Therapist Reacts to The Search By NF

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2 ай бұрын

Therapist analyzes the song The Search by NF to discuss the importance of framing our mental health journey as a search instead of a problem that needs to be fixed. A part of this journey is allowing ourselves to deidentify with the mind as truth, as our home, and instead identify the mind as a tool that helps us or hurts us based on what we feed it.
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@ocdshaggy 2 ай бұрын

MANSION should be your next NF song 🎵.

@josephbishop3590 2 ай бұрын

Should have been the first...

@rez801 2 ай бұрын

My stress

@zakaris7259 2 ай бұрын

no motto or some hard one

@justAman548 2 ай бұрын

@@josephbishop3590it’s ok… if you ask me The Search is the perfect starting point. It gets people excited and explains a few things like the balloons.

@MimiMyself 2 ай бұрын

When you do Mansion….listen to Intro III right after….otherwise you may not get it 🤘

@dmcgarry07 2 ай бұрын

NF is a pure genius glad you’ve found the rabbit hole

@pcpxbotendorastermace9948 Ай бұрын

We ready to go to Wonderland.

@Nightmare72156 Ай бұрын

Da da da da da da da da da If you get the reference you do

@MmediumM1 2 ай бұрын

Mansion, Therapy Session and How could you leave us is a good place to start.

@OokamiKaii 2 ай бұрын

All three really good but intense ❤ definitely worth it

@AndreDemers-lb3bx 2 ай бұрын

Start wherever the hll ypu want on the journey. I came in on the search. Eventually went back. Stopped telling people how to experience music.

@thomaswade9381 2 ай бұрын

"Leave Me Alone" is the 2nd part of this song. it continues to dive into mental health as he continues his Search. SUBBED

@AustinNowacki 16 күн бұрын

304 likes and 1 reply? Let me fix that

@HaiderKhan-jt1rd 9 күн бұрын

325 likes and 2 replies? Let me fix that

@robertramoutar8390 7 күн бұрын

lol my description highly functioning

@Shadewraith0529 2 ай бұрын

Welcome to the NF ride! It's so good, but deep and tough. The neatest part of his journey is seeing his heart become more hopeful and healed as he walks with Jesus. He is cinematic and uses several themes throughout, including the balloons (baggage/pain)!

@billybaur1912 2 ай бұрын

Best comment I've seen about description of nf.

@Ericsaidful 2 ай бұрын

Would highly recommend Falling in Reverse as well, if you enjoy heart felt, heart wrenching, rabbit holes. They are both original and you can hear the pain in their words because they’ve lived what they write and produce.

@dannyusher5741 2 ай бұрын

Wait until you watch “Hope.” A perfect example of a man seeking help, receiving it and improving from it.

@christobooks 2 ай бұрын

The NF Journey.... It's a good one. NF Connects his music with visuals, lyrics and even with the various notes. These connections stretch over multiple albums and it shows how creative NF is. NF has more talent than 99% of the artists today.

@ShutterOwl 2 ай бұрын

Given your mental health background… you’re like the only reactor I am DYING to see go on the NF Journey!! You are gonna LOVE IT!!!

@sarasweightlossjourney1432 2 ай бұрын

Yes!!!

@kyleallen6479 2 ай бұрын

I'm thinking the same thing!

@travis6359 2 ай бұрын

You're going to bawl your eyes out when you hear "How Could You Leave Us?" followed by "Mama." Not to mention "Happy."

@waterbottleshorts13 2 ай бұрын

Agree

@Talon18136 2 ай бұрын

Mistake is another good one running also is fantastic one of my favorites

@coolgirl14799 2 ай бұрын

@@Talon18136FR running is super underrated ❤️

@robertramoutar8390 7 күн бұрын

lol I will check out your playlist suggestion

@myotismusic5019 2 ай бұрын

“Nate” by NF is one of my favorite songs by him.

@lifetimemtb1671 Ай бұрын

The timemachine that takes him back when he was six. Maybe even younger i guess the point of it is to tell that little kid that hes gonna take a lot of hits.

@joshypoo1977 2 ай бұрын

If this is your first song by NF then you're in for a treat.

