I just dropped out yesterday. The future seems so uncertain, literally anything can happen. But I have faith things will get better and I'll find my way. Ironically I felt more lost in uni than I do now I've quit.

I'm sitting in my college parking lot watching this... I have been going through a time in my life where studying has no appeal to me. Last semester I simply could not bring myself to open a book, or do my assignments, or even come to class. I failed all my classes, of course, and this semester I didn't even enroll. I've been lying to my family about attending school, so much that I built a fake schedule (I leave my house during these times) and have been doing fake assignments (really just diary entries). I feel so lost. I want to be a singer but I can't write music and my voice isn't anything special. I (knowingly immaturely) feel so discouraged seeing successful artists earn their degrees while also being world famous. Even seeing and hearing my peers talk about being stressed about exams makes me feel immense guilt for what I'm doing. My parents sacrificed everything for me to have an education and I'm throwing it all away because I feel so lost. I feel like I don't have a place in this world. I'm so sorry, that got longer than I intended. But truly, your video made me feel less alone. Thank you for sharing your story

I've decided to quit school. It has caused me too much stress. For now, I will learn by myself. Study my own topics on different subjects and lessons. I don't have to worry about due dates and other bullshit crap.

As always, I’M SO PROUD OF YOU!! Two dropouts taking over the world? Bet, we got this. 💖

I feel you, I live in a third world country where having a stable career is what is going to put food on your table, but still want to be an artist and do what I like for a living. Thanks for this video, it inspired me a lot.

I actually just set up my Audio technica along with my whole setup for singing because of you. I downloaded fl studio to make my music dreams possible because of videos like yours. Thanks for everything. I never went to college and believe I can still be what I want to be in life. You can do it!

I feel the way girl way is wanting to be an artist not taken seriously among the older generation, I'm proud of you go way your passion is and follow your guts 💕

Yeah I get it, I technically dropped out of college after the first year. I built up absences, started failing classes. My GPA tanked and it cost me. I ended up being told if I returned the next semester (in august) I’d most likely be put on academic suspension. So I decided to leave, returned back to my hometown and started attending community college. While desperately search for work, while struggling in classes again. Nothing truly sucks worse than returning home realizing all your friends from High School have scattered and now I’m basically completely alone.

having dropped out myself in the past, i recognize a lot of the feelings in this video. your willingness to push on past this strange and unknown chapter is inspiring, just like your video/outlook on insecurities was. you'll get through this, i believe in you!!

GOOD JOB. It takes a lot of courage to abandon others' expectations and accept that the POINT of life is to be HAPPY. Whenever I tell my friends or family that I don't need or want to go to college, they tell me that it's a waste of talent but in reality, it's the opposite. It's me pursuing what I've always wanted and loved, music.

More power to you, girl. I'm with you. I'm also dropping out, dropping out of what's expected of me by others, and dropping in into what my soul expects out of me.

See you in a couple years starting your own Netflix Original series Grats on 20k btw! So happy for u 💕🥳

you have no idea how much helpful is this video for me, i completly understand how much it hurts not being enough to our parents who sacrificed so much for us, thank you so much and I'll be here as an og fan, cuz too soon you will become a big artist, you already have all that it needs sorry for my english, it isn't my first lenguage

Just found this channel yesterday because I wanted to start studying music and I was amazed by the quality of these videos and your funny personality so I believe that you can do really well ! Good luck on your path 💪

I feel you totally feel you, my family is same, I feel the same way you're feeling right now. I don't know what to say, just want to say what you did truly needed guts, am so proud of you stranger, may you get along and find your way!

