I totally understand why people find the song disturbing - for me it was hugely cathartic in helping me cope with my own abuse from childhood. The rawness of it is very visceral, very moving and very validating. I feel for Davis. Quick edit because I had to go give it a listen again, and the part that I found the most uncomfortable about the whole track was at the end, after his breakdown and the silence of the track, there is a recording of who I assume is his dad yelling and being harsh. It reminds me of my abusive stepdad, and that is the hardest bit to get through. While the rest of the content is emotionally taxing, it is cathartic in the sense of Davis finally getting to express the hurt he as a child endured (as pretty much most content on the list, ha). That last little bit on the track after the silent stretch has a tendency to catch me off guard, too. I'll be lost in thought after the main song, wont notice the silent stretch then I'll be startled out of disassociation by someone being an asshole. Ah, trauma songs. Sorry for the ramble.

@@Crithosceleg I totally get it. Like even though I was never abused like that as a child, I can still hear the voice of my trauma through Jonathan Davis's scream.

@@SOBEKCrocodileGod Thanks for the insight, I was really unsure if it was related to him or not. It strikes me every time it sneaks up on me, ignites that child-like fear when step-dad would get on his bullshit, that tape was my normal. I'm sure there are a few arguments recorded of my parents somewhere, not that the intent was to capture the argument, they just crop up because assholes are always looking for one. Whew! Fuck that recording, though xD

The group I hung out with in high school didn't know I was being abused by my mother's friend's son and one of the guys put on Daddy by Korn, thinking it was just a creepy song he was gonna spook us with. Then I started having a panic attack and one of the other guys turned it off for me. Also I was high at the time, having smoked some pot. So not sure if that made things better or worse 🤔 🙃

​@@loki1456You are stronger than me cause if someone put that on while i was high and made me felt that horrible i would have thrown hands.

It's a rough one. It really is.

God I first heard it at around thirteen- not knowing what it was I was already not doing well at the time and it hit a bit too close to what the initial trigger of the depressive period was

Yer it's a very distressing song. I can only play it sometimes. Thankfully Jon is doing better now and that to me is the best outcome.

That song absolutely destroyed me when I first heard it because I didn't know other people were suffering like me. It both made me feel seen and made me feel horrible.

I listened to it the other day and it was really upsetting to hear, especially knowing what he had gone through. It also puts Freak on a Leash in a new light(even if you know it's about someone struggling with life)

From what I’ve heard from Xiu Xiu, they aren’t afraid of making people uncomfortable. Support Our Troops OH! barely feels like a song but more of somebody talking over noise. Fabulous Muscles sounds like it’s about someone who is attached to an abuser.

Most of the songs on A Promise and Fabulous Muscles are, so far as I am aware, based on stories either from Jamie Stewart's own life or those of people he'd met, friends and family members. "Blacks", "Brian the Vampire" and "Nieces Pieces" are especially dispiriting in this light.

This!!! As a long term xiu xiu devotee ive listened to so much of their music. So many periods of my life have been covered by a few choice albums by them. I've adored their ability to capture complete and utter fear, helplessness, and genuine despair in some of their bops but NOTHING made me feel as sick as Mary turner. Its definitely huge reccomend from me, i was surprised to see it not on May's list! Thank you for making this comment, literally took the words from my mouth!

You’re absolutely right. I was very surprised to not see it mentioned on here, since it’s probably the most vile, awful and disturbing piece of music I’ve ever heard (and this is coming from a harsh-noise and death industrial enjoyer). When I was listening through Girl With Basket of Fruit for the first time, it was not until I had listened through “Mary Turner, Mary Turner” that I wanted to turn the music off and go throw up. The lyrics is what got me, as well as the haunting voice of Jamie Stewart sounding like a tortured spirit haunting an old cassette tape. I absolutely adore Xiu Xiu and all of their projects - and I am of course happy that they raised awareness on an actual event that happened in our so-called “Land of The Free” - but I haven’t listened though that album in about five months solely because of that song. I’ll stick to my noise ‘till I’ve recovered enough to listen through it again.

Yeah, this list is lacking in Xiu Xiu and Current 93. Slipknot could've gone in the honorable mentions for the song "Iowa" too

uboa 😍also puce mary and pharmakon for more women to make yr ears bleed

Uboa is great, she also sometimes responds to comments that you leave on her tweets, she responded to mine and was quite pleasant.