@SINNERSAVEDBYGODSGRACE88 Ай бұрын

Brother passed Thanksgiving morning 2011, and I’m a recovering addict and alcoholic who’s 394 days clean. Shoved down that pain for so long it became my home. Still trying to let myself be proud of myself for getting clean for me and my wife and 4 kids , I and they deserve the best version of me. Dealing with the loss of my big brother is a lot easier clean and sober ….. he’d be proud of me I know it 🙌❤️ I am a sinner saved by gods grace

@Livinthatlenslife 26 күн бұрын

Congrats on your journey thus far. Keep fighting l, and pushing through and I'll keep you in prayer. Here's to the journey ahead by the Grace of God. Much love

@glasschicken13 2 ай бұрын

My son has been a huge NF fan for a couple of years now. He’s 13 and is being inspired to create music. The more I listen I see NF’s genius. We are seeing him live in may. Can’t wait!

@Caldor4 2 ай бұрын

Since you just did The Seach, I'd recomend doing 'Leave Me Alone' next as it's kinda like a part two of what you just saw. After that you can go back to the beginning of his discography and start checking out the songs in order.

@MRDAZ60L 2 ай бұрын

agree

@Weather_Nerd 2 ай бұрын

💯

@dusman7 2 ай бұрын

Yes, this

@iamrjdennis 2 ай бұрын

NF is an incredible artist. So cool to see deep dives into his music! 💛

@FisnikPodrimja 2 ай бұрын

More NF 🗝️🗝️🗝️

@ericvannote8902 2 ай бұрын

NF is a therapists dream. Go back to the very beginning! Oh and welcome to the NF family!

@DakotaDogProductionsAk83 2 ай бұрын

Mansion is next 🎉❤

@saramarlowejolene 2 ай бұрын

A therapist out here reminding me why NF was my most listened to artist last year.

@jimmyhamilton8947 2 ай бұрын

NF been my most listened too artist year after year for most of the last decade 😅

@Rebelwithacause94 2 ай бұрын

NF is my fave rapper and artist of all time. He’s helped me find my own map to hope, challenged me to find real purpose in my workplace and helped me through some dark times. I’ve never listened to a more impactful artist. He’s the true GOAT.

@devindonahue8467 2 ай бұрын

The entire Journey is worth it. Nate has helped so many people through that journey

@YYesImCrazYY 2 ай бұрын

Really love the songselection lately! I've listened to most of these artists privately so it's always great to see you analyze their songs and lyrics

@chriskindstedt2298 2 ай бұрын

Please go on the NF journey!!! I will watch every one or our reactions!!! Your mind will be 🤯. So so good. He has impacted and changed so many lives including my own for sure,

@invinciblefeelings1439 2 ай бұрын

Loved the reaction, he’s an amazing artist. His songs have helped me get through some tough times. Thank you for the reaction 😊

@pallmall1991 2 ай бұрын

I love the work you do! So much needed nowadays! And i love the fact, that you remind the people that there is a complete healing. I was lucky enough, to go this way and I had no bad day in my life for the last three years or even longer. Cause I have the power to create my days and a big part, that led me there was therapy. Now I try to help people to get to that point, too. Admire you and your work! ✌🏻

@brettwiuff2266 2 ай бұрын

Thank you. This reaction was probably the best I've seen. Both this song and Leave Me Alone. You have a wonderful way of catching important details and explaining them in a way that makes the songs even more relatable. I'm a huge NF fan, have heard both songs many many times and you've given me new things to think about. Your recation to Leave me alone was also amazing. I saw that one first and knew I had to come here to hear your reaction to this song. Please go down the NF journey.

@jereico7587 2 ай бұрын

I have listened to this song for years now. I have watched other videos of rappers breaking down the lyrics. I have NEVER heard somebody break it down as well you just did. Your comment on the perception of movies goes way deeper than anyone else ever has and that was a huge light bulb moment for me. Thank you. I actually cried watching your breakdown because you just pulled new revelations out of me. Thank you.

@LilRedWitch 2 ай бұрын

Nf has helped me through my mental health journey. This year I’ll be 7 years clean of s/h and I’m in school to be a therapist. Love your breakdowns 💜💜💜💜

@juggalonumber27 2 ай бұрын

WHATEVER you do, DON'T listen to "hope" until you check out at LEAST 5 or 6 other songs. Mansion should absolutley be next though

@HC19200 2 ай бұрын

When your mouth dropped and then the smile approached, we knew you were into it. :) NF puts out such bangers, and his lyrics are moving and so relatable at times. Thanks for your reaction !

