I notice people close to me don’t listen or they talk over me but it’s the exact opposite with strangers they tell me their life stories.

Since a child I never could understand why I was so different from everyone, even my family. Felt so alone, but the older I get I realize I was born to stand out, not to fit in. ❤

People either hate me or love me. Or they ignore me. Yes. Im a very old soul. I now know my life Purpose which involves healing the Earth. Oh wow. I am a shaman. Thanks for helping me understand all of this❤

Very few people are comfortable with me being my authentic self. "Meatball" could handle it, but my entire family can't handle it. My family just wants me to show up on holidays, bring gifts, stay quiet, pretty much stay quiet, be "nice" rather than be real. None of them are interested in, or capable of knowing me. Meatball was the only one who came close, but he's married. I only feel happy and satisfied in relationship with people who really are interested in me, and those people are very very rare. Which essentially means my life is mostly loneliness and dissatisfaction in relationships. I have a very strong intellect which is absolutely not a popular trait with the opposite sex.

I just spoke of this today. Narcissistic people are drawn to me. I never feel lonely when I’m in solitude.

You have no idea how much I needed to hear this. In recent years I've been dumbfounded by the lack of respect by acquaintances and family members--people just turning on me for no apparent reason. I'm not one to ever feel like a victim, but it has been exhausting. My solitude is what sustains me and keeps me going. It is nice to know that I'm not alone and that I'm not losing my mind! Thanks so much, Deborah. 🥰

Whoa!!! This IS me!🤯 From people staring or looking at me, to the people who are drawn to me, to the people who just can't stand me for no reason that I've done, to me being drawn to certain places to me being here to spread light thru learning and teaching, to me LOVING to isolate myself from others because I feel the world just SUCK ALL MY ENERGY that I NEED to cocoon myself in order to regain my energy...GIRRRLLL!!!. YOU HIT THE NAIL ON THE HEAD! GADANG!!! THANK YOU HEDGE WITCH!🙏🥰

OMG the title “this is why you are an outsider & feel like you don’t fit in…” IS MY LIFE MOTTO

I am okay with the lonely feeling now, and prefer it. I realize that most people don't understand and it can be embarrassing. I go about my business and the ones that need me find me

As a child I always felt like an outsider looking in..😊

I am humbled to hear this reading from you. I am 65 yrs old and it felt like you were speaking directly to me. Peace love and light.🙂

I have always drawn broken, manipulative people. Have always felt alone and that others aren’t consistent with me. Friends talk over me, do all the talking, or interrupt. I have never had a voice. I just blend into the background and observe and sit silent, but then they question why I’m quiet. Strangers tell me their life stories.

I’m a Reiki master teacher I always sent out around the world to protect the light people star seeds the universe, send them love, healing, wisdom, and protection around the world🫶🏼🙌🏻🙏🏻🥰

I have been isolating for seven years. Life is good.

I’ve always felt so self conscious, always felt like people were staring at me..and I have never been able to figure out why. Life has been a huge struggle for me, feeling isolated, never fitted in. I was diagnosed with c-ptsd a few years ago and have some pretty big trust issues as a result. I’m living the hermit life lately…sometimes it’s fine, but it’s getting a bit lonely lately. Thank you for this reading…it felt as though you were talking to me 🙏🏻❤️

This is whole reading is eerily ON POINT!! Never accepted, dirty looks from known/and strangers, yet people use to come to me for answers/guidance, now I’ve had to cut everyone off from my life to protect my energy, lone wolf 🐺 🩶

I have always felt different from being a very small child !I think differently but I’m proud of who I am now and I know my light shines so bright x

Thank you Deborah, I had never understood why people came into my life all friendly then without warning shut me out or even turned on me, I always thought i had done something wrong. Now i do understand and i feel able to protect and nurture myself and that is so enpowering. Blessed be beautiful soul 🙏💕

41:57 I was walking around on my lunch break today looking at the buildings and people.. I kept asking myself why am I here. I don't belong here, it doesn't resonate..i feel different to everyone. And then tonight your reading pops up. It's my first time on your channel. Your message truly resonated with me..i felt a total connection. Thank you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💫💜

My art teacher always said " be like an octopus... Reach out and absorb as much knowledge as lessons"

The deer in our city are pure white and protected. I am a cab driver and when I see them I stop and respectively observe. I feel they are sacred. Of course general population are 'its just a deer '.

