Losing Nichole hurt , bad , we sincerely hope Chet can begin a new life, its time , god be with you all

My wife just passed away from lukiemia ! She battled it with gods will , 18 years she bravely raised 3 good children and worked everyday right up until her last week! We will never get over this but we will move forward! She was 42 and I thank god for her and the time I had with her!

I know well about the unanswered prayers prayed every day and night for my mom but she still died and I was lost for over two years most of that time I don't even remember, and one day there I was with a great woman of faith and she let me talk and she and her family started praying for me not long after that I got up one morning and walked into her church I am better now, and have to belive she is in a better place with Jesus, God bless you, Amy and Doug and your son Chect, family there is strenght in your union with Jesus

Tears are the price we pay for love ,Blessings GAJ U K .

Thanks for sharing this testimony!! Our preacher shared a message recently speaking on this subject. He made a statement that has stuck with me. Sometimes God takes the cancer out of the person, but there’s other times that he takes the person out of the cancer! God always answers prayer, we just don’t always understand his answer but he knows what’s best!!!!

You and Doug have raised a pretty awesome kid, Chet is a stand up guy, I lost my love to a brain aneurysm almost 5 years ago and its really hard to deal with on my own, Chet is on camera dealing, cuddos to you all for being an awesome family

so right about expectations .... grieving is about self, the hole that is left in our lives, it is not about the person that has passed, it is about those left behind how they handle it. Be happy for the person that passed that they are not suffering, sure that is not ideal. Those that have passed would be horrified that their passing is a burden on your life, they would want you to get on with it. It is all choices. ... thx for sharing ... as always .. never stop dreaming, just dream bigger .. have fun be safe, save our oceans ....

Thank you for sharing from the heart. Everyone greives in their own way. Yes, the Lord is faithful.

Amy, I was one of the ones who hadn’t prayed in a looooooong time, but I prayed for Nicole’s healing. When she passed, I was angry at the loss, but not at her journey, because it was her journey that finally woke me up. The purpose of her passing had so many sides - more than we can ever calculate. But one of those sides was that I started believing again. And for those who know me, that’s no small feat. Thank you, God, for Nicole. Thank you for the Millers who raised and loved her, and for the Larsons who loved her. And for Chet because he’s Chet. And for Toby because he makes us smile in this often too terrible world.

When I lost my wife to cancer the verse that always came to mind was Proverbs 3:5, Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.

so thankful for your post. God is always there and your testimony was a reminder of that. God us.

Thus is the most amazing heart felt Larson Farms Video ever Amy. I live in Australia, am a farmers son, am not religious, but have watched pretty much all of Chet and Nicole's videos because they are entertaining. When Nicole passed it felt like I had lost a dear friend even though I had never met her.. I am comforted by the fact that she is remembered, and obviously still in people's hearts. Thankyou for sharing, and if you did that in one take you are a stronger person than I. Kudos ....

Amy Over the last 3 years grief has been part of my life. The COVID issues that brought back memories of abuse I suffered in my past, dealing with trying to work through depression and anxiety issues, and just 6 weeks ago losing my dad suddenly and no warning. I asked God to help me to keep my house, to find a job that I loved but it seems like he keeps testing me and throwing bumps in my road. I know unanswered prayers are there because something better is out there but right now I could use some good news from God.

Very well said. That is the hope we have we have excepted Christ our savior.

Dougo did well! Has a awesome Amy who’s a GODLY lady, loves her family and isn’t afraid to show her faith in GOD! Yes, I may be a man, but I followed Ms Amy for inspiration! Thank you!

There is a picture you describe is one that I have come to appreciate and even cherish these past few years. Can we for any moment understand and appreciate what it is to come face to face with our Savior. Just try to imagine the joy inexpressible that we will know at that moment and then let that temper our disappointment in our loved ones passing. It really can frame our grief in a different light.

Amy we are human and in knowing that we all need to understand that we control nothing and yet we want to control everything. We wake up and go to sleep and what happens in between just happens. There is good and bad. God will decide when our time is up. In the meantime we pray that we have a good day.

I'm from Kansas and we traveled to Alexandria to see her relatives last year. Her relative works at Tastefully Simple Inc and I thing she said Stoney works there to. I followed Nichol troubles for almost a year we put her on the prayer list and weekly our group asked that she be healed but your right that didnt work out the way we hoped. I had some time to kill and decided to drive out to the Appleton Cemetery to pay my respects to Nichol I found her grave and said my prayers that she has eternal happiness. I hope you find closure it takes time you seem like a very nice caring person.