@Ziteseve 2 ай бұрын

oh nice you are on to NF now this man and Ren cut me to pieces. i love how NF tells a story and it feels like each song is a different part to an epic.

@zerker9461 2 ай бұрын

First thing ive seen from you, love your genuine reaction. Youre going to love nf. Hes been my "therapist" for years now

@stevedave3337 2 ай бұрын

I tell everyone to give themselves grace and that no ones perfect. That you have a journey and things happen throughout the journey until you get to your destination. I don't allow myself the same grace. I'm special, I shouldn't make mistakes, I'm not allowed to show my pain.

@HeartSupport 2 ай бұрын

From Micro: @stevedave3337 Yea, it's hard to have the same grace for ourselves as we would with others. You can see yourself believing genuinely in a certain amount of principles, and truths, but finding it particularly difficult to apply to the way you view yourself and your life. It's challenging to extend out compassion to ourselves when we feel like we don't deserve it somehow, that we need to treat ourselves differently because what applies to others, wouldn't apply to us. What you describe makes completely sense, and I'm sure a lot of people out there have experienced something similar. I include myself in it. Which may not reduce the depth of the struggle, but at least highlights the fact that this is, in itself, a struggle and profoundly human experience - not an indication of how bad or broken we may think we are. One thing is to know something as being true on the paper, but it's another process to *experience* this in your own life, body and mind. You can know in theory that you are worthy and don't need to be perfect, yet in practice finding yourself in conflict with everything you've learned about yourself, what you were told, your story as a whole. It's easy to maintain a compassionate outlook for others as it doesn't involve the way we feel about ourselves. To me personally, this duality has often made me feel like I would a hypocrite - preaching things to people I love without applying it to myself. But I was reminded many times that it's just an expression of how complex it is to be human. I think something very strong and positive in your message is that you are aware of this duality at play. You're not lying to yourself or just surrendering to the pressure you may put on your shoulders. You experience it, but you are *also* sitting on the passenger side and observes how all of this is functioning, and where the gears may not be oriented the right way - in the sense that it may not be serving you as it should, to unleash your potential and embrace the good that this life has to offer you. "I shouldn’t make mistakes", "I’m not allowed to show my pain", "I'm special" so the rules I apply to others don't apply to me... these are things you have learned, one way or another. Thankfully though, it can be unlearned too, progressively. There is a point when you can learn to recognize the patterns that are an expression of your pain, of your story, while also learning to detach yourself from it if it doesn't serve you. For you *know* already firsthand how it feels to surrender to these thoughts and principles, and that somehow there is nothing to lose for trying differently, little by little. Even if it's awfully scary and challenges our perception of what is safe for us. If anything, I see your strength and beauty. I see you. And I believe in your ability to move towards a path where you'll learn to change this narrative. You are a human being who has the right to be imperfect, broken, vulnerable - while being respected at all times. You deserve to show up to yourself the way you show up to the people you love and care about. :heart:

@jonathanolson1185 2 ай бұрын

Subbed for the NF journey. I love more people finding him.

@xScottyDontx 2 ай бұрын

I LOVE LOVE LOVE Watching people listen to Nate for the first time... I remember when I found him. It was like... who needs therapy when I have NF...? Also... Mansion is the first song I heard and is a MUST if you wanna know this man. ❤ Great video. Love it. *subscribed*

@carlwilsonjr.7628 2 ай бұрын

One of my favorite artists is NF. I've heard this song over and over. I took what was analyzed and realize I too need a therapist. Thanks.

@btackett2 2 ай бұрын

I have listened to this song around a million times and it doesn't matter how many times it makes me emotional. I discovered him at probably my lowest point in life and it really hit hard

@floorless3335 16 күн бұрын

i dont listen to rap ever but NF always finds his way into my playlists. its great to hear a rapper talk some facts whilst also actually pronouncing all his words properly backed with a tasty beat. helps that a lot of his music also speaks to me on a personal level, great artist.

