"it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts" this was deep

"The hardest thing about depression is that it's addictive. It begins to feel uncomfortable not to be depressed. You feel guilty for feeling happy."

"The loneliest people are the kindest, the saddest people smile the brightest, and the most damaged people are the wisest. All because they don't wish to see others suffer like they do." -Someone from KZfaq comments just spreading the words

This hits different on the last week of high-school and knowing you may never see some of your classmates again

The first time i fell in love with someone, i turned them down thinking to my self i could never be enough. Eventuality, they did ask me out, but i was not ready to love. I was too nieve. I responded with "wait for me". Eventually i did ask her out. She said yes. It felt as if my whole world was changed. We spent all our time together and it was pure bliss. We were happy. And yet, after years, she caught a glimps of another guy. And left me. Its hard to think that this person would ask someone out, make them feel love and happiness for the first time, but can take it away in the snap of their fingers. Now that i have experienced what love is, and how it feels, i want it more, but knowing the pain that i can come from it makes me reluctant to ever love again. Just by the fear of that pain. Maybe im not meant to love. Maybe i never will again. Even tho i say so much about not loving, i would still go through my experiences with her again, just for that smile. To me, that's what love is. Thx for reading this. Dont forget to enjoy everything while its still with u.

I know I said I wouldn't be uploading any copyrighted playlists but this one right here means a lot to you guys ♥♥

"Diane, do you ever look up at the stars and feel like they're tiny holes in the sky sucking out all the oxygen and suddenly you can't breathe because you're thinking about how small you are and how meaningless it all really is."

Most of you talk about the sadness of losing someone. But who do you miss if who you lost is yourself and who you were back in times that are just not coming back

last week of high school and finally being free of all those people who harmed you for the last 12 years huh... feels freeing

I'm sorry we left off so sour, but having the time spent with you was amazing, and I thank you.

You are the man for giving us this. You will be remembered. Context for those who don't know: The audio failed on the original upload but our TUHS was a real on and reuploaded for us.

everyone talking about how their lives are but what about the guy that uploaded this playlist..?

my grandpa died 3 hours ago. i really wish i got to know him better i feel like i missed out on every chance i had to be with him. at least i got to say goodbye…

felt weird not seeing this playlist in my main page

I don‘t even speak English but this playlist make me cry... thank you

Just so everyone knows it’s ok if you cry even if we don’t know you we are here for you

I fell in love with someone for the first time, and that was all it took for me to never love again. Her sighs of relief as I lied to her about my feelings, while her friends surrounded her, also felt relieved.

When i read "your last time together"... Damn, I miss her (best friend, friendship ended)

i dont know if anyone will read this but im turning 18 in a few months and i feel like ive never truly felt happy in ages and nothing is like it is before. i keep looking back at when i was 10-13 and everything was so simple back then. now im all alone, even though i have friends and family i feel so completely alone and im scared to open up, i dont want to get attached to anyone, im so scared to love but at the same time i cant take it anymore. i met someone online a few days ago and we hit it off really quickly and got comfortable and i thought i could take it if we were to stop talking because ive mastered being detached but the second they stop talking to me and it seems like its over im back to feeling that awful loneliness again and idk what to do. i guess i accidentally got emotionally attached too quickly? and maybe caught feelings though i dont wanna admit it to myself?? well, anyway, life is so shit, i dont know what even keeps me going, nothing makes me happy anymore, i feel like im on my last damn straw right now and idek what to do

To be honest my bestfriend just texted me 10 minutes ago and said : hey... I'm going to another city for the next three years and when I'll come back I'll probably won't find you ( I'm 14 btw so I can't go to her visit her or do anything). And I started crying from that time and I'm still tho while I'm writing and now my whole family is starting judging me because I'm crying for my bestfriend that I've known her for the past 11years... I know some of you will judge me cause I'm just 14 and you'll think that I'm doing it just for likes and to get some attention but my bestfriend was really my only family my whole family hates me from the bottom to the top and she was my only safe place.

One time in my life i wasn't thinking that im happy (everything is find, my career is not over, i have no problem, a lot of hope )until now i realize it was the last time......

