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@Takolouski Жыл бұрын
Never in my life, id see people trying to get high by using HORSE TRANQUALIZER
@SamtheIrishexan Жыл бұрын
Does it come with Tranq?? Itch itch
@bigbadvoodooMAGAdaddy Жыл бұрын
How is this not being treated as an act of war against the people of our country!? We should destroy the people bringing this in and doing this to our people! No act of violence on our part could ever compare to the absolute terror of this drug, it would be totally justified!
@twonahaf Жыл бұрын
@@Takolouski😊
@Dr.Snooze-gt5yg Жыл бұрын
Possums love chlorcalceral to death
@AZdude Жыл бұрын
I was a heroin addict for 14 years, switched to fentanyl smoking 3 years ago after nearly loosing my life to injecting heroing and meth/coke. I got an extremely bad abscess and blood infection. I thought smoking fentanyl was the lesser of two evils even tho I knew it was often times fatal. The tolerance I had to opiates was sky high. But the tranq and fentanyl quickly became soul consuming. It overtook me harder than heroin ever did. I have 13 months clean and sober today and just got hired to work as a peer support specialist (if my background check comes back okay, which has me stressed)with other addicts and homeless people. After being a part of the problem for so long , I might be able to be part of the solution. If you're still using and you read this by some chance, getting clean is possible, and so worth it. Life's to short to waste on drugs.
@lbjcb5 Жыл бұрын
Way to go man. Thanks for sharing your story. Best of luck to you in your new phase of life! 👍🏾❤
@neilbowman573 Жыл бұрын
I'm proud of you.
@laurabustos6560 Жыл бұрын
You're awesome!! ✨✌️✨ Good luck on the background check...😅
@IVEmeritus Жыл бұрын
Good luck on this man! Peer support specialist sounds like a great way to reach people since you've been there and know exactly what they're going through. You could help in a way someone else can't.
@adenkyramud5005 Жыл бұрын
Proud of you brother! Good luck on that background check. I love that you want to help others to overcome their addiction just like you did.
@DonnHowes8 күн бұрын
I started doing drugs years ago as a teenage, got addicted to heroin. Spent my whole life fighting heroin addiction. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with OCD. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
@MuratBasar-jm9lc8 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
@Bastianbishops8 күн бұрын
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Germany don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
@SusanaGomez-mp8sk8 күн бұрын
Hey! Yes Dr.alishrooms
@DominikPavel-fk2wb7 күн бұрын
Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
@Wimruther-hk4zn7 күн бұрын
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
@iamaze621811 ай бұрын
I’m 1 day out of rehab, clean from fentanyl an tranq. I live in Philadelphia an it was the hardest thing I have ever done. I was deathly sick for 2 weeks an 150 mil of methadone didn’t even touch or help my withdrawal. I’m so happy that’s over an glad to be alive. I seriously thought I was going to die right there on the floor in rehab. I pray for everyone going through this bc it’s not an easy thing.
@movingonward10 ай бұрын
Ouch. That's fucking painful. Proud of you. I've got over a year. Much love.
@iamaze621810 ай бұрын
@@movingonwardty stay safe 🙏
@al3xisd3ad10 ай бұрын
best of luck to you
@RabbiPorkchop9 ай бұрын
I really hope you can get through it all, vivitrol was a life changing drug for me
@VeeTwoPointOh9 ай бұрын
So why you watching videos about drugs
@tinam76111 ай бұрын
Thank you for making this. My son is lost in addiction and every day I wonder if he’s alive or being harmed out in the streets… it’s pure Hell.
@tinawarren830511 ай бұрын
I understand what you are going through. My daughter was a heroin addict and she disappeared for over a year, my grandchildren would pray for her all the time and some days I woke up sobbing and praying for God to protect her. She was came home one day and I made her go to the hospital. She was found to have cancer and passed away within less than a year. I am so grateful that she didn't die in the streets. I'm praying for you and your son that he will come home and be able to get his life back together. Just keep praying for him is sometimes all you can do ❤
@hollysielaff54539 ай бұрын
So sorry for your pain. Praying he will get clean and return home.
@Samookely7 ай бұрын
i hope your son finds the strength he needs to break out of that cycle
@mark-dv9gb6 ай бұрын
🙏❤️
@Bettersucksaul6 ай бұрын
I sincerely hope you’re a part of your local NA or family of addicts group. They will help you a lot ❤
@nenebops7744 Жыл бұрын
I was put on fentanyl years ago for pain management. I have severe debilitating fibromyalgia and muscle issues. I had no idea what I was taking at the time. I barely remember 2 years of my life, I was a complete zombie and could barely function. It was horrific and that was only a low medicinal dose. God help anyone who can't get off this stuff
@UnicornsPoopRainbows Жыл бұрын
Wow, you must be super sensitive to it. My mom and grandma both had fentanyl patches and it just dulled their pain. My mom still needed the Vicodin
@moonasha Жыл бұрын
it's an amazing drug when used correctly. I was in the hospital with someone who basically broke their back and they were screaming in pain. One injection of fentanyl later, and they were conversing happily with a nurse. It has its uses. What we really need though, is some kind of non habit forming version of these pain killing drugs...
@RobertNowagarski Жыл бұрын
@moonasha unfortunately though they most definitely exist lobbying by large pharmaceutical companies will keep it far far faaaaaarrrr away from shelves and pharmacies
@bretbell2418 Жыл бұрын
The doctors did it? I get that. After the car knocked me off my bike the Baptist hospital had me on a drip, morphine, till the V.A. got hold of me. 3 days and 4 nights strapped to a cot. Detox! Yea V.A.😡 I'm better off for it! Close call. Oh yeah; 123 stitches, 42 broken bones 35 pounds of plaster cast. 5 days later and the v.a. says nope, not in this hospital. They still don't give veterans more messed up than me norco?🤔 Because of propaganda! Eh...pot helps, if it's clinical. 👍🌤
@jht3fougifh393 Жыл бұрын
@@RobertNowagarskiThis is untrue. Strictly speaking, something that can be used in the same way as opiates without addiction absolutely does not exist. There do exist other analgesics that provide a comparable level of pain relief, but they are meant for VERY acute use only, as they are not just analgesic but particularly anesthetic in function. That is, they provide the effect of general anesthesia - like the mini coma you get from them for surgeries - in an immediate way, before overdose level. They also tend to block memory formation, and risk brain damage, kidney failure, and so on. Volatile anesthetics are used in many acute instances. This includes things like laughing gas, which is one that many people are likely aware of. & as most people know, we do use it in the US. For persistent pain, opiates are given because they are the safest option. Also, people get addicted to and abuse anesthetics. The one talked about in this video is an example, lol. So... Yeah.
@stevebennett9839 Жыл бұрын
I shot herion for 17 years, I got clean and my first day with no drugs was 4/19/19. Fentanyl was becoming pretty big in my city for a year or so before I got clean. Within a year or so of getting clean I lost four fairly close friends to fentanyl. I'm glad as hell that I quit when I did.
@dmo848 Жыл бұрын
Yeah my whole crew is gone. About 7 folks gone. I loved each 1
@stevebennett9839 Жыл бұрын
@dmo848 sorry to hear that, this shit ain't no joke anymore. I'm hearing about people buying knock off Xanax that have fentynal and they're dying from that. The world is a scary fucked up place.
@SaraSara-oe6il9 ай бұрын
Damn junkies
@Alex-vd6ve8 ай бұрын
Good on you man. I think you'll help a lot people try to get clean. Good Luck! ☘️
@erictheredguy7 ай бұрын
Gjgi. Thing is.. the life you led for a while is much more exciting then many others entire lives! I partied hard, done things you only see in movies (car chases, oceans 11 on small scale, parties crazier then any movie) and would never take it back. Clean since 08
@GabbyRollings11 ай бұрын
I was a heroin addict for 5 years. Officially been clean for more years than I used this year 🎉 Around the time I got clean is when fentanyl really started creeping into the streets and taking over h, but we were all TERRIFIED of it. People didn’t want it! Now it’s all people want and it has completely taken over and replaced h. Which I didn’t think it could get worse than that, aside from krokodil of course. I’ve heard it is even harder to get clean, the withdrawals are way worse. More similar to methadone. I pray all the addicts out there find the motivation or “that thing” that is finally enough for them to get clean & heal through their pain that made them start using in the first place. One love ❤
@Ashleightheaddict5 ай бұрын
That's when I got clean. I was a heroin addict through and through I didn't want it. And after trying it I'm pretty sure I'm allergic anyway I didn't want fetty or tranq. So it actually helped me get clean. Sad that so many people are actually addicted to this horrible stuff 😢
@CreepyKat86 Жыл бұрын
This is scary as hell. My little brother is addicted to meth and fentanyl right now. My dad recently passed and he’s gotten really bad. He lives halfway across the country and never has a phone. I miss him.
@rjay3212 Жыл бұрын
Have to go get him
@davidcook680 Жыл бұрын
About a year and half ago. I was on meth really bad and heroin. I never injected though. All my years of ever doing any drugs. I never would shoot up. I took meth everyway you could take it but shoot up. Even a few different ways up my butt basically. One way you mix it with water and with syringe with out a needle inject the water mix up your butt. To this day I still can't explain what they felt like. Like a alien was pulling me soul from my body or a god. That's how i described it to someone while high. I told them it was the scariest feeling and best feeling possible. No way shooting up could feel better. Anyways i went old turkey about a year and half ago. Worst almost three weeks of my life. I made it through though. Your brother can too. I was on meth bad and heroin.