@Kira-zo5ob Ай бұрын

Love this reaction. You are amazing. Subbed. Can't wait to catch the rest of your reactions, especially NF

@ImBrysonB Күн бұрын

Can we all agree that her reaction is priceless though?

@drmessyobgyn7203 Ай бұрын

Just found your channel tonight. You are amazing. Please keep up these videos. Our reactions to music are so similar and I vibe off of seeing the same energy that I felt when I first heard a song. Much love from STL.

@austinstone765 2 ай бұрын

He’s the best. Can’t wait for you to experience more. So many of these newer artists started rapping/singing about real stuff with NF as their inspiration. He’s touched my soul more than any other artist ever.

@rollinthrone5109 2 ай бұрын

For us who Kno, everything ur speaking on we can't wait 4 u 2 put it all 2gether 😁😉

@BallisticStigmata 2 ай бұрын

Ever since I started watching you I’ve been wanting you to react to this. I knew you would love it.

@Jenn14349 2 ай бұрын

I am sooo happy you did this!!!!! ❤ Welcome to the NF journey!😊

@sirserb6689 4 күн бұрын

I love the hype you have for this song. Its always my preworkout song before I go to the gym because the message is true. I'm on a journey to better my mind and my health and this song just reminds me of that

@Shaylin97 Ай бұрын

I love the way he personifies his emotions - Intro III personifies fear and he's having a conversation with his fear. The evolution from How Could You Leave Us to Mama is beautifully done with his different perspective. There are so many incredible songs to listen to, so enjoy this journey! I like to call it cinematic rap - it's in a lane of its own!

@jfirebird5833 2 ай бұрын

Love the reaction ❤ Love the message 🤍 Love NF's music 🖤 Love the passion your putting in 🔥

@lostcomicjunkie2724 2 ай бұрын

I've heard this track 4 times today. I just found NF last year. The music of Ren and NF has transmuted everything I feel about myself and humanity in general. This is a wicked channel too. Things you've said over the last week have stuck with me. You're helping me for sure. Thank you.

@relaxandmeditate9368 2 ай бұрын

Love this reaction... subbed! NF is one of the best

@treyreddick8575 2 ай бұрын

You actually helped me so much. You saying the stuff about failing and the steps in a persons life and at the end of the movie those parts are needed are give emphasis on the character winning at the end. Thank you so much

@JoshSorensonJosh 2 ай бұрын

Subbed for more NF, excited to see you dive in.

@seandobryan1 2 ай бұрын

Finally! Get ready for the ride!

@DakotaDogProductionsAk83 2 ай бұрын

🙏🙏💥🫡

@Badass4Life 2 ай бұрын

Oh wow, thank you so much for looking at NF, I really appreciate this so much.

@user-zf2ou9dj4b 21 күн бұрын

This song hits every note give me the biggest Goosebumps of any song NF is a real soldier I came straight from the bottom up you got me out of my addiction and out of my own head and I can't say how thankful I am you let me know I can save my own life

@matthewtaylor5257 26 күн бұрын

Stoked u were able to find NF. Reactors who have the ability to understand NFs message through his lyrics. When watching others react to NF I notice the ones who have a therapist or social workers mind are the reactors who are my favorite ones to follow along on their journey because they get where he is coming from

@bretts7694 17 күн бұрын

I relate so much to the lyrics in his music and he has become my favorite artist. So glad I got to see him live for the second time. His music means so much to me as does so many other people.

@AngryBirdsFiddleMessery 2 ай бұрын

The end of the video. He pushed the cart to where he needed to be. He got there. But somebody helped him by dropping the white suit in the cart. This was signifying that he needed to change, put in the work with help, and got there. He made it in the end.

@DevinStroble 2 ай бұрын

So I wanna start by saying I love this song as I relate to it so much. I'm 29 and have been doing live on my own since I was 15. I've struggled with a severe chronic depression as long as I can remember and have always felt like my life has been a search, for a place to belong, peace of mind and in general a better life than I had yesterday. I'm 29 years old grew up with military men and rough necks. I cried when you put together the part of being cinematic and and a search and the difference between reality and a movie I can't thank you for making me feel like I'm not the only one who sees this in life.

@DeuceTreyz 2 ай бұрын

Love anything and everything by NF the tracks (Change and Only) helped me from a very depressive state borderline suicidal.

