to be Left Behind!! They think Halloween is funny...they ain't seen Nothin yet!!The Zombies will eat the leftovers!!🥵..

@@terrymclellan6020 a

What did you see?

@@brad3 I saw how limited we are here. I saw how the Earthen body is like a muddy sack that dramatically limits the natural ability of our spirit body. I saw that my spirit body has form and substance. I saw that he sensory difference between living in an Earthen body, and living in a spirit body is comparable to going from a dark closet to a brightly-lit room. Questions that I had we're instantly answered with astonishing detail, it was effortless to comprehend those details. When I looked at others who were still "alive" I not only heard their thoughts, I experience their emotions, their feelings as if they were my own. I didn't go to heaven or see God. I did however see a being with its fingers inside my Earthen bodies skull, I understood that he was repairing the damage so that my spirit could return tn my body. Essentially the frustration that people have when they try to describe their NDE is, it's a lot like trying to describe the taste of salt to someone who's never tasted salt.

@@kenolson3064 thank you so much for sharing my friend :)

@@kenolson3064 thank you

Amen

Kristi, you are why I created this channel.

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Unimaginable pain. Sending love to you.

I had a NDE and I will tell you that the love and peace that I experienced makes me never fear death. Living on Earth is SO difficult knowing what the other side is like !!

@@donnabittner69 when you’re ready one day to share Donna, love to interview you, GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

True statement. 💯

Dana, thank you for sharing, did you watch Stacie's story yet on my show? She has a similar experience. When you are ready to share, my email GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

YES!!!!!!!!❤

Wow! What an amazing testimony! God bless you for sharing!! The Lord is definitely on the move in this world right now, and so we must pray that ppl seek Him and that Lord will soften their hearts! So many lost souls walking around with hardened hearts, they don't know Jesus!!! Oh I pray with all of my heart the Lord reveals Himself to them!!! No one wants to get in front of Jesus just to hear "I never knew you, depart from me"! 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Great story..thank you Michael😊

Thanks for sharing your amazing, life changing story. You’re very blessed! 💙😮❤️

Thanks! I’m excited Can’t wait for the release from here

Amazing

Catholicism??..Her Saints & Angels,HOW About her Jesus?!!!💌No man cometh unto the Father But by him!Amen!!

@@terrymclellan6020 And how exactly do you know that?

Thanks Angela I'd love to hear your story too, GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

Yessss! I agree!! That was the best part!! I hate when the interviewer cuts them off to ask a question, because they usually lose their train of thought and it feels like we were missing out on something they were intending to say.

YES!! I was grateful for that.

Glad you enjoyed it! You are very kind :)

Yes but he’s terrified and kind of doesn’t have any direction as to what he should say next. I think this would have been a fantastic story if he were guided by being interviewed. He would have been more comfortable. God Blessed him

You are so welcome, I try hard not to interrupt

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and thank you

Hello

Awwww Chaim you’re wonderful to take time to write that :)

Your peace in a heartbreaking situation is really wonderful and inspiring! Thank you for sharing. I know you and your son will have a VERY HAPPY reunion someday! ❤

@@gardengirl7446 Thank you!

@@winonakitto6151 you're welcome. Knowing you will be with your son again, does that give you a feeling of something great to look forward to? ❤ I feel so certain your son will be right there to greet you when you wake up from this life dream!

My great aunt drowned and said the exact same thing. Very peaceful. Thanks for sharing that❤

This is so good to hear that you found this comforting, this is why I share these interviews :)

My Gods Comfort cover you in a blanket of love . May your life be filled with beautiful moments 🌺

when my mom passed away I had a NDE with her.... and I had an angel standing behind me and I was very aware, telepathically, that I should not, could not look at him, otherwise I would never return to earth as my body, as me. it wasn't scary, just powerful and full of love

Yes you’ll see my interview with Sal he had this too! When you’re ready to interview please let me know. GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

Thank you for sharing. Most of my family doesn’t believe. When you’re ready to interview please let me know. GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

Good on ya dad. You have provided a good home for this to occur and for your son to be so honest with you. Balloons to you 🤠

So Grateful to Ryan for Sharing his Story. I Needed to Hear this Today, too......🙏🙏🙏

Glad you enjoyed it! what you wrote is powerful thank you

Me too!!! Many times I walked and talked to my Angel's and jesus and they would tell me so many things. They would tell me about my future too. I have died 3 times in my life ❤

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Angels are as close as the leaves 🍃 on trees

Thanks for sharing! love to interview you :) GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

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Sydney I'd love to hear your story too, GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

So happy for your miraculous return, hand in hand with Jesus! ❤️

Where did he mention God?