Alone, but never lonely. A great energy to own.

Omg. I have literally felt like a fish out of water for my whole life! I don’t even want to be “the same”. This is amazing - you are speaking my life! People have told me a number of times over the years that I have a light that shines out of me….

I have always spent time alone even when I was very little. When I was older and had roommates, I had to find an apartment by myself to have a quiet space. Now that I'm much older I enjoy my solitude. I have been wondering why I am alone more but don't feel lonely-the quarantine a few years ago was stressful but not the isolation. I tapped into my creativity and kept busy drawing, designing clothes, stitching quilt squares and cooking. Other than gaining weight all of this did help me rediscover who I was and helped me decide to stop working for other people. I'm now on a journey to set myself up in this new adventure. I also fill my life with cats and their compatible energy. Thank you for your insight and your talent.

I'm not even halfway through this video, and I ended up bursting into tears. It has resonated with me to THAT extent.

I've never "fitted" anywhere and I only have a handful of friends. Oh well .....

I've always wondered why people acted the way they do towards me. It broke my heart over and over, even my family. This makes so much sense. I can see people now, this just confirms it. I am getting more comfortable in my solitude, I had a recent bought with more deception, so the solitude feels nice. I found you recently, and I am very drawn to you. Thank you.

I have always felt like I fit nowhere. I pick up peoples energies, animals as well. I prefer animals and the solitude of nature. People seek me out when they are in pain. I listen. Very nice reading. Hits home. Peace to all.

There was a job to on Earth, an we drew the short straws! I've ended up with not one person in my life; but I'm not lonely. I have a little rescue cat, a little angel who is my self-appointed caretaker; she gets me up every day, and brings me so much joy. Thank you for this gift today Deborah.

Deborah, I rarely comment on social media but everyword felt like it was for me. I have also had a family of Tawny Frogmouths ( owl looking birds) nesting outside my veranda. 2 chicks. We had cyclones here in Oz and I was so concerned when they were missing from the tree. I found mama, papa and one chick all safe. I cried the whole day for the lost chick. I prayed she was safe. Spirit told me she was and the next day she was there with the rest of the family. They have moved on but on the last night before they did, the little chick came and sat on my veranda for about 10 minutes on her own just looking at me, before mama flew by and she flew off with her. It meant so much to me and I knew it was highly symbolic of change coming and not feeling so alone. You really are a special gift. Thank you 🙏

My grandmother says “bUrds of a feather flock together “ her last name is Burd she even made about 100 cards that had that inscription written in her own hand, with a little bird sticker to pass out at a family reunion when she was 90!

Your life sounds like mine. I never make eye contact any longer in public. I am never lonely alone. This was refreshing to know this happens to other people. Thank you 😊

That’s why we have to keep our vibration high and be careful who’s out there because they want us to lose our vibration and make us not love cause love brings up the highest vibration you can have

I can always tell people energies.. my husband thinks I'm so negative about it but remember tell ya there are sooo many people with I'll intentions.... I will be your friend, ❤ I don't have any friends complete solitude and isolation. 😢 never really had good friends and Co workers used to talk about me all the time, calling me the Golden child, the suck up, 😒 I just did my work. Never had time for all that mess.

I'm a vision person so I learned to draw what I saw right away. I drew a cliff line with a woman in a flowing dress with her arms out creating the weather... the wind, the clouds the storm coming.. for a long time I felt like I had all this power and I needed to hide from. There's nobody ever to talk to about these things I want to be able to go somewhere to be trained how to use my gifts. I've been told by different walks of life that I'm an empath I'm a sensitive I have healing hands.. but I noticed there is so much more.

I have been an outsider since time began. I am very comfortable with this new knowledge, although I 'knew' it all along. I am alone, but I know I am not alone.