@durky4891 2 ай бұрын

This is going to be a fun journey. Can't wait to see your reactions to Mansion, Happy, and so many others. NF and Ren are the only two rappers I listen to and it's worth the listen, always.

@DarkSeeker777 2 ай бұрын

Mansion and Therapy Session are a must listen. Subbed!

@MZ-bl6wg 2 ай бұрын

As a single dad of daughters that are my life 💜, the NF Journey I can truly say has saved my life, literally. Excited as a new sub to see you , a therapist with a beautiful heart get into the NF mental health journey! Let me add tho, get your tissues ready! Truly. 💜

@ripostarq261 2 ай бұрын

Your energy is on another level❤ Nf is dope af! Pozdrowienia z Polski

@JoshHefner-vt5si 2 ай бұрын

Subbed 💯 for the NF Journey you should absolutely be taking!!!

@bstocker123 2 ай бұрын

One of a handful of songs that give me chills everytime!

@jenniferclark3431 2 ай бұрын

Omg so here for you and NF!!!

@T1m15 Ай бұрын

I love how understanding she is

@Spunky62 2 ай бұрын

I'm TOTALLY subbed for NF!🎉🎉🎉🎉🔥💯

@ireladdy 2 ай бұрын

I really love how you can go back and forth between explaining why the things he is saying are important, and just getting genuinely hyped by how dope the song is. Great reaction!

@LeahRobb 18 күн бұрын

Very good analysis! And Nate is a genius!

@inuslava 15 күн бұрын

Please listen to his ALL albums, its incredible how hes evolving with EVERY song. Its a therapist's wet dream, believe me. The amount of self awarness he has about himself is insane. He actually taught me how to be more self aware about myself through his music.

@dacasa1379 27 күн бұрын

This is one of my favorite songs. NF has a lot of great songs for you to breakdown. He helped me through a lot of my mental health journey.

@justinreinalda 2 ай бұрын

He is quite possibly the most talented poet in a hundred years.

@Maddadd27 2 ай бұрын

💯! Lyrical genius

@iwastakenirl Ай бұрын

can you guys recommend some more songs by him?

@justinreinalda Ай бұрын

@@iwastakenirl Clouds is a good hype song. Happy, Let You Down, Hate Myself, Time and Oh Lord are some of my favorites! Thanks for asking

@iwastakenirl Ай бұрын

@@justinreinalda yea I listened 'Let you down' his most popular songs...man the lyrics was too deep 😅

@Chill_Lynx Ай бұрын

All i Have, thats my favorite song its possibly the hardest hitting for me ( it also just sounds extremely good too )@iwastakenirl

@TheJgolfw 2 ай бұрын

More Please! TY!

@heatherwillarose8009 2 ай бұрын

He’s an amazing artist. I feel like he sees into my soul!

@michaelcarter7086 2 ай бұрын

I've been commenting for you to look at NF. So glad you have and what I love about your reaction is you hit major points right off the bat. He's cinematic. Him and his producer and even his videographer have been together since the beginning and all have grown so much from when they first started. You'll learn he goes by Nate and people refer to him as such and one thing Nate talks about is the fact that he's always loved movies and story telling so you'll find his music is very cinematic and big and he uses alot of piano and strings. He's said one of his favorite movie personalities is Christopher Nolan who did the Christian bale batman and also did inception so you'll get those types of beats and references throughout his discography. But you'll also find that going back and listening to the NF journey will help you learn more about how everything fits in his videos. His whole music selection is meant to tell a story and even when you think a song doesn't fit his journey, you'll learn it actually does play a big role in how his music has molded into the sound you now hear. You've found a big artist to help build your page and your message and I hope you dive in further whether it's actually taking the journey as it's intended or if you bounce around. I'm here for it!

@sherileyva5908 21 күн бұрын

Nf has gotten me through so many tough times. Listen to this whole album every single morning at the gym while I kick depression, anxiety and addiction in the teeth 💪🏻

@kriccitti Ай бұрын

I need to pause just long enough to say, this song was my VERY FIRST exposure to NF... I was blindsided by his brilliance. I cry almost every song of his. ❤

@rogerwilliams7255 2 ай бұрын

Subbed just to watch your NF journey! It's a hell of a ride!!

