My last video - • why i stopped uploadin... Thank you. From the bottom of my heart. Ps. don't panic about my finger - kitchen knife slipped making a salad.
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@justpushplay1004 жыл бұрын
It is your platform. You choose whatever you want to film. Whether it’s makeup or women’s issues. We don’t expect you to go back to the way you were, if anything we’re excited for whatever new ideas you’ll develop. Dip your toes in the water, and we’ll be here when you find yourself comfortable enough to dive in. 💙
@SRPSvatoslav4 жыл бұрын
Beautifully said
@tashaleeman4 жыл бұрын
Yessss👌❤️
@emiliab.99484 жыл бұрын
True ❤️
@phoenyxashes20644 жыл бұрын
Well said❤️
@imajicaxo48744 жыл бұрын
Said so amazingly ❤️
@Geishadelmaquillaje4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes share your feeling is the only way to release that weight. You was so brave!
@snoox274 жыл бұрын
I still struggle to talk about the abuse I suffered nearly 20 years ago. Shes very brave and I hope she will help someone with her story.
@REDYT-ub2on4 жыл бұрын
Yes
@DianXxX3 жыл бұрын
Yes
@ruki45853 жыл бұрын
Yes
@thecrystaltide37574 жыл бұрын
"we're all normal, we're just in an abnormal situation" YESYESYESYESYES
@afrozmonjuri20633 жыл бұрын
Periodt !
@fictionalbeauty4 жыл бұрын
Also, for content - so many people do 'hauls' etc, I'd love to see drugstore looks, stuff that can be done with the palettes that people have at home, etc. Especially with the economic situation the way it is right now I think that'd be appreciated!
@vanessaamesty67394 жыл бұрын
THIS, that's why beauty channels and makeup brands are dying out... not one can afford all that makeup, I haven't used makeup since february, let's consider our pockets and state of minds
@katieie-di5si4 жыл бұрын
We love you Em! Us survivors are in this together. I know how hard it is to accept that we are victims but it’s a relief to know we never did anything wrong in the first place. Truly, we stand with you. we feel your pain and we’re glad you feel comfortable discussing it with us
@ekaterinas23264 жыл бұрын
I love this
@tahinaschwegler81124 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️
@catschamomile2984 жыл бұрын
If you dont want to you dont have to discuss your trauma after this. You have explained more than enough. We will support you on your journey and watch your videos with love and understanding. If you ever were to need another break feel free to take it! The people that are here now have stayed with you for a long time. And if your way of dealing with stuff is makeup videos? Sure! Is it videos about woman rights? Why not. We are watching your channel because we saw something in your personality. Ofcourse content played some part in it but I feel like after he last 2 videos we can only watch with love❤
@snoox274 жыл бұрын
Well said.
@christyfray94124 жыл бұрын
Amen
@Sweetirishwhispers4 жыл бұрын
You don’t have to say thank you. Thank *YOU* for being honest and most likely empowering even 1 person to leave a bad relationship 💜 I wish you so much healing. It will take take time. I’m nearly at 4 years away from that relationship and it’s still so hard to undo the things I changed about myself to make myself fit into what he wanted. Thank you for speaking 💜
@toericabaker4 жыл бұрын
Rise from the ashes. 💖
@starstellastar36804 жыл бұрын
💛Like a Phoenix💛
@tracywaring37694 жыл бұрын
That is so beautiful x
@iallexa20024 жыл бұрын
You are such an amazing person, I've been watching you for years now and honestly you are so beautiful and genuine, all the love, I know what you've been through, you always seemed so strong but the people that envy us don t always realise that even the stronger person probably is struggling the most, so keep going because what doesn t kill you makes u stronger, always people that are sad inside will try to tear us apart. This is the truth, keep that in mind (english isn't my first language)
@grecannamari4 жыл бұрын
Crying is therapeutic I’ve been in similar situation for 10 years and when I watched the previous video I just couldn’t write anything as remembered my past and wanted to give you a hug and telling you everything will be fine my second year since I left my relationship and oh God People telling me you are the same as you were before your relationship so please keep going and keep strong and do what you like as we love you as you are lots of love xoxo
@AdriaKitzinger4 жыл бұрын
You helped me through times when I had no confidence because of my acne. 💗
@4irashiyo4 жыл бұрын
You're very very welcome sweetheart! And truly, welcome back!