@qwirky1709 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss and I hope your brother is okay. ❤
@Botman1234 Жыл бұрын
You know go find him and help him instead of complaining about it
@CreepyKat86 Жыл бұрын
@@Botman1234 that's not how it works. First, I don't have the money to fly across country and find him. Second, I'm disabled and can't drive. Third, you can't just force addicts to get help. It just doesn't work if they don't want it. I went out there after my dad passed and talked to him but it didn't help. He actually ended up disappearing while I was there.
@mrskullfire1212 Жыл бұрын
I work at a detox center. we had a client come in detoxing from tranq dope. This individual had a horrible open wound on his leg that resembled a burn mark. He unfortunately left after 3 days to go back to the streets. Stuff like this breaks my heart but reminds me why the work I do is so crucial. Fuck whoever decided that fentanyl wasn't deadly enough on its on.
@razor1uk610 Жыл бұрын
..blame the FDA & the CCP/PRC...
@tim3tRav3l3RR60 Жыл бұрын
@@razor1uk610the USA
@erismana2105 Жыл бұрын
@@razor1uk610Bland druggies for funding the cartels
@erismana2105 Жыл бұрын
Easy to say when youre not the one who actually needs pain meds
@sigmamale4147 Жыл бұрын
@@erismana2105 lol if opioids werent prescribed for the smallest injury the opioid crisis wouldnt be as bad
@JP-dm6gi9 ай бұрын
I recently started Suboxone maintenance therapy, also went to rehab first to wean off benzos. So I'm now 4 weeks clean of benzos and 5 weeks clean of opioids. I had RX for diazepam for 12 years, then in May when I ran out of them I developed delirium tremens and gnarly seizures/convulsions. It was my fifth seizure related to benzo withdrawals so I realized I have to wean myself for good while still alive. In december I'm also starting hep C treatment, so I'm finally getting rid of it after a couple of decades. Luckily the bloodworks, liver biopsies and ultrasound imaging have confirmed there's no damage in my liver. I wish for good things for all of you, be well and be safe! ✌️
@mark-dv9gb6 ай бұрын
Amen stay strong 🙏❤️💪🏻✨⚡️👍🏻😎
@Surfer86529 ай бұрын
Ugh, that's horrible. As a kratom addict who got sober this past year, I know how hard that was to get off of and the feeling of being trapped in the addiction cycle. But I can't imagine being addicted to something that strong and having to suffer those consequences in the meantime.
@zoehansen_9 ай бұрын
Can I ask how you came off kratom? A friend has been trying to come off it for years & always goes back to it.
@Surfer86529 ай бұрын
@zoehansen_ So it sounds like your friend has come off of it before successfully, meaning they have gotten past the acute withdrawal stage? But then they fail to stay off of it? If that's the case, it's important to keep two things in mind first and foremost: 1. Beyond the acute withdrawal period (which lasted about 5 days for me), it's common to have post-acute withdrawal symptoms (PAWS) after quitting kratom, opiates, or other hard drugs. This means it can take several months to feel completely normal again after quitting, as the brain repairs itself. It's important to set expectations for this and prepare coping skills. For example, how does one self soothe without kratom when your nerves are randomly getting restless and you can't sleep for example? For me, I found that exercise or just kicking and thrashing around in bed for several minutes if I couldn't sleep helped replace the missing endorphins my brain was lacking from years of kratom abuse. prepare to feel bad for a while, but remember that things will get better slowly with time. Having a healthy diet, good sunlight exposure, plenty of exercise, and as good a sleep schedule as possible are essential during this period. There's a lot more I could write about coping skills, but this comment would be way too long. 2. One must have a good reason to quit and stay clean from addictive drugs like kratom. For me, the reason was that I hated that I felt the need to hide it from my family, and I also knew that my tolerance was unsustainable and couldn't be reset easily, so kratom use had reached a dead end. They should write these things down and keep them close to reference when feeling cravings to use kratom again, to remember why they quit and all that they would be throwing away if they relapse. Beyond these, it's worth seeking addiction counseling and/or joining a local recovery group. Also a good idea for them to tell people after they quit so they have some social accountability. There's no single easy answer, and for some people they're using to self-medicate a deeper mental pain, so it's important to also take inventory of these things and seek help for any underlying issues. Hopefully that helps some. Quitting kratom is very hard work, but it is possible with the right will and frame of mind.
@jeffery85129 ай бұрын
Been a Kratom addict for 3 years. Never came off it yet tho
@elias16709 ай бұрын
@@zoehansen_i quit fentanyl cold turkey multiple times and i jus drank and smoked weed for the first 4-5 days when shit was really bad but it’s all mental from there fr jus comes down to wanting to or not . i wanted to go back to the drugs so i did . since the last time i quit i’ve planned to stay sober and have it’s been roughly a year and i haven’t relapsed because i quite literally don’t want to , i can’t , i have to many responsibilities and things i want to do that you simply cannot being an addict to anything MUCH less fentanyl . a lot of addicts lie to themselves and can’t be honest , but straight up how it is , if u don’t wanna quit u won’t . if you wanna quit you will . it’s not easy , but if you support em and they believe in themself anyone can do it we’re all strong enough .
@SaraSara-oe6il9 ай бұрын
@@Surfer8652aint readin allat 💀
@4BillC Жыл бұрын
Former heroin user here... I've been clean for 10 years or so, had 1 over dose which was directly from fentanyl. For anyone that may be a current user watching/reading this, there really is a better way to live! I thought it was all BS too and sitting where I am today, I couldn't have imagined it when I was using. Please get help! Life is so much better not using!
@tormentedsoul906 Жыл бұрын
❤
@esteemedmortal5917 Жыл бұрын
Congrats on your sobriety and thanks for putting out your message!
@hasanx8066 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your recovery.
@syyneater Жыл бұрын
Gratz on your recovery!!
@michellejones5541 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety 10 years clean is fantastic
@MrSnake-dh3hu Жыл бұрын
If I had a nickel for every flesh eating zombie drug there is, I'd have two nickels which isn't a lot but it's weird it's happened twice.
@youtubestudiosucks978 Жыл бұрын
These are mere prototypes for the final product. Soon they'll make it into an airborne virus.
@bretbell2418 Жыл бұрын
Have you looked into bacteria, viruses. The universe wants us all dead. Drugs are, if used correctly, the easiest and most painless trick. I spent most of my life in library researching the ways out of this shit... no, no, no! Not yet. Algorithmic bitch. 😂😅🤣 Sorry! Not you 🙄
@corsetedwasteland2630 Жыл бұрын
I read this in his voice. Thanks for that 😅😅
@jffry890 Жыл бұрын
Is there a bath salts episode? Haven't bothered to check.
@daftwulli6145 Жыл бұрын
@@jffry890 with bath salts and crocodil this makes 3
@GritToGrace Жыл бұрын
I’m also a recovering addict recovering from fentanyl. Struggled on and off for 10 years. 16 months sobriety and working as a peer specialist helping others recover from their addiction and live a thriving life. I mainly work with women prone to reincarceration. Im also pursing my masters to become a licensed professional counselor specializing in drug and alcohol addiction. I’ve faced death many times and my life had been spared by God many times. I know my purpose is to help those who are still suffering find purpose in their pain.
@hyman9915 Жыл бұрын
May I be the first person to congratulate you on your recovery and achievements. Good luck for the future and success getting your masters.
@ifv20899 ай бұрын
Reality is for people who can't handle drugs in nam I was an 81mm
@SailRah9 ай бұрын
Keep the good work..God bless❤
@GritToGrace9 ай бұрын
@@SailRah thank you will do 🥰❤️
@christophershelton17353 ай бұрын
Congratulations. That’s awesome
@user-fv8zo4ee7p7 ай бұрын
14 years on heroin and 3 on fentanyl till June 18 23. Yesterday made 7 months clean. Boy I sure did some crazy stuff. I lived in hotels and supported my drug habits by making sure money was exchanged after dates with prostitutes took place. Easy money wild life style. I eventually got sick of living with drug addicted prostitutes and at times we lived like stray cats but we always had all the drugs you could want. If you can think of something crazy you can bet Iv done it. Iv found some peace now and life is pretty good. I'm lucky a trip to prison never came and I got out at the right time for me. Let's all pray for those still in active addiction. It takes huge balls to make the change and the world seems to fight it at every turn. Street drugs are bad.
@mydiary27603 ай бұрын
Lot of blessings in this new chapter of your life!
@manuelpeombo96193 ай бұрын
Men, never coment herr, but I saw your history, keep doing right! From uruguay!
@ElleCee62978 Жыл бұрын
Tranq Dope is the worst. It killed my sister. She was clean at the time of her death, but the damage was done. RIP, Molly. 1982-2019.
@BL_K9 Жыл бұрын
im so sorry for your loss.
@pickledragonrebel Жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss. Peace ✌️ ☮️
@IVEmeritus Жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear this. No more suffering at least
@jffry890 Жыл бұрын
Lol, a druggy named Molly.
@vreeze33 Жыл бұрын
My condolences
@Zidbits Жыл бұрын
Unfun fact: In 2008 (before the Fentanyl crisis), there were only 3,000 deaths from Heroin overdoses in the U.S (where heroin was the only drug found in their system, not mixed with other stuff). That's less than Tylenol overdoses. We don't have an Opioid crisis, we have a fentanyl crisis.
@AC-01- Жыл бұрын
Thank you! People who truly need opiates to function/ have some quality of life are treated like criminals. Now they are doing complete hysterectomies and other major surgeries with just Tylenol and Motrin. One extreme to the other and we all suffer due to others bad decisions.