Yessss uboa is amazing

THIS. I listened to the album once after finishing lingua ignota... it's so painful to even think about listening to it again.

Uboa is great, but one thing I do want to say is that her work is from a very different tradition from Merzbow or Vomir, so comparing the two seems… odd to me? Her work is more relevant to the more melodic end of power electronics and death industrial, such as later Sutcliffe Jügend or Theologian, whereas Merzbow's kind of an institution in his own right but has more in common with certain other eclectic Japanese noisers like KK Null, and Vomir is the quintessential wall noise guy, which is completely different from either of them and is almost more a conceptual art thing. They're part of different conversations. That said, there is actually a fair number of trans noise artists, which isn't so shocking all things considered. :P Niku Daruma (and by extension burnt-feathers), Turned Into A Girl, Scorpion Sound Source, Ragk and Winter Rose come to mind.

did everyone cry???

..fabulous muscles kills me

I did not hear of them until girl with basket of fruit. Fun time that was.

mary turner is never not horrifying

Mary Turner Mary Turner was the first piece of music I ever heard that made me feel sick to my stomach.

Ale is a fucking banger and beating, too. And SUPPORT OUR TROOPS, OH!, too, like what a raw and harrowing examination of American war crimes and the way we lionize cowards who make themselves feel big by hurting the weak. It will fucking stick with you.

The girl got away by pretending she loved it and was falling in love with rapist, but needed a break cause her back hurt and she was thirsty, he bought it, she bolted and got away

Yes the song becomes a lot more disturbing when you know the backstory of it

Literally went to the comments to say what Polly was about, same as you and also my first tattoo was the Nirvana smiley. Friendo 4lyf

@@SOBEKCrocodileGod like when they play Born in the USA during American Independence Day parties

Yeah, Bela Legosi's Dead is just a creepy bop

Hollow hills by bauhaus always creeped me out

Wasp is the track that kinda unnerves me, even though it's just 20 seconds.

Bela Lugosi's Dead is just a spooky reggae song

He was a great treasure with his insane, encyclopedic memory of early 20th century songs, too.

@@drij thankyou

i think the creepy cred was justified when he married a 17yo when he was 37yo

One of his relatives on TikTok said he wasn’t a good person

I watched a documentary that someone made about him recently, here on youtube. I highly recommend anyone that thinks of him as a "Sweet" man, go give it a watch. He's not the worst guy ever, but he uh... Certainly did some strange things and had some strange thoughts that he'd share...

Check out his album Bone Machine. It’s great.

I love that song so much. It's super creepy. And my upstairs neighbour has been making weird sounds and my mind keeps going 'what's he doing up there' in Tom Waits' voice.

oh i actually love it, its part of his more narrative songs that really highlight his really good storytelling voice. i feel kommienezuspadt is more aggressive and unsettling, but tbh its all an issue of what ppl find personally disturbing 🤔

@@casir.7407 The oompa vibes in Kommienezuspadt really do it for me. So good. Edit: I meant ragtime I guess. You know what I mean, it gets in my bones and makes me want to dance.

@@arilith504 yeah, once the german yelling winds down a bit and the instruments come in its less unsettling and just a good old bop

I fucking love Lingua Ignota. I second the recommendation.

Came to the comments to post this. 🥲

lingy is a fucking queen

This is such a weird phenomenon. I learned about it from a podcast that isn't the greatest in the world, but the hosts were hypothesizing that maybe it's because it's a really confident song, I guess bordering on smug, and that can set people off. Maybe after the first time or two, people who were already out to kill decided to hit up a karaoke night and wait. It's like a super dark meme.

That's super surprising to me since it's such a happy song to me. I'm sorry the song has such a disturbing story for you guys

What about the Sid Vicious cover? Is it the song or who sang it?

Well thanks for...spreading the news...

I love that the "Weapon" LP was allegedly the songs the government played to prisoners at Guatonimo (sp?)....I mean imagine being from that side of the world--the Middle East-- ahhhhnnnnd, MAYBE you're even innocent, like young and stupid (as we all once were or are now), but the government skips 'due process' because christ the stakes are just so high, the towers traumatized us all so badly afterall, and pressure is intense to make the f-ers pay, and so in an effort to 'crack you,' the feds pipe SKINNY PUP into your isolation cell at unreal decibels, and you're a fundamentalist Muslim...well you might just think your are in actual hell....yeah I think they even unsuccessfully sued the US government for unpaid royalties for such "public broadcast," but it was dismissed as a "weapon" of war, not a work of art......umm, OK.

