I hate the American insurance system as well as the companies that jack up prices for meds. Dr: You need this medicine! Insurance: Oh that costs a lot. You don't actually need it. Dr: I have years of schooling and medical training. I've been a dr for years. The patient really needs this med. Insurance: But that med will cost us a lot of money...so we say the patient does not need it. Patient: "At home suffering without needed meds* Insurance: *At the bank rolling in money*

When I found out you passed away was not able to watch your videos because a strong feeling of sadness was filling up inside my heart…but when I feel sick I can’t help to come back and feel like I’m not alone. You’re saving me even now. Miss you so much, Rest In Peace, now all the pain is gone Jaquie

No more pain baby its all gone. I can't believe your gone, I'm in tears and such heart pain. I came across your channel in search of answers, I was sick very sick. I found you! I learned so much from you! thank you for every word of inspiration! Till will meet again

The fact that Judd is so serious in the vid kind of confirms how bad the situation is. I'm praying all goes well for you. You've really helped change my daily outlook on life while battling severe depression, anxiety, trichotillomania and dermatillomania. I'm more hopeful and have learned to take things one day at a time, and to not blame myself if that day myself illnesses decide to win. Your positivity is super contagious, and I'm so glad to have found you and be graced by it. Wishing nothing but hope and good vibes to come your way ❤❤🐘 ¡Que Dios te bendiga! (May God bless you!)

I suffer from many chronic illnesses. one being gastroparesis. my GP is getting worse. no one will help me. my doctor told me he won't do anything because it's too bad. I don't know where to turn. but I want you to know you are so strong and I'm glad I found your channel.

Since you're becoming so dehydrated, can you double up on your saline and lactated ringers infusions? It's not food, but at least it's the water and some of the electrolytes you need. And double kudos to Judd for handling all of that raw chicken!!

Good luck with the Dr today ... fingers crossed you get the results your body needs ... thinking of you

I appreciate seeing judd's perspective on things - we are praying for ya girl 💞

Thank you so much for your videos showing the reality of having disabilities. You are one of the few people I can relate to, also having gastroparesis and other disorders, and it really helps me to not feel as alone and more understood and gives me someone to relate to. Thank you❤️

Jaquie you're a natural warrior! Your strength even in your lowest is admirable and motivating. Much love and respect to you.

I'm so sorry that everything has gotten so much in the past few weeks. It's coincided with my own illnesses getting rough and I wanted to say that you being willing to show all sides of you has really helped me be willing to include my own illness in my vlogs. And you posting through this has helped me immensely with knowing I'm not alone and I cannot thank you enough. Sending all of the positivity to you and Judd! I hope the doctor goes well!!!

You are so very much missed!! Love to you Jaquie...RIP!! Judd I hope you are doing okay...sending love and hugs to you!!

I was crying watching this video. Jaquie you are so strong!

ugh I feel so strongly about your well being. I know it must be incredibly rough, but don't lose that positive attitude! The way you're approaching your illnesses and life in general is honestly inspiring. I've been dealing with my own issues and most days I just want to sleep, let the days roll by. Watching your videos help me realize that I can still live a life and I don't need to just shutdown. Thank you for being that bit of bright light on those shitty days. As always I'm sending good vibes to you and your little family. You've got this, you're a tough cookie. :)

Jaquie, I am so very sorry that this is happening. I am reminded in Exodus where the Lord tells us he will fight and stand for us. I pray wisdom for your doctors and relief for you. You are a shining light inspiring this mama from Texas! God Bless. :)

My heart breaks seeing you struggling so much. I love your attitude even when things are bad. You may be discouraged and down, but you always try to find something positive to think on and say. That's a HUGE lesson to everyone. Love you both. Many prayers and good wishes being sent to you.

You are so strong! Praying you will find a solution soon... 💜

Stay strong! Rooting and praying for you

Praying for you Jaquie!! So happy you have Judd, you can see he truly loves you!!

I SINCERLY hope you get answers for everything, especially for your Gastroparesis. I hope the appointment went well, and I'll be praying for recovery! Lots of Love and prayers

I hope your appointment went as well as possible. It is nice to hear Judd's perspective and probably helps me understand my SO better.

Your openness and advocacy is growing your community of followers (16,000!!) and will undoubtedly inspire others to advocate as well. You rock!!