@always420blitzed6 ай бұрын
To be fair, heroin existed on it's own for decades before Oxy was being prescribed to stay at home moms who strained their backs picking up a too heavy load of laundry. Before that only hard core users were affected by heroin. What over-prescribing led to was non-junkies becoming addicted. That being said, fentanyl is definitely a major problem. Drug abuse on it's own was (for the most part) a problem but we were able to manage it before all these super powerful variables came into play.
@always420blitzed6 ай бұрын
@@AC-01- My fear of opioids was so high that even though i got 3 major bariatric surgeries. I turned down morphine and oxy because i didn't want to risk getting hooked. Luckily I'm in my late 30's so I was relatively young enough to just push through the pain.
@patheticprepper44966 ай бұрын
A china and Mexico problem
@sweetdrahthaar7951 Жыл бұрын
Spent some time reading this comment section and it made me realize what horrors people addicted to these drugs go through. I’m sure it feels great but the consequences can’t be worth it.
@legoqueen244510 ай бұрын
I've been clean 19 years. When I first stopped using I had to learn how to apreciate and enjoy simple things. Things like conversation with others and going for a walk. Drugs had been my go to in order to feel 'good' so I realised I better find healthy ways to feel 'good' if I was going to stay clean. Apparently Kirstie Alley, the famous actress/model replaced cocaine with flower arranging. I've done both and can say they feel very different from each other!😅
@sherryhudson68799 ай бұрын
Not anymore😞……I quit the crack 13 months ago for good. And now it’s not safe at all anymore and I don’t want to hurt my people by dying young😒
@zephiask17585 ай бұрын
Not only that, but also that many people are going though issues with addiction. People you usually dont see in your daily routine, or Issues which are commonly hidden by the people affected. My mother has a case of Fibromyalgia and I am always invested in checking which meds she gets prescribed so that she wont end up developing an addiction.
@Somerandomguyigeuss Жыл бұрын
how this man squeezes a well researched, high quality video into a snappy 10-20 min. video is memorizing.
@furrepanther9 ай бұрын
... mesmerizing?
@hoaxer14909 ай бұрын
@@furrepantherit's probs just a simple spelling mistake it happens to all of us ☺️
@Aramis419 Жыл бұрын
There's a bar across the street from my house - it's a family-friendly place and a decent neighborhood - and I've been known to cut loose there a time or two. One night, not too long ago, I bumped into an old schoolmate who I hadn't seen in YEARS! He was joking about Tranq, I didn't think anything of it, had my share of beer, and walked home. The next day, I noticed his car in the parking lot. Laughing to myself, thinking he was just sleeping things off, I walked over to wake him up. There was no waking him up. Not then, not ever. He wasn't joking. Drugs are bad, mmkay?
@Wolfietherrat Жыл бұрын
Oh so sad. Thank goodness you didn’t participate with your fried.🙏🏼❤️
@Novastar.SaberCombat Жыл бұрын
She didn't mention hands either, smart arse. 🙄
@bsqwahlE Жыл бұрын
Drugs are not "bad". Drugs can be addictive whether thru dependancy or abuse. Rehab is not effective. That is why decriminalization and regulation of all pharmaceuticals is the way forward. As a bonus, cartels which are funded by the sale of illegal drugs would be out of business. Property crimes diminished, fewer Americans in prison, less law enforcement... capitalism would hate to have that happen.
@staomruel Жыл бұрын
@btank2453 yeah, but in the context of this specific experience, drugs are bad, mmkay.
@williamwilson6499 Жыл бұрын
Fake story.
@miriam3848 Жыл бұрын
And here I thought that there isn't a more horrible drug than krokodil...
@GENXJOPLIN Жыл бұрын
Krok is worse imho
@Kristian179 Жыл бұрын
is basically the same effects & I'm pretty sure the life expectancy of users of both is around the same
@melodyblackhall6702 Жыл бұрын
@@GENXJOPLINtotally agree! With that being said they're all pretty bad!
@michellejones5541 Жыл бұрын
I've never even heard of most of these drugs
@GENXJOPLIN Жыл бұрын
@@melodyblackhall6702 yup
@guardiansanimalrescuestate7289 Жыл бұрын
I’m a nurse practitioner and saw so many deaths and families torn apart. I am fighting heart issues. Hope my open heart surgery has fixed it. My medical service dog and I visit drug rehab centers as well as kids wards for cancer and every and any hospital patients. Much love from Kentucky, Lesley and medical service dog Jake.
@shaquillemcgonigle189811 ай бұрын
I got some nasty infections from injecting meth and missing my veins. Pretty common in iv meth users. It was horrible. Luckily the worst was on my arm and not my neck where I ended up injecting into my jugular. I feel so lucky to have gotten away from drugs before this stuff. I almost died from fentanyl alone but I’ve been clean for 3 years. Anyone who is reading this struggling with addiction, reach out for help. Keep reaching out. Never give up. Even if you slip. Keep starting over. You’re so worth it. You will find happiness sober. I promise you things can get better. ❤
@LillianStaats-vn5ff11 ай бұрын
Can u talk to my friend? She's dying of meth.
@shaquillemcgonigle189811 ай бұрын
@@LillianStaats-vn5ff I’m so sorry to hear that. There is truly nothing anyone can do until an addict decides to get help. I went to so many programs because my family wanted me to. I was hospitalized for 3 months by my family and I managed to get drugs in. It wasn’t until I really truly wanted to get sober that any of the help I received worked. All you can do is love without enabling. Enabling is making an addicts life easier while they are using. Giving them money, letting them stay with you, paying for a phone, letting them borrow your vehicle. Things like that. Not enabling is being there to listen. Willing to get them help if they want it. Telling them you love them. Reaching out. Spending some time together. If I were in your place I would tell her I love her that she is important to me and that I will be there to Support her but only in the context of sobriety. And please look after yourself first. You can’t pour from an empty cup. If being around the destruction that addiction causes is hurting you please remove yourself. ♥️ Addiction hurts our loved ones the most.
@christianpalmer11 ай бұрын
Did you talk about Jesus Christ best high there is
@mostsaneyanfeimain117711 ай бұрын
Aw I'm so glad you recovered ❤
@christophershelton17353 ай бұрын
Thank you for the words of encouragement. I can feel they are genuine.
@rachelmazza4079 Жыл бұрын
I live in Philly and it’s a HUGE problem here. It’s terrifying and so sad what it does to people
@timmotel5804 Жыл бұрын
That's why it's nick named "Filthy-delphia"
@Null257 Жыл бұрын
Tranq is a gentrification initiative. No, I don't support it, I'm just correctly identifying it for what it is--a democide targeting users of street level narcotics.
@xaviTOUSSAINT Жыл бұрын
Kenzo :(
@itstursi-fu2tq Жыл бұрын
I’m from south Jersey, near Camden, it’s out here too
@timmotel5804 Жыл бұрын
@@itstursi-fu2tq "Darwin at work"...
@ghost1fer Жыл бұрын
seeing other people in recovery in the comments is making me feel much more comfortable in my own journey. i’m one month sober today. i only used for five years, but i started when i was 15 and feel like i lost the last part of my childhood/teens to using. i never really developed any hobbies or built skills because i was so busy getting high every day, multiple times a day. i’ve been focusing so much more on my art, guitar, and gaming and i find more joy in these things than when i tried to do them while high. my journey is early and i still get cravings, it hurts like hell to fight sometimes, but i know it will be worth it. i’m not sick anymore and i find myself wanting to hangout with my family more often and it makes them happy. seeing them happy instead of worried about me is a warm feeling i never want to lose. good luck to everyone else on their recovery journey! we got this 💪🏽
@zland919 Жыл бұрын
You got this...I'm 35 and also started using oxy cotin at age 15. I didn't get clean until I was 33 (had 5 years clean in my 20s)...I relapsed right as xyloxene started secretly being cut in the fetti...I gave up for a while the xyloxene was so hard to kick (made heroin and fetynl wd seem like a joke) I started having swelled feet and hands for months, all my veins started collapsing....got to the point where I assumed I would eventually od and be free....but then I tried rehab for a 2nd time and now I have 19 months......now I have some permanent health issues from the xyloxene but life's so much better now....took a while for things to really start feeling normal again but it does. Keep doing what's working for you....and what you said about family is so important...I wouldn't be here today if I didn't have a few family members who never gave up no matter how many times I disappointed them. Keep up the good work 👏
@janycebrown4071 Жыл бұрын
I am 7 years clean from a 15 year opioid addiction. The last 7 years of using I was addicted to Fentanyl. I am so proud of you AND I want you to know that life gets way better! It takes some time for your mind and body to heal, but it does ❤❤❤
@williamstewart5159 Жыл бұрын
Semper Fi Snowflake ❄️❄️❄️❄️❄️ Congratulations on completing this portion of your mission soldier! Hit the ground running!
@atashgallagher5139 Жыл бұрын
My suggestion is just work out and exercise every time that you feel like it's hard. It works wonders and it's great for you.
@viablue8143 Жыл бұрын
Go on friend, you are doing great. :) You can do this, even though it’s hard. It’s going to be so much better to live clean, the fight is worth it:)
@Chivesgarden11 ай бұрын
"It tastes good" *edits out the sip*
@franzpattison Жыл бұрын
Lol that stock footage at 6:00 is ridiculous. An itchy woman in a huge well lit extremely clean upper-class kitchen looking enraptured at a packet of corn starch. XDDDD
@esteemedmortal5917 Жыл бұрын
Damn. If someone says that withdrawal from tranq makes opioid withdrawal look mildly uncomfortable,that is some fucked up drug!
@eadweard. Жыл бұрын
Opioid withdraw _is_ mildly uncomfortable.
