Going to force myself out of my comfort zone and try to make new friends

:D

I’m trying to pull mysef together honestly it’s a long story but in short doe to events I’m really depressed and suicidal and Iv got own friend who’s helping me trouw it it’s realy rough so far but I might pull something off

Write down ur thoughts. Try to find whats bugging u

EGO WORK. Perfecting everything wrong with me is the goal!

Damn.. that hit way harder than I thought it would..

I've always been disappointed at what we've doing to the world

Same...

_”If sacred places are spared the ravages of war... then make all places sacred. And if the holy people are to be kept harmless from war... then make all people holy.”_ *-Silver Surfer*

Same dude I agree 100%

Yeah, it's gaslighting, but it's because a lot of people don't want to see someone's life crash and burn. I'm 30 and experienced all of those things about emptiness and despair. In the past, I also wished to be understood, because I wanted to validate my existence someway... But now, after realizing all the good and bad people can make and the eternal indifference of existence, I realise that nothing of this matters... And how all this made me free. Yes, evil and unfairness still exist, but I'm just a human. A lonely human on a lonely planet. If I'm not the one responsible for giving meaning to my life, no one else will. And yes, I know that my answer will probably not bring you any solution, but at least I hope that it will serve as a paradigm to be observed. Because in the end, we feel anguished not because we want an answer, but because we want to be heard...

wow- same. i resonated with every word

I’m actually glad to know that- That I wasn’t the only one who also thought this

Exactly what i mean

Its just so frustrating people see that im in pain i don't hide it but i don't know how to feel better or how to explain what i feel and im so tired of trying, they ask me what to do to help me but i dont know and when i had power to try working on it they were too busy to help me so now i don't want anything anymore and i don't want to care its just too hard and stressful

if it makes you feel a little better, you're not alone in this feeling and someone else out there feels exactly how you are. i understand u completely man. i hope things get better for you, and it gets better for me as well and maybe in time we both never have to feel so much sadness again.

i saw ur other comment and i really am so sorry am here if u need a friend :)

God is with you, by your side, he'll heal up all that hurt because I was there, too, and I know because I've been at that point, too. I tied a rope high up because kids wouldn't stop bullying me, I was standing on that chair until somebody actually came to stop me. God sent that man that I wouldn't kill myself. I've had whole mobs of kids who just chased me around, verbally abused, stole things from me, threw hard objects, kicked me in the snow, and just hurt me. Jesus healed all that, man. I have such a will of Iron because JESUS CHANGED ME.

hey I get it and the fact that I have autism just makes it even worse because I don't really express myself well verbally and i'm the don't you fucking touch my bitch ass type (I very much value my personal space)😔

Damn dude that's rough I hope things get better for you

Yeah honestly I feel the same. The feeling of desperation when you tried so hard but couldn’t achieve it, and then you wonder why you even do all this. But then I realize it doesn’t really matters if you talk to someone about your feelings. So I just say F it and turn that desperation and sadness into fuel and just DO IT without caring about losing or winning bc at the end you find happiness in sth you accomplish

And also GTA 6

@@MyNamesMegatron so sad to hear that, may you recover from your trauma 🫂✨

You havent seen enough good, everyone of us was born a child without knowing anything, nor seeing anything, yet we were all born innocent and we know how strong we are , you have to see how much you influence this life and every choice brings either joy or pain

I feel like giving up on life. My mom divorced when I was 8 and I have a brother. My dad isn’t the best at times and my uncle doesn’t have much longer to live. I barely saw my uncle but after I flew over to see him he gave me so much. For someone I barely knew I felt so guilty. I’m at one of the lowest points right now

Me2

Perfect way to describe it. Don't want to kill myself because of the guilt. It feels selfish to permanently end my suffering just because some of the people I know will feel bad. But why should I care? They will eventually move on and I'll be forgotten. But I wish there was a way to just silently leave without affecting anybody or giving anyone the chance to claim that they cared about me when they in fact didn't.