You are so incredible. I so appreciate your openness and honesty. It's wonderful how compassionate and understanding you are to yourself. And Harlow and Judd are so amazing I can't believe it. I hope your appointment goes well. I'm rooting for you! Thanks for inspiring me so much through my own illnesses. Lots of love ❤❤❤

Your positivity is truly amazing! Hope you're given some new options at the appointment. Much love!

Sending you good thoughts for your appointment today, Jaquie! It's been hard for me to see you doing poorly recently and I really hope your doctors can find a solution soon. Lots of love ~

You are so strong! I have emetephobia and really struggled when I got a sickness bug a couple of months ago, and that only lasted about 3 days. The way you are keeping going is amazing, and I so hope that your appointment brings all you need tomorrow ❤️

You are honestly so brave and so strong, I really wish I was able to help

Dear Jaquie, been watching you, Judd & Har for a while now. GP is really being an absolute annoyance now. Will be waiting anxiously to see how you are. Judd's worried and so am I . Praying, that you will be okay soon. Take care Jaquie. Blessings your way xxxxxxx

You're so strong, hope it all went well with the doctors appointment. Sending all of my love!

Sending you guys lots of prayers. I'm so sorry you're in this decline right now Jaquie. But I have hope, like you do, that this will get better very soon! Wish I could send you my strength to make this easier for you. Glad you guys have a plan in case the appointment doesn't go as you need it to.

I really, truly hope you can find a better treatment option to get you back up and running to a better standard ❤ I love your videos and am so grateful for them because now I know that these illnesses exist and how they affect people. Thank you for spreading awareness and stay strong! Much love - Rachel 💪❤

You are so encouraging! I have only been a subscriber for a short time, I truly admire you showing how real chronic illness is! I suffer from fibromyalgia as well as a few other things. I will keep you in my prayers 💕🙏🏼

Good luck this afternoon Jaquie! I'm praying for you, Judd, and the doctor. I hope all goes well.

Jaquie, you are in my prayers daily. You encourage, inspire, and bless me. I am heartbroken and tearing up because of your misery. Thank you for so faithfully doing these videos despite being so very, very unwell, and please take breaks whenever you need to for your health! We totally understand! Also, I didn't know you also had PVC's and PAC's. I have had some heart rhythm issues on top of my PVC's, and I've been wondering if it's related to my POTS. Big hugs and much, much love!! We're all cheering you on!! Brighter days have yet to come!

Thank you so much, Jaquie, for being honest to us. You really inspire us and help us understand much better. I hope that your gastroparesis improves soon and that you have better days. God bless

Praying that the appointment goes well today, and praying for both you and Judd!!

Dearest Jaquie & Judd, You both are in my prayers. I can feel the anxiety and frustration your experiencing at not knowing which way to turn for help. You both are loved and God is beside you.

Good luck today at your appointment. I hope you get answers! Keep fighting! We're here for you ❤

Wahhh I'm so sorry you're struggling so much right now 😢😢😢 best of luck at the appointment today!!! I'm rooting for you from Massachusetts 💕 you got this!! And Judd is so sweet thanks for prepping Harlow's meals for Jaq!!

Just found your channel. My name is Mitzi, I am 47, and been married to a loving wonderful man (like your's) for 30 years, no children only a dog. I am praying for you and hope you are well today. I have just been diagnosed with GP. In 2009, I passed out at work (I worked as social services in a high class nursing facility). Went to the hospital and they told me I had anxiety. Then it happen again, but this time I was having heart palpitations and irregular heart rhythms, but again they said I had anxiety. Now, before getting into social work, I had worked as a nursing for many year and I knew that I wasn't anxious, so I argued with the hospital doctor which later sat me up with a cardiologist. We found out with him that I had POT's, and it didn't stop there. It's been a very bump health ride for me these 8yrs, not only in regards to being misdiagnosed, but family and friends thinking that I'm faking it for attention. Can't tell you how many times I've cried and felt so all alone. Now fast forwarding to today, I take so many meds for all my illnesses, I carry a book with me everywhere I go in the misfortune that I have something happen to me, they would have all my hard copies of all my diagnoses and scans I've had and meds I'm taking, now this new diagnosis of GP, some days I wonder how much more I can take. Then I just happen to find your channel, and I knew it was God that had me listen to you, and I so know what you are talking about. In the last 5years I have been in and out of the hospital with stomach pain, vomiting, nausea, bloating, sensitivity to gluten and dairy, vomiting while sleeping and separating on my vomit, and yes I don't get hungry very often but when I do I almost hate eating because I know how bad my stomach is going to feel later. Finally a few weeks ago, my doctor ordered me the stomach emptying test, that's when it showed that I had GP. But, I just didn't know what to do, I really felt helpless and hopeless, until listening to you, I know that I'm not alone. Thank you so much. Respectfully yours-Mitzi