Annie, this is no doubt the most beautiful video I've seen on your channel. Big congratulations for choosing to live your own fullfilled life instead of family-society's dogma.. Good luck on the roadtrip, I am sure you'll have the time of your life! Sending hugs ♥

You captured the same feeling I felt in a short timeframe the moment I decided to stop and rethink my life. I'm currently supporting myself financially and saving up to make my passion with arts (traditional & digital) a career sooner or later. Thank you for sharing this, it means a lot to a fellow dropout 💗😢 not everyone would be understanding and supportive but things like this truly helps. Love from Philippines xoxo

You’re very brave! Never stop doing the things that fuel you!🖤

Annie! Thank you for sharing your story with us. You are so inspiring to many of us here on YT and I’m glad you’re finally going to pursue what you’ve always wanted to do. I believe you’re gonna accomplish so much in your life and I couldn’t be more proud of you for chasing after your dreams. I send you the best of luck, Annie! :D

Dear Annie, 💖 I wish the whole world could watch your videos, they are full of hope! ilysm you just made one of the worst day of my life 10x better. all the videos you make are so inspirational and motivational it could make so many people out there feel better!

Annie!! It must've been really hard for you to decide that decision. I'm really happy for you. Yes, no journey is certain, I totally agree. Good luck on everything!!

That's exactly what it felt like for me when I quit my first job. I felt trapped, stuck, isolated - that cubicle came to feel like a cage that would go out hunting for birds. I was miserable, and I felt like what does it matter making a stable living if this is what living feels like?

youre such a musical inspiration to meee!! i found u through your spotify and fell in love with your art. im really happy u got the courage to make that big leap :D i want to go into art too, but i still want to get a degree i enjoy to have a back up plan. i cant wait for my future in art, i dont know whats gonna be there but i hope its good

This was very touching, as I am stuck in a similar predicament. I feel lost and unsure of what the future holds, but “I have to finish school” so that I can feel like my future will lead somewhere.

You so real for this. Good job having the strength to go through with it, I could never.

I know EXACTLY what you're talking about, so relatable. This was made beautifully btw, the sound design was so good!

I dropped out of college too because I had a car accident and basically was just overwhelmed with everything. but then I saw your video on how to record songs/covers for noobs, so I started buying equipment so I could start playing around with music since I've always loved it. I feel what you're going to and we appreciate you here! good luck!!

U r indeed going to reach heights that would be better than your dreams girl! I can see it now even if u can't. Just keep going dear! KEEP GOING! KEEP SHINING! KEEP ZINGING!

So proud of u love 🥺💛 cant wait to see what this new chapter will bring for u

You are absolutely amazing. I can really feel you are on the right path 💜✨

Thank you for sharing your story. It really mean a lot to me. And good luck in life😊

i’m so proud of you for this decision

This is the most beautiful video i have ever seen wish i discovered you soon i can relate to how you feel and how much i want to change thank you for your piece of art

Damn.. i loved this.. you did a great job! And wow, a dropout? Im proud! Chase your dreams and do what feels right for you!🙏🏼

Wow, that gave me soo many goosebumbs. I just came across your channel and I‘m loving every video. Keep going you are amazing✨❤️

I want to be a composer but I don't know if I can survive in the long run. I'm also just a beginner now so there's so much to learn and so many challenges to face. Most of the time I just feel demotivated cause I wasn't sure if i can do it. But you have inspired me to keep moving forward. Thank yo so much :D

You was so brave thank you for dont give up of your dreams and and what you love to do dont matter what it is if you love it and you feel happy doing it just keep doing.

Love this Annie! thank you for being transparent with us :)

Omg, Thank you soo much for sharing your beautiful story, My Lovee !! I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THISS BABE !! I can relate to this soo much !! This made me tear up !! I’M SO EXTREMELY PROUD OF YOU MY LOVEE !! SENDING YOU LOADS OF LOVEEE, BLESSINGS, POSITIVE ENERGY AND BIGG HUGSS !! WE’RE GONNA GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER !! YOU GOT THIS BABE !! ❤️❤️❤️🥺✨

Beautiful spoken word, we'll stand with you no matter what Annie

Don’t know you but I’m extremely proud of you for doing what a lot of people, including myself never had the guts to do. You won’t regret it, wishing you all the best!

Thank you so much for making this video, I’m 20 and I was on my second month of college and dropped out the same day my bf broke up with me, I felt like a failure like everything was crashing but now I see this as an opportunity to heal myself, to discover myself. As my psychiatrist said nothing I start now will work if my head is not in the right place, and after a lot of panic and anxiety attacks it is time to stop pushing it away and dealing with those feelings. It is important we talk and show this part of our lives so we feel less alone.