Skinny Puppy for the TGWOTR tour is still the best show I've ever been too.

The Pro-Test video was kind of a meme with my friends that liked industrial back in high school. I still love it

Love Skinny Puppy too. Last Rights is probably their most disturbing album imo.

I saw Skinny Puppy live last month! been one of my favorite bands for many years!

YES!!! I second this!!

This song it one of my favorites ever!

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I listen to short songs on loop to lose time when I’m doing something boring or repetitive, maybe I should try Tiptoe.

Not to be a "erm well IM not scared by it 🤓" but it has a special place in my heart along with Fear Garden and Love Love Nightmare as certified young weeb bangers

Was wondering if that would be mentioned. Vocaloid in general is absolutely ripe with songs about horrible terrible things. Obviously, Kikuo's 'Gomenne Gomenne' needs a mention as probably one of the most well-known disturbing songs in that sphere. Though imo the worst one I've heard would be Dark Fairy TaleP's 'Caroll In Wonderland' - it's an awful, nasty song speculating on the whole 'Lewis Caroll was a p*do' rumor that I'm not sure was entirely responsible to create. 'Gomenne Gomenne' is more or less about the same subject matter (if actually more gruesome with the metaphor of being literally eaten,) but I afford it more lenience because I don't believe it's about a specific event or real people - though correct me if I'm wrong. I really could go on about all the nasty songs that are out there but this comment is way too long already.

*tuning

@md I absolutely love “Love Love Nightmare”

Those two go sooo hard fr

“Do You Love Me (pt 2)” holds the distinction of being the song that has made me the most viscerally uncomfortable ever and the only song that my partner has asked specifically to never play anywhere they can hear ever again.

I was thinking the same thing, I remember showing the song and its lyrics to my younger sister and making her cry lol

Oh hey, I brought that one up! :D But yeah, Kikuo's not exactly a cheery musician in general, but that one is *rough.* Made me genuinely nauseated.

Half of all vocaloid songs could be on here. I find the Albert Fish one to be much more disturbing as it’s a true story of pedophilia and cannibalism, with someone reading the letter he wrote to the victim’s parents about how she tasted at the end.

Honestly I’m surprised that no vocaloid stuff got on the list Like there’s a really heavy English bias here

@@phoenixfritzinger9185 lmao get over yourself weeb

Plague Mass is pretty scary too. I used to play it very loud late at night and was accused of conducting Satanic rituals by one of my neighbours! Her voice still gives me goosebumps.

Really, this one should have been at the top of the list. I saw Plague Mass live, and the base disrupted my girlfriend's pacemaker, and we ended up at the hospital. Worth it.

@@roberthradek7100The live version of "This is the Law of the Plague" is a fucking nightmare. *UNCLEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAN.*

i was just about to comment this

La Dispute really has a knack for channeling raw anger/sorrow. "Edward Benz 27 Times" also hits me hard.

Oof! seconding these! The Child-Catcher is A LOT! Especially because the atmosphere and within Patrick Wolf's general work it's just such... ugh a gut punch >_

@@itsmarthai oh wow someone else who has heard of it! I usually get blank stares haha

@@wechildrenof1990 theres three of us!

These two songs have been so formative and comforting for me and I’m so taken aback to see someone mention them both together ngl

@@nikolaideponeo6795 that's weirdly nice to hear. Even my hardcore music nerd friends haven't heard of these track. It's so foreign to me that anyone else knows they exist.

when i first listened to Hitogawari, i had my autoplay on and i was like "oh yeah ok this is nice" and then there's just this total tone shift and it scared the hell out of me i'd heard about gomenne gomenne from a video and i was really curious bc they didn't actually discuss the lyrics and i wanted to see it for myself should've stayed curious

Hitogawari, Gommene Gommene and bacteria contamination are really sad to me. Hanatan really did a great job putting the emotion into Hitogawari.