@CrystalStackhouse4 жыл бұрын
“Create art as if there was no audience.” I understand that KZfaq is what you consider your professional life. However, I think the best thing would be is to create videos (whether they’re chatty GRMS, vlogs, days in the life, hair styling, makeup, favorites, the list goes on....) that make you happy! Create unapologetically and do what you love. Because the world will be watching, and waiting to embrace the new you. ❤️ Thank you for sharing your story!!!
@charlottejones70954 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry for what you went through. Take as much time as you need xx
@mairimackenzie27974 жыл бұрын
@@drewdavis4207 necessary?
@otkud_ja92904 жыл бұрын
I understand how you feel. In my past relationship I was so depressed and i hate to remember ME from that time. This me looking old me feels pity, anger, sadness. Just like you said I mourn myself. Don't be ashamed of what you have been trough. No matter what you are going to be stronger because of it.
@Scrattybooboo4 жыл бұрын
Darling, you have 1.8+ million subscribers after a year of not uploading!! 👍❤ trust me when I say what ever you upload in the future we will all be watching and supporting you. 🥰❤ so glad you are back. Continue to grow into the "new you" xxx
@samiha_humayra_7 ай бұрын
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@smileybombs57394 жыл бұрын
"courage does not mean that you are not afraid, " "courage means that you are not going to let fear stop you from being who you are, and doing what you want to do. " thank you for this golden advice, this changed my life to go for things i want
@holly98694 жыл бұрын
I'm SO excited to see what the future holds for you!! Em you are such an incredible, talented and intelligent woman and I'm so so glad you're in a better place
@lora31754 жыл бұрын
she seems so genuine and down to earth
@kishab67594 жыл бұрын
You are a strong woman. Never forget that. ❤
@ijustusethisaccounttocomme23254 жыл бұрын
It's like you never left
@melissalane79204 жыл бұрын
Maybe do some ‘wellness and esteem boosting’ videos. Casual skin care sessions, trying meditation apps and reviewing GRWM. That kind of thing xxx
@mailamcam2814 жыл бұрын
U seems like a genuinely kind person, and my heart breaks when i hear the pain, anxiety, fear in ur voice. Im sending u lots of love ✨
@noortaher55864 жыл бұрын
You helped me with that video realize how my parents have been affecting me. Your a wonderful person and we are all with you in your journey back to being happy and i hope me and many others can better ourselves with you ❤️❤️
@nadiamillones99794 жыл бұрын
Em, thank *YOU* for being so strong and share your history, you have definetly touched our hearts and made understandable how awful those situation can be. We are all supporting you no matter what 💖💗
@spade56454 жыл бұрын
Love you Em!! Thank you for using your platform to share your experience and making your voice heard! You are my inspiration 💕
@jasminejones21594 жыл бұрын
Hey i would love to watch your old videos that youve filmed. I love watching routines like morning routines, makeup and skin care routines. Question and answers. Film what you want and when you can we are all here for you xxx
@karoline98354 жыл бұрын
Whatever you’re going through, we are here to listen and to help you. The amount of bravery and compassion you’ve shown is incredible, and you are enough. Hell, you’re even more than enough. Keep yourself safe, we love you so much.
@metalpuss1584 жыл бұрын
Im so happy you're back 🥰 you're beautiful, don't ever let anyone tell you different 😽this is a fresh start & we're all here to support you on your new journey 🤗
@Rise8764 жыл бұрын
You're so welcome darling. I just want to give you a big bear hug. God bless you 💖 As for content, whatever makes you happy, comfortable, excited, and alive - that's what I want to see. It'll come, don't worry.
@Adua944 жыл бұрын
I put everybody's emotions first than my emotions too. That's so hard to stop. I feel like I don't want everyone knows that I'm unhappy with my relationship. I don't want to worry anybody, I don't know why it's sooo haaard its killing me
@s4br1n4z4 жыл бұрын
Stay strong girl
@wiktoria_skoczen4 жыл бұрын
i hope you’re feeling so much lighter in the heart because i can’t imagine the weight it’s been putting on it ❤️
@emmamc67654 жыл бұрын
Glad to see you back! Sending lots of love
@M.A.R.A.4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for being so vulnerable. Healing is such a journey... Of ups and downs. Many of us are on this same journey of healing. Thanks for the reminder that we aren't alone... I remember I subscribed to your channel because I liked you as a person. Upload whatever videos you are passionate about. I'll be a supporter always. Sending you lots of love and support. 💜
@domjin04124 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing with us on what you went through. It takes an incredibly strong person to share what you’ve been through. You have help so many people with sharing what you went through.