@@chocolatfoncee7528 me too

@@chocolatfoncee7528exactly you shouldn’t feel selfish at all. I wish I could just go to sleep and not exist. I’ve constantly asked for help and just get treated worse. But as you say if I died. They would all be say how they tried there best to help me bla bla

YES

that's what I'm thinking all the time bro

this is the comment that resonates for me

@@liam-hb4kr Matthew 11:28-29

Exactly

The perfect quote. You deserve these likes

Me 3

get some plushies if u can. they'll be your friends :)

I hope you feel better

I’m starting to not be scared to do the deed to myself which is worrying to an extent. Before I wanted to not be here but I was scared to do that action. I’m dreading life more than the fear I have of death

i’m so sry bb hope things get better for you xxx

Same here homie. Hey you have instagram we can talk if you want

Same...

​@@stormbreaker2526I want to be your friend

@@BuluBarman-cl2kg you have insta?

@@BuluBarman-cl2kg what's your insta?

@@SK-ur2on Sure if you think that way. Mindset is everything, stay strong!

@@eero3516 your mindset doesn’t matter when world shatter HORRIBLE things happen to you constantly

That's depression!

Or when you can't even remember what used to make you feel alive anymore...

I know

The worst in this phrase is that the one who are saying it are often the one who doesn’t care about you when you don’t scare them each day. At least from my own experience

Yeeeeah, is s very empty and annoyinh quote if you ask me. It helps nothing and just makes me wanna roll up my eues

while it is good to understand that you are not alone in this feeling, this is not what is meant by the phrase here. YOU are not alone, there are people there for you. DO NOT push them away, let them take care of you. That is what they meant. It is not easy to understand it at first, and even if you do understand it and see it, you will struggle to let those people who love you to take care of you. I just said what it means and I cannot do it...

Facts

LITERALLY OMG. this phrase pisses me off so fucking much. along with "it will get better" or anything in that area. like please stfu istg

Exactly what I was thinking

That is so true

bro shut up if ppl read the comments after ACTUALLY FINDING THIS HELPFUL their gonna see this and think they've wasted their time man

Exactly. 😢😢 Why would I be happy to know there are other people who goes through the same or even worse . It doesn't make me feel better

I agree almost completely then realize I turned it over to Buddhism and Logotherapy...suffering its part of my existence. Holocaust or having no legs scenario it's part of my life. I have perhaps 1% comfort.

omg we have very similar experiences, you are very right. I am the opposite of all of your advice. My first real heartbreak is at my 3 semester college, this 2 month. Got bullied for 8 years, got no friend too, blackmailed by someone who has had power and authority for almost a year (in my organization). And I don't cheated from my ex boyfriend, all I do is craving for his love and forgave all of his fault, chasing him, gave all my love but, he's still betray me. Alright, I will try to do my best with your advice. Thank you❤ stay strong!

​@@firlyramadhani5021 Can we be friends ? Because i too dont have any...

True.... Whenever i feel sad or depressed feel like crying my parents say why are you like this you have everything but you still can't be happy.They also say because me always crying bad things happen in house😂but they don't know wht i faced and what i am facing i literally have no friends and the reason are my parents they never let me go out with them never let me talk to them on calls so now thay stopped texting me , calling me and asking me to go out with them😞 and my parents have no time for me ....so as a result i am alone and depressed and can't even express my feelings in my own house...wht a luck😦

Well said ❣️

@@jayshreerane2182 Our stories are very similar. I never go out with friends. But I have one best friend, she has the opposite personality to me. I'm taciturn because I'm not good at expressing myself and I don't have confidence. But she is very bright and she is trying to act innocent;-; and she can't give advice ;-; My parents won't let me use Facebook. I mean I can only play games and watch videos but can't post or comment, including KZfaq ;-; I can't comment on youtube. and..Since I was born No matter how much my parents make me cry But there was only one time that my mother said sorry, Usually my parents natter or ignored me when they made me cry. ✌🏻I'm not good at English I'm sorry if I used the wrong word. At least I think I've vented and shared my experience :) ❤️Thank you to everyone who read till here. No matter what happens, we will overcome obstacles together. You guys are already good No matter what obstacles come in, you will have to go through it like before! These obstacles will make everyone grow up to be happy and suffering. But will we lose to suffering or will we fight for happiness! Happiness is good :) take care of yourself~!❤️

