Going live on my other channel right now! Let's get it link below kzfaq.info/love/f7Y_QwjdVH-tQ97yPGQaPA

this channel is the most addicting rabbit hole ever

My worst fear when in prison was to never get released due to what happens inside

I've done 6 months, 9 months, and a few 30 days in county jail but my dad has been in prison since 2001 and is doing a 40 year bid here in Florida and your videos have helped me know some of the things he goes through because he doesn't really talk about things in prison he always just wants to know about our family and talk about us... he was a US marine for 12 years or so. He never got in trouble and lived a stand up life and is a man with strong morals and very proud. If there is anyone that DOESN'T belong there its definitely my daddy. I hate that hes in there but he killed a man.... but your videos also help me not want to ever go to prison... I just want to raise my kids and live a honest life. Hopefully my dad sees this side of the fince before he dies. Hes in a good camp now he said. (Avon park)

'You can love someone but still build up a wall....' Amen to that. Tried to explain that truth many times.

I watch these before work so I know where I'm headed if I snap Haha

Can’t go a day without watching what you bring to this channel! Bring the guy on that went to prison at 16 and got 20 years (1) !

I went to Marine Corps boot camp in 1999, and number 4 is just as true to service members as it is prisoners. Mail call is a godsend and anytime you got a piece of mail it made your day. Although most service members are only away from their families/loved ones for months or a year/year and a half overseas compared to prisoners serving years, it still weighs just as heavily on them as it does prisoners. Your mind always plays tricks on you thinking your significant other is cheating, especially when you haven't heard from them in a few days. I can absolutely relate to that scenario.

Hey man. I've been watching ya for about a year and a half. And really glad to see you doing well with this KZfaq stuff. Congrats and keep up the good work

This one was a hard reminder of losing my Uncle, cousin, grandma, dad and mom all while I was locked up. Not an easy thing at all.

One thing that makes you successful on this channel is your ability to talk about your fears as well as many other topics a lot of guys would not talk about. You are as real and you most likely are in every aspect of your life. Keep up the great work.

He always speak truth I respect that looking out good dude.. 1

"Shit, I got 1 year left nd someone tell me to put in work. i be gone by 2am, they aint gonna see me ever again" 🤣🤣😂🤣 im dead lmao

So Sorry To Here About Your Brother Its Hard Brother When You Lose Any Family Member But Losing A Mother And Brother like I did The World Is just Not The Same..Prayers to ya Brother.. Keep up the Great Talk Love It And Your For Real 100%..

Thank you for keeping it real. You are always 100 with your remarks. I watch you almost every day and learn something every time I see a video. Hopefully I never end up in jail or prison but if I do I’ve got you and your knowledge that you passed on to fall back on.

Definitely get the masked dude on here. If he's wearing a mask it probably means everything is true and he doesn't care about recognition.

Would you do a video on your tattoos and their meaning?

Every time I hear you talk about the dump game I think about the move from the undertaker called The Last Ride 😂.

According to my cuz, 1. Butthole 2. Staying 3. The 4. Same 5. Size

Love will make you do crazy things.. when the heart goes heavy, the mind wont function...

Dump game! Swear I was just thinking about one of your older videos you talking about this. Dump game is stuck in my head for ever!

My biggest fear is something bad happening to my family and i wouldn't be there to protect

Yo, most honest I've ever heard you speak Josh. All respect and nothing but. I relate on every level of everything you say. It takes the hardest of times, to survive, to reach the greatest of your own life. Keep preaching. I'll always keep listening and relating.

Amazing insight you got, love these videos! Been binge watching your channel for 3 days now lol

Death get Andy Roy on the show he’s a pro skater that did time in pelican bay back in the day

1 bring him on. Maybe see if he’ll compromise on being blurred out

Hey, this is one of the best, especially when you started talking about the whole Girlfriend wife thing. That’s super hard but I think it’s something every inmate deals with that. Has someone outstanding relationship before they going

I enjoy your content, I’ve been in and out my whole life. With 2 long stretches my first one 8 and hopefully my last one 12. I see that like me you still had some values and morals even when you were conducting your criminal behavior. Keep up the great job, thank you.

My step son....last time in lost his sister. My eyes were opened when I was trying to get him out for funeral....... they would allow him 15 min at casket.... no family contact and we would have to flip the bill for guards and transportation....a ton... couldn't get it done. He's in for non payment of child support.... not violent. A damn shame.!!!

This actually brings up a solid question from me. How do other inmates react if someone loses someone while they were in prison?

Great topic! Re: Losing a loved one. You don’t get to say goodbye if you’re on death row either....even if you’re innocent!

1) A whole world within a world. Straight up honest man !

No matter who u are or how big u think u are,THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE BADDER!!!!!