This video is soo inspiring to me... I'm on the verge of dropping out of medical school and this video spoke my mind... Not only is it well put together it carries a lot of meaning and emotion too. Has to be my favorite video ever.

Good job, girl! You got this!! 💪You are not alone!!! 💓

you'll succeed!!! we trust you! and will give you all the love and support to you, all the wayy!!!

Hi I have struggled almost the same way you described when I chose to change my field in school. I was studying biology but I couldn't hold my passion for art down. Ofc my people tried to change my mind bcuz choosing art for career IS terrifying... But I'm here anyways. Life is too short to satisfy anybody else rather than yourself. I'm so proud of you! I'm sure it took a lot of courage Stay strong 🖤

When i was still in university, i have the same dilemma as you, even until now. Your video really inspired me. I wish all the best for you in life and everything else.

This hits hard. I feel this. Thank you.

oh my god... today, i was actually thinking of dropping out because music and art is what makes me truly happy... its such a coincidence that i met with your video today and it made me more sure of myself so THANK YOU SO MUCH... i love art and i love music and i always have... but its terrifying for sure... thinking you might not have the talent or you wont get an opportunity is terrifying... thinking you might be homeless because no one would like you... its horrifying... but, i think im going to put myself to the test... loved your video tysm!! :)))

Thank you so much for that video

Just found your channel and see how authentic you are. I am a dancer but can sing as well. I want to explore further what I can do. I am currently a dance major and sometimes consider dropping out but I’m not sure that’s the right decision yet.

We got your back!! Chase your dream! Always here when you need support

You're so brave and I'm happy things are going well for you❤. I'm in med school in my second year, honestly if I could drop out I would but my family would probably disown me😢 like music has been a part of my soul since childhood but how I've been raised that doesn't really matter

this is why i will support your channel more

Wow... I just found this video but I dropped out Uni on June to pursue my dreams as well, I totally get what you feel, specially when you said you feel like you’re driving so fast not even knowing if you’re on the right direction but you just keep going on... I’m on the same boat.... let’s push and push this throughout hopefully we will make it to what our hearts desire... music and art. I send you a lot of good vibes I hope you can achieve your goals as well :) good luck on your journey

This was so beautiful it made me cry 😭😭😭❤

is my willingness to see this through. such perfect choice of words

I feel you so much... I am wanting to be a gigging musician so bad, but I'm unsure if I'm able to make it. I will see what comes in the future, because rn I love music more than anything in the world, and I'm gonna make my dreams come true!

I couldn't be more hopeful when I saw you talk about what exactly I'm experiencing rn.

hope the best for you annie! ❤️

You're all ready an artist !!! By the way when are we getting our other videos ? annie dang 💚

the world is a strange place. people place so many expectations onto your shoulders and expect you to follow them without struggle. dropping out is not for everyone but so many people do better because of it. ❤

I’m glad I’m in college for the major I wanted but it was as soon as I got out of high school I didn’t even get to do things I enjoy. The assignments are overbearing along with working trying to get a car and I recently lost my grandma. It’s just so much going on I want to succeed in my major but I rather have waited just a little longer to find myself.

Wow. I have no words. Your bravery is inspiring.

hey i dont know you for long but the much i know you is you're an awesome talented artist we all are with you so be calm have a good time

This video is pure art, the way it is constructed

My first semester of Freshman year, five classes, one too many, I was overwhelmed and easily distracted, and ended up writing on any paper I had(piece of). Despite being incredibly organized at the beginning of the semester. It was a relief, but I felt I failed. I took a few years off, went back to high school for a post-grad year, strengthened my academics, revived my confidence. I went back a few years after that. Much better experience(college), I got on the Dean's List once. It all worked out! 1982-88. (I took time off, great decision). And went back to same college(Holyoke Community College in Massachusetts) ten years later, for a second degree, two years then, much better experience. I take full responsibility. I was more organized, took four courses and mastered my studying habis. I loved college!