Exactly, I told my bsf abt my depression and she goes “why? Your life is perfect” and sometimes she’d make it bat her and say something like “oh I sometimes feel sad too.” Then goes on to brag abt her life and why she’s alive, making me feel worse

@@Mypetiscute. hey...learn to express yourself that is the one thing that can help you to make friends and people will love you... atleast you will not be alone....and if not just learn to be happy with yourself trust me being alone is like addiction it's just very nice feeling atleast for me,being with myself i don't have to fake anything whatever i do is what I love not wht others want😃.....and also lets be friends kind of online friends😊

Same here, i'm not gonna die until everyone who cared about me dies, although I just want to die now

Im living for my family and because im scared of the pain.everyday i live pleading for god to end it all or kill because i cant take it anymore

Thats me…i have kids and i cant leave them to suffer…

At least you have people who'd mourn your death.

This is the only reason I’m alive.

Real.

can we be friends?

@@xehram560 sure

@@grindhouse53 how are you my friend?😍

@@xehram560 we aren't. Do you just have dumb comments?

You're so right.. I'm so alone..!! I'm the only one suffering, and there really is nothing anyone can do, or say... that could change circumstances of what happened...

@@klanderkal you are alone but you are not the only one suffering my friend.

@vegitoblue6969 Thank you... im realizing others do suffer like I do. To be absolutely paralyzed mentally, is so horrible. Trauma is something that effects everyone differently,.. I've handled bad situations before, But, this last situation, destroyed me in every way. I didn't experience extreme 24hr stress, and insomnia before, it messed up my brain functioning, and wouldn't allow me to make correct decisions. It caused so much devastating loss, that can't ever be resolved. That caused the anxiety and depression. Its so difficult for me to live like this . Thanks for caring 🙏

@@klanderkal loss my wife of 13 yrs 8 1 23 was only 50 to cancer in 3 mths - insomnia since n grief depression hoping its not long term ..but its been a little over a year now :(.. i now how you feel - ive lost my dad my grandma but this broke me :(...

True

"Dude, think of all the things to live for!" If I were able to do that, I would have never been here in the first place, now, would I?

That hits different

It's like having asthma and being told "but there's so much air around you"

Atticus knew his shit.

Robin Williams was a king among men

Which Robin Williams? The actor or the singer?

@@pedrolopes3542 the late actor

@@pedrolopes3542 the singer is called Robbie not Robin

😔felt that

Exactly

Well that was pretty poetic! Have you ever thought about writing more poetry?

i honestly keep that in my head, because my parents have said that to me before

It also implies that only the single person having the single worst life in the world is "allowed" to be sad, which is obviously inane

​@@Hubcool367 so like what would that be someone being tortured for days in the most brutal painful way possible cant think of anything much worse then that

@@walterwhite5764 I personally have no idea, you would have to ask the "stop complaining, other people have it worse" crowd who they consider has the "right" to be sad/unhappy/complaining.

Not really. If you put it in a good way, it’s telling you to be grateful

It’ll be okay I hope, that cage will be broken soon, no matter how long

Same here…

Same

...

Felt that, literally stabbed and abandoned from all my friends and now I'm sitting alone for good.

Nice . The idea itself sounds warm and comforting.. best wishes 🎉

Go for it

Thats the spirit

Please 🥺

More food options maybe?... Jk but that's THE greatest idea

Hey, wanna be friend!

Real :(

​@Jacksteve980 can I?

​@Jacksteve980 can I?

@@create-mg8ly sure, why not ^^

@Snomable I don't think he is.

Yes.

dude. its ok.

This is so true for me but i really hope ur okay *hug*

I wish I could but everytime I'm at the edge, my body just freezes up and I can't jump.

@The Blessed Aspie Don't see the point though. Is being sad in mass supposed to be relieving?

@@thicccatto3956 damn that hit hard

For most people it will never be okay

@TheSpratMan damnnn what a broken generation and society we are :((

I agree with you. I don't go to a therapist, but if I did, I wouldn't listen to anything other than "look, life sucks, no one gives a shit about you, you're alone, none of this is going to change, so let's at least start from this base point and proceed". If they DON'T say that, I know they're full of shit, they're just getting paid to go thru the motions and tell you bullshit and run up the clock, and therefore don't trust them.