I would never have expected I would met my most attached friend group at a random game back when I was twelve... Now seeing it now.. I was so lucky we decided to keep contact on discord... And of all of them there is him, the one since the moment we met, we didn't stop taking to each other and getting along among our stupid crap we said at those times.. the reason why we clicked... We were more alike than we thought, we were two kids who just got out of school due problems and were neurodivergent and lonely who never had th chance to have irl friends. He brought me so much laughs, memories and feeling of belonging through all of my adolescence, I would have never found things I nowadays like if it wasn't from him. He encouraged me to be better.. Despite few fights there and there I always had that role of keeping the group together.. I was the heart of the group, he was the soul of it. For me, he became more than friend, he became a brother. To slowly realize as we grow up his reality.. I.. everything fell down. Physically, emotionally abused, shit hole of family and things I prefer not to say. His mental health was already bad when I met him and at the moment everyone reached our 20s and started their own lives. Most of the time it was just me and him on the chat... He became suicidal and severely depressed. No matter how much I tried to do something to help him, it wouldn't be enough, he needed irl asap. But we were thousands of kilometers apart.. I can't do nothing.. He had breakdowns every now and then, but even so we still did the things we always did together all along.. He wishes he never has been born, that he only brings bad stuff and he's the reason ot why I am emotionally worse now... He says I should regret meeting him.. it "would" have been better at the same time he says I'm the only person who never has betrayed him .... It hurts a lot....... My biggest wish would be able to met him , get him off that hellscape , run together.. somewhere else where we can be our true selves and finally be free as brothers ... But only I can day dream To this time he's still alive.. but sometimes I can't avoid thinking everyday this could be our last time together.... I don't want to be alone anymore

05/18 i didn't know it was our last time last time together, holding hands i didn't realize, nor notice that quiet, light change in how you said my name before i knew it was the end before i knew your love has died and died the happiness, my heart

My grandma Diane just passed an hour ago, that intro got me… Love you grandma! ❤

i know everyone has their own stories here i'm gonna just release my thoughts. there was a girl in my uni but i'm planning to moving on so im gonna drop out that uni, which means l will probably never meet them again like never. it was exactly 4 months before my last day at uni, when l started to feel something towards her. but i knew it will never work and l was scared to approach her seeing her attitude which is silent, introvert, barely talks with anyone, specially those face expressions. anyone could think that she is a high headed one but you will see that slight upside down shy smile only if you notice every single little thing like how kind, pure and beautiful she looks when she smiles. and l remember how l used to look at the lecture hall door till she appears and that fast heart beating l get like l'm having a heart attack, like when everything around you disappear but only her, sometimes that 1 second eye contact we hold, that feeling like i'm drowning in water and my only saviour is her, the tightness in my throat, heart, whole body, everything is now over. it's been a week since i dropped that uni and l still have dreams of her, waking up with tears. l don't even know her name, age, where she is from. most of our batch mates do not know anything about her since she does not talk with anyone and even l did not try harder knowing that this will only wound myself but who am l to kidding. and l was scared this is the first time l felt something strong for someone. for all this time i was someone who did not chase love or believe in love and l still do not know whether this is just a mere feeling or not. those silly thoughts i got when over shoulders brush at elevator one day. how i compared our height difference.how l thought me and her whenever l see a cute couple being lovely. even just holding hands, l wanted to feel it with her. hug her tightly so she can not run away. but everything is over now. l will not ever see her again( also thanks to my great friends whom i can not even open up. so yeah) hope l will never get feelings like this.

3rd time watching. there is a deep sadness in my heart which i can physically feel. i can feel my lungs losing will. i dont know why i am sad, only that i am.

You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment 0.00001% Wonder what it is? You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare, Remember this one thing, Everything that happens is in God's plan, All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god, The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life, Don't end your life, Even though you feel nobody loves you, Some people do including me and everyone in the comments, If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you, God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful. I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through, Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world, and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily

We had so much fun together, he was my everything, but whenever we were on distance, we were fighting about silliest things, but they didn’t make me love him less, no. 3 weeks before I supposed to fly to him, he said I was too much for him and what he feels is not enough to continue our relationship. Still I feel like everything has no point in this life without him. Our last time together was so heartwarming and loving moment. I cannot love anyone else in this world, he’s the only one. And I hope he’ll have a wonderful life. The one who made this playlist, thank you, you make me feel better. Love is a gift Thank you❤️

i love this channel, community, and playlists so much. in fact, i always come back to listen to your playlists every now and then!