You’re very kind

Incredible! Thank you :)

Awwww! I appreciate you VERY much!

God is energy an love. . I'm grateful every day for that unconditional Love....

thank you for your wonderful comment :)

It is really a miracle he was not brain dead . Science can't possibly comprehend that. Neither can we!! I absolutely believe in the afterlife

You nailed me there, lol! The thing is that I’ve had personal very real experiences with demons and they overplayed their hand with me because I found the gospel during that time & I now have the protection of the Holy Spirit. Demons are electromagnetic so that’s a sure sign of possession.

@@deborahleecollins7147 Great comment! Now I'm certainly not denying that there are negative forces/energies at play. I also will admit that this is one area that I'm still very foggy in. I'm not sure exactly what to think of "demons" and exactly what they are, but in the book "The Law of One" there is an explanation given... Aaron Abke on youtube has a great breakdown of it for a quick reference. Not that I 100% believe what that book says to be the total truth, but it does offer a very different perspective of demons. So I'm not arguing that evil/darkness/negativity isn't present. I just personally do not believe in a physical hell/lake of fire type of scenario and that the devil has the power to take your soul. At this point in time, I believe that "hell" exists in the carnal mind and deals with our earthly struggles/challenges. It's a "place" of lower vibrations and you're mentally taken there based on the choices you make in your day-to-day life. But you can escape that hell at absolutely any time of your choosing and that is by choosing love, light & God by honoring your body/temple by eating healthy (something that is my biggest struggle!), meditating, not getting caught up in the negativity of things of this world we're in (like constantly watching the mainstream media, falling for their lies & fear tactics, etc) - I have to say, it is so refreshing being on this journey too and seeing things differently! I do have to say though that I've had demonic-like dreams/experiences in the past, but I realized in my dreams that it had to do with someone close to me who was struggling with drugs. It was my understanding that dealing with the drug addiction was their demon that they were fighting and it was mentally trying to take me down too. All of that went away though when the drugs were no longer an issue! I love this all though... The whole experience of life & the spirit realm... it fascinates me! Sorry I type so much lol

#truth

I believe you and Deborah Collins could both have some truth. This man said there were people there that had a greater spiritual knowledge than himself that were in charge. Every person in this good place he was in had peace and love. He didn’t talk about any bad energy because he was initially judged on his heart and was brought to where he was. That doesn’t mean there are no requirements for behavior at all, just that we are all loved as his children and placed where we should go in the next life. This goes along with what my religion teaches.

@@c.l.888 I love this so much! YES! 💛

Thank you. ♥️

I’d love to hear your story. 🦋❤️🦋

Yeah ok

Short and sweet, we are loved 🥰

I'd love to hear your story too, GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

Keep your eyes upon our Messiah, as we are, indeed, living in perilous times.

You are quite wise :)

Thank you for sharing and I hope Ryan offered you so much hope and relief ❤️

I believe he did. I believe all of our deceased loved ones are enveloped in LOVE

A wonderful comment Dave thank you. I too have been watching testimonials of ndes for years. I am addicted. The Lord allows a small percentage of people to come back, to share and inform humanity. 2 Corinthians 12: 1 - 5

Dr. Michael Newton wrote some very enlightening books. Journey of Souls: Case Studies of Lives between Lives...

@@ritabrightly7932 I have read all he has written..changed my life

Well, I am afraid to die and it happened to me. Death is great but you can't grow there.