@trentf45834 жыл бұрын
Forget the theatrics, lights, details etc. The thing we love about watching you is YOU. take a deep breath. Learn how to just be you, and pour that into your videos. The authenticity you have shown in the last two videos is so personal and touching, and reguarltess of whatever it is you make or talk about, I will watch your videos becuase I like the person in them. ❤️ I can't wait to see your walls come down and your passion come out in a way you've never quite been able to do before.
@ellawolf7773 жыл бұрын
I love what you wrote ! Keep being awesome
@coraliebell92364 жыл бұрын
We love you girl! You inspire us and we're so thankful that you're doing better and you're willing to open up to us.
@leilashahin69564 жыл бұрын
Loved watching your old videos, hauls, drugstore looks and skincare vids always used to be my faves ❤️
@gioovannabp4 жыл бұрын
You are so strong! It’s amazing someone with such a big platform talked about it so no one feels alone. It happened to me and when I started to share, the weight was lifted! ❤️ sharing is caring
@benjaminacuna80134 жыл бұрын
You are genuine and sincere and that is refreshing thank you for just doing you
@donovangaspar1454 жыл бұрын
We love you and thank you for being the icon you are, stay strong love
@swiftie-fu9ic4 жыл бұрын
Ok but why would someone dislike this?
@rhonita4 жыл бұрын
Because they will have no guts to dislike her in person!
@myiamurphy89494 жыл бұрын
Because they’re ashamed of their own behavior
@skygaz3r4 жыл бұрын
Because the dislike button is next to the like button and people press it accidentally sometimes. I always think the dislike button should be located on opposite ends of the like button
@edehleesa3303 жыл бұрын
Cause they dislike themselves
@paigekennedy98874 жыл бұрын
I came across your video here for the first time today, I felt compelled to watch as your raw truthful emotions was so captivating and relatable for me, I have worked in an industry for 6 years which also requires me to be glam, have perfect back drop and film things over & over again until I’m almost in tears not feeling happy with what I replay back. I have never heard of video OCD before but your video has helped me to see that I also really crave to feel more free with my own content & to work on my OCD. Thank you for the upload and have a lovely day xx
@lizzmiller33564 жыл бұрын
You have inspired me so much. I have been going through a tough time for a few years now and these last two videos have made me cry, be hopeful, and realize that I can be the me I want to be and that I dont have to get approval from others to exist. Thank you. You are so amazing and I appreciate more than you could know the candor you've shared with us. Thanks for being brave and helping us by sharing your story.
@ximeect4 жыл бұрын
Whatever content that makes YOU feel happy and inspired would be perfect 👌 !!! I support you and send you a big big virtual hug!!!
@Glitterface1114 жыл бұрын
You’re so lovely. Your openness & honesty is definitely an inspiration ✨🥰 I think you should post whatever is in your heart or on your mind!
@jwilkens12214 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy you’re back, and you’re so brave and kind to share your story. And in terms of the content I’d love to see from you, pretty much anything! As chatty as you want, makeup tutorials, get ready with me vids, day in the life, what I eat in a day, doing other people’s makeup, sharing any kind of creative therapy or creative things you do just because they make you happy 😊 I can’t wait to see more videos from you as you’re comfortable presenting them ♥️
@247cravings3 жыл бұрын
I felt so touched by everything you said, so brave to share what you are going through with everyone!
@Skiesicon4 жыл бұрын
You are such a lovely kind person you deserve the best. Love you 😘😘😘
@kellyclements3854 жыл бұрын
You are so strong and stunning! You really helped me get into makeup and how I could do makeup with acne. I still adore those makeup and skincare and I welcome other content as well such as what I eat in a day, GRWM, Q&As, etc
@katydebesa4 жыл бұрын
We love you so much. You are such a brave, strong, genuinely sweet soul 💖
@lilyrushton96234 жыл бұрын
I love your voice its so therapeutic I'm so sorry you went through that you are so strong
@nkita73634 жыл бұрын
You seem like such a genuine person. I’m so excited to have found you!!! Keep creating.