❤❤ love this when I tried to listen to this song yesterday I was surprised that this song was not playing but now it's soothing my heart a lot

Thinking back to my high school days really hits me hard every time, yes there are those that i hate or dislike, but even so i do miss all of them, even the girl i liked, even though it doesnt matter because i have moved on and met my partner, hanging out with the boys, the gang, and the girls too, but what hits the most is that we wont ever smile and laugh as hard as then anymore, the memories every time i listen to these playlist just surges back and makes me damn emotional. Still, im happy with my life now , and will bring forward all of the memories with me. Its not much, but to whom has read until this point, i wish you all the best in striving to become a better version of yourself. The memories will be with you forever, but making new ones with new people and your loved ones will always show you that its worth living in this world.

Bro when i read this one you did (I didn't know this is our last day together) this is my last year leaving school bro😢😔 Man I will miss my friends. Damn the days goes fast huh😔😥🥺

last year of middle school. I swore I hated everyone and I wouldn’t miss them, but here I am

I never thought it would be the last time with her. Also thank you for this playlist 💗

i think i may do it tonight. this is a very good playlist and i think today is going to be the last time that i would've spoken to them. to all of them. if things go my way ill be gone in the morning

thanks for re-uploading. this playlist is great.

What do you do when everything feels pointless? Like things are not bad but you see no more value from anything and the only comfort left comes from staying trapped in your own personal space. Like I see people do things like it's natural, like when they laugh with kids but for me it's not natural at all. I don't know, feels like I'm stuck everywhere, in my life, in my mind, in my soul. I tried to get help many times in different ways and it either was of no help or made things worse. I can't remember the last time I was genuinely happy or excited for something.

“To love deeply is to risk the pain of loss, but it is the only way to truly live.”

I enjoy this playlist a lot, I’m sure we all appreciate you reuploading this 🙏

For anyone reading this, you truly are an amazing person with so much potential and so much heart. The love that you hold in that heart seeps through the cracks in your soul. You need to use that love to repair those cracks. Love yourself. Love yourself for who you truly are. How are you meant to love another without knowing how to love yourself? I believe in you, you can do it, and until you can love yourself, I will love you. As long as I breathe, you will be loved.

it's so cruel to let people love you, all you're doing is promising you'll one day break their hearts

all you`re doing is promising you`ll one day breaking their hearts" hits hard

my last year at high school everyone will go on their own way ... i wish my friends don't get changed

I think, when everyone of us read the title, it remind us the one person that meant world to us…I lost her, friend, person i loved, someone who stayed with me until 4am awake…

I think one of the most messed up feelings is wanting to be happy, being able to smile, laugh, and feel love but know it doesnt last long or forever or you cant pretend to be someone your not so others will love a versio of you. That its always been a "rush" to be cared about, be told wow your handsome today or jnlove hearing you sing to yourself, and when you find people who give that rush in your life to have them disappear because your an overthinker, over worried, over caring, over sharing, overwhelmed, let people walk all over you rather than hurt someone else and be a monster..or just over it all in general. Messed up that the people we really need in ournlives are right here in the comments behind screens, lord knows how far apart. Yet so close. Im broken so bad the dust cries for mercy yet ill still try to hold yalls pieces together best i can😅🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲

It hits hurt when u can relate to it..

Thank you for this… listening to this playlist and reading the comments makes me think about all of my friends I’ve lost on the journey- and how much I’m scared of losing the ones I have right now. For Catherine: You were my best friend, until you weren’t. I’m sorry my mom was strict. For Camron: Every second I knew you made me laugh. I’m sorry you moved. For Ava: All the words you wrote in the note saved my life again and again. I’m sorry we only knew each other for a week. For Sienna: You love me, and I love you. I’m sorry we’re so far apart. Thank you for a safe space to put this… I wish I had places like this everywhere. Thank you for this playlist.

Thank you for re-upload I need this still 😢

My boyfriend broke up with me two days after our date and i had no idea it was our last time together. I would have cherished it more.😢

this playlist calms my agitated soul so much , thanks

Love to put this as background music while I’m working, its so relaxing

omg! i was trying to play this playlist that i had saved and i was so confused that it wasnt playing, i'm glad its back up!