Sorry for the vent

I feel you Still hope it get better overtime bud, both you and me and many others

Same. I’m not getting comfort from others feeling low and depressed like me

Yep

It is @#$_,ed feeling no joy

Especially when these people that apparently share your pain are people you will likely never meet or never befriend. In truth you are actually alone.

I can't even cry almost anymore.

❤️

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

@@nobodyimportant9510 Any sadness soon turns into anger once I learn it could have been avoidable

@@nobodyimportant9510 Hi nobodyimportant, I wish a good day to you! I really wanna know how to cry! (Last time was maybe in early-2021) I thank you in advance with a virtual-coffee, enjoy!😊 ☕

Hearing those Words Make me Cry, I Barely get those comments. My teacher told me these words on the last day of school, I then cried, I felt like they cared. But then it was time to go. I still had my crying face. My mom saw me crying and told me “stop crying you’ll see your teacher again”

your doing amazing love, your a really great person, your doing amazing in life, please keep going, thank you for all the things you've done in life, you've helped many people and they want you to stay

@@iluhcatssm Tysm

ofc, sorry if this doesn't reply to ur new comment, my yt is kinda weird rn, and tysm

@@iluhcatssm You are going to make me cry

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I feel the exact same way. For a lot of reasons I am literally alone, aside from my Mom. I'm not trying to talk down to you, state the obvious, or diagnose anything, but there are two things I learned too late that I really needed earlier. 1) media, digital and physical, are fantastic resources for understanding and community (even if it's the illusion of community). Movies, games, books, and music that talk about your feelings are a great way to find a way out. (I'll recommend something if you want) 2) Message my siblings, friends, or grandparents. The worst thing I told myself was that "they're too busy". Anyone you know you can talk to, set a time with them. My brother especially was able to help me feel like there was a way out.

Yo we have the same name :D

yay :D

Yo man i was alone in life for 2 years in my child hood i feel your pain every day you feel emptyness and its just depressing. The only thing i can say to you is hold on and keep fighting there is always light at the end. And im thinking about you today and i will not forget you so technially you're not kind of alone now😅😉

Yeah 😢

Your mum has a horrible flaw because that's such a stupid thing to get worked up about. If she's biased against male babies you can bet a thousand pounds she'd have different intentions with a daughter that would lead her to have a messed up childhood. Do you think that any possible "advantages" a daughter could give her would rub off on a girl well? How can you gain a real world benefit based on the gender of a child you give birth to?

Having an unhealthy crush on a fictional character and the actor who plays him. The guy will never know I exist. Deep down I know I am searching for escapism. When I'm not obsessing over him I think of how lonely I am and my trauma comes back. I want this vicious cycle to stop

@@disco_depression hey hey hey coming from a book character and game character simp, I found my guy. Was fucking terrifying telling him since we’ve been friends for 6 years, but apparently he likes me back, yay! Thought the guy of all my expectations never existed, and he was right in front of me. Definitely some downsides and heartache, but at one point (when i was still making fanart and obsessing over fictional characters) i thought i would be alone forever. Well, nope. It’s a fucking miracle, you just gotta look for them. If it happened to me, it will happen to you too. The vicious cycle doesn’t stop, you have to stop it.

I actually don't

@@coffeetree_ The whole "just gotta look" thing doesn't work for me. There's no one right in front of me to settle for. I never meet anyone ever, because my list of defects is too long to type here. I can't will the impossible to happen. My life is a problem for which the only solution is death, and I can't even get that right.

@@JB52520 life may feel like shit right now, but trust me, it gets better. If you kill yourself now, you might miss out on multiple opportunities. Life might be throwing some shit in your face, but I promise, it has good plans in store for you. You will find that special someone eventually, you just have to wait. And if you’ve already waited, wait a little longer

I hope you’re doing okay since you wrote this…

@@vladcrow4225 some people hurt themselves and wouldn't even think of hurting someone else. Not sure if you were making a bad joke or just completely lacking in empathy for others suffering.