@AstriaTheFox 27 күн бұрын

Love this song and it was neat to see your reaction.

@MIDAH336 2 ай бұрын

This album honestly turned my life around. I highly recommend continuing it!

@yackelinericaurte623 2 ай бұрын

That was amazing! Love NF

@miguelrodriguez8727 2 ай бұрын

MANSION , MANSION, Mansion!!!!! Let’s go!!! I’m excited for you to dissect more NF , can you tell

@MrTitanicfanatic2 2 ай бұрын

Gotta add my voice to the pile of people down here in the comments asking you to keep going down the NF Rabbit Hole, this man's music played a HUGE role alongside therapy in my own recovery following a su*cide attempt. His whole discography is an INCREDIBLE journey and I would love to hear your thoughts on as much of it as you're willing to cover. (Also Ren - I found his music much later but Ren and NF are both incredible artists in their own right that I will never get tired of hearing people talk about)

@haybaybay14 2 ай бұрын

Btw I loved your reaction haha so cute repping for all the women out there reacting and helping ppl in the process💪🏼

@Chrisjb8583 2 ай бұрын

Welcome to the NF rabbit hole. I'm going on this adventure with you because this is my first time hearing him and will definitely be listening to more.

@matts4590 2 ай бұрын

New sub in anticipation for mansion! This was a really good reaction to watch

@mredilla28 2 ай бұрын

There's so much. He grows and changes with every album. This album is really him finally facing and battling the darkness in him with the light, my favorite album, they're all great, this was the album I feel like he's going to turn the page on his past. I love this guy. He's a truly helped me thru dark times. Just my take on this album as a whole.

@bradkopp4625 2 ай бұрын

Do the journey from the beginning! I am here for it

@ludwigarydsiljelo8880 Ай бұрын

NF is a genuine lyrical genius and a highly relatable artist

@svangorkom 2 ай бұрын

Instant sub!! Your energy is infectious and you just stumbled across one of the goats. I agree with the other commenters. Mansion should be next, real talk though. He’s got maybe like 3 skips in his entire catalogue. They’re all bangers. I’m here for it!! Let’s go!!

@Darkangel66633 13 күн бұрын

This song gets me so excited

@aaronallsbury9238 2 ай бұрын

Please do more NF he’s my favorite artist hands down

@vafuthnicht7293 Ай бұрын

I first heard this song when I was listening to the set list for a music festival and was bawling in my car on my way to work. So good so powerful

@TheVapeKing701 2 ай бұрын

Hi Taylor, my name is Brandon I’m 21 with PTSD depression, anxiety you name it I have it. I don’t know why, but I got so emotional when I was watching this video. Truly, God Bless you and thank you for the kind words in this video. Because I have been labeled my whole life and have had so many negative words spoken over me. And this video just stuck out to me and encouraged not only me but the whole entire group of people that just watched this video. Thank you again. I needed to watch this video, because I’m going through a really rough time myself and you just lifted me up. 😊😊😊😢❤❤❤

@sayanhaque3147 Ай бұрын

IM LOVING HER EXPLANATION OF THE LYRICS 😱😱 ITS SO AMEZING

@goomah35 2 ай бұрын

Subbed for more NF!!! Ur reaction was MINE AND TO THIS SONG! U wait the journey is AMAZING!! Don’t jump ahead!! Go back!!

@gregghatcher6092 2 ай бұрын

Omg you just opened up a whole world!!! You are about to get so many comments about you need to start at the beginning and follow him from the beginning. This journey make Lord of the rings story, look like a hiku. Enjoy your journey and make sure you follow all the details!! You will appreciate that when you get to the present!!!

@fredo465r Ай бұрын

His song is so relatable for me especially the search

@BlurryZurry 15 күн бұрын

Gives me goosebumps everytime. Ive been dealing with A LOT of shit in my head through my life. I didnt want to but I didnt just burn bridges i claymored them shits. As I aged I started to not like who I was and set forth to fix it. Seeing a therapist and talking about it, its hard. Ive set to be the most savage person on the planet and yet when i talk about myself and my demons i cry like a baby. This song is paramount for me in ways i hope nf knows he is for some