This made me cry…. Thank you for sharing🥹🫶🏼

aquariums unite! i would take artistic visionary any day over cubicle h e double hockey stix ;) your videos motivate me so much - so i feel like you’re already making an impact girl you got dissss 💛

im in a similar situation except i didnt drop out but i decided not to go to uni or college and its my first year after high school. thankfully my parents let me do what i want but they constantly pressure me to consider studying in school since im still really young and talk about how i can try get a scholarship when im really not interested. they're sort of supportive but at the same think im making the wrong choice. also my older sister in university and my younger brother plans on going next year too. im taking a risky path with my career but im excited and i have a lot of faith. hope things work out for you

that's so great to see , it was brave of you to drop out and thank you fot sharing,

I love this video,good luck ❤

this is a masterpiece your williness, and faith will make a way and God ofcourse

WAIT. UNIVERSE. WHAT? I'm a second year westphal (Drexel arts) student and I am literally having an identity crisis. I'm not sure if this path is for me, or if it will make me feel satisfied. I think co-op being on the horizon is a big part of that stress. I don't think I'm going to drop out (at least not at this time. I'm going to try to find something different within the uni or I'll transfer. I'm about to watch your people grow as plants video because I need to hear that message. But the timing of me choosing this one first and hearing it from another drexel kid who was struggling is fulfilling in a way I didn't know I needed. Edit: I'm so happy you didn't change to a music industry major because you needed that pressure off your back. I found you while you were creating for fun, and enjoying what you do with passion.

i'm not dropping out, but i'm choosing to study musical theatre next year instead of what my father wants for me (which is what your mother wants for you). i also took your advice and ordered everything i need to explore my potential as an artist here on youtube in hopes of giving something back to the world, as you gave so much inspiration and motivation to me. thank you annie, you're being so strong and encouraging others to be strong as well 💕

Follow your Dreams, you gonna succeed🖤

I'm currently in bed watching this because I just dropped out and don't know how to start.

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 At first i was soooo excited to be there now everything about it sucks, and nothing hits harder than studying and still failing. I did my part, attended classes, paid attention and studied tirelessly but nothing to show for it 😭💔, once i make it outta my state I'll never return until my dreams are achieved halfway ❤

Why is ur voice so satisfying😭

I have a same dream as u do...I WANNA BE A WORLD FAMOUS SINGER AND A BILLIONAIRE PERSONALITY. rn I'm a highschool student and I'm hanging In the middle of ,what should i do to make all that come thru??? May be I know the ans..but neglecting it 🙅yeah but I know something needed to done to make all that work *THANKS FOR REMINDING ME , WHAT I EXIST FOR* LOVE FROM INDIA 🇮🇳

Such an inspiring story! ❤

it hits so hard........im literally crying thanks

We support u🧡

I'm very proud of u! I'm really are!!!

Girl. I’m in school right now as a business major and I’m so conflicted. I’ve always loved to sing but it’s been programmed in my mind it’s not a real job. I’ve been thinking about dropping out to pursue my music interest. This video is perfect. Also are you an Aquarius? I am too!

Thanks for this video😭❤

I can relate! I had to convince my family that I could still have a stable life, while going to uni to study music performance. It's so important we listen to the leading of God in our hearts, telling us what to do. So many artists are hiding in other jobs because of their fear. Then they grow older and realise that life is temporary and then begin to pursue their dreams at an older age, like age 30-40, which isn't the most thriving compared to when you're in your youth. It's so important to do what you want NOW, while you're young, so you know how t=it feels, and if it is something you really want to do and willing to dedicate to. Whenever I have doubts or fears and struggles creep in, I remind myself that God will finish what He started in me. Jesus is with me no matter what happens. As long as people are being uplifted and inspired, that's all that matters and I am satisfied.