That wasnt pretty mate... Im not gonna fight myself

​@@vladcrow4225 you realize nobody is going to listen 2 you right? youre trying so hard to sound edgy that its truly embarassing.

how about this... "we all gonna die in the future anyway, might as well take everything this life has to offer and then some before going..."

toxic positivity is exactly what this is. we cannot control everything. also thinking or doing any kind of positivity does not equal happiness or getting what you want in life. the only way i see happiness in myself personally is to live in the present moment and to stop controlling the things i strive to get for because 95% of times it fails.

happiness in yourself by living in the present moment? Wow. Im cured. What a revolutionary idea. I have severe ptsd from being a victim of attempted mdr. I CANT stay in the present moment, obviously.... I already know i can't control everything. I'm not that naive. I just want to feel better, that's all. ​@@1993babygirll

Yeah, i cried while watching this video. Really.... im touched... im having mental issues but no one knew and then i discovered this channel, this channel helped me to restore my original self bit by bit...

For some reason I dont feel like crying but most wholesome voice I've ever 👌 Still can't find hope Sry

@@day_dreamer473 someday u will find ur hope, fighting! :)

@@enteryourtexthere.6348 tnx :)

and she added a soft piano in the background. brilliant move. people don't know how much muisc affects us emotions. sad music has alot of EMOTIONS and that's good because when you express the EMOTIONS in you you give them an outlet and they don't build up until you feel like you can't breathe. that's also why sad anime romance is good aswell. cause you will feel the emotions that you can't express otherwise and thus they disappear, at least for the MOMENT. :D

Exactly the same thoughts...

I dont know you, but i hope that you get everything sorted out, and that you dont need to die to see yourself worth, feelings overwhelm us alot of the times, and all of us make mistakes, but life isnt about thinking about these mistakes, its abour building our life, our future our home. and whatever home yours might be, i hope that you have found it and that you can heal your scars from all your battles. inside your home, dont give up okay? you got this! i believe in you, and i hope you do some day too.

You and me both…

You gotta fight

Brother.. Don't...

You have to make you own reason tò stay, find new hobbies, do what you really enjoy and be passionate about It, try to find your dimension and try new things. This Is a starting point try tò think about It,. I also have been struggling with suicide issues , they are still there but i try tò fight them every day It Is not Easy, but It Is possibile feel Better,

Aw, I've noticed this comment and thought I'd say a few things. I get what you're saying about gaming, I've been a gamer for...like...12 years? Eitherway, it's lost that spark that it once had. I just usually sit alone minding my own buisness, playing whatever I can find that's chill and doesn't have other people. Eitherway, I'm genuinely sorry that you're dealing with your current situation, and I know I'm some random dude on the Internet but...if you ever wanna talk about this stuff, I'll happily do so. [my bio has my stuff] Eitherway, I wish you a great time and I hope you're okay!

Before is the key word. I side with you. Not everyone has hope...

I feel the same way. I know that at the very least I can also find comfort in the lyrics of people who understand. For what its worth, from a random stranger on the internet, I hope you find that peace of heart and mind.

The show must go on!

"Oh yes, im the great pretender, pretending that im, doing well"

Mother Love is an underrated masterpiece

I feel exactly the same...

Yeah

i hate how that's so true...

biggest lie ive ever heard

Yeh

I can't remove my parents because that's just scummy behaviour and they cared for me since I was a child and they're entitled to it enough to control me (my parents are also the people who make me miserable because they make me face people who has made me miserable through the course of my life. And people brush my mental health off as me being negative minded when I'm just being defensive for myself by being offensive on people because my mental sanity expired).

@The Blessed Aspie How does that help? Other ppl suffering doesn;t help anyone going through hard times.

@@supadupadutty We can always go out and meet new people, though. Every relationship in your life fell apart? Go find your purpose and make new relationships after that. Wilderness seasons are for learning about yourself

@@MrScotty2Hotty28 I don’t deserve other people, and no one likes me anyway.

@@MrScotty2Hotty28 That's rubbish advice u have no idea what you're saying its not that easy when you are poor and ppl around you are nothing but assholes🤦‍♂️ they don't even understand us at all and think we just lazy it is a waste of time to be around these kind of ppl.