Thank you amy forthe so kind words. Youre the sun that just pokes up in the am looking to happy and proud. Youg lady you are a great person just like the rest of your family. Thank you for the heart to heart.

i miss nichole too. and boy did this vid make me start thinkin of my dad, whome i think of and miss every day. since june of 2013. im a recovering alcoholic/ addict and i was fortunate enough to have my dads last 10 years on this earth with a sober and clean son. im glad i had that too.

Amy thanks for sharing your experience and thoughts on the grief journey. It’s been 3plus years since my wife passed and I still miss her so much! She battled brain tumors for over 9 years. I know I will see her again but until then I really miss her, we were married 45 years. My heart goes out to your family and I’ll pray God to bring healing to you all. Thanks too for sharing your faith, God bless!

Amy, thank you so much for taking the courage to address this. You are such an inspiration and such truth. I haven't thought of it that way. God just answered it differently. Not like we want all the times but He knows best. Thank you Jesus for your wisdom and freedom when you have a personal relationship with Him.

God works in mysterious ways his ways are not our ways Amy I just found your channel. You are an awesome person and Nichole was Awesome as well . I know all of y’all still miss her greatly Your explanation of unanswered prayers is outstanding Thank you for sharing with all of us something so personal You and Dougo have definitely done a good job raising your family May God bless you and your family in all that you do ❤🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

I’m glad I found the Larson KZfaq channels. Good people.

Thank you Amy! I'm still praying for your family. Also, regarding the storm damage. Come again soon Lord Jesus.

I watch Chet’s videos regularly and enjoy watching your farming videos. I really appreciate you posting this video & sharing your experience grieving the loss of Nicole. Don’t give up on God. Hang on to Him. He’s our only Savior from this sinful world. God bless you.

I am late to this video, haven't checked CaringBridge for awhile. The only reason I went to it today was because I learned of a former co-worker recently diagnosed with a brain tumor and he started updates in CaringBridge. While there, I checked Nicole's site and learned of this video. Amy and family....know you are still in my thoughts and prayers. I am happy you did this video because your faith still sustains you and the family, on good and bad days. Death is emotional, survivors must deal with grief for however long they need to. After my stepdad passed, I told my mom, "never let anyone tell you how long to grieve. It's your journey, you take however long you need to grieve a loved one's death." I will say the same to you. We love you and always wish the best for your family. I hope you do more videos to vent, explain, teach and witness to the Glory of God! Take care and God Bless you all!

Charles Stanley always tells us to keep a prayer journal. When you do, it provides a way to look back over time and show how the Lord has answered your prayers. Like you said, it probably won't always be the way WE expect God to answer but in time we can look back at how He is always with us. God bless you, Doug and Chet.

Man Mrs. Larson. You are a wise lady. I have enjoyed your family and appreciate you sharing your wisdom and faith perspective. Well said Mrs. Larson. John from South Dakota.

If we look at our world and what it has become instead GOD maybe we should look at ourselves and adhere more to the TEN COMMANDMENTS and make our leaders more accountable. MAY SHE rest in everlasting peace and COLE have a great life in the future. My sympathy to all of everyone who shared in HER LIFE

My wife of 20 years passed away from cancer @ home & in my arms. I still grieve everyday. I can’t get passed this. I can’t move on to another love the way I loved her. The pain is REAL & doesn’t go away. I couldn’t fight her battle for her. I have remarried but it’s not the same love I had. Grief is real & everlasting

In 2005 I lost my mom to an aggressive lung cancer. It was 9 months from diagnosis till she passed. She was the glue that kept our family together. I remember praying and praying that God would heal her, but he had other plans. She was well know in our community, there had to have been over 400 people at her funeral. 2 years after her death 50 people that were at her service said yes to Jesus and were baptized. My mom planted the seed but it was time for God to reap the harvest. Gods plan is always better then our no matter how we see it.

Thanks, you said it right, grieve of expectations.

I’m from Mississippi love watching your son channel love Doug O he make my day .God Bless y’all

Thank you for that Amy , your right the Lord will answer , just not the way you want at times . God Bless to you and your family

I had no idea you had this channel. It was Nicole's channel that led me to a farming channel I had zero interest in but watch every single video for the past two years. I never thought that I would ever be touched so much by a family that I'll likely never meet. I feel your message is right on and you need to share it with everyone. I'll surely share this as well.

My Prayer for you and the family “But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint." "Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus."