@@DJ-Illuminate please explain

thank you for sharing Karen, when you are ready one day, love to interview you, or just talk about it, I love stories

Most of us with these experiences shy away from telling others, at least not to those who know us. It's much easier to tell someone you don't know. For me, before my experience, I hardly knew anything of God's Words. Instead, spent decades of sins until, out of regret and shame, I hated my life. Then, God, saving me from death, revealed lengthy memories to me which were from my earliest childhood, before birth and my Creation by The Creator. In the presence of God, all doubt disappears. For me it was like two magnets coming together. The created instantly knows when it comes in contact with The Creator. The created and The Creator. It is impossible for it to be any other way. I also know that every soul had a Relationship with God during that souls creation. It is a One to one experience without anything or anyone else there or needing to be there. I also know that Jesus Christ is in charge of the "coming here" process, prior to being born. This is what happened to me. I am also certain that God gives second chances and more, and all sins can be washed, if one seeks to do so during their time here. I behaved differently when I was in the presence of other human souls and angels in comparison to when I was in the direct presence and conversations with God. When I was not in direct presence, I still knew God was watching and would know, but for some reason my pride would cause me to behave irrationally or with a lackadaisical attitude. I did not treat God's creations and others with the same respect as when in God's direct presence, which those times are more solid than a rock while in direct contact with God. There were practice sessions before I came here and I did not live up to the goals and the true purposes given for them - the "spirit" of the assignments, if you will. Have you ever seen where a child behaves great until the parents leave the room? I was like the child who would spill the catsup bottle over onto the floor when the parent stepped out of the room. Most of the time I hope it was by accident but I know that it was probably because of my pride. I was a newly formed soul and I can blame a lot of my errors on this new, learning process. God loves us and helps us to learn. I needed so much help. There are many things which God conveyed to me. I say conveyed because I only heard (as in the sound of) God's voice once. The other times God placed the words directly into my mind or placed a complete idea into my mind at which point my mind would convert the idea as best as possible into words, usually a paragraph worth or so. There were many things God told me during multiple "one to One" conversations. God told me these exact words: "I love you." I demonstrated my fear of the unknown in front of God. Many times God would respond to me at the very moment a question came out of my heart or mind, even before formulating it into words. However, other times God would wait until I did formulate it into words before responding. As I learned more about how and why I was going to come here, there were multiple occasions where I became worried. When God asked me to come here, God also immediately said that all I would need to do is call for God if I needed and God would come. However, my fear was so great, I reconfirmed this with God on multiple occasions. I am surprised God never said to me, "Didn't I already answer that question a few times?" But Jesus Christ was extremely patient with me and each time would simply say, "Yes, I will come, all you need to do is call for me and I will come to you." During another of my "worried" moments, I asked God, "Are there any guideposts or signs that will help show me how to live once in this new place I'm going?" God responded to me, inserting these exact words into my mind, "I wrote a Book, actually several of them." I am trying to write it all down. It was about 5 years ago, but it was only about 3 years ago that I finally started coming out of a "state of shock' following the entire revelation. What I mean by shock is that I continued to live my life and managing to repent and straighten my life out, but also I could not stop thinking about the entire event, going over and over it again. I could go see a movie and come out not remembering any of it because of being distracted thinking about the entirety of it and how I should now proceed in my life. Years went by and the "shock" started to wear off and my now diligent reading of The Books have changed my life. I now try to live Righteously and focus on increasing my love for my Creator. It is ok to call Jesus Christ as The Creator because Jesus is One with God while reigning over this world. Everything Jesus does is done as God, with God. This is how I understand it. God has placed Jesus Christ in charge of our souls. We have Free Will, but our souls have an owner. I know it sometimes doesn't make sense but many things in the spiritual realm (our souls come from the spiritual realm) don't make easy sense using a material world basis of understanding. I understand now the importance of The Word, The Relationship and The Way. One thing I want to mention, People can accept The Messiah and The Way regardless what Religion they were born into or currently believe in. None of the major religions have anything which would prevent you from seeking Jesus Christ. Still, for all human souls, this life is about The Relationship, not about religion. Of the many things which God revealed to me, I want to make sure to mention about forgiveness. In this world, God really does want to forgive us for our sins and will if we seek God. While still living, there is absolutely, without any doubt, forgiveness waiting for you if you reach out for God. You may have lost faith in God, but if you are still breathing, God still has faith in you. Praise Jesus Christ who saves us. Allow God to be your Guide. All credit goes to God. God bless to all.