@danc6882 Жыл бұрын
@@eadweard. That is not an accurate statement... withdrawal carries from person to person based on dose, length of use, and drug. But, opiate withdrawal can absolutely be fatal, the tachycardia and hypertension can absolutely be fatal...
@eadweard. Жыл бұрын
@@danc6882 It can be fatal only if you're already extremely unwell. But then again so can a cold.
@danc6882 Жыл бұрын
@@eadweard. Lol... well, you better correct NIH. They are under the impression that it can be fatal on its own... Of course, pre-existing conditions increase the risk, but opiate withdrawal can absolutely be fatal. Just like alcohol withdrawal can be fatal. www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/books/NBK526012/
@nathandelaney571 Жыл бұрын
@@danc6882 benzo withdrawal is more dangerous
@openeyz Жыл бұрын
I quit smoking meth in 2020. I am so thankful I did, because I am certain I was heading towards being a stat line in these studies.
@bakedbaker9882 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations on your sobriety! :D Keep it up friend.
@zephiask17585 ай бұрын
Congratz! Hope you are still sober man, was probably not an easy thing to do, especially when covid hit and there was so much "free time" and loss of routines. Does finishing simple tasks feel rewarding again after those years of being clean?
@BexstarDuck Жыл бұрын
My little sister is an addict. Tried to help her many times but every time I got hurt. Last time I helped her, she stole all my mothers jewellery and all my cash before disappearing out the window in the middle of the night. She clearly doesn't want to get better or care about hurting her family, so I've cut her out of my life. Far as I'm concerned now, I don't have a sister. You can only help people who want to be helped.
@juancarlosnegron2358 Жыл бұрын
Don't give up on her. Addiction makes ppl do things that they wouldn't do otherwise. Money and jewelry can be replaced family cannot.
@BexstarDuck Жыл бұрын
@juancarlosnegron2358 I'm not taking her back after what's she done. Me and my family shouldn't have to suffer due to her addiction that she clearly doesn't want to stop. We have many young children in our family who don't need and shouldn't be exposed to what she's doing to herself. We've had enough of being hurt. We've had enough of being stolen from. We tried to help my sister multiple times, and it's always backfired on us. No more.
@randymoats20599 ай бұрын
Drug in full control. She can get clean but it's not easy
@hellenmoreira99919 ай бұрын
Focus in your life, it's ok. You can't help someone if you're needing help too. Your mother needs you.
@ShufflingShannon8 ай бұрын
Clearly, you don't understand addiction. It's alright. She's better off without your self-righteous attitude looming over her. If she gets clean, it'll be surrounded by people who understand and care.
@andreasschiller5875 Жыл бұрын
I actually knew about this drug from a course about tranquilizing animals via dartguns I took. For actual tranquilizing it is often mixed with ketamine. Our Professor told us to always be "guarded" by a second person in case we might inject ourself by accident. We might not have enough time to call an ambulance to save ourselfs otherwise. Scary stuff indeed.
@rebeccapekarske5788 Жыл бұрын
Back in the day we used to use xylazine with acepromazine when sedating horses. Never used ketamine, although some folks would use it with ace instead of xylazine. Rompun(xylazine) is no joke. That stuff will knock half ton animals on their asses.
@zurielsss Жыл бұрын
Ah I recall Dexter uses ketamine to hunt for serial killers
@God-ch8lq Жыл бұрын
@@rebeccapekarske5788its actually brilliant, cuz horses freak out when theyre put on trucks or planes before sedatives people used emotional support goats
@annaschwirian7548 Жыл бұрын
Sad thing is ketamine is another drug that is used by some people. I remember reading a book as a teen about it.
@corsetedwasteland2630 Жыл бұрын
@@God-ch8lqI didn't know about emotional support goats until I saw Ferdinand. Goats are super chill tho.
@NickanM Жыл бұрын
What ordinary people forget, is that drug use is a form of self medication. And, they don't ask themselves WHY the use of drugs has exploded GLOBALLY. _Something is clearly very, very wrong in our societies when younger people choose to use drugs instead of embracing their lives._ (My little sister got hooked on hard drugs and she ended her own life in front of a train in 2020.)
@daddysds1 Жыл бұрын
The break down of society on a both a institutional, Moral, and values lvl is the reason drug use has skyrocketed. The war of drugs failed sure but that doesn't mean we should do a 180 and just let it run. My city went from small amounts with minimal deaths to people lying dead in the streets. Even injection centers that people claim to help aren't working because there's simply not enough medical staff on hand to handle the problem.
@NickanM Жыл бұрын
@@daddysds1 You are 100% correct.
@Bubbaist Жыл бұрын
Oh man. Sorry about your sister.
@rickmorty5215 Жыл бұрын
It's stupid that a country like the US, with the most advanced surveillance network on earth, can't just do away with these drug dealers. There is simply no excuse for it. Singapore's strategy has worked very well for them. Just execute the dealers; simple. Put pressure and fear into them until none of them are left. The sociopaths selling these kinds of drugs make any social programs ineffective. They make thousands of dollars off this stuff just so they can buy hookers and flashy cars. 100k deaths a year is simply terrorism and should have been dealt with accordingly.
@4BillC Жыл бұрын
Sorry to hear man. I did heroin/hard drugs for about 15 years and drugs in general for like 25. I'm 41 now and clean for 10 years. Yes it began around 15 years old. You get to a point where you truly feel taking your life is the only way out. I too lost my sister to drugs. It a very difficult place to get out of. EVERYTHING has to change. I moved 3 hours away from home for almost 2 years to get where I am today.
@deadmau5666111 ай бұрын
So glad i grew up in a time where the worst thing your drugs would be cut with is baking soda or baby powder 😅
@nelsonta0010 ай бұрын
good ol 90s and early 00 😅
@slartybarfastb36489 ай бұрын
Baby laxatives
@johnsherby91309 ай бұрын
@@slartybarfastb3648better to take a massive shit than to die lmao
@PuppyMochi9 ай бұрын
My dad once managed to buy weed with broccoli in it 😭😂
@slartybarfastb36489 ай бұрын
@@PuppyMochi Who ever said weed has no nutritional or health benefits never met your dad's dealer. 😆
@johnnikyecole911411 ай бұрын
I've been on drugs since I was 14 and I'm 36 going on 37 now. I never thought I'd see mid 20s but something insane happened....I had a kid. I've been in a methadone clinic now for almost 12 years and were it's not perfect I'm not on the street or dealing drugs. Being a dad saved my life and now I can't hardly believe the things I put my body though and people these days with this tranq is legit crazy. I really hope the US does right and find a way to help those ready to be done with this crazy shit.
@saltyark75648 ай бұрын
I’m glad being a dad helped you, sad truth is too many people are having kids who are in the middle of addiction and then just ditch them and that’s a vicious cycle. I’m really glad things worked out for you and your family.
@RhiaVT8 ай бұрын
This is pretty informative on the drug! I’m an EMT and my state sent out a letter to all us EMS workers to look out for this drug. It’s scary how strong drugs have gotten where we have to use so much more Naloxone to reverse an OD than before. I hope any struggling addicts can get clean and stay sober, I personally know how hard it is
@adyingbreedofman91127 ай бұрын
Protect yourself, get home to your family. My father died a month ago, he was covered in sores and his legs were peeling. I couldn't understand why all the emergency personnel left him uncovered and naked. Well, his room was littered with paraphernalia, now knowing more I fully understand. The room had fent and tranq in it. They need to get home safe, just like you. Thank you for what you do and the help you give.
@John-bw2dm4 ай бұрын
😂
@Spiker985Studios Жыл бұрын
As someone who rarely drinks, let alone uses any form of drugs - this information is sobering, and I'm already sober
@alangarland8571 Жыл бұрын
Alcohol isn't some special category, it absolutely is a form of drug.
@bretbell2418 Жыл бұрын
Depressed stuff. If you don't know? Bless your heart as the elderly say.
@IVEmeritus Жыл бұрын
Same here.
@alexcarter8807 Жыл бұрын
@@alangarland8571 Alcohol acts most like a benzodiazapine, and it's defo. a drug. A rather nasty one actually.
@noladavis5085 Жыл бұрын
It keeps me from going back to using. Its terrifying.
@nannettefreeman7331 Жыл бұрын
My roommate's boyfriend is a Fentanyl user, as are many of his friends. She's been telling me that they are all getting abscesses, even those who smoke it. Now, it makes sense. Thanks for this. I'll pass the info along, although I doubt the warning will be heeded. ✌🏼
@OrionTheAussie Жыл бұрын
Your roommate needs to make better relationship choices.
@zurielsss Жыл бұрын
You need another roommate if she date drug users, eventually she is going to use and you will be living in a crack den
@OtisFlint Жыл бұрын
Get a new roommate.
@nothanks6784 Жыл бұрын
Jesus, staying roommates with someone so adjacent to that world is not productive to your long term health
@diomedes39 Жыл бұрын
Your roommate is an idiot. You are who your friends are. You are putting yourself at risk being around them.