Nicole was definitely GOLD! Miss her bubbly outlook. Hope the wind didn't get y'all too bad

well said i pray everyday , i recently went on dialysis and i did not give up and i pray and thank him everyday for everything i have Amen , dont give up everyone even though things in your life are hard he still wakes you up because you and i have things to still do on this earth , thank you for the message have a blessed day

I prayed for a long time for what i wanted. Then one night as i prayed it hit me . I should be praying for Gods will. So i said God you know what i want and if that is what you want for me great .If not please help me accept it . I did not get what i wanted . I'm older now and I have no doubt he was protecting me from years of misery. I agree all prayers are answered.

Amy, your smile is always inspiring. I have followed Larson Farms since day 1 and feel like you are all family. With all the godless content on YT, I was so glad to see fellow Christians making wholesome content. I cried for Nicole and all of you, and I prayed for you all every day. I lost my older brother to cancer 5 years ago, but I know he is free now with his Lord and Savior. You are all wonderful people and your Faith will carry you through. God bless you all and thank you for sharing with us. I'm 67, retired cop, and I grieve my youth, too. Prayers continue.

I did a sermon years ago, The unanswered prayer. Several in attendance Questioned that. When Christ prayed to His Father as He faced the cross and His Father didn't spare Him, He knew that was the plan but He didn't want to face it. Now we all rejoice that He did face death and resurrection for us.

Amy I think it is a good thing you shared with us today. God Bless you and your family and we know Nicole is with Jesus.

U said it all / about prayer 💫💫💫

Thanks for Sharing, you are so correct, praying 🙏 is a testimony of faith.

I have heard it said that God answers all prayers, either Yes, No or I've got a better plan. I too lost my first wife to cancer and the grief was horrible. After realizing that she too had been healed and in a much better place I was finally able to move on with life. I prayed for Nicole and your family and was disappointed that God chose to take her. I pray for Chet because I understand the emptiness in his life having gone thorough that also. God is not finished with him yet. Love you and your family.

Wow!!! Thank you for sharing your faith!!!!!!! The best video I have seen in a long time🙂👍

Amy this video took so much courage to make. Thank you for your strength not only to make this but for strength of your faith. Will always pray for you and your family and your farm family. It takes a lot to share ones personal fath journey. Take care of yourself an Dougo

amy i understand i prayed and begged for my mam and dad who both i had cancer to heal them but he took them both i see the blessing in the fact the in no more pain so im gratful for that il seam them again later but my thaughts are with you and the family the hurt dusent go away but the understanding eases the pain you are all in my prayers from here in the uk

You are such a sweet pretty lady. I love DougO and Chet and I also loved Nikki. Great video. Please keep them videos coming.

Amy this is the first blog I have seen of yours, I follow Chet's regularly. We pray the Lord will give you peace.

Praying 🙏 for your family during these trying times. Never stop talking to God🙏 GOD IS GOOD 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

Ms Larson I do understand how it could be so Easley said your prayers of your family to hope and pray that Nicole will be healed. And yet she passed and we are the ones left to go to her and to deal with the loss and all the expectations as you said of what your son and Nicole were building in their own life and sometime have a family. But I am very proud that large and family stuck together to work out the pain in grieving which won’t go away in time soon but all of you have friends and family members and as well as Nicole‘s family working with him through the grieving process because our faith believes that Nicole is in the best place she’s looking down and staying what’s wrong with you fools I’ve got it made but we are the ones left here to moan and groan in and wish that the pain go away because of missed expectations. So Miss Larson I think and I enjoyed your little KZfaq of an answered prayers. Dr. McDaniel

God is good - always.

Amy Thank You for your thoughts I really enjoyed what you said gave me chance to look at things differently. 11 years ago I lost my Grandson he died in my arms and at first I was mad but have learned to go on but it was the hardest thing I have had to get over. I follow the Larson Farms channel I come a Farm Background. So very Sad for your loss of your Daughter in law. Always be safe and Go forward.

Thank you for sharing. God healed my Mom the same way he healed Nicole. Everything you said I’ve felt.

Thanks Amy in grieving over losing my wife over 3 years ago I learned I am selfish I'm sure she is in. a better place so much of the grieving is feeling sorry for myself I've lost a big chunk of my heart and it still hurts everyday and it should or you never truly loved that person Thanks again for you're kind words ❤

God bless you and your family! And I hope the farm has a prosperous year good crops Rob Robinson

I met Chet and Nicole out in Utah in a Truckstop,as they were on their way to California. They were both so kind... I think back to that day and how lucky i was....makes me smile. You raised a heck of a Son and your family is something to be very proud of. Thank you all for sharing your lives with us....