@lovelycommenter82054 жыл бұрын
thank you for sharing this with us! i love you and i was waiting for you! i’d love to see any type of content really ❤️ anything you want to make - i’ll watch and i’ll support you every time. thank you for you.
@crownbritish22594 жыл бұрын
You’re amazing 💖
@salytoris70724 жыл бұрын
You're welcome darling) and we love and appreciate you and your work❤
@foxromanova27734 жыл бұрын
Thank YOU Em. I hope you continue being strong and amazing. A big hug to you!
@nataliemcmillan26054 жыл бұрын
So proud of you for sharing your heartache because it will help others who have been through the same experience xoxo
@HarmonizingChaos4 жыл бұрын
You’re so beautiful, Em. I’m just so glad you’re back 😀 Do whatever feels fun! Don’t feel pressured to fit in anyone’s box.
@raquelsolano51734 жыл бұрын
So excited for your new videos. YOU are so BRAVE.
@sherrythomas30284 жыл бұрын
Omg I just want to hug you!! Just know when you cry, I cry. I don't like people crying alone. You post what ever you want. I will be here watching it♥️ You make whatever content you want🥰
@annalysenko32174 жыл бұрын
You are so strong and beautiful both on the inside and on the outside, Em! Sending all my love and support to you ❤️
@nilimaaakhtar78524 жыл бұрын
We love you loads Em! 💖
@winterburden4 жыл бұрын
So glad you're back, it's always good to see you! And I wish you all the best going forward and forever 🙆♀️
@Blooomix4 жыл бұрын
You're so brave sharing your story, I know it's not easy to talk about things which hurt you to the core (for whatever reason). I hope this inspire more people to not be afraid as well 💜 sending love 💜
@ErinGoBragh3254 жыл бұрын
I'm just so glad you got out of that relationship and are on the road to healing. You are important and you deserve to be loved! Thank you for sharing so openly
@yasminmoraes86174 жыл бұрын
All the love to you Em 💜 happy to see you are healing
@marinaSassygUrl884 жыл бұрын
you're the sweetest sweet angel I've met tbh, thank you for being honest and sharing this tough experience you had surrounding abuse... it helped me and thousands to re-consider our lives. i wish you the best and i hope you have a beautiful life full of joy ahead of you darling 💘🌺 we also understand your struggles a lot and your adjustments so take it slow and take all your time darling
@xiandy1594 жыл бұрын
i'm so glad ur back and that you're happy! i've been subscribed to you for so long and waiting for you to be okay is so worth it ❤️ i love you!
@date_with_sarah4 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your story. You help so many people. Thank you.
@gretalatham-demant51324 жыл бұрын
thank you for being so strong, and create content that you want, we are all in support of you
@LOVECLAMP1004 жыл бұрын
You're so kind and nice. I just want to give you a a big hug 🤗
@juna12004 жыл бұрын
I'm so so soo proud of you for being able to do this you are such an inspiration.... Luv you💕💕
@daniellep99394 жыл бұрын
Thank YOU for being fearless!!! 💕
@Daniacastelo4 жыл бұрын
I couldn't keep watching the first video cause I'm not ready yet but I feel you and I stand with you. Sending you lots of love from Mexico
@briannaduffin13054 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story with us. You’re so courageous to open up and I hope you see that in all the people you’ve inspired. Welcome back to KZfaq gorgeous, we’re so glad you finally decided to upload videos again.
@lenaskommis84824 жыл бұрын
You are so inspiring for all of us!!!!
@HikingValkyrie4 жыл бұрын
Put all of that love you feel for your work to good use, but make sure to keep yourself safe and try not to stress yourself out! We'll still be here! Sending out a hug!! ✌️😊
@lrivette284 жыл бұрын
I’m glad you are doing better. Just keep doing what it is you love and everybody will love it too.I’ve always enjoyed all the content you put out no matter what type it was. I’ll be happy just to see you again!!
@robynsibal4404 жыл бұрын
Please do whatever makes you happy!! You’re a wonderful and beautiful person and I just want to see you happy and confident with your content.