the onibi series alone would take up 7/10 of the list if vocaloid was included

oh boy when it comes to vocaloid music that Sucks To Hear i feel like i have a lot of like, uncommonish picks. mentioning scary vocaloid music without mentioning MASA DESIGN WORKS is i feel a bit of a crime, he's Very known for his tracks "the fox's wedding" and "the spider and the kitsune-like lion". most of the horror comes from the fact that he writes about terrible horrible crime murder r*pe cannibalism like everything. he can think of and girls do that to each other and sing about it over the fucking most banger instrumentals of all time. if u want something that bangs but isn't scary from MASA i recommend "bunker buster" it's one of my favorite songs of all time period. another one of my all time favorite songs of all fucking time is "thirsty" by hikkie-p. again, very noisy but especially with this static in the background? once again the MV for this one is kinda scary (to me) but soooo so fucking cool. it's noisy from the beginning but just fucking keeps building until the final chorus and MAN. MAN ITS SO COOL. also probably about having an eating disorder which is not scary to me but that is because I Have One. daijoubu-p is pretty well known for being somewhat of a massive troll, all of his music is really noisy and discordant and usually about spooky scary things like murder. i think it's kinda funny but i also realize daijoubu-p is rather A Lot for people who don't listen to music like that. also the art featured in a lot of his MVs scare me very badly but this is because im very frightened by images and theyre probably not That scary. my favorite track by him is "the face" and i forget what his other tracks are called im sorry

@@maizie3921 Masa's music is good, but to me it is a bit repetitive in both theme and in production. It really doesn't disturb me, especially because the songs lyrics are largely based off of (Japanese) folk tales, stuff that just isnt real. The themes of the songs that I mentioned above, especially Gomenne Gomenne, are in my opinion a lot more personal, realistic, and unfortunately relatable, which is what makes them disturbing to me. I have been exposed to horror and gore for a large part of my life though, so I am desensitized to themes like the Fox's Wedding that are mostly surface level gore horror. Thirsty by hikkie-p is pretty good, but the lyrics are kind of too vague to disturb me, which is almost definitely just from an iffy translation. daijoubu-p's music is kind of hit or miss ofc, but over all the production of the songs and definitely the manipulation of the vocaloid's voices works very well to make a disturbing song, the lyrics just really need something more, except for tracks like the face which are pretty well off in that field. its okay to be scared of things, that just means you arent desensitized by the internet and media which is good lol

Dance with the Devil is such a good song and I recommend everyone at least listen to it once in their life

Immortal Technique has so many better tracks.

Was lucky enough after being a fan for a long time to catch the last TG gig. S/he changed my life! Always found it somewhat symbolic that lockdown/covid started in the UK within 2 days of he/r death, a new reality began and things have never felt the same since.

Other than Sophie, I’ve never been more upset by a celebrity death than theirs. Absolute fucking legend.

@@bluehole6019 OMG I am in complete agreement. Sophie's death ruined me and still does. My tastes are about as niche as they come but I'm convinced she was the future. Another level entirely. XXXX

Yeah, it was released in 1978, and it really sounds 70s

​@@testosteronicLol, grandma is too young to catch that. She thinks the 90's were soooo long ago, lol.

Definitely! This is one of those "Thank You for suggesting this, now I don't have to" moments. Even if you somehow just 'happened upon' this album without a clue as to what it's about, you still get this really powerful sense of something incredibly important just slipping away from you and, it's vital that you can catch hold of a bit of it while you can still remember what it was about it that was so terribly precious in the first place..! Admittedly, I don't know _all_ of the songs mentioned here, and if I'm honest there's a few of them that I'm unlikely to seek out because I'm more psychologically in a place right now of "Really, do I even _need_ this sh|+ in my head, even - or especially - if it's stuff that's 'genuine' in its intent, and not Beavis & Butthead level "guts 'n' maggots all up in your face, dude!" kinda crap?! However there is something about Everywhere at the End of Time, an album about someone suffering the inexorable onset of dementia, which employs effects like '50's 'tea dance' type music becoming increasingly garbled and getting 'lost in the noise' like a distant radio station heard at night 'fading into the unknown'× which unsettled me considerably more than waking up in 'the horrors' from alcohol withdrawal in a pitch black room with Throbbing Gristle's 'Zyclon B. Zombie' and Crass' 'Reality Asylum' playing back - to - back was able to do! A _lot_ more - like, Existential~F%&kin'~Dread, literally..! There are worse things than losing one's mind (even as you're aware you're losing it) - being skinned alive, say, or the murder of one's child, but if you are someone who would find oneself simultaneously touched and terrified, as I was, by a story such as I heard a while ago of an elderly married couple that had been 'placed' in a nursing home suffering from Alzheimer's who barely knew who they even _were_ anymore, let alone who they were to each other, but who would sit out every day in the Day Room, fiercely gripping each other's hand because their love had, at least as yet, outlasted their actual memory of each other - they still knew, at the core of their being, how vital each was to the other..! (I should think one would feel like a monster prizing them apart for bed and so on, as per the rules and procedures of the facility!) then while this is not an album that will be on the playlist in many Goth crypts and would, without doubt, result in the venue being burned down if played at a Grindcore club, it will resonate _deeply_ with you, even if you can't bring yourself to play it more than once or twice a year. It's not like it's hard on the _ear..._ but it's a challenging listen! Even if I had the power, I would hesitate to make it 'prescribed listening' - I'm not trying to drive people _away,_ after all(!) but I would strongly, _strongly_ recommend this to anyone considering going into the field of Gerontology. Or to anyone who can bear to take a long look into the dark... [EDIT] ×For anyone living in the British Isles or much of Europe younger than, say their mid - 40's, this simile (metaphor?) is probably pretty meaningless, but hopefully it'll evoke recognition for those living in North America where AM radio is still 'a thing'!