My favourite playlist right now..💙

In 6th grade, there was a very smart girl in my class. We had a peculiar game during art classes where I called her Christopher, and she called me Bernadette-Jacqueline. One day, I found a love note signed Christopher in my locker. At that time, I didn't find this girl very attractive, and I didn't know her well, so I rejected her declaration. Time passed, and we lost touch until the end of my 8th grade year. I became friends with another girl, who had a crush on me, even though she was in a relationship (I know it’s really weird). During the summer vacation, the girl I was friends with gave my number to one of her friends to ask if I had feelings for her. To my surprise, the friend who contacted me was the girl I spoke with in 6th grade. From that moment, this girl and I reconnected, and we quickly became best friends, talking for hours every day. In the middle of 9th grade, she confessed her feelings for me again through a message. I was surprised and a bit conflicted because I had some feelings for her too. Unfortunately, I was afraid that dating would ruin our strong bond, so I refused her again. Despite this, we continued to talk as if nothing had happened, and our friendship remained strong. When high school started, this girl and I went to different schools. We stayed in touch, talking regularly and meeting up often. At the end of our first year of high school, we attended a party at an old friend's house. During the party, that girl and I were very close, but I didn't realize she still had feelings for me. I later found out that she did, and by the time I confessed my feelings to her, it was too late. Over the following year, we gradually lost contact. She took longer to reply to my messages, and eventually, she stopped reaching out altogether. I was frustrated, so I decided to stop contacting her as well, hoping I could move on. However, I thought about her every day, longing for a message from her. Recently, she reached out to ask how I was doing, and we decided to meet for a drink. I was really happy because I thought our friendship was going to return to the way it was before. During our conversation, she shared that she had been through many difficulties in her life. I told her that I had been struggling too, mainly because of how she had suddenly abandoned me. When we saw each other again I realized that I was still in love with her. Later, I sent her a message explaining my feelings. In this message, I told her how much I loved everything about her. I expressed how much her presence had meant to me and how much it hurt to feel like I was losing her. She replied, thanking me for my kind words and apologizing for her behavior over the past two years. She acknowledged that she had treated me poorly and expressed regret that I had spent so much time loving her without her being able to reciprocate those feelings. She hoped that one day we could regain our friendship but admitted that, for now, we were too different. Since then, I've been really sad and alone because this time I think I really lost the person dearest to me, the one who mattered most in my life, the one who made me feel less alone. I deeply regret not seizing my chance with this perfect girl for me. I just feel like I fucked up my life. Thanks for taking the time to read this.

This playlist is tooo goood. Have to make some AMV's out of them!

This is peaceful and sad at the same time, bringing the happy, funny and saddest moments you have with your loved ones really digs deep as we grow older cherish the time you have. p.s love the playlist :)

i usually moved group of friends to group of friends but now i realised ive left a lot of people alone, stranded i finally found some friends that fit me that are like me but im still not letting those other ones go the nick names they gave me from giving them a juicebox i hoppe my old friends are ok and we can still be bros - keep running because if you stop you might fall

This playlist makes me feel like I'm in heaven

Gracias a dios me aparecio el resubido, no me hubiera gustado perder esta hermosa playlist.

finallly i can be vibing this sad night again

my favorite play list

piano + violin = supreme

'' Maybe together but not for ever'' saddest thing i've ever heard...

such a great playlist thankyou

we had so much fun. i thought he would be the one. then he jus disappeared. by dissapear i mean he said he was going to be gone for a few days and hasnt come back..

i really love her, to the point that i wish i never met her at all :

Your best friend having a crush on your lover😊your bestfriend taking your girl out on a date😊her acting to you as she loves you😊her growing feelings in your heart😊her rejecting you(before being with my friend)😊 her going not liking me cause I'm a president😊her uploading posts to make you jealous 😊your friend asking what he should gift her😊her liking it without knowing it's your idea😊and finally your friend asking you to attend their marriage 😊god please hug me I'm hiding my pain but even if i express a drop from my ocean they always complaing and make fun of me i just want to smile from inside this fake smile kills me

For anyone curious. The picture is from "I want to eat your pancreas." It is a beautifully written, though painful anime. 10 out of 10 recommend. That said, amazing playlist, my guy.

wooow, thanks a lot

This is so good considering she left, kinda comforting

TUHS tbh you are the best channel ever I saw you reply to a lot comment and it is so appreciate of you man hope you have a good day ! :3

Saying goodbye to my childhood friends soon.. Graduation is by the end of May, i can sense all the memories burning away slowly as time goes on.