You made me feel so happy, knowing that i am not alone in being weird 😂😂😂… I too am alone… been single & celibate for 15yrs and don’t really have friends (by choice)… I dip in & out to certain people when I have to but mostly alone by nature… I learnt the hard way and discernment was my biggest lesson… Am hoping to start a new life abroad later this year or next and to spend the rest of my life working with animals and living FREE… I’m 51 and I’ve had this calling all of my life… so pleased I’ve found you - THANKYOU ❤❤❤

Deborah I believe you had a lifetime in Egypt you even got the look of an Egyptian goddess ❤ I agree I always felt like a black sheep of world

Thankyou..People have always treated me hot and cold...been abused in the past .have had rough time..thankyou

So this is why……thank you for the clarity. As a child I couldn’t understand why people where so mean to each other. I still can’t understand it, but I’m getting it now. I always knew there had to be more than playing with dolls and pretending. I’m so glad I was right. I send you all the love in the world.

I too am in solitude.....but never lonely. Recently 2 of my sons have joined the Love me, or Hate me club-and I don't have a clue what I have done. I did lose another son July 22, so It may have something to do with that...I don't know. But I have the confidence that it is something in them because I have supported them throughout his death. (They support me? Not so much!) I don't know the why? But I don't need to. Thank you for your time and all your Sagi readings. They are usually right on for me!

Being a Seer is the hardest part of a spiritual journey. 🤗🌻☀️🌟✨

We find comfort in similar stories we read here. It all makes sense now. Delighted to hear others are OK being alone.😊

I've always felt like I was on the outside looking in at others who are living, as a child it was painful. Now I accept it for what it is, and it's okay. May your journey be blessed even more. Thank you, soul sister

Each reading I think, how is she talking directly to me and connecting to me so precisely. And then I laugh at myself for asking such a silly question. Thanks for everything.

Oh my goodness that’s the same thing. I’ve gone through my whole life and I had figured that out when I was young that I made them see who they really were in the darkness and the jealousy and the hate they had for me and I gave them no reason

This is my first time on your channel, and thank you so much. Before watching, I was just in my kitchen thinking about why I feel like an outsider, and I had a realization that it's always been this way, since I was young even. It was in that moment that I knew that I had light even before my spiritual journey had begun. Such a simple realization, yet it wasn't available to me before. Then, sitting down with tea, your video showed up in my feed. Truly when you say that if your video was clicked, it was because the energies align. Thank you for being here to deliver messages that through tarot I have not been able to read for myself. Subscribed on the spot. ❤

My light irritates their demons . Your talking to me . Truly appreciate 🙏 you

It really saddens me because all I have is my husband and my daughter which I love very much but a lot of times you need somebody that is spiritual on mine level of what’s going on and i have no one to talk to and to learn from each other

Indeed. When someone has a high vibrational light, the majority of people can't handle it, so they turn and go to other ways, stop contacting you, are rude to you, abuse you or suck your energy if you let it. That makes it a solo journey on this Earth plane, deprived of empathy and compassion. I love this version of the five of swords.

Old people always smile and say hello to me, that I don't know. My passion is horses and birds of prey. I always felt I belonged in a differant time. I see myself living in a forest, cooking over a fire, wearing a light brown hat/hood and a dark brown dress.

🤔if i live to be 100 i will always prefer to be alone then be around toxic,pity people. Family included! Thanks for making me feel normal.

I’ve always been fun and friendly but was never included in the group wherever I’ve been. People have always just checked out of my life with no warning. Never understood it. But came to accept it.

Narcissists see the light & seek equality

Yes this resonates a lot with me and yes i am feeling alone a lot of times because people treat me like that as you say , coming and going, as if i drawn them in and after they are draining with my energy they stay away from me. And yes i am an empath but also a witch, a starseed and a lightworker . Sorry that my soul is giving you goosebumps 😅💜💚💖 Thank you dear beautiful soul for this wonderful reading 🙏❤️