💯

Jesus said in John 14:18 "I will not leave you comfortless: I will come unto you." Jesus loves you more than anyone you know ever could ❤

​@@bensonsarg3904 Your imaginary friend doesn't help, take action or give your condolences and leave

As much as I feel similar, it is EXTEREMELY rude to defy or hate on someone's religion. I am not Christian, but it can be disheartening to the person who was trying to help. Next time, please keep these negative thoughts to yourself. I don't want you to feel shame, though. Just learn from your mistakes.

@@RoseSiren-nq7kr No, pushing your beliefs on someone, claiming a supernatural being will take care of them is very damaging. He also said his imaginary friend loves him more than anyone he knows, that includes his family, which is a disgusting thing to say. I made no mistake here and i stand by every word i wrote. I didn't even insult or hate, i simply put the truth into word.

So true man!

Please just don't end it ok? All of us here fell the same. You can always talk here if you want :) You can make a comment here just to let it out and than if you want you can delete it if you feel that it's too personal(I won't read your comment if you don't want but if you do just write it first 😃) Hope you have a good morning/day/night :D

l think you are an army too . please don't feel that way .l can feel how painful is your life .lam also struggling throughout my life forpast 20 years .may be it is different from each other but it doesn't mean that our stuggles are invalid.yeah the phrase you are not alone is a bit kind of Gaslighting but you have to remind it is a world with 7 billion people at the end of the day we are alone .so the only one we have is ourself .so don't be hard on you because we know how gentle was our soul .why did tear that gentle cute thing apart .love yourself ( l think it is a bit hard but try with baby steps engage in moments which makes you happy .if don't move away from it .lts not your fault .the struggle now we encounter is not for permanent one day we will find a better way .if you need someone to share you thoughts you can have a touch with me .... I don't know what is happening in your life stay strong don't stumble on struggles . atleast we try .if you feel bad about want to cry cry loud then move on from that .it will fade away little by little .l don't know you should notice this comment if so please give a reply .l think atleast you feel better . From a annonymous person who is struggling with her life 💜

I know exactly how you feel

I am planning on overdosing by Friday

@@kolfoster6926 Hey I know I can physically stop you but I can still tell you this. You are loved and even if I don't know you I can fell that we could be good friends. You should try talking to someone about your problems. You could even talk here with me if you want. I won't juge you I promise. Just plz don't do it ok? You are loved.

Great quote, never expected old cranky to say such a thing!

Even for those who aren't religious it's a good quote.

Um... this is an MLK Jr. quote tho.

But how...how to accept disappointment and how to never lose hope

@@kemo.s.mabrok5800 Becuz there is always something to be learned from disappointment and time = opportunity so in the future, you're bound to meet better results. Your mindset makes all the difference here so if you have hope in yourself, you should be able to achieve more than you know.

Very true maybe its because facing people in person can be very difficult but its easier to type it in words than explaining it

Those randoms hey...

fr, it’s better to have the internet that inspires you more than anyone around ever could

Yeah some pepple in the internet have way more things in comment with me more than my own family...

:( my tears.

Please, call a helpline.

@@yagirlskyunmotivatedroadto1834, problem is u want to talk to someone who actually cares, but no one does.

Same here, I feel apathetic towards everything. I laugh for the sake of a joke, the little things that used to make me feel alive are now just what they are, little things. I don't have any expectations and I don't have any emotional attachments, I feel like I'm floating just above water in the middle of nowhere and not doing anything about it.

I can relate to you ,

​@@purple_jams same for me

Thanks

Exactly 😢

ikr like we cant just magically feel better

😔

I delight in giving forgiveness, understanding, but I don't get much of it. Perfection is the standard,,,, I should have been a hermit 🤔

Being a hermit ends up turning on you and it’s horrifying and sad

Well, where I'm from, there's a saying. "Your only friends - are Tambov's wolf and it's fleas".

True, sadly. ​@@vladcrow4225

deeptalkswithme.blogspot.com/2024/04/is-life-worth-it.html

Very true

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Can relate but hey people online can be helpful when it comes to fighting dark thoughts. I for sure can help by listening if you ever need it :)

@@KieransFanboy_Glitchy my mom always says "Its better to have one friend cause if you have them alot someone will backstab you and when you turn back you will see a group of people and you will have a problem to find who backstabbed you

Same here

rip same

Y'all have a friend here. I don't know what help I can be, but I at least want to be here for you. :)

I feel the same way...