@Dumb-Comment9 ай бұрын
Sadly, people often thought kids ODing because they think it's cool or doing drugs is a way to prove themselves among "friends", the truth is much more complicated
@bmarcinkowski89 Жыл бұрын
Tbh reading all of the comments on this video, knowing how many people are struggling with the addiction in USA, seems so unreal to me. I'm living in Poland and my God, I would be terrified as hell if we would have this drug epidemic. It's extremely sad to see all of the homeless people who are addicted and that they receive so little help from the local or federal government, it's like unthinkable for us here in Europe. Anyway, I hope that it will her better and wish all the best to all who are trying to get out of addiction
@CadetBoneSpurs Жыл бұрын
Capitalism kills
@rachelgessner81611 ай бұрын
I have 13 years clean it will be 14 years on October 7th I know now that if I can get clean then anyone can
@carmenl16311 ай бұрын
We've had our share of drug addicts in Europe too, and still do in certain areas. Sadly, in Northern England and in some parts of Germany, addiction is increasingly becoming a big problem. Our opioid crisis is much more hidden with prescribed drugs. In my country, The Netherlands, there are 200,000 people who are addicted to Oxycontin. But because their doctors keep on giving it, there is no need to turn to other, more dangerous street drugs.
@tvern776 ай бұрын
Our government is primarily the problem. They’d rather send money to Ukraine than help our people here. But that aside, addiction starts with that person choosing. Don’t chase the high. It’s ultimately their choice, nobody is forcing them. It’s all very sad.
@-Devy-6 ай бұрын
@@tvern77 There is no way you're not a Republican, no one else can be this stupid. The opioid crisis has been raging on for like 30 years, but yeah, some money sent to Ukraine last year is the problem. 🙄
@V-is4Val Жыл бұрын
Tranq is everywhere in Portland, OR and it's absolutely terrifying. Between the pandemic, riots, fentanyl, and tranq, downtown Portland is like walking through a zombie/post apocalyptic reality. Don't move there.
@organicvids Жыл бұрын
Pooland. Sad it used to be nice 20yr ago. Now u gotta worry bout needles and infectious diseases just walking down the street. Sad
@LilyGazou Жыл бұрын
I used to love visiting from Seattle. The last trip was two years ago and it was disturbing to see the changes. I avoid Seattle too now. I posted a vid of main street Burien- tents and drug addicts inside them. Not enough help for them.
@JNB520 Жыл бұрын
It's like this around where I live to in Philly, but in a specific area called Kensington, Its so sad to me, & im more than happy to have stopped using
@timeenoughforart Жыл бұрын
Was there about ten years ago and enjoyed walking around the city. How many cities are experiencing the same downfall? Big, little, red, blue, all the same. Something is wrong.
@HurpMuhGurp Жыл бұрын
@@timeenoughforartI have to agree with you, I really don't think it's specific to just Portland or any one kind of city, it's the whole country at this point. And I've lived in Portland all my life and I do think people talk about the city like it's some nightmarish hellscape when honestly it just seems like every other urban area to me.
@mutestingray Жыл бұрын
I like how drugs have all these scary nicknames and tranq just started out as “Horse anesthetic”
@timmotel5804 Жыл бұрын
Who would have guessed??
@Prplex. Жыл бұрын
Is it similar to ketamine
@luckyy36913 ай бұрын
@@Prplex.I tried to research it and apparently it just knocks you out. No actual dissociation or trip like Ketamine or PCP. It's mainly just used to make cut doses of opiates appear more potent. Tricking the junkies that they got more than they paid for
@nTu4Ka11 ай бұрын
Desomorphine is also an interesting drug. It's called "Crocodile" in Russia. Very cheap and causes severe tissue damage.
@George-dy3pt11 ай бұрын
Man everyone knows what that is! Smmh
@215Ghouls11 ай бұрын
My gf had to get both arms amputated due to tranq. That shit is real. She lives with that pain everyday now.
@deborahfollowscornell9007 Жыл бұрын
I wanted to acknowledge those who have done the hard work getting off Drugs. You are amazing and I'm proud of you. ❤
@themormonblacksheep Жыл бұрын
I second this!
@doubledee8677 Жыл бұрын
Amazing people never stoop to that level in the first place.
@GodBlessYourSoul777 Жыл бұрын
@@doubledee8677not true, extreme trauma can easily cause good people to stumble
@simsreject5925 Жыл бұрын
@@GodBlessYourSoul777just another excuse. Trauma alone doesn't account for why some people fall while others soar. It's usually a lack of self accountability and/or a failure to recognize one's own agency that leads to addiction. There's a reason why nearly every step for every addiction program is some form of self awareness or self control.
@christophertoulan9863 Жыл бұрын
@@doubledee8677plenty of amazing people have been drug addicts in their lives.. I guarentee many are far more accomplished and have done more for society and humanity than you have
@walt4th442 Жыл бұрын
Recently left rehab, out of 200 of us there about 150 were getting fentanyl mixed with tranq and had giant open wounds, rotting from the inside out. Horrible to see, so many people dying it’s horrifying
@treeman101 Жыл бұрын
i need ur help, i have video evidence of thr truth, trust me
@walt4th44211 ай бұрын
@@treeman101 what does that even mean? There’s a lot of reasons these drugs are here some sounding conspiracy theory-esque with fentanyl but I mean we aren’t going to stop the flow of drugs considering where some of them come from anyway. Just help yourself and whoever you can, you’re not going to blow the lid off of the drug trade when it’s common knowledge it goes to government levels in multiple countries
@justintrice3565 Жыл бұрын
That map just gave me the chills. I just got clean. I still feel bad months later off the baltimore m.d street caps. Fetty/ tranq is the only thing you can get in the city. You have no idea the hell it has caused. I have passed out driving almost died many times! Fallen down the steps, in the shower, at work.... crazyiness. Addiction is terrible man! Im doing everything i can to stay clean. I know if i relapse i will die. The withdraw was ten times worse than methodone withdraw i had to go through years backs. Death is almost certain! Im so grateful today.
@AKagNA8 ай бұрын
This video made me appreciate my life. I am just a regular tobacco user and I have no substance use besides that. Barely drink beer. I feel sad for people who make one mistake and have to pay it with their lives.
@ignitionfrn2223 Жыл бұрын
2:30 - Chapter 1 - Xylazine 4:45 - Chapter 2 - Tranq 8:05 - Chapter 3 - The zombie drug 11:55 - Wrap up
@Jesus_Offical Жыл бұрын
Nice
@OrionTheAussie Жыл бұрын
Legend
@cybersentient4758 Жыл бұрын
Thanks
@bushmaster369 Жыл бұрын
0:00 - 1:25 Shill for a shitty product
@cameronhicks5375 Жыл бұрын
Love you
@diedefending420 Жыл бұрын
I'm 13 years sober from Alcohol, Heroin, and Benzos and the Benzo withdrawal was by far the worse. I was in the ICU for 2 months with Pancreatitis from drinking and went through alcohol withdrawal at the same time I was in the worse pain I've ever felt (and I've been through some pain in my life) and the Benzo withdrawal was still worse and took me about a year for the panic attacks and massive anxiety to subside. I was beneath rock bottom and still got out, so for anyone our there trying to get clean, you can do it and life will be beautiful again. Good luck to everyone fighting the good fight to get sober. ✌️
@lisaperry5999 Жыл бұрын
CONGRATULATIONS diedefending420!!! I used fentanyl, oxys and Xanax been off 10 years April 12th 2023 I detoxed off Xanax first. Then opiates,using suboxone. My body couldn't take gradual taper to quit regarding opiates so suboxone was a blessing. I was given a 30 day taper after 5 yrs of benzos. I had horrific panic attacks for about 90 days.
@legionsarecoming4-u371 Жыл бұрын
BLESS YOU❤
@legionsarecoming4-u371 Жыл бұрын
@@lisaperry5999🎉🎉🎉 CONGRATULATIONS 🎉🎉🎉
@diedefending420 Жыл бұрын
@@lisaperry5999 that's great to hear, congratulations. My doctors didn't like that I was on methadone and Xanax so they cold turkeyed me from the Xanax by refusing to keep giving me the prescription. I'll never agree with what they did to me but in the end I did get off of them.
@lisaperry5999 Жыл бұрын
@@diedefending420 am glad yr ok Docs should know alcohol and benzo detox can kill you. I found later,how extremely fortunate I was to get off on a 30 day taper. My pain Dr and psych. Knew what the other was prescribing. That opiate benzo combo can and does cause you to quit breathing. I used that combo for 5 yrs. Congratulations to you!!!
@BostrsBoy Жыл бұрын
As a large animal veterinarian for thirty years I used xylazine on my patients daily, often tranquilzing dozens of calves at a time for pain free dehorning. What frightened me was that there was a widespread rumor that xylazine had no effect on humans. I don't know how the rumor was started but I did my best to tell everyone I could that it, in fact, was deadly and that it would be the worst death you could imagine. I never imagined that someday large numbers of people would purposely inject themselves. What a world!
@Hershewed11 ай бұрын
What are the regulations behind acquiring it? I’m studying to be a vet tech and I’m curious how hard or easy it is to obtain it
@ywoisug884511 ай бұрын
Why would they think that it has no effect on humans
@BostrsBoy11 ай бұрын
@@ywoisug8845 Sometimes rumors get started for various reasons. I don't know why.
@wilfredpayne4337 ай бұрын
People don't understand that it's not just the amount of tranquilizer a person has done but how much of other drugs they have mixed with it...
@eben4reel934 Жыл бұрын
I work in a residential harm reduction setting for youth who experience homelessness. Xylazine has been on our radar for quite some time - I’m sharing this video with my team. Thanks for these concise details!
@mico1664 Жыл бұрын
This ridiculous changing of language is a vig part of the problem. You work with homeless youth not "youth experiencing homelessness" this absurd "non stigmatizing" language is unhelpful as it makes dealing w stuff bogged down by bs
@stamythezombie Жыл бұрын
@@mico1664"youth who experience homelessness" contemplates the people he works with better since than "homeless youth" in this case. It's not a matter of political correct language, in this case it is actually logically sound. Both sides of this woke war are so sensitive to stupid shit.