Thank you for this reading. You just expressed who I am. As a child I knew I was different. I was in a boarding school with 600 girls. I had one friend. The girls called me proud because I didn't mix with everyone. I have had dangerous experiences and could have died, but some random person grabbed me and the train door flew open. It was a very old lady, a stranger. I never knew her. She was there and then she wasn't. I don't have friends but I have acquaintances. I read energy. I am effected by people's energy. Some drain me and I have to retreat. They make me literally ill. My body feels very tired and I get other symptoms. I can see things before they happen. I was unpopular with my kids. They would say I spoil their fun. If they did it anyway and it went wrong, they didn't like me for a hot minute. I am a starseed, an empath. I am a healer. I live in a gated community with 200 homes. People say never see me. I spend months indoors, I need my solitude. My neighbors call me to see if I am ok. Now they are used to it. I rent out rooms and I know the ones I should stay away from. Very little contact like hi and how was your day. Some are 😮 energy vampires and they drain me. I am a Gemini. All my life people see my light and I am made to feel like an outsider, or at work even my new boss had to make up lies to get me terminated when I was with the company for 8 years. I could write a book on how I have been protected. I am not young , so that is a very long time. My landlord told me that he wished he could clone me and put me in all his houses. He is a very good man and I had to ask him for a letter for work and he said I am a very good person and maintenance and people who had to enter the house to work inside reported to him that I was a very nice person and treated them well.

❤️ Oh, Deborah this must be the most important reading so far. I’m so deeply touched. Since I was child my mother noticed that I always observed other people who surrounded me with a certain way, like I’m full of curiosity about them. Then when I entered the school, I’m always the star in my class but somehow I isolated myself from others, it’s not my intention to do so, but I just happened and all the way, I be came the “outsider” or “alien” in any kind of relationships or groups, even in my career environment. It’s so great to know someone shares this alienated experience, I’m not alone.✨💫⭐️

Being a fish out of water is why many people gain weight, wanting to belong and thinking belonging equates to survival. Its a like fish who wants to stay small and swim with the school, but sometimes survival is not about swimming with the school of fish, it may need one to swim against the tide, daring to allow their inner guidance to direct them and thus finding existence through the guidance of the heavenly milky ocean above. I hope this helps someone to release the weight they have been carrying and to know that you belong and being guided towards a great cosmic ocean. For some it may mean they need to put down roots somewhere, even finding a home you rent or own that you can put your plants in the ground, and sometimes that solitude place is what feels like home, because you are free to be yourself.

My oldest sibling hated me solely because I was born. Now I know I reflected his self hate back to him. He hated himself. He is now in spirit. I hope he finally faces himself. Thanks for this amazing and life changing info. Hugs💕

I seems that you have presented a very real mirror. It is delightful to hear the truth spoken out loud. Thank you.

You can be my friend! Friends for life!

It's hard sometimes not knowing what to do. I'm never hardly out, hermit mode. Love to you Deborah thanks for lovely messages and light. God b🙌 ❤

Shaman - you have just confirmed what I thought about my journey. There have been times when I spoke 'into/about' certain people. I cannot click it on or off - it just happens. Swirling energies, yes, but safe. Mostly I'm at home, but occasionally when I am away I "know" things. I was at Whakatane one day and asked an elder about the cliffs at Torere beach - I said to him that there's a lot of ancestral bones in those cliffs - he was amazed, because I come from Taranaki, not there. When I visited that beach I felt them. Not negatively at all, but he confirmed what I said, which encouraged me to carry on..... Love and light be yours. I live in New Zealand if you are wondering.

I don't look at people either, at least not after a minute or two. They are SO rude to me too. I isolate and I finally have come to the occlusion that I am hated, even though I am kind and generous to all! Often, it is as though I'm the most NOT-LOVED GIRL in the world. It's been like this since I was born, and I'm 76 now.

I resonate with people staring ..I always smile ..also have times where I feel I recognise perfect strangers in random places 🥰& yes also experience the negative ..people running away …thanks clarifies those who can accept & those who can’t …understand narcissists craving the positive energy, empathy & light ..feel also makes them fearful ..they thrive on control so makes them nervous …hard when you just want to give & share the love ..they are not able to receive ..run but often return ❣️

You are so good Deborah. I feel every word. I did choose to be here now & experience the past pain to understand the love of the universe which is the only thing that's real in this realm.