1.°°° Really enjoy this show.. My wife wants use her pass on him😂😂🎉

I still write two men I played pinochle with. I know how much letters mean. And it means as much to me because it helps me remember where I was. I got out in April of 2020. I have a good woman and a good job. I am truly blessed. I even thanked the judge for giving me my time. Not sure if I could have gotten clean and been ready to stay that way without a two year break from the streets. Keep up the good work Josh, I enjoy your humor and how you keep it real.

Getting raped, getting punked out for my commissary by bands of gangsters, bugs crawling on me at night, and horrific rotten food would be my top fears.

Death what is the possibility of getting some merchandise to CAPE TOWN SOUTH AFRICA

1!! Idk why you even gotta ask smh bring em on

I just wanna say ty for something so simple. The fact of how important it is for your loved one getting a letter. My man has been in sense nov 2015. He’s in Quehanna boot camp now. We were going strong w/ the letters for a good while. My life became more n more chaotic. Movin’ place to place. I will be honest i also became lazy. Relying on phone calls. Then when we didn’t have that the kiosk. My life became more chaotic dealing w/ family issues. Relying on the kiosk sure hasn’t served its purpose of reassuring him of all the love that i truly have for him. It’s gotten to a point where it’s making more serious issues between us. Him trusting me is a huge one. I literally have no time for any other man in my life. I’ve at least been here and will always be riding for him no matter what. My life still isn’t as settled as it could be. My depression gets in the way of things and i shut down. I finally got to the point where i can actually calm my mind and have that peace in order to write him again. This message actually stuck in my head. It hit me and i thought back to when we were actually writing letters. I truly understand that importance of that remembering of all the 6-8 pg letters i use to write. Im truly hoping i can turn this around w/ this paper again. Bring it to where it once was. I watch alot of your videos hoping to better understand things from his prospective and it has helped so much. Ty for all the much needed important info 💯💯👍🏽

BiG UpS one of the best yet, honest straight talk about life.

1 bring him on and interview him. See what he has to say. It could be a great story

1 but you gotta confirm on your end. He can't be hiding his identity from you. Can't have another liar

I love your channel! May God continue to bless you and your family! Much love and respect. Keep up the good work! ✊🏾😉

I liked the episode where ur daughters were saddened when u were gonna toss their tablets in the can, only to hear em scream with their new phones with ur picture on the screen. U do good work man.

Let’s get those ghost stories!

Just blur his face its would come out better and then you could still connect to him. It will make you flow with him alot better if he's just blurred. Love the videos man

Yes bring him on we want to hear his story thank you

5:44 that shit is so intense. Imagine thinking "one of us is never going to see this get untied"....

Yo showing respect been watching for a min keep pushing

Even though I'm in the west coast prison system I love watching your videos cause your hella authentic (not to mention hot af)

You are a real dude ! I respect people who are real with themselves. Any other dude would be acting tough saying to never snitch wether the reason, when they would.

The thought of losing a loved one and it might be selfish but the fear of my friends, my girl moving on and living their life without me scared the shit out of me.

I vote yes for interviewing mask guy

1. 1. 1. 1💀. Don't forget bout Hendrix. He had a mask kinda💀

GOOD MORNING JOSH, I TOO LOST MY TWIN BROTHER TO AN OVERDOSE WHILE I WAS LOCKED UP, ALTHOUGH SAD AS IT IS,AT LEAST HE'S NOT SUFFERING FROM THE AGONY OF DRUG ABUSE AND ADDICTION. I MYSELF CURRENTLY HAVE 3 YEARS SOBRIETY FROM 22 YEARS OF HEROIN AND METH USE.,I, M TRULY SORRY ABOUT YOUR BROTHER, BUT PLEASE KNOW THAT GOD LOVES YOU VERY MUCH AND I ENJOY YOUR VIDEOS EVERY MORNING!!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY JOSH,AND GOD BLESS YOU AND UR FAMILY MEMBERS AS WELL!!.!!

I can sense the emotion in his vibe when he speaks in 11:35 . Love this channel man, you can definitely influence so many young dumb individuals with the way you tell your stories.

1 I watch crime shows that block out faces no difference on utube!!!! Let him tell his truth how he wants to tell and there is always paperwork that proves his story for the most part!!

Love it 🤙🏻🤙🏻

Bring him on the show, he should be a great inspiration to people who think it can't be done= One!!!

Yo josh I’m rewatching all your vids now finally got caught up and now I’m bored gotta get all the info back thru the brain keep it up !!

1. Would like to hear the dudes story,,, yeah we won't be able to see facial expressions and all, but would still be interesting and a very unique video to have someone with a mask .💀

1 especially if the other dude can say mask is good people

You are a very affectionate person. I wish you well, and respect what you do with your vlog.

Your a very wise man Death!! Appreciate you helping people with your experiences!!!

1...only if u get to pick the mask?!?! Haha

I always thought that getting taken in the backside like a Naval Officer was the top fear.. :)

I'd be interested to hear about womens prisons. Or anything about Utah and the prisons here. I've spent time in county but I know its totally different. I've been binging your vids I love your content keep it coming

Preach it my brother. Good content Death. Always enjoy listening to you. Keep it up.