I’ve lost a lot of family and friends over the years to cancer my wife in 1999 and my mom in 2003 along with 8 other family members in 2003 so I thought for a long time I had did something wrong to our good lord or him to punish me taking all my family members away in one yr it’s was a very hard thing to swallow and I’ve been a believer in the Lord my whole life I was raised that way but then I finally came to realize that he was just taking his children home where they didn’t have no pain or worries in the world I watch all y’all’s shows and still go back and watch hers god bless your whole family and my deepest sympathies for Chet I hoping one day I get a chance to meet all of y’all and I’m glad he’s found happiness again it’s a hard thing to do I’m still trying amen

What a powerful message, Amy. Thanks for this. We've had a horrible 2021. Lost our 22 YO Daughter. And both of our Fathers. This really hits home for us. Thanks again!

Amy I just saw this and it brought back tears I know it sounds silly I've never met the larson family God willing one day .when nichole passed away I was amazed just how much it bothered me I thought I've never met nikki but I have in a small way thanks to chess youtube and nichole untold gold I have. I've been moved by you all very much . I pray you all heal in the time you would like . Give chet a hug from me tell him Mike says hi and don't forget Dougo too. Best wishes to you all

Amy, I was married to my wife for only for 2 years and she was diagnosed with ALS and passed away in 9 months but we had faith in god and that made all the difference. We knew that HE brought us together so I could be there for her when she really needed someone so that’s how we got through the pain we were feeling. GOD has a plain for all of us. Sometimes we don’t understand at the time but I was all she had and that was what got ME through the pain and sorrow. The really funny things she use to tell me was for me to have a good time because when I pass away that I was hers forever. And I believe that with all my heart. That is the faith you have to have in GOD and his plan for all of us.

It's weird Amy, I even prayed for Nicole. A young lady that i never met. Yet, I felt the need to say prayers for her and your son.

Amy, thank you for sharing your heart….it’s grief and it’s joy. You’re inspiring to so many and you are gifted with words - spoken and written. Please keep sharing as you do! This is an excellent reminder that we are not in control. We pray and we definitely plead for our needs/wants but ultimately God has His plan. We can rejoice to think of Nikki dancing in heaven (I can picture her huge smile while she dances) and we can continue to seek what God wants us to learn through this and how God needs us to continue to seek Him and trust in Him. My prayers are with you dear sister in Christ.

When Nicole passed I was so sad and since have lost my 2 best friends to cancer but it has given me the joy of prayer and then trusting Jesus to answer them in his wisdom.

I watched Nicole's journey and also followed your family for years and I remember crying with the Lord for her healing and when God took Nicole to be with Him, well it was a shock, but what a blessing she was in her life to so many and now she is in glory with Jesus. Amy you are truly an amazing person and your family are so loving. Praying for you all.

Dear Amy, we love you…my family has followed yours for quite awhile…we were so upset about Nicole’s death…we too lost someone very special…our beautiful daughter! A beautiful, gracious young woman, who died of breast cancer in 2016! Even though it has been “5” years, we deal with grief every day..As the Willie Nelsen song says: “ We Get Through It….Never Over It” Love to you, from me, a farmer’s wife from Ontario, Canada..

I have not been able too remove family and friends that have passed away from my social media, I just can't do it. I have never had the pleasure to met Nicole or any of the Larson family but I did watch Nicole untold gold. I can't bring myself to remove her channel from my social media. She was such a sunlight of life. God bless the Larson farm family.

Thank you for this message. very insightful and I really appreciated it. I have followed Larson Farms for some time. Today I found your channel.

I only became aware of Chet's channel this fall. I have only gotten to Nicole by watching the past posts. Nicole was a ray of sunshine, can you imagine how she brightened heaven upon her arrival. I am going through a turbulent time in my life and have rediscovered prayer. I pray for the Larson family and their friends and that you all continue to shine a little light on our work a day world. God Bless you all

On this subject, I was diagnosed in July 2021 with stage 4 cancer. It's definitely a test of faith. I watched Nicole's channel as well as Chets. It was such a deflation, when I heard that news. She was such a sweet girl and is missed by many. Yes I too had prayed for her. May God bless you and your family and especially Chet.