Best of luck. You are brave

"I felt like i was choosing between the life my family wanted for me and the one I knew I wanted for myself " Sending hugs Anniee ✨ You are so brave 💞, I know this is the hardest decision :< Choosing between life that your family wanted for you over the things that you wanted for yourself. I really want to be an artist too . I badly want to pursue music. ☹️

Being in an environment that is supposed stable but you dont feel involved or respected can only ever bring out so much of your potential. Better to be in a stable individual in an uncertain environment.At least this way you insure your constant productivity

we all with you 🔥👌

Currently i'm in my dream major, i'm studying digital animation. And as an artist, it's so hard, i''ve been doubting myself about if it's still a good idea to keep on this. I've waited so long for this, but still the judgement of other people haunts me. I feel embarrased, i feel like dreamer trapped in negation, thinking she could success in her dream job in a country where barely any people understands what i'm doing at college. I feel stupid, like a failure, all these feeling of failure keeps me awake at night even tho i love what i'm doing. I just want to keep getting better, but life is hard, and i can't stop thinking about my parents, the money. All these up-coming resposabilities are terryfing me. Maybe i should stop this non-sense and change my major for something that would get me a "real job". I don't want to fail, i don't want to dissapoint my parents, but i feel so lost, so lonely. I don't know what to do. I was thinking of finishing my second year and then dropping out and change my major. :(

Beautiful video. Inspires me to do a similar one as I consider dropping out as well. Really enjoyed!

After 2 years I found it to be a Miracle, while I dropped out from Economics from a reputated University in Kolkata to pursue what I have always wanted to have. Pursue Art . My family especially my father is devastated for what I have chosen, he was shattered but at the end it was my choice and they got to support me. And as you said everything is uncertain but we got to go as Everything is uncertain. But we should be happy, no matter what.❤

Hii!!! So I m a big fan of urs from india!!!❤️ And I m really inspired from u ... U just make me feel like home... Just like my comfort zone.. I am in 10th rn... N it is really nerve wrecking for each n every student here...!! Family pressure ,family status , financial issues... Everything depends on me ... I wanna choose a different path but I guess there is no way ... That's what I was thinking all the way.. but ur journey does show me some ways , and gimme hopesss!!! Wishing u all the very best for ur future ... Hope u shine brighter than the stars , sun and moon .. u will ❤️ i love u alot !! And thank you for everything and every cause u hav sone to me !!!❤️❤️

I’m so happy for you. I was pushed to go to college by my parents and my high school. I graduated with a useless degree, and I work as a hotel housekeeper now. 😂 I went because everyone told me to go to college, but I just couldn’t see myself sitting in a cubicle. I also had no job experience, so ended up doing housekeeping because the hotel was desperate to hire anybody.

keep driving to that highway, we will champion your choices!

as a pursuing musician... i am a bit scared for my future because its a year left before I go to college and I still don`t know what course to pick... is it Multi-Media or Music Production. My parents provided me with all they could give and I thank them for that and I do not wish to be selfish because of that. I hope I`m aiming for the right thing. Thank you for this video !!! it really meant a lot to me and gave me a boost to pursue the dream that I long for.

this is so beautiful

:) im in college and i feel the same. I still didnt feel like I belonged there. But i decided to just do my best and get the first job and the college certificate and the graduation ceramony for my parents as its what they want to see me in. I tell myself that this didnt mean im throwing my dreams away. If i always dreamed tl be a certain person ill surely go that direction. I just didnt want to burst their dreams and hope for their child and especially when im the eldest. My brother is already against them for it and is dropping out for a less powerful certificate. I respect his decision only because i understood it. But for me, for my parents who paid everything until now and has not allowed me to work once and even for my driving license, the best ill do is work for a year or 3, in the career field i chose out of convenience. And when i have enough, ill chase my own dreams. It just meant I will start much later so everyone is not fully salty and I have good relationship with my parents and i am also allowing myself time to practice a little here and there and show my dreams in bits until i can break free and pursue it fully. Its a bit late but, what you're doing now is something I can't do because im not brave enough :) I love your video and your athmosphere. Its so cozy and simple. I'm so happy you're pursuing your dreams, it makes me a small bit salty and jealous :D im gonna head your direction in a few years from now and i wish you only the best