Will we see our loved ones

So sorry, listening to this guy I feel relaxed n know my people are loved n safe n not worried ,just know you are going to a beautiful place, we all will be going there . Get in touch with her ,the lady , n do what you desire to help others, Much love KIA KAHA ,NZ

Im praying for you!

Can you start a youtube channel with your story what your going through and your day to day Thoughts emotions feelings

Yes~ Steph thank you GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

One of the comments was about why not start your own YT channel with your story, I think that would be amazing as I have had many synchroniciteis in my life too and they are those unexplainable things that are the are like the Universe of God its trying to catch your attention! I have sent you love and white light healing....God bless you!

People forget Gods LOVE IS unconditional. I see in my church, people have NO understanding of this.

Karen YOU are the reason I share the stories

Glad to see you here as well.

I completely understand you... Love love love.... And allow the other conscious mind to awaken..... Most haven't awaken yet.... You should share your NDE...it will be lovely to hear.

You should share your experience, I can sense that it really changed you and made an impact on your life...I promise you that people want to hear your story and will listen, you just need to find the right people and platform. This is my first time on this channel and I really like it. Also, you should listen to Jeff Mara, his podcast is dedicated to people who have experienced NDE's...you should contact him!

@@jamimoor7311 thank you Jami, Jeff asked me some time ago to be a guest in his podcast, and I’m thinking about it, you know sometimes people confuse NDErs with religion, and as much as I respect all religions I can see in their comments that they truly don’t understand what we’re trying to say and the purpose or sharing becomes another church day, but I’m thinking about it, I know he has a Facebook platform and all that but I removed my self from Facebook and all of this places about a year ago, there are many so called NDE places to go there and was part of some of this platforms, but the amount of confusion, resentment and hate coming from lots of people mostly religious people every time a NDErs tell their story was too much for me to deal with, there so much Ego and intellect going on that is sickening to me, so I just removed my self all together from this places, but yes, you’re absolutely correct about this podcast, the amazing Jeff is awesome, Many Blessings to you and I wish you well

@@LuisHernandez-qk1nu we have seen and heard your comments on jeff maras channel and there are many people who would love to hear your NDE testimony....i understand why you would feel that way....Nevertheless, many would be blessed to see and hear your testimony on jeffs podcast if you are able to ignore some of the negativity....sometimes people feel the nee to debate points of truth because of their own experiences and they are just trying to marry them with others in order to find the plumb-line....Godspeed

Absolutely !!!!🕊🥰✨

awwww thank you, how thoughtful and kind you are

you are WONDERFUL

Amen! Purple is royalty. Jesus is King! You must have met someone important!

@@HHJoshHH who says it was Jesus? He said an entity.

@@zuwenaw Jesus is an entity. 😉. Problem solved. 🌈

@@HHJoshHH So are Confucius, Muhammad and Guatama Buddha. 😉❤ Jesus is one of many wise and importany entities.

I too was saved from an accidental death by a hand made of light… haven’t spoke of this publicly until reading your account.. Heaven intervened and I have lived with purpose ever since. There was more confirmation in that moment that we are all here and experiencing this life by design.

We appreciate you took time and enjoyed :)

I feel exactly the same. 😌 May Yah bless you & keep you. 🤲🕊❤

Actually Interstellar Travel Is Not Unusual. This is likely a near-death experience. My question to you is didn't feel more real then living on Earth

​@@thetechnicanwithaheart1682 😅 Hi To answer your question; My Soul dream was as real as being on earth; yet so much more powerful as it was not physical. All I felt was emotion and love, more powerful than anything I have experienced on earth. It completely consumed me. It was as if nothing else existed; except for this All consuming love. I needed nothing else . I didn't want to return to earth. I would go back there in a heartbeat; but it is not my choice. Only God or death can take me there. ❤

I'd love to hear your story too, GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

Yeah. Speaking as someone who has to transfer on metros a lot, that description is really -- kind of fun.