Skeleton Tree is rough. the title track is one of the most gently beautiful songs I've ever heard tho. such a sad track, but also kinda comforting. probably my favorite song of the 2010s

Yes, that is an amazing album, though I personally like Ghosteen even more.

Literally came here to mention Skeleton Tree. I love that album, but fuck is it hard to listen sometimes.

She is dead can dance level of entrancing, amazing.

Was shocked to not hear her on this list. The whole album is soul crushing

It's not even the lyrics or sound on Traitor that get me, it's the genuine panicked hyperventilation in between those gut-deep screams. If you've been there, you've heard those before, and then realised after a few minutes they were coming from you Banger of an album from a hugely talented vocalist tho, Fragrant Is My Many Flower'd Crown is one of my favourite tracks of all time

One of my favourite versions of Warm Leatherette is the Grace Jones one, really gives it a cold funk edge.

My guess its like a music box or childrens laughter. Not scary. Unless you are alone at night.

Is this that song going around tik tok or ig rn where they say “you may think it’s angels but it’s not?” Or is there just something problematic with my algorithm 😂

Oh you must mean Dead To The World, the secondhand VHS I got as a teen and still feel uneasy thinking about that last minute........... ;________;

@@taijaripatti8711 yyyyup that's the one 😬

You couldn’t be more wrong about it. That clip that was on the end of DTTW is a clip from Groupie, a short film he did with his girlfriend at the time. It was nothing more than a piece of art he strategically released in part to sustain his image of being a controversial figure. Manson is actually a very down to earth person and delves into darker recesses of life to make statements. (Also fuck Frankie isn’t so straight forward nor is it actually Manson who is “torturing” these women in the audio, it was a tour manager)

@@caryssoper considering recent allegations of Manson's predatory behaviour, Groupie sounds much less like a collaborative film project and a lot more like forced s.a. being passed off as 'art'. glad it was never released.

@@birchwwolf Unfortunately for you, it’s been proved it was an art project. Don’t start that crap. Do a bit of research before running your mouth on something you obviously don’t know much about :)

Up vote this list!!!! So good!!

upvoted for _I Have a Special Plan for This World_ alone! Thomas Ligotti is one of my favorite authors, and his lyrics on this contain his usual dark, nihilistic wit and imagery that is unmatched.

Damn. This video must seem like a whole other can of worms by comparison

Do you remember what it was called? I’m a big fan of Shostakovich and I’d love to hear it

Yeah me too!

was it like the bits of stuff they played during the wyoming incident??