Hello I'm soooo stressed about school I have the bac exam and it's really hard in Morocco where I live so i do lot of housework and this playlist helped me to feel what i needed to

When i read "your last time together"... Damn, I miss him!!!

I just left my old school and my country I'm now leaving in another country permanently and I spent my whole life dedicated to that school I was on top of my class I have a billboard of me was in the student council and one of the role models and it's sad that I had to leave everything behind and there's no way I can go back but I'm happy with the memories I made there😊

There is a way , am feeling low and listen to this , it takes me really low , but after , u fee energized and ready to keep pushing on , ,

Thank you for this playist I dont feel well but when I watch this video I feel beter TYSM 🌟

That background image! 😣 I dont know, but im getting a feeling that i never felt, who made that 🛐

Épic play list

This hit me in places that really hurt

why does my life always have to feel bottomless loneliness🥲

I moved on from the place where i used to live since my 13,i mean.. 4 years ago or something like that,i left all my friends there,included my friend group,my best friend. I thought i would be happier here cause i always felt outcast when we all attend do something,not same for bestie i will explain after this. I love my friend group really too much,even now,i didnt got proper friends since my primary school cause everyone treated me like.. i am not there,i am here for just mins,like i am the light on background and nothing else. It was first time when i felt myself accepted in a group in a public of peoples in my class. I met with my bestie at 8th grade and i will never regret for it,the only shame.. i realized too late she is changed when we stopped going cram school together after LGS exam for our highschool,then i realized how the highschool changed the Tenshi (Its the nickname i gave to her) but not me,i was always same and i hate it,i hate how i cant keep up with news,i hate when i cant keep up with things,i always hated cause it makes me throw back up at background and i was start to get sick of it. At the end like i said,i felt like.. i dont have friends,i just know plenty peoples that i call my friend but i am not their friend like i see them in my 'friend' title,like they never cared,never missed me even i moved on from there to another city.. I just talk to them in some simple weeks after i move on.. then they stopped typing,i know they have their own lives to live on too,but it hurts when they gave simple answers,not conversations like before which starting from plenty words,like they.. ignoring me. Like i said,i felt a bit relief cause i thought here would be more good. But no,here is worse than the city i move on from. I dont have any friends as i've been going to another school here in 2 months,i tried to get used to peoples here but i got into some little arguements and fights,and i realized. The circle is keep going,keep turning me around my life and realize how i bring myself back to my primary school. I am a student in a highschool and i just wanted real friends who cared for me and i cared for them,i just wanted a real bond of friends. Not a fake friend group who everyone gossipping behind each others back and not a bestie i cant keep up,but it wasnt her fault tho.. peoples could change i understand,i hope i could do it too. What a shame i start to lose my hope.

"Günlerdir hissettiğim bu şey ben yarım mı kaldım.." 🖤

Thank you man, I love you

Tbh sometimes i feel like no one loves me but sometime just sometimes i feel loved but its rare, it feel like i dont deserve love but i dont know why it never feels like im good enough

Thank you for this wonderful playlist bro, I really need this right now.

maybe this is our last time together, I felt sad, I don't know but for her I'm just a boy that can't appreciate her, but in fact I did everything all my best, just to keep her mine but now everything was gone hope she's doing well, without me.

the last time i saw her i never once thought that it would or could be the last time, she was my crush and i still love her and the last time i saw her i ignored her because i was petty, i just wanted her attention and to talk to me but she clearly didn't want to talk to me (i didn't realize back then) and she couldn't even be honest to me about it, she's blocked me on 2 different messaging platforms and i'm never gonna see or talk to her every again, listening to this made my heart ache for her (like other things) but a bit more painful

Still miss her

Just got my heart kinda broken lol. This playlist kinda expresses how i feel rn.

This playlist is so beutiful🥰🥰

"I'm writing from a translator" Thanks to the Author for this playlist) I added everything that was in my playlist, there will be something to listen to in the summer evening looking at the sunset)💙

i need to learn how to forget him i really need...

thank you

I loved him so much that i could not realize that he used me for his physical satisfaction . am i that useless

❤Thanks It’s good to know there’s a lot like us 🥰

Is there a Spotify playlist for this its really good also this was uploaded on my birthday 😂

i'm crying ... no reason ...

Waiting for more of this👍❤

Yes!! Thank you!