Early as hell lets gooo!, hope your day is going good death!

hey the 502 sends love bro keep the good content up man . one of my favorite channels right here .

Yes bring him on. I can understand his dilemma.

-- 1 -- just joined in the last few days and DAMN ... shout out from So Cal keep up the REAL TALK

The thing I'm most thankful for is that I was fortunate enough to be able to tell my mom how much she meant to me and will always mean to me, before she died. And I held her hand while she went. It was the worst day of my entire life and the hardest, most painful thing I've ever been thru, and I've been thru everything from being locked up to being homeless and sleeping in alleys, drug addiction, been beaten down and cut, even shot at. But *nothing* sucked as bad as watching mom die...BUT, I would go thru it all over again if I had to, because at least she died knowing how loved and appreciated she was and she was surrounded by the people she loved the most.

Ol Death Always Giving Us That Solid Content #1

Yo Death! You got me hooked on that 'Game of Thrones'. On Season 3 now. Thanks.

At 8:24😂😂sound exactly like sum i would say haha

ayy man love your videos. something i haven't heard you talk about before is how you sleep when u get to jail. the way you put your mat and the way you face while sleeping is important. atleast in philly it is. especially if you are in a dorm you better make sure you are sleeping feet to feet with the person across from you.

My big brother passed when I was in I looked up to him to him he was bad back then but he had a good job watching his kids bought a house 6 months later I went in and then a year later they told he passed that was hard can't say goodbye can't go to the funeral but they showed me a video of his funeral when I got out it was tough to watch

I respect you bro. Straight honesty. No sugar coat. I've never been to the pen but I've done plenty of county time. I watch your channel because it fills.me with hope. I'm a struggling heroin addict and to see someone like you totally change their life around 180. It makes me feel like I can do this. I can become a better person. I had 18 months clean and relapsed but I'm on my way back up. Yes I fell but get up dust off and keep going towards my goals. I will get there. I trust God and I have faith that all will be well. You are an inspiration to me. I believe I am destined for something hopefully I can help someone like you have helped me. So thank you and please keep up the good work. God Bless you and your beautiful family.

1 for yes! I’m absolutely intrigued! Whether it’s true or not if he needs to wear a mask, his story has to be a crazy one!

Having your heart broken leaves your dull and lifeless when not in prison much worse to not be free also

This episode hits, my mom passed away when I was locked up in VA on a 7 year bid. Tough times

Yes, bring him on. Great content!

My dad was locked up just doing 6 months inna Fed prison camp...easy time...but his dad died while he was in there and they wouldn't furlough him for the funeral .....really broke him for months after he came home.

Never been to jail or prison and hope I never go there, but these videos still speak to me. Keep succeeding big dog

Thanks for a very profound, honest and real fears that you try to allay but must be so hard. Ohh and a yes/1 to have the 'Father' of that kid who had been through absolute hell! Take care. :)

Straight truth Death man, been down that road myself locked up and free. Love is a b*tch for real!! I have built a wall I know exactly what you mean. Love your content from one Josh to another Josh

every once in a while i come back to the old videos and i just have to say.... god damn this is a great channel

1 why not bro.. I think we'd all love to hear this.. Keep it up brother

I did a bit in three different prisons the final seven months in solitary at the super max at oak park but honestly during my entire bit i feared one thing that being a phone call from home informing me that a family member has died fortunately it never happened to myself but I seen it happen countless times to fellow inmates and I seen even the most hardened inmate break down and cry

I lost my Bby mama and fama when I left on the violation I didn’t even last two months because she just waited for me to go away and then she wrote me the letter the worst pain imaginable and like you said I couldn’t even hear my kids voice I will call Monday Wednesday Sunday to talk to them and then no money I had to call my mom my brother and I was embarrassed to do that All right after that I did so much dirt and did so much stuff that I got more time shit I didn’t have to do but I was just trying to make some of the pain I was feeling and that’s real talk

Make a vid about San quintin state prison

When you detach from habits you will feel it . Energy is real. Your comfort zone, something changed therefore you change.

Hey man I love watching your videos, I’m a lifers kid and it’s cool to know what happens and what his world is really like. Not gonna lie, sometimes this shit brings tears to my eyes. These videos are awesome cuz no one in my real life wants to talk about prison or my father or anything, so thank you for sharing.

1!! Bring him on ASAP! Excited to hear his story!!

1. Letters are very powerful especially when they don't come out at all. Lockdown 24/7 😭🙅🏻‍♀️💔

@10:52 I knew old Jody was going to come in to play. Good vid, Chef Death.

Hey Death, how's Grizzy doing? I rewatched your old episodes and said a prayer for him

1 bring him on! Good video as always Death 💯 Have a blessed day🙏

1. - story is the most important and Major Respect either way- prefer not -however, it’s this man’s call!