Me and my friend were having a very similar conversation last night e.g. pregnancy debt etc. I've dealt with the early miscarriages and I just came to the conclusion we have so much going on that I'll just fall back and let whatever happens happen... my mind may change later but for now that's where I am. 🌈🙏💛

*hugs*

I'm so sorry. It breaks my heart hearing you say that you might not get to be parents. If I had the money I would give it to you in a second. Its not fair that it takes so much money to have children. I wish there were better resources out there to help with paying for things like IVF. Ugh, I hate recommending dumb stuff, but I was talking about increasing my vitamin D before this pregnancy and someone pointed me to a video of a women who had 20+ miscarriages and she increased her vitamin D intake by a ton and finally conceived successfully. It sounds bogus, but ugh, I just hate that you're having such a hard time. Again, I am so sorry.