@@charlottekey8856 Lol 😊

Ma’am what suffering are you speaking of...? The TV news? If so then please turn it off and throw it in the trash because all of it is pure lies to cause us to suffer on purpose. Tel-lie-vision programs our brains. I got rid of mine 4 years ago and I’m happier than I have ever been in my whole life. 💝

Dear Sweet Linda, you are not a waste! In fact you like the rest of us are all here for the experience and to expand & ascend our Love to grow and to "help" our fellow man! How ever you my friend are wasting a way and the love you say you have is tremendous but live in fear due to your ultra "sensitive empathy" that in its self is a gift that unfortunately some of us don't know how to filter and release the negativity that others and things impose on us and sometimes bring us down to a lower vibration of ones LOVE/SELF. If you love tremendously then you need to pull yourself out of it....becuz GOD (all of everything) would only want you to also "Love Thy Self" I do believe somewhere along the way your "experiences have made you believe that you are what does and doesn't happen to you! The opposite of Love is Fear not Hate and if we all live by those two then maybe just maybe we could heal ourselfs and rid all or at least sum of the condemnations , restrictions and closed minded beliefs and walk in love and do everything out and in the name of love we shed that horrible beast called "fear" then peace and Serenity will fill your heart!!! If Every decision I make and I ask myself ...am I doing it becuz I fear the outcome I fear the Loss or the devastation or do I fear the person? Should of could of would of ... sucks! Instead I respect and I understand I must do everything out of LOVE! LOVE CREATES KINDNESS, EMPATHY, HONESTY PEACEFULNESS ACCEPTANCE, UNDERSTANDING So on so forth! Don't forget who you are Linda! Your name says it all! You are okay you are enough and you are loved and so precious inside Out! Get up stop crying and start spending as much time as you can at the least be present create more memories so you don't look back aka life review and REGRET ,FEAR ,Loathing, and your HELL will completely consume you even in the afterlife our thoughts create our reality! Think about how much you will miss all of us think of how much we your family will feel... most certainly they will feel a tremendous loss and if you go home on a depressed dark almost suicidal vibration then those heart you love so very much will end up in a place just like where you live! Represent that love and leave that legacy and inspire so they can have some comfort in the wake of your death! Go out with a beautiful bang and make your family proud and walk the walk that you talk and make not only God proud but your family proud as well! I'm sure they have enough fear in their lives especially in today's crazy but amazing world! Remember we asked to come here and let's hope we are ready and open and walk in the love and light to not have to come back here but to go higher and become one with our true one and only our all of everything our home with GOD!

@@katrinaspurgion4984, Lovely and well said, this is what spreading love & kindness means, sending out well-wishes & thoughtful-words to someone in need. Blessings Sister. 🌺🌼🌸

Maybe look for the NDE of a woman who was blown up in Iraq. It's fascinating & she describes in detail how our individual life experiences are like a role in a play. As she was still out of her body, she stood next to the accident scene & discussed with 2 light beings exactly what injuries she would have on re-entering her body. It's a bit like watching a movie, there are the fun, happy bits, the scary moments & occasionally there is tragedy. Perhaps if you can see that each person, no matter what their experience, is an actor in a play, maybe that will comfort you? It does me. Also, very often, at the moment of suffering for a human or animal, they are already out of their body. Best wishes 🙏

@@dawnross2514 Another well stated comment! I agree, indeed, I have heard numerous people say “the soul leaves before the real trauma takes place” such as in a fire, or severe child abuse. This is why we need not fear as “There is Nothing to Fear but Fear Itself”... I have a friend who remembers being in the great Fire of Chicago, she lived in a very tall building and as it was engulfed in flames, she remembers picking up her cat to protect it, and that was it, absolutely nothing else. She said she did not feel the pain of anything, only coughing at first. Believe it or not she knows exactly what building she died in. That is some Mercy. And IMHO all of those fires were intentional back then as they are today, everywhere. 💟

💓 thank you I look forward to singing with you 🥳

Wow--you are lucky but yes, I imagine the contrast of feeling of all this then having to return to earth is depressing.. but you will be enveloped by that light again... eventually:)

Why have you had so much pain ever since? I wish I never came here, it’s too hard here.