Same here... at this point I don't even know what I'm doing everyday

Same here. I just live day by day. I try to do something to pass the time by playing video games. I also don't know what I want to do or if I even want to be a somebody

Yeah it’s hard

Hope ur ok:)

Its all my fault i know.. then its best if i just go

It really is a curse isn't it?

Yeah... I don't know how is that

Trueeee

I would say “same” but they’re not posting all the time

luckily sometimes l fell like dying but this vidoes make me wanna put effort

IKR!!

A person should value himself more than loving himselff (i think) What is self-love? I can't find an answer to this it's just like a popular saying But if I value myself sometimes i say out loud to myself i love you, girl :) like value ratio is everything

Love you too stranger

I hope you find a path towards healing

LYSM ❤

I want to say the same to myself, honestly..

Ah, I see you are a man of agonizing bitterness and despair as well.

Absolutely Same With me. come here man 🫂

@@alejandroguevara8455 yea bro, true. I think it's something we all lack when it's something we all need

it means that there are other who feel the exact same way you do. it also means there are people out there that will be there and support you. its bullshit to say "youre not alone" when you dont have anyone in your life who's there for you. you just need to reach out. youll be surprised and comforted about what you find. i've gone through very tough things before, i know how it feels. please reach out to anyone you feel comforting, tell them what youre going through.

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It's a feel good term. But to be honest if you are always alone, you may want to figure out what you may be doing wrong and not blame it on society. Being a one man army sounds cool on paper but in reality it just ends with you on welfare and a crippling alcohol addiction a few years down the line.

Very well said. All we can do is put out positivity!

Watch American Psycho edits and realize that Patrick Bateman is literally you

Just try to see the light at the end of the tunnel, we're all in this together

Thank you someone finally understands my pain this generation is draining me I hate this generation 😪 the fact my parents don’t care they’re toxic I have no friends no relationship no pets I only have god 💔

They break down because they say that what they have not done for me and raised me to this age only to see me break down and lose hope This feeling is killing me

I feel this, I try to do well in school because “it matters” but I can’t connect well social or emotional with people or society… I have goals an ideal career, but I don’t “want” that. It sounds more fun than other option of life, but I don’t have an ultimate goal. I feel useless and apathetic, and above all board… nothing strong enough to die, maybe a stray though, but just sheer exhaustion

I relate to this so much

OMG im going through this right now

Same man. Have a year left, hard to stay even tho haven't even reached a quarter of my life yet

exactlyyyy thats how i feel the only reason im ever living on is because of my family and friends

Caring about "someone else" more than yourself is not really rational... And doesn't pay off...

Me to. The only season i keep on is my parents i dont think they and there magig could take it the already lost on childe dont ned two things like that in my family. Otherwise i would have kild my self two years ago. Sory for bead riding this is my second languag. have a god day

You need to find another reason to stay because I bet there is a better one. I cant say what since I have also given up but your reason is not very good because you need to put yourself first. It’s not selfish like others say, in the end you are your top priority.

I know....Me too.

Yeah, in my case - they'll be too happy for me to allow it.

you are reaching out to the wrong people, reach out to Jesus Christ

​@@riprambo8516don't advise people to waste time talking to a wall

@@riprambo8516i am a muslim

Reach out to whatever is your divinity

We hope this helped!! You got this!!

I feel the same way….I’m trying to hold on, I’m trying to remember good things, but it’s hard. I always only see the negative side of things no matter how hard I try to see the positive side. I’ll start obsessing over it and thinking about it even more. (I’ve been diagnosed with OCD, so that’s probably why) Everytime I feel happy, it just goes back to being negative again. I feel so alone, I know I’m not, but still.

I can relate so much to you guys. I'm trying to find the hope to continue living again. Unlike many here, I still have goals and dreams, but they don't really seem worth living right now. They don't make the discourage, pessimism, negativity and sadness go away.

i fight depression on the inside but i let people see i’m happy and i go lone wolf and no one seems to know that the reason i’m so violent and mean is because of self defense and because i go lone wolf so i don’t like doing stuff with people,i’m better on my own

I feel you istg, yesterday i just motivated myself to work myself into learning something regarding what i want to be, but it's just like you said, i just go back to feeling depressed, sad, self-sabotaging, lonely and suicidal. But to me unfortunately what works once won't work twice.