From a disabled dude who survived a bad accident the day your daughterIn-law was diagnosed. Thank you! God Was not done with me yet. God bless

Amen.

good grief...how can i not subscribe to Chets mom...ok..well thats done. Now...my mom passed away in 2011...still dealin with that so the way you all are handling your loss..wheewww. Chet is so strong and he has you and doug-o to thank for that. God bless you guys

Thanks for sharing, Mrs. Larson! True words: about grief being a process and that God always answers our prayers. He is pleased to hear them. And while we are pleading with Him, He tells us, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” (2Cor 12:8-9). Isaiah 40:11 also comes to mind. God’s blessings and comfort to you as the journey continues. (❤️ Audrey)

Bless you and your family. You all have my heart and prayers. Nicole is looking down you right now smiling because she knows how much she is loved.

What a nice message Mrs Larson. Thank you for sharing a bit of yourself.

Thanks you I need that I have friends that Iam praying for 🙏

She was a special lady. And I hope Chet finds love again someday bc he deserves to be happy.

Praise God!We ,as humans tend to forget,our ways are not Gods' ways,he is an infinite creator and our trials here on Earth are to bring us to redemption through Jesus Christ that where He is,we may be also.All our pain and loss is as temporary as our mortal life on Earth.Still,it's hard and only time dulls the pain.Know that you will be reunited soon for eternity.God bless.

Love this! Once again Amy shows her true beauty! God's peace, mercy , grace on you, your family, and your home!

I never thought of it that way, but your right Mrs Larson god bless you

I always look forward to hearing even just your voice in Chet’s videos. You truly are a saint. I’ve known a very few in my life. You are a good person but you don’t need to hear that. Because you are doing something that most of us can’t. Thank you 🙏.

What a beautiful message..R.I.P. Nicole R.I.P....... I also pray that Chet will never forget beautiful Nicole but will be able to move on and find ❤️ love again.

AMEN Mrs Larson, AMEN.

Amen

So true God bless you Amy!!! Thank you for sharing!!

Amy, my husband and I have followed Chet's channel since it was at 20k. We love your family and it's vakues. You are a true angel. I had no idea you had a channel, it just popped up on my recommended list 30 minutes ago. We love it. Prayers getting through all the damage.

Thank you so much for your thoughts. It is always good to remember that God does hear and answer our prayers, but it may not be in our time and our way. It is a challenge for us to learn to accept HIS will and know that God's ways are not our ways. Thanks for being such a wonderful and genuine family.

I struggled hard with this when my mom was diagnosed with lung and bone cancer. She was 52 when God took her home. Towards her last days I stopped asking and started praying God! Your will be done. Not my will! But Gods will…. One day all will be made clear. Not by sight, but by faith! Two weeks ago my dad passed. He was 80. Again I prayed God your will be done. I made a promise to my mom that we would look after dad. We made good on that promise. God is faithful! I appreciate the Larson family! Thanks Amy for your words of encouragement!

I learned a long time ago I am nothing without God for without God I would not be here. For us that what to be in control we tend to forget that. He answers our prayers according to His will not ours. We can be very proud full in our walk with God and sometimes forget about His will over our own. Trust me I have fallen into that myself then God humbles me again.

Amy you are 100% right at what you said

Lately I’ve wondered why God has said no to my prayer requests. Not to the point of being mad or bitter, but just really sad. I woke up in the night and my first conscious thought was, “Todd, I said yes, but My yes may be different from your yes. Both are healthy, both are walking, both your brother and sister are healed, which was yours and many others request. I said yes.” Saturday was silent Surely it was through But since when has impossible Ever stopped You Friday's disappointment Is Sunday's empty tomb Since when has impossible Ever stopped You My God is able to save And deliver and heal And restore anything that He wants to God said yes. I debated about sharing this, but I pray that this word will help you to also find some peace in this world of worries and confusion.

I love the song from Garth Brooks about unanswered prayer. There is no such thing as unanswered prayer. I pray every day for Nicole and Chet, and yes you too Amy and Dougo!!! I am fighting cancer as we speak, and want to pray every day!!

Jesus never promised our faith walk to be easy. But it's a walk I would never give up. We all still miss her with you and prayers for the whole family.

Bless y'all's hearts. I hope you know what a genuine blessing you are. Grieving is in your time, no one else's. You are right in that she is healed and singing His praises. Keeping y'all in our prayers.

So we’ll said. Thank you!

God is with us while we’re here on earth and we are with Him when we go to heaven. Either way it’s a win win situation. We don’t control grief. It controls us.

how right you are we want it our way but some time we dont get it but your so right