Legit question do you see any distinction between enjoying art made by ppl who commit monstrous/criminal acts in their personal life that are mostly independent from their artistic output (eg jimmy page, David Bowie, and Pete Townsend being alleged sex creeps/pedos to some extent, Phil Spector murdering people) and bands that make explicitly ideological art and are associated with reprehensible political movements (burzum/mayhem, grand Belial's key and the 4 million other nsbm bands)? Personally I don't have a hard stance aside from "pirate their music so you don't give money to Nazis", even if I avoid a lot of that shit myself

@@dickdingus775 If someone's done something wrong or reprehensible, what have they done to correct the situation? Are they a repeat offender and show little interest in being a better person? One can make an ethical conclusion from there. In terms of using edgy/obscene things to make art, it's best to keep in mind that it's possible to attract people who truly believe in that stuff and if that artist don't shut them down, they're complicit in making things safer for hateful ideologies. Comments that they make in public re: their usage of offensive material can pull favour towards or away from them in that regard. There is a difference in that the former group actually did a bad thing, while the latter can enable people who do bad things to think it's okay to do so. James Gunn fixed his problems; Louis C.K. never did nor cared to and is still in the doghouse for it. :wumpscut: has pulled the "just jokes" card too many times while coating his work in pro-fash ideology; ICP repeatedly speak out against bigotry. By analysing the work and asking these questions, one can choose whether they want to continue funding or even just supporting on artist, or not. The free option is always available.

I would say part of it is that there are aspects to Varg's early music and lyrics which resonate beyond the more troubling aspects of his persona even if they are enmeshed within them, in particular the clear spiritual significance of nature and very real isolation and despair in those words. It's a sentiment which he took to incredibly ugly, cruel conclusions, but there are lines along which connection is available. And I think that a lot of people don't like to admit that, that the art of someone who they find repulsive can touch something deep inside them, as if it says something repulsive about them because it acknowledges that shared humanity. Varg Vikernes is a pretty hateful human being, but his hatefulness does not erase his humanity even as it may obscure it.

oh Romeo's Distress ❤

No, I agree. Both Bela Lugosi's Dead and Red Right Hand are amazing songs, neither of which are disturbing. Personally I find "Where the Wild Roses Grow" to be Cave's most disturbing song, as it's literally about murdering his lover and goes into detail about bashing her head in. Bauhaus's is probably "Three Shadows" which is just a weird song. That said, I think like half of Christian Death's stuff, and especially Rozz's Premature Ejaculations stuff, is more disturbing than anything Bauhaus or Nick Cave ever did.

It might be becouse i was raised by metalheads and all of our familly frienda are into metal, goth and/or punk but i can see the problem with Romeos Distress? Its just a sexy song about ghosts

i think loverman is way more disturbing than red right hand lmao. martin gore really did it justice and that was my first exposure because i was into dm first and will probably always be partial to them no matter what i'm into. the growls at the end of martin's though 🙃

Video game wise there’s a ton of tracks from Yume Nikki, Omori and the Mother franchise that get me too

Cotton candy is just very unsettling to listen too. Masa’s more erratic horror songs are oddly calming to me and I’m not exactly sure why. There’s a producer called Babu-Chan who has quite a similar style to Kikuo in some songs. Their songs are very dark as well.

god i wish that were me

i just finished listening to it right now, i was not expecting all of that from them lol

Just watched it! Honestly it might be a new favorite in terms of disturbing music

Same lol. I just wanted to vibe to some pop in the car, so I put on the KKB playlist, and then the cursed noise began lol. It's nothing too bad, but if you are expecting something bright and cheery, it will catch you off guard. Supposedly they created that album (Time n Place) during a time when the band members were experiencing loss (e.g. Sarah Perry's budgie had passed away, and she learned her childhood home in Japan had been demolished), so it was kind of a "loss of innocence" album that had some more experimental/edgy stuff in it.

Stagger Lee, Zero is Also a Number...

@Time Baby He really was a great writer and his work was all over the place, some of it really dark. I got to see him do spoken word and he was hilarious. He would get up at poetry readings or right before a weird band, and it always worked.

If that kind of music appeals to you, I highly recommend The Handsome Family. They're INCREDIBLE.

WAIT, just realized that afaik (and I..... am In The Loop for the east-coast US folk song reenactors, so....) there ISN'T a folk song featuring Phineas Gage, which is! He blew a hole through his head and LIVED, but CRAZY??? There's MATERIAL???

Have you heard 'The Last Piece of Cake' by Hannah Fury? You might like that.

It makes me cry. I am a mental health nurse and sexual abuse ruins so many peoples lives. I have sat comforting people whilst they cry like Jonathan does at the end of that track. I feel his pain and rage.

I woulda loved seeing God in three persons live! I saw the residents on the "demons dance alone" tour and that was badass as well, even though it wasn't their best album. If I ever get the chance to see them again, I'm definitely going!