Hang in there, Jaquie. You are so incredibly positive on a daily basis and that strengthens SO MANY of us. You handle your bad days far better than I ever have!!! We can't physically help Judd care for you but we can send loads of prayers and positive energy. So hoping for a productive visit with your gastroenterologist. Have a quiet and hopefully restful day! Sending you love!!!

hope you're having a good day today. Good luck with the doctors appointment today, and know we are all here, no matter the next step! 💜💜

Praying for you, Judd, and some relief/answers from the doctor.

GOOD LUCK TODAY! ❤️ I hope they are able to provide you with some much needed answers. I look forward to your videos every morning (I'm from California). You, Judd, & Harlow are such a great team & we are all with you on your journey, good or bad. Hopefully good though! ☺️

Aww Jacquie I hope you feel better soon . I also have GP I spent the night in the bathroom. I hope your doctor was able to help you today. Your such a strong person and thank you for putting yourself out there for people to see how you do struggle with daily life. But you do all of this with a positive attitude and that helps me so much. Thank you Jacquie☺.

Best of luck Jaquie, hope to hear some good news from your appointment tomorrow. love to you, judd, & harlow.

Praying for you, Jaquie!! So sorry you had a rough day yesterday. I hope today has been better and your doctors appointment went well! Sending lots of love to you guys!

Oh sweetheart I can see how upset and worried Judd is and how is he struggling. I'm worried about you honey and I really hope your doctor can get you some help asap because you really need it! If not they have all our wrath on them grrrr you need sustenance so fast

Aw Jaquie I'm so sorry you're going through such a horrible flare. Now that I post this you'll have had your appointment already and I hope with all my heart that your doctor was able to provide a new treatment option for you. I wish you all the best and hope you will get out of this flare soon. I'm not religious and so I don't pray, but I am thinking of you and Judd, and I hope the fact that so many of us are praying for you, thinking of you and wishing you the best gives you some comfort.

Wishing you the best of luck with your appointment later today! I hope that your doctor can get you some helpful treatment and get your GP under better control!

Prayers that today goes well. 💙

hold it together! we all love you and are rooting for you!

Hang in there! I'm rooting for you. Hopefully your doctor has answers for you tomorrow!

Praying for you Jaq! Also praying for your support system! I hope the appointment brought some answers and new things to try so you can get feeling better again💞

Sending prayers. I hope that your doctor gave you some options that will help you. It's nice that Judd can come home and check on you.

You got this! Today I went in for surgery to suture a ligament in my foot and I was pretty anxious, but thinking of you made me feel stronger! I'm sending good vibes and I hope for yours and Judd's sakes that everything works out

Stay strong Jaquie we are all here for you we all love you!

I really hope your doctor appointment is going perfect and you get the best solution possible. I keep you and your family in my prayers every day. God bless you and gives you the strength to keep going.

Jackie, I'm so sorry that things are really bad right now. I am sending lots of prayers your way.

Jaquie, I'm praying for you harder and I'll tell my prayer warriors too. You WILL GET THROUGH THIS. Do not feel discouraged, because God has your back. In other news, girl, have you seen your Patrons? There's almost 40! That's amazing. I'm very lucky to know you, and I want you to never forget that.

Anxious to hear about your appt., that she was able to produce some kind of positive results for your GP & that you didn't end up in the hospital! Bless your heart sweetie. I bet last night was a long night. Hopefully you were so wore out from fighting all these illness' that you were able to sleep through it. Praying for you.

I'm so sorry you're going through this. sending positive thoughts and well wishes. 💖

Very blessed to have him in your life. People like us who have chronic illnesses need people like him. He looks like an awesome genuine guy who truly loves you :) praying for u

Sweet child, stay strong, you WILL get better. You have so much love and prayers,and cyber hugs being sent! ❤️

Good luck at the doctors, you're in my thoughts. I may have just hit subscribe (I didn't realise I had not yet) but I've been watching for a few weeks and I'm quite worried about you! So I hope that the doctor will be able to help.

praying your appointment goes well today and that doctor is able to come up with a plan to get your body the fuel that it needs!