@@Me-yf9lt It is not too hard here if you have and keep grace. We are here to learn and grow spiritually. Let go of the material connections and all the drama. Lead by example and thoroughly love those in your life while there is a chance to do so.

@@Me-yf9lt where do you mean by “here,” - the world? - Or this channel or topic? I had pain because the experience deepens you to a degree that you become so loving, if you lose or have losses, you feel it even more deeply. My mother’s passing indeed came the next year, which would not have been predicted before my NDE. And that was deeply painful, amd other personal losses were so deeply painful, I found it hard to relate to others who were on a more superficial playing field. (I should really not call it an NDE but a transformational experience, because I don’t think I was dying, I was being operated on.) And so you find relationships very disappointing because they can not come close to what you experienced in terms of an exchange of love. Of course, this emptiness was not your intention at all. But nothing compares to the love of the Spirit. Life is hard, what I have learned is that you must never identify yourself in material terms only, with a past. Even Eckharte Tollé says this. You must always be identifying yourself, seeing yourself in space filled spiritual perspective, as a Spiritual being having a physical experience. This IS the one and only concept that makes this life livable.

Sparky S- How do you know it’s real? Couldn’t a fertile semi-conscious mind create this “reality”? I’ve had dreams that have felt very real upon awakening, but guess what? They were my fertile semi-conscious mind creating scenarios.

@@ttocselbag5054 With all due respect, as I mentioned. until you have an NDE, you don’t know what it’s like. Dreams are not the same as dying, flatlining. Which I did.

@@sparkys2711 - OK, I’m not going to change your mind, as you won’t mine, and I’m not really trying to. Posit this though. When you flat-line, your brain is still alive for several minutes, yes? Couldn’t that still allow for the “fantastical creation” that is semi-conscious dream/like? Despite admonitions from those who claim to have had NDEs, I am not a believer. I guess I will find out when I finally do croak, but then won’t be able to share anything afterwards. Peace to you and it’s good that you and others get comfort from it all.

@@ttocselbag5054 you can tell you never had NDE..

@@Roxy00726 - Of course I’ve never had one, why do you think I question the validity of such claims? Personal stories do not make it fact. I view most unsubstantiated calls like this as confirmation bias similar to product testimonials.

yes for sure thank you

well said!!!

Love this, when you’re ready to share your story let me know GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

I hope they interview you! I'd love to hear it. Nde's facinate me

You are not alone! Most people especially these past 2 years feel the same. If you can watch more interviews, it helps. Also if you find Jordan Peterson and his daughter Mikhaila Peterson they also struggled with that darkness and depression, their bodies needed meat to get rid of the awful feelings.

Life is a beautiful challenge, living life as long as a person can is a challenge , Really we may only get 70 or 80 years 🏝🌺🌸😇🎶

Sandra, you got his name wrong. He's called Ryan.

I think Ryan will say yes :)

love this

Was this experience at all frightening to you? I am terrified of ceasing to exist so I watch these videos in hopes that this is not the case

Hi,how could your 2nd experience be in 1968,and your 3rd experience in 1965,did you time travel back 3 years,lol?🤔

I think maybe your dates are transposed?

Love to interview you when you’re ready GrowthFactor.org@gmail.com

What did you understand about overcoming 3 times?

@@gericlarke Right after the Infections Decease Doctor told me I probably won’t survive. I hear music and She will Overcome first I said: what? Heard it softly again Say She will Overcome. I said really? Then “She will Overcome. I then said OKAY 👍🏻 and got happy instantly. I was paralyzed no control over body and had a high fever . I was perfectly healthy before this spinal Infection!!

I truly believe that. 💜

@@lindafitzgerel1259 I posted hospital movies on my utube

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Check out Natalie Sudman and also Amy Call...

Wow, thank you!

Hello Ana how are you doing?