Im not gonna sugarcoat anything, im starting to feel like youtube isn't my thing so im planning on taking a break for an unsure amount of time. Just to clear my head or something. Its just the soft feeling or NEED to push content out, not "omg im not getting views!!". Aswell with art. Instead of being happy when i put something onto paper, instead im aggravated and upset with what im putting down. The things in my mind arent there anymore. I never get ideas or motivation so im just FORCING myself to put something down. Sometimes, yes, im happy with whats been done. But more then often, im just upset. Upset that it doesnt look good to me or that im not as good as others. I know its horrible to compare my art to others but i cant help it when i already think that my artwork isnt good. So yeah, im just taking a break from youtube, most likely for either a short or very long time. My mental state doesnt seem to be very good now with events of last year and over all together. Hopefully youll see me back. Maybe you wont.