Even though I know the outcome of this video from binge watching since I found your channel, it still scared me to watch. So sorry it had to get this bad before you could get what you needed. Glad you’re doing better now. 💚

Hey Jaq I hope your Dr puts you in the hospital so you can get the care you need. You both are fantastic and do everything you can. Sometimes it's just not enough. I am praying for both of you and your Drs!! Hang in there!!

Hang in there Jaq! I'll be praying for you, and I hope things get better soon!

Hope your appt goes well! stay strong. We're all help to support you!

Sending love and hugs across the ocean from Denmark. Keeping everything crossed the appointment today goes well

I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time. I really really hope your appointment goes well and you get some solutions.

I love how Harlow looked up at you to make sure it was okay for her to eat. She's such a good dog.

You are super strong and super brave! I wish you the best of luck through all of this.

I hope your appointment today goes well! I hate to see you suffer like this. You and Judd are amazing people. Please stay strong.

Thank you for sharing your story. I have G.P and it's been a nightmare. I seeing how strong and positive you are gives me hope. I hope you and your husband take care. Thank you again

With each hard moments in life, even better ones are sure to come. I hope you have had good news with your doctor today. Hang in there Jaquie.

Best of luck Hun, my best wishes are with you and you're helping keep me positive too. You're an amazing woman, and remind me so much of myself, hang in there 💕

Hopefully by this time you are safe home feeling better and with some answers . I pray for you because I really hope you get better . I can't imagine me not being able to eat ! I really hope you find answers and get better. Thank you for being real and never giving up, you are very strong and brave to share this with us. Remember: we love you and we will always be here for you ! ❤️

GOOD LUCK GIRLIE FIGHT THE FIGHT !!!

good luck at the doctor. hope you feel better soon 💜💜

The more i watch all her videos jaquie was a fighter,she fought everyday whatever chronic pain she had she fought it to the end ...well miss her smile i was heart broken that she wont get to enjoy her new home with judd ....rest in peace Disney princess and thank u for ur videos and awareness u spread to others..

Oh, Jaquie. You're looking so pale in this vlog. I hope the doctor comes up with a solution to this. Sending all the positive thoughts your way.

Feel better! I hope your doctor is helpful today! Xoxo

I hope you'll have a few of those good days soon❤️

Praying for you, Jaquie. You are so strong and you will make it through this hard time. God has a plan for you, never forget that!

you are so incredibly strong jaquie. I'm so sorry your gastroparesis has gotten so bad, and I hope your doctor has a good solution. I have been in a gastroparesis flare like this for a few months and currently have an NJ (also known as TP) tube and a G tube waiting to be converted to a GJ 6 weeks out from surgery. the lack of nutrition definitely kicks up POTS and other chronic illnesses a ton. unfortunately we couldn't do enough to get me through without feeding tubes and as much as I hate it, it's what is keeping me alive. I'm not out of the woods as I'm still slowly losing weight since even my intestines can't tolerate a fast rate but I'm much better than I would have been had I not gotten a feeding tube. as much as it sucks, if you do end up getting a feeding tube just have faith that it will be another great tool to help you battle your chronic illnesses. sending you so much love, I'm here for you

I soooooo hope everything went well today!! I've been worried all day about it!! I pray everything goes well and you can get the help you need!

Good Luck for tomorrow Jaquie.... will be thinking of you xx Koala Hugs all the way from Australia to you all

I was just diagnosed with gastroparesis, due to my diabetes type 1, and i'm already in the stage of my gastroparesis where me and the doctors are thinking about a feeding tube etc.. your videos are really helping me to cope with it!! i love the reality you make clear! and i respect you so soooo much! Sending you love and hugs!

I hope everything works out today! Stay strong!

It really sucks see you suffering - let's hope you find a solution or at least some relief from this soon. Support and hugs from the UK ❤

Hope you feel better!

Sending all my love and prayers. We are all here for you.

Its so hard to see you in such pain Jaquie. I have my fingers & toes crossed for you & your doctors appt. Hoping you get some much needed answers asap 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️

I have GI issues myself and I am struggling with them right now. Stay strong Jacquie. Prayers for you

God jaquie, it's been 3 months since you've been gone and i still can't believe it. I miss you so much. I wish you'd come back to us.

Makes me sad seeing you so sick. first thing I do when I get home from work everyday is watch ur vlog.good luck at the doctors today :-) hope everything goes well .

Praying your appointment goes well today! Hoping for answers and new and successful treatment plans!

Love your videos Jaquie! And the positivity! Hugs all the way from Brazil! :)