I was a full blooded Native American Shaman in my last life before now... Am in solitude my evil neighbors keep harrassing me and can not park or they destroy my vehicles. Need to move..away from bad people. I just do not associate with bad people.

This reading has confirmed what my guides are telling me. Thank you. It is hard when you know you must leave long term relationships behind. But i cannot unsee what i have been shown. Much love to you.❤

I'm a Reiki Master, Kundalini Yoga Instructor, and Shamanic Practioner. This reading has my whole body vibrating, heart swelling. I usually only go to you astrology readings. Tonight, I felt drawn to open this video. I'm approaching a big shift, and I'm sitting with mouth hanging open. In gratitude. Sat Nam ❤

Just booked a trip to South Africa, I live in the USA, I resonate with the messages I’ve listen to you 3 times.

As you speak I’m remembering two girls having a conversation about me. One said “I think she’s beautiful”. The other said “I think she’s ugly”lol Your message is a bit cryptic but right on. This is a new experience getting divinely inspired information from card readers. Amazing. I want to completely validate you for this work you are doing. Thank you ❤

You are in touch with the truth, incredible person. You put it in such a grand, majestic way. Just as it is. Love, peace, and light.

I am in awe of you…you are spot on and this video particularly was needed by me…I thank you from the bottom of my heart ❤

You’re looking more and more and more beautiful Debra!!! And just so you know, I can’t WAIT for your videos every single time you post!! You’re the best!! I can’t live without your beautiful messages!!

I too am in solitude. In reading the comments, I wonder how many who are carrying light are having to go into solitude for self protection. Last summer I was meeting with my sister, and on the way there I had this strange thought that this might be the last time I ever see her. I spent the weekend with her and got heat stroke really bad. It was as if something went off on me, or like I blew a fuse I have not been the same since. I feel like I’ve had a complete adrenal breakdown. And since I have developed several different things that I’m told are going to kill me. I am good with it because I am not meant to be in this world right now. By the way I was involved in a shamanic apprenticeship that I ended up dropping out of.

Wow! I am actually going through a very depressing time due to everything she mentioned. I been questioning why ppl come in my life and leave so fast without me doing anything bad to them😢at my age now I, I have become so aware of this energy in my life and how I am a blessing in the life of everyone around me and they are nothing but a burden for me😔Ppl come toward me when they are broken and need to heal.

I can’t Read my own Tarot. I dreamed 40years ago, sitting on the rock in a cave entrance, casting different bones and stones as I was a very wrinkled old woman. Not flattering then but makes sense of previous lives and predestined path.👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼🇦🇺💛Thank you Deborah. Me too. People must Treat and talk to me nicely, or else I’ll embarrass them with a truth and I’ll never be a nice and loving friend with them again. Thus, I am a loner. Alone, not lonely, ever. Love to you enlightened Deborah.

Spirit told me to find my tribe on the island of misfit toys. A child's Xmas movie.

I see the "difference" as I look at/into YOUR eyes. I would imagine when people look at you directly they are caused to "wonder". A piece to my puzzle. Thank you!

I have studied many different modalities of healing. I’m Third Degree Reiki healer too. Me too! I’m a sponge. It’s overwhelming. We attract a lot of bugs to our light!

Thank you Deborah for explaining something that's been bothering me for years.

When I lost the love of my life been alone for 4 yrs am never alone I got my people Mother Nature And above all God Bless you my sister

That’s wild - I do always know what others should do - myself, not so much.

I'm Sooo GLAD that I found YOU!!! I feel Sooo Much Better!!! I'm still crying...you explained it Sooo Well!!! Thank You!!!🤣✌🏽

Yes, WE are here, on this journey to Be Lighthouses. Ty! Katherine 🧡😺

A timely piece of the puzzle for me…it all feels real. Thank you.