@Amazonsucks-ky9vf Жыл бұрын
@@stamythezombieexperiencing homelessness when put to logic suggests they are homeless part time, and go home at the end of the day...... It is most definitely woke language, aimed to dull down the seriousness of the situation.....
@stamythezombie Жыл бұрын
@@Amazonsucks-ky9vf but "people who experienced homelessness" along "people in precarious economic situations" are two very specific and different situations that less of a mouthful than saying than just saying something like "not homeless right now because he has a social answer but likely to be homeless tomorrow due psychological trauma". I'm very anti-woke, but as a guy who volunteers in both soup kitchens and social rehab houses I can say for sure that kind of wording makes sense in my mother tongue and I'd assume it would in English as well.
@stamythezombie Жыл бұрын
@@Amazonsucks-ky9vf also, I'd like to add, that yes. A lot of people are homeless almost "part-time", usually addicts and paranoid individuals go through perpetual cycles of housing and homelessness. Again, I'm not one to go woke, but the wording works as a descriptor for a common case in this situation.
@IttyBittyKnittyJessa Жыл бұрын
Those two drug addicts in that perfectly clean updated kitchen 😂😂😂 I laughed way too hard for the horrific nature of the info in this video.
@wile-e-coyote8371 Жыл бұрын
I lol'd to. Not your typical Tranq den. 😂
@lexinicole4317 Жыл бұрын
Not all drug addicts look the same 🤷♀️ during my addiction I regularly did lines of fentanyl off of my marble dining room table. Lol.
@wile-e-coyote8371 Жыл бұрын
@@lexinicole4317 I guess you have a point. During my meth smoking phase, I bet mine was the cleanest apartment in town! 😂
@tntina420 Жыл бұрын
I was wondering if anyone else noticed that. 😂
@mariecherrytree11 ай бұрын
All of my friends from high school became addicts and a lot of them are dead. 🤷♀️I never touched anything and got out of my town and never looked back.
@49erJoe Жыл бұрын
I was a pill popper for 10 yrs and the last couple years was to the bootleg Mexican Fentanyl’s. Almost killed me. Found Suboxone online and wife and I kicked the habit ourselves right before we lost everything. I’m still amazed of God/Jesus. Absolutely amazed. You would never tell either of us were strung out and working good jobs.
@robertcuminale1212 Жыл бұрын
There are a number of videos here on KZfaq about Tranq addiction in the Kensington area of Philadelphia. There are so many videos on this area that you'll think t must be Ground Zero for the drug. Having seen so many of these videos was able to recognize a case here In Charlotte, North Carolina. There was a young man sitting on the ground outside the supermarket covered with these sores all over his legs and feet. Some of them were over an inch in diameter. One foot was swollen to twice the normal size and fiery red. I called 911 and MEDIC went out and tried to treat him but he refused to go to the ER with them. Another retiree told me that something had happened to him a few days later and this time MEDIC was able to convince him to come to the ER. Forty-Five years ago this was a rural area 11 miles from center of Charlotte. Since then the roads have been lengthened and widened and hundreds of apartments have been built which surround our small forested area. Surrounding us now is a huge increase in crime with homeless people begging on every corner. They wander the streets of our neighborhood. My next door neighbor's home was burglarized in daylight when she stepped out to the store for an hour or so. My wife and are more cautious now when we work in our yard and are armed. We're in our 70s and wouldn't be able to put up much of a defense if we're attacked. We never thought we'd be living like this during our retirement.
@zland919 Жыл бұрын
Yeah Kensington is ground zero...I went to rehab in Jersey late 21 and they acted like I was making up crazy shit because they never heard of it...although I was the only one still showing wd symptoms and had an open wound on my wrist n both wrist and hands were so swelled they couldn't put the little I'd bracelet thing on....took about 3 months for the wd to subside (insurance only covered 11 days, detoxed the rest of the way from home)....I am determined to stay on this path because I have life long health issues now....Dr's and treatment centers need to start addressing this issue because a lot of people will just leave treatment in a day because they do nothing for it...there's always people who still will walk out or refuse help but that was a huge thing I noticed in my experience....I hope more videos like this are posted because this is a drug epidemic worst than any we've ever faced here before.
@yourfreedomisinyourfeet7731 Жыл бұрын
So sorry. America is becoming unrecognizable to many. We are under attack for sure. Everyone is waking up, tho! Stay safe.God Wins
@memesandhoi2924 Жыл бұрын
To those who are struggling with drugs and trying to get out of their addictions, I hope you'll be able to recover and eventually come clean. I've never had anyone in my life do drugs, but it still sucks hearing others and their experiences of being addicts/or loved who are addicts. Anyone is who going through this journey of getting off of drugs, I support it.
@raphaellavictoria018 ай бұрын
I don't understand why we should have sympathy for those addicted: nobody force fed them the drugs. It was their decision, and everyone knows that drugs are addictive, that they ruin lives, that they can kill you. Self medication? That's BS. An inability to cope with stress is not the same as needing "medication". Nothing in the world could make me reach for drugs. I would sooner reach for, uh, a final solution, than for drugs. Those who use know the risks before they begin. Oh, they didn't know, these are adulterated drugs? But what did you expect, from drug dealers? Did you expect quality control, did you expect honesty? Seriously.
@saralittman57311 ай бұрын
Simon, your videos on mental illnesses and on drugs and addictions are so wonderful. I can understand what you mean and the way you explain the dangers of things without any feelings like you're attacking anyone. My apologies for the long comment, but i need help in understanding why i did something a month and a half ago. Could you please do a video on SSRI's, more specifically Prozac (Fluoxotine)? I have to know what happened inside my body when i made the cowardly impulse decision to overdose myself on it. I want to learn more about it and about why it was such a terrifying experience. Thank you again for creating these amazing videos to learn from❤
@kyaberryman736710 ай бұрын
Stay strong, I'm sorry all that happened.
@user-ho6np5yd9s Жыл бұрын
I always wondered why those using Fentynal seem to get horrific wounds. I've see three friends lose limbs. One both feet, one a thumb and one an index finger. Many have swollen oozing wounds in their limbs and it's gross looking. Now it all makes sense.
@johansoderberg4211 Жыл бұрын
I was a drug addict for 15 years. The last five of these was opiates and in the end it was only fentanyl. The withdrawals was truly hell. Now i’ve been on suboxone for 8 years and it has truly saved my life.
@federalreservewolflegend3523 Жыл бұрын
But I have a Suboxone addict in my bunkhouse. TOTAL waste of lungs and life, but GETS that Suboxone. Will NEVER "pull out of it" even if he gets his brain back. Life is a bridge to jump off at this point.
@charliegarcia96 Жыл бұрын
Suboxone sucks I mind as well go back to H since u r still wasting urbread on that bs
@HexOmega3113 Жыл бұрын
You should probably stop taking the subs at some point. 8 years is a long time
@CapnWack Жыл бұрын
Should have said I'm an addict of 23 years
@amybaker5241 Жыл бұрын
Suboxone is just a replacement for addiction, one crutch to another. You can still abuse Suboxone. You need to deal with the issues behind why you take them and more than likely you have to hit rock bottom to come to this revelation that getting clean is worth it. I have one brother that is on Suboxone 10 years sober and one brother who died from an od, I also found it amusing when I was partying I was told by both brothers if I ever shot up id get my ass kicked. I never have had an addictive personality and enjoyed the psychedelics more.
@willdornan9929 Жыл бұрын
By far my favourite channel on KZfaq I’m so glad you’re back to making regular content on it.
@HappyHighwayman Жыл бұрын
I hate the shilling of crappy health supplements
@Typical.Anomaly Жыл бұрын
@@HappyHighwayman To be fair, his delivery is much better than that of Alex Jones.
@HappyHighwayman Жыл бұрын
@@Typical.Anomaly No doubt but even the good KZfaqrs shill crap products that I have doubts they themselves even use
@rosaria8384 Жыл бұрын
@@HappyHighwaymansame. I would rather see KZfaqrs cherry picking sponsors rather than selling out to mediocre or even scammy crap
@HappyHighwayman Жыл бұрын
@@rosaria8384 I don't think the products he picks are clear scams but most don't offer real value. Plus I see like 100 KZfaqrs pushing those cereals
@KILLERONROAD9 ай бұрын
I've been around a lot of drugs and have gotten pretty comfortable being around them. Seeing someone with a bag of meth or doing a line of coke doesn't phase me. I grew up with family that smoked crack on the regular. But fentanyl and tranq are absolutely terrifying to me. I don't wanna even be near that crap.
@carloszugzwang6267 Жыл бұрын
The FDA acting like they care about our safety 😂 I needed a good joke today
@kirbytaylor9122 Жыл бұрын
It’s a scary world we live in. The last gf I had passed away from a fentanyl overdose, still almost three years later I still sometimes break down and cry because she didn’t deserve to die so young. It’s so important to never take anything for granted because you never know when you’re gonna see someone for the last time.
@BethanySchwarz5678 Жыл бұрын
There is a xylazine reversal agent for animals, but because use is not legal for humans they can’t test the reversal drug in humans safely…
@Novastar.SaberCombat Жыл бұрын
Ironic, yes?
@santa1563 Жыл бұрын
9:17
@Santafehawks Жыл бұрын
The funny thing is that he says it has been 'tested' on dogs. I am a vet and every dog/cat/rabbit that we put under gets atipam to wake up. It works within minutes. Why not test it on these od's? What can happen? They die? I mean...
@llamasugar5478 Жыл бұрын
@@Santafehawks that’s what I was thinking.