If you get underestimated... thank the people who underestimated you because they gave you the energy to KEEP GOING!

@@thuyluong5925 i try but it only gets worse

You gave me quite a boost, thanks

i needed this

f e a r m e

You have a big ❤, nice people dont have friends, I can testify to that because God has taken us out of this world, we dont belong to this world and thats why the world hates us.

deeptalkswithme.blogspot.com/2024/04/is-life-worth-it.html

🫂❤️

Way too true.

They won't for 90% of us.

Yes, it never gets better. I honestly don't remember what it's like to be happy in life

Its not like i cant afford to go see a mental health professional, im not more at what will come to this, how it will affect my life and how will other people think about me, how will i tell my parents who werent ever aware of that it. It scares me to even think of it even tho i know itd the right thing to do.

thanks I guess

YOU DARE INSULT THIS WONDERFUL CHANNEL THAT MAKES THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE'S DAYS?!?!?! im not saying its professional or not, im just saying that either way its nice and heartwarming.

@@snarls3760 couldn't have said it better :‹

There is so much Cat too plow and you need to be there so live on kid

I understand what you mean. Trauma is tough to deal with on a regular basis. All we're left with is coping methods to control that pain. In the end, we must keep fighting, despite how exhausting it may be.

Bro we are literally same :(

The most ridiculous thing is that this video on "losing hope" is on a channel with over 10 million subs. Nothing like someone who's enjoying more success than we ever will telling us to have hope.

*hugging you back*

I know how you feel,hope you're ok*hugs*

It will work out my man, keep going

same but without the small part of me thinks it will be ok

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I feel like this every damn day, literally. Though I know from this day and age, that doesn't exist. Heck I don't even know why I am still alive when I have to deal with a lot of sh*t the moment I wake up. I always have to question my existence.

All good must come to an end, because if not everything would be oh so monotone

Hits Hard.

Because no one really cares except as relates to themselves. When one is strong or (shudder) happy, others are envious. When one is depressed, sad, hopeless, others feel good, except that they don’t really want to help because that would require actual empathy.

Yeah, that feels real. When you act stoic or put a neutral face forward to hide what’s within or use your pain to succeed, everyone assumes you’re doing great. No one asks how the emotionless or successful person is doing mentally. I like this quote, but only because it’s too real.

I swear that a simple "have a nice day" or "how was your day?" is the most uplifting thing if it comes from the right person. Damn, I miss it so much.

No wonder bro even my family doesn't even care and never ask myself what did I feel 😂 u are on ur own in this world

hey man if you want to vent without being judged, i can leave my email address and we can talk, just say yes and ill put it here for you

You don't work or have a job dude?

@@javierpacheco8234 not the time mate, not good timing

I feel like that because I am almost 50. Ageism is real. You have about 15 years in which you can change everything. It's too late for me now. I hope you don't squander this time...I did and it is my biggest regret.

@@jm7514 Its never too late bud

Ah. That’s the phrase lookin for and feeling. Idk how to say what I feel but thanks random person.

Same that’s how I feel :( Hope ur doing better now 🤍

@@lovelynikki_346 nice name c: or delicious name

@@Shelby-rh8jz ty lol ☺️

@@lovelynikki_346 Ayy good thing u happy, seeing as ur here watching the same vid, life prolly has no meaning for now, but maybe… just maybe. U’ll find along the way, find a meaning or someone who’ll give u motivation and give u a reason to live life and give u hope. And ur welcome, I just thought about food when I saw ur name

Oh, that's sad to know dear! But do you know your exact reason for depression?? Like what makes you so sad about in life, eh??

@@0rhythm_divine0 sorry for being late on replying but its severe bullying

If you are bullied severely have a go at them the best defence is offence so make every time they bully sting and even bully THEM if you could exploit anything.

@@RayanOmar-fs4be Thanks for the advice.

Any time dude just stay alert.👍

Thanks for sharing I hope that everything gets better ❤❤

Bro I am kinda in same boat can we talk?

@@SkullBeast3000 sure what’s your discord?

@@runfusion SkullBeast3000