@Kasiabobasia4 жыл бұрын
I just found your channel. I can only imagine how difficult it would be baring your soul for the internet to see. You are so brave and seem so genuine. People will support you, your new content, and your channel with whatever you choose to create. I’m here for it! 💕
@Freya124 жыл бұрын
Your content is exactly that YOURS! We love seeing anything you post and sharing a part of your life with with.. Be yourself even if that means changing a 100 times, we will always be here to support you and love you 🥰🥰
@theresalucas54584 жыл бұрын
Em, I've always loved your content & channel. You are so lovely! I'll watch whatever artistic expression you wish to share. You do what feels right & know there isn't a "normal" amount of time to heal or rule book on how you work through it. We are all works in progress, and I'm sending you hugs & love 💜
@tiarakartikaseptiani4134 жыл бұрын
You are strong em, remember we love you so much, your inspiring motivational video, your make up, your positivity, im so sorry you had been through a lot, i hope you'll get better soon, we love you em ❤
@lozdazzara45304 жыл бұрын
Personally i loved your make up tutorials, Vlogs, loved seeing you experiencing so many new avenues. But at the core, you need to be yourself. Because that is the only thing that matters.
@iamadreamergirl4 жыл бұрын
You just do you. You are saving me literally right now. Love you!
@Hannah-jv9iw4 жыл бұрын
You deserve all the love in the world , we love you 💙💙
@Someone-ps8ry4 жыл бұрын
Love how honest and genuine you are in this. You are TRUELY finding yourself and allowing us all to see that maybe you don’t know who you are yet - and that is just amazing to see you streching and reaching for the best apple of the tree and working hard on youself to fell like youself again. What i am trying to rable about is: thank YOU for fighting for what you love and youself ❤️
@joeyp74314 жыл бұрын
You are such an amazing lady. I'm so pleased you now have a man who treats you in the way you truly deserve 🥰🥰
@Hiidayaahhh04044 жыл бұрын
I truly am sorry for everything that you had to go through and I respect you so much for how brave you are to share your experience. It takes so much courage to let one person know, what more the world. You are incredible and an inspiration. ❤️❤️❤️ Also, it is your channel so do whatever you want with it! We will always support you. Follow your heart 🙆🏻♀️💕
@kconroy10434 жыл бұрын
Thank YOU for being raw and real to your situation. By speaking up you are bringing light to a very serious issue. You're so much stronger than you realize by getting out of that situation, as is anyone who has gone through the same thing. Keep pushing forward!
@molchkrote31414 жыл бұрын
I cried with you whatching this video it‘s heartbreaking what you had to go through but just the fact that you are sitting here making this video shows how beautiful and strong you are! We love you ❤️
@milenaw58904 жыл бұрын
You said towards the end, you're trying to find yourself and what you love and that's what I wish for you, too, it's totally fine to try out new things, if you try one thing and you realize that's not what makes you happy, try something else, take your time figuring out things. 🤗 You're a lovely person and I'll be happy to see new videos from you no matter the frequency and the content. I personally really enjoy chatty videos - could be about anything, they don't have to be about the difficult stuff necessarily if that's overwhelming. 😊 Much love! 💕
@PrincessReyna064 жыл бұрын
As a survivor of abuse I’m so happy you were open about this ♥️ it makes it better sometimes to know that you’re not the only one going through this 💕 sending you so much love and positivity 😘
@LittleLisachan4 жыл бұрын
I just discoverd you and your story really hit close to home. I going to subscribe to you and I would love to see you grow and rediscover yourself. I did it myself after an abusive relationship and it was a great joy to me. I wish you a lot of energy and creativity for the future.
@genevieveamelia33014 жыл бұрын
Wow. Mourning the person you were, that really resonates with me so much. I am six years out now and I still feel that from time to time.
@lovelycommenter82054 жыл бұрын
you’re so beautiful and brave! you are my role model. thank you so much for everything, Em.
@TaylorWilkz4 жыл бұрын
Your last video resonated with me so strongly. I was on my lunch break working at home, and I had to take a few hour off because your story unearthed a lot of unresolved feelings I've been still holding onto. Sat down and wrote about it and let myself cry. I'm so glad to see that you're in a good place and that you're pushing yourself - I hope that I can be seen doing the same by people in my life. All the best to you and where your channel goes next. 💕