@gowdsake7103 Жыл бұрын
Who would want too
@emmapeel816311 ай бұрын
Fentanyl was a Godsend for me. I quit heroin after 25+ years. even seasoned addicts died & the "high" sucks. it's just a blackout.
@LilBearZen2 ай бұрын
lol the stock footage of a drug addicted couple was amazing. I have never seen an addict’s kitchen look that clean. Even when they first move in, a layer of trash follows them on the floor.
@danc6882 Жыл бұрын
It's worth pointing out that relapse after detoxing is one of the most dangerous times for OD... people detox in treatment, or jail/prison... then their tolerance drops and when they take dose that would not have been a problem before they OD.
@CNChris_CN Жыл бұрын
Exactly… the only couple times I ODed was from a relapse after being 9 months clean and I thought I’d be safe snorting half bag of fent when before I was doing a bundle easy a day without even getting high off it. I’ve been extremely lucky in those situations but it’s really an eye opener how this shit is killing everyone. && I agree the biggest risk is that relapse after getting that clean time in. That’s the only reason I’ll push for suboxone treatment now when before I couldn’t see me trading one drug for another but honestly that’s probably the safest thing to do for the first couple or so years until you feel safe enough without it
@danc6882 Жыл бұрын
@@CNChris_CN Congratulations on your ongoing recovery! Yeah, Suboxone is a great tool to help add some safety, and give people time to build up healthy coping skills and resiliency. I understand the concern about trading one for another, but it's also very different using a medication as prescribed, in a therapeutic way, and using the same drug in an abusive way. Plus, it's totally possible to really slowly taper off of Suboxone. Congratulations again!
@CNChris_CN Жыл бұрын
@@danc6882 aww thanks for the congrats… I’ve only been going like 2 1/2 years so far but I did have those couple relapses in between that time. Thankfully I was on subs for almost a year and I never got any withdrawal from it which is crazy cause they had me on 8mg 3x daily. That was way too much so even tho they prescribed it that way I cut down to twice a day pretty quickly and then did once a day for many months towards the end. And I’ve been on methadone too but that shit was just as bad as dope. I remember being on it for like 5 months and they wouldn’t supply me with a weeks worth of meds when I went on vacation to Florida and when I got down there the clinic there couldn’t even get me anything until the last day when I was flying back. It was about instant withdrawal and I even spaced 1 bottle for like 3 days and I was still sick so of course I ended up getting back on dope while I was down there. I can’t tell u how many times I’ve detoxed, cold turkey, suboxone, methadone, kratom, inpatient, outpatient. I’ve done pretty much anything u can think of for years but now I’m in a good mental state and my depression cause that’s really what was my issue and u can’t get clean until u take care of those problems
@gefferystones281410 ай бұрын
I suffered the borderline disorder for over 25 years. With so much anxietyNot until I came across psilocybin mushrooms treatmentPsilocybin treatment actually saved my life honestly. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms
@lucyjoseph706210 ай бұрын
Microdosing helped me get out of the pit of my worst depressive episode, a three year long episodeenough to start working on my mental health
@RichardFisher-il5hc10 ай бұрын
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate itMany people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Germany. Really need
@michealdavid706610 ай бұрын
Dr.raymycolx is your guy. Best shrooms and psychedelics guy I know
@AsaTillby10 ай бұрын
they saved you from death bud, lets be honest here. and mushrooms are one of the most amazing things on this planet i wish people would all realize. they could solve a lot of problems, more than just mental treatments, environmental clean up; the possibilities are endless with fungus
@acostasantiago334010 ай бұрын
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
@lorihargrove1689 Жыл бұрын
It’s so scary and sad. My son overdosed on heroin, on my birthday and glad I called 911 right away and thank u Lord, he’s here today and clean. That is a mother’s worst nightmare. So happy he’s off drugs. He snorted it and never used a needle. They need to bust all these drug cartels,that ship it here to our children. We have to pray over our children, everyday. 🙏❤️❤️🌻
@juancarlosnegron2358 Жыл бұрын
Its not the cartels, it's the government. The war on drugs is a joke. The same ppl who claim they are fighting against the drug problem are the same ppl who are bringing it in. The profit margins are too high to completely eradicate the problem.
@edmoran869 Жыл бұрын
🙏
@ashndj23 Жыл бұрын
Our government is the drug cartel…no one is ready to talk about that.
@accuratebrickinnovations Жыл бұрын
I am very happy he is still alive. I encourage you to give him a LEGO set to celebrate life.
@margodphd Жыл бұрын
As long as there are buyers there will be sellers. Drug war needs to end and it's victims aren't only the users and their families,..
@mattdavison2849 ай бұрын
I’m so glad and fortunate I changed my life and addressed my addiction before this trash was all over the market. I’ve slipped up a few times over the last couple years. I used to spend every dollar I had on heroin, but now a relapse is using just one or two nights every few months. This stuff doesn’t even feel good, and just from doing like a gram of this stuff you break out bumps and blisters because this poison. I’ve seen people with the nastiest gangrenous limbs from this stuff. Heroin, meth, coke all that crap is for the birds. I’m so blessed I didn’t die before I was ready to change my life 🙏 please don’t make the same mistake I did, there is nothing cool or fun about being a drug addict..
@user-sj5tf4tk8c9 ай бұрын
My ex's sister died in her own home from fentanyl lased coc. Left behind two kids. I spoke to her for the first and last time 5 days before she died. She was a nice lady 💔
@aidanthecasual7723 Жыл бұрын
As someone who lives outside Philadelphia, walking through the neighborhood of Kensington is basically Tranq City even in broad daylight.
@wile-e-coyote8371 Жыл бұрын
I've seen footage of it. Absolutely insane!
@YTCensorshipFindTheCure Жыл бұрын
I was shocked the first time I saw videos of Kensington. Needles, trash, and zombies everywhere. There was a park with kids walking around with all of that stuff too. It would be tragic to grow up there.
@udowannun7780 Жыл бұрын
For those outside the US, street drug use and self-deletion have skyrocketed since the U.S. gov’t effectively forced primary physicians to cut patients off from their pain meds. Doctors went to the federal pen for what the feds determined was “overprescribing.” The docs are audited if their prescribing of schedule 4 drugs reaches some mark, and if you *are* prescribed an controlled substance of any variety, you better believe: you’re in a database now.
@richiehoyt8487 Жыл бұрын
Yeah, that's what we call "Closing the stable door after the horse has bolted"... Might have been better to have scrutinized Perdue Pharmaceuticals a little closer 15 or 20 years ago when it might have forestalled a lot of this sh1+! Still, about what you'd expect from a country that barges into other countries where they're not wanted, establishes an enormous civil service, police force etc, etc, staffed by locals, then decides the hippies were right all along and bale out, throwing all those loyal employees to the Commies/Taleban/etc... (Not that I'm 'down' on the USA particularly, it just so happens that America is the country under discussion... At least they don't talk up a policy of neutrality that leaves them dependent on their neighbours to shepherd their ex~pats to the airport in whatever part of the world it is where things are currently going to sh1+, or try to police her waters with a navy to rival that of Liechtenstein or Andorra...)
@prevost8686 Жыл бұрын
It was a wise move to limit PCPs from doling out opiates. That’s where the majority of people originally got addicted to opiates. They were essentially turning their PCP into their drug dealer. I knew a guy back in the late 90s who made his living from having numerous PCPs writing him scripts for Percocet. He was selling them to kids, housewives, and anyone who wanted them . Patients who have medical problems that can only be treated with opiates can be treated at pain clinics run by neurologists who give a strict accounting for their prescriptions. As a patient they also have to give an account of their personal lives by not having drugs that are not prescribed to them in their system. It’s become a necessity to separate the addicts from the ones who genuinely need the medication. I haven’t met one person with medical issues that require pain medication be turned away and resort to buying illegal drugs but I have met many who were clearly addicts who didn’t want to be accountable to a pain management doctor resort to other methods of getting opiates.
@HurpMuhGurp Жыл бұрын
Exactly what I've been saying the people around me, prohibition doesn't work and if anything the more we limit opiates from pharmacies, the more prevalent mystery opiates from clandestine labs and street corners become
@blackosprey2219 Жыл бұрын
I don't see how legitimizing corporate pill mills would help the situation. People would get addicted to the official stuff, be unable or unwilling to keep paying, and start looking for cheaper street drugs to get their fix. There's probably no real way to kill the demand for street alternatives in a way that matters. Unless the solution is to just hand out as much opiates to anyone who wants them for free, which will absolutely never happen for a number of reasons.
@udowannun7780 Жыл бұрын
@@HurpMuhGurp EXACTLY.
@Him_He_Me11 ай бұрын
lm so glad l didnt get addicted to drugs. RIP to all those who have lost their lives. My heart goes out to families and friends. 💜💜💜
@liveChef Жыл бұрын
It is sad that the root cause of many addictions stems from our helpless perception of what passes for society today. And our inability to change it.
@deniseroe5891 Жыл бұрын
I recently heard of this drug, a doctor was talking about it. I guess I am blessed that opioids have an adverse effect on me, so I am in no danger of knowingly ever taking this. The reason that people are self medicating needs to be looked at. I can’t imagine how hard quitting these powerful drugs is. My addictions are caffeine and nicotine, and trying to quit smoking is hard enough, but this pales in comparison to the withdrawal from these livestock tranquilizers.