I don't usually leave comments on yt, but today I'll make an exception. Right before finding this video, I had a semi-argument with someone that left me almost in tears. Truth is, I have trouble regulating my emotions (adhd and trauma related) but there's also this crushing feeling that people just react badly to my opinions in general. People automatically get combative. I know I have unconventional visions of the world, but it seems like people overreact to every perspective I end up sharing, which made me share less and less. I was wondering again "Am I the crazy one? Is it the way I deliver my opinions? do I come across as agressive or unreasonable? And if not, why the hell does anyone react like that at me so many times". I was feeling angry and defeated and mostly sad because I'm tired, I have made myself so small, I feel like I slowly transformed into a silent coward, a shell of myself. And as I was thinking about all of this, I refreshed the home page and there it was, your video. I had never come across your channel before I reasonated so much with your message. Thank you sooo much ❤ This time the answer to my questions was instantaneous ahah

Thank you for explaining this! I do the same thing when I'm out in the wild, I look straight ahead and ignore everyone around me (but still know the energies) bc they are always looking my direction. Since I was little. My energy has always made it difficult for me to maintain friendships. I've never understood why, until now. When you got goosebumps, I simultaneously got them on my legs. The Queen of Swords - that's my card in the deck 😏 it's the energy I strive for! Also, I've been hearing shaman for a bit now, I've even looked into finding one to connect with, for confirmation and sense of community. My memory of life before awakening is gone and I have Aphantasia so I can't 'look to the future'. It's confusing. I don't have to work, so I'm just in hermit mode all the time working on my spiritual journey without a plan for anything other than what to make for dinner. I'm know deep in my bones that I'm here to do something BIG, but I just don't know what and can't imagine or visualize, literally... it's all black behind my eyelids. I've started working with archangel Michael and yesterday I managed to manipulate energy and release some throat chakra blockage... I cried, it was beautiful. Anyways, thanks for letting me share and thank you for sharing yourself and for being there MC for the wonderful guides! I'm so thankful to have been guided to you... seriously a foggy energy has been lifted from me... You removed the veil! Bless you beautiful soul!

Fabulous message ❤ Thank you❤ I received so much clarity about things 🙂 plus bonus about Gemini....my new partner is a Gemini and I am Sagittarius 🏹

GRATITUDE 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜💜😇😇😇🕯🕯🕯👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾🎯🎯🎯💯💯💯💚💚💚BLESSINGS YOU ARE SO ON POINT WOW LOVE AND LIGHT ASE

I always joke to myself that I am a great shaman . Also I was born in Pretoria, South Africa 😮. My dreams are out of this world and I always get the right solution from them. Nothing is a coincidence. Thank you for this reading

Babies and children always stare at me. This reading was very helpful. Alll of your readings are. Much love and gratitude ♥️🙏♥️

In China, I met a monk for the second time.. he told me he had avoided me.. said I was dark then but golden now 🌞 🔥♥️

Hello Deborah. Thank you for this reading. This has been my entire life and I am encouraged I will find my people here. I no longer give my energy to those undeserving. I can't stand their energy. 3rd density is not my vibe. I appreciate your readings. From one sagittarius to another.❤

I am a Scorpio sign This totally resonates with me I am well being alone and I feel my guides and Arc Angels around me at all times so I do not feel alone I love eing around water and I enjoy my solitude ❤❤❤ Thnks for this guiding read ❤❤❤❤❤

I ABSOLUTEKY NEEEEDED THIS! Gemini outsider here...been through unimaginable hell spinning wondering why and isolating protecting growing becoming a better new mom...wow

Thank you for the clarity. It is in alignment with my recent thoughts about it and many cards I have repeatedly pulled for myself, such as the Emperor, Temperance, the Ace of Swords . I have cut off many people the last few years and am ok with it as it became clear they could not meet me where I am at or understand me anyway. I had a dream a few years ago and was told in it "your are the Hierophant." With my Sag sun, Virgo rising and Cap moon, it makes a lot of sense how it fits together. Nice to see others on a similar path. Blessed be!

I completely understood this reading. It explained so much. Ive felt this way since I was a small child. Thank you for explaining this so well. Absolutely loved this reading.

I relate - always alone but never lonely - not as lonely as with people anyway

The five of swords cup really makes me cry. Thank you for validating my sense of being divorced from modern industrial life. I’ve tried to explain but until now, I never really felt seen. Thank you 🙂