@gregjames3001 Жыл бұрын
As far as nicotine withdrawal , treat it like starting - you didn't start all at once , try Not Quitting all at once , , , Also , just having an unlit cig in your hand can be relieving & you can stay inside & enjoy the gathering a little longer , , , AND don't quit quitting , , ,
@shroomyk Жыл бұрын
My friend recently decided to get clean in part because all the H on the streets is just fent and xylazine mixed. He said it didn't even feel good anymore due to the effects of the xylazine specifically. I hope anyone who is still currently using will please consider the dangers of xylazine and get help in getting clean. There are people who care about you, even if you think they have given up on you. There are better ways to deal with your problems, and you will be happier. I don't say this in judgement, but to give you hope. I will be praying and cheering for you on your healing journey.
@ix_aspect_xi8734 Жыл бұрын
What’s interesting, is looking at it from the dealers point of view, is that while these dealers do not care about the loss of human life, they should care about literally killing off their customers, and either all their customers will die, or they will be too scared to try it or will find help to quit. Would be interesting to see you make a video on one of your channels, possibly from the dealers POV?
@AngieCee1 Жыл бұрын
I was an opiate addict for over 10 years, so glad I got out of it at the start of the fentanyl introduction. And now all these other weird ass drugs coming out... Insane.
@UnicornsPoopRainbows Жыл бұрын
Simon&co do a great job of laying out the facts and not fearmongering. I wish the news would follow his example
@qty1315 Жыл бұрын
"THE FLESH-EATING DRUG!!" Yep. No fearmongering at all from Simon.
@neilwilson5785 Жыл бұрын
@@qty1315 But it does cause necrosis, so maybe fear is appropriate. And the naloxone doesn't even work.
@UnicornsPoopRainbows Жыл бұрын
@@qty1315I've had MRSA, which has been described as a flesh eating super bug and it can cause necrosis so...
@CleoHarperReturns Жыл бұрын
Was thinking the same damn thing. There's so much that media gets wrong about actual, real life drug use but Simon's inexhaustible research and complete lack of judgey commentary reach more people than any major news channel. They may reach more living rooms but Simon's presentations tend to stick with you.
@CleoHarperReturns Жыл бұрын
@@neilwilson5785 Fear is never an appropriate tactic in teaching. When have you ever met a drug user (including alcohol, caffeine and tobacco) where fear stopped them from doing anything? Otherwise everyone would have stopped smoking in the last century when it was discovered to cause cancer. Drug abuse is *always* the symptom of something worse, until it inevitably eclipses that something. Don't get me wrong; I love my caffeine and tobacco. And there were points in my life where I loved other far more dangerous things. Now, I love therapy and having a social support system. If I'd have had that in the first place there would have been a low probability of my having substance problems take away what I now hope is only a third of my life.
@fartypeepoopoo9436 Жыл бұрын
glad I quit heroin when I did years ago. I feel like every few years something newer, stronger, and far more addicting makes it to the streets and my heart just sinks. six years clean, healthiest ive ever been, and surrounded by family. I wish the best for everyone in addiction, seeking sobriety, or have been living sober lifestyles ❤
@ravendarling4227 Жыл бұрын
lost my cousin to a Fentanyl laced Heroin overdose in 2019 after she had already been using for 4+ years, overdosed + rehab multiple times the whole nine. it’s scares me to think about if she had found this.
@gurreg1524 Жыл бұрын
The advertising tho lmao, it was soo good that you had to cut it out before spitting it out😂
@meganrose5456 Жыл бұрын
This is so sad. I began my recovery from herion in 2016. I've seen so many people I love get involved and die since then. Of my original "friend" group, only a few are left . It took a huge event to get me out and it hurts to see so many others experiencing the cycle of use and impending doom that keeps them in. Another drug at lower cost plus judgement of family and medical professionals means the people who come after keep using another day. I live in North East US and I hope everyone sees people instead of users. The only way out is support and compassion.
@qwertydog9795 Жыл бұрын
I hate all these "christians" who call addicts broken light bulbs etc, I've seen those yt shorts. or they just see them as an opportunity to preach at or about.
@fetti_ Жыл бұрын
I’ll be 3 years sober in a couple days and I gotta say I’m extremely happy I got clean before I found tranq. I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t be here today with the way I used.
@momoha22210 ай бұрын
The stock footage at 6:00 is just so strange haha! Ive never a drug addict with such a beautiful clean and ordered home 😂
@Vexarax9 ай бұрын
lol depends on the drug :p back in the 90s my mum's friend got really overweight, so the friend's husband started sneaking speed into her coffee. She didn't know he was doing it, but suddenly her house was super tidy and she lost heaps of weight - couldn't stop cleaning lol. Sometimes I feel like I could use a little of that when my house is a mess, sigh. But I just have a beer instead :D (and no I don't condone slipping drugs in anyone's coffee of course. they were still together for years after she found out so I guess she didn't mind!)
@momoha2229 ай бұрын
@@Vexarax Yeah actually you have a very valid point, stranger! I absolutely agree that a moderate stimulants addiction can really help to keep a clean home haha! I retract my initial statement 😁
@jujuluvspears11 ай бұрын
Ive been a struggling addict for over ten years. Im in Springfield illinois and started seeing the videos on youtube. I started realizing how serious it was when the needle exchange program started handing out xylazine test strips. Out of curiousity i tested my shit and came out positive and went somewhere else positive as well. It occurred to me its in everything. My guy asked me if im ok and why i havent been by. I like my arms and legs thank u very much plus the last time i checked im not a horse and have no business doing horse medicine. I seen where if your screwed up theres nothing the hospital can give you and your very human body cannot piss it out. Your kidneys cannot filter the meds out. I made that final 50 bag last me 3 days and now on day 2 of nothing and so far im blessed to have methadone incase it gets severe. Im done really really done because this is as bad as it gets. Who had the bright idea to put horse medicine in the heroin is so stupid and reckless to save a dollar. I dont want to find out the consequences of xylazine. Tomorrow im gonna try cold turkey everything. I am strong and will beat this
@mattBLACKpunk Жыл бұрын
The worst thing is that it supposedly doesn't even produce any euphoria or other mood boosting effects You're literally dying for nothing
@Lemmon714_ Жыл бұрын
I had 320mcg of fentynal after surgery and all it did was prevent me from peeing. Zero euphoria. Dilaudid was absolute heaven
@wile-e-coyote8371 Жыл бұрын
Sounds boring. Like non- alcoholic beer, but with gangreen. 😮
@DamnDumbDuck Жыл бұрын
I'm so glad I was able to kick that addiction years ago!
@NickanM Жыл бұрын
CONGRATULATIONS! ❤😊🎉
@esteemedmortal5917 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations!
@BL_K9 Жыл бұрын
im happy for you. that shits hard. keep fighting
@timetravelkitty425 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations dude!!! Almost 4 years clean here, I got off the streets just in time to miss the tranq but I too had a ridiculous tolerance and fentanyl was just starting to be in most of the shit I was getting when I left nyc to detox. The first year is the hardest, your doing great! And I always wanted to get into helping addicts, so cool your putting your experience to good use!! god bless you man!!❤🙏 Also want to add that even tho I was clear about my drug history, they STILL tried to push fentanyl on me after my birth last year, it’s disgusting. The whole system is fucked. I never thought I’d get to be a mom though, so for that I’m thankful.
@madhatter2179 ай бұрын
I injected heroine everyday for 7 years from 1994 untill 2001 and it was extremely painful and very hard to get through the withdrawal I genuinely feel sorry for addicts these days, i can't even imagine how difficult it is with fentanol or tranc.
@jackmesrel4933 Жыл бұрын
How many of this zombifying drugs are out there, holy shit
@esteemedmortal5917 Жыл бұрын
This and krokodil
@krisfinley6706 Жыл бұрын
I know there's also benzo dope around but this stuff is way worse💀
@wile-e-coyote8371 Жыл бұрын
Too many.
@link2102 Жыл бұрын
There was also the 'Bath Salts' incident as well.
@Luke24160 Жыл бұрын
I live in Ohio where fentanyl has been huge since 2016 or so. I was an addict for 5 years straight and somehow never once overdosed. Sheer dumb luck. I just passed 18 months sober and I can’t even express in words how much better every aspect of my life is. With all this new stuff getting crazier and crazier I will never go back. I know deep down I used up all my luck and if I were to fall back into that life I would most certainly overdose.
@simonegacia442910 ай бұрын
I found out my sister was a user when she died and her toxicology report came back OD-tranque, fentanyl and meth. She was 62.
@flowerpower36189 ай бұрын
At 62? Are you sure she wasn’t murdered?
@simonegacia44299 ай бұрын
@@flowerpower3618 she was a grown ass adult and took a lot of chances. She knew what could happen and didn’t care.
@ididntagree Жыл бұрын
The recreated scene where hubby gets back from scoring! Lol
@GTB-yu2be Жыл бұрын
I love how he can talk about this stuff and not seem judgmental towards the people that do it
@christiandauz3742 Жыл бұрын
In the song Numbers, Rise Against says the line 'Holes that can never be filled' Trying to fill an empty void
@hitempguy Жыл бұрын
Lack of judgement is what has allowed drug use to explode
@christiandauz3742 Жыл бұрын
@@hitempguy Racism. Weed was banned in the 1930s thanks to Greed and Racism
@vodkawhisperer3923 Жыл бұрын
Actually its easy access that allowed it to explode
@christiandauz3742 Жыл бұрын
@@vodkawhisperer3923 Blame Reagan and the CIA They should have killed themselves, not Gary Webb
@johnrohloff8647 Жыл бұрын
I remember reading about tranq a few years ago and at that time it was referred to as crocodile because the rotting skin emulated the scaley skin of a crocodile
@mikehibbett33012 ай бұрын
You touched a lot of people with this video, thanks. It's an important conversation.